Has the cliche of understanding of all these early, sees the reply, not accident/surprise, but he pretends the surprised appearance to send „awkwardly” the expression, then said that 【Embarrassed. Possibly was I remembers incorrectly. Is the pressure that you receive very certainly big?】 对这一切早有了解的陈言,看到回复,并没有意外,但他还是装作惊讶的样子发了个“尴尬”的表情,然后说道,【不好意思啊。可能是我记错了。那你所受的压力一定很大吧？】 【Your boyfriend, abandons you and daughter, went too far.】 【你的男朋友,就这么扔下你和女儿,也太过分了。】 Sees the reply of cliche, Yang Nuannuan hesitant again hesitant, she does not want to chat again, because possibly opposite is the cliche, therefore she said that 【Actually does not blame him.】 看到陈言的回复,杨暖暖犹豫再犹豫,原本她不想再聊下去,但是可能因为对面的是陈言,所以她还是说道,【其实也不怪他。】 【Because, this child is my own. Has not related with him.】 【因为,这个孩子本来就是我自己的。和他没关系。】 Sees „Yang soft” the reply, the cliche gawked staring. 看到“杨柔”的回复,陈言愣了愣。 What is „child is my own”? 什么叫“孩子本来就是我自己的”？ Fortunately, possibly „Yang soft” turns on a record player, told a shocking story to the cliche directly! 所幸的是,可能“杨柔”打开了话匣,直接给陈言讲述了一个骇人听闻的故事！ According to „Yang was supple”, past she, was actually a not marriage person, moreover because also the vision was high, could not have a liking for the surrounding man. 据“杨柔”说,当年的她,其实是一个不婚主义者,而且也因为眼光高,看不上周围的男人。 However likes the child, therefore she has been thinking the artificial insemination, obtains an only own child. 但是又非常喜欢孩子,所以她就一直想着人工授精,获得一个只属于自己的孩子。 Therefore, she in the opportunity that works one time, knew this „boyfriend”. 于是,她在一次工作的机会,认识了这个“男朋友”。 This „boyfriend”, no matter the appearance, is the family background, is the ability, conforms to her standard very much. 这个“男朋友”,不管是长相,还是家世,还是能力,都很符合她的标准。 Therefore, she moved listed as the idea of goal him. 所以,她就动了把他列为目标的想法。 Therefore, relates the good voluntary hospital in her, and after choosing the right becoming pregnant time . 于是,在她联系好私人医院,并且选好了合适的受孕时间以后。 She managed a banquet, while this „boyfriend” drunk, puts on the glove, took his essence directly forcefully, then sends to the voluntary hospital, to oneself artificial insemination, then after passing through twists and turns, gave birth to this daughter. 她办了个酒席,趁着这个“男朋友”酒醉,戴上手套,直接强行取了他的精,然后送去私人医院,给自己人工授精,然后在经过了一番波折以后,生下了这个女儿。 Therefore, this daughter and this „boyfriend” has the relations, but has not actually related. 所以,这个女儿和这个“男朋友”有关系,但其实也没关系。 Because he is completely the victim status. 因为他完全是个受害者身份。 Heard „Yang soft” introduction, the cliche whole person is dumbfounded. 听到了“杨柔”的介绍,陈言整个人目瞪口呆。 He cannot think completely, matter can be this type of development path unexpectedly. 他完全想不到,事情居然会是这种发展路子。 But on the other hand, he a little understands suddenly Yang Nuannuan that crazy personality was the heredity from whom! 而另一方面,他突然有点明白了杨暖暖那疯狂的性格是遗传自谁了！ She inherits from Yang soft of one's youth! 她遗传自年轻时的杨柔啊！ The difference is, young Yang soft, even is crazy, but still the thoughts are meticulous, will hide very much. 区别是,年轻的杨柔,即使疯狂,但是却也心思缜密,很会隐藏。 Crazy hidden under her ability and iceberg, easily does not reveal. 把疯狂是隐藏在她的能力和冰山之下,轻易不显露出来。 Then after looking for certainly the goal, strikes to, and concludes perfectly. 然后找准目标之后,一击必中,并且完美收尾。 But Yang Nuannuan crazy not covers up, frightening. 而杨暖暖的疯狂则是不加掩饰,让人心惊的。 No wonder sixth sense keen Zhao Ying, said that Yang soft heart is hiding a devil, very fearful. 怪不得第六感敏锐的赵瑛,说杨柔内心深处潜藏着一个恶魔,非常的可怕。 Cliche shivering with fright , felt not a little able to look straight ahead Yang soft. 陈言不由的打了个冷战,感觉有点无法直视杨柔了。 The supple elder sister of one's youth, compares unexpectedly warm also scary 没想到,年轻时的柔姐,居然比暖暖还吓人啊 But this time Yang Nuannuan, has not known that she gave the exposition oneself mother's secret. So many years, oneself parents' matter, has pressed in her heart. 而此时的杨暖暖,还不知道她把自己母亲的秘密给暴露了。这么多年,自己父母的事,一直压在了她的心底。 She knows, oneself parents actually and have no relations. 她知道,自己的父母其实并没有什么关系。 But her birth, accident/surprise that because was arranged by mother. 而她的诞生,只是因为一个被母亲安排好的意外。 Her mother does not love her. Wants a child. 她的母亲并不爱她。只是想要一个孩子罢了。 Even, after giving birth to her, had her mother regretted, she is not clear. 甚至,在生出她以后,她的母亲后没后悔,她都不清楚。 But her father not to mention, has been very repugnant she. Has not regarded own child her. 而她的父亲就更不用说了,一直很讨厌她。从来也没有把她当成自己的孩子。 Although, every several years, her father will come to Qindao a time, sees one side with her. 虽然,每隔几年,她的父亲都会来一次琴岛,和她见一面。 But meets, she had not perceived that has affections of faint trace. 但见面的时候,她并没有觉察到有一丝丝的爱意。 She looks like a child who jumps from the stone seam. 她就像是一个从石头缝里蹦出来的孩子罢了。 The father is not sore, mother does not love. 爹不疼,娘不爱。 Therefore, she from infancy to maturity, learn/study diligently, diligently changes clever, sensible diligently. 所以,她从小到大,才努力的学习,努力的变乖,努力的懂事。 Her wish was seen by own mother: She is actually useful, she is very clever, she is a good daughter, do not drop out her 她想要让自己母亲看到:她其实是有用的,她很乖,她是一个好女儿,不要抛下她 But to the father, she is also very contradictory. 而对父亲,她也是非常矛盾的。 At the same time, she thought that oneself father is very pitiful. She wants to accept oneself father. 一方面,她觉得自己的这个父亲很可怜。她想去接受自己的父亲。 On the other hand, she because of her father's family, hates her father very much. 另一方面,她又因为为她父亲的家族,很恨她的父亲。 Because, she knows that afterward had anything, knows that family, when she had not been born, to oneself is being ruthless how. 因为,她知道后来发生了什么,知道那个家族,在她没出生时,对自己是多么的赶尽杀绝。 Although she thinks own mother artificial insemination this matter does is not right, understood own father and father family's anger. 虽然她认为自己母亲人工受精这件事做的不对,也理解自己父亲和父亲家族的愤怒。 However, that child after all is she one before she was born, does everything possible to kill own family and father, how she loves 但是,那个孩子毕竟是她自己啊一个在她出生前,就想尽办法想要杀死自己的家族和父亲,她怎么去爱呢 Therefore, Yang Nuannuan in several years, has lived actually in the middle of this distortion world, lives, in this type has the significance to oneself contradiction radically. 所以,杨暖暖这十几年,其实一直活在这种扭曲的世界当中,也活在这种对自己存在意义的根本矛盾中。 Then formed her both sides, contradictory characters. 这才形成了她两面的、矛盾的性格。 Sometimes, she does not want to harm anyone. 有时候,她并不想去伤害谁。 She wants to obtain somebody, some type of thing( e.g. that 30 million). 只是,她太想得到了某个人,某样东西(比如那3000万)了。 This also causes, she sometimes, obtains obviously, but actually regrets immediately, felt oneself harmed others, wants to make up( for that 30 million make money). 这也导致,她有时候,明明已经得到了,但是却立刻又后悔了,觉得自己伤害了别人,想要去弥补(为了那3000万去赚钱)。 Had said must pursue loved, but thinks will make others sad, starts hesitant. 或者,明明都已经说要去追爱了,但是一想到会让别人伤心,又开始犹豫。 Her family, her parents, she complex, the birth of bad karma, lets her is this contradictory character 她的家庭,她的父母,她复杂、孽缘的出生,让她就是这一种矛盾的性格 So many years, these matters have pressed in Yang Nuannuan heart, making her soon breathe does not take offense. 这么多年,这些事一直压在杨暖暖心中,让她都快要喘不动气了。 Today because of cliche „tempting”, she said finally, instead makes her feel that constraining of own innermost feelings reduced probably much. 今天因为陈言的“引诱”,她终于说了出来,反而让她感觉自己内心的压抑好像减轻了不少。 Therefore, after telling „” past matter, Yang Nuannuan started to tell itself in the past „boyfriend”. 所以,在讲述完了“自己”当年的事以后,杨暖暖又开始讲述起了自己当年的“男朋友”。 Told him that seriously, serious in speech and manner. Even if will come to see the daughter every several years, but actually does not see itself. 讲述他是那么的严肃,不苟言笑。即使每隔几年会来看女儿,但是却不见自己。 Said that he in that afterward, for the face, spread the news on own initiative, said that was he oneself. Then actually in secret, blocked itself, forcing oneself to wipe out the child 说他在那件事后,为了面子,主动放出了消息,说是他强了自己。然后却在私底下,封杀了自己,逼迫自己打掉孩子 Talked about finally, Yang Nuannuan smiled bitterly. Felt oneself said. 讲到最后,杨暖暖自己都苦笑了一下。觉得自己讲多了。 Regarded tree cave to vent „cliche” simply. 简直把“陈言”当成了树洞来发泄。 Moreover, told so many mothers' secrets with the present, oneself future also and cliche „recognizing each other”? 而且,与现在都讲述了这么多自己母亲的秘密,自己未来还怎么和陈言“相认”？ If after „recognizing each other”, does not enable the cliche to take a seat according to ticket number on being equivalent, knows matter that oneself mother these rottened in the past? 如果“相认”了以后,不就相当于让陈言可以对号入座,知道了自己母亲当年那些糟烂的事了吗？ Thinks of this, in Yang Nuannuan heart sighed slightly: 想到这,杨暖暖不由的心中微微叹了口气: ‚. In any case the cliche and skillful arrived at that.’ ‘罢了罢了。反正陈言和巧巧都走到那一步了。’ ‚I participate again, is no interesting. Also will only make skillful sad.’ ‘我再去插足,也没什么意思。还只会让巧巧伤心。’ ‚Retains this recollection at heart.’ ‘就把这份回忆保留在心里吧。’ „Later, only regards a netizen him, do not think again met” “以后,就只把他当成个网友,不要再想着去见面了” „Yang soft” said were more. “杨柔”讲了很多很多。 From the beginning, the cliche is holding the idea of understanding the opponent listens, but gradually, was hated the rival in love to attract by the past love, started to listen to detail. 一开始,陈言还是在抱着一种了解对手的想法去听,但是渐渐的,也被当年的爱恨情仇所吸引,开始详细的听取了起来。 However what is lucky, sometimes, a character appraisal of person does not permit, but analyzes the personality of this person from the matter, instead will be more accurate. 不过幸运的是,有时候,一个人的性格评价是不准的,但是从事情中去分析这个人的性格,反而会更准。 Therefore, from „Yang soft” in words, cliche also gradually built Zhao Qingtian model in the mind. 所以,从“杨柔”的话里,陈言也渐渐的在脑海里建立了赵擎天的模型。 That is a calmness, self-confident, cautious man. 那是一个冷静,自信,谨慎的男人。 Especially after this time event , he no matter runs into any enemy, will not be lax, will only go all out, with full power. 尤其是在这一次的事件之后,他不管遇到任何敌人,都不会松懈,也只会狮子搏兔,用出全力。 The cliche felt very formidabe 陈言觉得,很难对付啊 Also chatted several with „Yang soft”, the cliche no longer chatted. He felt the information content of own tonight obtaining is a little big. 和“杨柔”又聊了几句,陈言就不再聊下去了。他觉得自己今晚得到的信息量有点大。 He needs to digest. 他需要消化消化。 But when he just switched off QQ, suddenly, his cell phone resounded „ding-dong” one. 而就在他刚刚关掉QQ的时候,突然,他的手机响起了“叮咚”一声。 The cliche takes to look. 陈言拿起来一看。 The discovery game store renovated unexpectedly at the right moment 发现游戏商店居然适时的刷新了 Promises everyone to add! 8000 characters deliver! Asked the monthly ticket, asked the recommendation ticket! 答应大家加更！8000字送上！求月票,求推荐票！ I strive for the multi- symbols , to continue to look for opportunity in addition! 我争取多码字,继续找机会加更！