Father'sappearancemakesWang Zijinknow, the seriousperson, has such a softplaceat heart.
父亲的样子让王子衿知道,再严肃的人,心里也有那么一片柔软的地方。Theseyears, parents'relationsare goodto be many, evenWang Zijinmeets the unstated criticismsometimes, an agedo not addyounger brotheryounger sisteranythingtomeagain, after alltwoembryopolicieswere open.
这些年,父母的关系已经好很多了,甚至王子衿有时会腹诽,可别一把年纪了再给我添个弟弟妹妹啥的,毕竟二胎政策开放了。Sheknowsat this moment, motherperhapsthis whole lifecannotenter the fatherat heart, theirharmoniousness, arecompromisetoyears.
此时此刻她才知道,母亲或许这辈子都没能走进父亲的心里,他们的和睦,是一种对岁月的妥协。Shedoes not likeZhang Mingcheng, does not loveexcept foritself, againisto the resistance of marrying, istrauma that parentaltheremustcome.
她不喜欢张明诚,除了本身不爱,再就是对联姻的抗拒,是父母那里得来的心理阴影。For a long timefor a long time, Wang Chengfuputs out the one breathslowly, restoredin those days the rigorousconductagain, „the pastmatter, had passed, the personis unable to change the matterforever, butcangrasp the future. Remembered a matterto forgetandyousaid.”
好久好久,王承赋缓缓吐出一口气,再次恢复往日严谨做派,“过去的事,已经过去了,人永远无法改变已经发生的事,但可以把握未来。想起一件事忘了和你说。”Wang Zijinlooksto the father: „Anymatter.”王子衿看向父亲:“什么事。”Wang Chengfu: „In the eveningcomes back, Iseehimalsooutside the community, himtold that laterdo not come.”王承赋:“晚上回来的时候,我见他还在小区外,就跟他说以后别来了。”Wang Zijinsees the father, the heartwas suddenly cool.王子衿愣愣的看着父亲,心突然凉了。Wang Chengfu„”: „Has been standing outside, the influenceis not very good, yesterdayyour fatherwas also teasedbyothers. HisIsaid certainly,frightenedwalksimmediately.”王承赋“啧”一声:“一直在外面站着,影响很不好,昨天你爸还被别人调侃了。他一定我这么说,吓得立刻就走了。”„Father,”Wang Zijinrubsto stand up, brings the weeping voice, loudly said: „Yourhowthis.”
“爸,”王子衿蹭一下站起身,带着哭腔,大声道:“你怎么这样。”How the family memberstauntedQin Ze, hecannot be serious, but if the fathersaid that askedhimto leave, after did not permit, came, that was almost indicates the attitude and standpoint.
家里人怎么嘲讽秦泽,他都可以不当回事,但如果父亲说让他走,并不准以后再来,那几乎是表明态度和立场了。No wondershecomes backnot to seeQin Ze.
难怪她回来没看见秦泽。
Hasn't hegone back?
他不是已经回去了吧?Todayhereceived such biggrievance, was made up the bladebyownfatheroneagain, even ifreturns toShanghai is not strangedejected.
今天他受了这么大的委屈,再被自己爸一个补刀,就算心灰意冷回沪市也不奇怪。Amongtheir two people
那他们两人之间Thinks ofhere, the Wang Zijinmentalityexplodedimmediately, anxiousfearfulrushing out through the door.
想到这里,王子衿心态顿时炸了,急惶惶的夺门而出。Dashes about wildlyto the communityentrance, holds the kneeto pant, sheturns the headto look in all directions, is naturally impossibleto see the Qin Zeperson, pulls out the cell phoneto makehisphone call, the telephonepromptclose-down.
一路狂奔到小区门口,扶着膝盖气喘吁吁,她转头四顾,自然是不可能见到秦泽人的,掏出手机打他电话,电话提示关机。
The Wang Zijin'sheartwas thoroughly cool.王子衿的心彻底凉了。At this timeclosed down, only then a possibility, others on the airplane, flew to the Shanghaiairplane.
这时候关机,只有一种可能,他人在飞机上,飞往沪市的飞机。Hereallywalked, leavesCapital City, lefther.
他真的走了,离开京城,也离开了她。Do not walk.
别走啊。Perhapsyouwaited forseveraldays of meto forgiveyouagain.
你再等几天说不定我就原谅你了呢。In an instant, extrudesexplodesinmoodat heart, Wang Zijinsquatsin the communityentrance, shedding tears of pā dāpā dā.
刹那间,挤压在心里的情绪爆炸,王子衿蹲在小区门口,啪嗒啪嗒的掉眼泪。„Thatneedsto helpyouconnectin the family/home, orwhathas to help?” The middle-agedsecurity guardsees the sound that shecries, collects the inquiry.
“那个需要帮你连线家里吗,或者有什么能帮忙的?”中年警卫见她哭的声音,凑过来询问。Theyare not the securities, theyare the security guards, puttingin the ancient timeswas the guard, incommunitywas the bigmaster, master'sfamiliesencounters the problem, whenguardcame upto sayby rights ought to: The young ladyhaswhat/anythingto tell.
他们可不是保安,他们是警卫,搁在古代就是侍卫,小区里的都是大老爷,老爷的家眷们遇到麻烦,当侍卫的理当上去说:请问小姐有什么吩咐。Wang Zijinflurriedwipestears, attracts the nose, has the nasal sound: „WhenQin Zewalks.”王子衿慌慌的抹一把眼泪,吸一下鼻子,带着鼻音:“秦泽什么时候走的。”
The security guardsrecalled: „About6 : 30 pm.”
警卫回忆了一下:“下午 6 点半左右吧。”Wang Zijincalculates, ifwhile the quickestflight, henowquicklytoShanghai.王子衿算了算,如果乘最快的航班,他现在快到沪市了。„Because the cell phonedid not have the electricity, returned to the hotelto charge.” The security guardssupplementone.
“因为手机没电了,就回酒店充电去了。”警卫补充一句。„What did yousay?”Wang Zijinraised the headfiercely, looks athim.
“你说什么?”王子衿猛抬头,看他。Security guards: „Charge, howhehas givenusto speculate in the stock market, operateson the cell phonetouslooked,saidis sayingdoes not have the electricity.”
警卫:“充电啊,他一直给我们将怎么炒股,在手机上操作给我们看,讲着讲着就没电了。”„”Wang Zijinnearlyweeps, turns headto run back the home, drives the vehicleto come outagain, goes to the hotelto look forQin Ze. The car(riage)openshalfto think that does not knowwhichhotelQin Zelives.
“”王子衿险些喜极而泣,扭头就跑回家,开着车子再出来,去酒店找秦泽。车开一半才想起来不知道秦泽住哪个酒店。Therefore the car(riage)stops the roadside, telephonestoIron Pillar Zhao.
于是车停路边,给赵铁柱打了个电话。„Did youask the Qin Ze'shotel?”Iron Pillar Zhaogossiped: „Was wèi wèi, coaxedeasily? MyZijineldest missarrogance.”
“你问秦泽的酒店?”赵铁柱八卦道:“喂喂,这么容易就被哄好了?我子衿大小姐的傲气呢。”„bì bìIcometo hityouagainnow,”Wang Zijinclenches jaws: „Saidquickly.”
“再哔哔我现在过来打你,”王子衿咬牙切齿:“快说。”Iron Pillar Zhao: „IguesshiminYellow Gate Grand Hotel.”赵铁柱:“我猜他在黄门大酒店。”„Guesses?”Wang Zijinraises the eyebrow.
“猜?”王子衿扬眉。„Un, Iandhechatted, hesaid that the hotelreception deskyounger sisterwas very pretty, the wavebigbuttockscurled upwards. Your family'snearbywords, the reception deskyounger sisteris pretty, is upscale, probablyonpalace gatehotel. Youlookto look.”Iron Pillar Zhaosaid.
“嗯,我和他聊天的时候,他说酒店前台的妹子很漂亮,波大臀翘的。你家附近的话,前台妹子漂亮的,又高档的,好像就黄门酒店。你去找找看。”赵铁柱道。
The Wang Zijintwitchedcorners of the mouth, suppress the idea that is switching carsto go home, expungestowardYellow Gate Grand Hotel.王子衿抽了抽嘴角,强忍着调车回家的想法,朝黄门大酒店开去。
The palace gatehotelis a five-starhotel, now the five-starhotelsprings up everywhere, actuallyfacilitylocompels. The facility, environment, repairandservicepalace gatehoteldo right by the given name of five-starhotel.
黄门酒店是一家五星级酒店,现在五星级酒店遍地开花,其实设施lo的一逼。黄门酒店的设施、环境、装修、服务都对得起五星级酒店的名号。Naturally, thistype and Qin Zeopens a roomalso to elect the six-starrich and powerful familydaughtersregardingWang Zijin, five-staris notupscale. Thisnotfive-starabovehotel, otherwiseWang Zijinlooksdoes not needto look, rushes to the most expensivehotelto look forQin Zedirectly.
当然,对于王子衿这种和秦泽开个房也要选六星级的豪门千金来说,五星级也算不上高档。只是这一片没有五星以上的酒店,否则王子衿找都不用找,直接奔最贵的酒店去找秦泽。Afterreception deskyounger sisterthereobtains the information that Qin Zehas not truly returned a house, Wang Zijinrelaxessolid, whenasked the room number, the reception deskyounger sisterhas not toldherdirectly, buttelephoned Room Qin Zeto notify.
在前台妹子那里得到秦泽确实还未退房的信息后,王子衿结结实实松口气,但问房间号时,前台妹子没直接告诉她,而是打电话到秦泽通报。
After having been determined the answer, the reception deskyounger sistersmiles: „Hein No. 2013room.”
得到确定答复后,前台妹子微笑:“他在2013号房间。”
The Wang Zijinsmilenods: „Thanks.”王子衿微笑点头:“谢谢。”Verycarefullooks atseveralreception deskagain, felt relievedwent upstairs.
很仔细的再看几眼前台,放心的上楼去了。Same, sevenpointscannotbe many.
一般般嘛,七分不能再多。Suchgirl, insomeblack heart's maggotcompanyeverywhere.
这样的女孩,某个黑了心的蛆的公司里比比皆是。Whenshejust the elevatorgot down, bit, the elevator dooropened wide, Qin Zestoodin the elevator, althoughon the facewears the mask, butWang Zijin can still feel that hesmiledintowards oneself.
她刚等到电梯下来,叮,电梯门敞开,秦泽站在电梯里,尽管脸上戴着口罩,但王子衿仍然能感觉到他在朝自己微笑。Two peoplelook at each other moment, the Wang Zijineye socketslightlyred, the fluorescenttwinkle, has the sign that criesfaintly.
两人对视片刻,王子衿眼眶微红,荧光闪烁,隐隐有哭出来的迹象。„Firstgoes upstairs.”Qin Zehauls in the elevatorher.
“先上楼。”秦泽把她拉进电梯。Swipes the card the room, Wang Zijinbreaks awaygentlyQin Ze's hand: „Ithink that youwent back.”
刷卡进房间,王子衿轻轻挣开秦泽的手:“我以为你回去了。”Qin Zesighed: „Youdo not come, Ireallywent back.”秦泽叹口气:“你再不来,我就真的回去了。”SolemnOcean King Ze, sincegain of fame and fortune, notbytoday'ssuchair/Qi.
堂堂海泽王,自发迹以来,还没受过今天这样的气。„Youwalkwhat/anything,”Wang Zijinis getting angry, „youare unfair tome, youwere rational, howwas selectedto put in great inconvenience, hadmeto put in great inconvenience. Youdareto walkmeto flyShanghaito killyou.”
“你走什么啊,”王子衿红着眼,“你那么对不起我,你还有理了么,受点委屈怎么了,有我委屈吗。你敢走我就飞沪市打死你。”Sister Zijinissuchartificial!子衿姐还是这么矫情!Qin Zesighedat heart, said: „Whythatcame.”秦泽心里叹息,道:“那为什么又来了。”
The Wang Zijintwitchednose, was not shed tearsbyoneselfforcefully: „What to do, Icannot forgetyou, Ipretend that I do not care aboutyou, butcannot help butgets upevery morningthinksyoualso outside. Saw that theybullyyou, myuncomfortablemustdie. ButIdo not wantto forgiveyou, does not wantto accept that excessivematter, butmymeansdo not have, Ido not give upyou, aerobic, Iaerobic”王子衿抽了抽鼻子,强行让自己不掉泪:“怎么办,我还是忘不掉你,我假装自己不关心你,但每天早上起来都不由自主的想你是不是还在外面。看到他们这么欺负你,我难受的要死。可我不想原谅你啊,不想接受那么过分的事,但我一点办法都没有,我就是舍不得你,好气啊,我好气啊”Reallyfeelsprobablyaerobic, was saying to be saying, sheshed tears.
大概是真的觉得好气,说着说着,她又掉眼泪了。„The air/Qiwordshitme, controlsmylatter half of one's lifeheartily.”Qin Zeis scratching the tear stains of herface: „Butdo not leave.”
“气的话就打我,就尽情的支配我的后半生。”秦泽擦着她脸庞的泪痕:“但别离开好吗。”Wang Zijincried the half of the day, the moodstood firmslightly, is staringQin Ze: „Ilook foryou, youare not accidental/surprised, thoughtateto decideme?”王子衿哭了半天,情绪稍稍稳住,瞪着秦泽:“我过来找你,你却一点都不意外,是不是觉得吃定我了?”„Iam accidental, Iam very surprised.”Qin Zesaid: „ButIafter allwasOcean King Ze, Ocean King Zewas the great person who the happyangerdid not show.”
“我意外啊,我很意外。”秦泽道:“但我毕竟是海泽王了,海泽王是喜怒不形于色的大人物。”
The familiarstylemakesWang Zijinsmile through tears.
熟悉的画风让王子衿破涕为笑。„Actuallyhas wantedto come, butdoes not dareto come, is afraidyou is also angry, is afraidyounot to forgiveme, the fearfull loadhopecomes, actuallyturns over todisappointedly.”Qin Zeis speaking the talk between loversin a low voice, alongselling along with other things a wave of teammate: „WasIron Pillar Zhaosuggestedme, Icame.”
“其实早就想来了,但又不敢来,害怕你还生气,害怕你不原谅我,害怕满载希望而来,却失望而归。”秦泽低声说着情话,顺带卖一波队友:“是赵铁柱暗示了我,我才过来的。”Wang Zijinonehear, raises the eyebrowimmediately: „Iron Pillar Zhao?”王子衿一听,顿时扬眉:“赵铁柱?”„Yes, heinthatword that the friendcirclesends, I, Qin Zesaidespecially”: „Hesaid that youhave been thinkingme, the personwas also thin and pale, as soon asIlisten, loves dearlyis not good, next daycame.”
“是啊,他在朋友圈发的那首词,特地@我,”秦泽说:“他说你一直想着我,人也憔悴了,我一听,心疼的不行,第二天就过来了。”Wang Zijinclenches jaws: „ThenImustrepairhim.”王子衿咬牙切齿:“回头我一定要修理他。”„Butwithouthim, I am impossibleto hugyouhere. Zijin, returns toShanghaiwithme, weleadto prove.”Qin Zesaid.
“但没有他,我就不可能在这里抱着你。子衿,跟我回沪市吧,我们领证去。”秦泽道。Ifwantsthreeto choose a marriage, he can only chooseWang Zijin. Heandelder sister are impossible, but the Wang Familyfamily backgrounddoes not allowWang Zijinto make a woman who does not have the status.
如果非要三选一结婚,他只能选王子衿。他和姐姐是不可能了,而王家的家世也不允许王子衿做一个没名分的女人。Wang Zijinshakes the head: „Iwill not return toShanghai, Ihave promised the grandfather to keepCapital Cityto sorry, Iwill not return toShanghai.”王子衿摇摇头:“我不会回沪市了,我已经答应爷爷要留在京城对不起,我再也不会回沪市了。”Qin Zeknits the brows: „My parentswhat to do, wherehas the wifenot to go home? Iknow that youare thinkingwhat/anything, relax, myelder sistershe”秦泽皱眉:“那我爸妈怎么办,哪有媳妇不回家的?我知道你在想什么,放心,我姐她”„Let alone,” the Wang Zijinslenderfingeraccording to hislip, the lookis complex: „Does not haveelder sister, never haselder sister, is I do not wantto return toShanghai, isImustkeepCapital CityA'Ze, askedyou, do not say.”
“别说,”王子衿纤细的手指按在他嘴唇,神色复杂:“没有姐姐,从来都没有姐姐,是我自己不想回沪市,是我要留在京城阿泽,求你,不要说。”Qin Zevisitsher, once againunderstands that betweenSister Zijinandelder sister, could not returnagain.秦泽看着她,又一次明白子衿姐和姐姐之间,再也回不到过去了。Just likeelder sisterdoes not wantthatonlyRoom-entering Wolfto step intomain house gatehalf-stepagain, Wang Zijinis not also willingto mentionbosom friendagain, thataboutbosom friendand that younger brotheris passionately devotednotby the love that the worldapproves.
正如姐姐不愿意那只入室狼再踏入家门半步,王子衿同样不愿再提及闺蜜,那个对弟弟一往情深的闺蜜、那段不被世人认同的爱情。Sinceis hardto give up, can only chooseto look but not see.
既然难以割舍,就只能选择视而不见。In the situation without related, insituation that the planis never in contact with each other, theirtacitchoices the samewaycompromisedthissentiment.
在不曾联系的情况下,在打算老死不相往来的情况下,她们默契的选择了相同的方式来妥协这段感情。„A'Ze,”Wang Zijinsaid in a soft voice: „Remembers that Icomplyto bethe day ofyourgirlfriend, youto the words that Idid speak?”
“阿泽,”王子衿柔声道:“记得我答应做你女朋友那天,你跟我说的话吗?”Qin Zecarefulrecollection, „remaining years of life, please assist me in any way you can?”秦泽仔细回忆,“余生,请多多关照?”„Un,”shesmiles: „Remaining years of life, please assist me in any way you can.”
“嗯,”她嫣然一笑:“余生,请多多关照。”In the eveningWang Zijinhas not gone home.
晚上王子衿没回家。
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