This flash, Wang Zijin is almost impossible to breathe. 这一瞬间,王子衿几乎无法呼吸。 She that wooden is staring at Qin Baobao, for a long time is very very long, the eyelash trembled trembling, the pea-sized teardrops tumble: „I, I?” 她就那么木愣愣的盯着秦宝宝,很久很久,睫毛颤了颤,豆大的泪珠滚落:“那我呢,那我呢？” „He is my first man, I hope that is last, I also love him very much, I never have to love a man like this. I for he and parents get angry, I said that follows he to drink the cold water I to be happy even, do you shut up you to make me give back to you to me him entirely now? What to do do you let me?” Wang Zijin is clenching teeth, wiped tears: „How gives back to you, you can in the same place. Qin Uncle is enlightened, can endure the son and daughter marries? He knows this matter, if not know where you aunt will put in?” “他是我第一个男人,我希望是最后一个,我也很爱他啊,我从来没有这样爱过一个男人。我为了他和父母翻脸,我说跟着他就算喝凉水我都开心,你们统统给我闭嘴现在你让我把他还给你？你让我怎么办？”王子衿咬着牙,抹了把眼泪:“还给你又怎样,你们能在一起吗。秦叔叔再开明,能忍受儿子和女儿结婚？他知道这件事么,如果不知道,你们又将阿姨置于何地？” „To say the least, he wants even, you really can steadfast in the same place? elder sister and younger brother that two entertainment world attract much attention, the whole nations are watching you. You how in the same place. You insist with him in the same place, that destroyed him. Even if you do not care, you have thought the parents. In their in the future days will be struggling in the Gossip, you hope that the parents have such old age, Qin Uncle or university professor, how he should face the school teachers and students. How does the friend relative think? Made 20 many years of elder sister and younger brother, said in the same place in the same place, even without blood relationship, if were the normal person worked as 20 year elder sister and younger brother, the blood relationship is unimportant. They can think, originally elder sister and younger brother time has adulterous relationship, you make your father mother feel sad.” “退一步说,就算他愿意,你们又真的能踏踏实实的在一起？两个娱乐圈备受瞩目的姐弟,全国人民都在看着你们。你们怎么在一起啊。你硬要和他在一起,那是毁了他。就算你们不在意,那你们想过父母吗。他们往后的日子里会在流言蜚语中苦苦挣扎,你希望父母有这样的晚年么,秦叔叔还是大学教授,他该如何面对全校师生。朋友亲戚怎么想？做了二十多年的姐弟,说在一起就在一起,即便没血缘关系,如果是正常人当了二十年的姐弟,血缘关系已经不重要了吧。他们会想,原来还是姐弟的时候就已经有不伦之恋了,你让你爸妈情何以堪。” „You explained also uselessly, explained the useful words, will also have existence of network violence? Also will have the product to destroy to sell the Gossip of bone? You and Qin Ze arrive at today, knows that has many people eyes red, light/only they can make you always not probably turn over/stand up. To work as a entertainment world dozens years of rare joke, negative typical? Was poked the backbone to scold for a lifetime? How in the future the child from the place, has thought does not have.” “你们解释也没用,解释有用的话,还会有网络暴力的存在？还会有积毁销骨的流言蜚语？你和秦泽走到今天,知不知道有多少人眼红,光他们就能让你俩永世不得翻身。是不是想当娱乐圈几十年都少有的笑话、负面典型？被人戳着脊梁骨骂一辈子？将来孩子又如何自处,想过没有啊。” Speaking of finally, her tone is very excited. 说到最后,她语气已经很激动了。 „Going to the overseas is also useless, in this communication the developed time, going abroad does not help matters day after day, the reputation is irreversible, you became starting from that day of top public figure, does not have the road back. Only if for a lifetime nest in poor and backward countryside, but you are resigned, he is resigned. Therefore regret, your whole life impossible and he in the same place.” “去国外也没用,在这个通讯日渐发达的时代,出国也无济于事,名声是不可逆的,你俩成为顶级公众人物的那天开始,就已经没有回头路了。除非一辈子窝在贫穷落后的乡下,但你甘心么,他甘心么。所以后悔吧,你这辈子都不可能和他在一起。” Qin Baobao lost all vigors instantaneously, such as withers the flower on the wane 秦宝宝瞬间失去了所有精气神,如一朵枯萎凋零的花 „Sister Man, previous time speaking of that unfeatured boy, suddenly one day by attractive Goddess confess, actually before that Goddess of oval face with his confess, but this is not quite same, this is shitheaded fan. Worships you specially specially, wants to discuss the throat to sing: You are the electricity you are the light, you are the only myth. At that moment he is joyful , he also very has the favorable impression to that Goddess, although had not produced love type of thing” Qin Ze to spit the light smoke at that time. “曼姐,上次说到那个毫无特色的男孩,突然有一天就被漂亮女神表白了,其实在那之前,还有一个鹅蛋脸的女神跟他表白的,但这个不太一样,这个是脑残粉。就是特别特别崇拜你,愿意嗷唠嗓子唱:你是电你是光,你是唯一的神话。那一刻他心里是喜悦的,恰好,他也对那个女神挺有好感,虽然那时候并没有产生爱情这种东西”秦泽吐着青烟。 Pei Nanman is serving tea, is without turning a hair, the teapot changed into the glaze color pretty tobacco mosaic treasure, ten times that the price first destroys, this teapot she treated as the holding to put for many years, if destroyed matter, Pei Nanman must certainly hang to hit Su Yu. 裴南曼端着茶,面不改色,茶壶换成了釉色靓丽的青花珍品,价格是最先打碎的十倍,这茶壶她当做藏品放了好些年,如果被打碎的事这个,裴南曼肯定要把苏钰吊起来打。 She knows Qin Ze said is what is all about, was not that day messes things up drunk, took a matter of blood with Su Yu mutually, she listened many, the ear that listened to quickly lived the cocoon. 她知道秦泽说的是这么一回事,不就是那天酒醉误事,和苏钰互拿一血的事儿么,她听了好些遍,都快听的耳朵生茧子了。 Always show love before others, is bothersome. 老是在别人面前秀恩爱,烦不烦。 „But before them, a girl deeply is actually loving him.” Qin Ze, smoked cigarette fiercely, „boy was born in an ordinary household, has attractively to lawless elder sister, the friends and relatives praises, the healthy, studious, and helpful student attains leniently, compares, the activists have not attained younger brother appears cannot withstand specially. But the child also has the dignity, the child innermost feelings are frailer and sensitive. Therefore he starts to try to ask for elder sister's to like, so long as can with elder sister happy playing in the same place, when she enjoys the elders praised, the boy can also rub her honor, he does not think after the elders praised elder sister, but to his helpless shook the head to sigh.” “但在她俩之前,其实还有一个女孩深深爱着他。”秦泽顿了顿,猛吸一口烟,“男孩出生在一个普通家庭,有个漂亮到无法无天的姐姐,亲戚朋友交口称赞,三好学生拿到手软,相比起来,积极分子都没拿到过的弟弟就显得特别不堪。可孩子也是有尊严的啊,孩子内心更加脆弱和敏感。于是他开始试着讨姐姐的喜欢,只要能和姐姐开心的玩在一起,在她享受长辈们夸赞的时候,男孩也能蹭一蹭她的荣光,他也不想长辈们夸奖完姐姐后,而对他无奈的摇头叹气啊。” „But stupid is stupid, really means do not have, this world's largest distance is the distance between IQ, inborn, does not help matters again diligently. He longs for becoming the elder sister such outstanding person, same enjoys parents' praise with her, was given the thumbs-up by relative teacher, if cannot turn into such person, that obtains her.” Qin Ze lowers the head, looks at Pei Nanman: „Right, obtains her.” “可笨就是笨,真的一点办法都没有,这世界上最大的距离是智商之间的距离,天生的,再努力也无济于事。他渴望成为姐姐那样优秀的人,和她一样享受父母的夸赞,被亲戚老师们竖大拇指,如果不能变成那样的人,那,就得到她。”秦泽低头,看着裴南曼:“对,得到她。” „You will not understand a pain of mediocre person probably. The mediocre person had also fantasized forever glorious time, mounting the stage at the school New Year evening party shoots sad piano piece, then the school female students have female teacher infatuated looks at his melancholy back, wallows individually uncorrectable.” “你大概不会明白一个平庸人的痛苦。再平庸的人也幻想过光芒万丈的时候,在学校迎春晚会上登台弹一首忧伤的钢琴曲,然后全校女生还有女老师痴迷的看着他忧郁的背影,沉迷不可自拔。” „Or, when comes home from school, suddenly ten li (0.5 km) long car(riage)s arrive at the school entrance, puts on the investigate and straight suit steward, combs the gray hair, the neckband is putting the white handkerchief, but must bow 90°, said respectfully: Young master, the master makes me take you to go home.” “或者在放学回家的时候,突然就有十里长车开到校门口,穿着考究又笔挺西装的管家,梳着花白的头发,领口放着白手帕,还得鞠躬九十度,恭敬的说:少爷,老爷让我接您回家。” „Again or, in school one group of bludgers, for a beautiful woman competes, time that noisy being heavily engaged, the attraction innumerable students pay attention, you jump suddenly, the mouth is holding in the mouth the root smoke, the light look and tone are certainly light, like this appears has to compel the standard, said lightly: This is my woman, does not want dead, goes away entirely.” “再或者,学校里一群小混混为了一个美人争夺,闹的不可开交,吸引力无数学生注意的时刻,你突然跳出来,嘴里叼着根烟,淡淡神色和语气一定要淡淡的,这样显得有逼格,淡淡的说:这是我的女人,不想死的,就统统滚开。” Pei Nanman: „” 裴南曼:“” Her heart said, your youth's psychological drama is so unexpectedly rich, I of show am hard tsukkomi. 她心说,你少年时代的内心戏竟如此丰富,骚的我都难以吐槽。 „Finds it very ridiculous, but he wants to think very much, was insane. But true he, was mediocre, study medium, sports medium, character temperately actually this was mediocre person's flattering and helplessness to world.” The Qin Ze smiling face first is bitter and astringent, then suddenly thought of what/anything, corner of the mouth raised: „When he went to the junior middle school, attractive source of trouble elder sister stirred up trouble, the bludger who at that time did not study delimits the domain in the school, saw that the attractive female student is oneself girlfriend on requirement, without sister-in-law's big bro, is not competent big bro. She is so attractive, becomes the sweetie pie that big bro must struggle.” “是不是觉得很可笑,但他很想很想,想疯了。可真正的他,再平庸不过了,学习中等,体育中等,性格温和其实这是庸人对世界的讨好和无奈。”秦泽笑容先是苦涩,然后突然想到了什么,嘴角一挑:“当他上了初中,漂亮的祸水姐姐又惹事了,那时候不读书的小混混在学校划地盘,看到漂亮的女生就要求做自己的女朋友,没有大嫂的大哥,是不称职的大哥。她那么漂亮,就成了大哥们必争的香饽饽。” „Opportunity came finally, elder sister stole the 100 block from the family/home, 20 came the person, said that so long as you helped my younger brother „ bringing up the rear”, her everyone to five five dollars, the icicle wanted five hair at that time, five dollars can eat the ample food in the cafeteria. Then she looks for the bludger, said oneself are the first-grade Qin Ze's woman, is the man draws a sword. ” “机会终于来了,姐姐从家里偷了一百块,二十来号人,说只要你们帮我弟弟“压阵”,她就每人给五块五块钱啊,那时候冰棍只要五毛,五块钱可以在食堂吃顿大鱼大肉。然后她找上混混,说自己是一年级秦泽的女人,是男人就拔刀吧。” „Actually at that time she, so long as looks for teacher explanation, these bludgers do not dare to annoy her, she is the highest quality people lives, the school lives to the highest quality people attaches great importance to very much.” “其实那时候她只要找老师说明情况,那些混混就不敢惹她了,她是尖子生,学校对尖子生很重视的。” Pei Nanman appraisal: „Young, the plans are actually big.” 裴南曼评价:“年纪不大,心机倒是不小。” „I never have that the eye-catching, is working as the dozen person and school bad student chief duel. Finally was I won, fight between children was very simple, so long as did not fear to hurt, the dead beating, the victory was not difficult. Although I look more miserable, but I roar loudly he, I said: Qin Baobao is my woman!” Qin Ze grinning: „These words I many years, think now somewhat excitedly.” “我从来没有那么拉风过,当着几十号的人和学校坏学生头子单挑。最后是我赢了,孩子间的打架很简单,只要不怕疼,死打,胜利并不难。虽然我看起来更惨,可我大声吼他,我说:秦宝宝是我的女人！”秦泽咧了咧嘴:“这句话我记了很多年,现在想想真有点激动。” Pei Nanman is silent. 裴南曼沉默。 „From then on, boy obtains her at heart „” the thought is getting more and more intense, like the black seed, buries at heart, is absorbing the negativity, started out the black flower gradually. ” “打那以后,男孩的心里“得到她”的念头越来越强烈,就像黑色的种子,埋藏在心里,吸收着外界的负面情绪,渐渐开出了黑色的花。” „Henceforth, he starts to pay attention to the elder sister beautiful figure, the attractive cheek, looks that her chest was even more plentiful, had the graceful bearing of young girl. He is still good to her, but that is not younger brother flatters the elder sister's kinship, but is a psychology of admire is causing trouble. When days, he and elder sister kids around, the friction of limbs made him have the physiological reaction. He of puberty understood suddenly, he also difficult to be constantly together more than ten years of elder sister to regard the family member this again. He once had the huge feeling of guilty for this reason, feels very disgusting, disgusting in lifeform like dirty pigsty.” “从此,他开始注意姐姐姣好的身段,漂亮的脸蛋,看着她的胸脯愈发丰满,有了少女的风姿。他依然对她好,但那已经不是弟弟讨好姐姐的亲情,而是一种爱慕的心理在作祟。有一天,他和姐姐嬉闹时,肢体的摩擦让他有了生理反应。青春期的他突然明白了,他再也难把这个朝夕相处十几年的姐姐当成家人。他一度为此产生巨大的罪恶感,觉得很恶心,恶心的就像肮脏猪圈里的生物。” „Until one night, elder sister falls asleep to knock the gate of his room while the parents, they rest on a bed, is chatting topic that does not have the nutrition. younger brother is very well-mannered, he felt, if exposes the impulsion of innermost feelings, elder sister will not be intimate with him. But ascends the sky has not felt inferior the ordinary child to close all windows this, kept a leaf of window that evening to him, elder sister kissed him.” “直到有一天晚上,姐姐趁着父母睡着敲开他房间的门,他们睡在一张床上,聊着没有营养的话题。弟弟很规矩,他觉得如果暴露自己内心的冲动,姐姐就再也不会亲近他了。可是上天并没有把这个自卑又平凡的孩子关上所有窗户,给他留了一扇窗那一晚,姐姐亲吻了他。” Pei Nanman was shocked. 裴南曼愣住了。 „In the unexposed darkness, he hears the elder sister rapid breath, is imagining the elder sister red cheek, water sleek/moist the shy pupil, the huge happy heart explodes in him. He determined a matter, elder sister likes him. It is not the pure elder sister and younger brother sentiment, but looks like a girl to like of one boy liking secretly.” “再不见光的黑暗里,他听见姐姐急促的呼吸,想象着姐姐通红的脸蛋,水润又羞怯的眸子,巨大的幸福感在他心里爆炸。他确定了一件事,姐姐喜欢他。不是单纯的姐弟感情,而是像一个女孩偷偷喜欢一个男孩的那种喜欢。” Qin Ze smiles bitterly: „But what's the big deal, his life mediocre to not having highlight, such person, except for drifting with the current, is capable of what/anything changing own destiny, he does not even dare with the father red painted-face, to like that can do, hides in silently at heart.” 秦泽苦笑一声:“但那又怎么样,他的人生平庸到毫无亮点可言,这样的人,除了随波逐流,有什么能力改变自己的命运呢,他甚至不敢和父亲红脸,能做的只是把那份喜欢,默默藏在心里。” „In subsequent years, two people obvious is hiding the secret, kisses secretly can happy quite a while. They passed through the junior middle school, passed through the high school, passed through university. Whatever that sentiment is fermenting at heart, no one dares to touch, elder sister stubborn is not willing matchmake, to refuse to associate any boyfriend. Because she some people had elected, that useless younger brother.” “此后的岁月里,两人心照不宣的藏着秘密,偷偷亲个嘴就能甜蜜半天。他们走过了初中,走过了高中,走过了大学。任凭那份感情在心里发酵,谁都不敢去触碰,姐姐倔强的不肯相亲,拒绝交往任何男朋友。因为她心里早就有人选了,那个没用的弟弟。” „younger brother is more rational, he knows unable to achieve, the heart deep place felt oneself cannot achieve. He is so useless, the biggest prospect is in the family/home is doomed to leave his wrap/sets big house. Therefore he starts to try to look for the girlfriend time association/will to desalinate all, the love of again making a solemn pledge of eternal love could not stand off time, they most perfect result was he marries a local wife, elder sister marries an outstanding man, everyone continued to hide secret at heart, threw the fleeting time actually, will advance to the future, the four seasons were static.” “弟弟要理性一些,他知道做不到,心底深处觉得自己做不到。他那么没用,最大的出息就是家里注定要留给他的那套大房子。于是他开始试着找女朋友时间总会淡化一切,再海誓山盟的爱情也敌不过时间,他俩最完美的结局是他娶一个本地的媳妇,姐姐嫁一个优秀的男人,大家继续藏着心里的秘密,把流年抛却,迈向未来,四季静好。” „Afterward, that boy grew up finally, he starts to show the talent, becomes child who the friends and relatives praised, became the child of others family/home. He turns the hand in the entertainment world for the cloud turning over the palm is the rain, he is undefeated in many battles in the business, thriving business. However the timid natural disposition takes root in him, even if the name does not have the blood relationship, he does not dare to lay cards on the table with the parents, does not dare to tell the parents loudly: Qin Baobao was my woman he instigates in the bone.” “后来,那个男孩终于长大了,他开始展露头角,成为亲戚朋友交口称赞的孩子,成为别人家的孩子。他在娱乐圈翻手为云覆手为雨,他在商业百战不殆,日进斗金。然而怯弱的本性扎根在他心里,哪怕名字没有血缘关系,他还是不敢和父母摊牌,不敢大声告诉父母:秦宝宝是我的女人他怂到了骨子里。” „Therefore grabs elder sister not to put, while earnestly seeks the frank and upright love in other woman there.” “于是一边抓着姐姐不放,一边在别的女人那里渴求光明正大的爱情。” „He fluttered.” “他飘了。” Pei Nanman knows why Qin Ze spoke these words with her, knows that Wang Zijin did do. All stemmed from yesterday's that news. 裴南曼知道秦泽为什么和她说这些话,也知道王子衿干什么去了。一切源于昨天那个新闻。 „Since he obtains the love of wish, why that does not rein at the brink of the precipice, the life has too many happiness, person who will have missing eventually, should not persist errors at the fleeting time past events. Knows right, should not cut off.” Pei Nanman said in a soft voice. “既然他已经得到了想要的爱情,那为什么不悬崖勒马呢,人生有太多的美好,终究会有错过的人,不该执迷于流年往事。知道不对,就该斩断。”裴南曼柔声道。 „Does not cut off,” Qin Ze muttered: „Others only see his forever glorious and attractive bright and beautiful, who has looked at he base and low timid side, who likes that incompetent and useless him?” “斩不断啊,”秦泽喃喃道:“别人只看到他的光芒万丈和光鲜亮丽,可谁又看过他卑微怯弱的一面,谁又喜欢那个无能又没用的他？” „Only has elder sister.” He said. “只有姐姐啊。”他说。 Pei Nanman was silent, does not know that should say what/anything. 裴南曼沉默了,不知道该说什么。 At present this is self-confident and calm, the talented young people, the first time slips off the heavy mail-armor and helmet before her, inside is a timid and base and low young boy. 眼前这个自信又从容,才华横溢的年轻人,第一次在她面前褪下沉重的甲胄,里面是一个胆小又卑微的小男孩。 Perhaps is this true he? 或许这才是真正的他？