„Did not go, had/lefthere, mustrush hometo look atLegend of Zhen Huan.”Pei Nanmanflatly refuses.
“不去,出了这儿,得赶回家看甄嬛传。”裴南曼一口拒绝。Then, sees a bosom friendfaceincredibleuninhibitedexpression, saidwith a smile: „Whatstrangehas?”
说罢,见闺蜜一脸荒诞不羁的表情,笑吟吟道:“有什么奇怪?”Su Yucorners of the mouthtwitched, will Pei Nanmanlook atPalace Drama? Howto seeis notherstyle.苏钰嘴角抽了抽,裴南曼会看宫斗剧?怎么看都不是她的画风。„Youneverlook atthesethings.”Su Yusaid ill-humoredly: „Knows that youare the faithfulaudience of news broadcast, dailypursues.”
“你从来不看这些东西。”苏钰没好气道:“知道你是新闻联播的忠实观众,天天追更。”„Becauseis the script that Qin Zewrites, wantsto have a lookto pathow.”Pei Nanmanis leisurely: „Very interesting, the layoutis profound, manipulate strategically, the foreshadowingburiesis very deep. Butwhatis most interestingis „ manipulating strategically”fourcharacters, hisassuranceto the womanthoughtssurprisesme. ”
“因为是秦泽写的剧本嘛,想看看拍的怎么样。”裴南曼优哉游哉:“很有意思,布局深远,句句勾心斗角,伏笔埋的很深。但最有意思的还是“勾心斗角”四个字,他对女人心思的把握让我很意外。”„Howto sayconsiders as finished, let alone.”Curling the lip of Su Yuspitefulas.
“怎么说算了,别说。”苏钰赌气似的撇嘴。„Do youaccompanymeto go.”
“你到底陪不陪我去。”„Was old, does not likegoing to the livelyplace.”
“年纪大了,不爱去热闹的地方。”„Butyoudo not accompanymeto go, Ido not dareto go.”Su Yuwrinkles the smallbrow, sheprepares to comeoneto be stewed to the gillslonely.
“可你不陪我去,我自己一个人不敢去。”苏钰皱紧小眉头,她准备要来一场伶仃大醉。
The friend who Pei Nanmancanopen heartare not many, Su Yuisone, treatsheralwaysto treatyounger sisterprobably, helplessthennods.裴南曼能交心的朋友不多,苏钰算一个,对待她总像是对待妹妹,便无奈点头。Theylooked for the family/homenotthatrestlessbar, is not farfrom the office, drivesten minutes.
她们找了家不那么闹腾的酒吧,距离会所不远,开车十分钟就到。
The light of baris very gentle, the femalesinger of having a long singing engagementis very attractive, wears the straplessattire, blacklongstraight. The malesingeris the middle-ageduncle.
酒吧的灯光很柔和,驻唱的女歌手很漂亮,穿露肩装,黑长直。男歌手是位中年大叔。WhatsangwasQin Ze's《Exaggerate》, the malesingeracoustic raywas very abundant, Cantonesepronunciationstandard.
唱的是秦泽的《浮夸》,男歌手声线很雄厚,粤语发音标准。
The Qin Ze'ssongoccupied the half of the countryin the bar, intensongs, decidinghoweverhas1~2ishissong.秦泽的歌在酒吧占了半壁江山,十首歌里,定然有一两首是他的歌。
The barisPei Nanmanselects, Su Yu„stopping all foreign contact” the human communication, will be doomedshelittleto visitbarplaceextremely.
酒吧是裴南曼挑的,苏钰“闭关锁国”般的人际交往,注定她极少会踏足酒吧这种地方。Hereaverage per personexpenseprobablyisordinarywhite collartwomonths of wages.
这儿的人均消费大概是普通白领两个月的工资。Su YuandPei Nanmanstep intothisbar, instanttime, even the light seems to be gloomy.苏钰和裴南曼踏入这家酒吧,霎时间,仿佛连灯光都暗淡起来。
The entrancealcoholiclooks atonesubconsciously, ifthen the magnetattaches the iron, cannot move.
门口的酒客下意识的瞄一眼,便如磁石附铁,挪不开了。Shanghaithisplace, late at nightlikesmixing the beautiful woman in barto be many, occasionallycansee a cheek and staturegoodbeautiful womanisblessing in disguise, butthisandspends.沪市这种地方,深夜喜欢混酒吧的美女很多,偶尔能见到一个脸蛋和身材俱佳的美人就是意外之喜,这一朵可是并蒂花啊。Femaleheight1.7 misrare, theyactually must heightseveralcentimeters, the figure of liking a crane among chickensfocus attention onagain, face value and makingsplan.
女子身高一米七已是难得,她俩却还要再高几公分,鹤立鸡群的身段已然瞩目,颜值与气质却更甚一筹。In the Su Yupersoneyesalways a high and coldGoddessmodel/pattern, matches her clear and attractiverefinedface without makeupoutside, probably a snow lotussifts the chaoticcrowd, beautifulis beautiful, actually being out of sortsfeeling, people like her, should notcome to the bar.苏钰在外人眼中始终一副高冷女神范,搭配她那张清丽脱俗的素颜,像是一朵雪莲飘入纷乱人群,美则美矣,却有一份违和感,她这样的人,就不该来酒吧。Changes intoQin Baobaoto mix the nightclubbar, did not have being out of sortsfeeling, menexcitedextremely: Look, came the best quality goodsseductress.
换成秦宝宝混夜店酒吧,就没违和感了,男人们会激动的万分:看,来了个极品狐狸精。But the Pei Nanmanbeing out of sortsfeelingis stronger, shehas removedlivelyandbeautiful of girl, has a maturity and intellectuality that washes the cosmetics, haveswift and fierceanddomineering that the commonfamily treasurecannot raiseforever.
而裴南曼的违和感更强,她早已褪去女孩的活泼和明媚,有股洗尽铅华的成熟和知性,更有寻常小家碧玉永远都养不出的凌厉和强势。
The vision of young peopleinSu YuandPei Nanmancannot pick upon the slight defectcheekto past, the gluttonpays more attention tobuttocks and legshape that the Su Yupracticing moral culture/slim fitpenciltrousersoutlined, andPei Nanmanwas heavy, canhang the chest of severaljin (0.5 kg)character and style.
年轻人的目光在苏钰和裴南曼挑不出瑕疵的脸蛋上流转,老饕则更多关注苏钰修身铅笔裤勾勒出的臀型和腿形,以及裴南曼沉甸甸的,能挂好几斤风情的胸脯。Pei Nanmanselectedtwobottles of beer, the Su Yusmall handwielded, heroically said: „Comesonedozen.”裴南曼点了两瓶啤酒,苏钰小手一挥,豪气道:“来一打。”Su Yuthistype of oneglass of red wineson the upper eyelid, threeglasses of red wineson the weakchicken of dizziness, definitelycannot drink upso manybeer. Butknows that sheis sadtoday, Pei Nanmanbyher.苏钰这种一杯红酒就上脸,三杯红酒就头晕的弱鸡,肯定喝不完这么多啤酒。但知道她今天心情不好,裴南曼就由她了。Initiallyherliquorinstigatedstrongly when the persongutsrestedQin Ze, the liquor that actuallydrankwere not many, severalbottles of beer.
当初她酒壮怂人胆睡秦泽时,其实喝的酒也不多,几瓶啤酒而已。
The liquorcomes up, Su Yuheroic spiritblewhalfbottle, making a belch of non-virtuous young woman, the tactfulpain the smallfaceis then drinkingvery muchslowly. Pei Nanmanis accompanyingher, smallmouthsmallmouthdrink up, inpointwomancigarette.
酒一上来,苏钰豪气的吹了半瓶,很不淑女的打嗝,然后识趣的苦着小脸慢慢喝。裴南曼陪着她,小口小口的喝酒,点上一根女士烟。
The baris very spacious, before varioustables, is separated bychannel that allowstwo peopleto walk, here drink upis some dignifiedpeople of a littlemoney, orsupports a timeis spendingbourgeoise. Old, does not havemore than ten20youthteenage boys and girls.
酒吧很宽敞,各桌之前相隔一条容两人行走的通道,在这儿喝酒的都是些有点钱的体面人,或者强撑着来消费一次的小资。年纪偏大,没有十几二十的愣头青少男少女。Drinks uptwobottles of beer, the waitressholdstwoglasses of mixtureliquorto come, speaks softly: „Twowomen, thisis the guest of No. 8tableasksyouto drink.”
喝完两瓶啤酒,女服务员捧着两杯调制酒过来,柔声细语:“两位女士,这是八号桌的客人请你们喝的。”
The middle-aged person of No. 8table, two peoplenods with a smiletowardPei Nanman.
八号桌的一个中年人,朝裴南曼两人颔首微笑。
The Su Yusmallcheekis red, glancesblurredly, pats the tableto get angry: „Whataskedto invite, Idid not havemoney, did the drink upalsoimportant personinvite?”苏钰小脸蛋已经红了,眼波迷离,拍桌而怒:“请什么请,我没钱吗,喝酒还要人请?”
The waitresses the complexionis awkwardimmediately.
女服务员顿时脸色尴尬。Pei Nanmanbeckons with the hand: „Thanksthatmisterforme, the liquordoes not use.”裴南曼摆摆手:“替我谢谢那位先生,酒就不用了。”
The guests said that the waitressdoes not have idea, thenreturns the traytwoglasses of liquor, turns aroundto leave.
客人都这么说了,女服务员没辙,便将两杯酒重新放回托盘,转身离开。
The phenomenon that in the bardoes everything to please are actually not many, occasionallycansee that becausecomesside the drink upwomanto have the mancompanionmostly, perhapsis the husbandor the boyfriend, youare in front ofothersto deliver the girlfriends( wife) liquor, wantsto fight.
酒吧里献殷勤的现象其实不多,偶尔能见到而已,因为大多数来喝酒的女人身边都有男人陪伴,没准就是老公或男朋友,你当着人家的面送人家女朋友(老婆)酒,是想打架吗。Only thenbumps into the leaving behindwoman, when orseveralallare the women, oneorseveralare very attractive, the menwill deliver the liquor. Thenfinds the opportunityto say something to smooth things over.
只有碰到落单女人,或者几个全是女人时,其中又有一个或几个特别漂亮的,男人们才会送酒。然后找机会搭讪。
The middle-aged man of No. 8tabledid not mind,continuesto chatdrink upwith the friend.
八号桌的中年男人丝毫不介意,继续和朋友聊天喝酒。Su Yupouring liquor down the throatone after another, wantindepressedLeijiao the heartto extinguish, Pei Nanmanaccompaniesherto drink.苏钰一杯接一杯的灌酒,想把心中郁垒浇灭,裴南曼就陪着她喝。Before long, anothersaid something to smooth things over, wassmallyoung, seemed likeat most30, the lookwas very good-looking.
过不了多久,又一个过来搭讪的,是个小年轻,看起来顶多三十,相貌很俊俏。„Icansithere.”Heunfolds the facesmile.
“我能坐这儿么。”他展颜微笑。
The clothesare very ordinary, the wrist watch that butin the wrist/skillrevealsis very good, sixfigures. After hesits, „nonchalant” the tucking upsleevereveals the movement of wrist watch, has not naturally hidden the truth from the Pei Nanmanviciousvision.
穿着打扮很普通,但手腕上露出的腕表很不俗,六位数的。他坐下来后,“不经意”的撩开袖子露出腕表的动作,自然没瞒过裴南曼老辣的眼光。Pei Nanmanlooked at the eyefromattending todrink upSu Yu, the faint smile: „Excuse me, wewantto drinkto meet the liquorpeacefully.”裴南曼瞄了眼自顾喝酒的苏钰,浅笑:“不好意思,我们想安静喝会酒。”„Drinks the alcohol to drown one's sorrowsto burst oneself, drink upchatteddispatches the worrybestway.” The mensaid with a smile: „Did not mind that Iwork asaudience.”
“喝闷酒伤身,喝酒聊天才是派遣烦恼最好的方式。”男人笑道:“不介意我当个听众吧。”Hewas sayingthenmustsit.
他说着便要坐下来。Su Yuis tired ofhim, the squintsaid: „Annual incomehas not arrived atwhatever happens|10 million, do not cometo say something to smooth things over.”苏钰烦他,斜眼道:“年入没到千万的,别来搭讪。”
The menstareslightly, not seem to think that sheis so straightforward, the tonebringsproudly: „Ilooked likehave the saying something to smooth things overqualifications.”
男人微微一愣,似乎没想到她如此直白,语气带着骄傲:“那我看来是有搭讪资格了。”Pei Nanmanfinds itveryinteresting, the presentmanageandsheis similar, shouldberich second generation.裴南曼觉得挺有意思,眼前的男人年纪和她差不多,应该是个富二代。Pei Nanmanwith a smile: „Young people, herman in a year 10 billion, returns toseatdrink up.”裴南曼笑吟吟:“年轻人,她男人一年上百亿,回自己座位喝酒吧。”
The mensurgeimmediately a frustration, is not„on10 billion”shakeshim, isPei Nanmancandid„young people”, showed loving concern the tone of younger generationlike the elder.
男人立刻涌起一股挫败感,不是“上百亿”震到他,是裴南曼心直口快的“年轻人”,像极了长辈关爱晚辈的语气。Butshelooks that is youngandattractive, feltare small, the vicissitudesmakingsfather but who sheshowsis strong.
可她看着年轻又漂亮,感觉比自己还小,但她透出的沧桑气质比自己父亲还要浓重。All aroundlowlaughter.
四周一片低笑声。Gluttonswith a vision that looks at the youthlooks at the youngman, wastender, looked at the makings and appearanceonly, twowomenwere not the common things, suchwomanwas not the wealthy familydaughtershasbig shotbehind, in briefhad the mainfamily treasure.
老饕们用一种看愣头青的目光看年轻男人,还是嫩了点,单看气质和外貌,两女人就不是俗物,这样的女人不是富家千金就是身后有大佬,总之不是没主的小家碧玉。Urgentsaying something to smooth things over, ran into a wall.
火急火燎的搭讪,碰壁了吧。
After sending the youngman, Pei Nanmansighs with emotion: „Old lady, but alsosomepeoplesaid something to smooth things over.”
打发走年轻男人后,裴南曼感慨道:“老太婆一个,还有人来搭讪。”Su Yubahsaid: „32old lady, in twoyears, do Ialsobecome the old lady?”苏钰呸道:“三十二老太婆么,再过两年,我岂不是也成老太婆?”32alsooverflowed the golden period of woman, the good of Pei Nanmanexerciseandmaintenance, ifneglectssheextremelyswift and fiercemakings, looks atactually25~26.三十二还没过女人的黄金期,裴南曼锻炼、保养的好,如果忽略她太过凌厉的气质,看着其实才二十五六。Butherlife experience, actuallycompared withmostmiddle-aged personvicissitudesandgrand of marketups and downs.
可她的人生经历,却比大多数商海沉浮的中年人更加沧桑和壮阔。Pei Nanmanis swaying the liquor in cup, „said that todayhow, youandQin Zequarrelled.”裴南曼摇晃着杯里的酒,“说吧,今天怎么了,你和秦泽吵架了么。”Su Yushakes the head: „HowIcanquarrelwithhim, was always hesaid that whatImadewhat/anything.”苏钰摇摇头:“我怎么会和他吵架,从来都是他说什么我做什么。”Pei Nanman„un”.裴南曼“嗯”了一声。Su Yufilledoneglass of liquor, suppressesis not making a belch, tearfullooks atbosom friend, tragicsay/way: „HeandWang Zijinwent to bed.”苏钰灌了一杯酒,强忍着不打嗝,泪眼汪汪的看闺蜜,凄楚道:“他和王子衿上床了。”Originallyissuchmatter.
原来是这么回事。Pei Nanmanknows that Su Yuhas takenseizing a Qin Zebloodasproudly, andlooks down uponname brandgirlfriendWang Zijin, thought that hercheap personis artificial.裴南曼知道苏钰一直以夺走秦泽一血为骄傲,并借此瞧不起正牌女友王子衿,觉得她贱人矫情。Meanwhile, this is also a psychology that sheonlyhascomforts.
同时,这也是她仅存的一点心理安慰。NowQin ZeandWang Zijinalsoarrivedthisstep, the Su Yuonlythatadvantagedo not have.
现在秦泽和王子衿也走到这一步,苏钰仅有的那点优势也没了。Su Yusaid in a low voice: „Ilovehim, Ido not haggle overhimto have the girlfriend, he feels unfair toWang Zijin, is hardto give up, good, Inevercompelhim, is thinkingis goodtohimsilently, as long ashisa littleconscience, shouldtrampleWang Zijinearlywithme.”苏钰低声道:“我那么爱他,我都不计较他有女朋友的,他觉得对不起王子衿,难以割舍,好,我就从来不逼他,就想着默默对他好,但凡他有点良心,早该踹了王子衿跟我了吧。”„Helikesoverpoweringmeto buy, helikeswhatpostureIdoing, he stock transfer of Bao-Zetome, butthesemoneyIkeepin the companyaccount, Qin Baobaoasks for money, Ihavedo not give, purchasesEast Wind Sciencestime, Ihavedo not give. IforwhomI.”
“他喜欢制服我就买,他喜欢什么姿势我都做,他把宝泽的股份转让给我,可那些钱我都留在公司账户里,秦宝宝要钱的时候,我有不给吗,收购东风科技的时候,我有不给吗。我为了谁啊我。”„ButIand others, whentrulyheandWang Zijingoes to bed, then, is to get married, whichdaysuddenlyfeltoneselftread ontwoshipsto be guilty of the most heinous crime, wantsto turn over a new leaf, when the time comesIshouldleave the stage.”
“可我等啊等,等啊等,等来的确实他和王子衿上床,然后呢,是不是要结婚了,哪天突然觉得自己脚踏两只船罪大恶极,想洗心革面,到时候我就该退场了吧。”„Yousaid,Iamwhat/anything.”
“你说,我算什么呀。”Saying, shecriedslowly.
说着,她慢慢的哭了。Pei Nanmansighed: „Don't think too much, heis very goodtoyou, will not abandonyour.”裴南曼叹道:“别想太多,他对你很好,不会抛弃你的。”„ButIdo not have the security sense, does not have. In the afternoonheafterI confessed that herelikeemptyingone , to wantto cry.”Su Yuis covering the chest: „ButIcannotcry, Ipretendoneselfwhat/anythingmatternot to haveme, Ipretend to be sleeping.”
“可我没安全感,一点都没有。下午他跟我坦白后,我这里就像空了一块,好想哭。”苏钰捂着胸口:“但我不能哭,我装作自己什么事都没有我,我装睡。”„Morewants is not unwillinier, at that timeshouldtelephonetoWang Zijin, tellsherold ladyto restseveral hundredchapterswithQin Ze, sheisthe other woman (third party), makingherroll, is distanttomyman, daresto contact withmeto breakherleg, wū wū wū”
“越想越不甘心,当时就该给王子衿打电话,告诉她老娘跟秦泽都睡了几百回了,她才是第三者,让她滚,离我男人远远的,敢联系我就打断她腿,呜呜呜”Su Yusaid that whilepours liquor down the throatcries, likelyrealm of lovefrustratedfemalelunatic.苏钰边说边灌酒边哭,像个情场失意的女疯子。„Youshouldthink that earlytoday, the pasthappinesswas the bestanesthetic, oryouhave been evading.”Pei Nanmansolemnly said: „Sincewere not so happy,bids good-bye.”
“你早该想到有今天啊,往日的甜蜜是最好的麻醉剂,或者说你自己一直在逃避。”裴南曼沉声道:“既然这么不高兴,就分手吧。”„Isay.”
“我说不出口。”„Itelephonedto helpyousay.”Pei Nanmanstrikes an attitudeto pull out the cell phone.
“我打电话帮你说。”裴南曼作势掏手机。„Sister Man, I, Ido not hate”Su Yuto be busy atholding downherhand, cryingweeping beauty, the characterlessappearancemakesPei Nanmanwantto hit the person.
“曼姐,我,我舍不得”苏钰忙按住她的手,哭的梨花带雨,没骨气的样子让裴南曼想打人。„Hiswheregood, youwanthandsome fellowIto looktoyou, guaranteeingis more graceful than him. The brightyouthperson of extraordinary ability I know similarlymuch, cannotguarantee that is more outstanding than him, butis not absolutely bad. At leastyoucanenjoyableis not wronged.”Pei Nanmanclenches jaws.
“他哪里好,你要帅哥我给你找,保准比他帅。有才华的青年俊彦我认识同样不少,不敢保证比他优秀,但绝对不差。至少你能过的舒心不受委屈。”裴南曼咬牙切齿。Su Yuhas not spoken, shaking the headsobbingly.苏钰没说话,抽抽噎噎的摇头。„Hefilledwhatmagic potiontoyou.”Pei Nanmanexpects too muchpokesherforehead.
“他给你灌了什么迷魂汤。”裴南曼恨铁不成钢的戳她脑门。„Itruly that day of likinghimisIfalls ill,”Su Yusaid: „On that dayIhad a fever, the dizziness, restson the bedfeltoneselfflutterincloudinside, persondoes not have, Ithink, ifIdied, severaltalentswill be found,emptylonely, the worldis so big, butwhenyoumostneedto careandhelp, no onewill actually extend the aid, probablyfalls into the abyss that looks atdoes not bottom, little, littlesinksdownward.”
“我真正喜欢他是我生病的那一天,”苏钰说:“那天我发烧了,头晕乎乎的,睡在床上感觉自己飘在云里,身边一个人都没有,我就想,如果我死了,也得好几天才会被发现,空空荡荡的孤独,世界这么大,可在你最需要关心和帮忙的时候,却没有人会伸出援手,像是掉进看不见底的深渊里,一点点,一点点的往下沉。”„Fell illwantsto sip gruel, no onewill dotoyou. Thirstywantsto drink water, no onegivesyouto pour, shoutedcontinually the qualifications of persondo not have, because ofyouthroughout a person. Sister Man, youunderstandthattypelonely. Otherwise in youwill not meetDonglaiandZiqicome homelive, the craftsmanship that youprepare foodis so rotten, is self-intoxicated, but alsoin all weather, no matter must persist ingoing homebusilyto prepare food. IfZiqiandDonglaifind the excusenot to eat meal, youwill get angry, thisis lonely. Only thenprepares food to makeyoufeel that oneselfhas a family/home, having the family/homemustmanage, has the childand othersyouto serve a meal, socanfillyourvoidheart.”
“生病了想喝粥,没人会给你做。口渴了想喝水,没人给你倒,连喊人的资格都没有,因为你始终一个人呀。曼姐,你懂那种孤独的。要不然你不会接东来和紫琪来家里住,你做菜的手艺那么烂,却自我陶醉,还风雨无阻,不管多忙也要坚持回家做饭。如果紫琪和东来找借口不吃饭,你就会发怒,这就是孤独呀。只有做饭才能让你觉得自己有个家,有家要操持,有孩子等你开饭,如此才能填补你空虚的心。”
The Su Yu'swordsstabbed the Pei Nanmansoft rib, shefrowns, said: „Let alone.”苏钰的话刺中了裴南曼的软肋,她蹙眉,道:“别说了。”„Originallycallsyou, has not thought that a handhitslipperytoQin Ze. Hewill take care of the person more than you, preparing foodis also delicious.”
“本来是给你打电话的,没想到一个手滑打给了秦泽。他比你会照顾人多了,做饭又好吃。”„Myhandslipperygood, if you, delivers the hospitalmeat most, comfortsseveralto leave. Butheaccompaniedmefor a long time, pours watertome, prepares foodtome, eightalsohelpedmesweep the placewhile convenient. Ithinkat that time, ifin the lifeis doomed many, isheis also good.”
“我手滑的好呀,如果是你的话,顶多把我送医院,安慰几句就走人啦。可他陪了我好久,给我倒水,给我做饭,八还顺带帮我把地扫了。我当时就想,如果生命里注定要多一个人,是他也不错。”„Heisfirstknowsperson who Iplay the game, isfirstperson who knowsmypersonality. Heandotherdo not open the videonot to leadmymanto be different.”Su Yuanotherdrank up: the liquor, is lowering the head, is revealing the concerncup„ThatHeavenly Queen, Istartto likeher, startsto pay attention tohim, appreciateshim, wantsto be intimate withhim. Therefore when helooksIopencompanytogether, Inever imaginedto comply. Iknow that hesettles onmyability, buthow, Iwantto be intimate withhimat that time.”
“他是第一个知道我玩游戏的人,也是第一个知道我性格的人。他和其他不开视频就不带我的男人不一样。”苏钰又一口喝干了杯中酒,垂着头,吐露着心事:“那天后,我就开始喜欢她啦,开始关注他,欣赏他,想要亲近他。所以他找我一起开公司时,我想都没想就答应了。我知道他只是看中我的能力而已,可又怎么样,我当时就想亲近他。”„Is longerwithtime that heis together, thenmorelikeshim. At firstdoes not dareto express the feeling, alwaysthought that alsohas the opportunity, takes your time, quiteascends the skytohimandWang Zijincollapses. Ithought,gets down is not wonderfulartificial, the old ladylikeson a manrarely, likesat heart, does not likeon. ThenI”
“和他相处的时间越长,便越喜欢他。起初没敢表露心意的,总觉得还有机会,慢慢来慢慢来,一直到他和王子衿好上了天都塌了。我心想,这么矫情下去可不妙,老娘难得喜欢上一个男人,是心里喜欢哦,不是喜欢上。然后我”Thisis difficult.
这段难以启齿。„Youknowin any case,”Su Yuis nipping the lip: „Sister Man, Iam very useless, does not give uphim.”
“反正你知道的,”苏钰咬着唇:“曼姐,我特别没用,就是舍不得他。”„Ifhedoes not marryyou.”Pei Nanmansaid: „Youhave thoughtthisissue.”
“那如果他不娶你呢。”裴南曼道:“你想过这个问题吗。”„Hasto think.”
“有想过的吧。”„What's wrong?”
“怎样?”„Does not know.”Sheshakes the head.
“不知道。”她摇头。„Youtied upyouto knowbyhim.”Pei Nanmansaid: „In the emperorlikeplay, harembeautiful woman3,000, manipulates strategicallyforhim, thatdoes not see the battle of beaconmostdestroys the heart and liver. But doesn't Your Imperial Sovereignreallyknowmanipulating strategically of haremimperial concubines? Knows that butdoes not go to the manages. Heis competent is also a person, couldn't stop upYou You (long and leisurely) of imperial concubines, has not permittedothersto have the resentment?”
“你被他捆住了你知道吗。”裴南曼道:“就像剧中的皇帝,后宫佳丽三千,为他一人勾心斗角,那不见烽烟的争斗才最是摧心肝。可皇上真的一点都不知后宫妃子们的勾心斗角?知道的,只是不去管罢了。他再能干也是一个人,堵不住妃子们的悠悠众口,还不准人家有怨气了?”Su Yulooks atherwith tears.苏钰含泪看她。„But the emperoris unhurried, becauseheis an emperor, enjoys the highestpower, the woman in haremfor a lifetimeishis. Qin Ze is also the same, heuseshis means that bundlesyourheartfirmlyon the body, thereforeheis unhurried, butyouare inforeverpassively. In a sentiment, whoinvestedall, whois at the disadvantage.”Pei Nanmansmilesone: „The kidplans of thissentimentalmess are very actually deep. I have been very curiousheto processyouandWang Zijinwithwhatmeansbefore, looked atLegend of Zhen Huan, knew in heart.”
“可皇帝一点都不慌,因为他是皇帝,享有最高的权力,后宫的女人一辈子都是他的。秦泽也一样,他用他的办法,把你的心牢牢捆在身上,所以他丝毫不慌,而你永远处于被动。一场感情里,谁投入了所有,谁就处在劣势。”裴南曼哂笑一声:“这感情一团糟的小屁孩心机倒是挺深的。我以前一直很好奇他会用什么办法处理你和王子衿,看了甄嬛传,心里有数了。”„What?”CriedblindlySu Yuhas not responded.
“什么?”哭瞎了的苏钰没反应过来。„Hebundledyou, was Wang Zijin. YouandWang Zijin are the same, stupidlyjumpedinotherswrap/sets. Youguess, ifsheknows that youandQin Ze'srelate, howcan?”
“他把你捆好了,接着就是王子衿。你和王子衿一样,都傻兮兮的跳了人家的套里。你猜如果她知道你和秦泽的关系,会怎样?”„Will cry, will hate, will feel helpless, butis notfirsttimethinksabsolutelybids good-bye.”Pei Nanmanzé zésaid: „Thiswomanseems like the plansdepth, is actually very stubborn, the easyroadto arriveblack, dashes the wall not to turn head. Youdid not say that Qin Zeisherfirstlets the boyfriend, the presentwas a firstman. Sheretaining a 20severalyears of body and sentimentgaveQin Zeentirely, you said that ifyourelatedto expose, shewasripsyouto ripQin Ze?”
“会哭,会恨,会不知所措,但绝对不是第一时间想到分手。”裴南曼啧啧道:“这个女人看似心机深,其实特别犟,容易一条路走到黑,撞破墙都不愿意回头。你不是说秦泽是她第一任男友么,现在是第一个男人了。她把保留了二十几年的身子和感情统统给了秦泽,你说,如果你俩关系曝光了,她是撕你还是撕秦泽?”Su Yuinstigated: „Wished one couldto ripmymenot to fearher.”苏钰怂了一下:“恨不得撕了我我又不怕她。”„YouandWang Zijincannot fightQin Ze's, thiskidwas too deceitful.”Pei Nanmancomforted: „Cries, whenyoucry, nextwasshe. Madehad cried, was the resulttime, nowalsoearly.”
“你和王子衿都斗不过秦泽的,这小屁孩太狡诈了。”裴南曼安慰道:“哭吧,等你哭完,下一个就是她了。闹过了哭过了,才是出结果的时候,现在还早着呢。”Su Yuwipedtears, stopsto cry, „what to dothatImust.”苏钰抹了抹眼泪,止住哭,“那我要怎么办。”„Youcannot fighther.”
“你又斗不过她。”Juststopped the weeping sound, Su Yu the tearscollapsesimmediately: „I was so sad, youalsogripme.”
刚止住哭声,苏钰立马又泪崩了:“我都那么伤心了,你还扎我。”„Ifyouare unbearably angry, bids good-bye. Does not give up, thatmaintains the original design. Hisindecisivecharacteryouwere clearcompared withme. As far as possibleappearsbyoneselfsuffering, quitemakeshimguiltier, the chip that in the futureyoucantradeare more. Icangiveyoursuggestionthese.”Pei Nanmanshrugs: „After allI, althoughhas married, butdid not haveproperlyhas discussed a love. Youarezeropersonlearn from experienced peopleto a sentimentalexperience, are yousilly.”
“如果你气不过,就分手。舍不得,那就保持原样。他优柔寡断的性格你比我清楚。尽量让自己显得委屈些,好让他更愧疚,将来你能换到的筹码就越多。我能给你的建议就这些。”裴南曼耸耸肩:“毕竟我虽然结过婚,但还没正经的谈过一次恋爱。你向一个感情经历为零的人取经,你是不是傻。”Su Yu: „”苏钰:“”In the eveningis idle, Qin Zeaccompanieselder sisterandWang Zijinlooks atLegend of Zhen Huan, tonightsees the bigresultexactly. Mindlesselder sisterraresadspring/lustinjures the autumnto get up, said that looks atxuanxuan the life, the elder sisteris particularly disconsolate.
晚上无所事事,秦泽陪姐姐和王子衿看甄嬛传,今晚恰好看到大结局。没心没肺的姐姐难得悲春伤秋起来,说看完嬛嬛的一生,姐分外惆怅呐。Qin Zeaskedyourdisconsolateanything.秦泽问你惆怅个啥。Qin Baobaosaid,brutalisregent family, yourheartsare difficult to predict, the haremlikeraising the gu, the ability that finallykillsGu King( Empress), manyyearslaterreviews, the sideold friendis depressed, in the ancient times the femalewas pitiful, likeelder sisterI.秦宝宝说,无情最是帝王家,君心难测,后宫就像养蛊,最后杀出来的才能成蛊王(皇后),多年后回眸,身边故人凋敝,古代女子可怜可叹,就像姐姐我啦。Wang Zijinbah: Pleasewithdrawfinalhalf a word.王子衿呸一声:请把最后半句撤回。Qin Zesaid: The emperorsalsokillfromnumerousolder and younger brothers, differentcanfall the headmomentarily? To rule the worldmodel motherworld, does not sacrifice the lifeto be how possible. Wherehasyouto be lucky, what/anythingdoes not do, light/onlylying down, I am delivering the lifepeakyou.秦泽说:人家皇帝也是从众多兄弟里杀出来,不一样随时要掉脑袋?想君临天下母仪天下,不豁出命怎么可能。哪有你幸运,什么都不做,光躺着,我就把你送上人生巅峰了。Qin Baobaofeelsreasonable, is hugging the Qin Ze'sarm, tenderdī dīsaid: A'Zeis heavyto the elder sistersentimentprofound meaning, is the elder sisteris insatiably greedy.秦宝宝觉得有道理,搂着秦泽的胳膊,娇滴滴道:阿泽对姐姐情深意重,是姐贪得无厌啦。Name brandgirlfriendWang Zijinis angry, makes an effortbah: Disgusting!
正牌女友王子衿大怒,用力呸一声:恶心!Seized the chanceto kick a Qin Baobaofoot, ran awayto the restroom.
趁机踢了秦宝宝一脚,逃到厕所去了。„Instigates the type.”Qin Baobaorolls the eyes, subsequentlypinched the arm of younger brother: „Well, yourmusclewas also hard.”
“怂样。”秦宝宝翻白眼,继而捏了捏弟弟的胳膊:“咦,你肌肉又硬了。”Qin Zetook advantage of opportunityto make the movement of body-building exercise, showed offownangerdistinctmuscle, happilysaid: „Youlook atmenot to hold in the mouth.”秦泽顺势做了个健美操的动作,炫耀自己的块垒分明的肌肉,得意道:“你看我叼不。”8-pack absremarkable man.八块腹肌的奇男子。Qin Baobaoinexplicableblushing, spat: „Does not look.”秦宝宝莫名的红了脸,啐道:“不看。”
The cell phone on tea tablemade a sound, Qin Ze's cell phone, comes the electricityperson: Pei Nanman!
茶几上的手机响了,秦泽的手机,来电人:裴南曼!
The Qin Zeconnectiontelephone, the complexionwas serious, after hanging, said: „Igo out.”秦泽接通电话,脸色严肃,挂了后,道:“我出去一趟。”„What's wrong.”
“怎么啦。”„Is the matter of investment.”
“是投资的事。”„Oh.” The Qin Baobaoclevernod, accompaniesQin Zeto arrive at the threshold to buddhism: „Was in arrears.”
“噢。”秦宝宝乖巧的点头,陪着秦泽走到玄关:“亏钱了么。”Qin ZeborrowedPei Nanmangoodtens of billions, thismattersheknows.秦泽借了裴南曼好几百亿,这事儿她是知道的。„Uhdoes not talk clearlyin a few words.”
“呃三言两语说不清楚。”Sat the elevatorto take the car(riage)to the underground parkingstorehouse, when according to the address that Pei Nanmangave, Qin Zerushed to the bar, exactlyseesSu Yuto squatin the roadsidevomits, Pei Nanmancaressedherto carryinsidelightly.
坐电梯到地下停车库取了车,按照裴南曼给的地址,秦泽赶到酒吧时,恰好看见苏钰蹲在路边呕吐,裴南曼在旁轻抚她背。
The Qin Zeverysteadycar(riage)comes, justclose, Pei Nanmanlaunched an attacksuddenly, a foot pedalinhislower abdomen, in the hearthasshameQin Zenot to hide, evenhas not drawn backonestep, Pei Nanmanwas pushedoneto staggerby the reacting forceactually.秦泽挺稳车过来,刚靠近,裴南曼骤然发难,一脚蹬在他小腹,心中有愧的秦泽没躲,甚至没退一步,倒是裴南曼被反作用力推了一个踉跄。Elder Sister Peiis angry, clenching teethis a foot, butt that Qin Zecoordinatesvery muchfallson the ground, sheappeases angerto give up.裴姐姐大怒,咬牙又是一脚,秦泽很配合的一屁股摔在地上,她才息怒罢手。„Vomits~”
“呕~”Su Yuinside, spitsgreat pain and grief.苏钰在旁,吐得肝肠寸断。Pei Nanman, starestenderQin Ze: „Looks at the good deed that youdo.”裴南曼怜惜不已,瞪眼秦泽:“瞧你干的好事。”Waits forSu Yuto spit, Qin Zehelps upher, hugsin the bosom, „thanksSister Man, Ideliverherto go home.”
等苏钰吐完,秦泽扶起她,搂在怀里,“谢谢曼姐,我送她回家。”Onroad that drives home, thistohas not stated clearly the lover, butdefinitelyacts difficultdoes not havehalf a wordwordsexchange, Su Yuto have a headacheat first, by the seateyah eyah the moan, after the halfway, heris not sore, the brainwas also more sober, startedto look at the Qin Ze'sexpressioncautiously.
开车回家的路上,这对没明说但肯定闹别扭的情侣没半句话交流,苏钰起初头疼,靠在座位咿咿呀呀的呻吟,到后半路,她头不疼了,脑子也清醒多了,开始小心翼翼看秦泽的表情。Snort, whathurtisI, Idid not speakon own initiative.
哼,受伤害的是我,我才不主动说话。
Can hedislikemeto be tired , a matter that in the afternoonIdisplayobviouslydoes not have.
他会不会嫌我烦,下午我明明表现的一点事都没有。Does not have the words, to Subdistrict Su Yu's, Qin Zestopped the car(riage), holdsherto go upstairs, the key of Su Yu'shehasone.
一路无话,到了苏钰的,秦泽停好车,扶着她上楼,苏钰的家的钥匙他有一份。Opens the door the room, Qin Zeboth handsis huggingSu Yu, kicksto visitwith the foot, closelyis huggingher, said in a soft voice: „Sorry, sorry.”
开门进屋,秦泽双手搂着苏钰,用脚踢上门,紧紧抱着她,柔声道:“对不起,对不起。”Suppressedgrievance, Su Yutears„”gushing out, pea-sized, the teardropsare billowing.
憋了一路的委屈,苏钰眼泪“唰”的涌出,豆大的,泪珠滚滚。„Sister Mansaid that yougaveundermeto wrap/sets of.”Shesobbed: „What to do, Icannot leaveyou.”
“曼姐说你给我下套了。”她哽咽道:“怎么办,我就是离不开你。”„Do not listen toSister Man, hersingledog, cannot look atourshowlove.”
“别听曼姐的,她单身狗一只,看不得我们秀恩爱。”„Youhave not thoughtmustmarryme.”
“你是不是从没想过要娶我。”„ThisissueIhave no wayto replynow.”
“这个问题我现在没法回答。”Once againwas disappointed, today'sQin Zehonestexcess, butherhewas rather saying the sweet talkcoaxes itself, evenis false.
又一次失望了,今天的秦泽坦诚的过分,可她宁愿他说着甜言蜜语哄自己,即便是假的。Silent, Su Yubitesin the Qin Zeshoulder, has not loved dearly, makes all-out efforts, bitesto bleed.
沉默中,苏钰一口咬在秦泽肩膀,没有心疼,铆足了劲,咬出了血。„Can youbid good-byewithme.”
“你会不会和我分手。”„Youwantto bid good-byewithme.”
“你想和我分手么。”„Ido not know”
“我不知道”„Icannot.”
“我不会。”Therefore, wantsto dominate itself, doesn't wantto let looseWang Zijin?
所以,就想这么霸着自己,又不想放开王子衿?Su Yuair/Qiwantsto niphim.苏钰气的又想咬他了。Thereforefoughtonehour of cold warwithQin Ze, Su Yunot onlydoes not wantto seehim, anddoes not hatehimto walk, have mixed feelings. When the tipsy feelingdraws backwas similar, sheenters the bathroomto take a bath, seed case of lotus flowerhuā lā lais flushing the body, actuallycannot wash away the chaotictrain of thought.
于是就和秦泽打了一个小时的冷战,苏钰既不想看到他,又舍不得他走,心情复杂的很。等酒意退的差不多了,她进浴室洗澡,莲蓬头哗啦啦冲洗着身体,却冲不走纷乱的思绪。Right that Pei Nanman said that sheshouldthinktoday'ssituationearly, butis thinkingat that timepayso many, butWang Zijinartificialis carrying, digginghercornerafter all is not the difficult matter.裴南曼说的对,她早该想过今天的情况,只是那时想着自己付出这么多,而王子衿矫情的端着,挖她墙角终归不是难事。Actuallyinself-anaesthesia.
其实是在自我麻醉。Shenot onlydoes not hopewith the Wang Zijinshareman, andcannot leaveQin Ze, the fearcompelshimto choose, whatfinallyabandonedisoneself.
她既不愿和王子衿分享男人,又离不开秦泽,害怕逼着他抉择,最后被抛弃的是自己。Istheseis resignedto be the mistresswoman, has the feelings of chaotic reasoning of cutting without breaking?
是不是那些甘心做小三的女人,也有着剪不断理还乱的情愫?Istheseforgives the husbandto have the wife of woman outside , has the cordiality of not being able to give?
是不是那些原谅丈夫在外面有女人的妻子,也有着割舍不了的情意?ThisissueSu Yudoes not wantto understand,shehas not married, Qin Zehas not married, thereforesheis not the wifeis notmistress.
这个问题苏钰没想明白,她没结婚,秦泽也没结婚,所以她既不是妻子也不是小三。Takes a bath, puts on the bathrobeto go to the living room, seesQin Zealso, islikesat heart, is onlyat this moment, reallycannot squeeze out the smiling face, shesaid: „Howyouhave not walked.”
洗完澡,披上浴袍来到客厅,见秦泽还在,心里是欢喜的,只是此时此刻,实在挤不出笑脸来,她说:“你怎么还没走。”„Youjustdrank, in the eveningwill be thirsty, the headache, Imustaccompanyyou.”Qin Zesaid.
“你刚喝了酒,晚上会口渴,头疼,我得陪着你。”秦泽道。Looklooked, Sister Mansaidright, hegivesundermeto wrap/sets ofagain, heknowsmyweakness.
看吧看吧,曼姐说的没错,他就是再给我下套,他知道我的弱点。Su Yuicysay/way: „oh. that infamily/home the girlfriendmustexplode”苏钰冷冰冰道:“家里女朋友要炸的哦。”Qin Zesaid: „Youare important.”秦泽说:“你重要。”Goodexcessively! Selectedothersto likelisteningspeciallyto say.
好过分!专挑人家爱听的说。In the eveningQin Zehas not really walked, restshere, Su Yustillinspiteful, delimited the 38th ParallelandQin Zeis divided into the world.
晚上秦泽果然没走,睡在了这里,苏钰仍旧在赌气,划了条三八线和秦泽共分天下。Hassleepiness, has the concern, thereforecannot fall asleep, tolate at night, herhad not borne, stands up from failure, closelygraspsQin Ze of deep sleep, wipestearssecretly.
有困意,更有心事,所以睡不着,到了后半夜,她没忍住,翻了个身,紧紧抱住沉睡的秦泽,偷偷抹眼泪。„Myratheryoubitemyoneagain, does not think your.”Qin Zesighed.
“我宁愿你再咬我一口,也不想你这样。”秦泽叹口气。Originallyhehas not rested, Su Yusobbed: „Iquitefeared.”
原来他也没睡,苏钰哽咽道:“我好怕。”„Whatfears?”
“怕什么?”„Fearsfinally, is a person.”
“怕到最后,又是一个人。”„Do not fear.”
“不要怕。”„A'Ze,”Su Yufirmlyholds the Qin Ze'sshoulder, the knuckleextremelymakes an effortto turn white, „yougiveme a child, no matterlaterhow, Irecognized.”
“阿泽,”苏钰紧紧抓住秦泽的肩膀,指节太过用力而发白,“你给我个孩子吧,不管以后怎么样,我都认了。”
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