Custom that Qin Ze keeps a diary, is old gentleman trains, in childhood went to school, teacher is shouting: The diary diary records daily, a day does not record forgot. 秦泽写日记的习惯,是老爷子培养出来的,小时候上学,老师嚷嚷着:日记日记天天记,一天不记就忘记。 Then keeping a diary to regard the homework, requesting each elementary student to go home to write a diary. 然后把写日记当成家庭作业,要求每个小学生回家写一篇日记。 As for the advantage of keeping a diary, why must keep a diary, Qin Ze does not know, does not understand. Afterward, old gentleman said: „Child said: My day reflected on one's behavior repeatedly! This is the use of diary.” 至于写日记的好处,为什么要写日记,秦泽不知道,也不懂。后来,老爷子说:“子曰:吾日三省吾身！这就是日记的用途。” That little while Qin Ze is small, is blinking the naive eye: „Has not understood.” 那会儿秦泽还小,眨巴着天真的眼睛:“没听懂。” old gentleman received receiving the hipster sickness, said sincerely: „The daily matter record in the diary, is not the pure record matter, but must inscribe own sensibility, to summarize and engage in introspection, attaches the joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness in the conception in painting.” 老爷子把文青病收了收,语重心长说:“把每天的事情记录在日记本上,不是单纯的记录事情,而是要写上自己的感悟、总结、自省,把喜怒哀乐附于笔端。” Qin Ze weakly said: „Cake, has not understood.” 秦泽弱弱道:“粑粑,还是没懂。” old gentleman sighed: „You must have Baobao (darling) half to be intelligent, I had a dream smile to awake.” 老爷子叹道:“你要有宝宝一半聪明,我做梦都笑醒了。” Qin Ze has not seen the old gentleman's diary, but since his such guidance as son's, likewise, old gentleman should have the custom of keeping a diary. 秦泽没见过老爷子的日记本,但既然他这么教导身为儿子的自己,同理,老爷子应该也有写日记的习惯。 Right, I am the peeping old man diary. 没错,我就是来偷看老头日记本的。 The past matter, I must ravel, but this matter definitely cannot ask the exit|to speak, cannot lay cards on the table directly, therefore the peeping old man diary is the best choice. 当年的事情,我要弄明白,但这种事肯定不能问出口,不能直接摊牌,所以偷看老头日记本是最好的选择。 old gentleman is the cultural worker, in the bone has the hipster sickness, he likes preserving various types of books very much, diary type of thing, he will definitely be preserving. 老爷子是文化人,骨子里有种文青病,他很喜欢保存各种书籍,日记这种东西,他肯定会保存着。 Naturally, if Qin Ze does not expect badly, the old man estimated that does not know. However, oneself can spy on 1~2 through the traces. 当然,如果秦泽所料不差,老头估计是不知道的。不过,自己可以通过蛛丝马迹窥探一二。 Qin Ze rummages through chests and cupboards in the study room, the bookshelf and safe cabinet have not let off, but he cannot find the diary, hiss skill very first-class of ~ old man western eastern Tibet. In the study room has the hidden compartment that what do not know? 秦泽在书房里翻箱倒柜,书架和保险柜都没放过,可他没能找到日记本,嘶~老头子藏东西的本事很一流嘛。难道书房里有什么自己不知道的暗格？ Qin Ze the landscape painting of Mother Qin manual embroidery hanging on the wall raising, the wall is very solid, without mechanism/organization hidden compartment. 秦泽把墙上挂着的秦妈手工绣的山水画给掀起来,墙壁很结实,没机关暗格。 At this time, test powerful memory. 这时候,就考验强悍的记忆力了。 In the television develops, the villain children discovered father secret time, looks for „evidence” in the study room painstakingly, but has achieved nothing, when is anxiously difficult to bear, will have the mysterious miraculous glow to flash, remembers in childhood certain matters, is suddenly enlighted, discovers father's secret. 电视里都这么演的,反派子女发现父亲秘密的时候,在书房里苦苦寻找“证据”,但一无所获,正焦虑难当之时,就会有神奇的灵光一闪,想起幼时的某些事,接下来恍然大悟,发现父亲的秘密。 Having achieved nothing. 一无所获。 The plot of television is really far-fetched, the memory of person, is far-fetched, two matters that he most feared in childhood: Fear that the father big Buddhist musical instrument controls ; Closes the study room the shame that faces the wall to think of faults. 电视的剧情果然不靠谱,人的记忆力,也是不靠谱,他小时候最怕的两件事:老爸大法器支配的恐惧;关上书房面壁思过的耻辱。 In memory, except for this wall, other seemed like no impression. 记忆里,除了这面墙,其他的好像没什么印象了。 At this time, Qin Ze took up the desk top right-hand corner blue book, opened looks: December 15 , 2017 Friday weather was clear 这时,秦泽拿起书桌右上角的蓝皮书,翻开一看:2017年12月15日星期五天气晴 „” Qin Ze liver good pain. “”秦泽肝好痛。 I thought of every means to look for a long time, originally your did peaceful lie down on the table? 我费尽心思找了老半天,原来你就安安静静躺在桌上？ Where you as the dignity of diary. 请问你做为日记本的尊严哪里去了。 The old gentleman heart is really big, did the diary put on the desk? 老爷子心真大,日记本就这么搁在书桌上？ Looks at the date, this diary was yesterday writes, obviously does not have any reference value, but Qin Ze could not bear glance through. 看日期,这篇日记是昨天写的,显然没有任何参考价值,不过秦泽还是忍不住翻阅起来。 The peeping father's diary, the thief is exciting, not compared with the blood related elder sister exciting difference. 偷看老爸的日记本,贼刺激的,不比亲姐姐的刺激差。 „The stock market margin of fluctuation was a little recently big, the leverage fund of leaving the stage is a lot, many of also admission, this is a time bomb. Today Little Lan asked that my stock market income how, I said am very good, actually for these days owed tens of thousands. However cannot say, the son gains daily, is the father owes so many, said that does not have the face, another day will ask him to want stock” “最近股市波动幅度有点大,退场的杠杆资金很多,入场的也不少,这是个定时炸弹。今天小岚问我股市收益如何,我说很好,其实这几天亏了好几万。但是不能说,儿子天天赚,做老子的亏这么多,说出去没面子,改天找他要股” This „another day will ask him to want stock” the show. 这个“改天找他要股”就很骚了。 The old gentleman's diary unexpected interest, reveals the innermost feelings of his show show, Qin Ze bore the desire that continues to read, managing the proper business is important, if old gentleman comes from outside, bumping into, the plea of elder sister yīng yīng yīng, felt even is still difficult to run away to beat mercilessly. 老爷子的日记出乎意料的有趣,把他骚骚的内心都吐露出来,秦泽忍住了继续翻看的欲望,办正事要紧,万一老爷子从外头进来,给撞见了,就算姐姐嘤嘤嘤的求情,感觉也难逃毒打。 This diary was he this year and last year, 20 several years ago notebooks do not know that also had. 这本日记是他今年和去年的,二十几年前的笔记本不知道还有没有。 Fortunately, really has unexpectedly. 还好,居然真有。 The blue skin diary places in a book chest, is that type of four big famous work deluxe version similar book chest. 蓝皮日记本放在一个书匣上,就是那种四大名著精装版类似的书匣。 Inside put several this diaries, the thickness varies, the book cover has the black, has the purple, having white some are new, some are old. 里面放了几把本日记本,薄厚不一,书皮有黑色,有紫色,有白色有的新,有的旧。 Qin Ze extracts a yellowing diary from, although old gentleman is taking care carefully, but the years left the obvious trace on it, the surface discoloration yellowing, makes an effort to be able it to rip the fragment slightly. 秦泽从底下抽出一本泛黄的日记本,尽管老爷子细心保管着,但岁月在它身上留下了明显的痕迹,皮面褪色泛黄,稍一用力就能把它撕成碎片。 Opened the diary to look, was not right, time of first page writes: In 1999, at that time let alone Qin Baobao, Qin Ze 2-3 years old. 翻开日记本看了看,不对,第一页的时间写着:1999年,那时候别说秦宝宝,秦泽都2-3岁了。 Trades a itself, opens to look, first page time writes: In 1992, on February 3 换一本,翻开看,第一页时间写着:1992年,2月3号 „Is holding the oiled paper umbrella, alone, pacing back and forth is long and long , the lonely rain lane, I want to meet, a clove is the same, ties was worrying that the resentful miss I meets a miss today, she has not tied is worrying the resentment, sound that she spoke gently, eye was gentle, the clove sending out fresh aura, I liked on her, met next time, I wanted to give this poem, I wanted in the entrance of factory.” “撑着油纸伞,独自,彷徨在悠长、悠长,又寂寥的雨巷,我希望逢着,一个丁香一样的,结着愁怨的姑娘今天我遇见了一位姑娘,她没有结着愁怨,她说话的声音轻轻的,眼儿是柔和的,丁香般散发清新气息,我喜欢上她了,下一次见面,我要在把这首诗送给她,我要等在工厂的门口。” February 20 2月20号 „first time makes her to come out to play, I am riding the bicycle, leading her to feign to lie down in the sunlight of early spring, I am a little cold, the nasal mucus flowed. Roadside broadcasts to sing the song, thanked this to be able the free to choose a mate new times, thanked ***.” “第一次约她出来玩,我骑着自行车,带她佯躺在初春的日光中,我有点冷,鼻涕都流出来了。路边的广播里唱着歌儿,感谢这个可以自由恋爱的新时代,感谢***。” The Qin Ze brain made up a that picture, young old gentleman wears the 90s clothes, on the foot sneakers, rides the black bicycle, the back seat is combing double ponytail, puts on Mother Qin of broken flowers small cotton-wadded jacket they to shuttle back and forth in the jubilant atmosphere of reform and opening, the ear bank is singing: East Is Red Sun rises 秦泽脑补了一下那个画面,年轻的老爷子穿着九十年代的衣服,脚上一双解放鞋,骑着黑色的自行车,后座是梳着双马尾,穿碎花小棉袄的秦妈他们穿梭在改革开放的欢快气氛中,耳畔唱着:东方红太阳升 That time old gentleman, felt certainly are oneself drives the BMW car(riage) to soak younger sister's natural rich second generation? 那时候的老爷子,一定感觉自己就是开宝马车泡妹子的潇洒富二代吧？ April 18 4月18号 „Bumped into her younger brother in the factory entrance, faded squish small rascal, dares to clamor with me, my a slap shouted, Little Lan and I loudly quarrelled, brings her younger brother entering the plant inside, I was very sad.” “在厂门口碰到她弟弟了,蔫了吧唧的小赤佬,敢跟我叫嚣,我一巴掌呼了过去,小岚和我大吵一架,带着她弟弟进厂里面,我很难过。” April 30. 4月30号。 „In her family/home knows that I and she was in love, the future father-in-law heard that does not like me very much, I know that he looks down upon me, he is in the factory the leader, my father is only poor teaching. Naturally, this saying to be her younger brother tells me, I am angry very much, therefore also shouted his a slap, small rascal long is so graceful, is irritant.” “她家里知道我和她谈恋爱了,未来的岳父听说很不喜欢我,我知道他看不起我,他是厂里领导,我爸只是个穷教书的。当然,这话是她弟弟告诉我的,我很生气,于是又呼了他一巴掌,小赤佬长的这么帅,就是招人恨。” Qin Ze: „” 秦泽:“” No wonder the uncle and father's relations are not good. 难怪舅舅和爸的关系不好。 May 28 5月28号 „Today is a commemorable day, I and Little Lan had the reality of couple, the feeling is really crisp. Girl who this clove miss, I likes for a lifetime. Suddenly remembers two poems, when it: The silver bottle breaks the cream to jump for the first time, cavalry prominent sword and spear cry ; The flower-strewn path reason guest has not swept, the pangmen causes to open for Monarch now.” “今天是个值得纪念的日子,我和小岚有了夫妻之实,感觉甚爽。这个丁香般的姑娘,我一辈子喜欢的姑娘。忽然想起两首诗,当记之:银瓶乍破水浆迸,铁骑突出刀枪鸣;花径不曾缘客扫,逢门今使为君开。” Sees here, Qin Ze thought suddenly the back sends coolly, the fine hair raises up. 看到这里,秦泽忽然觉得脊背发凉,汗毛竖起。 If this were caught by old gentleman, the consequence is dreadful. 这要是被老爷子逮到,后果不堪设想。 Moreover, must approve one, old gentleman is really a cultural worker, these poems I cannot understand. Studied so many annual writings in classical style, recorded one: The love of chrysanthemum, after the ceramic, rarely has to hear. 另外,得赞一句,老爷子真是文化人,这些诗我都看不懂。学了这么多年的文言文,就记了一句:菊之爱,陶后鲜有闻。 Recited so many year of poems, are not many, one: The spring tide belt/bring rain comes late sharply, crosses unmanned boat wildly from horizontal. 背了那么多年诗,记的不多,就一段:春潮带雨晚来急,野渡无人舟自横。 Continues to look: 继续看下去: June 1 6月1号 „Today brought the gift to see the father-in-law, made a clean sweep by him, deeply feels the face countenance completely to lose, loudly quarrelled. The anger said: The 30 year east of the river, 30 year west of the river, bullies the youngster to be poor not. Leaves in a huff.” “今天带了礼物去见岳父,被他扫地出门,深感颜面尽失,大吵一架。怒而曰:三十年河东,三十年河西,莫欺少年穷。拂袖而去。” June 16. 6月16号。 „For a long time has not seen, thought of, when she also thinks me. I entrusted the friend to deliver a letter to her, at night reached agreement, affectionate, revealed one's innermost feelings, afterward, Little Lan said in me, she was pregnant” “许久未见,甚是想念,她也当想我。我委托朋友送信给她,夜间相约,卿卿我我,倾诉衷肠,事后,小岚于我说,她怀孕了” September 20 9月20号 „Little Lan is gradually visibly pregnant, truth will out, after I and father discussed that he led me to ascend Xu Family to discuss marriage, the father and Xu Family quarrel, nearly fought, but the marriage decided smoothly. Very happy, the father was also happy, in the evening the fathers and sons are stewed to the gills, the father said, hopes Little Lan adds a greatly fat grandson to Qin Ze.” “小岚渐渐显怀,纸包不住火,我与父亲商量后,他带我登许家提亲,父亲和许家吵了一架,险些打架,不过亲事顺利定下来了。很高兴,父亲也高兴,当晚我们父子大醉一场,父亲说,希望小岚给秦泽添个大胖孙子。” Originally does elder sister come? I? Do I come? 原来姐姐就是这么来的？那我呢？我怎么来的？ Qin Ze had a dumbfounded expression. 秦泽一脸懵逼。 In 1993, in May. 1993年,5月。 „My unmarried young woman was born, but I went to the Capital City study at that time, cannot see the daughter born, the shame to the Little Lan mother and daughter, the father calls me reports safely, mother and daughter are calm and steady. But the father kept sighing, I knew the reason, he wanted the grandson.” “我闺女出生了,不过当时我去京城学习,没能见到女儿出生,愧对小岚母女俩,父亲打电话给我报平安,母女安稳。但父亲长吁短叹,我知原因的,他想要孙子。” Sees here, Qin Ze heart pēng pēng jumped several, slightly crosses this directly, looks in other books, he and elder sister differ two years old, nearly three years old, if that in diary recorded, should be the two years later diaries found at least. 看到这里,秦泽心脏砰砰跳了几下,直接略过这本,在其他书里找起来,他和姐姐相差两岁多,近三岁,那么如果日记本上有记载的话,应该起码是两年后的日记找到了。 In 1994, in November. 1994年,11月。 „Little Lan was pregnant, I told the father the news, the father old bosom was much relieved, shakes my hand saying: You are family's old boss, is father's only son, how father these years cannot think through, cannot straighten out, Old Qin must have a belt/bring, calmness and steadiness that the father later can walk. This lives, no matter the men and women, the fathers were resigned. I patted his hand, said that relax.” “小岚怀孕了,我把消息告诉父亲,父亲老怀甚慰,握着我的手说:你是家里的老大,也是爸唯一的儿子,爸这些年怎么都想不通,理不顺,老秦家总要有个带把的,爸以后才能走的安稳。这一个生出来,不管男女,爸都甘心了。我拍了拍他的手,说,放心。” In June. 6月。 „I and Little Lan discussed that planned that makes her go to countryside nourishing fetus, having a child, the belly is visibly pregnant, Shanghai cannot remain, Little Lan asked me, I also wanted the child, I think her, without speech, but I know, thinks!” “我和小岚商量了一下,打算让她去乡下养胎,生孩子,肚子已经显怀,沪市不能留了,小岚问我,我是不是也想要孩子,我看着她,没说话,但我心里知道,想！” Qin Ze is very disconsolate, wants to smoke. I am the embryo period, the country could not accommodate me. 秦泽很惆怅,很想抽烟。我还是胚胎时期,国家就容不下我了。 In September. 9月。 „From being in labor also one month, the mood is very disturbed, because of work reason, every week only then two days of time treats in Zhe Province accompanies her, other time have Xu Guang to accompany her fortunately.” “距离临盆还有一个多月,心情很忐忑,因为工作原因,每周只有两天时间待在浙省陪她,还好其余时间有许光陪着她。” In October. 10月。 „Child lived, is the boy, Xu Guang calls to tell me. In heart excited indescribable, meantime, the father serious illness in the bed, stays in the hospital to take care of him. The children were born, cannot accompany side Little Lan, the heart is really ashamed.” “孩子生了,是男孩,许光打电话告诉我。心中兴奋难以言表,其时,父亲重病在床,留在医院照顾他。子女出生,均未能陪伴在小岚身旁,心甚愧。” Right now, Qin Ze could not understand. This matter does not need to ask the Yuan fragrance, knows that had the fishy. But looks at the old gentleman's diary, who cannot see in the mother telephone completely that child is. 这下子,秦泽看不懂了。此事不用问元芳,都知道有蹊跷了。但看老爷子的日记,完全看不出老妈电话里那个孩子到底是谁。 Really, the one who is silliest is the father. 果然,最傻的还是老爸。 His what/anything does not know. 他根本什么都不知道。 In November. 11月。 „Brings A'Ze to return to Shanghai, is naturalized, the fine 30,000 Yuan, the grieved being hard breath, will whip it in the future surely, teaching him to become a useful adult, the side does not lose pain at this moment.” “带阿泽回沪,入籍,罚款三万元,心痛的难以呼吸,将来定鞭挞之,教诲其成材,方不负此刻之痛。” Qin Ze: „” 秦泽:“” This special is you punches my so many annual the reason? 这特么就是你揍我这么多年的理由？ The heart is quite tired, I really am not own. 心好累,我果然不是亲的吧。 Suddenly, the door lock card scratches one, some people twist outside the hand, opened the door. 忽然,门锁卡擦一声,有人在外面拧动把手,开门进来了。 Please remember this book domain name:. Cell phone version website: m. 请记住本书域名:。手机版网址:m.