M1979 :: Volume #3

#683: Loses


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In brief, I will not listen to his organizing at will, he cannot say that anything is anything.” “总之呢,我不会随意听他的摆布的,他不能说什么就是什么。” Hey, Big Sister, do you have to make a mistake, is this matter also spiteful?” Xiaoling comforts saying that actually, the life is responsible for oneself, does not give itself spitefully, does not need.” “喂,大姐,你有没有搞错,这种事情也赌气?”小玲安慰道,“其实呢,人生是为自己负责,不是给自己赌气,没必要的。” The fifth child shakes the head, I not spiteful, but does not want to give others the option, making other people replace itself to take the consequence of choice, my parents are not good, my brother is not good. If will elect in the future mistakenly, I am this strange my brother? If I push the responsibility to him, really the start turned into a loser. I want growing up in a big hurry, graduation in a big hurry, then making money a bit faster, to take my road, to him by far.” 老五摇摇头,“我没赌气,只是不想将选择权交给别人,让他人代替自己承担选择的后果,我父母不行,我哥哥也不行。如果将来选错了,我是不是该怪我哥哥?如果我把责任推给他,才真的开始变成了一个失败者。我只是想快快的长大,快快的毕业,然后快点的挣钱,走自己的路,离他远远的。” Her manner is very clear, she needs the life the initiative and control feeling, even if were defeated, she does not need to blame anybody. 她的态度很明确,她需要人生的主动权和控制感,哪怕失败了,她也不需要责怪任何人。 If , he Li Laoer, has made the life plan for her. 如果,他,李老二,替她做好了人生规划。 Then, will pass in the future not well, means that she did have the object of complaint? 那么,将来过得不好,是不是意味着她有了埋怨的对象? Such appears her loser. 那样更会显得她一个失败者。 Moreover, she does not imagine fourth child such, shoulders any expectation, she only wants to live oneself to think the live appearance. 而且,她不想像老四那样,背负任何的期望,她只想活成自己想活的样子。 Does does not understand you, your idea is very strange.” Xiaoling shrugs, wants to make money, diligently studied? Otherwise only then goes to earthen bowl orchid street.” “搞不明白你,你的想法很奇怪哦。”小玲跟着耸耸肩,“想挣钱,就得更加努力的读书了是不是?不然只有去钵兰街喽。” Also looks down upon me including you?” “连你也看不起我?” No, I want to say that in your family the condition is so good, does not need to toss about, if my big shot is willing to my these much money, to let me him, when the ancestor is supplying good.” Xiaoling continues to say with a smile, you attach great importance to face-saving, face value several money.” “没有啊,我只是想说,你家里条件这么好,没有必要折腾的,我大佬要是肯给我这么多钱,让我把他当祖宗供着都行的。”小玲继续笑着道,“你要面子嘛,面子才值几个钱。” The fifth child stands up walks, is not willing to listen to the opposite party to continue boisterously. 老五站起身就走,不愿意听对方继续聒噪。 Hey, which you toward go.” Xiaoling overtakes hurriedly, you did not shout I come out to window-shop.” “喂,你往哪去啊。”小玲急忙追上,“你不是喊我出来逛街的吗。” Does not want with you saying that you do not understand me.” The fifth child breaks free from her hand. “不想和你多说啦,连你也不理解我。”老五甩开她的手。 „Does that have is so mean-spirited?” “那,有没有这么小气啊?” I am such mean-spirited, you are not first day know me!” The fifth child turns head to walk. “我就是这么小气啊,你又不是第一天认识我!”老五还是扭头就走。 Her has not stopped, Wang Yulan and Li Long mother and child had the dispute. 她这边还没消停完,王玉兰李隆娘俩又起了争执。 I really did not have the time to be busy, outside business could not do.” Very much Li Long insists must family's place throwing. “我实在没时间忙了,外面的生意都搞不过来。”李隆很坚持的要把家里的地给丢了。 Doesn't farm? Does not farm you to drink anything, eats anything.” The Wang Yulan sound improved one eight degrees suddenly, this is her first time such has the principle shows own manner strongly. “不种田?不种田你喝什么,吃什么。”王玉兰的声音陡然提高了一个八度,这是她第一次这么有原则的强硬亮明自己的态度。 Yes, busy is also busy at such stage on each month, cannot delay for several days.” The son must the place throwing, Li Zhaokun thought that a little does not feel at ease, this is also his first time clear and Wang Yulan stands in a front. “是啊,忙也就每个月忙那么一阶段,耽误不了几天。”儿子要把地给丢了,李兆坤都觉得有点不心安,这也是他第一次旗帜鲜明的和王玉兰站在一个战线上。 He is not an expert of farm, to place in also probably is exactly familiar, is only lazy in the job, but this does not represent him not to know that treasures the land. 他不是一个种地的能手,对地里的活也大概熟悉,只是懒于营生而已,但这并不代表他就不知道珍惜土地。 In his bone is a thorough farmer, sways for a lifetime, is alternative in the mainstream society, mixes is not good, he has the energy eventually, because there is a family/home to turn over, having the land can fall the root. 他的骨子里还是一个彻底的庄稼汉,一辈子晃荡来晃荡去,一直是主流社会里的另类,混的不好了,他终究还是有底气的,因为有家可以归,有土地可以落根。 Slightly has the savings until his present, also did not approve that the son does not farm. 及至他现在手里小有积蓄,也是不赞成儿子不种地的。 , Was not steadfast. 没地了,就不踏实啊。 Li Long said, throws to the Second Uncle and Third Uncle plants, the contract oneself, later want to plant has also been able to come back, is not or comes back.” 李隆道,“只是撂给二叔和三叔种,承包地还是自己的,以后自己想种了还能要回来,又不是要不回来。” segment Mei also answered in side, this season we were busy at that many, accepted after checking to remove the seed agricultural chemicals chemical fertilizer on few money.” 段梅也在旁边解释道,“这一季咱俩忙得那么多,一点收成去掉种子农药化肥就没几个钱。” Two people purchased homes in county now, in the county also had the business, in the courtyard in native place the quick long grass. 两个人现在都在县里买了房子,县里也有生意,老家的院子里都快长草了。 Yes, their present business are pretty good, in not the big meaning in the place working to a frazzle.” Li Mei also backed up in side, she had to throw the place similarly the idea, Yang Xuewen year to year is busy at the business, Ms. Yang couple was also old, but she, a little unmarried girl side her, suffices her to be busy at resulting at present, a woman was competent, cannot farm, considered the old attendance to be small. “是啊,他俩现在生意不赖,在地里累死累活的也没多大意思。”李梅也在旁边帮腔,她同样有丢地的想法,杨学文常年忙生意,杨老太老俩口年龄也大,而她自己,眼前一个小闺女在她身边,就够她忙得了,一个女人再能干,也不能又种地,又照顾老照顾小。 Li He also said, we have not farmed here, has not seen us to starve to death, where to be rich unable to buy eating, they know in heart, you leave alone.” 李和也道,“我们在这边没种地,也没见我们饿死啊,有钱哪里不能买着吃,他们自己心里有数的,你别管了。” He sees Wang Yulan not to speak, thinks that this matter such decided. 他见王玉兰没吭声,以为这事就这么定了。 But dinner time, has not actually seen the Wang Yulan person. 可是晚饭的时候,却是没有见王玉兰的人。 What fragrance comes to pout toward the Wang Yulan bedroom to Li He. 何芳过来对着李和王玉兰的卧室努努嘴。 Li He asked that how?” 李和问,“怎么了?” what Fangdao, looks.” 何芳道,“自己去看。” Li He goes to the bedroom of couple, discovered on the ground and bed are chaotic one group, Wang Yulan a clothes each article toward wrapping, but Li Zhaokun sits in the one side smokes. 李和去老俩口的卧室,发现地上、床上都是乱糟糟的一团,王玉兰正把衣服一件件的往包里塞,而李兆坤就坐在一旁抽烟。 „Does mother, your this do?” Li He is very puzzled. “阿娘,你这干嘛?”李和很不解。 I go home.” Wang Yulan said is very firm. “俺回家。”王玉兰说的很坚定。 Li He sighed, my mother, which your this was?” 李和叹口气道,“俺的娘咧,你这又是哪一出?” Cannot be wild, was wild, I slept cannot be steadfast, has divided with great difficulty, where said that lost loses.” Living in Wang Yulan has not stopped, tidying up clothes of rummaging through chests and cupboards. “地不能荒着,荒着了,俺睡觉都不能踏实,好不容易分了地,哪里就这么说丢就丢了。”王玉兰手里的活没停,翻箱倒柜的收拾衣服。 Who you told that can lose? First lends the Second Uncle they to plant, later wants also to probably come back.” Li He continues saying that said again, you went back, child also nobody looks.” “谁跟你说要丢地了?只是先借给二叔他们种,以后想要回来还能要回来的。”李和继续道,“再说,你回去了,孩子也没人看着了。” Takes care of insufficiently such greatly also you, gives back to you to be the female servant!” Wang Yulan was saying was saying the eye was also red. “把你们照顾这么大还不够啊,还给你们做老妈子啊!”王玉兰说着说着眼睛又红了。 Li He did not know such big resentment where the old lady comes, only obtains enlightenment, nobody works as the female servant you, making you come is makes you enjoy happiness.” 李和也不晓得老娘从哪里来的这么大怨气,只得道,“没人把你当老妈子,让你过来是让你享福的。” Wants my life!” “要俺的命咧!” „, Does not lose, do I make the lhunze go back to continue to farm the line not?” Li He looked that the old lady must continue the flood discharge, has to decide to grant. “中,不丢地,我让隆子回去继续种地行不?”李和看老娘要继续泄洪,不得不下决心允诺。 Or goes back, lhunze they will walk tomorrow, was just good with them, you are also free from worry.” Li Zhaokun also inserted a few words, has a good swim in the fantasy of returning home with riches and honors, the smoke pulls out especially is energetic. “要不还是回去吧,隆子他们明天走,和他们一起刚刚好,你也省心。”李兆坤也插了一句话,畅游在衣锦还乡的幻想中,烟抽的都格外带劲。 The Li He impatient say/way, do not add to the chaos.” 李和不耐烦的道,“你别添乱。” His biological father's opinion, he little pays attention. 他亲爹的意见,他很少理会。 He turns around to ask the Li Long couple to discuss. 他转身去找李隆两口子商量。 Li Long awkward say/way, this cannot attend to, you do not know, I opened a hotel now, sooner or later one step will unable to leave the person.” 李隆为难的道,“这地真的顾不过来,你不知道,我现在又开了一个饭店,早晚一步都离不开人。” Li He said, doesn't plant? The old ladies have not gone all out with you, first is roaring, unbearably busy hires the person.” 李和道,“不种?老娘还不和你拼命,先哄着吧,忙不过来就雇人。” segment Meidao, such several buckets, hire the person white/in vain to be busy at work again.” 段梅道,“那么几斗地,再雇人就是白忙活。” Li Long clenches teeth, wastes time wastes time, does not miss such selects.” 李隆咬咬牙,“白忙就白忙吧,也不差这么点。” segment Mei also can only with nod. 段梅也只能跟着点头。 Because of fifth child's arrival, Yu appeared has lived it up, breakfast also sumptuous. 因为老五的到来,于家更显得热闹了,早饭也更加的丰盛。 Ms. in said to the fifth child, I heard your Second Brother walks in the morning, do you want to deliver?” 于老太太对老五道,“我听说你二哥早上走,你要不要去送一送?” The fifth child thinks, finally nods, thanks, aunt child.” 老五想了想,最后还是点头,“谢谢,婶子。” Ms. in said to Yu Dehua, that virtue magnificent, you drive to deliver.” 于老太太对于德华道,“那德华,你开车送一下。” The fifth child beckons with the hand, is all right, I recognize the road, hit the public vehicle to be OK.” 老五摆摆手,“没事,我认得路,打公车就可以了。” Yu Dehua says with a smile, I must deliver, your Elder Brother comes such for several days, I have not had a drink, did not deliver to look awful.” 于德华笑着道,“我也要送的,你哥哥来这么几天,我都没陪过酒,再不送一下就不成样子了。” He has raised from the garage the vehicle, then opens the vehicle door personally, making the fifth child board. 他把车子从车库提了出来,然后亲自拉开车门,让老五上了车。 The fifth child said in a low voice, thanks.” 老五低声道,“谢谢。” The Li Family whole families gather in the entrance, sees the fifth child to stand in the entrance, is very pleasantly surprised. 李家一家人都聚在大门口,看到老五站在门口,都很惊喜。 „Has breakfast eaten?” Wang Yulan in the future will an box salty duck. “早饭吃了没有?”王玉兰把一只只咸鸭子往后备箱塞。 The fifth child does not look at Li He intentionally, but said to Wang Yulan in a low voice, ate.” 老五故意不看李和,只是低声对王玉兰道,“吃了。” Mother do not fill.” Li Long must prevent Wang Yulan from continue prepare the box to fill the thing in the future, said, in family/home does not lack, brings is being looks tired.” “阿娘你别塞了。”李隆要阻止王玉兰继续往后备箱塞东西,道,“家里不缺,带着是找累啊。” segment Mei is actually hugging the unmarried girl and son talks in whispers, does not give up after all. 段梅却是一个劲的抱着闺女和儿子窃窃私语,总归是舍不得。 Wang Yulan said, is bringing, many that my this raises.” 王玉兰道,“带着,俺这养的多。” Li Long touches fifth child's head, was big, day in day out on this temperament, was the personal enemy, was good, celebrated the new year not to forget to go home.” 李隆摸摸老五的脑袋,“多大了,一天到晚的就这脾气了,都作成仇家了,行了,过年别忘记回家。” Em, knew, you this hoping pleased, I deliver her.” In a fifth child's gives Li Long hand personal stereo, magnetic tape makes her buy.” “恩,知道了,你把这个给希悦,我送她的。”老五把手里的一个随身听递给李隆,“磁带让她自己买吧。” Goes back to her.” Li Long has forced in the personal stereo own package. “回去就给她。”李隆把随身听塞进了自己的包里。 Brother, has not done right by, you walk is so anxious.” Yu Dehua comes up and Li Long shakes hand. “兄弟,对不住了,你走的这么急。”于德华上来和李隆握握手。 Li He loosens the hand saying that is all right, later some are the opportunity drinks.” 李和松开手道,“没事,以后有的是机会喝酒。”
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