If you still exist in this world, then this world is whatever, is meaningful to me \; But if you not, regardless of this world is much happy, it in my eyes is also only a wilderness, but I like a solitary person wild ghost. 如果你还在这个世界上存在着,那么这个世界无论怎么样,对我都是有意义的\;但是如果你不在了,无论这个世界多美好,它在我眼里也只是一片荒漠,而我就像一个孤魂野鬼。 ---------- «Wuthering Heights» ——————————《呼啸山庄》 Before long, Li Zhaokun also came, Southern District from family/home to the west district of Queen Mary Hospital, takes a half hour of driving distance. Reason that chooses this , because this is Hong Kong few provides 24 hours of acute disease service the hospital. 不一会,李兆坤也来了,从家里的南区到所在玛丽医院的西区,要半小时的车程呢。之所以选择这家,是因为这是香港为数不多的提供24小时急症服务的医院。 He sees the daughter-in-law to lie on the bed, side does not have the doctor, the eldest son sits by the wall, the fourth child stands in the bedside, but Wang Yulan and fifth child sit on the chair of corridor, does not utter a word. His low voice asking is Wang Yulan, „all right?” 他见大媳妇躺在床上,旁边也没医生,大儿子坐靠在墙上,老四站在床边,而王玉兰和老五坐在过道的椅子上,都是一声不吭的。他小声的问王玉兰,“没事吧？” Related to the old Li Family descendants important matter, he is even more anxious than Wang Yulan. 涉及到老李家的子孙大计,他甚至比王玉兰还要紧张。 Wang Yulan is just about to speak, actually heard daughter-in-law's painful hum/snort, was urgent was hearing four unmarried girls' big shouts. 王玉兰正要说话,却听见了大媳妇的痛哼声,紧急着听见了四闺女的大喊声。 „Amniotic fluid broke! Shouted the doctor quickly, with respiratory mask.” The fourth child hurries to rush to the delivery room, towards general-duty nurse stage runs. “羊水破了！快喊医生,拿呼吸罩。”老四慌忙奔出产房,朝值班护士台跑过去。 After the doctor comes, all people were expelled the delivery room again. 医生来后,所有的人再次被赶出产房。 Li He does not attend to the nurse dissuading, again a smoke then cigarette in the corridor, in the hospital ward what Fang the scream of pain, makes his anxious. 李和不顾护士劝阻,再次在走廊里一根烟接着一根烟,病房里何芳的痛苦的喊叫声,让他揪心的很。 The nurse is helpless, must leave, this dares to the person who the chief nose scolded, she could not stir up. 护士无奈,只得走人,这样敢冲着院长鼻子骂的人,她也惹不起。 The doctor late came a moment ago, Li He made on almost the medicine. 刚才医生晚来,李和就差点医闹了。 The fourth child stamp Li He said, „elder brother, you must have a psychology to prepare.” 老四戳戳李和道,“哥,你得有个心理准备。” Li He asked that „how?” 李和问,“怎么？” „Generally the amniotic fluid broke, will be very painful, but does not have is so quick, possibly is the palace shrinks, wants the Caesarean birth probably.” The fourth child said very cautiously. Elder Brother flash that desperate look, almost scared her. “一般羊水破了,会很痛,但是没这么快,可能是宫缩,大概要剖腹产。”老四说的很小心翼翼。哥哥一瞬间那绝望的眼神,差点把她吓坏了。 She in some time, almost holds that her sister-in-law said ‚your elder brother painstakingly’ meaning. 她在某一个时刻,就差点抓住了她嫂子说的那句‘你哥心里苦’的意思。 Her Elder Brother is always strict, forgives in others. On her Elder Brother big underpants not over ten dollars, one bottle of Maotai not over 200, but she, one clothes several thousand, one shoes several hundred, one hair clip dozens, family's red wine, casual is tens of thousands, she and fifth child, when the tea drinks. 她哥哥从来都是严格自己,宽容于别人。她哥身上的大裤衩子不会超过十块钱,一瓶茅台也不会超过200块,而她自己呢,一件衣服几千块,一双鞋子几百块,一个发夹几十块,家里的红酒,随便都是几万块,她和老五当茶喝。 Couple days ago her Elder Brother also told her, when she went to Britain, bought a Ferrari for her, wanted the multi- show package to have the multi- show package. 前几天她哥哥还跟她说,等她去英国了,给她买一辆法拉利,要多骚包就有多骚包。 She guilty in her Elder Brother, and did not understand, always so is why bitter oneself. 她愧疚于她的哥哥,而又不理解,为什么总是这么苦着自己。 In childhood, that took the feather duster to revolve around table to punch her is an Elder Brother, now to her meticulous was still the Elder Brother. 小时候,那个拿着鸡毛掸子围着桌子转要揍她的是哥哥,现在对她无微不至的依然是哥哥。 Her corners of the mouth reveal a smile, thinks that is the Elder Brother expects too much, loves and hates! 她嘴角是流露出一丝微笑,想必是哥哥恨铁不成钢,又爱又恨吧！ Has grown up, she of puberty studied and comprehended the rebel, and understood her Elder Brother to her love is long and tolerant. 长大了,青春期的她学习并领悟了叛逆,并且明白了她哥哥对她的爱是漫长而又宽容的。 „Then on Caesarean birth.” Forgetting that Li He wants to try hard very much, this time cesarean section is not very mature, no matter home overseas. “那就剖腹产吧。”李和很想努力的忘记,此时的剖腹产手术很不成熟,不管是国内还是国外。 The Caesarean birth means that bets the luck. 剖腹产意味着赌运气。 His voice just fell, a doctor came out. 他的话音刚落,一个医生出来了。 The fourth child is exchanging with the doctor, he pretends anything unable to hear. 老四在和医生交流,他装作什么都听不见。 „Elder Brother, you signs.” Fourth child gives Elder Brother the form and pen. “哥,你签字吧。”老四把单子和笔递给哥哥。 „You sign.” “你签吧。” „Un.” Fourth child not hesitant, has signed own name, at this moment she needs to undertake for the Elder Brother. “嗯。”老四没犹豫,唰唰的签了自己的名字,此刻她需要替哥哥承担。 After the doctor goes , the gate of delivery room opens once more, what Fang was pushed. 医生进去后,产房的门再次打开,何芳被推出来了。 Li He hurries, is preparing to grab what Fang the hand, was actually shoved open by the doctor. 李和赶忙过去,正准备抓住何芳的手,却又被医生推开。 He after behind, has looked at various inspections, the blood test, urine test and pelvis, measures the embryo heart. 他在身后,一直看各项检查,验血、验尿、查骨盆、测胎心。 what Fang was advanced the delivery room again, Li He firmly. 何芳再次被推进产房,李和坚决跟着进了进去。 The anesthetists have come, making her left position lie down, bends/bow the body, the bow is better, like sun-dried shelled shrimp, but her belly is too big, really cannot bend, the anesthetist starts upwardly to make outside the subdural to anaesthetize to her from the waist. 麻醉师进来了,让她左侧位躺着,把身体弓起来,越弓越好,像虾米一样,不过她肚子太大,实在是弓不住,麻醉师就从腰开始向上给她做硬膜外麻醉。 Li He visits her to shake all over, is at heart sorer. 李和看着她全身发抖,心里更疼。 The doctor actually drew in the curtain screen. 医生却把帘子拉上了。 „Horizontal blade vertical blade?” Li He hears the doctor such to ask. “横刀还是竖刀？”李和听见医生这么问。 „Horizontal.” “横的。” The Li He hear what fragrant these words, as if heard the knife in the sound that on the belly delimits, that grating, then touching somebody's sore spot. 李和听完何芳这句话,似乎又听见了刀子在肚皮上划拉的声音,那么的刺耳,那么的扎心。 The crying aloud sound that the child pulls out, made Li He not being able to bear stand finally. 孩子拔出来的啼哭声,终于让李和忍不住站起来了。 The doctor comes out, his anything had not asked. 医生出来,他什么都没问。 Until the doctor opens the door, Wang Yulan and fifth child several people well up, he has not moved. 直到医生开门,王玉兰和老五几个人涌进来,他也没有动。 The fourth child sees Li He to be still in a daze, hugs nearby the child him, „was elder brother, then happy? Is a little niece.” 老四见李和还在发呆,把孩子抱到他跟前,“哥,这下高兴了吧？是个小侄女。” „I had the unmarried girl.” Happiness that Li He is from the heart, but had not looked with enough time, the child had picked up by the nurse. “俺有闺女了。”李和发自内心的高兴,可是还没来得及看,孩子已经被护士抱走了。 Li He stands in what fragrant bedside, sees her to sleep soundly, has not awakened by noise her, but closely grabs her hand, deep has kissed one, „sorry.” 李和站在何芳的床边,见她在熟睡,没有吵醒她,只是紧紧的抓着她的手,深深的吻了一口,“对不起。” His feeling her finger moved gently. 他的感觉到她的手指轻轻动了一下。 He such static is accompanying her, although air conditioning on operating, her forehead often is sweating, he often cleans to her with the sleeves. 他就这样静静的陪着她,虽然空调在开着,她的额头上不时的在冒汗,他不时的用衣袖给她擦拭。 Nine o'clock time, Yu and Shen, even Old Man Li came, the entrance of this hospital ward, has been filled with the person. 九点钟的时候,于家、沈家、甚至李老头都来了,这一间病房的门口,挤满了人。 Ms. in places table-top the fish bones soup, loved dearly said that „this unmarried girl by big crime.” 于老太把鱼骨汤放在案头,心疼的说,“这闺女受大罪了。” „Aunt child, you sits meeting.” “婶子,你坐会吧。” Li He exits to call Li Old Man and the others. 李和出去招呼李老头等人。 „Congratulated.” Old Man Li is Li He was also happy. “恭喜了。”李老头也为李和高兴。 „Smoke gives me.” This is the first few words that Li He meets. “烟都给我。”这是李和见面的第一句话。 Old Man Li said, „you know I do not smoke the cigarette.” 李老头道,“你知道我不抽卷烟的。” In nearby loudspeaker entire, has actually given Li He the smoke of pocket. 在旁边的喇叭全,却是把口袋的烟给了李和。 The fourth child said, „elder brother, has a breakfast.” 老四过来道,“哥,下去吃点早饭吧。” „Un.” Li He greeted Old Man Li, „same place.” “嗯。”李和招呼李老头,“一起吧。” The people go downstairs together. 众人一起下楼。 Between the outpatient service buildings and in-patient departments, is a small square, in the flower garden the flowers bloom, fragrance to overflow fragrantly, nearby several trim neat scenery leaf green numerous, lush green, in the small squares has a basin, in the basin is building the rockery, dozens red carps shuttles back and forth hee the play. 门诊楼和住院部之间,是一个小广场,花圃中花朵芬芳绽放、香气四溢,旁边几株修剪整齐的风景树叶绿枝繁、青翠欲滴,小广场中间有一个水池,水池中堆砌着假山,几十尾红色鲤鱼在其中穿梭嘻戏。 Li He decided to look clearly, the skilled point the smoke, sat on the stair directly, is not willing to move. 李和定晴一看了看,熟练的点起烟,直接坐在台阶上,不愿意动了。 Old Man Li takes up the smoke bowl, the say/way that disdains, „my young that meeting, just like you, a trivial matter felt that the judgment day is likely ordinary.” 李老头拿起烟锅子,不屑的道,“我年轻那会,跟你一样,屁大点事都感觉像世界末日一般。” Li He said, „my anything matter does not have.” 李和道,“我啥事也没有。” Old Man Li pats his shoulder, „is content.” 李老头拍拍他肩膀,“知足吧。” Li He has not managed him, stood up, takes the lead a nearby gear, wanted one bowl of surface, reckless Luhu to rub to finish eating, left directly, leaves behind Yu Dehua to pay a bill. 李和没理他,站起身,带头去了旁边的一个排挡,要了一碗面,胡撸胡撸吃完,直接走人,留下于德华跟着付账。 „Six jin (0.5 kg) 62, were heavy, is heavier than the fifth child.” “六斤62,不轻了,比老五还重呢。” Li He passing through the gate heard the old lady happy speaking voice. 李和进门就听见了老娘高兴的说话声。 Wang Yulan is hugging the child, happy being unable to restrain oneself, „the fifth child comes out, pitiful, her milk added that can live, you look not well now.” 王玉兰抱着孩子,高兴的不能自已,“老五出来的时候,可怜巴巴的,她奶还说能不能活呢,你看现在不好好的呢。” Wang Yulan favored looks at one that drowned her to be higher than two heads the youngest daughter. 王玉兰又宠溺的看了一眼比她还高两个头的小女儿。