M1979 :: Volume #3

#272: Lonely


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Technical physics department is more tired than physics department, I for the class, I am will know several days later.” The curriculum difficulty of Li He to technical physics department has deep feeling, the technical physics department involves the tedious experiment, is not several empty theories can deal with. “技术物理系比物理系累多了,我代过几天课,我是知道的。”李和对技术物理系的课程难度深有感触,技术物理系涉及到许多繁琐的实验,不是几句空洞的理论就能应付的。 Yan Hongdao, reckless Yuanchao walked, I meet his class.” 闫红道,“胡援朝走了,我去接他的课。” Em, he walks I have seen off, comes back in you couple days ago walked.” reckless Yuanchao participated in the main construction work of new nuclear power station, the Capital big nuclear physics research is second to none internally, the older generation must pass the baton, naturally must elect his such young people, no matter what must go against in the pressure. “恩,他走的时候我送行了,就在你回来的前几天走的。”胡援朝参与了新的核电站的主体建设工作,京大的核物理研究在国内都是首屈一指的,老一辈要交棒,自然要选他这样的年轻人,不管怎么样必须顶着压力上。 reckless Yuanchao walks, Li He asked him to have a food, has not said anything, but has delivered eyeglasses of auxiliary inlet. 胡援朝走的时候,李和请他吃了一顿饭,没多说什么,只是送了一副进口的眼镜。 He calculates earnestly, no matter schoolmate works together, these year of leaving Beijing many of more and more, start was tall Aiguo walked, behind was Zhou celebrate and Liu Hai walked, lived to pack off in couple days ago him. 他认真的算算不管是同学还是同事,这些年离京的越来越多,开始是高爱国走了,后面是周庆和刘海走了,就在前几天他还把扎海生送走了。 Lives to go to reckless Jian to be in charge of the propaganda work of province Judicial Department, less than 30 years old mixed the cadre at the departmental level, the future naturally have been needless saying that so long as did not have the blunder, naturally were groups of unimpeded, rose high successively. 扎海生要去胡建主持省司法厅的宣传工作,不到30岁混到了处级干部,前途自然是不用说了,只要没大错,自然是路路畅通,节节高升。 Li He looks that lives that poor baggage, could not bear lose 2000 dollars to him, did not forget to confess, remembered probably.” 李和看着扎海生那幅寒酸的行李,还是忍不住丢了2000块钱给他,不忘交代,“记住要还的。” Lives the say/way that is smiling, you, if did not feel relieved, I call the memorandum receipt you.” 扎海生嬉皮笑脸的道,“你要是不放心,我给你打借条。” Go away you.” “滚吧你。” Lives the sincere say/way, elder brother, I first walked.” 扎海生正色道,“哥,那我先走了。” Grinding chirp.” Saw that lived security check, Li He greatly has shouted, looked after itself good, had the matter to telephone.” “磨磨唧唧。”看到扎海生过了安检,李和才大喊道,“照顾好自己,有事打电话。” Yeah.” Lives to have the weeping voice not to dare to turn head, walked in big strides. “哎。”扎海生带着哭腔没敢回头,大踏步的走了。 Li He sees off a person each time, must participate in a liquor bureau, that is a process of very oppressive heart, the liquor more drinks, is the person on liquor table are getting fewer and fewer. The people, are this, stops from time to time, stops from time to time, knows many people, forgets many people. 李和每次送别一个人,都要参加一场酒局,那是一个非常虐心的过程,酒越喝越多,可是酒桌上的人越来越少。人啊,就是这样,走走停停,停停走走,认识很多人,又忘记很多人。 Only was this, was Li He the opportunity of together gathering was also few with Mu Yan and Meng Jianguo these people, because after they married , the life focal point shifted, the majority of time gathered round in the family/home to transfer, revolve around wife, where had the time to respond Li He. 光是这样也就算了,就是李和跟穆岩和孟建国这些人在一起聚的机会也屈指可数了,因为他们结婚后生活重心转移了,大部分时间都围着家里转,围着媳妇转,哪里有时间搭理李和 The place that therefore Li He can dine has been short, can find in same place the person of drinking were also getting fewer and fewer, the person who spoke together were getting fewer and fewer. 所以李和能蹭饭的地方少了,能找到在一起的喝酒的人也越来越少了,一起说话的人却越来越少了。 He does not like the liquor really the flavor, when clings to the friend is at together the emotion as well as junction of that combustion the words of heart. On the young people have fear to fear the air of scholarly refinement of foot, has the young bull not to fear that the heroic air/Qi of tiger, everybody is stronger extremely, on the liquor table is also same, so long as a wine glass end, no matter the mighty force, the imposing manner that is ready to cope with anything to resist by whatever means available. 他并不是真的喜爱酒的味道,只是贪恋于朋友在一起时那燃烧的情感以及交的心的话语。年轻人身上有畏手畏脚的书卷气,亦有初生牛犊不怕虎的豪迈之气,大家是极其要强的,酒桌上也一样,只要酒杯一端,不管千军万马,一副兵来将挡水来土掩的气势。 He felt that lonely, the empty-nest old person also needs to love, needs the friend. 他感觉到了孤独,空巢老人也需要爱的,也需要朋友的。 This time Yan red wants him to treat, if he possibly hesitated in the past even rejects, but this time complied unexpectedly without hesitation, possibly is because he loathed a person to eat meal, a person drinks. 这次闫红要他请客,要是以往他可能犹豫甚至拒绝,但是这次居然毫不犹豫的答应了,可能是因为他已经厌恶了一个人吃饭,一个人喝酒。 Zhou Pingbu took several dishes, Li He all advanced Yan red, tries, here flavor is good.” 周萍布上了好几道菜,李和全部推到了闫红的跟前,“试试,这里味道不错。” Good.” Yan Hongjia a fish has put in the bowl first, then selected with the chopsticks tasted little, she said to Li He with a smile, „, or we drank a bar. Only eats the vegetable/dish not to have any meaning “挺不错的。”闫红夹了块鱼肉先是放到了碗里,然后才用筷子挑了一点点尝了一下,她笑着对李和道,“要不咱喝点酒吧。光吃菜也没什么意思” Li He said, your alcohol capacity is not probably good, if you do not have the issue, I do not have the issue.” 李和道,“你酒量好像不行,你要是没问题,我就没问题。” Yan Hongdao, underestimated person is not.” 闫红道,“小看人了不是。” Zhou Pingdao, I have the red wine, I take to you.” 周萍道,“我这有红酒,我给你们拿吧。” Li He said that that one bottle of white liquors, one bottle of red wines.” 李和道,“那就一瓶白酒,一瓶红酒。” Yan Hongdao, that.” 闫红道,“那可以。” After Zhou Ping raises one's wine cup delivers, secretly has given a Li He encouragement look. 周萍把酒送上来后,偷偷给了李和一个鼓励的眼神。 Li He looks but not see, Zhou Ping is a little unusual today, he does not clarify the reason why. 李和视而不见,周萍今天有点反常,他搞不清所以然。 He drinks the white liquor, Yan red drinks the red wine, two people drink has the strength very much. 他喝白酒,闫红喝红酒,两个人喝的很有劲头。 Drinks is drinking Yan red to drink to blush, her high raising cup said to Li He, I said again thanks. Because I experienced a broader world.” 喝着喝着闫红已经喝红了脸,她高高的扬起杯子对李和道,“我再道一句谢谢。因为我见识到了更广阔的天地。” Li He has bumped with the wine glass, then said, how long this, said these interestingly.” 李和用酒杯碰了下,然后道,“这都多长时间了,说这些有意思嘛。” He discovered that Yan red disposition really changed. 他发现闫红的性格真的变了。 All person dispositions are changing, with increase that the age and society experience, in unceasing change, invariable general idea, only then he. 所有人性格都在变,随着年龄、社会经历的增加,都在不断的变化,不变的大概只有他自己了。 He just supinely had the neck to the remaining half glass of liquor rinse the throat all of a sudden, was actually blocked by Yan red. 他刚仰起脖子要把剩下的半杯酒一下子灌进喉咙,却被闫红拦住了。 Your that is the white liquor, you worry to do.” Yan red the Li He wine glass according to the table, was slow the point to drink. I said, really thank you. If after you, goes to look, guarantees does not permit the regret early not to exit.” “你那是白酒,你那么着急干什么。”闫红把李和的酒杯按在了桌子上,“慢着点喝吧。我说真的,真的谢谢你。你要是以后出去看一看,保不准后悔没早出去呢。” Li He affirms saying that did not regret. You also know, my this person of laziness, does not want to run everywhere, tosses about everywhere. Also, you did not come back in the same old way.” 李和肯定道,“不后悔。你也知道,我这人懒,不想到处跑,到处折腾。再说,你不是照样也回来了嘛。” Does not fear you to laugh, actually just before the end of study time, I missed select to vacillate.” Yan red sips gently liquor, with yearning mouth gas channel/angrily said, „, if remained, can look for a work of scientific research, can buy one own house, a own vehicle, can run quickly heartily on high-speed of US, the sunlight, sea and sand beach, can be carefree, free, do you know? I have a dream have thought this life.” “不怕你笑话,其实学习期快结束的时候,我差那么点点就动摇了。”闫红轻轻的抿了一口酒,用向往的口气道,“如果真的留了下来,可以找一份科研的工作,可以买一套属于自己的房子,一辆属于自己的车子,可以尽情的奔驰在美国的高速上,还有阳光、大海、沙滩,可以无忧无虑,自由自在,你知道吗?我做梦都想过这种生活。” Let alone is you, this day I have thought.” The Li He hear at heart is only a bitterness and astringency, but cracks a joke to say immediately, in the best family/home to be joined to several servants again, has special cooks, has special cleans, if in the family/home raises the dog, please specially walk with dog again.” “别说是你,这种日子我都想过。”李和听在心里只是一阵的苦涩,不过随即又开玩笑道,“最好家里再配上几个佣人,有专门烧饭的,有专门打扫的,要是家里养狗,再请个专门遛狗的。” Hehe paranoea is more serious than me.” Yan red provoked laughter by the Li He words. “呵呵妄想症比我严重呢。”闫红被李和的话逗笑了。 Li He says with a smile, pursue happy and easy and comfortable is the right of everyone.” 李和笑着道,“追求幸福和安逸是每个人的权利。” I think that you will say this is the petty bourgeoisie affective tone.” Yan Hongyue said is happier, you are different from others.” “我以为你会说这是小资产阶级情调呢。”闫红越说越开心,“你跟别人不一样。” Where is different? I will not eat the person.” “哪里不一样了?我又不会吃人。” Yan Hongyan red drunken shaking the head, is not that is different, where is in any case different I unable to say. Spoke to you are very comfortable, was very happy.” 闫红闫红醉醺醺的摇摇头,“不是那个不一样,反正哪里不一样我说不出来。跟你说话很自在,很开心。” At noon you added that I was too old mannish.” “中午你还说我太老气了呢。” Yan red closes one's eyes, quite a while thinks that appropriate expression, what I refer to is ideologically, you contain compared with others, you can contain to anybody, not like them that senseless.” 闫红闭着眼睛,半天才想起来合适的表达,“我指的是思想上,你比别人包容,你对任何人都能包容,不像他们那么的无趣。” Li He earnest saying, „, many people very much do not contain, like Teacher Mu Yan, Meng Jianguo, Liu Yibo with you imagine is different, many people you do not have the long-standing and deep-rooted friend, but does not understand them.” 李和认真的说道,“不,许多人都很包容,像穆岩老师,孟建国、刘乙博都跟你想象中的不一样,许多人你没有深交,只是不了解他们罢了。” Many people obey in the atmosphere of society, in the surface is very serious, but the innermost feelings very much contain and open. 许多人只是顺从于社会的气氛,表面上都很严肃,但是内心都很包容和开放。 Really?” “真的?” Really.” “真的。” After having the food, Yan red must rush to pay money. 吃好饭后,闫红要抢着付钱。 Li He said, does not reach an agreement I to invite you, what do you snatch with me?” 李和道,“不是说好我请你吗,你跟我抢什么?” Yan Hongpai the pocket, I paid the account to say to you again.” 闫红拍拍口袋,“我付完账再给你说。” Zhou Ping has not actually met Yan red money, symbolic collected the Li He five dollars. 周萍却是没接闫红的钱,象征性的收了李和五块钱。 Yan Hongdao, my money is not money, your this boss is really.” 闫红道,“我的钱不是钱啊,你这老板真是的。” Zhou Ping says with a smile, here does not have the custom that the female guest pays up.” 周萍笑着道,“我们这里没有女客结账的规矩。” Said that and to/clashes Li He to blink. 说完又冲李和眨了眨眼睛。 Left the hotel, Li He must deliver Yan red to go back. 出了饭店,李和要送闫红回去。 Yan Hongdao, I wants to take a walk. You drive to walk first.” 闫红道,“我想散散步。你自己开车先走吧。” The street light is not really bright, Li He walks to her night did not feel relieved, I deliver you to be quite good.” 路灯不甚明亮,李和对她一个人走夜里不放心,“我还是送你比较好。” You have a look at now several points, on the road also many people, has something to be worried.” “你看看现在才几点,路上还有不少人呢,有什么可担心的。”
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