M1979 :: Volume #3

#15: Striving constantly for self-improvement

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Time of going home, Li He has cleared off inside around relates, does not have Xu Jiamin's words, he does not have to be so easy. 回到家的时候,李和算是理清了里面的前后关系,没有徐嘉敏的话,他是没有这么容易出来的。 Li He felt that worried, enters dark room itself anything not to be aggrieved, but comes out over by a woman, quite the feeling does not have the face, lost to the grandmother family/home disgraced. 李和感到一阵气闷,进黑屋子本身没啥憋屈的,但是靠一个女人出来出头,颇感没面子,丢人丢到姥姥家了。 Self-ridicules was too simple, was used to it easily and comfortably, thought all matters that or thinks was too pure. 自嘲还是想的太简单了,安逸习惯了,把所有的事情想的太单纯了。 His previous life first 30 years for academic also good, to survive also well, hides in the ivory tower, the second half lifetime also little has any setback, whoever to him several points of face, nobody specially awkward difficult, live simple transparent. 他的上辈子的前30年是为了学术也好,为了生存也好,都是躲在象牙塔里,后半辈子也很少有什么挫折,逢人都会给他几分面子,没人会特意为难难,活的简单透明。 Under he can console oneself now, everything has the dual character to look how to distinguish, the calamity, the luck relies on, the luck, the calamity bends down. 他现在可以自我安慰下,凡事都有两面性就看如何去分辨,祸兮,福之所倚,福兮,祸之所伏。 Some times can also console oneself, the destiny this so why demand, so long as joyful good daily all the matters of worrying will have vanished into thin air. 有时侯也可以自我安慰一下,命运本如此何必去强求,只要快乐过好每一天一切烦心的事就会烟消云散。 However passes through such a bewildered night, he perceives oneself incompetent, as long as a little social relations, he is insufficient to close night of not social relations in inside, is a wealthy man is a very naive idea, presents such absurd matter again, he at least is capable of having to relate to melt. 但是经过这么个莫名其妙的一夜,他才觉察到自己的无能,但凡有点社会关系,他不至于在里面关着一夜没有一点社会关系,做个富家翁是个很幼稚的想法,再出现这么荒唐的事情,他起码有能力有关系去化解。 He once also had the consciousness locates to relate with the schoolmate, subconscious is thinking others look, now thinks a little not to be reasonable, his schoolmate ten years of high-rank, he do not wait for ten years? 他曾经也有意识的跟同学处好关系,潜意识的想着人家关照,现在想想还是有点不靠谱,难道他的同学十年不上位,他还要等十年吗？ The comfortable day is to make, he must struggle, otherwise rich is uncertain crosses enjoyably. 舒舒服服的日子是挣来的,他必须要去争了,否则有钱都不一定不一定过得舒心。 The people in the solution warm and sufficient condition, after can go on living, starts to pursue the dignity, such illusory thing. 人在解决温饱,能活下去之后,就开始追求尊严,这么虚无缥缈的东西了。 Stands all of a sudden from the chair, takes the writing brush, writes to write down, „day line is healthy, the gentleman to strive constantly for self-improvement. Topography Kun, the gentleman carries thing by thick virtue”. 从椅子上一下子站起来,拿起毛笔,挥笔写下,“天行健,君子以自强不息。地势坤,君子以厚德载物”。 „Road endless its long and far I will seek up and down”. “路漫漫其修远兮吾将上下而求索”。 Finished, his slowly had a carefree vigor at heart. 写完,他的心里才慢慢有股畅快劲。 Did not have the sense of direction like original quite the same as, after all a heavy labor this matter no one has experienced. 浑然不像原来一样没有了方向感,毕竟重活一次这种事谁都没经验。 Came, naturally under must toss about. 来都来了,当然要折腾下。 what Fang says with a smile, „are you angry, front door well does not walk, must climb a wall, Xu Jiamin, you may not come back really”. 何芳笑着道,“你生什么气,好好的大门不走,非要爬墙,要不是徐嘉敏,你可真回不来”。 Loves to talk about somebody's most vulnerable points, the Li He angry say/way, „was good, I sleep, at noon does not need to shout that I eat meal”. 哪壶不开提哪壶,李和气恼道,“行了,我睡一觉,中午不用喊我吃饭”。 what Fang the leisurely say/way, „you want to be many, I had not planned that gives you to cook at noon”. 何芳悠哉悠哉道,“你想多了,我就没打算给你中午烧饭”。 Said that turned around to go to the well to do laundry. 说完转身就去井边洗衣服去了。 Returned to the bedroom, Li He just to lie down, agitated crawled, with beginning a stroke delimited to rule out on the paper, the core was revolves a character, money. 回到卧室,李和刚躺下,又烦躁的爬起来,拿起笔在纸上划来划去,核心都是围绕一个字,钱。 This money can only be dollar, the Swiss franc, the pound, wants that many Renminbi to do, at least now does not have the place to be colored. 这个钱只能是美金,瑞郎,英镑,要那么多人民币干嘛,起码现在没地方花。 Also in „finance” and „ high tech „, on two characters numerous drawing a circle, this was brings in money without doubt the quickest two professions, but confidentiality strongest was the finance, before self-preservation ability, all high tech in front of the world capital market were a joke, about could not escape sells the destiny of patent or annexation, because of you not with the Bill Gates same parents. 又在“金融”和“高科技“,两个字上面重重的画了圈,这无疑是来钱最快的两个行业了,但是隐蔽性最强的就是金融了,没有自保能力之前,所有的高科技在世界资本市场面前就是个笑话,左右逃不过卖专利或者兼并的命运,因为你没有跟比尔盖茨一样的爹妈。 Thought for quite a while, Li He did not have the clue, in the major event except for memory, some detail of other years could not record, he thought it was necessary a Shenzhen. 想了半天,李和还是一无头绪,除了记忆中的重大事件,其他年份的一些细节方面根本记不起来了,他觉得有必要去趟深圳了。 Is quite easy to obtain the immediate periodical newspaper that came from Hong Kong in Shenzhen, he hopes that through the fragmentary information, awakens certain memories in brain. 在深圳比较容易得到一些从香港过来的即时的期刊报纸,他希望通过零碎的信息,唤醒大脑中的某些记忆。 However was a little truly sleepy, lay on the bed directly falls asleep. 不过确实有点困了,直接躺在床上睡着了。 Waits for Li He to awake, opens both eyes, dizzy murky, turned the head to have a look the date shadow to the courtyard, summer Sun was sinisterness as always, should approach quickly noon. 等李和睡醒,睁开双眼,头昏昏沉沉的,到院子里转头看看日影,夏季的太阳还是一如既往的毒辣,应该快接近晌午了吧。 Li He washed the face, finally sobered a point, and drew the slipper to go to the main room. 李和洗了把脸,终于清醒了一点,及拉着拖鞋去了堂屋。 In the main room, what Fang sits on the threshold, eats the tomato, with writing books looked again, raised the head to look at Li He one, then continued to read own book. 堂屋里,何芳坐在门槛上,一手啃西红柿,一手拿着书再看,抬头瞄了李和一眼,然后继续看自己的书。 Li He lifts the bamboo cover on main room table, inside has two dishes, a potato thread, red-roasted pork, the side basin is also buckling rice. 李和掀开堂屋桌子上的竹罩,里面有两盘菜,一盘土豆丝,一盘红烧肉,旁边还有一盆扣着的米饭。 Li He has pounded with the ladle, discovers very hardly, must put and fill in the bowl the rice, has soaked with the boiling water, sat on the table directly eats. 李和用勺子捣了一下,发现很硬,只得把米饭盛进碗里,用开水泡了一下,直接就坐在桌子上吃了。 what Fang had a scare, hurries to abandon book, comes to say, „you will go to the pot hot one dead, this was cool”. 何芳吓了一跳,慌忙扔下书,进来道,“你去锅里热一下会死啊,这都凉了”。 Then rashly, carried to go to the kitchen two dishes directly. 然后不由分说,又把两盘菜端起来直接去了厨房。 Li He must rest the chopsticks, when what Fangre the good vegetable/dish to come back, but also sighed, oneself this sluggish temper really has not been saved, the brave words that in the morning established, restored the original design immediately, must remind itself, took your time. 李和只得把筷子歇下了,等何芳热好菜回来,不过又叹了口气,自己这懒散的性子真是没得救了,早上立下的豪言壮语,立刻又恢复了原样,只得提醒自己,慢慢来吧。 When what Fang the vegetable/dish end comes up, he has dug up three bowls of food. 等何芳的菜端上来,他足足扒了三碗饭。 what Fang reminded, „ you won't have eaten sooner or later?'. 何芳提醒道,“你早晚也没吃吧？'。 „Has forgotten, in the morning is not a little angry”, Li He said that and continues saying that „I want to go to a Shenzhen to have a look, it is estimated that on these days, will wait to buy the train ticket, when looked”. “忘了,早上不是有点恼嘛”,李和说完又继续道,“我想去趟深圳看看,估计就这几天吧,等会去买火车票,看什么时间”。 „Goes to Shenzhen to do, immediately must go to the unit to register”. “去深圳干嘛,马上就要去单位报到了”。 „To to the unit registration early, must also do a matter, cannot so be again idle. Did not wait for us to make good use of one's time” Li He to say talking during sleep that only then can understand. “离到单位报到还早着呢,总要干点事情,不能再这么闲着了。时不我待只争朝夕”李和说着只有自己能懂的呓语。 „Goes, I support you, the man must have a look, did not say reads the books, at least wants line of ten thousand li (0.5 km) roads”, before what Fang father, is a cultural worker, when she is young, will talk over these. “去吧,我支持你,男人总要多出去看看,不说读万卷书,起码要行万里路”,何芳的父亲以前也是个文化人,在她小的时候,也会念叨这些。 Li He finished eating the food to look for the thin monkey directly, in shop empty, any goods did not have, two make small girl of sales clerk all day idle being in a daze. 李和吃完饭直接去找了瘦猴,店里空荡荡的,什么货都没有了,两个做售货员的小姑娘整天闲的发呆。 The thin monkey said, „has any matter, makes Serena that child shout me directly, I, the day so was that's the end hot in the past”. 瘦猴说,“有啥事,直接让小威那孩子来喊我,我过去就是了,天这么热”。 „All right, I went to a Shenzhen for these days, family's matter you look, remembers any matter endure to me, was wronged is also suppressing to me, when I come back”, immediately is the crest of wave crest, Li He may not get lets their limelight. “没什么事,我这几天去趟深圳,家里的事情你照看好,记住什么事都给我忍着,受了委屈也给我憋着,等我回来”,马上就是风头浪尖,李和可不得让他们注意点。 „Or I accompany you to go, I a little think that the bright elder brothers and two young tigers they”, the thin monkey also indistinctly want to go out actually at heart see the world. “那要不我陪你去,我都有点想明哥和二彪他们了”,瘦猴其实心里也隐约想出门见见世面。 „I came back, every day that many matters, where you walk quickly”, the thin monkey needs to stare at the goods that per week the railway trucks are delivering, Li He does not find out any accident/surprise. “等我回来,现在每天那么多事,你哪里走得快”,瘦猴需要盯着每周火车皮送过来的货,李和可不想出什么意外。 The thin monkey thinks, he truly cannot leave, but offered an opinion, „I make even Songhe accompany you to go, this boy is also smart, I make cultivate also with you together, on the road has to take care of”. 瘦猴想了想,他确实是离不开的,不过还是提了个意见,“我让平松和陪你去吧,这小子也机灵,还有我让罗培也跟你一起,路上都有个照应”。 Li He had not opposed, to even Songdao, „you goes to the train station to buy a ticket, is the recent several days, no matter the dawn morning, the quicker the better. Buys the ticket, telegram informs the coach number to Su Mingfa, lets his Guangzhou Reception depot”. 李和也没反对,就对平松道,“你去火车站买票,就是最近几天的,不管天明早晚,越快越好。买好票,给苏明发电报告知车次,让他广州接站”。 „Yeah, I go now”, even Song rode the bicycle to go out without hesitation immediately, big brother’s big brother’s big brother requested to handle matters, hits slowly to court death. “哎,我现在就去”,平松毫不犹豫立马就骑了自行车出门,大哥的大哥的大哥要求办事,打个迟钝就是找死了。 Li He went home to tidy up several clothes, has made several confession with Old Man Li. 李和回家收拾了几件衣服,又跟李老头做了几句交代。 Old Man Li the dinner little comes back now, nearby went to the restaurant in Shoushan, daily eats at a restaurant, the day passes natural moistens, „why should why go, does not need to manage me”. 李老头现在晚饭很少回来,就近就去了寿山的饭馆,天天下馆子,日子过得潇洒滋润,“该干嘛干嘛去,不用管我”。 ( To be continued.) (未完待续。)
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