Cui Jinqi returned to the clan. 崔锦绮回到了族里。 The matter that because Emperor passed away suddenly, the Jinkang City stock market falls seriously, entire Qinghe Cui Clan the connecting shaft is revolving all night, her father Cui Taichong was one has not rested, patronizes various teleconferences to call the director. 因为皇帝突然驾崩的事情,建康城的证券市场严重下挫,整个清河崔氏都在通宵连轴运转,她的父亲崔泰冲也是一宿没睡,光顾着各种电话会议召集董事了。 „What's wrong, clever child?” Saw Cui Jinqi expression normal going home, Cui Taichong then to shout the sound is not good at heart secretly, because the youngest daughter was the personality of ancient spirit demon , is always usually grinning, when showed this proper expression? “怎么了,乖囡？”看见崔锦绮表情正常的归家,崔泰冲便在心里暗叫了声不好,因为小女儿一直是古灵精怪的性格,平时也总是笑嘻嘻的,什么时候露出这种正经的表情了？ „What how, father?” Cui Jinqi asked strangely. “什么怎么了,爸？”崔锦绮奇怪问道。 Cui Taichong the language chokes for a while. 崔泰冲一时语噎。 He always did not say „you is not usually proper, at this time proper appeared is not very suddenly normal”, therefore then laughed, took up the teacup to drink water to conceal awkwardly: 他总不好说“你平时都不怎么正经,此时突然正经了显得很不正常”,因此便打了个哈哈,拿起茶杯喝水掩饰尴尬: „It‘s nothing, I think that you had the words to say.” “没什么,我以为你有话要说。” „Some of my truly words must say, father.” Young Lady Cui arrives at his front, sincere said, „I want to help process Clan Business.” “我确实有话要说,爸。”崔小娘走到他的面前,正色说道,“我想帮忙处理族务。” Pū! Cui Taichong just the drinking tea water, have heard what was said choked in the throat immediately, after the blowout, cough coughs intensely. 噗！崔泰冲刚喝了口茶水,闻言顿时呛到了喉咙里,喷出后激烈地咳嗽起来。 „Clan Business? Why can process Clan Business?” He attended to about other. “族务？为什么要处理族务？”他顾左右而言其他。 Regarding this youngest daughter, Cui Taichong naturally is the attitude that pities to be fond. 对于这个小女儿,崔泰冲当然是怜悯疼惜的态度。 Not to mention Cui Jinqi from the birth, was treated as the beloved daughter love by the family member. In the past that matter, no one has thought that will create so huge trauma to her. 且不说崔锦绮自出生起,就被家里人当做掌上明珠般宠爱。当年那件事,谁也没有想到会对她造成如此巨大的心理阴影。 In the medicine this is „the artificial barrier”, referring to the patient clearly knows that lies is the incorrect behavior, should still suppress has the lying tendency freely. 医学上这叫“做作型障碍”,指患者明知道撒谎是不对的行为,仍然会抑制不住地产生撒谎倾向。 ( Details obviously this book „work is related”) (详情可见本书的“作品相关”) In other words, more lets the matter that Cui Jinqi does not want to reply, she more meets the instinct to favor lying, as the tru number of times increases, this lying tendency is getting more and more intense, is unable to contain till her lies. 也就是说,越是让崔锦绮不想回答的事情,她就越会本能地倾向于撒谎,而且随着说实话次数增多,这种撒谎倾向越来越强烈,直到她无法遏制地撒谎为止。 This is a mental illness, moreover in Aristocratic Family of financial industry, is a very bad mental illness. After all the credit is the financial cornerstone, but miss who always lies, not only has no way the investment customer's trust, has no way in the financial work place that in the high cooperation requests processes the team work. 这是一种精神疾病,而且在金融行业的世家里,是一种非常恶劣的精神疾病。毕竟信用是金融的基石,而一个总是撒谎的姑娘,不仅没法得到出资客户的信任,也没法在高协作要求的金融职场里处理好团队工作。 Therefore Cui Jinqi wants to help process Clan Business, that is absolutely impossible. Cui Taichong even thought that this was the youngest daughter suffered a relapse, hits „is processing Clan Business” the name to lie, in fact wants to slip out to look for that Taiyuan Wang Clan Young Lady to play. 所以崔锦绮想要帮忙处理族务,那是绝对不可能的。崔泰冲甚至觉得这是小女儿又犯病了,打着“处理族务”的名义撒谎,实际上想溜出去找那个太原王氏的大小姐玩。 Therefore he then said with a smile: 于是他便笑着说道: „Un, weren't you have played outside recently? Doesn't matter, had not said that wants you to treat at home......” “嗯,你最近不是一直在外面玩吗？没关系,没有说非要你待在家里……” Cui Jinqi is very speechless, but she also has a psychology to prepare, said with a smile: 崔锦绮便很是无语,不过她对此也早已有所心理准备,笑着说道: „Father, my sickness should already be good.” “爸,我的病应该已经好了。” „Un un, the father has not blamed you, the initial matter was the parents has not completed.” Cui Taichong comforts her patiently. “嗯嗯,爸爸没有怪你,当初的事情是爸爸妈妈没有做好。”崔泰冲耐心地安抚她。 Cui Jinqi: .................. 崔锦绮:……………… „Father, I wants to find the psychiatrist, how looked at my present condition.” She said earnestly. “爸,我想找个心理医生,看下我现在的病情怎么样了。”她认真说道。 "Oh, good. ” Cui Taichong thinks is also, this month has not truly gone see a doctor. “哦,好的。”崔泰冲心想也是,这个月确实也没看过医生。 If the best flesh wound doctor serves for Longxi Li Clan, then the best psychiatrist, basically and Qinghe Cui Clan has the business contact, after all the work place pressure of financial industry was really big. 如果说最好的外伤医生为陇西李氏服务,那么最好的心理医生,基本都和清河崔氏有业务往来,毕竟金融业的职场压力实在是太大了。 The quick psychiatrist then arrives in Cui Taichong home, starts to give Cui Jinqi to conduct the psychology to examine. 很快心理医生便来到崔泰冲的家中,开始给崔锦绮进行心理诊察。 „Jinqi, following also asked you to answer me some issues.” She puts out the case collection from the package, starts to glance through carefully. “锦绮,接下来还请你回答我一些问题。”她从包裹里拿出病例集,开始仔细地翻阅起来。 In the case collection recorded lots of private information about Cui Jinqi, by issue- the set form of answer presents. 病例集里记载了关于崔锦绮的大量私人信息,以问题-答案的集合形式所呈现。 As issue gradually proposed, Cui Jinqi becomes will also favor more and more lying, but the psychiatrist can also through the evolution performance of Cui Jinqi, judge that at this time her mental state is deteriorates or is improved. 随着问题的逐渐提出,崔锦绮也会变得越来越倾向于撒谎,而心理医生也可以通过崔锦绮的渐进表现,去判断此时她的精神状况是恶化还是好转。 „Was reproven by the father for the first time?” The psychiatrist asked. “第一次被父亲训斥？”心理医生问道。 Because each month must be asked redundant issue, the reply of Cui Jinqi is also very smooth: 由于每个月都要被问重复的问题,崔锦绮的回答也很流畅: „Played the candle to burn down his commercial information.” “玩蜡烛烧毁了他的商业资料。” „To the most excessive matter that the Elder Brother does handle?” “对哥哥做的最过分的事情？” „Uses the hit/prick hole hole toward his tool on.” “往他的作案工具上用针扎洞洞。” „What kind of person feeling mother is?” “觉得母亲是怎样的人？” „Emotional quotient very high, can handle in good order the matter, but sometimes controls to be too strong.” “情商很高,能把事情处理得井井有条,但有时候掌控欲太强。” .................. ……………… Crossed for about 20 minutes, the psychiatrist held the eyeglasses picture frame by the finger, revealed quite the surprise table light sentiment. 过了大约二十分钟,心理医生以手指托眼镜镜框,露出了颇为诧异的表轻情。 Responds completely. 全部答对。 Is completely consistent with the answer. 和答案完全一致。 In other words, in view of each issue, Cui Jinqi speaks the truth. 也就是说,针对每一个问题,崔锦绮都说了实话。 Looks at the image formation record of brain wave again, draws to examine with the mouse the picture repeatedly, her have no choice but to acknowledged an unthinkable matter finally. 再看脑电波的成像记录,将图片用鼠标拉出来翻来覆去地查看,她终于不得不承认一个匪夷所思的事情。 Although does not know that what's the matter, had no sign of improvement obviously last month, but inspects today again actually discovered...... 虽然不知道是怎么回事,明明上个月还没有任何改善的迹象,但今天再次检查却发现…… ...... Her lying sickness, ok? ……她的撒谎病,好了？ „Really?!” Was informed this matter's Cui Taichong by the psychiatrist, immediately stands up ecstatically. “真的？！”被心理医生告知此事的崔泰冲,立刻欣喜若狂地站起身来。 „Currently speaking, already could not find the response unusual infection region.” The psychiatrist said with a smile, „in order to insurance we observe again for several days.” “目前来看,已经找不到反应异常的病灶区域。”心理医生笑着说道,“保险起见我们还是再观察几天。” „That is must observe for several days.” Cui Taichong is too busy to nod to comply, „ensure my daughter is all right.” “那是要观察几天。”崔泰冲忙不迭地点头答应下来,“确保我女儿没事。” The youngest daughter who in the family/home always loves, actually has the bad illness that have no choice but to lied, the wind in upper class comments is bad, was looked down upon, is this he worry as father? Now many years of long-cherished wish must recompense, Cui Taichong even has impulsion that the temple that wants to go to Purple Mountain also hopes. 家里一向疼爱的小女儿,却得了不得不撒谎的恶病,以致于在外界士族里的风评都非常差,被人瞧不起,这何尝不是他身为父亲的心病？如今多年夙愿得偿,崔泰冲甚至有想去紫金山的寺庙还愿的冲动了。 „Jinqi!” He cannot bear the tears, grasps to say the daughter, „these years you were wronged!” “锦绮！”他忍不住老泪纵横,将女儿抱住说道,“这些年你受委屈了！” „I was all right, father.” Cui Jinqi slightly somewhat is also sad, but quick the strengthened mood replaces, „following, I have wanted the life of oneself choice.” “我没事了,爸。”崔锦绮也稍稍有些感伤,但很快又被坚定的情绪所取代,“接下来,我想要过自己选择的人生。” „Father ensure you have met on the life of oneself choice.” Cui Taichong already is grateful at this time, let alone makes her process Clan Business, wishes one could to buy to give to her the whole world. “爸爸保证,你一定会过上自己选择的人生。”崔泰冲此时已经感激涕零,别说让她处理族务,恨不得将整个世界都买下来送给她。 „Un.” Cui Jinqi had not said that before the thoughts actually returned suddenly, remembers words that Xing Yuanzhi spoke. “嗯。”崔锦绮没有多说,心思却突然回到了之前,想起了邢沅芷所说的话语。 Do you also like him? 你也喜欢他吗？ In the short six characters, as if there is huge weight, heavily light/only thinks of this issue to her, even is hard to continue to breathe. 短短的六个字里,却仿佛带有巨大的重量,沉重到她光是想到这个问题,甚至都难以继续呼吸下去。 The instinct of self-preservation, is urging her to reply immediately „does not like”, because this can let her pressure decrease. At first meet such that Wang Wanrou said that lie tool for gambling, but she dreads gambling between human communications, therefore rather stack much rumors seal up the innermost feelings, no longer opens wide to anybody, thus avoids receiving any injury. 自保的本能,在驱使她立刻回答“不喜欢”,因为这样可以让她的压力减退。正如最初相遇时王婉柔所说的那样,谎言是用于博弈的工具,而她畏惧人际交往之间的博弈,所以宁可堆砌大量的谎言来封闭内心,不再对外界的任何人敞开,从而避免受到任何伤害。 But...... 可是…… Cui Jinqi is clearer, so long as she chooses to lie to deny at this time, she on invisible admitted defeat with competition of Xing Yuanzhi. The imposing manner, determination and will...... will elapse with her denial with the wind. 崔锦绮却更加明白,只要她此时选择撒谎否认,她在和邢沅芷的争夺中就无形认输了。气势、决心、意志……都会随着她的否认而随风逝去。 After all if you acknowledged that the sentiment does not have the courage, what discussed to convince oneself this sentiment really to exist? 毕竟如果你连承认感情都没有勇气,又何谈去说服自己这段感情真的存在呢？ Therefore, compared with accumulating over a long period of time, deep-rooted „lies avoids bringing harm” the subconscious, another bigger fear covered her. That is the type will soon lose anything the terrified, tells her, if chooses to flinch here. 因此,比起日积月累、根深蒂固的“撒谎避免带来伤害”的潜意识,另一种更大的恐惧笼罩了她。那是种即将失去什么东西的惶恐,告诉她如果在这里选择退缩。 She will certainly regret. 她一定会后悔。 Therefore, although the instinct custom was still trying to interfere with her thought that the brain in skull even starts to pain, she does not know how long long time spent, finally overcame intensely lies impulsive, said her truly the content that wants to express: 因此,尽管本能习惯仍然在试图干涉她的思想,以致于颅骨内的大脑甚至开始隐隐作痛,她还是不知花费了多久的漫长时间,终于克服了强烈的撒谎冲动,说出了她真正所想要表达的内容: „Yes.” “是的。” The holding down temples, she felt wear a look of painfully some fetter seemed to be shatter in her soul body protection outer covering. 面带痛苦地按住太阳穴,她感觉某种束缚在她灵魂身上的保护性外壳似乎破碎了。 She once protected oneself with the thick lie outer covering, but bravely steps forward to keep off until somebody around his body, her already did not need this outer covering. 她曾用厚厚的谎言外壳来保护自己,但直到某人挺身而出挡在他身前后,她已经不需要这层外壳了。 Then she turns the head, pale but looks at Xing Yuanzhi tranquilly: 然后她转过头来,脸色苍白而平静地看着邢沅芷: „I also like him.” “我也喜欢他。”