Takes possessionin the miss, takes possessionindividualbodyindream, Cheng Jinyangas a seniordreamlandtraveler/ascetic, canfeelclearlylingers the main keyinentiredreamland, is the girlsstrongestmood.
无论是附身在姑娘本身,还是附身在梦里的个体身上,程晋阳作为一个资深的梦境行者,都能清晰地感觉到萦绕在整个梦境里的基调,也就是姑娘们本身最强烈的情绪。Regardingpast events that inoneselfmemoryfinds it unbearable to recall, Xing Yuanzhiis„detesting”, Wang Wanrouis„being unwilling”, Chu Qingqingis„fear”, Yang Wangshuis„desperate”, butCui Jinqiis„regret”.
对于自己记忆里不堪回首的往事,邢沅芷是“憎厌”,王婉柔是“不甘”,褚青青是“恐惧”,杨望舒是“绝望”,而崔锦绮则是“懊悔”。EvenifCheng Jinyanghas not taken possessionherbody, heis unable to understandwhyYoung Lady Cuibecomesaroundacts like a different person: In fact, Cui Jinqilifebefore is happy, has almost not encounteredany, even ifslightestsetback.
甚至如果程晋阳没有附身到她身上,他都无法理解崔小娘为什么会变得前后判若两人:事实上,崔锦绮在此以前的生活非常幸福,几乎没有遭遇到任何哪怕最轻微的挫折。AsFive Clans Daughter, herchildhoodhas no„commodityis deficient” the concept. Regardless ofgood foodortoy, regardless of the priceis expensive, to herdemands everything.
作为五姓女,她的童年没有任何“物资匮乏”的概念。无论美食还是玩具,无论价格多么昂贵,对她而言都是予取予求。AlthoughfatherCui Taichongis old-fashioned, butpracticing moderationis straight, evenwhen the education through criticismshe, stillneverinsultedoruses the coldviolence;MotherLu Clanisgentlevirtuous, the children who becomes famouslikeher, Cui Jinqieventreats asownlifeidol mother- is also so-called„after Igrow up, mustbecomemothersuchperson”.
父亲崔泰冲虽然性格古板,但自持端正,即便是在批评教育她的时候,也从未辱骂或使用冷暴力;母亲卢氏更是出了名的温婉贤良,孩子们都非常喜欢她,崔锦绮甚至将母亲当做自己的人生偶像-也就是所谓的“我长大后要成为母亲这样的人”。Thereforeregardless of the materialorspirituallylooked,Cui Jinqilivesin nearly perfectworld. Thisalsotrainedherinnocentpurecharacter.
因此无论物质还是精神上看,崔锦绮都生活在一个近乎完美的世界里。这也培养出了她天真烂漫的纯真性格。Shethinks that the parentsfortheworld that shebuilds, is the entirety of outsidereal world.
她以为父母为她搭建的这个世界,就是外面真实世界的全部。Therefore, whenYoung Lady Cuitouches a realdarknesscorner/horn for the first time, herworld outlookthenimmediatelycrashes. Shedid not understand why the parentswill make the socruelmatter, whylikedoes not understandunder the rayto have the shadow, thenthrew into the insignificant problem.
因此,当崔小娘第一次触及到外界真实的黑暗一角时,她的世界观便立刻崩塌了。她不理解父母为什么会做出如此残忍的事,就像不明白为什么光芒之下会有阴影,紧接着便一头扎进了牛角尖。Shefellin the train of thought of oneselfchaoticcultivation deviation.
她陷在自己混乱的走火入魔的思绪里了。„Entireonemonth.” The Cui Taichongheavyheartedsay/way, „did not speakwith the family member, did not leave the room, onepersontreatedin the roomis in a daze, no oneknows that sheis thinkinganything.”
“整整一个月了。”崔泰冲忧心忡忡道,“不和家人说话,也不离开房间,就一个人待在房间里发呆,谁也不知道她心里在想什么。”„Oh, ismymistake.”MotherLu Clanthenwipes one's tearsby, „Ishould notto handlethismatter, feared that wassees the sceneto scareJinqi...... sheis very goodchild, wastoo the heartis friendly, did not know that outsidehadmanyplots and dangers.”
“唉,都是我的错。”母亲卢氏便以帕拭泪,“我不该让人去处理这事的,怕是看到现场吓坏锦绮了……她是很善良的孩子,就是太心善,不晓得外面有多少阴谋和危险。”„Ifshecanforgiveme, even ifIkneel downtoherstillwillingly. Butshenowonconcealsinroomnot making a sound, is not willingto communicatewithme, what to dothis waycan?”
“要是她能原谅我,我就算给她下跪也心甘。可是她如今就藏在房间里不声不响,也不愿意和我沟通,这样下去可怎么办啊?”„Twonotanxious.”Wang Maohongthenwarmword said that „, andmakesWanrouask. SheandJinqiare the contemporaries, the characterquitelook like, wantsto come to have the possibility of exchange.”
“两位莫急。”王茂弘便温言说道,“且让婉柔去问一问。她和锦绮是同龄人,性格又颇肖似,想来应有交流沟通的可能。”„Also can only like this.” One side Cui Taichongsighed, drawsmadameLu Clanto letarrive, gazed after12-year-oldWang Wanrouto enter the room.
“也只能这样了。”崔泰冲叹了口气,拉着夫人卢氏让到一边,目送着12岁的王婉柔进入房间。SeesyoungYoung Lady Wangagain, Cheng Jinyangfirstbravesat heart, isshetomirror„hehehahaha”laughing wildlyexpression.
再次看到年纪尚小的王大小姐,程晋阳心里最先冒出来的,就是她对着镜子“呵呵呵哈哈哈”的狂笑表情。Howeverthis timeWang Wanrou, butis hanging the gracefulmodestperfectsmile, after coming, convenientclosed the roomdoor.
然而此时的王婉柔,只是挂着优雅温和的完美微笑,进来后顺手将房间门关上了。„Heard that you are a little troublesome?”
“听说你有点麻烦?”Cui Jinqiis holding the both legsto siton the bed, have heard what was saidthenraised the headto come to seeheroneeyes.崔锦绮正抱着双腿坐在床上,闻言便抬起头来看了她一眼。
The visionthenfallsonherhairstyle, looks atYoung Lady Cuisomewhatto be distractedslightly.
目光便落在她的发型上面,看得崔小娘微微有些走神。„Might as welltellme.” The Wang Wanrousmilesaid.
“不如跟我说说吧。”王婉柔微笑说道。„Youunderstand that whatis‚deceit’?”Is the hairstylehas an effectprobably, Cui Jinqisaidlowly, likespeaking haltingly.
“你明白什么是‘欺骗’么?”大概是发型起了作用,崔锦绮低低说道,如同嗫嚅。„.”Wang Wanrouraises the eyebrow, „guides the thought of opposite partywith the wordstechnique, even ifcontradictswith the reality,”
“呃。”王婉柔扬起眉毛,“用话术来引导对方的思维,哪怕和现实相悖,”„Why will worldhave the deceit?”Cui Jinqisaidsadly, the tearscould not bearfall.
“为什么世间会有欺骗呢?”崔锦绮难过说道,眼泪又忍不住掉下来了。Shechosespoke the truthto mother, but mother was sayingobviously„understoodher”, actuallycarriedherto go to„stamping out the source of trouble”, clarifying the formerdodgesherliethat's allradically.
她选择了对母亲说实话,但母亲明明说着“理解她”,却又背着她让人去“斩草除根”,摆明了前者根本就是搪塞她的谎言而已。„Becausehasgambling.”Wang Wanrousaid.
“因为存在博弈。”王婉柔说。Cui Jinqi:?崔锦绮:?Sheis puzzled crooked the head, waits foropposite party'sexplanation.
她不解地歪着脑袋,等待对方的解释。„Togainvictory of gambling, thereforeneedsto utilize the deceit, makes not coordinateddifference of information.”Sees the opposite partynot to understand, someyoungYoung Lady Wangtheninterest is wanings, did not explainpatientlysaid,„deceitwas not the result, butwas usedto achieve the method of result. Thereforeyourissuehas no value, goal that anymethodtoolhas, merelyisbecauseitis easy-to-useenough.”
“为了取得博弈的胜利,所以才需要运用欺骗,来制造不对等的信息差。”见对方没听懂,年轻的王大小姐便有些意兴阑珊,不耐烦地解释说道,“欺骗不是结果,只是用来达到结果的手段。所以你的问题没什么价值,任何手段工具存在的目的,都仅仅是因为它足够好用。”Cui Jinqiis silent.崔锦绮沉默下来。Sheunderstoodprobably, thenshedstearsto complain tearfully saying:
她大概听懂了,便流着眼泪哭诉说道:„Youwere ridiculingIam silly. BecauseIdo not understand the deceit, thereforeall theseareIhave only self to blame.”
“你是在嘲笑我傻。因为我不懂得欺骗,所以这一切都是我咎由自取。”SomeWang Wanrouthenslightlyaccidents/surprises( thisfellowunderstoodunexpectedly), the corners of the mouthdo not bring back the curve that is easyto detectgently, said with a smilegently:王婉柔便稍稍有些意外(这家伙居然听懂了),嘴角轻轻勾起不易察觉的弧度,温婉笑道:„Imaynot haveto say. However, as ifyouralready did oneselffind the answer?”
“我可没这么说。不过,似乎你已经自己找到了答案?”„I......”Cui Jinqiopen mouth, then makes an effortto bite the lower lip.
“我……”崔锦绮张了张嘴,然后便用力地咬住下唇。Shefinallyfrompuzzlingsheonemonth of insignificant problemdrilled, was being pulledbyirresponsibleWang Wanrouconveniently, enteredanotherbiggerimpasse:
她终于从困扰她一个多月的牛角尖里钻了出来,转而被不负责任的王婉柔随手牵着,进入了另一个更大的死胡同:„Iwill not make mistakesagain.”
“我不会再犯错了。”Wang Wanrou:?王婉柔:?„I can also.”Cui Jinqias ifoverstated, mutteredrepeatedlysaid,probablyis giving the oneselfbrainwashing, „Iwill not violateagainsamewas wrong.”
“我也会的。”崔锦绮仿佛走火入魔般,反反复复地喃喃说道,像是在给自己洗脑,“我不会再犯同样的错了。”„.”Wang Wanroufelt that thismiss is a little not as if right.
“呃。”王婉柔感觉这姑娘似乎有点不对劲。Howeveractuallyshedoes not care about the opposite partyhowto think that thereforesaidwith a smile:
然而她并不在乎对方究竟是如何想的,因此只是笑着说道:„That, sinceyouralreadythought through, myassignmentalsocompleted.”
“那么,既然你已经想通了,我的任务也完成了。”„assignment?”Cui Jinqiunderstandsimmediately, the opposite partybyher parents'request, cameto tryto guideherto walkfrom the difficult position.
“任务吗?”崔锦绮立刻明白过来,对方是受了她父母的委托,前来试图引导她从困境里走出来的。Butshefinallyfound„”correctlyoutlet.
而她终于找到了“正确的”出路。„Yes, thank you.”Shemakes an effortto wipe the tears, reveals a camouflage the smile, being grateful.
“是的,谢谢你。”她用力抹去眼泪,露出一个伪装的、感激涕零的笑容来。..................
………………Cheng Jinyangwakes upfrom the bed.程晋阳从床上醒来。Detected that at this time the oneselfleft handholdsone, the right handis huggingone, as ifraised the pet owners of twobigkitties.
才发觉此时自己正左手抱着一个,右手搂着一个,仿佛养了两只大猫咪的饲主般。ThisWang Wanroualsoeven, reaching an agreementhugsmeto sleepMiss Qingqing? Howto wake upto turn intometo hugyou?
这王婉柔也就算了,说好的抱我睡觉呢青青姑娘?怎么醒来变成我抱你了?Screens outfromtwopeople the armcautiously, Cheng Jinyangthengoes to the bathroomto wash.
小心翼翼地将手臂从两人身下抽走,程晋阳便去卫生间里洗漱。Comes outagain, seesYoung Lady Wangyawnedto sitto set out, clothesneckbandis lax, revealshalffair and clearmildlysuch as the fragrantshoulder of ivory.
再次出来,就看见王大小姐打着哈欠坐起身来,衣服领口松松垮垮的,露出半边白皙温润如象牙的香肩。Notices the line of sight of Cheng Jinyang, shestraightens upneckbandat will, asks:
注意到程晋阳的视线,她将领口随意拉正,问道:„Last nighthadn't drawnus? Whosedream did youenter?”
“昨晚怎么没把我们拉进去?你又入谁的梦了?”„Cui Jinqi.”Cheng Jinyangrepliedsaid.
“崔锦绮。”程晋阳回答说道。OriginallyYoung Lady Cuithisproblem, the causeis the ghost who youpound! QingheCui Clanreallyshouldsendonetonbigmedaltoyou.
原来崔小娘这毛病,起因就是你捣的鬼啊!清河崔氏真应该给你发个一吨重的大奖章。"Oh. ” Wang Wanrounods, as ifnodetermination of misleading the youth, butbeckonslazy, „comes.”“哦。”王婉柔点了点头,似乎毫无任何误人子弟的自觉,只是慵懒地招了招手,“过来。”Cheng Jinyangarrives at the bedside, Young Lady Wangthenstandsfrom the bed, toucheshisheadexhaltedly.程晋阳走到床边,王大小姐便从床上站起来,居高临下地摸了摸他的头。„Originallywantsto studyin the dream, butyouhave not drawnme, thatfirstthis.”
“本来想在梦里研究的,但是你没把我拉进去,那就先这样吧。”„What did youmaketome?”Cheng Jinyangwondersto ask.
“你对我做了什么?”程晋阳纳闷问道。„Iduplicatedyourpresentstate of mind.”Wang Wanrousaidcalmly, „after going back, studiesslowly.”
“我把你现在的精神状态复制下来了。”王婉柔从容说道,“回去以后再慢慢研究。”Cheng Jinyangis startledslightly, thenthinks that TaiyuanWang ClanmustevacuateNanjingtoday, went toLin'anto seek asylum.程晋阳微微一怔,然后才想起来太原王氏今天就要撤离建康,前往临安去避难了。„Whenwalks?”
“什么时候走?”„Immediately.”
“马上。”„Ok, after Lin'an, remembers that callsme.”
“行,到临安以后,记得给我打电话。”„In TaiyuanWang ClanClan Grounddoes not make the belt/bringcell phoneenter, evenClan Groundsituated inLin'an is still the same.” The Wang Wanrouleisuresaid/tunnel, „felt relieved,will not have the matter.”
“太原王氏的族地不让带手机入内,即便是位于临安的族地也一样。”王婉柔慢条斯理地道,“放心,不会有事的。”„Just before leavingfirstsaidthiswordsareflag.”Cheng Jinyangsighed.
“临行前说这种话就是flag。”程晋阳叹了口气。„Fragg?”
“弗拉格?”„Is......”hethenremembers, thisworldas if no view of flag, „issimilarwordspiritonething, before for exampleonbattlefield, said that ‚fires offthisweaponryto return to one's old homemarriage’, thendiedin the warcannot go backforever.”
“就是……”他这才想起,这世界似乎没有flag的说法,“就是类似言灵一样的东西,比如上战场前说‘打完这仗就回老家结婚’,然后就在战争中死掉永远回不去了。”"Oh. ” The Wang Wanrouboredsaid/tunnel, „Iam not interestedin the knowledge of thesefeudal superstitions.”“哦。”王婉柔无聊地道,“我对这些封建迷信的知识不感兴趣。”„Ifirstwalked.”Cheng Jinyangsaid.
“那我先走了。”程晋阳说。„Inbattlefieldleaves the brainto be hotfor a while, towas excessive.”Himopens the door of bedroom, thenhearsYoung Lady Wangto saybehind,„don't forget, your timeput down a rebellionis for the politicalgoal, rather thanmilitaryorprivateactuation.”
“战场上别一时脑热,冲过头了。”他这边推开卧室的门,便听见王大小姐在身后说道,“别忘了,你这次平叛是出于政治上的目的,而不是军事或者私人的驱动。”„Un, naturally.”Cheng Jinyangrepliedsaid.
“嗯,当然。”程晋阳回答说道。Young Lady Wangsaidright. Out ofpolitical objective, so long asin other words„performancetoYu Zhongshulooked that”was good, butnotreally the stillrebellion( military purpose), orrescuesunclelineage/vein( personalgoal).王大小姐说的没错。出于政治目的,也就是说只要“表演给庾中书看”就好了,而并非真的得平定叛乱(军事目的),亦或是救援大伯一脉(私人目的)。Insituation that inJinkang Citycannotbe defended, does not needto sacrifice the familyto cometo be the Royal Courtdyingwar,
在建康城已不可守的情况下,没必要牺牲家族来为朝廷死战,„Youknow in hearton the line.”Wang Wanrousaid.
“你心里有数就行。”王婉柔说。
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