MSG :: Volume #9

#885: Revealing one's innermost feelings is hard to reject

Natasha must runs all over the place frequently with the person full world of avenger or day hammer bureau carries out the task, little has the time to treat in this family/home. Therefore the nature, the thing in her refrigerator is impossible to be too many and be too fresh. 娜塔莎经常要跟着复仇者或者天锤局的人满世界乱跑地执行任务,很少有时间待在这个家里。所以自然的,她冰箱里的东西也不可能太多、太新鲜。 However this cannot baffle as Zhou Yi of senior glutton and chef, has cut potato, cooked pot beef. Is getting two eggs, has fried the tomato scrambled eggs. The suppers of two people so were definite. 不过这难不倒身为资深吃货兼厨师的周易,切了点土豆,炖上了一锅牛肉。在打上两个鸡蛋,炒了个番茄炒蛋。两个人的晚餐就这么确定了下来。 When Natasha looks oneself these color/look fragrances are complete at present, let the person cannot bear the mouth-watering good food the time, before she has remembered immediately, goes to the Zhou Yi home to be a guest of the matter that. But this also made her unable to bear to Zhou Yi tease. 而当娜塔莎看着自己眼前那些色香味俱全,让人忍不住流口水的美食的时候,她立刻就想起了以前去周易家里做客的事情。而这也让她忍不住对着周易打趣了起来。 „Evidently also is really good. Your craftsmanship has not backed up actually, is the same with the thing that you made, making the person unable to bear want to use the chopsticks.” “看样子还真是不错啊。你的手艺倒是一点也没有倒退,和你原来做的东西一样,让人忍不住想动筷子。” „Praise thank you, I had have not moved such kitchenware a long time. We hope that the thing that today makes can suit your appetite.” “谢谢你的夸奖,我有很长一段时间没有这么动过厨具了。希望今天做的东西能够合你的胃口。” Smiled slightly, Zhou Yi has added one bowl of food to own bowl. As for Natasha, this does not need actually. Because others are not willing to eat rice type of carbohydrate. In fact, majority of women who Zhou Yi knows do not like eating the rice and bread kind of thing, reason easy gains weight very much. If did not say that the Zhou Yi craftsmanship is indeed good, they are not possibly willing to moisten the meat. 微微地笑了笑,周易就给自己的碗里添了一碗饭。至于娜塔莎,这倒是没有必要。因为人家根本就不愿意吃米饭这种碳水化合物。事实上,周易认识的大部分女人都不喜欢吃米饭和面包这类东西,理由是很容易长胖。如果不是说周易的手艺的确不错的话,她们可能连肉食都不怎么愿意沾。 This point, even if Natasha this type year to year fights in the first line agent is no exception. Although said her body and Steve. Rogers same underwent the special transformation, has the far ultra normal female standard in the metabolism, how belongs to eat also eats not the fat that type. However the woman, will always care about these issues. Even if radically not affected, they psychologically subconsciously will also make this choice. 这一点,即便是娜塔莎这种常年战斗在第一线的特工也不例外。虽然说她的身体和史蒂夫.罗杰斯一样经过了特殊改造,在新陈代谢上有着远超正常女性的水准,属于怎么吃也吃不胖的那种类型。但是女人嘛,总是会在意这些问题的。哪怕就是根本不受影响,她们心理上还会下意识地做出这种选择。 Therefore ate a thing slightly, Natasha has put down the chopsticks, to oneself but actually half glass of red wines, was awaking the liquor, while with one type strange, the faint smile look was taking a look at front man. 所以只是稍稍吃了点东西,娜塔莎就放下了筷子,给自己倒了半杯红酒,一边醒着酒,一边用一种奇怪的,似笑非笑的眼神打量着自己面前的男人。 This look makes Zhou Yi restless, he delimited to draw vigorously several, dug up the mouth the thing in bowl completely. Then mumbled is asking to her. 这种眼神让周易如坐针毡,他大力地划拉了几下,把碗里的东西全部扒进了嘴里。然后才嘟囔着对着她问道。 „You think so me to do, the look is strange, making me feel that the whole body is scared.” “你这么看着我干嘛,眼神怪怪的,让我感觉浑身发毛。” „Excuse me, I will not eat you.” “拜托,我又不会吃了你。” Showed the whites of the eyes, Natasha has swayed several first wine glass on the hand, then has exhibited a charming smiling face, such was saying to Zhou Yi. 翻了个白眼,娜塔莎先是摇晃了几下自己手上的酒杯,然后才摆出了一副迷人的笑容,对着周易这么说道。 „I thought, we look like somewhat like are marry now several years of elderly married couples. Said, is older, my more has a weary feeling. Sometimes therefore I also really very much long for that can find the person who lets my heart movement to form a family.” “我只是觉得,我们现在看起来有些像是结婚十几年的老夫老妻一样。说真的,年纪越大,我就越有一种疲倦的感觉。所以有时候我还真的很渴望能找到一个让我心动的人来组成一个家庭。” „By your condition, this should be a very easy matter.” Has cleaned the corners of the mouth, Zhou Yi packs the thing on table, while such was saying to Natasha. However listened to her words, on the face of Natasha actually to reveal bitter and astringent meaning. “以你的条件来说,这应该是一件很容易的事情吧。”擦拭了一下嘴角,周易一边收拾起桌子上的东西,一边对着娜塔莎这么说道。但是听着她的话,娜塔莎的脸上却是露出了一丝苦涩的意味来。 „Where has the easy matter that. First issue is I cannot have a liking for the common man, I cannot compare me to be disappointing regarding man's minimum requirement. However in fact you also saw, the overwhelming majority man in my opinion is unqualified.” “哪有那么容易的事情。首先的问题就是我看不上一般的男人,我对于男人的最低要求就是不能比我还差劲。但是事实上你也看到了,绝大部分的男人在我看来都是不合格的。” „Moreover, I do not imagine some woman such, married gave up own work, treats the housewife who makes a full-time employment at home obediently and honestly. I did agent line had dozens years, this work became my instinct. Therefore, I impossible to marry to give up this.” “另外,我不想像有些女人那样,一结了婚就放弃了自己的工作,老老实实地待在家里做一个全职的家庭妇女。我干特工这一行有几十年的时间了,这种工作都已经成为我的本能。所以,我不可能为了结婚而放弃这个。” Here, Natasha has put down the wine glass, some interest is wanings trace oneself belly. 说到了这里,娜塔莎放下了酒杯,有些意兴阑珊地摸了摸自己的肚子。 „Finally, my issue. As a woman, I am not perfect existence. Knows why I do like Sherry? Because I am impossible to have child. The earlier transformation experiment made me lose the possibility of breeding life, therefore I can only seek for that type on other child as the feeling of mother. However that eventually is not my child. This is also the most important reason that I am unable to form a family. Because I am incomplete.” “最后,还有我自己的问题。作为一个女人,我是一个不健全的存在。知道我为什么那么喜欢雪莉吗？因为我自己是不可能拥有孩子的。早年的改造实验让我失去了孕育生命的可能,所以我只能在别的孩子身上寻找那种作为母亲的感觉。但是那终究不是我的孩子。这也是我无法组建一个家庭的最重要的原因。因为我根本就是残缺的。” The Natasha tone loses very much, Zhou Yi can feel these. Therefore immediately he stopped the movement on hand, knits the brows long time was saying such a few words to her. 娜塔莎的语气很是失落,周易能感受到这些。所以当即他就停下了手上的动作,皱着眉半晌才对着她说出了这么一句话。 „Sorry, I do not know these matters. Also, sorry, my strength is not quite same as Zhou Yi some of this world. I have no way to cure your body.” “抱歉,我并不知道这些事情。还有,抱歉,我的力量和这个世界的周易有些不太一样。我没法治愈你的身体。” „I have not been thinking makes you help me cure this. I was only have not met one to say this words person for a long time, therefore wanted to vent to you, at heart said these words.” “我也没想着让你帮我治愈这个。我只是很长时间没有遇到一个能说这种话的人了,所以想要对着你发泄一下,把心里的这些话说出来而已。” Natasha was saying, while has drunk red wine in cup. She had drunk before was many, however the physique reason, on her face does not have a wee bit states of intoxication. To get drunk woman, but actually cannot get drunk, certainly is at heart bitter and astringent. To understand this, Zhou Yi stopped the movement on hand, sat obediently and honestly, played a role of audience. 娜塔莎一边这么说着,一边喝了一口杯子里的红酒。她之前已经喝了不少了,但是体质的原因,她的脸上却是没有一丁点的醉态。一个想喝醉但是却喝不醉的女人,心里一定是苦涩的。想明白了这点,周易就停下了手上的动作,老老实实地坐了下来,充当起了一个听众的角色。 But this is also Natasha needs. 而这也正是娜塔莎所需要的。 „Guesses that my present age?” “猜一猜我现在的年龄？” „30?” Zhou Yi some are indefinite. Said, he and Natasha contact, although are very many, but regarding this private matter, he does not have any too many understanding. He only knows that Natasha and KGB have certain relations, if thinks from this above, her should not be young actually. Perhaps however passed through the reason of human body transformation, she looks like actually placed a woman happiest 20-year-old time. Therefore Zhou Yi is very difficult to conclude, the age of this woman is many. “30？”周易有些不确定。说真的,他和娜塔莎接触的虽然挺多,但是对于这种私密的事情,他却没有什么太多的了解。他只知道娜塔莎和克格勃有一定的关系,如果是从这上面想的话,她其实年龄应该不小了。但是也许是经过了人体改造的原因,她看起来却始终保持在一个女人最美好的20多岁的时候。所以周易很难断定,这个女人的年龄到底是多少。 Meaning that Natasha has not kept guessing, quick answer saying. 娜塔莎没有卖关子的意思,很快就把答案给说了出来。 „I was born is the Soviet political power most prosperous time. However I had not felt that this red empire has brought any warm feeling to me. Because when I am very young, I fed in the training base of KGB, starts to undergo agent's training. Then, at that time also was really very pure. Said that anything for Soviet mother's glory, is breakneck is training simply. Also because of this, I can emerge from that many schools, was selected to inherit black widow title. This is the title that the KGB most outstanding female agents can have. Starting from the second war, each generation can only have a female agent to inherit it, only if were on one died or has retired, otherwise other people simply did not have the qualifications to call this name.” “我出生的时候是苏维埃政权最鼎盛的时候。不过我没有感觉到这个红色帝国给我带来过什么温暖的感觉。因为在我很小的时候,我就被送进了克格勃的培训基地,开始接受特工的训练。说起来,那个时候还真是挺单纯的。说什么为了苏联母亲的荣耀,简直就是在玩了命地训练。也正是因为这样,我才能从那么多的学院里脱颖而出,被选中继承黑寡妇这个称号吧。这可是克格勃最出色的女特工才能拥有的称号。从二战开始,每一代都只能有一个女特工才能继承它,除非是上一任死了或者退休了,不然其他人根本没有资格叫这个名字。” „I that year, accepted the human body transformation of KGB 16-year-old, officially became the black widow of new generation. At that time I have not thought the future can be what kind, even if clearly knows that will lose breeds child's ability, but is thinking did not have anything for the motherland at the worst. What is laughable, was that year, the huge motherland disintegrated thoroughly. My manager led me to arrive on the land of enemy directly, but I like this became their agents. Does this sound is very laughable?” “我16岁的那年,接受了克格勃的人体改造,正式成为了新一代的黑寡妇。那个时候我可没有想过未来会是怎么样,即便是明知道会失去孕育孩子的能力,但是想着为了祖国母亲也没有什么大不了的。只是可笑的是,就是那年,庞大的祖国母亲彻底地分崩离析了。我的管理员带着我直接来到了敌人的土地上,而我就这样成为了他们的特工。这听起来是不是很可笑？” Shook the head, Zhou Yi has made the response silent, then continues to act as audience. 摇了摇头,周易沉默地做出了回应,然后继续充当着一个听众。 „I already over 40 years old am. From a perspective of woman, I was old. Although I enjoy the thing that the common woman cannot be obtaining, for example the youth and wealth have the right. However I actually felt I lose must be more. I do not have these ordinary women to enjoy life the opportunity. Also impossible to discuss a love like them frankly and uprightly. Do not say family that any can dwelling. Had a pastor to tell me such words, obtained anything, was doomed to lose anything. I did not believe these words, but now, I actually have to believe these words. If there is an opportunity to come again, I think that I should make other choice.” “我已经40多岁了。从一个女人的角度来说,我已经老了。我虽然享受着一般女人得不到的东西,比如说青春、财富还有权利。但是我却感觉我失去的还要更多一些。我没有那些普通女人享受生活的机会。也不可能像她们那样光明正大地谈一场恋爱。更不要说什么一个能够栖息的家庭了。有个牧师曾经跟我说过这样的话,得到什么,就注定要失去些什么。我原来并不相信这句话,但是现在,我却不得不相信这句话。如果有机会重来的话,我想我应该会做出另外的一个选择吧。” Natasha poured out a long time, but these days. Zhou Yi obediently and honestly is playing own role. Until she spoke all innermost thoughts, he knits the brows, slowly was asking to her. 娜塔莎倾诉了很长的一段时间,而在这段时间里。周易只是老老实实地扮演着自己的角色。直到她把所有的心里话都说完了,他才皱着眉,慢慢地对着她问道。 „I am not clear. Why do you want to say these matters to me?” “我不明白。你为什么要对我说这些事情？” „Actually I am not clear!” Gazed at the eye of Zhou Yi, Natasha has been putting down the wine glass, slowly the leans forward the body, has been collecting. „Perhaps I want to find a safe person, gives to reveal the thing that I pile up. Perhaps I want to look for a reliable man, gives itself the comfort. Do you think?” “其实我也不明白！”注视着周易的眼睛,娜塔莎放下了酒杯,慢慢地前倾着身子,凑了上去。“也许我只是想找一个安全的人,把我心里堆积的东西都给吐露出去。也许我只是想找一个靠得住的男人,给自己一些安慰。你觉得呢？” Zhou Yi is not the fool, when Natasha spoke of this situation, he somewhat understood the idea of this woman. But this also made the look on his face stranger. 周易不是什么傻子,当娜塔莎说到这种地步的时候,他已经有些明白了这个女人的想法。而这也让他脸上的神色变得更加怪异了起来。 He somewhat does not do clearly, this is any trick that this sly woman plays at present, her true feelings reveal. But, regarding him is the matter that is hard to accept. Therefore he such was saying to Natasha immediately. 他有些搞不明白,这到底是眼前这个狡猾的女人玩的什么把戏,还是她的真情流露。而不论是哪一个,对于他来说都是难以接受的事情。所以他立刻就对着娜塔莎这么说道。 „Perhaps. However Natasha, you should know, I am not an appropriate choice. I am existence of a dissociation beyond this world. Among us should not have any right of occurring together.” “也许吧。但是娜塔莎,你应该知道,我并不是一个合适的选择。我是一个游离在这个世界之外的存在。我们之间本来应该是没有任何交集的才对。” „But we had have occurred together, not?” “但是我们已经有了交集了,不是吗？” Shows a faint smile, before Natasha the body of own beautiful and graceful finds out , a point. She has almost gathered the Zhou Yi front, this enables Zhou Yi even to penetrate her lip, the light fruit that smells that type of top red wine is fragrant. This flavor/smell coordinates her fragrance, making the person cannot help but have a feeling of being enchanted by. 微微一笑,娜塔莎就把自己婀娜的身体探得更前了一点。她几乎凑到了周易的面前,这让周易甚至能透过她的嘴唇,闻到那种顶级红酒的淡淡果香。这种味道配合上她本身的香味,让人不由得有了一种迷醉的感觉。 Even if this point is Zhou Yi is no exception. Between he and Natasha had relations of not explaining. But along with the fermentation of this special atmosphere, this relations also starts to change slowly. This special change makes Zhou Yi be hard to reject, cannot make the rejection the movement, therefore he can only look at Natasha on own initiative, slowly has collected. 这一点即便是周易也不例外。他和娜塔莎之间本来就有一种说不明白的关系。而随着这种特殊氛围的发酵,这种关系也开始慢慢地变化起来。这种特殊的变化让周易难以拒绝,也根本做不出拒绝的动作,所以他只能看着娜塔莎主动地,慢慢地凑了上来。 The face of two people are getting more and more near, among them the atmosphere also becomes more and more ambiguous. Saw all are successful, develops anything the time. Suddenly, the light of entire house has gone out. In the ear of Zhou Yi has transmitted some slight sounds. But this made him hold down immediately the hand of Natasha, was saying to her near her ear low voice. 两个人的脸庞越来越近,他们之间的气氛也变得越来越暧昧。眼看着一切就要水到渠成,发展出一些什么的时候。突然之间,整个房子的灯光熄灭了下来。周易的耳朵里传来了一些轻微的响动。而这就让他立刻按住了娜塔莎的手,在她的耳朵边小声地对着她说道。 „Be careful, probably some people came to you.”( To be continued.) “小心,好像有人冲你来了。”(未完待续。)
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