【Disseminates news】 The attentionbeginningstudies, receives515red packagefirsthandnews, after the new year's celebration, has not snatched the schoolmates of red package, thischaptercanunfold the skill.
【播报】关注起点读书,获得515红包第一手消息,过年之后没抢过红包的同学们,这回可以一展身手了。Facing the request of Ida, Shalisawantsnot to think that rejected. Presentsheno longerisflowers in greenhouse, shedoes not need anypersonto arrangeherlife. Even if hittingforhergoodname, but ifshedoes not want, thenabsolutelywill not comply.
面对艾达的要求,夏芮丝想也不想地就拒绝掉了。现在的她已经不再是一个温室里的花朵了,她再也不需要有什么人来安排她的人生了。就算是打着为她好的名义,但是如果她不愿意,那么就绝对不会答应下来。Thisisherchoice, is the natural disposition that sheruns through it all. Whois not appointedto affect.
这是她的选择,也是她一以贯之的本性。根本不受任何人影响。„Shalisa, Ithought that youshouldconsiderclearly, thinksagainshouldgive what kind ofanswer. Thismatterwas notresulting in that youcansolvewillfully.”
“夏芮丝,我觉得你应该好好地考虑清楚,再想想到底应该给一个怎么样的答复。这种事情不是你任性就能解决的得了的。”
The Idavoicehas not fallen, Shalisadirectlyhas indicatedownmanner.艾达的话音还没有落下,夏芮丝就直接表明了自己的态度。„Ihave said that is impossible. Thisis not the willfulmatter, butisIregarding the decision that ownfuturewill make. Iwill not go toanyuniversity, does not havecompared withwhat the student of usewithone, Ihopeoneself is a soldier, isonecanforandother people'sdestiny the person of fight!”
“我说过,不可能。这不是什么任性不任性的事情,而是我对于自己的未来所做的决定。我不会去什么大学的,和一个没有什么用途的学生相比,我更希望自己是一个战士,是一个能为了自己和他人的命运而战斗的人!”„Soldier?”Heard the Shalisawords, Idahas sneered immediately. „Takesownlifeto crack a jokethisfoolish matter, whensuchwas popular. Fights, actuallypompouslyforandothers'destiny, but do you who saidhaveto think, did youhave the qualificationsto speakthiswords?”
“战士?”听到了夏芮丝的话,艾达立刻就冷笑了出来。“拿着自己的生命去开玩笑这种蠢事,什么时候这么吃香了。为了自己和别人的命运而战斗,说的倒是冠冕堂皇,但是你自己有没有想过,你有资格说这种话吗?”„Ida Wang, what do you mean. Are youare tauntingmyideal?”
“艾达.王,你这是什么意思。你这是在嘲讽我的理想吗?”Heardsuchwordssuddenly, is always notswallows an insult, settling a quarrel and make peace with the parties involvedtypeShalisaenhancedownvoiceimmediately, has been sending out the gratinginterrogationtoIda.
骤然听到了这样的话,从来都不是什么忍气吞声,息事宁人的类型的夏芮丝立刻提高了自己的嗓音,对着艾达发出了刺耳的质问。„Tauntedyourideal, ifthiswereyourideal. ThenIwill say, yes!”Is surroundingownarm, disdaining on Idafaceclarity that ifeveryonecanlook. „Whatorphanwithout family or friends are you? Youbythattypeisolated, dies the borderline person who somepeoplewill not know? If yes, howthenyouwantsomepeoplenot to manageyou! Howeveryouare not, thereforeyoushould better notto havethisidea. You have mother. Elder Brother, nieceandfriend. Yourlife is not only your, do youwantto crack a jokewithyourlife, have the agreements of processthesepeople?”
“嘲讽你的理想,如果这是你的理想的话。那么我会说,是的!”环抱着自己的手臂,艾达脸上的不屑任是谁都能看的清清楚楚。“你是什么无亲无故的孤儿吗?你是被那种孤立的,连死了都不会有人知道的边缘人物吗?如果是,那么你想怎么样都不会有人管你!但是你不是,所以你最好不要有这种想法。你还有母亲。还有哥哥,还有侄女和朋友。你的生命不仅仅是你自己的,你想拿自己的生命开玩笑,有经过这些人的同意吗?”Idahas been the person of spyafter all. Hereloquencesharpbeing hardimagination, makingShalisafall into the hopeless situation that has been hardto resistimmediately. Shewantsto refute, butactuallycould not findanypowerfullydiscusslanguage, canrely on. Inthisconfrontation, sheplacesdirectlyindisadvantageouslyalso the mostno useregion.艾达毕竟是做过间谍的人。她的口才犀利的难以想象,让夏芮丝立刻就陷入了难以招架的绝境。她想反驳,但是却根本找不到什么有力的、能够依傍的辩语。在这种对峙中,她直接就身处在最不利也最无助的境地里。Therefore, she can only biteoneselflipreluctantly. Is supine a stubborncheekto lookstubbornlytoIda that are sneering, sends outweakestdisputing.
所以,她只能勉强咬着自己的嘴唇。仰着一张倔强的脸蛋死死地看着正对着自己冷笑的艾达,发出最无力的辩驳。„Thisismymatter, Ido not needtheiragreements!”
“这是我自己的事情,我不需要他们的同意!”„Ignorantlaughable. Ifyouthink, Ok. Saidtoyourmother and Elder Brother, having a look atyou to cut offallrelationswiththem. Letthemnotbecause ofyourstupidityandsad, canbe sadbecause ofyourpresentchoice.”
“无知的可笑。如果你这么认为的话,可以。向你的母亲和哥哥说去吧,看看你能不能和他们断绝一切的关系。让他们不会因为你的愚蠢而难过,会不会因为你现在的选择而伤心。”Idawas reprovingShalisaas before, shebyownviewpointasbasis. MakeShalisathispurethinking oneself infallibleis even more pale.艾达依旧在训斥着夏芮丝,她以自己的观点作为依据。让夏芮丝这单纯的自以为是变得越发苍白起来。In this case, Shalisa was unable to haveanysuperiorityinspoken language. Shealsounderstandsthis point, thereforesheeruptedimmediately, nearlywas creating a sceneto yelltoIda.
在这种情况下,夏芮丝已经无法在言语上取得任何的优势了。她自己也明白这一点,所以她立刻爆发了出来,对着艾达近乎无理取闹地大叫了起来。„Sufficed. Ida Wang. Youthink that whoyouare, youhadanyqualificationsto sayme. Thisis the private affair of ourfamily/home, youare only a bystander, is hitting the unknownideainsertionto the bystanders of ourfamily/home. Youdo not haveanyqualificationsto gesticulatetomeinthisissue, yes!”
“够了。艾达.王。你以为你是谁,你有什么资格这么说我。这是我们家的私事,你只是一个外人,一个打着不为人知的主意插入到我们家的外人而已。你没有任何资格在这个问题上对我指手画脚,明白吗!”
If purelyarguedin the originalissue,Idawill be almost impossibleto saytoShalisawill haveanypsychologicalfluctuation. Shehas had the most specializedtrainingafter all, in the wordssharpissue, sheiswill not fearabsolutelyShalisathisjustremoved the girl of down.
如果是只是单纯地在原来的问题上争论,艾达几乎不可能会对夏芮丝说的话有任何心理上的波动。她毕竟受过最专业的训练,在言辞犀利的问题上,她是绝对不会怕夏芮丝这个刚刚褪去了绒毛的女孩的。However, whenShalisatakesthistopicto treat assuddenly the weaponattacksIda, Idaimmediatelychanged the complexion. Heroriginalsnowequallypure whitefleshsuddenlybecomespallid. The entirebodystartsbecause ofindignantlyandtrembleshivers. Evenatthis time, she, becausewas angryto lose the ability of spoken language. Onlycanwithstaring the enormousalmond eyesstubbornlylooks atShalisa, thengoes all outto breathe, lets the chestlikeis the sea tideis fluctuatingunceasingly.
但是,当夏芮丝突然拿这个话题当做武器来攻击艾达的时候,艾达立刻就变了脸色。她本来雪一样洁白的肌肤骤然间变得煞白。整个身体都开始因为气愤而哆哆嗦嗦地颤抖起来。甚至在这个时候,她因为过于生气而失去了言语的能力。只能用瞪得极大的杏眼死死地看着夏芮丝,然后拼命地呼吸着,让胸口像是海潮一样不断起伏着。SuchperformancenaturallymadeShalisafeelinexplicablepleased. RegardingIda. Loathing in herheartevensurpassesElder Brothersideallwomen who sheknew. PerhapsisbecauseherveryclearIdain the reason of Zhou Yistatusat heart, perhapsisinstinct that becauseIdathatis aggressively and forgivingnever. Always, shedoes not likeIda, thereforeatthis time, shelooks at the Idaappearance, absolutelydoes not haveanyquietmeaning. Butis the preparationcontinuesintensely. Launchesattack in spoken languagetoher.
这样的表现自然让夏芮丝感受到了一种莫名的快意。对于艾达。她心中的厌恶甚至超过了她所认识的自己哥哥身边所有的女人。也许是因为她很清楚艾达在周易心里的地位的原因,也许是因为艾达那咄咄逼人、从不留情的天性。总是,她非常不喜欢艾达,所以在这个时候,她看着艾达的模样,根本就没有什么消停的意思。而是准备继续变本加厉。对她进行言语上的攻击。Howevershejustopened mouth, shouting angrilyfromZhou Yihas made a soundfromherear.
但是她刚刚张开嘴,来自周易的怒喝就从她的耳边响了起来。„Has sufficed, Shalisa. You are suchthing that in the armylearns? Is the way of thismean and shamelessshameperson? Youdisappointedme. Nowyousit downtome, apologizedtoIda. Againwhy notIdo not wantto listento assume the postfromyourmouthrespectIda, evenslandersherwords, yes?”
“够了,夏芮丝。你在军队里学到的就是这样的东西吗?就是这种卑鄙无耻的羞辱人的方式吗?你太让我失望了。现在你给我坐下,向艾达道歉。我不想再从你的嘴里听到任何不尊敬艾达,甚至是污蔑她的话,明白吗?”Thistypemay be calledseverereprimandingisShalisahas not realized. From infancy to maturity, aselder brother'sZhou Yiregardingherthroughoutis the completely submissives, do not sayscoldsher, has not sent outtoherincludingsoundbigpointhowling. Even ifwereshehas done the bigwrong thing, Zhou Yitoheralsoonly thengentleadvising, butwas not the penaltyevenbawls out.
这种堪称严厉的斥责是夏芮丝从来没有体会过的。从小到大,作为哥哥的周易对于她始终都是千依百顺,不要说呵斥她,就是连声音大一点的吼叫都没有对她发出过。就算是她做了再大的错事,周易对她也只有温柔的劝导,而不是惩罚甚至叱骂。Thereforethisis the firsttime, moreoverbecauseletsherrepugnantwoman. Thismadein the innermost feelings of Shalisawhole persongrowto burn the fierceraging fire. She who never the customlowers the headnot onlyhas not admitted mistakesandapologizedtowardoneselfElder Brotheratthis time, butclenches teethstubbornly, straightens one's neck, was askingtoZhou Yi.
所以这是第一次,而且还是因为一个让她讨厌的女人。这让夏芮丝整个人的内心里都衍生出了灼烈的猛火。从不习惯低头的她在这个时候不仅仅没有向着自己的哥哥认错、道歉,而是死死地咬着牙,梗着脖子,对着周易反问道。„Why? WhyImustapologizetoher. I also have not spoken incorrectly, sheandourfamily/homenotanyrelations. Sheis onlyoneis clinging to the woman of ourfamily/homepower and influenceandwealth, a slyspy. Do not think that myanythingdoes not know, regardingherdetails, I am clear.”
“凭什么?我为什么要向她道歉。我又没有说错,她和我们家没有任何关系。她只是一个贪恋着我们家权势和财富的女人,一个狡猾的间谍而已。不要以为我什么都不知道,对于她的底细,我一清二楚。”„Shut up!” The response of ShalisaisZhou Yihas not thought that heseesownthisstubbornyounger sister. On the facealsostartsto have the angrycolor.
“闭嘴!”夏芮丝的反应是周易所没有想到的,他看着自己这个倔强的妹妹。脸上也开始出现愤怒的颜色。„Youare listeningtome, Shalisa. Idaismyfuturewife, myfuturechild'smother. Yoursister-in-law! Sheis one of our family/home, the presentis, in the futurealsowill be, will never change.”
“你给我听着,夏芮丝。艾达是我未来的妻子,我未来孩子的母亲。你的嫂子!她是我们家的一员,现在是,未来也是,而且永远不会改变。”„Ido not knowyouthese dayshad learnedanythingdamnthing, butyoumustunderstandtome, Shalisa! Youno longer is a child, youmustbe responsible for yourevery word and deeds. ButI, is impossibleas before, to you have tolerated, to harborallmistakes that youmakein every possible way. Therefore, now. YoutoI apologize, hearnot to have, do not makemesayagain the thirdtime!”
“我不知道你在这些日子里到底学会了什么见鬼的东西,但是你要给我明白,夏芮丝!你已经不再是一个小孩了,你要为自己的一言一行负责。而我,也不可能像以前一样,一直对你百般纵容,包庇你所犯下的所有错误。所以,现在。你给我道歉,听到没有,不要再让我说第三次!”Inbristling with angerZhou Yieyestartsto glitter the somewhatscaryray, butalong withhiswords, makes the personpalpitation the strengthstartto spread. Thatischange on a pureimposing manner, butmakesShalisafeel the anxiety and fear that onetype was unable to say a word.
怒发冲冠的周易眼里开始闪烁着有些骇人的光芒,而随着他的话语,一股让人心悸的力量开始蔓延开来。那是一种单纯的气势上的变化,但是却让夏芮丝感受到了一种无法言语的紧张和害怕。Sheis afraidnot onlybecause of the Zhou Yistrength. Regardingher, oneselfElder Brotherstrengthwill not haveanyinfluencetoheragainformidable, becauseZhou Yi is in any event impossibleto injureher. Thisis the affirmativematter. Thereforeherfearhas nothing to dowiththis, because of the Zhou Yistatus.
她害怕不仅仅是因为周易的力量。对于她来说,自己哥哥力量再强大也不会对她有任何影响,因为无论如何周易都是不可能伤害她的。这是肯定的事情。所以她的害怕与这无关,而是因为周易的身份。Regardingsince childhoodbyShalisa that Zhou Yiraises, Zhou Yi is not only an Elder Brother, but also is playing a father'ssamerole. The worshipto the Elder Brotherandtofather the expectation, thiscomplexemotionwere inducedZhou Yithisrolebyherentirely the body, thusfermentedspecially her is unable the foreignhumanityemotion.
对于从小被周易带大的夏芮丝来说,周易不仅仅是哥哥,还充当着一个父亲一样的角色。对哥哥的崇拜、对父亲的憧憬,这种复杂的情感被她统统归纳到周易这一个角色的身上,从而酝酿出了她那特殊的无法对外人道的情感。WhenZhou Yilikebefore, has favoredtoherdrowns, shenaturallywill not be afraidZhou Yi. However, whenZhou Yitransformed the mannertohersuddenly, startsto scoldhertime. Thattypenaturallyhas been full ofherheartto the horridness of fatherseverelesson.
当周易像之前那样,对她一直宠溺有加的时候,她自然是不会害怕周易的。但是,当周易突然对她转变了态度,开始呵斥她的时候。那种对父亲严厉教训的惶恐就自然而然地充满了她的心头。Howeveralthoughin the heartis fillingin a terrified way, butShalisais not willingto admit mistakesinthisissue. Inherat heart, hasherconsideration. Ifsheturns towardIdainthisplace, thismostmadeherrepugnantpersonadmit defeatto apologize. Thenwas equal to herhas defeatedthoroughlyinherhand.
不过虽然心中充满着惶恐,但是夏芮丝还是不愿意在这个问题上低头认错。在她的心里,有着她自己的考量。如果她在这个地方向着艾达,这个最令她讨厌的人认输道歉了。那么就等同于她已经彻底地败在了她的手上。Thisregardinghas hadShalisa that oneselfplanandattempts, matter that is unable to acceptabsolutely. Thereforeshesuchlowers the head, remains silent, is similar to a stone carvingequallyice-coldandstiff.
这对于一直有着自己打算和企图的夏芮丝来说,是绝对无法接受的事情。所以她只是这么低着头,保持着沉默,如同一座石雕一样冰冷而生硬。Thisnaturallyis notZhou Yi the thing that wantsto see. IfShalisasuchapologized, henaturallycanforgiveheryoung and ignorance. Howevershesois silentis not saying a word, thismeans that shedoes not wantto apologize. ButthismadeZhou Yiangerat heartthriveimmediatelyonce again.
这自然不是周易想要看到的东西。如果夏芮丝就这么道歉了,他自然是可以原谅她的年轻和无知。但是她却这么沉默着不发一言,这就意味着她根本就不想道歉。而这顿时就让周易心里的怒火再度勃发了起来。Words that „Shalisa, Ispoke haven't youheard? Said,youthinkyouhave been ablemywordsnot to needto listen?”
“夏芮丝,我说的话你没有听见吗?还是说,你认为你已经可以连我的话都不用听了吗?”
The Zhou Yiwordsmake the Shalisaslenderbodytremblefiercely. Howeversheis biting the lip, maintainsis not saying a word the condition. Atthis time, Zhou Yicould not bearagain, heput out a hand to teachthisto let the disappointedyounger sisterruthlessly. Howeverjustraisedownhand, Idahas made an effortto grasphisarm, has preventedhisfollowingmovement.周易的话让夏芮丝纤细的身体猛地一颤。但是她还是咬着嘴唇,保持着自己不发一言的状态。在这个时候,周易再也忍不住了,他伸出了手想要狠狠教训一下这个让自己失望的妹妹。但是刚举起来自己的手,艾达就已经用力地抱住了他的胳膊,阻止了他接下来的动作。„Has sufficed, Yi (easy)! Do not sayagain, nowyousaid that anythingis wrong, letshercalm, shecanbe clear!”
“够了,易!不要再说了,现在你说什么都是错的,让她冷静一下,她会想清楚的!”
The IdawordsmadeZhou Yisiton the chairdejected, helooked atShalisadisappointedly, thenhas closedowneyewearily.艾达的话让周易颓然地坐到了座椅上,他失望地看了一眼身边的夏芮丝,然后疲倦地闭上了自己的眼睛。„Yourmatteryouwent to and mothersaid that Ihave not wantedto manageyou. Shalisa, youwantto makeanythingto do. Icould not controlyou, youcanfly!”
“你的事情你自己去和妈妈说吧,我已经不想管你了。夏芮丝,你想要做什么就去做吧。我管不了你了,你可以自己去飞了!”At this moment, Zhou Yifeltweariness in a mindclearly. Among the family memberscan'tbe togetherharmoniously? Do mostcare about the person who andmostlovesalso to give itselfembarrassedly? Suchworld, howwas!
这一刻,周易真切地感受到了一种心灵上的疲倦。亲人间难道也不能和谐相处吗?就连自己最关心、最爱的人也要给自己难堪吗?这样的世界,到底是怎么了!ps.pursuesbaby shoes, the freeappreciationticketand did the beginningcoin have ~ 515red packagelistcountdowns, Idrew a ticket, askedto increase priceandappreciate the ticket, finallyflushed!( To be continued.)
ps.追更的童鞋们,免费的赞赏票和起点币还有没有啊~515红包榜倒计时了,我来拉个票,求加码和赞赏票,最后冲一把!(未完待续。)
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