Vertiz. Diluoya some walks distracted on the road of going home. Although and nobody recognizes her status, but she felt whole body does not suit. Whenever some people have swept her the line of sight, or said anything in a low voice time. She always subconsciously believes, they are directing to themselves. 贝尔蒂斯.迪迪洛亚有些精神恍惚地走在回家的路上。尽管并没有人认出来她的身份,但是她还是感觉到了浑身的不对劲。每当有人把视线扫过她,或者低声说一些什么的时候。她总是会下意识地认为,他们是在对自己指指点点。 All that in the court has make her shameful, when particularly Dawn Knight keeps silent to her slandering, she has the impulsion that one type wants dead. Against one's conscience slandered that a good person, has saved oneself life benefactor. This is really not a person can do the matter. 法庭上发生的一切让她无地自容,尤其是当黎明骑士对她的污蔑不言不语的时候,她真的有一种想死的冲动。昧着良心去诋毁一个好人,一个救了自己生命的恩人。这真不是一个人能够干得出来的事情。 Diluoya madame even thought that oneself soul was certainly sold to the devil, will do such crazed matter. 迪迪洛亚夫人甚至觉得自己的灵魂一定是已经被卖给了魔鬼,才会干出这么丧心病狂的事情来。 How I can such do, how can she engage in introspection unceasingly, matter that but regarding has handled. This introspection not any significance. 我怎么能这么做,怎么能她不断地反省着,但是对于已经做下来的事情来说。这种反省没有任何意义。 Unknowingly she got in oneself home. This is one small almost apartment that allows more than several people to take a walk, even if regarding a person, such environment also were too narrow. However here is actually is occupied by Diluoya madame the entire whole family person. 不知不觉中她已经回到了自己的家里。这是一个小的几乎容不下几个人走动的公寓,即便只是对于一个人来说,这样的居住环境也太狭窄了些。但是这里却是住着迪迪洛亚夫人整整一家子人。 Her son, her daughter. Her two granddaughters. Their family of five push in this small apartment, thinks merely, makes people feel poverty-stricken that they lived. 她的儿子,她的女儿。还有她的两个外孙女。他们一家五口人挤在这个小小的公寓里,仅仅只是想想,就让人感觉到了他们生活的窘迫。 Saw own mother was similar to good-for-nothing same walked. Sits on the sofa through television saw that all had all Francisco to stand hastily. He grasped oneself mother, the comfort said in a low voice. 看到了自己的母亲如同行尸走肉一样地走了回来。坐在沙发上已经通过电视看到所有发生一切的弗朗西斯科连忙站了起来。他抱住了自己的母亲,低声安慰道。 „Mom, all right. All right, we will be good. Will be definitely good. At the worst our family did not treat in the US, we returned to Mexico also to live well.” “妈妈,没事的。没事的,我们会好起来的。肯定会好起来的。大不了我们一家子不在美国待下去了,我们回墨西哥也能好好地生活。” Claudia who „mother......” hears the sound is hugging a child, walked from the room. She sees oneself mother, somewhat desperately asked. „We already not other means” “妈妈......”听到声响的克劳迪娅抱着一个孩子,从房间内走了出来。她看着自己的母亲,有些绝望地问道。“我们已经没有其他办法了吗” In her, a child of 5 or 6-year-old size, stubbornly is grabbing the skirt-width of her clothes. But because of existences of these two children, she is extremely not willing to accept the forthcoming destiny. 在她的身后,还有一个不过五六岁大小的孩子,正死死地抓着她衣服的下摆。而正是因为这两个孩子的存在,她才万分地不愿意接受即将到来的命运。 Do not look that they pitiful of such in the US living. However compared with their native places, the Juarez of Mexico, here is the heaven. If possible, they hope that oneself for a lifetime do not return to that damned place. Returned to that to pace back and forth in the city between narcotic and death. 别看他们在美国生活的这么凄惨。但是比起他们的老家,墨西哥的华雷斯,这里已经是天堂了。如果有可能,他们希望自己一辈子都不要回到那个鬼地方。回到那个徘徊在毒品和死亡之间的城市。 However this is impossible, they received compulsion of government to repatriate the order. 但是这是不可能的,他们已经收到了政府的强制遣返命令。 Whole family like them, does not have the resident status in US, does not have the green card, even does not have a stable income. Is impossible to treat for a long time in this kind of country. 像他们这样的一家人,既没有美国的居民身份,也没有绿卡,甚至没有一个稳定的收入。是不可能在这样一个国家里长久地待下去的。 The government will not allow to have like this illegal stowaway in own country. Because they not only do not pay on one cent tax money, instead also frequently threatens the security on society. Even if they most basic benefits does not need, the government will not agree with their existences. 政府不会允许在自己的国家里有这样的非法偷渡客。因为他们不仅仅缴纳不上一美分的税金,反而还时刻威胁到社会上的安全。哪怕他们连最基本的福利都不需要,政府也不会同意他们的存在。 Many people think that the United States is a heaven, that is because his system also has the law compared to many countries is more perfect, is more perfect. However these people have often neglected a point, that is these systems and laws, often serves for the American. The range that it defines does not include these illegal stowaways absolutely, or is the citizens in other countries. Has this status, you can live well in this country, but does not have this status. You can only be with trepidation. 很多人都以为美国是天堂,那是因为他的制度还有法律相对于很多国家来说都是更健全,也是更完善的。但是这些人往往忽略了一点,那就是这些制度和法律,往往是为美国人服务的。它所限定的范围绝对不包括那些非法的偷渡客,或者是其他国家的公民。有这个身份,你可以在这个国家里活得不错,而没有这个身份。你只能提心吊胆。 Since going to the US, Diluoya continuously with trepidation. But now they do not use, because they had been defined leaves the time of this country. 自从来到美国之后,迪迪洛亚一家一直就提心吊胆。而现在他们不用了,因为他们已经被限定了离开这个国家的时间。 Diluoya madame and her daughter, as well as her child because the illegal entrant, as well as did not have the issue of steady work to encounter the compulsory order of immigration office. As for Francisco, although he can because of the present work, escape by luck. However he actually cannot look that own mother and elder sister one person alone returns to that people in the hell. 迪迪洛亚夫人和她的女儿,以及她的孩子都因为自己非法偷渡,以及没有稳定工作的问题而遭到了移民局的强制命令。至于弗朗西斯科,虽然他得以侥幸因为自己现在的工作,逃过了一劫。但是他却不能看着自己的母亲和姐姐孤身回到那个人间地狱里去。 In only man as this family/home, he must accompany in their sides. Accompanies them to return to that to flood the drug lord and petty crime place together, then lives on dishonorably difficultly. 作为这个家里唯一的男人,他必须陪在她们的身边。陪着她们一起在回到那个充斥着毒枭和暴力犯罪的地方,然后艰难地苟活下去。 They have diligently, has to try to find other solutions. However their all attempts were defeated. But final only hope. Because also in the court occurred all was shattered. 他们不是没有努力过,不是没有想过其他的办法。但是他们所有的尝试都已经失败了。而最后的唯一一个希望。也因为法庭上发生的一切而破灭了。 They do not hate Dawn Knight, because they have not hated his qualifications. He has not been unfair to them, instead is their graciousness hatred/enemy report, aimed at this to save their mother's benefactors. 他们不怨恨黎明骑士,因为他们没有怨恨他的资格。他从来没有对不起他们,反而是他们恩将仇报,为了自己而针对起了这个曾经救过他们母亲的恩人。 Regardless of which perspective. The reason has owing is they. They also want unable to pass to pay attention to these to find their bureaucrats, faces own conscience and morals by an open and aboveboard status. When the stern fact is placed in the front, Diluoya madame compromised. 不论从哪个方面来说。情理有亏的都是他们。他们也想过不去理会那些找到他们的官僚,以一个堂堂正正的身份面对自己的良知和道德。但是当严峻的事实摆在面前的时候,迪迪洛亚夫人还是妥协了。 Not for oneself, but for own child, own two granddaughters. Has passed through the old woman of life most years not to care about itself to shoulder what kind of infamy, what crime will violate. However she cannot let oneself children. In the future earns a living in the hell. 不是为了自己,而是为了自己的孩子,自己的两个外孙女。已经走过了人生大半岁月的老妇人不在乎自己会背负怎么样的骂名,会犯下什么样的罪过。但是她不能让自己的孩子们。未来在地狱里过活。 She set firm resolve to make a wrong choice, and is willing to take all consequences that this choice caused. However has not thought, this choice cannot bring all that their this families need. 她下定决心做了一个错误的选择,并且愿意承担这个选择带来的一切后果。然而没想到,这个选择并不能带来他们这个家庭需要的一切。 „I am unfair to you, children.” “我对不起你们,孩子们。” Faced with the brutal fact, Diluoya madame acknowledged oneself helplessness. She could not help oneself this family be more. 在残酷的事实面前,迪迪洛亚夫人承认了自己的无能为力。她已经帮不了自己这个家庭更多了。 But regarding this, her son very natural has forgiven him. Francisco makes an effort to hug oneself mother, warm sound is consoling to say. 而对此,她的儿子很自然地谅解了他。弗朗西斯科用力地搂着自己的母亲,温声劝慰道。 „Mom, this is not your issue. Is my, is I cannot protect you, makes our families turn into this appearance. The words that must blame, blame me.” “妈妈,这不是你的问题。是我的,是我不能保护你们,才让我们这个家庭变成这个样子。要责怪的话,就怪我吧。” „Mom, this does not blame you. We never have this idea” his daughter also to come up the consolation saying that meanwhile has her behind that timid little girl. “妈妈,这不怪你。我们从来都没有过这个想法”他的女儿也上来劝慰道,同时还有她身后的那个怯生生的小女孩。 She has arrived at grandmother's side with oneself mother together, held her quietly fully is the callus, dried out and wrinkled bark same hand probably. Then is studying his mother and uncle's appearance, comforts her grandmother to come quietly. 她跟着自己的妈妈一起走到了外婆的身边,悄悄地牵住了她满是老茧,干皱的好像树皮一样的手。然后学着他母亲和舅舅的模样,悄悄地安慰起她的外婆来。 „Grandmother do not cry, we.” “外婆别哭,我们会好的,会好的。” Pure of child lets them regarding this world knows nothing brutally, because the pure of child. Three Sirs especially anxious. Who does not think that own child can live in a better environment, who wants to lead own child to drill toward the hell in step by step 小孩子的单纯让他们对于这个世界的残酷一无所知,但是正是因为孩子的这份单纯。三个大人才格外地揪心。谁不想自己的孩子能活在一个更好的环境里,谁又想带着自己的孩子一步步往地狱里钻呢 The pain, rebukes oneself, sadly, is similar to poisonous snakes same is worrying their innermost feelings. Let their fall into the pinnacle suffering at heart. But they hating own incompetent, even could not find the object who any can complain. 痛苦、自责、难过,如同一条条毒蛇一样撕咬着他们的内心。让他们的心里陷入了极致的煎熬之中。而他们除了怨恨自己的无能外,甚至找不到任何能够抱怨的对象。 This is the destiny to weak one's ridicule. But they accept besides the choice strongly, absolutely does not have other means. But now, they have prepared for greeted pain future. 这就是命运对弱者的嘲弄。而他们除了选择坚强地接受之外,是完全没有其他的办法的。而现在,他们已经做好了迎接痛苦的未来的准备。 In the future will be what kind, they do not know. Do not say returns to the matter after Mexico. After several seconds, will have anything, they cannot guess. But prepares to comfort in the family mutually each other, lets them to the future will have some confidence much the time. The door of their family/home was sounded. 未来会怎么样,他们谁都不知道。不要说回到墨西哥之后的事情。就连几秒钟之后会发生什么,他们都猜不出来。而就在这一家人准备相互安慰一下彼此,让他们对未来多抱有一些信心的时候。他们家的房门被敲响了。 Has dried the tears on oneself face, before Francisco has gathered the door of oneself family/home, carefully has pulled open the window on door. 擦干了自己脸上的泪水,弗朗西斯科凑到了自己家的房门前,小心谨慎地拉开了房门上的小窗。 The place that they live is not the good position. Here is the famous hell kitchen. New York is most chaotic, is the gang activity most rampant is. Therefore opens the door, must prepare for 12 psychology being good. 他们住的地方可不是什么好位置。这里是大名鼎鼎的地狱厨房。纽约最混乱的,也是黑帮活动最猖獗的所在。所以就连开门,也必须做好12分的心理准备才行。 What if outside is standing is robber or is the fellow who any drug dependence comes up, at this time opened the front door takes the behavior that own life gambled completely. 如果外面站着的是抢劫犯或者是什么毒瘾上来的家伙,这个时候打开大门完全就是拿自己的生命来赌博的行为。 Francisco does not dare to bet, is not willing to bet. What because his stands is own family member. Therefore he looks outward, while grips oneself waist was inserting the pistol. 弗朗西斯科不敢赌,也不愿意赌。因为他的身后站的是自己的家人。所以他一边往外看着,一边握住了自己腰间插着的手枪。 However with is different, outside gate that he anticipates is not the villain, is not the drug addict. But is one looks like the Asian man who is incompatible with here. 不过和他意料的不一样,门外面的既不是什么恶棍,也不是什么瘾君子。而是一个看起来和这里格格不入的亚裔男人。 In the hell kitchen always many Asian, some good bravely to fight the ruthless Vietnamese here are the goods that many people do not dare to provoke. However this Asian is different, Francisco has not looked at the ruthless offenses of these Vietnamese from his look. But saw one type is only the self-confidence of successful public figure. 地狱厨房里从来不少亚裔,一些好勇斗狠的越南人在这里更是很多人都不敢招惹的货色。但是这个亚裔不一样,弗朗西斯科从他的神色中没有看出来那些越南人的狠戾。而是看到了一种只属于成功人士的自信。 His clothes, his image was in addition more special. Although does not understand to this aspect very much, but light looked the black gem button that the lining of his clothes and above polishes, as well as hangs in the tie above platinum brooch, knows that this will be one will not present here the rich man basically. Perhaps because this clothes in Francisco's estimate, spend on several years of savings not necessarily to afford. 再加上他身上的衣服,他的形象就更加特别了起来。虽然对这方面不是很懂,但是光看他衣服的面料和上面打磨出来的黑宝石纽扣,以及挂在领带上面的铂金别针,就知道这是一个基本不会出现在这里有钱人。因为这一套衣服在弗朗西斯科的估计中,恐怕自己花上几年的积蓄都未必买得起。 Francisco does not fear the rich man, but does not want to contaminate on anything to relate with the rich man. Because does this line, actually most fears was kept thinking by the rich man on. 弗朗西斯科不怕有钱人,但是也不想和有钱人沾染上什么关系。因为干他这行的,其实最怕的就是被有钱人惦记上。 Therefore he unrestrained/no trace of politeness, was saying to person. 所以他毫不客气,对着门外的人就说道。 „Who you are, I do not know you.” “你是谁,我不认识你。” „Hello. I look for Vertiz. Diluoya woman. If I have not guessed that wrong, you should be her family member. Please feel relieved, I do not have anything. Can the words, can make me go in the speech” “你好。我找贝尔蒂斯.迪迪洛亚女士。如果我没猜错的话,你应该是她的家人。请放心,我没有什么而已。可以的话,能让我进去说话吗” Stands in the entrance naturally is Zhou Yi. He removed the Dawn Knight status. Arrives in family/home that this has slandered his old woman. To not retaliate. But to have a look, why she this. But now, why he knew, therefore he decided that treats them with another way. One type with Giasuddin. Completely different ways. 站在门口的自然是周易。他褪去了黎明骑士的身份。来到了这个污蔑他的老妇人的家里。不是为了报复。而是为了看看,她为什么会这样做。而现在,他已经知道了为什么,所以他决定用另一种方式来对待他们。一种和贾斯丁.汉默完全不同的方式。 Heard the Zhou Yi words, moreover looks at Zhou Yi likely is not any bad person. Francisco hesitant, has opened the front door of oneself family/home. Was saying to him. 听到了周易的话,而且看着周易也不像是什么坏人。佛朗西斯科犹豫了一下,还是拉开了自己家的大门。对着他说道。 „A bit faster comes, here is not very peaceful” “快点进来,这里不是很太平” „I know, the hell kitchen can call this name naturally unable to be very peaceful” Zhou Yi will not tell him to come up the time has tidied up the fellow who 2-3 have not kept eyes open. “我知道,地狱厨房吗能叫这个名字自然不会很太平”周易可不会告诉他自己上来的时候就已经收拾掉了两三个不长眼的家伙。 Heard Zhou Yi saying that was lives in one of the hell kitchen, Francisco not quickly snort/hum one. However he does not have, therefore keeps them out Zhou Yi, but after when he comes, has closed the front door of oneself family/home. 听到周易这么说,身为居住在地狱厨房的一员,弗朗西斯科不快地哼了一声。不过他没有因此把周易拒之门外,而是等到他进来之后,才关上了自己家的大门。 Then, Zhou Yi again had seen two surface Vertiz with that with him. Diluoya madame met again. However this time, this madame does not know that who he is 就这样,周易再一次和那个已经和他见过两次面的贝尔蒂斯.迪迪洛亚夫人再一次见面了。不过这一次,这位夫人可不知道他是谁 Therefore she can only have doubts looks at Zhou Yi, asked. 所以她只能疑惑地看着周易,问道。 „Sir, we should not meet. You look for me are” to be continued. “先生,我们应该从来没有见过面吧。请问你找我是”未完待续。 ... ...