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#1657: The pain of grave of living hero

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The Arlington national cemetery, was used to commemorate the dignified situation of dying in battle martyr. In all previous war has the serviceman of contribution sacrificed for the US, has the qualifications to move into here, enjoys this to be the honor of martyr. 阿灵顿国家公墓,一个用来纪念阵亡烈士的庄严场合。历代战争中为美国而牺牲的有贡献的军人,都有资格入驻这里,享受这份属于烈士的荣誉。 Naturally, James. Rhodes, war machine Rhodey in super hero, natural enjoys this qualifications. 当然,詹姆斯.罗德斯,超级英雄中的战争机器罗迪,也是理所应当的享有这个资格的。 As for the super hero who the entire human race freedom and destiny died in battle, although his death is ignominious, even has meaning of some conspiracy theories, but no matter what, he died the later home to return to enough ideal. 作为为了全人类自由、命运而战死的超级英雄,虽然他的死并不光彩,甚至带有些许阴谋论的意味,但是不管怎么说,他死了之后的归宿还是足够理想的。 Was awarded him of highest rank martyr name to set up own tombstone safely in the Arlington national cemetery. Although said that because died in the below of nuclear bomb, making his remains be reduced to ashes thoroughly, is unable to be placed here. However as existence of commemorative significance, a tomb containing clothing without the body also sufficed merely actually. 被授予了最高等级烈士称谓的他能够安然地把自己的墓碑树立在阿灵顿国家公墓中。虽然说因为死在了核弹的下面,使得他的遗体彻底地化为了灰烬,根本无法被安放在这里。但是仅仅作为一个纪念意义的存在,一个衣冠冢其实也就够了。 Most at least said that regarding, in this day of his anniversary death anniversary rushes to here to visit his family member and friend specially, this is enough. Because, they are unable extravagant demands to be again more. 最起码的说,对于在他周年忌日的这一天专程跑到这里来探望他的亲人和朋友来说,这已经是足够的了。因为,他们也无法再奢求更多了。 As once friend, is the best friend. Stark also unavoidably will certainly attend such situation on this day. What is unexpected, he has not entered to the national cemetery, but covertly sits in the car(riage), for fear that others will see his existence. 作为曾经的朋友,也是最好的朋友。史塔克当然也免不了会在这一天出席这样的场合。只是出人意料的是,他并没有进入到国家公墓里面,而是偷偷摸摸地坐在车里,生怕别人会看见他的存在。 It is difficult to imagine, will always be fastidious about ostentation, to like Tony Stark that shows off also to have such low-key a day. However, he indeed has to need to maintain this low-key reason. 很难想象,一向讲究排场、喜欢炫耀的托尼.史塔克也会有这么低调的一天。但是,他的确是有着需要保持这份低调的理由。 Because of this reason, he must treat now here. Also because of this reason, he such treats is several hours. In these hours, he simply has not handled anything, but sits alone in boredom in the car(riage), is filling the alcohol toward the mouth one after another. 因为这个理由,他现在必须要待在这里。也因为这个理由,他这么一待就是好几个小时。这几个小时里,他根本没有做任何事情,只是枯坐在车里,一口一口地往嘴里灌着酒精。 But along with intaking of alcohol, becomes must be absent-minded, the vision that his facial expression also starts also becomes confused, in the conspicuous state of intoxication, could not see astuteness and strong in a wee bit past again. Probably he turned into a drunkard to be the same thoroughly. 而随着酒精的摄入,他的神情也开始的变得恍惚,目光也变得迷茫,显眼的醉态里,再也看不到一丁点往日里的精明和强干。好像他彻底地变成了一个酒鬼一样。 However, but looks that his eye knows, he has not gotten drunk. Because his eye is clear, the look is also firm. 不过,只是看着他的眼睛就知道,他并没有喝醉。因为他的眼睛还是清亮的,眼神也是坚定。 He does not have gotten drunk likely truly drunkard such to talk during sleep carelessly, runs amuck. He does to sit, comes to be numb own nerve with the alcohol. Although the effect is not ideal, but eventually actually better than nothing. But in such long waiting and anaesthesia, knocked the window sound to make a sound finally near his ear, and brought the news that he wanted to him. 他没有像是真正喝醉了的酒鬼那样胡乱呓语,胡作非为。他只是这么干坐着,用酒精来麻木着自己的神经。虽然效果并不理想,但是终究却还是聊胜于无的。而就在这样漫长的等待和麻醉中,一个敲窗的声音终于响在了他的耳边,并且给他带来了他想要的消息。 „President, they walked.” “总统阁下,她们已经走了。” Heard own bodyguard saying that Stark is long vented anger immediately, then made an effort to pat own cheeks. 听见自己的保镖这么说,史塔克立刻就是长长地出了一口气,然后用力地拍起了自己的脸颊来。 This made him change for the better from that drunken condition, most at least superficially, he restored in the ordinary day that astute strong appearance. This makes the bodyguard who has stared at him to look at lower the head hastily, shows to his respect. But he at will beckoned with the hand, and again was confirming to him. 这让他从那醉醺醺的状态中好转了过来,最起码从表面上来看,他又恢复到了平日里那副精明强干的模样。这让一直盯着他看的保镖连忙低下了头,以示对他的尊敬。而他则是随意地摆了摆手,并且再一次地对着他确认道。 „You determined that they did leave? You look with own eyes they walk from here?” “你确定她们已经离开了吗？你亲眼看着她们从这里走出去的吗？” „Yes, your excellency. I am very definite. I look with own eyes they sit boarded, leaves with her these family members. They will not come back again, I can guarantee!” “是的,阁下。我很确定。我亲眼看着她们坐上了车,和她的那些亲人们一起离开。她们不会再回来了,我敢保证！” Vowing solemnly of bodyguard made Stark put down the heart thoroughly. Can avoid at this time with their meeting, regarding him absolutely is the matter of primary importance. Regarding why? Very obviously, this completely is because he absolutely does not have the face to face them, facing the widows and children of his best friend good friend. 保镖的信誓旦旦让史塔克彻底地放下了心来。能在这个时候避免和她们的见面,对于他来说绝对是最重要的事情。至于说为什么？很显然,这完全是因为他根本就没有脸面去面对她们,面对他至交好友的遗孀和子女。 He has put the blame on the Rhodey death on oneself body, because of regarding him, all causes and results decides because of his idea. If were not he has given Rhodey the Mark two generations, Rhodey at all does not become a super hero. If not because he has become the president, the person who needs to trust comes to work for oneself, Rhodey will not represent itself, becomes of avenger. If not eager to take revenge, wish makes Steve pay the price, then Rhodey will not go to India, will not die in that damned place. 他已经把罗迪的死归咎在了自己的身上,因为对于他来说,一切的起因和结果都是因为他的主意而决定的。如果不是他把马克二代给了罗迪,罗迪就根本不会成为一个超级英雄。如果不是因为他成了总统,需要信任的人来为自己工作,罗迪根本就不会代表自己,成为复仇者的一员。而如果不是急切地想要复仇,想要让史蒂夫付出代价,那么罗迪根本就不会到印度去,也根本不会死在那个鬼地方。 All are his mistake, was his fault has caused the death of Rhodey. Is his mistake, making that pitiful wife lose the husband, that lovable child lost the father. In such a case, how he has that face to face them, how he had the courage saying that to them sorry. 一切都是他的错,是他的失误导致了罗迪的死亡。是他的错误,使得那位可怜的妻子失去了丈夫,那个可爱的孩子失去了父亲。在这样的情况下,他怎么有那个脸面去面对他们,他怎么有勇气对她们去说一声对不起。 He does not have this courage, therefore he can only choose to evade, evades their vision, evades with their possibilities face-to-face. Then, toward the tombstone of oneself that friend, is unfair to this saying. 他没有这个勇气,所以他只能选择逃避,逃避开她们的目光,逃避和她们面对面的可能。然后独自一人的,向着自己那个朋友的墓碑,把这一声对不起给说出来。 This is he at present the only idea, is he in spite of being very busy is extracting the matter that day of time must handle. Now, security personnel have cleaned up the scene, has made an enough security and peaceful space to him. But he also reorganized the mood while this time, was embracing one bunch of white chrysanthemums, before slowing pace arrives at the tombstone that has stood erect newly. 这是他目前唯一的想法,也是他在百忙之中抽出一天时间来也必须要做的事情。现在,安保人员已经清理了场面,给他腾出了一个足够安全和安静的空间。而他也是趁着这个时候整理好了心情,怀抱着一束白菊花,慢步地走到了那座新竖立起来的墓碑前。 The tombstone that Xinli gets up like has not been other these tombstones, seal on the tombstone engraves the symbol of cross. In fact, as the rise of belief alternates, few people have been willing to replace the way of oneself death with the cross again. They will choose a cleaner tombstone, can symbolize own thing. But is not a declining religion token. This point, had been duplicated in the past many. It looks like Christianity substitution roman, substitution nordic, substitutes for traditional such of Celts. Now, was one's turn it to enter the grave of history. 新立起来的墓碑并没有像是其他的那些墓碑一样,在墓碑上印刻上十字架的标志。事实上,随着信仰的起落更迭,已经很少有人愿意再用十字架代替自己的死亡之途了。他们会选择更干净的墓碑,更能象征自己的东西。而不是一个破落宗教的象征物。这一点,在过去就已经被重复了很多遍。就像是基督教取代罗马人,取代北欧人,取代凯尔特人的传统那样。现在,也轮到它走进历史的坟墓了。 Naturally, this and Rhodey has not related, even if Christianity is still powerful, his tombstone will not have the symbol of cross. The cross could not replace him. Sets upright Bei Deren regarding these for him, can replace his, only then such a status. That is super heroic war machine. 当然,这和罗迪没有关系,哪怕是基督教依然强盛,他的墓碑也不会有十字架的标志。十字架代替不了他。对于那些为他竖碑的人来说,能代替他的只有这么一个身份而已。那就是超级英雄战争机器。 The Rhodey tombstone was carved the lifelike war machine bust appearance, is similar to he is the same before death, ice-cold and stands erect solemnly and respectfully here. 罗迪的墓碑被雕刻成了栩栩如生的战争机器半身像的模样,如同他生前一样,冰冷而肃穆地矗立在这里。 These in the past years Rhodey by the person who rescued, because these Rhodey battled at risk of life forces the soldiers who lived from the Indian battlefield. They choose with such way feel grateful the offer of Rhodey, makes up guilty in oneself innermost feelings. But this also causes, when Stark stands here, stands before this tombstone, he had almost Rhodey to stand in front of himself, and was condemning own feeling with the ice-cold vision. 这些在以往的岁月里被罗迪救下来的人,这些因为罗迪拼死作战才勉强从印度战场活下来的士兵们。他们选择用这样的方式来感激罗迪的奉献,来弥补自己内心里的愧疚。而这也就使得,当史塔克站在这里,站在这座墓碑前的时候,他几乎就有了一种罗迪就站在自己面前,并且用冰冷的目光谴责着自己的感觉。 This makes him somewhat shameful, even said some not to dare own vision to approaching it. However, he after all also clear, this is only a person statue, a dying thing. Therefore after for a very long time silent such, he has had the courage. Will not be opening the mouth to reply that to his statue mentioned the words. 这让他有些无地自容,甚至说都些不敢把自己的目光对向它。不过,他毕竟也清楚,这只是一个人雕像,一个死物而已。所以在久久地沉默了那么一番之后,他还是鼓起了勇气。对着这个不会开口回答他的雕像说起了话来。 „Sorry, the old friend, I chose this time to come to visit you.” “抱歉,老朋友,我选择了这个时候过来看你。” „I have not thought that the matter will turn into this. If I can guess that obtains, I will certainly not make you handle such matter. Sorry, Rhodey. Was I have harmed you, was I harms you dead in that damned place. Was I makes Jennie lose husband, making young Seaver lose the father. I am unfair to you, I was sorry really very much!” “我没有想到事情会变成这样。如果我能猜得到的话,我一定不会让你去做这样的事情。对不起,罗迪。是我害了你,是我害你死在那种鬼地方。是我让珍妮失去了丈夫,让小西弗失去了父亲。我对不起你,我真的很抱歉！” This is not the words that a president should speak. If as president, he should praise his heroics, praised his sacrifice. And felt to be a pity for his sacrifice, and summoned that more people came to learn from him are right. Likely like this missing puts the blame on oneself spoken language completely, not only will appear he will be weak and incompetent, will also show that his decision-making will be fundamentally wrong. 这不是一个总统该说的话。如果是以总统的身份的话,他应该夸赞他的英勇,赞扬他的牺牲。并且为他的牺牲感到可惜,并且号召更多的人来向他学习才对。像是这样把错过完全归咎在自己身上的言语,不仅仅会显得他软弱无能,而且更会证明他的决策从根本上就是错误的。 This is most matter awfully. Must know, passing US President may not have one to be willing to acknowledge such matter is wrong. Even if they are serious in the Mideast casualty, the number threw away carelessly by the dollars of trillion ideas. They clench teeth to insist, all these for the interests of America, all these for the happiness of entire human race. 这才是最要命的事情。要知道,过往的美国总统可没有一个愿意承认这样的事情是错误的。哪怕他们在中东地区死伤惨重,数以亿万计的美金打了水漂。他们还是咬着牙坚称,这一切都是为了美利坚的利益,这一切都是为了全人类的幸福。 They think really? Answer naturally negative. This matter only then the fool believes. 他们真的是这么想的吗？答案当然是否定的。这种事情只有傻子才会相信。 However a little actually real. That is they absolutely will not acknowledge that this is a mistake. From the angle of personal interest, is from the national interest angle, they will insist oneself viewpoint. But Stark is also same, if in the situation of public, the status of according to president delivers the speech, he also will be similarly righteous, claims all these correctness and justness. 但是有一点却是真的。那就是他们绝对不会承认这是个错误。不论是从个人利益的角度上,还是从国家利益的角度上,他们都会坚持自己的这个观点。而史塔克也是一样,如果是在公众的场合之中,以总统的身份发表讲话,他同样也会理直气壮,声称这一切的正确和正义。 However this is not the situation of public, this is the personal situation. His status is a friend, a friend of making mistakes. Therefore he said that these words are fair, do not have what mistake to exist. At this moment, no matter he said that anything was late. 但是这不是公众的场合,这是私人的场合。他的身份是一个朋友,一个犯了错的朋友。所以他说这些话合情合理,并没有什么错误存在着。只是事到如今,不管他说什么都已经是晚了。 Rhodey died, these words that he spoke only then an ice-cold statue can hear. Therefore, even if he admitted mistakes, admitted own crime. He simply does not have the means to get any response, forgiving of least bit. 罗迪已经死了,他所说的这些话只有一个冰冷的雕像能够听到。所以,哪怕他认了错,承认了自己的罪行。他也根本没有办法得到任何的回应,一丝半点的原谅。 This point, he also knows. Therefore after is staring at present the tombstone of friend for a very long time, he deeply bent the waist, and prepares to worship piously the white chrysanthemum in hand in his front. 这一点,他自己也是知道的。所以在久久凝视着眼前朋友的墓碑之后,他深深地弯下了腰,并且准备将手中的白菊花敬奉在他的面前。 This is his final expressing best wishes, is he can at present only to the matter that own friend handles. He knows this insufficiently, but he does not have many choices. Therefore, he can only chat the table comfort with this way. 这算是他最后的致意,也是他目前唯一能对自己朋友所作的事情。他知道这不够,但是他没有更多的选择。所以,他只能用这种方式来聊表安慰。 Comforts him, making his conscience be insufficient to be so uncomfortable and pain. In addition, he not many choices. 安慰他自己,让他的良心不至于那么难受和痛苦。除此之外,他并没有更多的选择。 However, although he thinks. However other people may not think. Because at this time, blue flame appeared on his white chrysanthemum, and is quick, has fired the ashes it. 不过,他虽然是这么想的。但是其他的一些人可并不这么想。因为就在这个时候,一道蓝色的火焰已经是浮现在了他的白菊花上面,并且很快的,就将其烧成了灰烬。 Such characteristics showed sufficiently came the unexpected visitor. But in fact, indeed is so. 这样的特征足以证明已经来了不速之客。而事实上,也的确是如此。 The low and deep sound conveyed from the rear areas of numerous tombstone at this time, was similar to the sword categorical sound resounds through near the ear of Stark. 低沉的声音在这个时候从重重墓碑的后方传来,如同刀剑般斩钉截铁的声音响彻在了史塔克的耳边。 „You do not have the qualifications such to do, president! You do not have the qualifications to call him friend!” hundred degrees celsius „the glory outstanding numerous literatures of sun god” latest chapter first free reading. “你没有资格这么做,总统阁下！你没有资格称他为朋友！”百度一下“太阳神的荣耀杰众文学”最新章节第一时间免费阅读。
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