MSG :: Volume #15

#1441: In the dream sees the journey end point


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Absent-minded brought in the sanctuary, Rahmat Dzhamm's consciousness was in several near thin degrees. 恍恍惚惚的被抬进了庇护所之中,拉玛穆贾姆的意识已经到了几近稀薄的程度。 He was unable to do the cognition to himself, he does not even know that now is what kind of situation. The reality and fantasy confuse one piece in his world, in his eyes, he can see only then at present a that white piece. 他已经无法认知到自己在干什么了,他甚至都不知道现在到底是一个怎么样的处境。现实和幻想在他的世界里已经是混淆成了一片,在他的眼里,他所能看到的就只有眼前那白茫茫的一片。 Was own this dies? Rahmat Dzhamm who came to the verge of death coming innumerable strongly could not bear self-examine at this time. He is not willing to accept a such result, therefore he goes all out to struggle immediately. But when he such is struggling, most makes him feel that the familiar sound actually suddenly passed to his ear. 自己这算是死了吗?无数次濒临死亡都坚挺了过来的拉玛穆贾姆忍不住在这个时候自问了起来。他不愿意接受这样的一个结果,所以他立刻就拼命地挣扎了起来。而就在他这么挣扎着的时候,一个最让他感到熟悉的声音却是突然地传到了他的耳朵里。 „, Dear, calm. Do not frighten the child!” “嘘,亲爱的,冷静一点。别吓到孩子!” Suddenly resounding of this sound, making Rahmat Dzhamm stop struggling immediately. He is looking around toward that white world vigorously at present, then, he saw his institute most familiar form in that white world quickly. 这个声音的突然响起,让拉玛穆贾姆立刻就停止了挣扎。他极力地向着眼前那一片白茫茫的世界张望着,然后很快地,他就在那一片白茫茫的世界中看到了一个他所最熟悉的身影。 His wife is embracing a baby, looks down him with a smiling face of blame. This is he gets up to see every morning, now thinks is actually the precious appearance. He thinks that oneself could not see again all these, but a miracle such appeared in his front. This makes him excited, immediately he wants to rush her closely to hug into the bosom. 他的妻子正怀抱着一个婴儿,用一副略带责备的笑容低头看着他。这是他每天早晨起来都能看到,现在想起来却是弥足珍贵的模样。他以为自己再也看不到这一切了,但是一个奇迹却这么地出现在了他的面前。这让他激动不已,以至于立刻的他就想要冲上去将她紧紧地搂入怀抱。 However, he cannot such do. Because of this time, his body looked like presses the heavy load to be the same, cannot move missile-borne, even if tiny bit. He can only helplessly think so that oneself wife stands in oneself front, stands to oneself, only then close remote place, but oneself actually cannot move her. 但是,他不能这么做。因为这个时候,他的身体就像是压了千斤重担一样,根本地就不能动弹上哪怕一丝一毫。他只能就这么眼睁睁地看着自己的妻子站在自己的面前,站在离自己只有咫尺之遥的地方,而自己却根本碰触不到她。 This lets Rahmat Dzhamm's pain and suffering at heart. He starts to struggle is sending out from the hoarse throat is similar to Beast general wailing. But hears his wailing, his wife has depended immediately, set aside a hand to stroke to his face, simultaneously such was saying to him. 这让拉玛穆贾姆的心里痛苦而且煎熬。以至于他开始挣扎着从嘶哑的嗓子里发出如同野兽一般的哀嚎。而听到他的这种哀嚎,他的妻子立刻就靠了上来,腾出了一只手抚摸向了他的脸庞,同时对着他这么说道。 Don't this, dear. This, this should not be your mistake. You do not need to rebuke oneself!” “别这样,亲爱的。别这样,这不是你的错。你不用太自责的!” No, this is my mistake!” It is not able to make any movement to the gentleness of wife, Rahmat Dzhamm can only twitch the cheeks that are changing beyond all recognition, is fixing the eyes on her with the red eye, and hoarse was saying to her. This is my mistake. If not I, all these will not occur. If not I, the matter at all will not become this. Was I have harmed you, was I have harmed you. Sorry, dear, all these are my mistake, is my this bastard!” “不,这是我的错!”无法对妻子的温柔做出任何的动作,拉玛穆贾姆只能抽动着自己面目全非的脸颊,用通红的眼睛紧盯着她,并且嘶哑地对着她说道。“这都是我的错。如果不是我,这一切根本不会发生。如果不是我,事情根本不会变得这样。是我害了你们,是我害了你们。对不起,亲爱的,这一切都是我的错,都是我这个混蛋啊!” Here, Rahmat Dzhamm has choked with sobs. Lost the wife family member of love, this is in his life the most sorrowful matter. But loses they main reason is actually oneself, this made him have a heart such as the blade blew the pain. He knew that is unable to face them, he understands that oneself is impossible to obtain to forgive. However he must tell them the truth, because he does not want to make them die such inexplicably. 说到这里,拉玛穆贾姆已经是泣不成声。失去了挚爱的妻子家人,这是他一生中最为悲痛的事情。而失去他们最主要的原因却是自己,这更加令他有一种心如刀刮般的痛楚。他自知无法面对她们,他明白自己不可能获得原谅。但是他必须要告诉他们真相,因为他不想让她们死得这么不明不白。 He thinks that oneself will be spurned, was scolded, even was given more brutal treatment. However in fact, such matter has not occurred. Because his wife is stroking him gently, is stroking enduring of his unpolished rice compared with the face of malicious ghost, simultaneously the smile does not change to say to him. 他以为自己会被唾弃,被责骂,甚至是被给予更残酷的对待。但是事实上,这样的事情并没有发生。因为他的妻子还是那么温柔地抚摸着他,抚摸着他粗粝的堪比恶鬼的脸庞,同时微笑不改地对着他说道。 I know, I do not blame you. Does we dozens years of husband and wife body, have what matter is I cannot forgive your? Good, do not cry, if you like this were seen by the children can laugh.” “我知道,我不怪你。我们几十年的夫妻一体,难道还有什么事情是我不能原谅你的吗?好了,不要哭了,你这样子要是被孩子们看到了可是会笑话的。” Looked like in the past dozens years, wife throughout that gentle and containing. Her murmur the song makes Rahmat Dzhamm heart stop turning sour freely, but this also makes his tears not bring standing still has flowed. 就像是过去几十年里的一样,妻子始终还是那么的温柔和包容。她的潺潺细语让拉玛穆贾姆心中止不住地发酸,而这也让他的泪水根本不带停歇的就流淌了下来。 She does not blame him, but he blamed himself and hates. If not because also wants to take revenge at heart, he wants such death will settle everything, repays all mistakes that oneself make. Hatred! Regarding the hatred of Hydra as in his seething with excitement at heart, making him impossible choose to give up at this time in any event. He must make Hydra pay the price. 她不怪他,但是他却责怪和怨恨自己。如果不是因为心里还想要复仇的话,他真的就想要这么一死了之,来偿还自己所犯下的所有错误。只是仇恨!对于九头蛇的仇恨依旧在他的心里沸腾,让他无论如何都不可能在这个时候选择放弃。他必须要让九头蛇付出代价。 Has thought of Hydra, the look on Rahmat Dzhamm face immediately became fierce. Hatred in his heart and starts unable to stop maliciously stirs, but this was makes his front wife long sigh. 想到了九头蛇,拉玛穆贾姆脸上的神色顿时就变得狰狞了起来。他心中的仇恨和恶意开始止不住地鼓荡,而这则是让他面前的妻子长长地叹息了起来。 Dear, leaves this. Your this is really makes me have no way relieved.” “亲爱的,别这样。你这样实在是让我没法安心。” I cannot forgive them, is they, is these damn fellows. If because of them, all these will not occur. I must ask them to take revenge, I must make them pay the price.” “我不能原谅他们,是他们,是这些该死的家伙。如果不是因为他们,这一切根本就不会发生。我一定要找他们复仇,我一定要让他们付出代价。” Price?” Hears this saying, on Rahmat Dzhamm's wife face also changed immediately. Her look is no longer gentle, her vision no longer is also gentle. This time he probably turned into a stranger suddenly, to the stranger who he interrogated. This is the price that you want. Has a look! Has a look at our grandsons, you thought that such price isn't enough?” “代价?”听到这话,拉玛穆贾姆的妻子脸上顿时也跟着变化了起来。她的神色不再平和,她的眼光也不再温柔。这个时候的他突然地就好像变成了一个陌生人,一个对他质问的陌生人。“这就是你想要的代价。看看吧!看看我们的孙子,你觉得这样的代价难道还不足够吗?” Was saying such words, wife toward Rahmat Dzhamm hurled the baby who in the hand embraced fiercely. When that baby is sobbing, pounds on Rahmat Dzhamm time, immediately, his body looks like a beach rotten meat is the same, the entire being split up place has sprinkled Rahmat Dzhamm's whole body. 说着这样的话,妻子已经是猛地把手里怀抱的婴孩向着拉玛穆贾姆掼了过来。而当那婴孩哭泣着,砸到拉玛穆贾姆身上的时候,立刻的,他的身躯就像是一滩烂肉一样,整个的四分五裂地洒满了拉玛穆贾姆的全身。 The blood almost overspread Rahmat Dzhamm's whole body, making his whole person stare. But in such blood is contaminated, he also saw oneself wife's change. She is not that appearance that are familiar with, but was one is dug up the bloody pitiful condition of skin. 鲜血几乎铺满了拉玛穆贾姆的全身,让他整个人都愣了起来。而就在这样的鲜血浸染中,他也已经是看到了自己妻子的变化。她不在是自己所熟悉的那副模样,而是一副被扒了皮的血淋淋的惨状。 The white ray starts to diverge, the strong black spews out from wife's back. He saw oneself son, oneself daughter, millions of dies because, moreover loathsome appearance pitiful person. They keep silent, but makes threatening gestures, a school of fierce fearsome appearance. But sees this appearance, Rahmat Dzhamm is unable to endure finally, screamed loudly. 白色的光芒开始散去,浓烈的黑色从妻子的背后喷涌而出。他看到了自己的儿子,自己的女儿,千千万万个因为自己而死,而且死相凄惨的人。他们不言不语,只是张牙舞爪,一派狰狞可怖的面貌。而看到这幅模样,拉玛穆贾姆终于是无法忍受地,大声尖叫了起来。 This scream, all drew back to disperse suddenly. All is becoming confused is unclear at present, probably is some type of thing unceasingly is pulling out to is the same. What exactly had? Rahmat Dzhamm is not clear, he only knows, own wife and children entirely from own at present vanishes. These fierce deceased people entirely have also disappeared. When the ray reappears before him, he can see only then school of beautiful scenery, heaven on earth general strange scene. 这一尖叫,一切都骤然间退散了下去。所有的一切都在眼前变得迷茫不清,就好像是某种东西正在不断地抽离一样。到底发生了什么?拉玛穆贾姆并不清楚,他只知道,自己的妻子儿女统统地从自己的眼前消失了。那些狰狞的死人也已经统统不见了。当光芒重新出现在他面前的时候,他能看到的就只有一派山清水秀,人间天堂一般的怪异景象。 The sunlight penetrates the cloud layer, sprinkles on his body, making him feel a warmth. But the cool breeze has stroked, fragrance of intermittent soil and flowers and plants that brings, was makes him send own heart to feel one intermittent happy. The deep blue lake water of distant place, everywhere is the fruit and flowers vegetation, the so gorgeous scenery, making him unable to stop has given birth tranquilly. He almost forgot, when previous time saw such scene is. If did not see that the appearance fierce refugees intake in the lakeside pumping, he thinks simply, oneself fell in any illusion. But because also sees them, he realized where oneself arrived. 阳光直直地穿透云层,洒在他的身上,让他感受到了一种久违的温暖。而清风拂过,带来的一阵阵泥土和花草的芳香,更是让他发自身心地感到了一阵阵舒畅。远处的碧蓝湖水,到处都是的花果植被,如此绚丽的景色,让他心里止不住地生出了平静。他都快忘了,上一次看到这样的景象是在什么时候。如果不是看到一个个面目狰狞的难民在湖边取水采食的话,他简直都以为,自己又落到了什么幻境之中。而也正是因为看到他们,他才意识到,自己到底来到了什么地方。 Is here a sanctuary? Has thought this, he could not bear look around. But this looks around, he sees immediately sat in front of himself that fellow. 这里是庇护所?想到了这点,他就忍不住地张望了起来。而这一张望,他立刻就看到了坐在自己面前的那个家伙。 That is a wear elegant man, looks like about ersanshi-year-old appearance, the appearance is very young, but two temples were graying. His mouth holds in the mouth a cigarette, in the hand is taking a book, like is drinks afternoon tea sitting on a rattan chair. It looks like simply does not have what difference with the average person. However, he behind is standing two bright messengers, is the proof is not the average person so is simple. 那是一个穿着考究的男人,看起来大概二三十岁的样子,面貌很年轻,但是两鬓却已经斑白。他嘴里叼着一根烟,手里拿着一本书,像是喝下午茶一样的坐在一张藤椅上。看起来和普通人根本没有什么区别。但是,他身后侍立着两个光明使者,却是证明绝非是普通人那么简单。 Being completely muddled that although Rahmat Dzhamm was played by Hydra, but he is not the fool. He is very clear, an average person is absolutely impossible to have such treatment, therefore he has the unusual status inevitably. This perhaps is the person who can speak here, has this kind of understanding, Rahmat Dzhamm has opened the mouth to him immediately, hoarse is sending to ask. 拉玛穆贾姆虽然被九头蛇耍的晕头转向,但是他并不是什么傻子。他很清楚,一个普通人绝对不可能有这样的待遇,所以他必然有着非同一般的身份。这也许是一个能够在这里说得上话的人,有着这样一个认识,拉玛穆贾姆立刻就对他张开了嘴,嘶哑着发问道。 Who are you? Where is my this?” “你是谁?我这是在哪里?” Where you should very clear is right, Rahmat Dzhamm. Woods general. Isn't this place that you want to come to by any means possible? You did not want to find me reckless, what matter said to me? What's wrong, have you forgotten your goal?” “你应该很清楚自己在哪里的才对,拉玛穆贾姆.森将军。这不是你千方百计想来进来的地方吗?你不是不顾一切地想要找到我,对我说什么事情吗?怎么,难道你已经忘了自己的目的了?” Puts down the book Zhou Yi to reveal frankly own status, but he incomparably direct reply makes the man who in this heart is full of the revenge desire endure to shock immediately freely. 放下书的周易直言不讳地显露出了自己的身份,而他无比直接的回答立刻就让这个心中充满复仇欲望的男人忍不住地震惊了起来。 The Zhou Yi status is a secret, in this world besides these state leaders, only then the small number of people knows his real status. Although Rahmat Dzhamm very close this status, but in his eventually also difference such one step. Therefore his not clear bright king in the status of world is anything. But this natural place, lets him, when saw that the Zhou Yi true body will endure to shock freely. 周易的身份是一个秘密,在这个世界上除了那些国家首脑之外只有少数人知道他的真实身份。拉玛穆贾姆虽然很接近这个地位,但是他终究还差上那么一步。所以他并不清楚明王在人间的身份到底是什么。而这自然地,让他在看到周易真身的时候会忍不住地震惊。 However the shock is limited, he is one to take revenge living after all the man, except for taking revenge he does not care about any other things, including the Zhou Yi status. When Zhou Yi such exposes the status, he has shocked such one after next, immediately was saying to him. 不过震惊是有限的,他毕竟是一个为了复仇而活着的男人,除了复仇他并不在乎任何其他的东西,包括周易的身份。所以当周易这么暴露出自己身份的时候,他只是震惊了那么一下下,就立刻对着他说道。 You are the bright king! I had the matter to ask you saying that I had the matter to ask you to cooperate. Secret, right! Secret! Some of my multi- secrets can tell you very much, I can help you thoroughly destroy Hydra all here. So long as you comply with my matter, my anything can tell you. I only then such a request, I know that you want to ruin them. Therefore, comes to cooperate with me, comes to cooperate with me. Asked you, asked you!” “你是明王!我有事情想要找你说,我有事情想要找你合作。秘密,对!秘密!我很有多秘密可以告诉你,我可以帮你彻底地摧毁九头蛇在这里的一切。只要你答应我一件事情,我就什么都可以告诉你。我只有这么一个要求,我知道你想要毁掉他们。所以,来和我合作吧,来和我合作吧。求求你,求求你!” His spoken language speaks incoherently, even said somewhat crazily. However Zhou Yi not, because this strange spoken language has the idea of any accident/surprise. All that because on his very clear this person has, he saw his story, saw his past and his despair. This made him unable to bear sigh, was staring among other people the malicious ghost appearance, every single word or phrase was asking to him. 他的言语语无伦次,甚至说有些疯狂。但是周易并没有因为这种奇怪的言语而有什么意外的想法。因为他很清楚这个人身上发生的一切,他已经看到了他身上的故事,看到了他的过去和他的绝望。这让他忍不住地叹息了起来,然后凝视着他人间恶鬼般的容貌,一字一句地对着他问道。 To take revenge, you are willing to achieve such a situation, is worth really?” “为了复仇,你甘愿做到这么一个地步,真的值得吗?”
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