MSG :: Volume #15

#1440: Black passes the red different kind color

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„Is this I best home to return to?” “这是我最好的归宿？” Hears the mouth of bright envoy to say such words, Rahmat Dzhamm that is similar to the face of air-drying skeleton has shown immediately a grieved smiling face. He knows, this bright envoy said does not have the mistake, oneself indeed damn, and was already should die. If not he, this country is impossible to turn into today this, if not he, his family member impossible bitter experience to such extremely tragic treatment. He dies pities insufficient, indeed dies pities insufficient. However he is not willing, he was not willingly like this died. 听到光明使者的嘴里冒出这样的话,拉玛穆贾姆那已经是如同风干骷髅的脸上顿时就露出了一个惨然的笑容。他知道,这个光明使者说的没有错,自己的确是该死的,并且是早就应该去死的。如果不是他,这个国家不可能变成今天这样,如果不是他,他的家人也不可能遭遇到那样惨绝人寰的对待。他死不足惜,的的确确是死不足惜的。但是他不甘心,他不甘心就这样地死去。 His personal enemy there, his intense and deep-seated hatred has not reported that how such he can die here, such he possibly is how resigned dead here. 他的仇人还在那里,他的血海深仇还没有报,这样的他怎么能死在这里,这样的他怎么可能甘心死在这里。 The hatred is one fearful strength, sometimes if will be the love will make the person fade from the memory, will then hate can let one person ten years most of the time, 20 years for a lifetime will even bear a grudge. It can help the person obtain the infinite power , can reduce to the abyss. Present Rahmat Dzhamm can say that is this, he has fallen into the abyss, even if were fell into the abyss he still not to forget to put out a hand, wanted also to give to tow own personal enemy to entrain. 仇恨是一种可怕的力量,如果是爱情有时候会让人淡忘的话,那么仇恨大多数时候都能让一个人十年,20年甚至一辈子地记恨下去。它能让人获得无穷的动力,也能让人沦落到深渊之中。如今的拉玛穆贾姆可以说就是这样,他已经跌入了深渊之中,但是即便是已经落入了深渊他也依然不忘伸出手,想要把自己的仇人也给拖拽下去。 This has become his lifetime holds to read. But is because such holds to read, he loosened oneself hand. Crawled in the direction of sanctuary once more past. 这已经成了他一生的执念。而就是因为这样的一个执念,他松开了自己的手。再次地向着庇护所的方向爬行了过去。 How the bright envoy said, he has not cared. If they do not want to bring itself to see right in front of one that Spiritual God, then his oneself crawl to see him. If they are not willing to open the front door for themselves, then he has a specific use to hit that leaf of front door, even if destroys also to enter to inside. 光明使者怎么说,他已经不在乎了。如果他们不想带自己去面见那个神灵的话,那么他就自己爬过去见他。如果他们不肯为自己打开大门的话,那么他就算是用头去撞那扇大门,哪怕把头撞烂也要进到里面去。 He did not care about oneself death, actually does not care about oneself this body to turn what kind. He only wants to take revenge, but before the revenge, anybody anything cannot prevent him, could not prevent him. 他不在乎自己的死亡,不在乎自己这副身体究竟会变成怎样。他只想复仇,而在复仇之前,任何人任何东西都不能阻止他,也根本阻止不了他。 He is crazy, unprecedented. This point, the bright envoy is looks, he is very strange, what person can have such big hatred. Although he saw the evil in this person soul, but actually cannot see his passing. This made him start hesitant, hesitated is not knowing that should go with what kind of manner facing a such fellow. But when he so is hesitating, Rahmat Dzhamm crossed him, crawled the past toward his behind sanctuary. 他是疯狂的,一往无前的。这一点,光明使者已经是看出来了,他很奇怪,什么样的人能够拥有这么大的恨意。他虽然看到了这个人灵魂中的罪恶,但是却根本看不出他的过往。这让他开始犹豫了起来,犹豫着不知道该用怎么样的态度去面对这样的一个家伙。而就在他这么犹豫着的时候,拉玛穆贾姆已经越过了他,向着他身后的庇护所爬行了过去。 He crawls is not quick, in fact is impossible to crawl too quickly by his present body. However he crawls is very firm, anybody any thing is impossible to disturb his present movement. He is away from crawls to the sanctuary nearby is only a time issue. Other all issues, the body that gave way thoroughly were insignificant including his. 他爬的不是很快,事实上以他现在的身体也根本不可能爬得太快。但是他爬的很坚定,任何人任何事物都不可能干扰到他现在的动作。他距离爬到庇护所的跟前只是一个时间问题而已。其他的所有问题,包括他那已经彻底垮掉的身体都已经是无足轻重了。 But the time always crosses quickly, to other people had not thought quickly the time is passing, he arrived at the sanctuary nearby. In there, sanctuary that was similar to the sunlight light screen keeps off him outside stubbornly, but was feeling this light screen to own heartless rejection, on Rahmat Dzhamm face grieved smiled, has made directly an astonishing movement. 而时间总是过得很快的,快到其他人都没怎么觉得时间在流逝,他就已经是来到了庇护所的跟前。在那里,庇护所那如同阳光般的光幕死死地把他挡在了外面,而感受着这层光幕对自己的无情拒绝,拉玛穆贾姆脸上惨然一笑,直接就做出了一个惊人的动作。 He knocked with stiffly in light screen above, probably stiffly pounded with an egg to a stone is the same. Although the observers know, this fellow is impossible such one to kill above. When they see such movement, they appear a frigid feeling of difficult word. 他拿头硬生生地磕在了光幕的上面,就好像是拿一个鸡蛋硬生生地砸向一块石头一样。虽然旁观者们都知道,这个家伙是不可能这么一头撞死在上面的。但是当他们看到这样的动作的时候,他们心里还是浮现出一种难言的惨烈的感觉。 Because indeed was too miserable. Perhaps this knocks not to see the blood, but actually absolutely is the body flutters about. Does not see the blood to be normal, you can say that he has not made an effort, can say that he did not have more blood to flow. However the body flutters about, then only possibly is the latter. 因为的确是太惨了。这一头磕上去也许不见血,但是却绝对是皮肉纷飞。不见血正常,你可以说他没用劲,也可以说他是没有更多的血可以流了。但是皮肉纷飞,那么就只可能是后者。 On a person's gives to crack-up own head body, this must the big strength, this probably the big determination. Perhaps the average men want not to dare to imagine. However now, Rahmat Dzhamm is this, one by one like was insane, went all out to hit, went all out to call out. 一个人把自己脑袋上的皮肉都给撞碎下来,这要多大的力气,这要多大的决心。常人恐怕是想都不敢想象。但是现在,拉玛穆贾姆就是这样,一下又一下像是疯了一样的,拼命地撞击着,拼命地嘶喊着。 „Makes me go, making me go in!” “让我进去,让我进去！” His behavior is too strange, his behavior was also too fearful. Not only that bright envoy from the beginning, many other bright messengers also paid attention to have such one to exist at this time. When they noted such existence, they feel to be startled for this person evil of immediately. 他的行为太怪异,他的行为也太可怕了。不只是一开始的那个光明使者,很多其他的光明使者也在这个时候注意起了这样的一个存在。而当他们注意到了这样的一个存在的时候,他们立刻就为这个人身上的罪恶而感到吃惊。 The world in bright envoy eyes is simple. On behalf of white of innocent person, with representative the black of evil. This world never completely innocent person, no matter who more or less has done 1-2 wrong things. Therefore never has the pure white person, but similarly, does not have all black person. 光明使者眼中的世界非常简单。代表着无辜者的白,与代表着罪恶者的黑。这个世界从来没有完全无辜的人,不管是谁都或多或少地做过一两件错事。所以从来没有纯白的人,但是同样的,也没有纯黑的人。 Evil person also good side. Only if disappeared own conscience thoroughly, fell into the darkness thoroughly. Otherwise is the body is shouldering the big evil, will have other colors unavoidably. It looks like that is changed to the bright angel follower is the same, his evil is enormous, but his conscience has not vanished. This made his body present the rare black and white. 再邪恶的人也会善良的一面。除非是彻底地泯灭掉了自己的良知,彻彻底底地堕入了黑暗。不然就算是身上背负着再大的罪恶,也难免会有其他的一些颜色。就像是那个被转化为光明天使的信徒一样,他罪恶极大,但是他良知未泯。这让他的身上出现了罕见的黑与白。 If said that the beforehand that fellow has sufficed specially, then the present fellow actually compared with him must on more special a little. 而如果说之前的那个家伙就已经够特殊了,那么眼前的这个家伙却是比他还要更加特殊上那么一点。 His body is all black, black is thicker than ink enriching. Only one comes up shortly, bright messengers felt that at present seems black rivers, in tumbling of galloping. This means that he is guilty of the most heinous crime. But a person wants to a such situation guilty of the most heinous crime, then dies the person in his hand are least is also tens of thousands hundreds of thousands. Only looks at this fellow quantity , the bright envoy knows that the human life on this fellow hand feared also continues these. But if a person has achieved such degree, then really died with one pities insufficient is not overrated. 他的身上是纯黑的,黑的比墨水都更加浓稠。只一眼看上去,光明使者们就感觉到眼前仿佛是一个黑色的河流,在奔腾的翻滚着。这意味着他罪大恶极。而一个人想要罪大恶极到这样的一个地步,那么死在他手上的人最少也是几万十几万的。光是看这家伙身上的量,光明使者就知道这个家伙手上的人命怕是还不止这些。而一个人如果做到了这样的程度,那么真是用一句死不足惜也不为过了。 He is dies pities insufficient, properly speaking they can definitely a ignores such fellow such kill here. Why however does not know, when facing this kind of the fellow of bringing about own destruction, their was actually cannot bear at heart has had the sympathy. 他是死不足惜的,按理来说他们完全可以放任这样的一个家伙就这么撞死在这里。但是不知道为什么,在面对这样一个自寻死路的家伙的时候,他们的心里却是忍不住地生出了同情。 This not only because of his pitiful performance, what are more is because these bright messengers saw other things from his evil essence. He is it can be said that all black, but cannot say that is complete. Because in his color of that dark ink exaggeration, such scrap is similar to scab blood general dark red. 这不仅仅是因为他的悲惨表现,更多的还是因为这些光明使者们从他的罪恶本质身上看到了一些别的东西。他可以说是纯黑的,但是也不能说是全部。因为在他身上那浓墨渲染的颜色中,还有那么一小块如同结痂鲜血一般的暗红。 This is the thing that most keeps them from understanding, because they are very clear, this red means anything. What that means is loses to love, and in own hand. 这是最让他们无法理解的东西,因为他们很清楚,这种红色意味着什么。那意味着的是痛失所爱,并且是在自己的手里。 Destroys, this that oneself love perhaps is the craziest matter, is the deepest sin. If a person has achieved such situation, then could be said as did not have the qualifications to cultivate the behavior. However, was not is the person of such matter crazed to not having the medicine may rescue. Some people are really place reluctantly, some people were really forced by the reality. 毁灭掉自己所爱的,这也许是最疯狂的事情,也是最深沉的罪孽。一个人如果做到了这样的地步的话,那么真的可以说是已经没有资格做人了。但是,不是所有做了这样事情的人都是丧心病狂到无药可救的。有的人实在是身处无奈,有的人实在是被现实所逼迫。 When the contact world, the bright envoy has met a such example. That is police, is capturing the police who the ferocious suicide explodes the avid follower. In order to hold a such fellow, preventing him to cause the damage to most people. He used energy the thoughts to stop up him in the suburb, what however made him not think, this avid follower back organization had discovered his movement, they have kidnapped his family member, making him make the choice at that time. 在接触世界的时候,光明使者就遇到过这样的一个例子。那是一个警察,一个正在追捕穷凶极恶的自杀爆炸狂徒的警察。为了抓住这样的一个家伙,防止他对绝大多数人造成伤害。他费劲了心思才把他堵在了郊外,然而让他没有想到的是,这个狂徒背后的组织发现了他的动作,他们绑架了他的家人,让他在那个时候做出选择。 Lets off the present person, treats as has not seen. He can also see oneself family member. If he must dedicate as before, then he can see only then the corpse of family member. 放过眼前的人,当做没看见。他还可以见到自己的家人。而如果他依旧要尽忠职守的话,那么他能看到的就只有自己家人的尸体。 This is can compel the choice in dead end the person, any person when faced with chooses like this will fall into to painful intertwining. Lets off, you must look helplessly one group of innocent people die because of you. Stays behind, then you can only lose to love. 这是能把人逼到绝路里的选择,任何一个人在面临这样选择的时候都会陷入到痛苦的纠结中。放过,你就要眼睁睁地看着一群无辜者因为你而死。留下,那么你就只能痛失所爱。 The average people may mostly choose the former after the painful choice. Because regarding the average person, anything does not have important that own family member comes. However, this person is not an average person, he is police, he has oneself responsibility. This status makes him probably compared with the average person think much, must undertake the average person are more. Therefore to finally, him made one to let own painful choice lifelong finally. 普通人在痛苦的抉择之后大都可能会选择前者。因为对于普通人来说,什么都没有自己的家人来的重要。但是,这个人不是普通人,他是一个警察,他有着自己的职责。这个身份让他必须要比普通人想得更多,也必须要比普通人承担的更多。所以到最后,他终于还是做了一个让自己痛苦终身的选择。 He has chosen oneself responsibility, whatever these murderers have killed his wife children. Although he has saved many people, has saved many innocent families. However he lost thoroughly this all. Also from that time, this was eulogized as on existence of common people hero is becomes blood red, dazzling blood red. 他选择了自己的职责,任由那些凶手杀害了他的妻子儿女。虽然他拯救了很多人,拯救了很多个无辜的家庭。但是他自己已经是彻底地失去了这所有的一切。也就是从那个时候起,这个被歌颂为平民英雄的存在身上就已经是变得一片血红,一片刺目的血红。 That is the color that the bright messengers cannot forget, but on present person that red does not have dazzling that type blood red comes, but this is that color, is the red that they cannot forget. 那是光明使者们忘不了的颜色,而眼前的这个人身上的那种红色虽然没有那种血红来的耀眼,但是这就是那种颜色,就是他们忘不了的红色。 This probably was on human the most precious thing. After did not sacrifice and lost the pain, but loves, purest love. It is not the love, will not have such pinnacle color. It is not the love, such person is impossible to make them sympathize. Can to like being crazy, to love, but the enchanted person, how is worth pitying. Perhaps his misdemeanor does completely, too numerous to mention. However a little can affirm that is his loving makes him also be able to be called a person throughout. Since he is a person, then he has the saved value. 这大概就是人类身上最宝贵的东西了吧。不是牺牲和失去之后的痛苦,而是爱,最纯粹的爱。不是爱,不会有这么极致的色彩。不是爱,这样的人就根本不可能让他们同情。一个能够为了爱而疯狂,为了爱而疯魔的人,怎么都是值得怜悯的。他也许坏事做尽,罄竹难书。但是有一点可以肯定,那就是他心里的爱让他始终还能够被称之为一个人。而既然他还是一个人,那么他就有被拯救的价值。 Then, lets in his going in sanctuary? The bright envoy had not decided that this authority, they can do most also informs such existence of person to their masters. But can he obtain the interviews of their master, this is must look at him to have such luck. 那么,是不是让他进去庇护所里面呢？光明使者没有决定这个的权力,他们能做的最多也就是把这么一个人的存在告知给他们的主人。而他能不能得到他们主人的接见,这到底还是要看他有没有那样的幸运。 Rahmat Dzhamm is lucky, because before he cracks-up thoroughly the brain. The bright messengers obtained transmitting orders of their master, they have built this fellow, has taken into him the sanctuary. 拉玛穆贾姆是幸运的,因为在他把脑子彻底地撞碎掉之前。光明使者们就得到了他们主人的传令,他们架起了这个家伙,把他带进了庇护所里面。 Obviously, this is matter of making an exception. However regarding a such matter, outside person is actually far from anything to envy. 显然,这是破例的事情。但是对于这样的一个事情,外面的人却根本谈不上什么嫉妒。 All that he makes have exceeded the imagination of all people, no one dares to say oneself can achieve his such situation. They want to live, but the procedure of this person actually completely likely does not care about oneself life. 他所做的一切已经是超出了所有人的想象,谁也不敢说自己能做到他那样的地步。他们想要进去里面只是为了活着,但是这个人的做法却完全像是根本不在乎自己死活的。 Dies does not care, does he go to want to do? This perhaps is the issue that they impossible to understand. 连死都不在乎,他进去想要干什么？这也许是他们怎么也不可能想明白的问题吧。
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