In the bosomis holdingNatasha'sthis moment, heunexpectedlynotthatintensewish the impulsion that shepushes out.
当怀中抱着娜塔莎的这一刻,他竟然并没有那么强烈的想要将她推出去的冲动。On the contrary, thishugwarmmakesXia Zhiyewantsuchto get down......
相反,这拥抱温暖的让夏之夜想要一直这么下去……ThismadeXia Zhiyeclearly recognize itselfsuddenly, good that Sharon said that inownheart of hearts, wastwobothwantsprobably?
这让夏之夜忽然认清了自己,莎朗说的不错,在自己的内心深处,大概是两个都想要的吧?Whenthis momentapproaches, self-ridiculed that ownsoul, became a matter that Xia Zhiyecanhandleonly.
而当这一刻来临的时候,自嘲自己的灵魂,成为了夏之夜唯一能够做的一件事情。„No, the one whois dirtyisI.”Natashasaid: „Knowsobviouslyyouhad the girlfriend, knowsobviously,Iam ignominiousat the matter of doing, butIstillcouldn't helpdoing, stillcould not bear, cannot bearapproachestoyou, like thisI, amgenuinedirty.......”
“不,肮脏的是我。”娜塔莎说道:“明明知道你已经有了女朋友,明明知道,我在做的事情非常不光彩,但是我仍旧忍不住要去做,仍旧忍不住,忍不住向你靠近,这样得我,才是真正的肮脏……。”Xia Zhiyeshakes the head: „Likes a personnotwrong, butlikestwopeople, truemaking a mistake.”夏之夜摇头:“喜欢一个人没有错,但是喜欢两个人,就是真正的错了。”Natashalooked upfiercelytoXia Zhiye.
娜塔莎猛地抬头看向了夏之夜。
The Xia Zhiyelookbecomessomewhatsad: „Whenmydefinitethis moment, Iam a badman.”夏之夜的眼神变得有些忧伤:“当我确定的这一刻,我就已经是一个坏男人了。”„Youarebest.”Natashais holdinghisface, earnestsaying: „Youarebest!”
“你是最好的。”娜塔莎捧着他的脸,认真的说道:“你是最好的!”„Iwill injuretwoto lovemyperson.”Xia Zhiyesaid: „Can suchI, howbe calledwell? Whatis goodisyou...... The one whois badisI.”
“我会伤害两个爱我的人。”夏之夜说道:“这样的我,怎么能被称之为最好?好的是你们……坏的是我。”Hisheartinexplicablehas a feeling of feeling inferior.
他的心头莫名的有一种自惭形秽的感觉。Inthisworld, the sopuretwohearts, were actually above an uglysoul, Xia Zhiyedoes not knowownancestorshave saved the entireuniverse, howeversuch could, be joined tothemreally?
在这个世界上,如此纯粹的两颗心,却偏偏系在了一颗丑陋的灵魂之上,夏之夜不知道自己上辈子是不是真的拯救过整个宇宙,但是这样的自己,真的配得上她们吗?„No, youwill not injureher, Icannot.”Natashasaid: „Thislife, Ionlyasked the companionfinallyinyourside, had no other desire. Shedoes not know, is impossibleto know. For her, youareher...... That is all.”
“不,你不会伤害她,我也不会。”娜塔莎说道:“终此一生,我只求陪伴在你的身边,别无他求。她不会知道,也不可能知道。对她来说,你就是她的……仅此而已。”Xia Zhiyepupilcontraction: „Thisis unfair.”夏之夜瞳孔收缩:“这不公平。”„Thisisfair.”Natashalooks atXia Zhiye.
“这就是公平。”娜塔莎看着夏之夜。Xia Zhiyeclenches teeth: „Iwill solvethismatter, Iwill solve.......”夏之夜咬着牙:“我会解决这件事情,我会解决的……。”Natashaknits the brows, shealsotoagainsaidanything, butXia Zhiyehad beckoned with the hand saying: „Was needlessto sayagain, Iwill certainly handlethismatter. Before all thesehave not processed, allmatters, stoptemporarily.”
娜塔莎皱眉,她还向再说些什么,但是夏之夜已经摆了摆手说道:“不用再说了,我一定会将这件事情处理好的。而当这一切未曾处理好之前,所有的事情,暂时到此为止。”„Iunderstand.”
“我明白。”Natashadeeplyinspired, has let looseXia Zhiye, retrocededonestep: „ButIam thinkingsuddenly, Iandshe, impossibleforeveris accompanyingyou. Futureyou, shouldduring the endlessyears, will also seek for the newcompanion, althoughsaidthispossibilitytoyouat this timesomewhatearly, but...... Ihope,if that day truly arrives, Ihopeyoucanacceptthatpersonquickly, do not liveduringownrecollection...... Brings worry and misery on oneself.”
娜塔莎深深地吸了口气,放开了夏之夜,后退了一步:“但是我忽然在想,我和她,都不可能永远的陪伴着你。未来的你,应该在无尽的岁月之中,还会寻找新的伴侣,虽然这个时候跟你说这个可能有些早,但是……我还是希望,如果真的有那一天,我希望你能够很快的接受那个人,不要生活在自己的回忆之中……自苦。”Xia Zhiyehas rubbedownface: „Was too far...... Toofar...... Can wechange a topic?”夏之夜揉了揉自己的脸:“太远了……太远了……我们可以换个话题吗?”„Did thatsayHela?”
“那说说海拉?”„...... Can wechange a topicagain?”
“……我们可以再换个话题吗?”„Yousaid that whatweshouldsay?”Natashaasked.
“那你说我们应该说什么?”娜塔莎问道。Xia Zhiyethinks,said: „Matter, Ido not know, Idois right...... Ihope,youcanhelpmy.”夏之夜想了想,说道:“有一件事情,我不知道,我做的对不对……我希望,你能够帮我一下。”„Whatmatter?”
“什么事?”Natashaasked.
娜塔莎问道。„Imustat firstwith the matter that yousaid.”Xia Zhiyesaid.
“我最初要和你说的事情。”夏之夜说。„Youmustwithmesay that at first, isn'tamongus the matter?”Natashaasked.
“你最初要和我说的,难道不是我们之间的事情吗?”娜塔莎问道。„...... Ihad saidis not...... Un? Wait/Etc., before you, doesn't know the Helamatter? Hasn't looked?”Xia Zhiyeis suddenly enlightedsuddenly!
“……我说过不是……嗯?等等,难道你之前不知道海拉的事情?没看出来?”夏之夜忽然恍然大悟!„What did Isee? Was notyoutellsmesuddenly?”Natasha'sstrangeasking: „Youhow?”
“我看出什么了啊?难道不是你自己忽然跟我说的吗?”娜塔莎奇怪的问道:“你到底怎么了?”„Amonguspresented a verybewilderedmisunderstandingprobably, the topic that chattedhas produced the strangedeviation.”Xia Zhiyeflexureownhead, thensaid: „Imustto the matter that you said that obviouslyisTony.”
“我们之间大概是出现了一个很莫名其妙的误会,以至于聊天的话题产生了诡异的偏差。”夏之夜挠了挠自己的脑袋,然后说道:“我要跟你说的事情,明明是托尼啊。”„Tonyhow?”Natashaasked.
“托尼怎么了?”娜塔莎问。
After Xia Zhiyesilentonenext, said the whole story of matter.夏之夜沉默了一下之后,将事情的原委说了一遍。
After Natashalistened, dumbfounded.
娜塔莎听完了之后,也呆住了。Suchsituationisshehas not thought.
这样的情况是她也未曾想到的。„Howcan, be so puzzled?”Natashaignoranthalf of the day: „What to do can this?”
“怎么会,这么纠结?”娜塔莎懵了半天:“这可怎么办?”„Iambecausedoes not know that Iallmatters, have explainedwithTonynow. Howas to solvefinally, this is really not the matter that Icanmeddle.”Xia Zhiyesaid: „In addition, Stevematter. IandBuckysentimentalsoinnext, butSteveandhe is actually friendshipfrom infancy to maturity. Twopeople'srelationskissthickenoughmakesStevereplaceBucky dead. After presentthissituation, whatangledevelopmentalltoward, areIcompletelywill be unforeseen. AfterBuckycomes backfinally, betweenheandTonyfinalresult, Ido not knowwhatmethodsimplyshouldwithlook.......”
“我就是因为不知道啊,我现在已经将所有的事情,都跟托尼说明白了。至于最终如何解决,这实在不是我能够插手的事情。”夏之夜说道:“除此之外,还有史蒂夫的事情。我和巴基的感情还在其次,但是史蒂夫和他却是从小到大的交情。两个人的关系亲厚的足够让史蒂夫代替巴基去死。而当面临现在这种情况之后,一切会朝着什么样的角度发展,是我完全无法预料的。当最后巴基回来之后,他和托尼之间最终的结果,我简直不知道该用什么样的方法去看……。”
The one breathspoke ofhere, Xia Zhiyehas rubbed the headvery muchmoved: „To attend to every detailisimpossible, butworks asall theseresults, if frigid, howIshouldfaceSteve?”
一口气说到这里,夏之夜很是伤感的揉了揉脑袋:“想要面面俱到是不可能的,而当这一切的结果,如果是惨烈的,我又该如何面对史蒂夫呢?”Natashalooks at the Xia Zhiyeprofile, after silentonenext, arrived athisside, has taken up his hand, has placedonownface: „Iam thinking,whatyouwantto doisGod?”
娜塔莎看着夏之夜的侧脸,沉默了一下之后来到了他的身边,将他的一只手拿起了起来,放在了自己的脸上:“我在想,你想做的是上帝吗?”„Un?”
“嗯?”Xia Zhiyehas gawked: „Whatmeaning?”夏之夜楞了一下:“什么意思?”„Nobodycanachieveallmatterscompletelyperfectly, thinks that perfectis the thing that inthisworlddoes not have.”Natashasaid: „Humanperfectis always judgedbyus, butthishas also created, wouldsomepeoplefindingto be insufficient. Only ifyouwantto makeGod, otherwise, should not on attending to every detailworks hard.”
“没有人能够将所有的事情全部做到完美,以为完美本来就是这个世界上并不存在的东西。”娜塔莎说道:“人类的完美总是由我们自己来评判,而这也就造成了,总会有人从中找到不足。除非你想要做上帝,否则的话,不应该在面面俱到上下功夫。”„Insisted that ownprinciple, howyouthink that howshoulddo.”Natashalooks atboth eyes of Xia Zhiye: „Nobodywill blameyou, youcanbeyoucompletecompleted. IfBuckycomes back, no matter how the result, ishechooses. Actually, a youbestpointlies, youhave giventheirallman-machinemeetings. Tonyhas the opportunitychoicewhetherrevenges, hasenoughtimeto considerto do thisis whether correct, butnotinhotheaded, suddenlyhas made the decision. ButBucky...... Youhave brought backhismemory, makinghimbe ableto face up toownlife, thiswas enough, not?”
“坚持自己的原则,你是怎么想的,就应该怎样去做。”娜塔莎看着夏之夜的双眼:“没有人会去责怪你,你已经将你能够做的全部做完了。巴基如果回来的话,不管结果如何,都是他选择的。其实,你最好的一点就在于,你给了他们所有人机会。托尼拥有机会选择是否报仇,也拥有足够的时间去考虑这样做是否是正确的,而不是在头脑发热的时候,忽然之间就做了决定。而巴基……你取回了他的记忆,让他能够正视自己的人生,这已经足够了,难道不是吗?”
After Xia Zhiyehear, has rubbedowntemplesgently: „Perhaps, I, have done my best.”夏之夜听完之后,轻轻地揉了揉自己的太阳穴:“或许吧,我已经,尽我所能。”Natashasmiled, thenhas rememberedownthatfile, bites the lipto bring saying: „Intertwinesatthismatterwithit, ourTathagatadid not consider that someare more important.”
娜塔莎笑了笑,然后想起了自己的那份档案,咬了咬嘴唇拿了过来说道:“与其在这件事情上纠结,我们不如来考虑一些更加重要的。”
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