Inroom.
房间里。Xia Zhiye by the bed, looks that the ceiling of top of the headis in a daze.夏之夜靠在床上,看着头顶的天花板发呆。Insituation that Li Xiaomihas not gone home, heis not willingto go back, hereis instead more comfortable.李小米没有回家的情况下,他也不愿意回去,在这里反而更加自在一些。Emptyroom, only thenoneself, had not thoughtin the pastactuallyhasanyissue, so long asnowonewill go, the feelingis deserted.
空荡荡的房间,只有自己一个人,过去倒是未曾觉得有什么问题,现在只要一会去,就感觉空落落的。„Person, reallycannotbe used.”
“人啊,果然是不能惯着的。”Xia Zhiyehad self-ridiculed, in the pastwas a person, has been used.夏之夜自嘲了一句,过去一直都是一个人,已经习惯了。Now, withLi Xiaomistays together, was used to it......
现在,和李小米住在一起,也是习惯了……But a personto the customs of twopeople, canadaptexcessivelyvery mucheasily, otherwise, is very difficult.
而一个人过度到两个人的习惯,很容易就能够适应,反之,却很难。„Probablyisbecause, lives in groupsis the characteristics of human?”
“大概是因为,群居就是人类的特性吧?”Xia Zhiyeat heartsuchrecklesssevenrecklesseighthas pondered over the period of timeblindly, actuallyeventuallycannot go roundat heart the most puzzledthatissue.夏之夜心里这么胡七胡八的瞎琢磨了一阵子,却终究绕不开心里最纠结的那个问题。„Ido...... Is right?”
“我做的……到底对不对?”Heis somewhat frustrated, this was also hein the pastneverhad.
他有些惘然,这也是他过去从未有过的。In the pastno matterfacingwhatsituation, even if under the most helplesscondition, oncehas made the choice, he was never also confused.
过去不管是面对什么样的情况,哪怕是最无能为力的状况之下,一旦做出了选择,他也从未迷茫。Howevernow...... Aboutthismatter, reallytouched somebody's sore spot.
但是现在……关于这件事,实在是太扎心了。„Controlback of the hand, is the meat.”
“手心手背,都是肉啊。”Shook the head, cannotthink, actually cannot bearthink.
摇了摇头,不敢多想,却又总是忍不住去想。Was soundedto the door, Xia Zhiyethenvented anger, turns over/stands upto open the door.
一直到房门被人敲响,夏之夜这才出了口气,翻身起来开门。Whatout of the dooris standingisNatasha.
门外站着的是娜塔莎。Shelooked atXia Zhiyeone: „Is idling?”
她看了夏之夜一眼:“闲着的吗?”„Idlequicklycanlay eggs.”Xia Zhiyesaid: „Ishouldbusilybe very rightobviously, whysuddenlybecomessuchidle?”
“闲的都快能下蛋了。”夏之夜说:“我明明应该很忙才对,为什么忽然变得这么闲?”„Does not knowwhatprobablyshouldmake?”Natashasmiles: „Didn't askmeto go to sit?”
“大概只是不知道应该做些什么吧?”娜塔莎笑着:“不请我进去坐坐?”„Pleaseenter.” The Xia Zhiyedoormakes way.
“请进吧。”夏之夜把门让开。Natashacomes, optionalsits downonchair: „Ithought that yourconditionas ifsomedo not suit, what seems to intertwine? Un, actuallyI want to say that ifbecause ofmeandLi Xiaomimatter, I do not hope that yousohave been puzzled. Amongus, there aremanybeing togetherpatterns. Even, ifyouwant, Itrulywill never appearinyourfront.”
娜塔莎进来,随意的在椅子上坐下:“我看你的状态似乎有些不对劲,似乎是在纠结什么?嗯,其实我想说,如果是因为我和李小米的事情,我不希望你一直这么纠结下去。我们之间,有很多种相处模式。甚至,如果你愿意的话,我永远都不会真正的出现在你们的面前。”Xia Zhiyebeckoned with the hand: „Notforthismatter, good, thismatterfor me, trulysufficesto touch somebody's sore spot, butnow, Iprobablyhave faced another matter of touching somebody's sore spot.”夏之夜摆了摆手:“不是为了这件事情,好吧,这件事情对我来说,也确实够扎心,但是现在,我大概面临了另外一件扎心的事情。”„Moreover?”
“另外?”Natashais somewhat surprised: „Do you have a woman?”
娜塔莎有些惊讶:“你还有个一个女人?”
Did the Helamatterexpose?海拉的事暴露了?Xia Zhiyeblinked: „It is not, that is forced, really!”夏之夜眨了眨眼睛:“不是,那是被强迫的,真的!”„...... Hasreally?”Natashalooks atXia Zhiyesurprisedly: „Herocertainlyissuchlooseis good?”
“……真有?”娜塔莎惊讶的看着夏之夜:“英雄难道一定都是这么风流的才行吗?”„...... Whatat sixes and sevens?”Xia Zhiyeis angry: „ThatisOdintries to bring two ill-matched sides together.”
“……什么乱七八糟的?”夏之夜恼怒:“那是奥丁乱点鸳鸯谱。”„Odin?”Natashawonderslooked atXia Zhiyeone: „Whatrelationshaswithhim?”
“奥丁?”娜塔莎纳闷的看了夏之夜一眼:“和他有什么关系?”„Sincemyfirsttimevisits the godterritory, thisold manwishdiligentlyIandhisunmarried girlreconciled...... probablybyNatashais looked throughbewilderedlyin the same place”, Xia Zhiyeat heartinexplicable the feeling of a littlehaving a guilty conscience.
“自从我第一次踏足神域,这老头就一直努力的想要将我和他的闺女撮合在一起……”莫名其妙的好像被娜塔莎看破了,夏之夜心里莫名的有点做贼心虚的感觉。Howeverin the final analysis, oneselfandbetweenHela, are really pure.
但是说到底,自己和海拉之间,真的算是清清白白。Really after isOdinforced himself, Heladoes not know that waswhichnerveanswersbuildsmistakenly, mustforce itselfunexpectedly.
实在是奥丁强迫完了自己之后,海拉又不知道是哪根神经答搭错了,竟然也要强迫自己。SinceNatashaknew, thenonsimpleexplainsto consider as finished.
既然娜塔莎知道了,那就干脆的说明白算了。Thus and such and such, soso, tofinally, Xia Zhiyehas clapped the palm of the handto let go saying: „Youlook, inthismatter, I is actually the victim.”
如此这般,这般如此,到了最后,夏之夜一拍巴掌摊手说道:“你看吧,在这件事情里,我其实才是受害者。”Natashablinked, inexplicableredeye socket.
娜塔莎眨了眨眼睛,莫名的红了眼眶。Xia Zhiyestares, saidhastily: „This, do not cry, youcry, I was very passive.”夏之夜一愣,连忙说道:“这个,你别哭啊,你一哭,我就很被动了。”Heis somewhat helpless, wantsto helpto wipetears, whatstatusbutshouldbyhandlethismatter?
他有些手足无措,想要帮忙擦个眼泪吧,但是又该以什么样的身份去做这件事情呢?PrevioustimeNatashacries, oneself can also verynaturalwipes the tearstoher, butthistime, heactuallydoes not know how to extendownhand.
上一次娜塔莎哭的时候,自己还能够很自然的给她抹去泪水,但是这一次,他竟然都不知道怎么将自己的手伸出去。„Iam notbecausethatnamedHelagodcries......”Natasha saying: „Ithink, whenmylifehas come to the end, whenmyyouthful yearsare not, butyou, are still nowadaysappearance, even, afterIdied, youwill also liveinthisworld, andwas surmisingmissing in heart, has gone on living...... Iam sadforyou.”
“我不是因为那个名叫海拉的神哭……”娜塔莎说道:“我只是一想到,当我的寿命走到了尽头,当我的青春年华不在,而你,仍旧是现如今的模样,甚至于,当我死了之后,你还会活在这个世界上,并且怀揣着心中的思念,一直活下去……我为你难过。”Xia Zhiyeintertwinedinstantaneousto be incorruptible.夏之夜的纠结瞬间冰洁了。Hestood in same place, finallyhad no alternativeto rubownforehead saying: „Myancestors, have certainly saved the entireuniverse. Otherwise, how will this whole liferun intoyouandLi Xiaomi?”
他站在了原地,最后无可奈何的揉了揉自己的眉心说道:“我上辈子,一定拯救过整个宇宙。否则的话,这辈子又怎么会遇到你和李小米呢?”„Runs intoyou, ismythislifebiggesthappiness.”Natashalooks atXia Zhiye, thenwiped the tears of corner of the eyeto saygently: „Immortal, whatwill represent?”
“遇到你,才是我这一生最大的幸福。”娜塔莎看着夏之夜,然后轻轻的抹去了眼角的泪水说道:“不朽,将会代表什么?”„Ido not know.”Xia Zhiyesaid: „AlthoughIfelt that mylife form, shouldbe aloof the category of human, butInowregarding the so-calledimmortalnotslightconcept. For me, Ilive the present, is the presentworried...... However100years the 200years later matters, whocansayclear?”
“我不知道。”夏之夜说道:“虽然我感觉自己的生命形态,应该已经超脱了人类的范畴,但是我现在对于所谓的不朽没有丝毫的概念。对我来说,我活在现在,为现在而苦恼……但是100年200年之后的事情,又有谁能够说的清楚呢?”„Fromthisperspective, Isomewhatrejoicedsuddenly,inyourside, when the time comes can also haveexistence of Hela.”
“从这方面来说,我忽然有些庆幸,在你的身边,到时候还能有一个海拉的存在。”Natashasaid: „Odinwill also fall from the sky, thereforeHelaeventuallywill also dissipate. Howeveryouwill be immortal, moremany when youexperience, experienceare more, fetterswill be also more. When the end of fettersapproaches, allpeopleleaveyouto go, onlyhasyou, can only forging aheadstep by step, unable to stop, is unable to dissipate, thispain, I, so long asthinks,thought...... Thistoyou, is unfair.”
娜塔莎说道:“奥丁也会陨落,所以海拉也终究会消散。但是你会不朽,当你经历的越多,见识的越多,身边的羁绊也就会越多。当羁绊的终结来临,所有人都离你而去,唯有你,只能一步步的向前迈进,无法停止,无法消散,这种痛苦,我只要想想,就觉得……这对你来说,太不公平。”„Thisprobably is also manypeople, asked unable to strive for?”
“这大概也是很多人,求也求不来的吧?”Xia Zhiyesmiled: „Forlaterpain, butpresentis sad, somewhatisn't worthwhile? WhenIsome dayreallyfelt the pain of eternal life, Imaycry loudly, thendug a pitto buryoneself? Naturally, can suchdie, Ido not know...... As forpresent, conventionalmethod, was unable to killme.”夏之夜笑了笑:“为了以后的痛苦而现在伤心,是不是有些犯不上?当我有朝一日真的感受到了永生的痛苦,那我或许会大哭一场,然后挖个坑把自己个埋起来吧?当然,那样到底能不能死,我也不知道……就现在而言,常规的手段,已经根本无法杀死我了。”
The topicsuddenlybewildereddrift offs of twopeople.
两个人的话题忽然莫名其妙的跑偏了。OnlyhasNatasha'sheartisheavy, shebites the lipto look atXia Zhiye, suddenlyhas put down the document in hand, from the chair, threw the Xia Zhiyebosomdirectly.
唯有娜塔莎的心头还是沉甸甸的,她咬着嘴唇看着夏之夜,忽然放下了手里的文件,从椅子上起来,直接扑到了夏之夜的怀里。Xia Zhiyesubconsciousgraspsher, thenhurriesto let loose, does not dareto shove open, butsaid: „Can...... Givesmeagaintime?”夏之夜下意识的将她抱住,然后又赶紧放开,没敢推开,只是说道:“能不能……再给我一点时间?”„Myanythingdoes not want......”Natasha saying: „Ithink,hugsyougently...... Hugswell.”
“我什么都不要……”娜塔莎说道:“我只是想,轻轻地抱抱你……抱抱就好。”Xia Zhiyelooks up the roof, biteslip saying: „Ireallyhaveone...... Dirtilytopinnaclesoul.”夏之夜抬头看着屋顶,咬了咬嘴唇说道:“我果然拥有一颗……肮脏到了极致的灵魂啊。”
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