I sit on the chair of police station, the man mouth that looks at opposite two put on black and white standard uniform takes turn stretch/open He, seems saying anything. 我坐在警察局的椅子上,看着对面两个穿黑白格制服的男人嘴巴交替张合,仿佛在说着什么。 A left that face is indifferent, as if has seen too many misfortunes, right that is a little shy, in the vision passes some are pitying. 左边那个一脸冷漠,似乎已见过太多的不幸,右边那位还有点青涩,目光里透着些许怜悯。 I do not feel the pain, without regretting oneself punctured that blade, in that moment, I even felt oneself obtained the extrication, that spurted on me the warm blood to be similar to the redemption that God gave. 我并不觉得痛苦,也没后悔自己刺下了那一刀,在那一刻,我甚至觉得自己得到了解脱,那喷到我身上的温热鲜血就如同神灵给予的救赎。 I only regretted young time why must such pursue money frantically, for this reason sacrificed the dignity, body and freedom. 我只后悔年轻的时候为什么要那样狂热地追逐金钱,为此牺牲了尊严、身体和自由。 In these days of police station, I obtained enough peace, can deeply ponder that this issue, past many years of thinking is thorough than: 在警察局的这几天,我得到了足够的安宁,能够深入地去思考这个问题,比过去好多年想的还要透彻: The will is not very firm, mental insufficiently mature is I violates that wrong root, but this does not mean that they are complete. 意志不够坚定,心智不够成熟是我犯下那个错误的根源,但这不意味着它们是全部。 The education that from infancy to maturity, I receive is telling me, diligently and striving for success, has the sufficient natural lighting window for the big house, over three servants and alone own garden lawns, silver or inlays the gold/metal tableware, to chock up the good food the evening banquet, to reverberate the dance party of melodious music, wait/etc., wait/etc.. 从小到大,我受到的教育都在告诉我,努力和拼搏是为了大的房屋、有充足采光的落地窗、超过三位的仆役、独属于自己的花园草坪、银制或者镶金的餐具、摆满美食的晚宴、回荡着悠扬音乐的舞会,等等,等等。 I have read the newspaper and magazine are also telling me repeatedly, only then obtains enough dignity, can be called the middle class, is the pillar/backbone of this kingdom, is lofty, outstanding, is not vulgar, has the moral character, simultaneously has to pity with the person of knowledge. 我看过的报纸、杂志也在一遍又一遍地告诉我,只有获得足够的体面,才能称为中产阶级,才是这个王国的支柱,才是高雅的,优秀的,不庸俗的,有品格的,同时具备怜悯和知识的人。 Meanwhile, they also told me anything are dignified, the dignity was the pretty skirt, according to the clothing of different situation matching, was expensive skincare and cosmetics, was the woman bag of fine fashion, was a concert, meal afternoon tea, one meeting that filled the style. 同时,它们也告诉了我什么是体面,体面就是漂亮的裙子,就是根据不同场合搭配的衣物,就是昂贵的护肤品、化妆品,就是精致时尚的女士手包,就是一场音乐会,一餐下午茶,一次充满格调的聚会。 But all these convert are gold pound, gold pound, as well as gold pound. 而这一切换算过来就是金镑,金镑,以及金镑。 Must acknowledge, the pursue good life is the instinct of everyone, the aspects when but a girl can contact are telling her, when the mainstream idea of entire society is dignified, fine and lofty, her idea is very difficult is not affected. 必须承认,追求更好的生活是每个人的本能,但当一个女孩能接触到的方方面面都是在这么告诉她的时候,当整个社会的主流思潮就是体面、精致和高雅的时候,她的想法很难不被影响。 I was not clear that such phenomenon called anything, I only know, if all these could not obtain to change, the tragedy like me definitely will continue to appear, were getting more and more. 我不清楚这样的现象叫什么,我只知道,如果这一切得不到改变,像我这样的悲剧必然会继续出现,越来越多。 But at that time, some people will definitely curse angrily: 而那个时候,肯定会有人怒骂: „Look, girl who these worship money, they betrayed oneself soul!” “看,这些拜金的女郎,她们出卖了自己的灵魂！” Among the subconsciousness, I turned the head to look to out of the window, saw the happy and lively world, saw to flow the bright red blood in this world. 下意识间,我转头望向了窗外,看见了美好而繁华的世界,看见了流淌在这个世界中的鲜红血液。 „Miss Tracy, do you have are listening to us to speak?” The sound pulled back my train of thought together, from that a little shy police mister. “翠西小姐,你有在听我们说话吗？”一道声音拉回了我的思绪,来自那位有点青涩的警察先生。 I smile to him, has not told him me to ponder the issues in some philosophy a moment ago. 我对他笑了笑,没告诉他我刚才在思考一些哲学方面的问题。 Really laughable, worshipping money girl who betrays the soul unexpectedly in accepting the police officer inquired when ponders such bored matter. 真是可笑啊,一个出卖自己灵魂的拜金女郎竟然会在接受警官询问时思考这么无聊的事情。 That police mister nods, said to me: 那位警察先生点了点头,对我说: „ Miss Tracy, then you must prepare on the courtyard, we will give you to arrange Lawyer. “翠西小姐,接下来你就要准备上庭了,我们会给你安排一位律师。 „Very sorry, has not left behind that witness, only then the oral confession, this is quite disadvantageous to you.” “很抱歉,没有留下那位证人,只有口供,这对你相当不利。” „Doesn't matter.” I said to him calmly. “没关系。”我平静地对他说道。 I will try hard to defend for myself, to violate confidently the crime confession, only wants also to have the new life in the future. 我会努力地为自己辩护,也会坦然为犯下的罪行忏悔,只希望将来还能有新的人生。 I think, turned upwards the corners of the mouth, said to two police officers: 我想了一下,翘起了嘴角,对两位警官道: „ In waiting can these days of courtyard, how many books help me borrow from the library? “等待上庭的这段时间里,能帮我从图书馆借几本书吗？ „Un, «Social idea And Education Phenomenon»......” “嗯,《社会思潮与教育现象》……” At this moment, I see two police officers to be somewhat vacant, but also a little, un, shocking. 这一刻,我看见两位警官有些茫然,还有点,嗯,惊艳。 ............ ………… I sit in the motley long table most, hearing Miss Judgement to tell the matter of Utopia. 我坐在斑驳长桌的最下方,听见“审判”小姐在讲述乌托邦的事情。 When she said, I looked all around, is low and grating the throat sound said: 等她说完,我环顾了一圈,低哑着嗓音道: „This is a ceremony.” “这是一个仪式。” It is not as expected, I saw the Miss Judgement vision to present certain solidification, felt that Mister Hanged Man and Miss Justice looked, has meaning of guess. 不出预料,我看见“审判”小姐的目光出现了一定的凝固,感觉到“倒吊人”先生、“正义”小姐都望了过来,带着点揣测的意味。 At this moment, I as if can guess correctly them to think anything: 这一刻,我似乎能够猜出他们在想什么: They will definitely suspect that this is the Gehrman Sparrow the World Sequence One ceremony, but they have long known using the internal communication of Tarot Society, has in the Sequence Zero True God situation, is impossible to have Sequence One. 他们肯定会怀疑这是“世界”格尔曼.斯帕罗的序列1仪式,而他们早就利用塔罗会的内部交流知道,有序列0真神的情况下,不可能存在序列1。 Regarding this matter, I ready explanation, that was makes them think ancient times Sun God and his eight big King of Angels. 对于这件事情,我已经预备好了解释,那就是让他们想一想远古太阳神和祂的八大天使之王。 What a pity, no one asked the issue, perhaps they already mental association to King of Angels, perhaps also thinks the ceremony that the Utopia involved was mainly helps Mister Fool further recover. 可惜,没有谁提出问题,他们或许已经联想到天使之王们,也或许认为乌托邦涉及的仪式主要是帮助“愚者”先生更进一步复苏。 ............ ………… My looks at peaceful lost beautiful girl, considered under asked: 我看着安静出神的美丽女郎,斟酌了下问道: „Does Miss Tracy, where your parents live?” “翠西小姐,你的父母居住在哪里？” „They had passed away......” that soul is not here beautiful girl voice somewhat to move fast reply. “他们已经过世了……”那位灵魂已不属于这里的美丽女郎嗓音有些飘忽地回答道。 I lowered the head to record evil ways: 我低头记录了一下道: „Do you have other relative?” “你还有别的亲属吗？” That girl turns the head to look to out of the window, spoke thoughtlessly to reply: 那位女郎转头望向窗外,随口回答道: „Not......” “没有……” I and colleague looked at each other one, enhanced the volume: 我和同事对视了一眼,提高了音量: „Miss Tracy, do you have are listening to us to speak?” “翠西小姐,你有在听我们说话吗？” Opposite that girl takes back the vision, smiles to me. 对面那位女郎收回目光,对我笑了笑。 She does not know that is thinking anything, peaceful looks like in the flowers that the night blooms alone. 她不知在想什么,安静的就像是在夜晚独自绽放的花朵。 This analogy from a poetry anthology, my brother told me, reading the poem can make me more attractive. 这个比喻来自一本诗集,我的兄弟告诉我,读诗能让我更有魅力。 Naturally, until now, that poetry anthology more is the ridicule that I bring, the colleagues in police station thinks that this does not have the value. 当然,到现在为止,那本诗集给我带来的更多是嘲笑,警察局的同事们都认为这毫无价值。 After on the matter of courtyard will tell opposite that girl, I saw her to reveal wiped the smile, requested that we helped her go to the library to listen to the name to feel taking advantage of several me books that were hard to understand. 将上庭的事情告诉对面那位女郎后,我看见她露出了一抹浅浅的笑容,请求我们帮她去图书馆借几本我听名字都觉得难以读懂的书籍。 The name of that smiling faces and books unifies, has the indescribable beauty unexpectedly. 那个笑容和书籍的名称结合起来,竟有着难以言喻的美丽。 After Miss Tracy returns to the temporary detaining room, I tidy up the case material, the preparation visit Lawyer, this has booked the good matter. 将翠西小姐送回临时关押室后,我收拾起案件材料,准备去拜访律师,这是早就预约好的事情。 ............ ………… After me, leans against the chairback, listening to Emlyn the Moon this fellow to describe his dreamland. 我后靠住椅背,听着“月亮”埃姆林这个家伙描述他的梦境。 After that Father Vatrovski „appraisal”, this dreamland does not stem from „Earth Goddess” Divine Revelation. 经过那位乌特拉夫斯基神父的“鉴定”,这个梦境并非源于“大地母神”的神启。 This has to make the vision that the person will suspect go to moon, goes to that „to degenerate Goddess”, then encounters the pollution...... I almost to be amused by own idea. 这就不得不让人将怀疑的目光投向月亮,投向那位“堕落母神”,然后遭遇污染……我差点被自己的想法逗乐。 As senior Divinator, interpreting a dream Grandmaster, I not modest, said own cognition confidently: 作为资深的“占卜家”,解梦大师,我没有谦虚,坦然说出了自己的认知: „ Three possibilities ; first, this dreamland is inducing you to inquire about anything, pursues anything, and disturbed your destiny to a certain extent ; second, this dreamland hopes that you go to explain it thoroughly, understands it, then taking advantage of this, is hard to detect that little corrodes you ; third, you matter are extremely anxious for ‚Goddess of Beauty’, scene that therefore the dream to most was afraid. “三个可能,一是这梦境在诱导你去探寻什么,追逐什么,并在某种程度上干扰了你的命运,二是这梦境希望你去深入解读它,理解它,然后借此一点点地,难以察觉地侵蚀你,三是你自己为‘美神’之事太过忧虑,于是梦到了最害怕的场景。 „The third possibility does not need saying that the front two possible dealing methods are the same, does not go to think, did not inquire into, not will not leave Beckland.” “第三个可能不用讲,前面两种可能的应对方法都一样,不去想,不去探究,无必要不离开贝克兰德。” Then, I see Emlyn to nod without hesitation. 说完,我看见埃姆林毫不犹豫地点了点头。 I know that this is the processing mode that he likes. 我就知道这是他喜欢的处理方式。 ............ ………… „Together homicide?” I glanced over started the case material, expressed the question with the change of end tone, „you should go to please great lawyer.” “一起凶杀案？”我浏览了下手中的案件资料,用尾音的变化表达出了疑问,“你们应该去请一位大律师。” I am only Solicitor, strict simply does not have in the qualifications the courtyard. 我只是一名事务律师,严格来讲根本没资格上庭。 Naturally, this is only the strictest situation, does not exist actually, so long as the case is not big, does not involve the criminal court, Solicitor can on the courtyard provide the help. 当然,这只是最严格的情况,实际并不存在,只要案子不大,不牵涉刑事法庭,事务律师都是可以上庭提供帮助。 The police who opposite that puts on black and white standard uniform are piling the smile: 对面那位穿黑白格制服的警察堆着笑容道: „ Utopia is only a small town, without great lawyer, must go to other place to invite. “乌托邦只是个小城,没有大律师,得去别的地方请。 „Moreover, this case by defending, when sues, the prison term is very short, the amount is also less than 400 pounds, can first place the police court to try, to wait to determine to defend has worked as tenable, then does not turn over to the criminal court.” “而且,这个案子是以防卫过当起诉,刑期很短,涉案金额也不到400镑,可以先放在治安法庭审理,等判定防卫过当不成立,再移交刑事法庭。” Understands very much, wants to change professions to make Lawyer? However normal, to defend the homicide that when sues must give the criminal court, hehe, this is the advantage of small town, a lot are not that strict...... I think, agreed: 很懂嘛,是想转行做律师？不过正常来说,以防卫过当起诉的凶杀案也得交给刑事法庭,呵呵,这就是小城的好处,很多事情不是那么严格……我想了想,“嗯”了一声: „ I try to make plead not guilty. “那我试一试做无罪辩护。 „Moreover, please schedule the time as soon as possible, making me see that Miss Tracy.” “另外,请你们尽快安排时间,让我见一见那位翠西小姐。” Perused the material, I have a big assurance to this case, now the biggest problem is that Miss Tracy's image whether can initiate the sympathy. 翻完刚才的资料,我对这起案子已经有了不小的把握,现在最大的问题是那位翠西小姐的形象是否能引发同情。 Un, although my Solicitor license outside area forge, but this cannot deny my professional accomplishment, but just that test made the mistake. 嗯,虽然我的事务律师执照是在外地伪造的,但这不能否定我的职业素养,只是刚好那次考试出现了失误。 ............ ………… Bansi? Does Verdu want to go to Bansi? I sit in the motley long table most, looks at to Hanged Man that Mister Fool reports, to some development doubts of matter. 班西？维尔杜想去班西？我坐在斑驳长桌最下方,看着向“愚者”先生汇报的“倒吊人”,对事情的发展有些疑惑。 Wallows mysticism, wants to rescue Mister "Gate" Verdu really to have certain reason to inquire about the Bansi waste port . Moreover, he also lived in the difference not mostly year in Bayam, contacts the Bansi material to be really...... the subject matter normally is, the Hanged Man beforehand monitoring has not provided the corresponding indication, making Verdu this behavior appear a little towering...... this matter to result in enhancement attention...... I at heart nodded, heard Mister Fool to tell one: 沉迷神秘学,想藉此救出“门”先生的维尔杜确实有一定的理由探寻班西废港,而且,他也在拜亚姆住了差不多半年,接触到班西的资料实属正常……主要问题在于,“倒吊人”之前的监控没有提供相应的征兆,让维尔杜这个行为显得有点突兀……这件事情得提高关注度……我在心里点了下头,听到“愚者”先生吩咐了一句: „Continues to monitor.” “继续监控。” ............ ………… I the fountain in Shizheng Plaza am playing the seven string qin, I use the knife and fork, is cutting the beef steak, I in the church, to the followers told that Goddess doctrine, I extend the right hand, under an attentiveness of gentleman supports by the arm, left the carriage, I attained the long-awaited new skirt, exchanges it impatiently, I am stepping four legs, was being pursued by a child, I am smiling loudly, totteringly and a dog plays noisily...... 我在市政广场的喷水池边弹奏着七弦琴,我使用刀叉,切割着牛排,我在教堂内,向信徒们讲述女神的教义,我伸出右手,在一位绅士的殷勤搀扶下,离开了马车,我拿到了期盼已久的新裙子,迫不及待地将它换上,我迈着四条腿,被一个小孩追逐着,我大声笑着,跌跌撞撞地和一条狗玩闹…… Suddenly, we shook, looked up to the sky, seeing the one after another illusory close line to drill from oneself, extends to the infinite high place, extended to grayish white mist, extended to an ancient palace, fell in a tall and vast form hand that is covering the mist. 突然,我们都震了一下,抬头望向了天空,看见一根根虚幻细密的线从自己身上钻出,延伸向无穷高处,延伸向一片灰白雾气之上,延伸向一座古老的宫殿内,落到了一位笼罩着雾气的高渺身影手中。 Since these days, the Klein's condition has been very marvelous, as if complete differentiation for tens of thousands of lives, each clone has own will, idea, cognition and destiny. 这段时间以来,克莱恩的状态一直很奇妙,似乎完全分化为了成千上万的生灵,每一个分身都有自己的意志、想法、认知和命运。 However, above this consciousness numerously, exists occupies the lord consciousness of dominant position together, it was attacked unceasingly all kinds, as if will be assimilated by the consciousness sea of autoplastic momentarily, but insisted finally, making Klein maintain certain sobriety. 不过,在这众多意识之上,存在一道占据统治地位的主意识,它不断受到各种各样的冲击,似乎随时会被自身形成的意识海洋同化,但最终都坚持了下来,让克莱恩保持住了一定的清醒。 His main body has lain down in the place bottom of Saint Arianna church, the consciousness rises to „Origin Castle” from time to time, from time to time sinks to within the body. 他的本体一直躺在圣阿里安娜教堂的地底,意识时而上升至“源堡”内部,时而沉入体内。 All sorts of pictures that Secret Puppet clone experience flash in his mind unceasingly, like dreamland that an a lot of fragment composes. 秘偶分身们经历的种种画面不断在他脑海中闪现,如同一场大量碎片组成的梦境。 High-speed writing hits the Lord of Mysteries chapter list 高速文字手打诡秘之主章节列表