Tang Qi had stayed very long Time in the silent number, complete such as new, shatter, decayed, or in the explosion, various forms of skyship have his transparent person. 唐奇在寂静号中已经停留了很长时间,完整如新的,破碎的,腐朽的,或是爆炸中的,各种形态的飞船都有他这个透明人。 Naturally, the Time concept expires here. 当然,时间概念在这里失效的。 When he is separated from the reading condition, real Time over the past one second several seconds, Tang Qi will not only feel any surprised. 等他从阅读状态中脱离,真实时间只过去一秒数秒,唐奇也不会感到任何惊讶。 He at this moment was still the tranquil transparent person, the light that but in his eye pupil glittered, was indicating he regarding oneself reading «Please Do not save My» this books had the strong interest. 他此刻仍是平静的透明人,但他眼眸中闪烁的光,正在表明他对于自己阅读的《请不要拯救我》这本书籍产生了浓厚的兴趣。 This book in strict sense, only existence in two vivid roles. 这本书在严格意义上,只存在于两个生动的角色。 The silent number captain, manages Chad · Parker. 寂静号船长,理查德·帕克。 And that hides in the shadow, suffers unceasingly is managing Chad · Parker, attempt lets „nameless god evil that” he commits suicide. 以及那藏匿在阴影之中,不断折磨着理查德·帕克,试图让他自杀的“无名神孽”。 Let Tang Qi have the interest, was this books has read the final stage. 让唐奇有着兴趣的,是这本书籍已经阅读到了最后阶段。 But Tang Qi, has not actually seen as before any with „We are Light” the household related information, household nine member who is wielding Authority, Oneeprola, Karencuel, Tumu and Moya...... a name has not appeared in this books 但唐奇,却依旧没有看到任何与“我们是光”家族有关的信息,家族九位执掌着权柄的成员,奥涅普罗拉、凯伦崔尔、图姆、摩雅……没有一位的名字出现在这书籍内 Alice No. 5 will not make a mistake obviously, this books are surely related with household. 爱丽丝五号显然不会出错,这本书籍必定与家族有关。 Tang Qi has the strong interest , to continue to read. 唐奇带着强烈的兴趣,继续阅读。 To a certain extent, Tang Qi also in looking „manages Chad · Parker” to withstand various unthinkable penalties crazily, not unimaginable suffering. 某种程度上,唐奇也是在看着“理查德·帕克”疯狂承受着各种匪夷所思的刑罚,无法想象的折磨。 If only the illusion, that is not naturally fearful. 如果只是幻象,那自然不可怕。 But, these are not the false illusions, is really existence, has happened. 可是,那些并不是虚假的幻象,是真是存在的,也是真实发生过的。 Managed Chad · Parker sense of reality to receive innumerable oneself Death, saw the oneself wife, child, parental and younger sister Death, meanwhile had the entire Roman star, that number by trillion ideas similar because of him, but Death...... all suffering real. 理查德·帕克真实感受到了无数次自己的死亡,也真实看到自己的妻子、孩子、父母、妹妹一次次的死亡,同时还有整个洛曼努星,那数以亿万计的同类因他而死亡……所有的痛苦都是真的。 If not this, at this time he will not become monster by distortion. 如果不是这样,此时他也不会被扭曲成怪物。 Principle Chad · Parker at this moment cannot be human, he turned into some out of control monster. 此时此刻的理查德·帕克已经不能算是人类了,他变成了某种失控怪物。 His body, Mind as well as Soul, distortion is crazy. 他的躯体、心灵以及灵魂,都已经扭曲疯狂。 Even but if so, suffers has not stood still. 可即便如此,折磨也未曾停歇。 That nameless god evil parasites to manage Chad Parker repeatedly, causes his unceasingly degeneration, the samsara also exceptionally is each time real, these penalties and suffering, even if makes one „True God” withstand, is very still difficult to guarantee that does not lose control to collapse, degeneration, will not choose the suicide. 那无名神孽多次寄生理查德帕克,使得他不断堕落,每次轮回也异常真实,这些刑罚和痛苦就算是让一位“真神”来承受,恐怕也很难保证不失控崩溃,不会堕落,不会选择自杀。 But manages Chad · Parker, he withstood. 但理查德·帕克,他承受住了。 When the samsara does not know when many time restarts, he sits well on that chair, takes to set pen to paper with the mud finger , to continue to write: 当轮回不知多少次重启时,他又端坐在那椅子上,用烂泥般的手指拿着笔,继续书写: „You, only then these methods? The tragedy, Death, disaster and do torture...... try to build the desperate world?” “你只有这些手段了么？悲剧、死亡、灾难、酷刑……试图营造绝望世界？” „My crew are guided the suicide by you like this right, is this your feed way? Is you lets your joyful basis, can you be afraid one day lose these?” “我的船员们就是这样被你引导着自杀的对么,这是你的进食方式？是你让你愉悦的根本,你会不会害怕有一天失去这些？” „To be honest you were too senseless, you parasite each time I, making me crazy, becomes desperate, but you do not know, this also made my times feel you.” “说实话你太无趣了,你每次寄生我,使我变得疯狂,变得绝望,但你不知道,这也使得我一次次感受到了你。” „Now makes us chat, what thing are you?” “现在让我们聊一聊,你到底是个什么东西？” „Un, excrement that a lump has Divine Power? My description is very accurate, after all my literary foundation of basic skills is good, if not the astronaut, perhaps I can be a family/home, that can win.” “嗯,一坨拥有神力的屎？我的形容很精准,毕竟我的文学功底还算不错,如果不当宇航员的话,或许我会是个家,能获奖的那种。” „I know that you must say anything, you do not have form is right, you were too pitiful, in the starry sky roams about right, because ugly, and does not have the existence feeling, therefore parasites these Life, and suffers them, ruin they.” “我知道你要说什么,你没有形体对么,你太可悲了,在星空中流浪对么,因为丑陋且没有存在感,所以寄生那些生命,并折磨他们,毁灭他们。” „What can this change? You are one lump disgusting, without the existence feeling, Chaos excrement.” “可是这能改变什么呢？你还是一坨让人厌恶的,没有存在感的,混乱的屎。” „You meet a difficult problem now, this damn human, why is not willing to commit suicide, this touches your bottom line, you must resort to the final method.” “你现在遇上了一道难题,这个该死的人类,为什么一直不肯自杀,这可是触及到你的底线了,你必须动用最终手段了。” „Thorough parasitic I...... we fuse together, you can achieve wishes.” “彻底的寄生我……我们融为一体,你就能如愿。” „Therefore, can try?” “所以,要试试么？” Like the handwriting of dishonest talk, was translated disorderly suddenly by Tang Qi. 凌乱如同鬼画符的字迹,被唐奇眨眼翻译出来。 This is not the mystery, does not spy the investigation, is only a diary. 这不是悬疑故事,也不是侦探破案,只是一篇日记。 He has guessed correctly the result, naturally also saw that at this moment manages Chad · Parker to write these provocative taunts to mean the full words, for anything. 他已经猜到结局,自然也看出此刻理查德·帕克写出这些挑衅嘲讽意味十足的话,是为了什么。 The innumerable samsara, innumerable suffering, let manage Chad · Parker distortion to be almost crazy. 无数次的轮回,无数次的折磨,让理查德·帕克几乎完全扭曲疯狂。 But he consistently is maintaining sanity, was parasited repeatedly, made him know in the silent number everyone to encounter what monster. ” 但他始终保持着一点理智,多次被寄生,也让他知晓了寂静号上所有人遭遇了什么怪物。” Perhaps the silent number was still navigating, but encountered one type on the way fearfully „Divinity Entity”, it invisible, and terrifying, it will let encounter its all Life to commit suicide in the despair. 寂静号或许仍在航行着,只是途中遭遇了一种可怕的“神性实体”,它无形且恐怖,它会让遭遇它的所有生命在绝望中自杀。 The silent number will only make it stop over the flash, the skyship back Roman star is its real goal. 原本寂静号只会让它逗留一瞬间,飞船背后的洛曼努星才是它真正的目标。 But it was taken by surprise in the silent number, manages Chad · Parker, this quiet melancholy middle-aged person, has not submitted to it, has not committed suicide in the despair, regardless of were suffered many times. 但在寂静号上它遭遇了意外,理查德·帕克,这位沉默寡言的忧郁中年人,始终没有向它屈服,没有在绝望中自杀,不论被折磨了多少次。 Concerned about some rule, it is unable to drop out to manage Chad · Parker to enter Roman star, must first solve this human. 碍于某种规则,它无法抛下理查德·帕克进入洛曼努星,必须先解决这个人类。 „Manages Chad · Parker to do, is prevents this ‚monster’ to enter Roman star.” “理查德·帕克要做的,是阻止这‘怪物’进入洛曼努星。” „His way is to stimulate it, provokes it, making it fuse with oneself completely, the invisible god evil will therefore obtain the real body, later will it have the weakness?” “他的方式是刺激它,挑衅它,让它与自己完全融合,无形的神孽会因此获得真实躯体,之后它也将拥有弱点？” „But, facing crazy Chaos Divinity Entity, how manages Chad · Parker to maintain final sanity?” “可是,面对疯狂混乱的神性实体,理查德·帕克要如何维持最终的理智？” When the Tang Qi mind flashes through this thought that the present scene accelerates once again. 唐奇脑海闪过这念头时,眼前的景象又一次加速。 Frames the animation picture, glitters page after page. 定格动画般的画面,一页一页闪烁起来。 Tang Qi saw, in managing Chad · Parker writes down the last interrogative sentence. 唐奇看见了,就在理查德·帕克写下最后一句疑问句时。 True „reality” descends, that is as if static starry sky. 真正的“现实”降临,那是仿佛静止的星空。 This starry sky was being polluted, rich incomparable divinity aura distortion can distortion all, like the great network of odor and rot spider knitting, inside flood the scream to grin fiendishly, is flooding desperately, sadly with Chaos. 只是这星空正被污染着,浓郁无比的神性气息扭曲着可以扭曲的一切,如同一张恶臭、腐烂蜘蛛编织的巨网,内里充斥着尖叫狞笑,充斥着绝望,悲伤和混乱。 But at this moment, in silent number downcast network. 而此刻,寂静号陷落网中。 Looks at all outside skyship like mud principle Chad · Parker, he smiled suddenly. 如同烂泥般的理查德·帕克看着飞船外的一切,他忽然笑了。 The edge of this great net had soon touched that incomparable beautiful star, that is his whence, his hometown, Roman star. 这巨网的边缘原本已经快要触及那颗无比美丽的星球,那是他的来处,他的家乡,洛曼努星。 But now that invisible great net starts to contract, wells up toward the silent number interior, toward managing Chad · Parker within the body drills. 但现在那无形的巨网开始收缩,往寂静号内部涌来,往理查德·帕克体内钻去。 This process, has infinite suffering. 这个过程,有着无穷痛苦。 „ahhhhh” “啊啊啊啊” „ha ha ha...... ha ha ha......” “哈哈哈……哈哈哈……” Manages Chad to start to laugh wildly, he succeeded. 理查德开始狂笑,他成功了。 However when he also feels compared with passing was parasited intense 100 million times, innumerable time of suffering, he saw other had been suffered suicide memory of trillion lives by this god evil, his Soul was submerged. 不过他也感受到比过往被寄生时强烈一亿倍,无数倍的痛苦,他看到了其他被这神孽折磨过自杀的亿万生灵的记忆,他的灵魂被淹没了。 That information content, suffering and despair of that rank, even Tang Qi such existence, is impossible unsensible withstanding. 那种信息量,那种等级的痛苦和绝望,即便是唐奇这样的存在,也不可能毫无感觉的承受。 Let alone manages Chad · Parker? 何况理查德·帕克？ He is only a mortal. 要知道,他只是一个凡人。 „Manages Chad · Parker Soul to overload...... he to write off.” “理查德·帕克灵魂过载……他被抹杀。” When this information appears, manages Chad · Parker that mud body to be cancelled thoroughly. 当这信息浮现时,理查德·帕克那烂泥般的躯体被彻底抹去。 But Tang Qi as if detected that anything, his vision looked fiercely to the dark starry sky. 但唐奇似乎察觉到了什么,他的目光猛地看向黑暗星空。 There, has together the weak light. 那里,有着一道微弱的光。 It is glittering the appearance, like candlelight that must blow out momentarily. 它闪烁着出现,如同随时要被吹灭的烛火。 It is jumping, starts to shine upon massive forms: In the silent number whole staff, his wife, children, parents and sisters...... Roman on-board he had once seen, has not seen all human. 它跳跃着,开始映照出大量身影:寂静号上的全员、他的妻子、孩子、父母、姐妹……洛曼努星上他曾见过的,没有见过的所有人类。 Tang Qi does not know that is used to describe this „light”, it can be Light of the Mind, the light of Soul, can be Hope, is Life, is the love, or other anything. 唐奇不知道用什么来形容这“光”,它可以是心灵之光,灵魂之光,也可以是希望,是生命,是爱,或者其他的什么。 The Tang Qi beforehand doubts, obtained to explain because of this light. 唐奇之前的疑惑,因为这道光而获得解答。 Why manages Chad · Parker can withstand „nameless god evil” suffering, even has lost control, is crazy, still insisted that does not commit suicide. 为什么理查德·帕克可以承受住“无名神孽”的折磨,即便已经失控,已经疯狂,仍旧坚持不自杀。 With the process of god evil entanglement, manages Chad · Parker not to pray to any God, he has not as if believed some God. 与神孽纠缠的过程中,理查德·帕克未曾向任何神灵祈祷,他似乎也没有信仰某位神灵。 But is this, he actually by the body of mortal and fearful, powerful Divinity Entity resistance. 可就是这样,他却以凡人之躯与可怕的,强大的神性实体对抗。 Notice his these partner subordinate, commit suicide on out-of-control when first desperately. 须知他的那些伙伴属下们,在第一眼时就失控绝望而自杀。 Why manages Chad · Parker to achieve? 理查德·帕克为何能做到？ Answer, at present. 答案,就在眼前。 That jump twinkle „light”, has the incomparably marvelous aura, even is more marvelous than divinity. 那正在跳跃闪烁的“光”,有着无比奇妙的气息,甚至于比神性还要奇妙。 It in the light shadow that in the jump bursts out, making Tang Qi as if see all members in household, he saw Oneeprola that wielded Sweet Dreams and Mind, saw Persephone that wielded Death and love, saw Vinadel that operated Life and beautiful...... 它在跳跃中迸发出的光影,让唐奇仿佛看到了家族中的所有成员,他看到了执掌美梦、心灵的奥涅普罗拉,也看到了执掌死亡与爱的珀尔塞福涅,看到了执掌生命与美的维纳黛尔……。 No, cannot call it „wielding”. 不,不能称之为“执掌”。 They are Sweet Dreams and Mind, is Death and love, is Life and beautiful, is Hope and freedom, is Soul and path...... they are these divinity incarnation. 祂们就是美梦与心灵,是死亡与爱,是生命与美,是希望与自由,是灵魂与道路……祂们是这些神性的化身。 At this moment, Tang Qi as if also understands clearly the mystery why „We are Light” household will never obliterate. 这一刻,唐奇仿佛也洞悉了为什么“我们是光”家族永不磨灭的奥秘。 „Because, light in myriad things.” “因为,光于万物之中。” Tang Qi puts out these words the instance, that is jumping the brilliance changes to the equally marvelous matter finally. 唐奇吐出这句话的瞬间,那跳跃着的光辉最终化作一样奇妙的物事。 One was shabby, stains the contamination bloodstain, by diary of excessive use. 一本破旧不堪,沾满污秽血迹,被过度使用的日记本。 „Manages Chad · Parker to resurrect, he fuses with the nameless god evil.” “理查德·帕克复活,他与无名神孽融合。” „Managing Chad · Parker Death...... manages Chad · Parker to resurrect...... the two to be inseparable.” “理查德·帕克死亡……理查德·帕克复活……二者不可分离。” „Manages Chad · Parker rebirth...... he to obtain the long life span, he obtained some divinity strengths, he gives back to the god evil these strengths, he starts to insult mother of opposite party.” “理查德·帕克重生……他获得漫长寿命,他获得了部分神性力量,他将这些力量还给神孽,他开始辱骂对方的母亲。” „Manages Chad · Parker existence...... he to constitute with the nameless god evil in alternative forms together named «Please Do not save My» diary...... two's combat will continue...... to manage Chad · Parker to insult mother of opposite party again, and calls it for shit.” “理查德·帕克将以另一种形式存在……他与无名神孽共同构成名为《请不要拯救我》的日记本……二者的战斗将持续……理查德·帕克再度辱骂对方的母亲,并称呼它为粪便。” ...... …… When the Tang Qi mind flashes through these information, that diary still calmly floated in the starry sky, but the page starts to turn automatically, arrives at the final blank. 唐奇脑海闪过这些信息时,那日记本仍旧静静漂浮在星空中,只是书页开始自动翻着,来到最后的空白处。 There, as if pair of firm and powerful hands grasp to set pen to paper, start to write gently: 那里,仿佛有一双坚定、有力的手掌握着笔,开始温柔书写: „I love my oneself, I also love you very much, yes, all of you.” “我爱我自己,我也很爱你们,是的,你们所有人。” „But please remember, do not approach «Silent Number», do not save me.” “但请记住,不要靠近《寂静号》,不要来拯救我。” „All finished, I died, but I also won.” “一切都结束了,我死了,但我也胜利了。” ps: One, seeking the chapter to say Huo. ps:还有一更,求章说霍。