Manages the Chad · Parker's initial stage in this samsara then as if to lose sanity, he turns to the last page. 理查德·帕克在这次轮回中的初始阶段便仿佛失去理智,他翻到最后一页。 In that blank, writes down to interrogate with the disorderly handwriting intensely: „What ghost thing...... are you?” 在那空白处,用凌乱笔迹写下一句句强烈质问:“……你是什么鬼东西？” „Told me quickly, what ghost thing you were, what do you want to make? Do you want my Death? Wants me to collapse? Wants me to surrender to you, kneels to bend down before you implores the forgiveness?” “快告诉我啊,你到底是什么鬼东西,你想做什么？你想要我死亡？要我崩溃？要我向你投降,跪伏在你面前祈求宽恕？” „Said that said quickly.” “说啊,快说啊。” Manages the Chad frantic interrogation is not responded, he turns the head fiercely, sees through the transparent windows and doors of escaping cabin immediately, heads push there, emanation lets person marrow percolation icy cold grinning fiendishly. 理查德疯狂的质问没有得到回应,他猛地转头,通过逃生舱的透明门窗立刻看见,一颗颗头颅挤在那里,发出让人骨髓浸透冰凉的狞笑。 „ha ha ha...... ha ha ha......” “哈哈哈……哈哈哈……” „Opens the door the captain, opens quickly.” “开门啊船长,快打开啊。” Out of the door, manages Chad all subordinate partners to gather, their whole piece face collapses, stares with the eyes that the violent highlights stubbornly is managing Chad · Parker. 门外,理查德所有的属下伙伴都聚集着,他们整张脸都挤扁,用暴突出来的双眼死死盯着理查德·帕克。 Simultaneously is hitting the cabin door unceasingly, tries to rush. 同时不断撞击着舱门,试图闯进来。 Has undergone principle Chad · Parker who the multiple samsara have suffered to make the new resolution suddenly, Time continued to accelerate. 已经经受过多次轮回折磨的理查德·帕克忽然做出了新决断,时间继续加速。 „Manages Chad · Parker through the revision installment, detonates the silent number, all astronaut Death, he rides the escaping cabin following exploding the strength was shot to Roman star.” “理查德·帕克通过修改装置,引爆寂静号,所有宇航员死亡,他乘坐逃生舱顺着爆炸的力量被弹向洛曼努星。” „Escaping cabin damages, seeks livehood the failure, manages Chad · Parker Death.” “逃生舱损坏,求生失败,理查德·帕克死亡。” „game restarts!” “游戏重启！” ...... …… Again, the Tang Qi ear resounds this sound. 再次,唐奇耳边响起这声音。 But managed Chad · Parker to return to that to let his crazy start once again, he did not have to try to prevent the crew to look again that sublime „star exploded”. 而理查德·帕克则又一次回到了那个让他疯狂的开始,他没有再试图阻止船员们去看那壮美的“星爆”。 In samsara number of times that in his oneself does not remember, he has prevented repeatedly, but failed without exception. 在他自己也不记得的轮回次数中,他阻止过多次,但无一例外都失败了。 He is wooden the face, sets out to arrive directly is incomparably familiar escaping cabin. 他木然着脸,径直起身来到已是无比熟悉的逃生舱。 Takes out that again „diary”, starts to turn the page, will then trigger related memory each past one page. 再次取出那“日记本”,开始翻页,每过去一页便会触发相关记忆。 In the past samsara, managing Chad · Parker attempted to be innumerable, innumerable possibilities. 过去的轮回中,理查德·帕克尝试了无数次,无数种可能。 „I cannot prevent disaster descends, what thing regardless of that is, is some radiation? Some universe monster? Has the silent number crashed? All these are the illusions, my illusion, our illusions?” “我不能阻止灾难降临,不论那是什么东西,是某种辐射？某种宇宙怪物？或者寂静号早已坠毁？这一切都是幻觉,我的幻觉,我们所有人的幻觉？” „I cannot make them wake up from crazy, I am not even able to prevent oneself occasional crazy.” “我不能让他们从疯狂中醒来,我甚至无法阻止自己偶尔的疯狂。” „I once, killed off them, and after food eats clean, eats their corpses.” “我曾经一个一个,杀光了他们所有人,并在食物吃光之后,食用他们的尸体。” „I also once imprisoned them, does the dissection, try to discover the parasite? Other what? However no, their flesh are the real flesh, their faces are the real faces, they are Matthew, is Martha, is Drake, is Phoebe, is Simon......” “我也曾将他们囚禁,解剖,试图找出寄生虫？或者别的什么？但是没有,他们的血肉是真的血肉,他们的脸是真的脸,他们是马修,是玛莎,是德雷克,是菲比,是西蒙……” „My Death are excessively innumerable, was killed, was killed, starved to death, froze to death......” “我死亡过无数次,被炸死,被杀死,被饿死,被冻死……” „Whish” “哗” Suddenly, managed Chad · Parker to stop. 忽然,理查德·帕克停下了。 He wooden facial color had transformation, in both eyes blows out an inexplicable light, he as if understood anything. 他原本木然的面色发生变化,双目中爆出一种莫名的光,他似乎明白了什么。 His Death were innumerable, the way of dying were also many, but has not committed suicide only. 他死亡了无数次,死去的方式也很多,但唯独没有自杀。 manages Chad · Parker to shiver, holds to set pen to paper in that blank writes down issues. 理查德·帕克颤抖着手,持着笔在那空白处写下一个个问题。 „Do you, want to make me commit suicide?” “你,想让我自杀？” „So long as I commit suicide, all these will finish?” “只要我自杀,这一切就会结束了？” „Can I extricate, everyone be able extricate?” “我可以解脱了,所有人都可以解脱了？” In he writes the third issue, he felt that oneself lost opponent's control. 就在他写出第三个问题时,他感觉到自己失去了对手的掌控。 But his palm, was still grasping pen writing. 但他的手掌,仍在握笔书写。 The handwriting is no longer disorderly, but becomes neat, ice-cold and strange. 只是笔迹不再凌乱,而是变得规整,冰冷且陌生。 The escaping cabin temperature reduces suddenly below zero, in Tang Qi this transparent person eyes, manages the Chad · Parker's body to have terrifying transformation. 逃生舱内部的温度陡然降低到零下,唐奇这个透明人眼中,理查德·帕克的身躯发生恐怖变化。 Space becomes incomparably dark, only has his body outline becomes snow white, massive „the black line” glitters to jump in his body, his face becomes fierce, the eye socket is all black, the grinning fiendishly curve of corners of the mouth splits to the ear place, the scarlet flesh is inlaying the advantage tooth, sends out significance unclear grinning fiendishly. 空间变得无比黑暗,唯有他的躯体轮廓变得雪白,大量“黑色线条”在他躯体里面闪烁跳跃,他的脸变得狰狞,眼眶全黑,嘴角的狞笑弧度裂开到耳朵处,猩红血肉嵌着利齿,发出意义不明的狞笑。 He holds to set pen to paper, starts apply Hua on that three issues directly. 他持着笔,直接在那三个问题上面开始涂画。 The black line is drawing the circle unceasingly, the interconnection, the mutual encirclement, the mutual chase...... the distortion starry sky was born, every large or small „star” is looked like by the lunatic outlines, seems like to crouch in hiding, covers person's shadow that the head is screaming and grinning fiendishly. 黑色的线条不断画着圆圈,互相连接,互相环绕,互相追逐……扭曲的星空诞生了,大大小小的“星星”就像是由疯子勾勒出来的,看起来就像是一道道蹲伏着,捂着头颅尖叫、狞笑的人影。 „Bang” “轰” Appearance of answer no omen in managing the Chad · Parker eyes, he clearly becomes aware suddenly, before appeared in the sublime star of silent extra explodes is not real. 答案毫无预兆的显现在理查德·帕克眼中,他忽然明悟,之前出现在寂静号外的壮美星爆不是真实的。 This strange picture, real. 这诡异的画面,才是真的。 His Soul as if blasts open, he starts to breathe suddenly rapidly, he woke up. 他的灵魂仿佛炸裂,他骤然开始急促呼吸,他醒来了。 Manages Chad · Parker to open the eyes, he no longer places in the escaping cabin, at present does not have the diary, he returned to the silent number driving area once again, sits well on engraving the ellipse round table of silver white texture the head, under the buttocks is the icy cold touch, stepped on the both feet of floor actually to feel the thick liquid. 理查德·帕克重新睁开双眼,他不再身处于逃生舱,眼前也没有日记本,他又一次回到了寂静号的驾驶区,端坐于镌刻着银白纹理的椭圆桌上首,屁股下是冰凉触感,踩踏着地板的双脚却感受到了粘稠液体。 He lowers the head subconsciously, stimulates his eyes dark red. 他下意识低头,殷红刺激他的双眼。 He raised the head, sees face upwards inverted/fall, was lying to bend down, rot many forms. 他又抬头,看见了仰倒着的、趴伏着的、腐烂着的诸多身影。 Time as if becomes in this moment slow, to be similar in „frames animation” the way, is Tang Qi this transparent person presents following. 时间在这一刻仿佛变得缓慢,以类似于“定格动画”般的方式,为唐奇这个透明人呈现后续。 „Manages Chad · Parker to return to the real world...... he to sit well on the chair, he looks at oneself all partners and subordinate.” “理查德·帕克回到现实世界……他端坐在椅子上,他看着自己所有的伙伴与属下。” „Died, Matthew, Martha, Drake, Phoebe, Simon...... they all died, including that monkey and spot dog, they also in basket, because crazy or struggles, they make to be scarred oneself, to destroy way Death of oneself head.” “都死了,马修、玛莎、德雷克、菲比、西蒙……他们全都死了,包括那只猴子和斑点狗,它们还在笼子里,但因为疯狂或者挣扎,它们都将自己弄得伤痕累累,以撞烂自己头颅的方式死亡。” „Other crew, they committed suicide, used the different ways, useful firearms, there is oneself to choke to death oneself, but also some swallowed certain machine parts, or cut open the heart of oneself with the blade.” “其余船员,他们都是自杀,用了不同的方式,有用枪械的,也有自己掐死自己的,还有的吞下了某些机械零件,亦或是用刀剖开了自己的心脏。” „No one knows, the crew samsara how many times, that monkey and spot dog the samsara how many times, they encountered what, with managing the Chad · Parker's same experience? Perhaps is crazier?” “谁也不知道,船员们轮回了多少次,那只猴子和斑点狗又轮回了多少次,他们遭遇了什么,是和理查德·帕克一样的经历？或是更加疯狂的？” „Is unimportant, they made the choice.” “不过都不重要了,他们都做出了选择。” „Death, can let the choices of all extricate.” “死亡,能让一切解脱的抉择。” „Manages Chad · Parker to look in front of oneself suddenly, each article goods float, but also remained a bullet pistol and contamination bloodstain dagger and to flutter the machine parts, to think of the lethal medicine from Simon belly the medicine bottle...... he to have many choices, to same path, Death.” “理查德·帕克忽然看着自己面前,一件件物品漂过来,还剩一颗子弹的手枪、沾染血迹的匕首、从西蒙肚子里飘出来机械零件、装着致死药物的药瓶……他有了很多选择,通往同一条道路,死亡。” Tang Qi looks at this time principle Chad · Parker, he in innumerable samsara suffered somewhat inhuman. 唐奇看着此时的理查德·帕克,他在无数次的轮回中被折磨的有些非人。 The body or Soul, presented distortion in varying degrees. 不论是躯体还是灵魂,都出现了不同程度的扭曲。 Other crew and animals of suicide, is so. 其他自杀的船员和动物,也都是如此。 They are very perhaps strong, with Hope, even tries to seek livehood with wisdom and courage. 他们或许都很坚强,都怀着希望,甚至都试图用智慧、勇气来求生。 But finally, they submitted, chose the same path. 但最终,他们都屈服了,都选择了同样的道路。 In Tang Qi manages the Chad · Parker's choice curiously, he set out, he took the pistol to stroke gently one, is grasping the dagger in the oneself heart place gesture, cancelled body fluid on the machine parts with the finger/refers abdomen,( lethal medicine) the Wade forint in medicine bottle poured...... him to linger in this region for a long time. 就在唐奇好奇理查德·帕克的抉择时,他起身了,他拿过手枪摩挲了一阵,又握着匕首在自己心脏处比划,用指腹抹去机械零件上的体液,将药瓶里的韦德福林(致死药物)倒出……他在这区域内流连了许久。 After a half hour, he drags the distortion body to sit on the chair. 半小时后,他拖着扭曲躯体坐回椅子上。 With almost by the eye that floods scarlet, staring looks at the oneself front. 用几乎被猩红充斥的眼睛,直勾勾的看着自己的面前。 Diary that that even more clear silver white texture, the material quality of this outer space ellipse round table...... as well as presents inexplicably, with a pen. 那愈加清晰的银白纹理,这太空椭圆桌的材质……以及莫名出现的日记本,和一支笔。 „” “呵” Manages Chad · Parker to exude together the meaning unclear laughter, he with beginning a stroke. 理查德·帕克发出一道意味不明的笑声,他拿起笔。 Started to change page after page, crossed these blood-stained the page, crossed that to have the page of strange starry sky. 开始一页一页翻动,翻过那些血迹斑斑的页面,也翻过那有着诡异星空的页面。 Most new page, blank. 最新页,空白处。 Manages Chad · Parker to take to begin a stroke, the corners of the mouth outlined the curve gradually, the palm are shivering, wrote down disorderly: 理查德·帕克拿起笔,嘴角渐渐勾勒起弧度,手掌颤抖着,凌乱写下: „Did fxxx...... see? I, manage Chad · Parker, fxxx...... your mother, if you have mother...... fxx your ugly body, if you have...... fxxx your rot Soul, if you have......” “fxxx……看见了么？我,理查德·帕克,fxxx……你的母亲,如果你有母亲……fxx你丑陋的躯体,如果你有……fxxx你腐烂的灵魂,如果你有……” „ha ha ha...... ha ha ha” “哈哈哈……哈哈哈” He laughs wildly suddenly, the handwriting becomes more disorderly, and very recklessly. 他忽然狂笑起来,字迹变得更加凌乱,而且很肆意。 „I will not commit suicide, you cannot do to me, does not know comes the rot maggot that from that dark corner, come, making me have a look at you powerful, can you make me commit suicide, comes quickly.” “我不会自杀的,你奈何不了我,不知道从那个阴暗角落来的腐烂蛆虫,来吧,让我看看你有多强大,你能不能让我自杀,快来啊。” Manages Chad · Parker shouts while writes time, the standstill silent number, was started suddenly. 理查德·帕克一边嘶吼一边写着的时候,原本停滞的寂静号,陡然被发动了。 No indication, no one is controlling. 没有任何征兆,也没有任何人在操控。 Silent number skyship ignites, it starts to return. 寂静号飞船点火,它开始返航。 Time accelerates in Tang Qi once again at present, animation twinkle. 时间又一次在唐奇眼前加速,动画闪烁。 „Silent number return, and landing Roman star after the 12 hour.” “寂静号返航,并在十二小时之后降落洛曼努星。” „In internaionally broadcast picture, Roman big federation space agency staff discovered that the entire ship almost Death, the only survivor has managed Chad · Parker for the captain, they turn on his aviation clothing/taking, from this release fatal germ, this/should germ in several months, infects Roman person for the kind zombie lifeform all, manages Chad · Parker not to commit suicide.” “全球直播画面中,洛曼努大联邦航天局工作人员发现全船几乎都已死亡,唯一幸存者为船长理查德·帕克,他们打开他身上的航空服,由此释放致命病菌,该病菌在数月内,将洛曼努人尽数感染为类丧尸生物,理查德·帕克未自杀。” „game restarts!” “游戏重启！” „Silent number ignition returns, after descends Roman star, crew accused managed Chad · Parker already in space walk Quest unknown ‚extraterrestrial monster’ parasitic, he was arrested, was imprisoned, and was killed by federation by the toxic gas after the 24 hour.” “寂静号点火返航,降临洛曼努星之后,全体船员指控理查德·帕克已经在一场太空行走任务中被未知的‘外星怪物’寄生,他被逮捕,被监禁,并在二十四小时之后被联邦以毒气杀死。” „game restarts!” “游戏重启！” „Silent number return, managing Chad · Parker is the accident only survivor, he was permitted the return family, he is crazy in that night, he killed the oneself wife, two children, later he go to the father place, killed the oneself father mother as well as younger sister, the police who was caught up with kill.” “寂静号返航,理查德·帕克是事故唯一幸存者,他被允许回归家庭,他在当夜疯狂,他杀死了自己的妻子,两个孩子,之后他前往父亲处,先后杀死自己的父亲母亲以及妹妹,被赶来的警察击毙。” „game restarts!” “游戏重启！” „Silent number has not returned, sends out the distress signal, the federation organization rescues, in the live broadcast picture, manages Chad · Parker to rip open the aviation clothing/taking of rescuer, under trillion similar gazes, eats clean her.” “寂静号未返航,发出求救信号,联邦组织救援,在直播画面中,理查德·帕克撕开救援者的航空服,在亿万同类的注视下,将她吃光。” ...... …… Silent number, before driving region that oval outer space table, managed Chad · Parker not to have the human basic form. 寂静号,驾驶区域那椭圆太空桌前,理查德·帕克已经没了人类的基本形态。 His limbs distortion, the facial features are fierce, are lending the rot odor aura, his all around as before is the partner crew, how long they died do not know, some rot, some are perfect, as if situated in different timeline. 他的肢体扭曲,面容狰狞,散发着腐烂恶臭的气息,他的周遭依旧是伙伴船员们,他们死去不知多久了,有的腐烂,有的完好无损,似乎处于不同的时间线。 All these are very real, suffering that was killed feels when like him each time, does not have any reduces, will send out to wail to him really each time, probably slaughtered lamb. 只是这一切都很真实,就像每次他被杀时感受到的痛苦,没有任何减免,真实到他每次都会发出哀嚎,像是被宰杀的羔羊。 But this moment this lamb manages Chad · Parker, he is lowering is lowering the head, grasps to set pen to paper with the pitch-black skinny hand, a character character in the blank page of that diary , to continue to write down to fill the sentence of provocative meaning, one such as past innumerable such. 而此刻这羔羊理查德·帕克,他正低垂着头,用乌黑干瘦的手掌握着笔,一字一字在那日记本的空白页,继续写下充满挑衅意味的句子,一如过去的无数次那样。 „Fxxx your mother, if you do have?” “fxxx你的母亲,如果你有？” „Why you want me to commit suicide...... do not come personally, the thorough parasitic I...... make me completely desperate, the complete collapse...... comes, you think how long you can also hide in the shadow, I felt you many times...... you to know that except for fused together with me, you will never possibly make me commit suicide.” “你想要我自杀……为什么不亲自来,彻底的寄生我……让我完全绝望,完全崩溃……来吧,你以为你还能在阴影里躲藏多久,我感受到你很多次了……你知道的,除了与我融为一体,你永远不可能让我自杀。” „Very suffering is right, you are unable to do to a mortal, ha ha ha.” “很痛苦对么,你无法奈何一个凡人,哈哈哈。” „Again, fxxx your mother.” “再次,fxxx你的母亲。” ps: Also will have two. ps:还会有两更。