With ascending the counties is the Black Flag Army high-level officials residence, because coming back of some team, above and below the mountain suddenly seems somewhat lively, when has transferred the alley of mountainside, then can see the form that comes and goes to run, ray that night rocks, then were also suddenly many much. 和登县多是黑旗军高层官员们的住所,由于某支队伍的回来,山上山下一时间显得有些热闹,转过山腰的小路时,便能见到来来往往奔走的身影,夜里晃动的光芒,一时间便也多了不少。 Has transferred the alley of mountainside, that side sounds of people were far gradually, the back side of the mountain is a tomb is , a distant black great tablet stands erect under the dim light of night, the nearby has the flame, some people mourn by the side of the coffin. After great tablet, is the small tombstones of dense and numerous extending. 转过山腰的小路,那边的人声渐远了,后山是坟茔的所在,远远的一块黑色巨碑矗立在夜色下,附近有火光,有人守灵。巨碑之后,便是密密麻麻延伸的小墓碑。 „...... The small dark green river war, including the northwest and a clan...... more than 43,000 people of bone ashes and tombs containing clothing without the body, set up this tablet, behind passed away one after another, buries below some. Long ago with surroundings dozen, the light hits the tablet, spent many manpower, afterward some people said, the person of Huaxia all was one, the food does not eat, the simple tablet all buried, leaving the name was then good. I had not agreed, present little stone tablet are an appearance, hit the tablet the artisan craftsmanship to practice well, actually the multi- half a point made the land mine very much until now......” “……小苍河大战,包括西北、种氏一族……四万三千余人的骨灰、衣冠冢,就立了这块碑,后头陆陆续续过世的,埋在下头一些。早些年跟周围打来打去,光是打碑,费了不少人手,后来有人说,华夏之人皆为一家,饭都吃不上了,干脆一块碑全埋了,留下名字便好。我没有同意,如今的小碑都是一个样子,打碑的匠人手艺练得很好,到如今却多半分去做地雷了……” Two forms carry the vanguard, walks, Su Tan'er is introducing the surroundings in a soft voice. With ascending three counties, Ning Yi four years ago one time, had then had far views afterward several times, now at present is the new place and new thing. Approaches that monument, he depended to look, the hand caressed the stele, above is completely the rough line and drawing. 两道身影相携前行,一面走,苏檀儿一面轻声介绍着周围。和登三县,宁毅在四年前来过一次,后来便只有几次远观了,如今眼前都是新的地方、新的东西。走近那纪念碑,他靠上去看了看,手抚石碑,上头尽是粗犷的线条和图画。 „Planting General...... is the person who I want to keep......” Ning Yi sighed, „was a pity, plants in the master, Zhong Shidao and type cold......” “种将军……原本是我想留下来的人……”宁毅叹了口气,“可惜了,种师中、种师道、种冽……” „How folded the family/home?” Tan'er asked in a low voice. “折家如何了？”檀儿低声问。 „...... Is majestically located the northwest.” Ning Yi smiled, „was only a pity that the northwest living person are not many.” “……雄踞西北。”宁毅笑了笑,“只可惜西北活人不多了。” A small dark green river three years of war, plants the family/home army to assist the Huaxia army to resist Jurchen, to constructing new moon five years, the refined language does not lose, the technique row fast to go south, while migrates the northwest resident with every effort, plants perseveres to extend the province not to draw back coldly, afterward extended province city conquered and a cold body dead, the small dark green river was also defeated by the army afterward, the refined language does not lose occupies the northwest to attempt in dire straits black flag, actually the black flag enters along the dense say/way unexpectedly extends the province, a war, the slaughter extinguishes Jurchen elite incalculably, the refined language does not lose also by the Ning Yi captive, latter cuts to kill in Yanzhou the top. 小苍河三年大战,种家军协助华夏军对抗女真,至建朔五年,辞不失、术列速南下,在尽力迁移西北居民的同时,种冽坚守延州不退,后来延州城破、种冽身死,再后来小苍河亦被大军击破,辞不失占据西北试图困死黑旗,却不料黑旗沿密道杀入延州,一场大战,屠灭女真精锐无算,辞不失也被宁毅俘虏,后斩杀于延州城头。 Small dark green river war, Central Plains person even corpse on the ground 1 million not in the eye of Jurchen people, in fight that however resists with the black flag personally, first is the war-god Wanyan Lou Shi body dies, latter has falling from the sky that the Great General refined language does not lose, together with elite of that tens of thousands of dying, was the biggest pain that Jurchen people felt. After the war, Jurchen people launches the slaughter in the northwest, previously favored the Huaxia army, or in the city and countryside that in the war holds troops, was almost slaughtered white, after that publicizing wantonly „this suffers the Black Flag Army evil, you did not revolt, then not to so” and so on view. 小苍河大战,中原人即便伏尸百万也不在女真人的眼中,然而亲自与黑旗对抗的战斗中,先是战神完颜娄室的身死,后有大将辞不失的陨灭,连同那成千上万死去的精锐,才是女真人感受到的最大痛楚。以至于大战之后,女真人在西北展开屠杀,先前倾向于华夏军的、又或是在战争中按兵不动的城乡,几乎一座座的被屠杀成了白地,此后又大肆的宣扬“这都是遭黑旗军害的,尔等不反抗,便不至如此”之类的论调。 After constructing the new moon six year-end massacres, seven years, the northwest plague and famine spread, latter the potential of several tenths thousand li (500 km) nobody smoke. More than 20,000 northwest residents who the western army that except that drew by the black flag finally and move to the south, perhaps now that piece of bloodlines, are only left over to fold several cities that the family/home rules. 建朔六年底的大屠杀后,七年,西北瘟疫、饥荒蔓延,后几成千里无人烟之势。除了最后被黑旗收拢的西军和南迁的两万余西北居民,如今那一片的血脉,恐怕就只剩下折家统治的几座城池。 Initially northwest the black flag went ; first, for convergence Lüliang ; second, to look for places of relatively closed four war, without and can maintain tremendous pressure by the too tremendous impact, refine the Auspicious Wu Battalion more than ten thousand soldiers well, afterward development was solemn and stirring and frigid, merit to wrong, already was hard to discuss, accumulated, dreadful blood debt that also already is unable to meticulously narrate. 当初黑旗去西北,一是为汇合吕梁,二是希望找一处相对封闭的四战之地,在不受外界太大影响而又能保持巨大压力的情况下,好好炼化武瑞营的万余士兵,后来的发展悲壮而又惨烈,功过对错,已经难以讨论了,积累下来的,也已经是无法细述的滔天血债。 The Ning Yi state of mind is complex, caresses the tombstone to pass like this, he mourning by the side of the coffin soldier toward not far away salutes, the opposite party also returns by the military salute. 宁毅心绪复杂,抚着墓碑就这样过去,他朝不远处的守灵士兵敬了个礼,对方也回以军礼。 „...... The northwest person dies 7788, Central Plains was to protect oneself also separated the contact with that side, therefore the Xixia disaster, the person of care not many...... these hoodwinked the ancient one slaughter Yinchuan, the city killed one after another, north and Jurchen people have also had twice friction, their light cavalry thousand li (500 km) round trip like the wind, Jurchen people has not taken many advantage, now looks like, Xixia was digested quickly up......” “……西北人死得七七八八,中原为自保也隔断了与那边的联系,故而西夏大难,关心的人也不多……那些蒙古人屠了银川,一座一座城杀过来,北面与女真人也有过两次摩擦,他们轻骑千里来去如风,女真人没占多少便宜,如今看来,西夏快被消化光了……” „Sounds very fierce, but I am not clear, why you will attach great importance to them.” Tan'er pondered, „a mountain does not accommodate two tigers, they at the north war, might as well be a good deed.” “听起来很厉害,可我还是不明白,你为何会对他们如此重视。”檀儿想了想,“一山不容二虎,他们在北方大战,未尝不是一件好事。” „War will defeat the person, will whet the person. They will defeat the Wu Dynasty such person, will actually whet the Jin Nation such person.” The stele forest proceeds to extend, Ning Yi is pulling Tan'er, leads the way in ray among the roads of lantern, „after attacking and occupying Liao Nation, seizes Central Plains, Jin Nation old one group of people die also many. After Aguda and sect Wang, Lou Shi these people go, a young generation mounts the stage, already starts to have the thought of pleasure, these old General painstakingly for a lifetime, does not care about spending freely of child to be domineering. The poor people get rich suddenly, always this appearance, however the foreign enemy still, would hanging their one breath, the black flag and Mongolia are the such foreign enemies.” “战争会打垮人,也会磨砺人。他们会打垮武朝这样的人,却会磨砺金国这样的人。”碑林往前延伸,宁毅牵着檀儿,也在灯笼的光芒中一路前行,“攻占辽国、占领中原之后,金国老一批的人死得也多。阿骨打、宗望、娄室这些人去后,年轻一辈上台,已经开始有享乐的思维,那些老将军苦了一辈子,也不在乎小孩子的挥霍跋扈。穷人乍富,总是这个样子的,然而外敌仍在,总会吊住他们的一口气,黑旗、蒙古都是这样的外敌。” Tan'er smiles: „According to this logic, our weak point was but actually good.” 檀儿笑起来:“这样说来,我们弱一点倒还好了。” Ning Yi also smiled: „To let them putrefies, we are also weak, the winner can never be we...... hoodwinked ancient one and Jurchen people is also different, Jurchen people is destitute, dares to go all out, but to put it bluntly, is good to live for one. Mongolian ancient one esteems martial arts, thinks under the heaven, all for immortal day hunting ground, since Temujin leads them to gather is, the such thought was more intense, they fight...... not for the good life......” 宁毅也笑了笑:“为了让他们腐化,我们也弱,那胜者就永远不会是我们了……蒙古人与女真人又不同,女真人穷困,敢拼命,但说白了,是为了一个好生活。蒙古人尚武,认为苍天之下,皆为长生天的猎场,自铁木真带领他们聚为一股后,这样的思想就更加激烈了,他们战斗……根本就不是为了更好的生活……” „That why?” “那为什么？” „Fight is the good life.” Ning Yi is calmly slow, „son is alive, must pursue a fiercer prey, must defeat a more powerful enemy, must plunder the best treasure, must see the weak one to sob, wants *** female...... can gallop in this hunting ground, is the most powerful person. They regard the fight for the essence of life, therefore, they will not easily stop.” “战斗就是更好的生活。”宁毅语气平静而缓慢,“男儿在世,要追逐更凶猛的猎物,要打败更强大的敌人,要掠夺最好的珍宝,要看见弱者哭泣,要***女……能够驰骋于这片猎场的,才是最强大的人。他们视战斗为生活的本质,所以啊,他们不会轻易停下来的。” Tan'er is silent. 檀儿沉默下来。 „After Xixia Yinchuan broken, the whole nation courage has lost, hoodwinks the ancient one slaughter Yinchuan, caught up with the captive to break other cities, so long as had the resistance slightly, whole city killed off, they were infatuated in the such process. With the friction of Jurchen people, is the light cavalry guerrilla warfare, cannot be victorious walks immediately, Jurchen people cannot catch up. After Xixia digested, these people or were westbound, or entered Central Plains...... I to hope that was not the latter.” “西夏银川破后,举国胆气已失,蒙古人屠了银川,赶着俘虏破其它城,只要稍有抵抗,满城杀光,他们陶醉于这样的过程。与女真人的摩擦,都是轻骑游击,打不过立刻就走,女真人也追不上。西夏消化完后,这些人或者是西进,或者入中原……我希望不是后者。” Two people spoke at the same time when walked, before arriving at a tombstone, Tan'er drew Ning Yi hand, Ning Yi stopped, looked at the character on tombstone, placed the lantern in hand while. 两人一边说话一边走,来到一处墓碑前时,檀儿才拉了拉宁毅的手,宁毅停下来,看了墓碑上的字,将手中的灯笼放在了一边。 This is the Su Yu grave. 这是苏愈的墓。 Before old person is more than two years, passed away. 老人是两年多以前过世的。 As Tan'er Grandpa, pillar more than Su Family years, this old person, actually also without too many knowledge. When his young, Su Family was still small clan that operated textile line, Su Family foundation from his person of father's generation, but beginning, actually rise Guangda in the Su Yu hand. old person once five children, two early young, the remaining three children, can actually be mediocre, when to Su Yu is old, then has to choose young intelligent Su Tan'er, trains as the successor of preparation. 作为檀儿的爷爷,苏家主心骨,这位老人,其实并没有太多的学识。他年轻时,苏家尚是个经营布行的小族,苏家的基础自他父辈而始,其实是在苏愈手中崛起光大的。老人曾有五个孩子,两个早夭,剩下的三个孩子,却都才能平庸,至苏愈年迈时,便只好选了年幼聪慧的苏檀儿,作为预备的接班人来培养。 This is Ning Yi admiration old person, although is not Qin Siyuan and Kang Xian startled picks certainly the colorful generation like that but truly by his dignity and honesty, haunched a respected family. Recalls for more than ten years ago, at first in this body wakes up, although oneself by no means cares about the status of marrying into the wife's household, but if is really the Su Family person creates obstacles innumerably, oneself perhaps will also cross difficultly, but initial that time, although „knows that” this grandson son-in-law is only having little learning poor Scholar(egghead), old person to oneself, actually is really quite looks. 这是宁毅敬佩的老人,虽然并非秦嗣源、康贤那般惊采绝艳之辈,但确实以他的威严与敦厚,撑起了一个大家族。回想十余年前,最初在这副身体里醒来时,虽然自己并不在乎入赘的身份,但若真是苏家人刁难无数,自己恐怕也会过得艰难,但最初的那段时间,虽然“知道”这个孙婿只是个学识浅薄的穷书生,老人对自己,其实真是颇为照顾的。 old person studied since childhood not many, regarding the knowledge of son grandchildren, instead quite cared, he makes the big effort to build up the private school academy, even in makes in the family/home the third-generation fourth generation girls enter the initiation, although the academy from top to bottom appears mediocre, but such diligently, truly is the correct way that a family accumulates. 老人自幼读书不多,对于儿孙辈的学识,反而颇为关心,他花大力气建起私塾书院,甚至于让家中第三代第四代的女孩子都入内启蒙,虽然书院从上到下都显得平庸至极,但这样的努力,确实是一个家族积累的正确途径。 Afterward Ning Yi and Su Tan'er haunched Su Family, old person no longer many Manager, after the Liangshan exterminating an entire family case, the Su Yu fall in the blues, held all matter junctions. Ning Yi and Su Tan'er understand, although old person Manager, was actually no longer anticipating as before perhaps the promotion and leap of Su Family, afterward development such as he hope that until...... killed one's sovereign the rebellion. 后来宁毅与苏檀儿撑起苏家,老人已不再过多管事,梁山灭门案后,苏愈情绪低落,将所有的事情都交托出来。宁毅与苏檀儿都明白,老人虽然不再管事,却依旧期待着苏家的振兴与飞跃,后来的发展或许如他所愿,直到……弑君造反。 How to regard these things until old person very much difficultly. merchant family that sells the arrange/cloth, old person vision, even if had/left Jiangning, perhaps cannot arrive at under the heavens, how without many people to regard the killing one's sovereign rebellion of Son-in-Law until him, old person body already is not quite meantime good, Tan'er considers these, but also had once cried to Ning Yi: „Grandpa will die on the road......”, but old person tenaciously to Lüliang Mountain(s). 很难直到老人是如何去看待这些事情的。一个贩布的商贾家族,老人的眼光纵然出了江宁,恐怕也到不了天下,没有多少人直到他如何看待女婿的弑君造反,其时老人的身体已经不太好了,檀儿考虑到这些事后,还曾向宁毅哭过:“爷爷会死在路上的……”但老人顽强地到了吕梁山。 Over the following several years, old person calmly looks at all these, from silent gradually becomes approves unexpectedly. Meantime the Ning Yi work is busy, can look that the Su Yu time are not much, but meets each time, two people must have the conversation, regarding the resistance of calamity and small dark green river Jurchen, he feels proud gradually, to many things that Ning Yi handles, he often asked some own issues, calmly is listening, but can look, he is not naturally able to understand book that completely he read, after all were not many. 此后几年,老人静静看着这一切,从沉默逐渐竟变得认同起来。其时宁毅工作繁忙,能够去看苏愈的时间不多,但每次见面,两人必有交谈,对于女真之祸、小苍河的抵抗,他渐渐觉得自豪起来,对宁毅所做的许多事情,他每每提出些自己的问题,又静静地听着,但能够看出来,他自然无法全部理解他读的书,毕竟不多。 Five years ago must start to fight, old person then goes south with the people, goes through far more than thousand li (500 km), but in this process, he had not complained, the Su Family person who even accompanies if has what not good words and deeds, he will call, takes the walking stick then to hit. He felt in the past Su Family has the human appearance nothing but Su Tan'er one, proud follows becoming a useful adult after Ning Yi in Su Wending, Su Wenfang, Su Wenyu and Su Yan the equal person now. 五年前要开始大战,老人便随着众人南下,辗转何止千里,但在这过程中,他也未曾抱怨,甚至于随行的苏家人若有什么不好的言行,他会将人叫过来,拿着拐杖便打。他以往觉得苏家有人样的无非苏檀儿一个,如今则自豪于苏文定、苏文方、苏文昱、苏雁平等人追随宁毅后的成材。 But old person age after all was too big, then after arriving and ascended, lost the ability to act, the person became is also blurry from time to time sobers from time to time. Constructs the new moon five years, Ning Yi arrives and ascends, old person is in the ignorant condition, has not had the exchange with Ning Yi again, naturally they sees finally one side. Arrived constructs a new moon six years of early spring, the old person physical condition finally starts to deteriorate, morning, he sobers, to the people inquired that the tactical situation in small dark green river, Ning Yi and the others whether triumphal returns to turn over, at this time the northwest war just when the most frigid time, the people does not know that which should say, after Tan'er and Wenfang catch up, just now told old person the entire condition 1510 places. 但老人的年纪毕竟是太大了,抵达和登之后便失去了行动能力,人也变得时而迷糊时而清醒。建朔五年,宁毅抵达和登,老人正处于浑浑噩噩的状态中,与宁毅未再有交流,那是他们所见的最后一面。到得建朔六年初春,老人的身体状况终于开始恶化,有一天上午,他清醒过来,向众人询问小苍河的战况,宁毅等人是否凯旋而归,此时西北大战正值最为惨烈的时间段,众人不知该说哪些,檀儿、文方赶来后,方才将整个状况一五一十地告诉了老人。 old person passed away when this day, final is sober, young person and Su Family that children he and nearby becomes a useful adult said several words, to do to encourage, finally when wants Tan'er to the Ning Yi belt/bring words, train of thought actually already blurred, Su Tan'er also wrote these in the letter/believes afterward took to Ning Yi. 老人是在这一天过世的,最后的清醒时,他与身边成材的年轻人、苏家的孩子都说了几句话,以做勉励,最后要檀儿给宁毅带话时,思绪却已经模糊了,苏檀儿后来也将这些写在了信里捎给了宁毅。 „...... I and your father...... set the engagement to you,...... you are small in a grove, walked, falls a tumble...... many people to come, Su Family...... Ning Family...... that time Suyun still, getting sick was very long, dressed up, came out...... in the grove, grape trellis, many people......” the old person memory, as if stayed that grove for a long time more than 30 years ago, the naturally Su Family grove, Jiangning was tranquil at that time, also has Tan'er paternal grandmother Kang Suyun was also alive, people young, old person recalled was very long, in eye ray ooze, only. Finally grasped Tan'er hand, Tan'er by when passed over, hearing old person to say in a low voice: „...... Back of under the heavens......” “……我与你父亲……给你们定下婚约,是在一个林子里……你还小,走路,摔一跤……很多人都来了,苏家的……宁家的……那时候素云还在,病了很久,打扮了,才出来……林子里、葡萄架,很多人……”老人的记忆,似乎长久地停留在三十余年前的那座林子了,那是苏家的林子,那时候江宁还平静,还有檀儿的奶奶康素云也在世,人们都年轻,老人回忆了很久,眼中光芒渐消,只在最后握了握檀儿的手,檀儿靠过去时,听见老人低声说:“……天下的脊梁……” That wants Ning Yi to make the back of under the heavens probably. 那大概是要宁毅做天下的脊梁。 Tan'er also wrote in the letter/believes took to him. 檀儿也写在信里给他捎了过去。 „When Grandpa walks, should be very satisfied. He kept thinking before heart, is the home person cannot become a useful adult probably, now Wending Wenfang gets married and becomes a useful adult, the child studies also sensibly, finally for these years, Grandpa was very actually happy. With ascending two years, his is unhealthy, always urges me, do not tell you, the desperate person does not need to keep thinking about home. He they said to Wenfang several times, from north to south, he has seen under the heavens from south to north, in the past brought the goods to walk back and forth, that was false, therefore, actually did not need to be Grandpa is sad.” “爷爷走时,应该是很满足的。他以前心里惦记的,大概是家里人不能成材,如今文定文方成家又成材,孩子念书也懂事,最后这几年,爷爷其实很高兴。和登的两年,他身体不好,总是叮嘱我,不要跟你说,拼命的人不必惦记家里。有几次他跟文方他们说,从南到北又从北到南,他才算是见过了天下,以往带着货走来走去,那都是假的,所以,倒也不用为爷爷伤心。” They are placed several types of symbolic sacrificial offerings before the grave, the night wind blows gently, two people sit down before the tomb, looks scene that below tombstone spreads. More than ten years, old person one after another went, far more than is Su Yu. Qin Siyuan, Qian Xiwen and Kang Xian...... gradually old departed, should not departure young person also depart in large numbers. Ning Yi is pulling Tan'er hand, lifted and puts down. 他们将几样象征性的祭品摆在坟前,夜风轻轻地吹过去,两人在坟墓前坐下,看着下方墓碑蔓延的景象。十余年来,老人们相继的去了,何止是苏愈。秦嗣源、钱希文、康贤……逐渐苍老的离去了,不该离去的年轻人也大批大批地离去。宁毅牵着檀儿的手,抬了抬又放下。 „56 years ago, the time without hit, I go to the Qingmu stronghold, chatted with Grandpa. Grandpa said, he will not teach the person actually, thinks that manages an academy, the person will learn, he spends to invite the mister, to the child, hit also hits, scolded also scolded, the child was naughty, he thinks that the children were Su Wenji such person, afterward felt, in the family/home only had Tan'er your to be possible the load no matter what greatly......” “五六年前,还没打起来的时候,我去青木寨,跟爷爷聊天。爷爷说,他其实不怎么会教人,以为办个书院,人就会学好,他花钱请先生,对孩子,打也打了、骂也骂了,孩子顽劣不堪,他以为孩子都是苏文季那样的人了,后来觉得,家中只有檀儿你一人可担大任……” „But he discovered afterward, originally is not such, originally will be only he will not teach, treasure sword blade from tempering, so long as originally underwent the polish, Wending Wenfang they, same can Su Family proud, but was a pity Wenji...... I think, to the Wenji matter, old person will think, will feel eventually sad......” “可他后来才发现,原来不是这样的,原来只是他不会教,宝剑锋从磨砺出,原来只要经过了打磨,文定文方他们,一样可以让苏家人骄傲,只是可惜了文季……我想,对文季的事,老人家想起来,终究是觉得伤心的……” They mentioned, was more than ten years ago when the Liangshan exterminating an entire family case matter, is slaughtered Su Wenji of Eh broken guts to shout to meantime hand over to hide Tan'er in crowd, old person comes out, works as the surface blade of people to hold this grandson. Person non- vegetation who can be brutal, in that murder case Su Family was slaughtered about half, but remembered afterward, regarding personally the matter that kills the grandson, old person is hard to get over an emotion eventually...... 他们说起的,是十余年前梁山灭门案时的事了,其时被屠杀吓破胆的苏文季嚷着要交出躲在人群里的檀儿,老人出来,当着众人的面一刀捅死了这个孙儿。人非草木孰能无情,那场血案里苏家被屠杀近半,但后来想起,对于亲手杀死孙子的这种事,老人终究是难以释怀的…… „At that time I started work teaching in the small dark green river, taught one group to work the person who to come out, I told old person, the sky collapsed, where the trivial several people could shoulder, matter was everyone resists eventually, I was also good, Wending Wenfang was also good, we did, was the own duty...... the under the heavens person is the back of under the heavens...... Grandpa possibly remembered this finally......” “那时候我在小苍河开班授课,教了一帮能做事的人出来,我跟老人家说,天塌了,区区的几个人哪里扛得住,事情终究是大家抗,我也好,文定文方也好,我们做的,是自己的本分……天下人是天下的脊梁……爷爷最后可能想起了这个……” „Um.” Tan'er answered one in a soft voice. The time elapses, old person lived eventually in the memory, careful questioning not too many significances, the meet of people gathered based on the fate, the fate also had the end finally, because such regretted, each other hand, can closely pull in the same place. “嗯。”檀儿轻声答了一句。时光逝去,老人终究只是活在记忆中了,仔细的追问并无太多的意义,人们的相遇相聚基于缘分,缘分也终有尽头,因为这样的遗憾,彼此的手,才能够紧紧地牵在一起。 Distant shines the ascension of flame, has the fighting sound to transmit faintly. The raid of in the daytime starts, after Ning Yi and the others truly arrive, must have fish slip through to obtain the news, wants to pass on, second round of plug up the leaks , the leadership has launched in Hongti, Xigua (watermelon) and the others under. 远远的亮起火焰的升腾,有打斗声隐隐传来。白日里的搜捕只是开始,宁毅等人确实抵达后,必会有漏网之鱼得到消息,想要传出去,第二轮的查漏补缺,也早已在红提、西瓜等人的带领下展开。 „First goes back.” Two people are holding hands, bypass the mountain road, walks toward distant place that brilliantly illuminated courtyard, in that side, many people, has been waiting. “先回去吧。”两人牵着手,绕过山道,朝远处那灯火通明的院落走过去,在那边,有许多人,早已在等待着了。 A wuhan construction new moon eight years of late autumn, Ning Yi returns and ascends, at this time Black Flag Army, after passing through initial mud, finally also started to inflate a piece of huge monster. this period of time, under the heavens in anxiety silent, Ning Yi whole family, here, spent a period of rare leisurely and carefree time finally. 武建朔八年的深秋,宁毅回到和登,此时的黑旗军,在走过最初的泥泞后,终于也开始膨胀成了一片庞然巨物。这一段时间,天下在紧张里沉默,宁毅一家人,也终于在这里,度过了一段难得的悠闲时光。 *************** *************** Lin'an, the day is firm. 临安,天牢。 When day dawn, the Princess Dwelling servants and guards passed through the corridor in prison, Manager directed prison guard to clean day of firm the path, the front person entered in inside prison cell, they brought the hot water and towel, to dig, clothing and other thing, a prisoner to day firm made all and replacement. 天蒙蒙亮时,公主府的仆人与侍卫们走过了大牢中的长廊,管事指挥着狱卒打扫天牢中的道路,前方的人走进里面的牢房里,他们带来了热水、毛巾、须刨、衣裤等物,给天牢中的一位囚犯做了悉数和换装。 The prisoners are called Qu Zonghui, he must tremble by such conduct Eh, he revolted, afterward then asked: „Why...... must kill me...... to kill me...... I am an emperor's son-in-law, I am Qu Jia people, you cannot...... unable like this like this......” 囚犯叫做渠宗慧,他被这样的做派吓得瑟瑟发抖,他反抗了一下,后来便问:“干什么……要杀我了……要杀我了……我是驸马,我是渠家人,你们不能这样……不能这样……” His shouting loudly was soon after stopped in the Manager serious vision, he in shivering of faint, whatever the servant sparse, shaves for him must, reorganizes the long hair, after finishing, then also turned into appearance delicate and pretty handsome Young Master image this is shortly after some of he originally good appearances the servant left, crossed one again, Princess comes. 他的大喊大叫不久之后在管事严肃的目光中被制止,他在微微的颤抖中任由下人为他稀疏、剃须,整理长发,完毕之后,便也变成了样貌俊美的翩翩公子形象这是他原本就有的好样貌不久后下人离开,再过得一阵,公主来了。 Her appearance is solemn, the attire is spacious, it seems like when unexpectedly several scanning are gets married the appearance, in any event, very officially. But Qu Zonghui still arrived by that tranquil vision Eh, he stands there, strong from calm, in the heart actually does not know that should kneel: In recent years, he outside bragging, is seemingly secure, in fact, his innermost feelings already is afraid this Crown Princess, he understands, the opposite party will not manage his nothing more. 她容貌端庄,衣着宽大华美,看来竟有几分像是成亲时的样子,无论如何,十分正式。但渠宗慧仍旧被那平静的目光吓到了,他站在那里,强自镇静,心中却不知该不该跪下去:这些年来,他在外头招摇,看起来有恃无恐,实际上,他的内心已经非常害怕这位长公主,他只是明白,对方根本不会管他而已。 But this time, he knows that matter by no means is the same. 但这一次,他知道事情并不一样。 Zhou Pei sat down in the prison cell, outside the prison cell the servants have gotten out of the way, only has a silent guard in the shadow of not far away, the flame sways in the oil lamp, the nearby is peaceful and gloomy. Crosses for a long time, he hears Zhou Pei saying: „Emperor's son-in-law, sits.” The tone is gentle. 周佩在牢房里坐下了,牢房外下人都已走开,只在不远处的阴影里有一名沉默的侍卫,火焰在油灯里摇晃,附近安静而阴森。过得许久,他才听到周佩道:“驸马,坐吧。”语气柔和。 Qu Zonghui sits slowly in the opposite. Zhou Pei with him such relative, the vision looked at him for a long time is very very long tranquilly, the so many year, that long talk after except for getting married, this time perhaps was Zhou Pei looks at his time longest one time. 渠宗慧在对面缓缓坐下来。周佩就跟他这样相对,目光平静地看了他很久很久,这么多年来,除了成亲后的那一次长谈,这次或许是周佩看他时间最长的一次。 „I am responsible to you.” When does not know, Zhou Pei opens the mouth in a soft voice, Qu Zonghui the lips trembled trembling: „I......” he cannot say anything finally. “我对你是有责任的。”不知什么时候,周佩才轻声地开了口,渠宗慧双唇颤了颤:“我……”他最终也没能说出什么来。 Zhou Pei also by no means cares about his speech, but looked at the moment, spoke in the recollection. 周佩也并不在意他的说话,只是看了片刻,在回忆中说话。 „When I still at young girl, there is Master, his gifted, nobody can......” “我尚在少女时,有一位师父,他才华盖世,无人能及……” The day is firm, just like the ghost legendary creature, Qu Zonghui listens to that spooky words, body faint to shiver, Crown Princess Master is who, in his heart is actually knows, his by no means is afraid this, however gets married the so many year, when the opposite party mentioned this many words before him for the first time, intelligent he knows that the matter must make in a big way...... he already unable to guess correctly the oneself following fate...... 天牢幽静,犹如鬼蜮,渠宗慧听着那幽幽的话语,身体微微颤抖起来,长公主的师父是谁,他心中其实是知道的,他并不害怕这个,然而成亲这么多年,当对方第一次在他面前说起这许多话时,聪明的他知道事情要闹大了……他已经猜不到自己接下来的下场…… „...... I at that time young, although was subdued by his talent, orally never acknowledged that many matters that he does I am incomprehensible, many words that he spoke, I do not understand, however, I care about him very much...... the admiration in childhood, the can be regarded love, cannot certainly calculate...... the emperor's son-in-law, afterward I and you got married, in the heart already not he, however I envied emotion between him and teacher's wife very much. He is the person of marrying into the wife's household, exactly when with the emperor's son-in-law you, gets married, he and teacher's wife do not have the emotion, but two people contacted afterward mutually, understood each other, slowly became the whole family of helping one another in difficult time. I envy the such emotion very much, I think that...... you can also have the such emotion with the emperor's son-in-law......” “……我当时年幼,虽然被他才华所折服,口头上却从不承认,他所做的许多事我不能理解,他所说的许多话,我也根本不懂,然而不知不觉间,我很在意他……幼时的钦慕,算不得情爱,当然不能算的……驸马,后来我与你成亲,心中已没有他了,然而我很羡慕他与师娘之间的情感。他是入赘之人,恰与驸马你一样,成亲之时,他与师娘也无情感,只是两人后来互相接触,互相了解,慢慢的成了相濡以沫的一家人。我很羡慕这样的情感,我想……与驸马你也能有这样的情感……” „This is my blunder......” “这是我的大错……” „I have such naive idea, gets married with you, had a lengthy conversation with you, let me tell you, wanted to understand slowly, slowly can with you in the same place, the appearance accompany together...... over ten -year-old girls, was really naive, the emperor's son-in-law you listened, perhaps thought that was I to the pretence under pretext that you had no intention......, whether or not, this was I thought mistakenly eventually, I have not thought that you outside, have not seen being together, sentiment and helping one another in difficult time so unexpectedly, with these Scholar(egghead) that you communicated, all was the mind/bosom aspiration and being indomitable spirit generation, my shame you, in your surface accepted. I, but...... less than in January/one month, you then went to the brothel to sport with prostitutes eventually......” “我带着这样幼稚的想法,与你成亲,与你长谈,我跟你说,想要慢慢了解,慢慢的能与你在一起,长相厮守……十余岁的女孩子啊,真是天真,驸马你听了,或许觉得是我对你无意的托辞吧……不管是不是,这终究是我想错了,我未曾想过,你在外头,竟未有见过这般的相处、感情、相濡以沫,与你来往的那些书生,皆是胸怀抱负、顶天立地之辈,我辱了你,你表面上应承了我,可终究……不到一月,你便去了青楼狎妓……” „My weakness, destroyed my common people, destroyed your life......” “我的幼稚,毁了我的良人,毁了你的一生……” The tranquil sound recounted, this sound flutters in the prison cell. Qu Zonghui the vision fears from time to time, from time to time is angry: „You and you......” in his heart has resentful, wants to manifest suddenly, actually does not dare to manifest suddenly eventually, the opposite, Zhou Pei calmly is also looking at him, in the vision, there is a drop of eye waterdrop to cross the cheeks. 平静的声音一路述说,这声音飘荡在牢房里。渠宗慧的目光时而恐惧,时而愤怒:“你、你……”他心中有怨,想要发作,却终究不敢发作出来,对面,周佩也只是静静望着他,目光中,有一滴眼泪滴过脸颊。 „...... Over the following ten years, Wu Dynasty by the catastrophe, we will drift about destitute, is upon the jump, on my shoulder has the matter, you were also...... let matters drift eventually. You go to the brothel to sport with prostitutes and stay overnight, drinks to cause trouble with one group of friends, without money, came back to Manager, one after another, even smashed the head of Manager, I have not paid attention, 2820, you then took away, even if you outside said that I treated harshly you, I still......” “……此后的十年,武朝遭了大祸,我们颠沛流离,跑来跑去,我肩上有事情,你也终究是……放任自流了。你去青楼狎妓、留宿,与一帮朋友喝酒闹事,没有钱了,回来向管事要,一笔又一笔,甚至砸了管事的头,我未曾理会,三百两五百两的,你便拿去吧,即便你在外头说我苛待你,我也……” she paused, lowers the head: „I think that is the myself heart is broad, now wants to come, is my in the heart has the shame.” 她顿了顿,低下了头:“我以为是我自己心胸宽阔,如今想来,是我心中有愧。” „Your you...... you knew finally! You said finally! You may know that...... you are a my wife, you were unfair to me” prison cell that head, Qu Zonghui shouted finally. “你你你……你总算知道了！你总算说出来了！你可知道……你是我妻子,你对不起我”牢房那头,渠宗慧终于喊了出来。 The Zhou Pei vision looks to the one side, calmly he said that also crosses one: „Yes, I am unfair to you, I am also unfair to that whole family who...... you massacre...... to recall, ten years, my always anticipates at heart, my common people, one day turn into a mature person, he can completely abandon past enmity with me, mended the relations with me...... these years, Imperial Court loses the half of the country, Imperial Deliberation Hall south removed, the north refugee has come, I was Crown Princess, sometimes, I will also think that tired...... at times, I saw you to make in home, I could open the mouth with you in the past, but I could not open the mouth. I am 27 years old, the ten years ago mistakes, said am weak, ten years later can only receive. But you...... 29......” 周佩的目光望向一旁,静静地等他说完,又过得一阵:“是啊,我对不起你,我也对不起……你杀掉的那一家人……回想起来,十年的时间,我的心里总是期待,我的良人,有一天变成一个成熟的人,他会与我尽释前嫌,与我修复关系……这些年,朝廷失了半壁江山,朝堂南撤,北面的难民一直来,我是长公主,有时候,我也会觉得累……有一些时候,我看见你在家里跟人闹,我或许可以过去跟你开口,可我开不了口。我二十七岁了,十年前的错,说是幼稚,十年后就只能受。而你……二十九了吧……” „In the ten years, you sport with prostitutes and spend outside, bully others, I close the eye. Ten years, I was getting more and more tired, you are also getting more and more insane, the brothel sported with prostitutes still calculates that your sentiment I hope that raised skinny horse outside, I did not matter, I did not have a sexual intercourse with you, your nearby must have the woman, this/should flower time on spend some, good...... may you not kill people, living person......” “这十年,你在外头狎妓、花钱,欺侮他人,我闭上眼睛。十年了,我越来越累,你也越来越疯,青楼狎妓尚算你情我愿,在外头养瘦马,我也无所谓了,我不跟你同房,你身边总得有女人,该花的时候就花点,挺好的……可你不该杀人,活生生的人……” Her both hands junction grasps before the body, finger twisted in the same place, vision already ice-cold looked, Qu Zonghui shakes the head: „I and I made a mistake...... Princess, I change, after we...... us, well in the same place, I, I did not do these matters......” 她的双手交握在身前,手指绞在一起,目光已经冰冷地望了过去,渠宗慧摇了摇头:“我、我错了……公主,我改,我们……我们以后好好的在一起,我,我不做那些事了……” He is saying, but also puts out a hand, forwarded several steps, seemingly wanted to hold Zhou Pei, however felt the Zhou Pei vision, does not dare to start eventually, Zhou Pei looks at him, coldly said: „Draws back!” 他说着,还伸出手来,向前走了几步,看起来想要抱周佩,然而感受到周佩的目光,终究没敢下手,周佩看着他,冷冷道:“退回去！” Qu Zonghui drew back. 渠宗慧退了回去。 The Zhou Pei vision is also tranquil, she opens mouth, closes, opens mouth, said the words. 周佩的目光才又平静下来,她张了张嘴,闭上,又张了张嘴,才说出话来。 „My Master, he is a being indomitable spirit person, the homicide bandit invader, kills the corrupt official, to kill the resentful army, to kill Jurchen people, he...... his wife to his emotion, he is not air/Qi at first angry, he with not destroying the own way treated his wife. The emperor's son-in-laws, you at first with him are some shapes, you are intelligent and good, has the literary talent loosely, I think at first, you are some shapes......” “我的师父,他是个顶天立地的人,他杀匪寇、杀贪官、杀怨军、杀女真人,他……他的妻子最初对他并无情感,他也不气不恼,他从未曾用毁了自己的方式来对待他的妻子。驸马,你最初与他是有些像的,你聪明、善良,又风流有文采,我最初以为,你们是有些像的……” „I spent for ten years, sometimes is angry, sometimes is guilty, sometimes engages in introspection, whether my request was too many...... the woman is, sometimes I think, even if your so many year did the so many wrong thing, if you comprehended at a glance, to my front you no longer, then you put out a hand to hug me like this, that would be nice, I...... I will perhaps still forgive your. however does not have one time......” “我花了十年的时间,有时愤怒,有时内疚,有时又反省,我的要求是否是太多了……女人是等不起的,有些时候我想,即便你这么多年做了这么多错事,你若是幡然悔悟了,到我的面前来说你不再这样了,然后你伸手来抱我,那该多好啊,我……我或许也是会原谅你的。可是一次也没有……” „I weak ten years, you were also for weak ten years...... the 29-year-old man, dallies with the woman outside, killed her, killed her family again, you no longer were the child. Master that I admire, he killed Emperor finally personally, I no doubt with his different wears heaven, the common people who however he really fierce...... I marries, the weakness that he because of a girl, destroyed the own life, destroyed others' entire family, he is really...... lower than pigs and dogs.” “我幼稚了十年,你也幼稚了十年……29岁的男人,在外面玩女人,弄死了她,再弄死了她一家人,你不再是小孩子了啊。我钦慕的师父,他最后连皇帝都亲手杀了,我固然与他不同戴天,可是他真厉害……我嫁的良人,他因为一个女孩儿的幼稚,就毁了自己的一生,毁了别人的全家,他真是……猪狗不如。” The Zhou Pei double fist grips tightly on the leg, clenches the teeth: „Beast!” 周佩双拳在腿上紧握,咬紧牙关:“禽兽！” Qu Zonghui cried to kneel, in the mouth was saying begging for mercy words, the Zhou Pei tears already class/flow filled the cheeks, shakes the head. 渠宗慧哭着跪了下来,口中说着求饶的话,周佩的眼泪已经流满了脸颊,摇了摇头。 „I cannot kill you.” She said, „I want to kill you, but I cannot kill you, the father sovereign and Qu Jia people, let me to kill you, but I do not kill you, is unfair to the whole family who that dies of punishment on a false charge, they are also the Wu Dynasty people, I cannot look helplessly they were massacred by your such person. I want to serve with the castration to you......” “我不能杀你。”她说道,“我想杀了你,可我不能杀你,父皇和渠家人,都让我不能杀你,可我不杀你,便对不起那冤死的一家人,他们也是武朝的子民,我不能眼睁睁地看着他们被你这样的人杀掉。我本想对你施以宫刑……” She said these words, including the sobbing ditch sect Hui with amazement stem. 她说出这句话来,连正在哭泣的渠宗慧都骇然地梗了一下。 „I want to serve with the castration to you.” She shakes the head saying that „makes you not have the means to damage the person again, however I know that this is not good, when the time comes you will have the resentment only psychology to twist injure someone. Now three departments have proven you to be innocent, I can only carry actually your sin......” “我本想对你施以宫刑。”她摇头道,“让你没有办法再去祸害人,然而我知道这不行,到时候你心怀怨气只会更加心理扭曲地去害人。如今三司已证明你无罪,我只能将你的罪孽背到底……” „I made a mistake, I to make a mistake......” ditch sect Hui to cry, knelt is kowtowing again and again, „I no longer did these matters, Princess, I respected you to love you, I made these am because liked you...... we coming......” “我错了、我错了……”渠宗慧哭着,跪着连连磕头,“我不再做这些事了,公主,我敬你爱你,我做这些都是因为爱你……我们重新来……” „We will not come, forever absolutely not.” On the Zhou Pei face reveals mournful smiling, stood, „I gave you to reorganize a courtyard in Princess Dwelling, you later lived there, cannot see the bystander, the tiny step does not obtain, I cannot kill you, you are living, may regarding outside, when you died, you could not harm the person again. Our entire life, is neighbors.” “我们不会重新来,也永远断不了了。”周佩脸上露出一个凄然的笑,站了起来,“我在公主府给你整理了一个院子,你以后就住在那里,不能见外人,寸步不得出,我不能杀你,那你就活着,可对于外头,就当你死了,你再也害不了人。我们一生一世,比邻而居吧。” She takes a step to walk toward the prison cell outside, Qu Zonghui called out one, threw to constrain her skirt, in the mouth was saying begged for mercy and loves her words, Zhou Pei makes an effort to work loose, skirt hem whish was torn down one, her also by no means cared. 她举步朝牢房外走去,渠宗慧嚎叫了一声,扑过来拖住她的裙子,口中说着求饶和爱她的话,周佩用力挣脱出去,裙摆被哗的撕下了一条,她也并不在意。 „Our fate completely......” “我们缘分尽了……” She looked at his moment, passed through the dim prison cell corridor, gradually vanishes in the ditch sect Hui field of vision. 她看了看他片刻,走过了昏暗的牢房长廊,逐渐消失在渠宗慧的视野中。 On this day, Qu Zonghui was brought back to Princess Dwelling, closed/pass in that courtyard, Zhou Pei has not killed him, Qu Jia also changed no longer made, but Qu Zonghui is unable to see the bystander again. He shouts the confession in the institute, was saying with Zhou Pei the apology words, were saying with the dead the apology words, this process continued probably for a month, he finally starts to scold desperately, scolded Zhou Pei, scolded the guard, outside scolded the person, scolded afterward to actually even Imperial Family, this process continued very for a long time very for a long time...... 这一天,渠宗慧被带回了公主府,关在了那院子里,周佩未曾杀他,渠家也变不再多闹了,只是渠宗慧再也无法见外人。他在院中呼喊忏悔,与周佩说着道歉的话,与死者说着道歉的话,这个过程大概持续了一个月,他终于开始绝望地骂起来,骂周佩,骂侍卫,骂外头的人,到后来竟然连皇家也骂起来,这个过程又持续了很久很久…… World all things, but is one process that meets, and separation. 世间万事万物,不过就是一场遇见、而又分离的过程。 Wu Dynasty constructs a new moon eight years of autumn, even in the fallen leaf is still breeding the turbulent tide probably, Wu Dynasty, black flag, Central Plains and Jin Nation, in this anxious were still enjoying the precious peace, under the heavens looks like a swaying net, when will not know, will struggle free all lines......( to be continued.) 武朝建朔八年的秋天,即便是落叶中也像是孕育着汹涌的大潮,武朝、黑旗、中原、金国,仍旧在这紧张中享受着珍贵的安宁,天下就像是一张摇摇晃晃的网,不知什么时候,会挣断所有的线条……(未完待续。)