„YouaremyhusbandAh—-”!
“你是我相公啊——”!
The soundreverberation of wifein the garden, side, is holdingbundleLittle Chan„Wah”cried. Ning Yistands there, wifeandconcubine who roomlook at the sob, cannot speak. Heopens mouth, the Su Tan'erheartacheitshasfrom, inherthose words, whatstressedwas„I”. oneselfisherhusband, is notothers'husband, this period of time that Yunzhuleaves, oneselfthinks that temporarilyrelaxed, butin fact, oneselfin front ofTan'er, trulyistherefore the state of mindwas affected, is somewhat absent-minded.
妻子的声音回荡在庭院之中,旁边,抱着包袱的小婵“哇”的哭了出来。宁毅站在那儿,看着哭泣的妻子与妾室,不能言语。他张了张嘴,苏檀儿的心伤其来有自,她那句话中,强调的是“我”。自己是她的相公,不是别人的相公,云竹离开的这段时间,自己以为暂时放松了心情,可实际上,自己在檀儿面前,确实是因此心绪受到影响,有些心不在焉的。Hecanclear offthismood, butdoes not knowhowsuddenlyshouldexplain, females of nearbytwosobs. Little Chansobbingsound said: „Young MasterandYoung Lady, do not quarrelAh…... Wū, husbandandElder Sister......”
他能够理清这种情绪,但一时间根本不知道该如何做解释,旁边两个哭泣的女子。小婵泣声道:“姑爷、小姐,你们不要吵了啊……呜,相公、姐姐……”That side the courtyard, it is estimated thatalso hasWendingand the othersare peepingto listen secretly, Ning Yiput out a handaccording to the forehead, squeezed out the wordsdiligently: „Iknow that...... Ihave the making the mistakeplace, butthismatter...... is notthatappearance that youthink...”Hedoes not know how to explainis good, wieldedshaking the fisttowardsidesuddenly: „motherfuckerthis is performing in the Korean drama!”
院落那边,估计还有文定等人正在偷看偷听,宁毅伸手按了按额头,努力挤出话语来:“我知道……我有做错的地方,但是这件事情……不是你想的那个样子・・・・…”他不知道如何解释才好,陡然间朝着旁边挥了挥拳:“他妈的这是在演韩剧么!”These wordsTan'erLittle Chan cannot understand, after Ning Yiclenches jawsroarslowly, somefacial expressionalsodistortions, previous lifehas no interest in bumpalsoonthat's all, this whole lifewas very earnestalsomade intothisunexpectedly, butthisnaturallywas nottheirissues, butwas the ownissue. Heis thinkingisthis/shouldremainsin any eventTan'er, deferred tothistimeeveryone'sdefaultmeansto solve. In fact, thishomestandsinoneselfnearbyhasmanyto standinTan'ernearbyhasmanypeopleregardless of the time being, but ifoneselfmustshoulderto hitoneto strip off the clothesTan'erto closeonemonthagain, everyoneestimated that canexpress support. Is thinkingin the brainlike this, has just now roared, criedTan'erto walkstubbornly, middlehandgraspedoneself.
这句话檀儿小婵都是听不懂的,宁毅咬牙切齿低吼出来后,神情也有些扭曲,上辈子无心去碰也就罢了,这辈子很认真了居然也弄成这样,但这当然不是她们的问题,而是自己的问题。他想着是不是该无论如何都将檀儿留下来,就按照这个时代大伙儿默认的办法解得了。事实上,这个家里站在自己身边的有多少站在檀儿身边的有多少人姑且不论,但如果自己要将檀儿扛回去打一顿再脱光了衣服关一个月,大伙儿估计都会表示支持。正在脑子里这样想着,方才吼过,又倔强地哭了一阵的檀儿走了过来,仲手抱住了自己。Tan'erburies the facein the chest of Ning Yi, pasteswithhimin the same place, is actually still sobbing.檀儿将脸埋在宁毅的胸膛里,与他贴在一起,却还在哭泣。Sobbed the long time, criesto sayin a low voice: „Iwill not walk”
只是抽泣了半晌,低声哭道:“我不会走的・・・・・・”As if comfortingNing Yishesoto cry, repeated: „Iwill not walk, youaremyhusband...... also hasLittle Xi, hedid not have the year”
仿佛是在安慰宁毅她如此哭着,重复了一遍:“我不会走的,你是我相公……还有小曦儿,他还没周岁呢・・・・・・”Ning Yiputs out a handto graspheractuallyto hearheralso saying: „ButthistimeImustgowoodenoriginal.”宁毅伸手抱住她却听得她又道:“可这次・・・・・・我还是要去木原。”Ning Yipondered, in the heartintertwines saying: „Howyou...... Ah?”hedo not understand the idea of thisfemale.宁毅想了想,心中纠结道:“你……怎么啊?”他根本不明白这女子的想法。„BecauseYoung Lady Niewalked, thereforeI must walk, Ido not keepyournearby, makingyoufeel that Icrossvery muchhappily......”
“因为聂姑娘走了,所以我也要走,我不要留在你身边,让你觉得我过得很开心……”„cannot.”Ning Yiclenches jaws saying that „youareyouaremywife, is properly marriedIIhave not really thoughtanythingwhois importantwhois unimportant, youhave not known that I... Ineverraiselive-in son-in-law, takes off/escapesrecord/native placeand so on matterto consideryourmood, even ifyouwill not necessarily havelose...... youveryimportantly...”
“不会的啊。”宁毅咬牙切齿道,“你是・・・・・・你是我的娘子,明媒正娶我・・・・・・我实在没怎么想过什么谁重要谁又不重要,你还不知道吗,我…・・・我从来不提赘婿、脱籍之类的事情就是在考虑你的心情,就算你不见得会有多失落……你很重要…・・・”ThiswordsNing Yialsoby no meansexcels, like thissaid,Tan'erinhisarmssuck innose: „Iknow, butalso hasreason... husband, becauseyoutootired”
这种话宁毅也并不擅长,这样子说完,檀儿在他怀里吸着鼻子:“我知道,可还有原因的・・・…相公,因为你太累了・・・・・・”„Uh......”Ning Yibodystiff.
“呃……”宁毅身体僵了僵。Tan'ersaidin a soft voice: „Youcompeltootiredoneself, the pressurewas too big, youthink that Ican't look? Youalwayswantto attend to every detail, especiallyIandLittle Chanalso hasYoung Lady Niethat sideyou give in to so many, but alsoalwaysthought that is the ownissue, how to achieveto attend to every detailIhave thoughtYoung Lady Nieleft, ifIalsoleave a smalllittle while, perhapsyourmeetingwantsto be clear how to do......”檀儿轻声道:“你把自己逼得太累,压力太大了,你以为我看不出来吗?你总想面面俱到,特别是我、小婵还有聂姑娘那边你迁就这么多,还总觉得是自己的问题,怎么做得到面面俱到・・・・・・我想过了聂姑娘离开了,我如果也离开一小会儿,你也许会想清楚怎么做・……”InNing Yigodsheshakes the head, the tonebecomesgentle: „Ialsoknow, the womanshould notlike this, IIhave studied, helps support the family. Butthisishusbandyouteaches people bad things, Ihave not understood that husbandyouwantanything, actuallywhysuchcompelsoneself. Butyou, sinceweremeto feellike this,perhapsIleavehusbandwith easelittle. Whenyouwantto be clear, mustcatchme, orwhat kind of, Iwill come back, becauseIamyourwife, yousaidanything, Icanlisten......”
在宁毅的愣神中她摇了摇头,语气变得轻柔:“我也知道,女人是不该这样子的,我・・・・・・我学过的,也只是相夫教子。可这是相公你教坏的,我还不明白相公你要什么,到底为什么这么逼自己。可你既然这样做了我就觉得,也许我离开一阵相公会轻松一点点。等到你想清楚了,要把我抓回来,或者怎么样,我都会回来的,因为我是你娘子,你说什么,我都会听的……”Sheattracted the nose, looks upNing Yi: „Is good?”
她吸了吸鼻子,抬头看宁毅:“好不好?”
The Ning Yimouthopened: „I...... Ido not wantto make intothis”宁毅嘴巴张了张:“我・……我不想弄成这样・・・・・・”Passes the moment, said: „Do youandyoureallyfeel...... mustlike this? Little Xi? Are youwillingto placehomehim?”
过得片刻,又道:“你、你们真觉得……要这样?小曦呢?你舍得把他放在家里?”„Ido not give up.”Tan'eris shaking the head, „maywoodenoriginaldistrictthat sidelotnot have, Icannot the presentbringsunlightin the past, has the wet nurse, hasJuan'erto leadhim, will not have the matter.”
“我舍不得。”檀儿摇着头,“可木原县那边很多东西都还没有,我不能现在带着曦儿过去,有奶娘,有娟儿带着他,不会有事的。”„You”Ning Yiwieldedwielding, wants to sayanything, Tan'ershoves openhim, withdrewonestep. Sheis still cryinggently, but the eyesare looking atNing Yi, actuallyseemsverypliable but hard to break. The suchvision, the body of Yunzhualsohas. Little Chanis hugginghim, Ning Yialsograspshersubconsciously.
“你・・・・・・”宁毅手挥了挥,想要说点什么,檀儿推开他,退后了一步。她还在轻轻地哭着,但双眼望着宁毅,却显得很是柔韧。这样的目光,云竹的身上也有。小婵过来抱着他,宁毅也下意识地将她抱住。HerememberedYunzhuto walk the words, Jin'erhas actually also looked. Theirdepartures, are the pressures that onbecause of oneselfpresents, is actually notbecausetheyfeelto have the pressure, hey, theyalsoreallylooked......
他想起云竹走的时候的话,锦儿其实也早已看出来了。她们的离开,是因为自己身上出现的压力,却不是因为她们觉得有压力,嘿,她们还真的看出来了……Is frowning, cannot speak.
皱着眉头,说不出话来。Howeverthat night, Tan'erandLittle Chanhave not walkedeventually. Nighttime, threepeoplebeddingsilenthugin the bedroom, in the same place. Tan'erandLittle Chanremoved the clothing, hugsNing Yi, the fleshsuch as the satinis slidinggenerally. Arrived2nd dayin the morning, in the morning breezealsohassomechill in the air the time, the carriagedrove out of the Bianliangcity, after leavingcity gate, towardsouth, approximatelytonoon, Ning Yiseparateswiththemquickly.
但是这天晚上,檀儿与小婵终究没有走成。夜晚的时候,三人在卧室里、被褥中无声地抱在一起。檀儿与小婵褪去了衣物,搂着宁毅,肌肤如缎子一般滑。到得第二天上午,晨风之中还带着些寒意的时候,马车驶出了汴梁城,离开城门后一路往南,大约快到中午时分,宁毅才与她们分开。„Concubinehandles the woodenoriginalmatter, husbandprocessesinCapital City, Wendingdoes not understand, husband must teachhimlooks wellsunlight, husband must take care. If, ifcould not hold in......”
“妾身去处理木原的事情,相公处理好京城里的,文定不懂的,相公还要多教他・・・・・・看好曦儿,相公也要多注意身体。若是・・・・・・若是憋不住了……”„Iknow that goes to the brothel.”
“我知道的,就去青楼。”„...... Is enduring.”
“……就忍着。”„Howcould not hold to endure, thissayingillogical...”
“憋不住了怎么忍,这话不合逻辑…・・・”In the lightsound of talking in compartment, loaths to part.
车厢里的轻语声中,依依惜别。Li ShishiseesNing Yiagain, then at the end of this month of January. 26that day, Ning Yihanded over a calling cardofficially, whatlookedwasFan HousemotherLi Yun, 27theafternoon, Shishithenshoved open the time, waited forhimto come.李师师的再次见到宁毅,便是在正月的这个月底。二十六的那天,宁毅正式递过来一张名帖,找的是矾楼的妈妈李蕴,二十七的这天下午,师师便推开了时间,等待着他过来。Communication of Ning Yiwithher, basicallyis the personal friendship, the channel of calling cardsmugglingperson, canhand over. Regarding his timebehavior, ShishiandLi Yunsomewhatare strange, butin any event, Li YunalsofinallysawShishi„fellow villager”thisstrangesttalent, both sidestalkedseveral, went from the main entrance.宁毅与她之间的来往,基本是私交,名帖走私人的渠道,也可以递过来。对于他这次的行为,师师与李蕴都有些奇怪,但无论如何,李蕴也终于见到了师师的“老乡”中这位最奇怪的才子,双方交谈几句,从正门进去。Li Yunalsosees the oversizedworldhuman relationswrist/skillveryfiercewoman, duringseveralwords, discussedwithNing Yireallyhappy, whencame outthento pulltwo peoplepersonal friendshiptoShishi the topic, the soon afterpreparationleft, left the personalspacetothem.李蕴也是见过大世面交际手腕十分厉害的女人,几句话间,与宁毅相谈甚欢,待到师师出来便将话题扯上两人的私交,随后准备离开,给他们留下私人的空间。InShishiperhaps„old friendgood friend”, for exampleYu HezhongandinChen Sifengthesepeople, Ning Yicanreceive the person who soreceives cordiallywarmlyonly. When shesaid goodbye, Ning Yiactuallysmiled: „Aunt Liactuallydoes not need, mysomewords to say that anxiouslyplease sit down.”
在师师的“故交好友”,例如于和中、陈思丰这些人中,宁毅恐怕是唯一能够受到如此热情款待的人了。只是她告辞时,宁毅却笑了笑:“李妈妈却不必急着走,我有些话想说请坐。”Inhisat this timeexpression, hadpotentialall at once, Li Yunwantsto walksat downfinally, thismainlyfordid not offend the consideration of person. Shesomewhatsuspected that Ning Yiwantsto redeemShishi, knitting the brows, Shishiin the heart is also the similardoubts, butwellafterNing Yiopens the mouth, isanothermatter.
他此时的言辞之中,自有一股气势,李蕴本是想走终于还是坐下了,这主要还是为了不得罪人的考虑。她有些怀疑宁毅是不是想将师师赎出去,皱了皱眉,师师心中也是同样的疑惑,但好在宁毅开口之后,是另外一件事。„IandShishiare the oneselfpeople, buttodaycomes, actuallyhas the matterto want to holdin the Fan Househelp, thereforehopes that Aunt Listays behind. Herehastwowordsismyrecent work, pleaseglance.”
“我与师师是自己人,但今日过来,其实是有事想要请托于矾楼帮忙,因此才希望李妈妈留下。这里有两首词是我新作的,请过目一下。”Heextractstwowordmanuscriptsfrom the bosom, whentotwo peoplelooked that after glancing at the lightto be surprised, just nowsaid with a smile: „Icame straight to the point, Irecentlyalreadyin the opening a shopcityhadtwo familiesZhu's, in the futurewill likely also continuemany, thereforeIhope that cancooperate. The wordismeto giveShishi, laterwill have, butmyrequestis, the propagandafrom now onfirstperformance, will arrangeinZhu's”
他从怀中抽出两份词稿,待到两人看过目光惊疑之后,方才笑道:“我就开门见山了,我最近在开店城里已经有两家竹记,往后可能还会继续开多,因此我希望可以合作。词作我给师师,以后还会有,但我的要求是,宣传过后的第一场表演,安排在竹记・・・・・・”Li Yunhas a look atthatwordto have a look atNing Yiagain, after the moment, said with a smile: „ActuallyYoung Master Ning and Shishiitself/Benwas the old friendgood friendsaysbusinessanything, uncouth'”李蕴看看那词再看看宁毅,片刻后笑道:“其实宁公子与师师本就是故交好友说生意什么的,就俗气了・・・・`・”„Yeah, the businessturns over to the business.”Ning Yibeckons with the handwith a smile, „, no matter the businesscan make, IandShishifriendshipalwayshas.”
“哎,生意归生意。”宁毅笑着摆了摆手,“不管生意做不做得成,我与师师的交情总还是有的。”„Young Master Ningnimble and efficient.”Li Yunsaid with a smile, „thatoldbodydoes not beat around the bush, then, Young Master Ningresulted in the fame and fortune, but alsodirectedthatZhu's the guest. Originallyamong the friendsis also indifferent, butShishidoes not become famouseasily, the oldbodyis the hope, besidethatZhu's, the Young Master Ningalso haspoetrycanadditionallytoShishi, inFan House, is goodto pressgathering place”
“宁公子爽利。”李蕴笑道,“那老身也不拐弯抹角了,如此一来,宁公子得了名利,还将客人引去了那个竹记。本来朋友之间也是无所谓的,但是师师成名不易,老身是希望,那竹记之外,宁公子还有诗词可以额外给师师,在矾楼的时候,也好压一压场子・・・・・・”„Ihope that canmaintain the Zhu'sparticularity......, butAunt Lisaidwell, candiscuss. ActuallyIfelt,saidZhu'sZhu'slike this, perhapsinAunt Lialso not clearthatwhat kind of, ifmusthave a concept, Ithought that might as wellthesetwodaysIaccompanyAunt Lito go, looks, whilechattedagain. Actuallymybackhasoutsiderightgovernment residenceandcity the influence of Wang Familyto be one of them, cancooperate, perhapsalsocontinuesthislittle, thesecandiscusswithAunt Li......”
“我希望能够保持竹记的特殊性……但李妈妈说得不错,都可以谈。其实我觉得,就这样说竹记竹记,恐怕李妈妈还不清楚那里面怎么样,如果要有个概念的话,我觉得不妨这两日我陪李妈妈去一趟,一边看,再一边聊。其实我的背后有右相府、城外王家的影响在其中,可以合作的,也许还不止这一点点,这些都可以与李妈妈商议一下……”Shishilookssilent their yourmylanguagediscussedfor quite a while, shehasto experiencethisscene, buttruly the first time ismatter that seesNing Yiby the adepttone and personregardingdoing business. Li Yun is also the quitefierceperson, from the beginningcurious, the rack that afterwardNing Yiput upis getting bigger and bigger, sheactuallyalsoknows that cannoteasilycomply, both sidesharmed somebody without the person knowing or feeling anythingto bumpfor quite a while, finallyunexpectedlyanythinghas not complied, complied withtwodaysto go to the Zhu'svisit. The proper businessfinishes talking, after Aunt Lileaves, seeingNing Yithatsatisfiedsmile, Shishithento feel like that someare not good.师师沉默地看着两人你一眼我一语谈了半天,她不是没经历过这种场面,但确实是第一次看见宁毅以娴熟的口吻与人谈起经商的事情。李蕴也是相当厉害的人,一开始只是好奇,后来宁毅搭起的架子越来越大,她却也知道不能轻易答应,双方软刀子碰了半天,最后竟然什么都没答应,就答应了两日去竹记参观。只是正事谈完,李妈妈离开之后,看见宁毅那满足的笑容,师师便隐隐觉得有些不好。Ning Yidrankseveralcups of teacontinuously, acclaimedAunt Liwith a smile is really fierce. Shishiboilsanotherpottea, is frowningto inquire that withhimZhu's, does businessthesethings, passes the momentcuriously, unexpectedlyasks: „ThatYoung Lady Yunzhu, heard that recentlyleftCapital City?”宁毅连续喝了几杯茶,笑着赞叹李妈妈实在是厉害。师师烹起另一壶茶水,皱着眉头与他询问起竹记啊、经商这些事情,过得片刻,倒是好奇地问起来:“那位云竹姑娘,听说最近离开京城了?”„Uh, how do youknow?”
“呃,你怎么知道?”„Iget to know each other wellwithpeasant familyElder Sister, shealsoteachesyouto make the zither | Jean, knowsthatYoung Lady Yunzhu.”
“我与农家姐姐相熟,她还教过你制琴的,也认识那位云竹姑娘。”„Oh.”Ning Yipondered, nods, „thatnamedagriculturalancient pronunciationAuntie.”
“哦。”宁毅想了想,才点头,“那个叫・・・・・・农古音的阿姨。”„IsElder Sister.”Shishimeticulouslycorrects.
“是姐姐。”师师认真地纠正。Ning Yiunexpectedlyshakes the headwith a smile: „Shewent toXuanzhou, returned to one's old hometo look,womanAh…... Ihave not thought throughnow......”宁毅倒是笑着摇了摇头:“她去宣州了,回老家看一看,女人啊……我现在都还没想通……”„Sounds, actuallydoesn't seem likevisiting relativesso simple?”
“听起来,却不像是探亲这么简单?”„Um, theythought that Ihavenecessitypersoncalm, thereforewas exposed.”
“嗯,她们呢・・・・・・觉得我有必要一个人冷静一下,所以就都跑光了。”„They?”
“她们?”„also hasmyhometwo...”Ning Yishrugged, „do not saythismatter.”
“还有我家里的两位・・・…”宁毅摊了摊手,“不过・・・・・・还是不要说这种事情了吧。”Li Shishiis blinking, looks athim, in the visionquiteconfuses, butselectedfinally李师师眨着眼睛,看着他,目光之中颇为迷惑,但终于还是点了点2nd day, Li Yungoes to the Zhu'svisit, after coming back, was sold a bigthing, at leastinFan House many places of lighting a fire, mustdivide the raidto change into the bunkerafterwardremembers, Li Yunalwaysthought that such as the boy of reedwas suspendedonebythatargument.第二天,李蕴去竹记参观,回来之后,被推销了一大笔东西,至少矾楼之中许多烧火的地方,要分批次换成煤炉了・・・・・・事后想起,李蕴总觉得被那个口舌如簧的小子摆了一道。Meanwhile, Zhu Biao, Hu Sanniangand the othersarrived inBianliang'
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