LISIL :: Volume #5 盛宴

#461: Responsibility and shoulder ( 4 )


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You are my husband Ah—-”! “你是我相公啊——”! The sound reverberation of wife in the garden, side, is holding bundle Little Chan Wah cried. Ning Yi stands there, wife and concubine who room look at the sob, cannot speak. He opens mouth, the Su Tan'er heartache its has from, in her those words, what stressed was I. oneself is her husband, is not others' husband, this period of time that Yunzhu leaves, oneself thinks that temporarily relaxed, but in fact, oneself in front of Tan'er, truly is therefore the state of mind was affected, is somewhat absent-minded. 妻子的声音回荡在庭院之中,旁边,抱着包袱小婵”的哭了出来。宁毅站在那儿,看着哭泣的妻子与妾室,不能言语。他张了张嘴,苏檀儿的心伤其来有自,她那句话中,强调的是“我”。自己是她的相公,不是别人的相公,云竹离开的这段时间,自己以为暂时放松了心情,可实际上,自己檀儿面前,确实是因此心绪受到影响,有些心不在焉的。 He can clear off this mood, but does not know how suddenly should explain, females of nearby two sobs. Little Chan sobbing sound said: Young Master and Young Lady, do not quarrel Ah…... , husband and Elder Sister......” 他能够理清这种情绪,但一时间根本不知道该如何做解释,旁边两个哭泣的女子。小婵泣声道:“姑爷小姐,你们不要吵了啊…,相公姐姐……” That side the courtyard, it is estimated that also has Wending and the others are peeping to listen secretly, Ning Yi put out a hand according to the forehead, squeezed out the words diligently: I know that...... I have the making the mistake place, but this matter...... is not that appearance that you think...” He does not know how to explain is good, wielded shaking the fist toward side suddenly: motherfucker this is performing in the Korean drama!” 院落那边,估计还有文定等人正在偷看偷听,宁毅伸手按了按额头,努力挤出话语来:“我知道……我有做错的地方,但是这件事情……不是你想的那个样子・・・・…”他不知道如何解释才好,陡然间朝着旁边挥了挥拳:“他妈的这是在演韩剧么!” These words Tan'er Little Chan cannot understand, after Ning Yi clenches jaws roars lowly, some facial expression also distortions, previous life has no interest in bump also on that's all, this whole life was very earnest also made into this unexpectedly, but this naturally was not their issues, but was the own issue. He is thinking is this/should remains in any event Tan'er, deferred to this time everyone's default means to solve. In fact, this home stands in oneself nearby has many to stand in Tan'er nearby has many people regardless of the time being, but if oneself must shoulder to hit one to strip off the clothes Tan'er to close one month again, everyone estimated that can express support. Is thinking in the brain like this, has just now roared, cried Tan'er to walk stubbornly, middle hand grasped oneself. 这句话檀儿小婵都是听不懂的,宁毅咬牙切齿低吼出来后,神情也有些扭曲,上辈子无心去碰也就罢了,这辈子很认真了居然也弄成这样,但这当然不是她们的问题,而是自己的问题。他想着是不是该无论如何都将檀儿留下来,就按照这个时代大伙儿默认的办法解得了。事实上,这个家里站在自己身边的有多少站在檀儿身边的有多少人姑且不论,但如果自己要将檀儿扛回去打一顿再脱光了衣服关一个月,大伙儿估计都会表示支持。正在脑子里这样想着,方才吼过,又倔强地哭了一阵的檀儿走了过来,仲手抱住了自己 Tan'er buries the face in the chest of Ning Yi, pastes with him in the same place, is actually still sobbing. 檀儿将脸埋在宁毅的胸膛里,与他贴在一起,却还在哭泣。 Sobbed the long time, cries to say in a low voice: I will not walk 只是抽泣了半晌,低声哭道:“我不会走的・・・・・・” As if comforting Ning Yi she so to cry, repeated: I will not walk, you are my husband...... also has Little Xi, he did not have the year 仿佛是在安慰宁毅她如此哭着,重复了一遍:“我不会走的,你是我相公……还有小曦儿,他还没周岁呢・・・・・・” Ning Yi puts out a hand to grasp her actually to hear her also saying: But this time I must go wooden original.” 宁毅伸手抱住她却听得她又道:“可这次・・・・・・我还是要去木原。” Ning Yi pondered, in the heart intertwines saying: How you...... Ah? he do not understand the idea of this female. 宁毅想了想,心中纠结道:“你……怎么啊?”他根本不明白这女子的想法。 Because Young Lady Nie walked, therefore I must walk, I do not keep your nearby, making you feel that I cross very much happily......” “因为聂姑娘走了,所以我也要走,我不要留在你身边,让你觉得我过得很开心……” cannot.” Ning Yi clenches jaws saying that you are you are my wife, is properly married I I have not really thought anything who is important who is unimportant, you have not known that I... I never raise live-in son-in-law, takes off/escapes record/native place and so on matter to consider your mood, even if you will not necessarily have lose...... you very importantly...” 不会的啊。”宁毅咬牙切齿道,“你是・・・・・・你是我的娘子,明媒正娶我・・・・・・我实在没怎么想过什么谁重要谁又不重要,你还不知道吗,我…・・・我从来不提赘婿、脱籍之类的事情就是在考虑你的心情,就算你不见得会有多失落……你很重要…・・・” This words Ning Yi also by no means excels, like this said, Tan'er in his arms suck in nose: I know, but also has reason... husband, because you too tired 这种话宁毅并不擅长,这样子说完,檀儿在他怀里吸着鼻子:“我知道,可还有原因的・・・…相公,因为你太累了・・・・・・” Uh......” Ning Yi body stiff. ……”宁毅身体僵了僵。 Tan'er said in a soft voice: You compel too tired oneself, the pressure was too big, you think that I can't look? You always want to attend to every detail, especially I and Little Chan also has Young Lady Nie that side you give in to so many, but also always thought that is the own issue, how to achieve to attend to every detail I have thought Young Lady Nie left, if I also leave a small little while, perhaps your meeting wants to be clear how to do......” 檀儿轻声道:“你把自己逼得太累,压力太大了,你以为我看不出来吗?你总想面面俱到,特别是我、小婵还有聂姑娘那边你迁就这么多,还总觉得是自己的问题,怎么做得到面面俱到・・・・・・我想过了聂姑娘离开了,我如果也离开一小会儿,你也许会想清楚怎么做・……” In Ning Yi god she shakes the head, the tone becomes gentle: I also know, the woman should not like this, I I have studied, helps support the family. But this is husband you teaches people bad things, I have not understood that husband you want anything, actually why such compels oneself. But you, since were me to feel like this, perhaps I leave husband with ease little. When you want to be clear, must catch me, or what kind of, I will come back, because I am your wife, you said anything, I can listen......” 宁毅的愣神中她摇了摇头,语气变得轻柔:“我也知道,女人是不该这样子的,我・・・・・・我学过的,也只是相夫教子。可这是相公你教坏的,我还不明白相公你要什么,到底为什么这么自己。可你既然这样做了我就觉得,也许我离开一阵相公会轻松一点点。等到你想清楚了,要把我抓回来,或者怎么样,我都会回来的,因为我是你娘子,你说什么,我都会听的……” She attracted the nose, looks up Ning Yi: Is good?” 她吸了吸鼻子,抬头看宁毅:“好不好?” The Ning Yi mouth opened: I...... I do not want to make into this 宁毅嘴巴张了张:“我・……我不想弄成这样・・・・・・” Passes the moment, said: „Do you and you really feel...... must like this? Little Xi? Are you willing to place home him?” 过得片刻,又道:“你、你们真觉得……要这样?小曦呢?你舍得把他放在家里?” I do not give up.” Tan'er is shaking the head, may wooden original district that side lot not have, I cannot the present bring sunlight in the past, has the wet nurse, has Juan'er to lead him, will not have the matter.” “我舍不得。”檀儿摇着头,“可木原县那边很多东西都还没有,我不能现在带着曦儿过去,有奶娘,有娟儿带着他,不会有事的。” You Ning Yi wielded wielding, wants to say anything, Tan'er shoves open him, withdrew one step. She is still crying gently, but the eyes are looking at Ning Yi, actually seems very pliable but hard to break. The such vision, the body of Yunzhu also has. Little Chan is hugging him, Ning Yi also grasps her subconsciously. “你・・・・・・”宁毅手挥了挥,想要说点什么,檀儿推开他,退后了一步。她还在轻轻地哭着,但双眼望着宁毅,却显得很是柔韧。这样的目光,云竹的身上也有。小婵过来抱着他,宁毅也下意识地将她抱住。 He remembered Yunzhu to walk the words, Jin'er has actually also looked. Their departures, are the pressures that on because of oneself presents, is actually not because they feel to have the pressure, hey, they also really looked...... 他想起云竹走的时候的话,锦儿其实也早已看出来了。她们的离开,是因为自己身上出现的压力,却不是因为她们觉得有压力,嘿,她们还真的看出来了…… Is frowning, cannot speak. 皱着眉头,说不出话来。 However that night, Tan'er and Little Chan have not walked eventually. Night time, three people bedding silent hug in the bedroom, in the same place. Tan'er and Little Chan removed the clothing, hugs Ning Yi, the flesh such as the satin is sliding generally. Arrived 2nd day in the morning, in the morning breeze also has some chill in the air the time, the carriage drove out of the Bianliang city, after leaving city gate, toward south, approximately to noon, Ning Yi separates with them quickly. 但是这天晚上,檀儿小婵终究没有走成。夜晚的时候,三人在卧室里、被褥中无声地抱在一起。檀儿小婵褪去了衣物,搂着宁毅,肌肤如缎子一般滑。到得第二天上午,晨风之中还带着些寒意的时候,马车驶出了汴梁城,离开城门后一路往南,大约快到中午时分,宁毅才与她们分开。 Concubine handles the wooden original matter, husband processes in Capital City, Wending does not understand, husband must teach him looks well sunlight, husband must take care. If, if could not hold in......” 妾身去处理木原的事情,相公处理好京城里的,文定不懂的,相公还要多教他・・・・・・看好曦儿,相公也要多注意身体。若是・・・・・・若是憋不住了……” I know that goes to the brothel.” “我知道的,就去青楼。” „...... Is enduring.” “……就忍着。” How could not hold to endure, this saying illogical...” “憋不住了怎么忍,这话不合逻辑…・・・” In the light sound of talking in compartment, loaths to part. 车厢里的轻语声中,依依惜别。 Li Shishi sees Ning Yi again, then at the end of this month of January. 26 that day, Ning Yi handed over a calling card officially, what looked was Fan House mother Li Yun, 27 the afternoon, Shishi then shoved open the time, waited for him to come. 李师师的再次见到宁毅,便是在正月的这个月底。二十六的那天,宁毅正式递过来一张名帖,找的是矾楼的妈妈李蕴,二十七的这天下午,师师便推开了时间,等待着他过来。 Communication of Ning Yi with her, basically is the personal friendship, the channel of calling card smuggling person, can hand over. Regarding his time behavior, Shishi and Li Yun somewhat are strange, but in any event, Li Yun also finally saw Shishi fellow villager this strangest talent, both sides talked several, went from the main entrance. 宁毅与她之间的来往,基本是私交,名帖走私人的渠道,也可以递过来。对于他这次的行为,师师李蕴都有些奇怪,但无论如何,李蕴也终于见到了师师的“老乡”中这位最奇怪的才子,双方交谈几句,从正门进去。 Li Yun also sees the oversized world human relations wrist/skill very fierce woman, during several words, discussed with Ning Yi really happy, when came out then to pull two people personal friendship to Shishi the topic, the soon after preparation left, left the personal space to them. 李蕴也是见过大世面交际手腕十分厉害的女人,几句话间,与宁毅相谈甚欢,待到师师出来便将话题扯上两人的私交,随后准备离开,给他们留下私人的空间。 In Shishi perhaps old friend good friend, for example Yu Hezhong and in Chen Sifeng these people, Ning Yi can receive the person who so receives cordially warmly only. When she said goodbye, Ning Yi actually smiled: Aunt Li actually does not need, my some words to say that anxiously please sit down.” 师师的“故交好友”,例如于和中陈思丰这些人中,宁毅恐怕是唯一能够受到如此热情款待的人了。只是她告辞时,宁毅笑了笑:“李妈妈却不必急着走,我有些话想说请坐。” In his at this time expression, had potential all at once, Li Yun wants to walk sat down finally, this mainly for did not offend the consideration of person. She somewhat suspected that Ning Yi wants to redeem Shishi, knitting the brows, Shishi in the heart is also the similar doubts, but well after Ning Yi opens the mouth, is another matter. 此时的言辞之中,自有一股气势,李蕴本是想走终于还是坐下了,这主要还是为了不得罪人的考虑。她有些怀疑宁毅是不是想将师师赎出去,皱了皱眉,师师心中也是同样的疑惑,但好在宁毅开口之后,是另外一件事。 I and Shishi are the oneself people, but today comes, actually has the matter to want to hold in the Fan House help, therefore hopes that Aunt Li stays behind. Here has two words is my recent work, please glance.” “我与师师自己人,但今日过来,其实是有事想要请托于矾楼帮忙,因此才希望李妈妈留下。这里有两首词是我新作的,请过目一下。” He extracts two word manuscripts from the bosom, when to two people looked that after glancing at the light to be surprised, just now said with a smile: I came straight to the point, I recently already in the opening a shop city had two families Zhu's, in the future will likely also continue many, therefore I hope that can cooperate. The word is me to give Shishi, later will have, but my request is, the propaganda from now on first performance, will arrange in Zhu's 他从怀中抽出两份词稿,待到两人看过目光惊疑之后,方才笑道:“我就开门见山了,我最近在开店城里已经两家竹记,往后可能还会继续开多,因此我希望可以合作。词作我给师师,以后还会有,但我的要求是,宣传过后的第一场表演,安排在竹记・・・・・・” Li Yun has a look at that word to have a look at Ning Yi again, after the moment, said with a smile: Actually Young Master Ning and Shishi itself/Ben was the old friend good friend says business anything, uncouth'” 李蕴看看那词再看看宁毅,片刻后笑道:“其实宁公子师师本就是故交好友说生意什么的,就俗气了・・・・`・” Yeah, the business turns over to the business.” Ning Yi beckons with the hand with a smile, „, no matter the business can make, I and Shishi friendship always has.” “哎,生意归生意。”宁毅笑着摆了摆手,“不管生意做不做得成,我与师师的交情总还是有的。” Young Master Ning nimble and efficient.” Li Yun said with a smile, that old body does not beat around the bush, then, Young Master Ning resulted in the fame and fortune, but also directed that Zhu's the guest. Originally among the friends is also indifferent, but Shishi does not become famous easily, the old body is the hope, beside that Zhu's, the Young Master Ning also has poetry can additionally to Shishi, in Fan House, is good to press gathering place 宁公子爽利。”李蕴笑道,“那老身也不拐弯抹角了,如此一来,宁公子得了名利,还将客人引去了那个竹记。本来朋友之间也是无所谓的,但是师师成名不易,老身是希望,那竹记之外,宁公子还有诗词可以额外给师师,在矾楼的时候,也好压一压场子・・・・・・” I hope that can maintain the Zhu's particularity......, but Aunt Li said well, can discuss. Actually I felt, said Zhu's Zhu's like this, perhaps in Aunt Li also not clear that what kind of, if must have a concept, I thought that might as well these two days I accompany Aunt Li to go, looks, while chatted again. Actually my back has outside right government residence and city the influence of Wang Family to be one of them, can cooperate, perhaps also continues this little, these can discuss with Aunt Li......” “我希望能够保持竹记的特殊性……但李妈妈说得不错,都可以谈。其实我觉得,就这样说竹记竹记,恐怕李妈妈还不清楚那里面怎么样,如果要有个概念的话,我觉得不妨这两日我陪李妈妈去一趟,一边看,再一边聊。其实我的背后有右相府、城外王家的影响在其中,可以合作的,也许还不止这一点点,这些都可以与李妈妈商议一下……” Shishi looks silent their your my language discussed for quite a while, she has to experience this scene, but truly the first time is matter that sees Ning Yi by the adept tone and person regarding doing business. Li Yun is also the quite fierce person, from the beginning curious, the rack that afterward Ning Yi put up is getting bigger and bigger, she actually also knows that cannot easily comply, both sides harmed somebody without the person knowing or feeling anything to bump for quite a while, finally unexpectedly anything has not complied, complied with two days to go to the Zhu's visit. The proper business finishes talking, after Aunt Li leaves, seeing Ning Yi that satisfied smile, Shishi then to feel like that some are not good. 师师沉默地看着两人你一眼我一语谈了半天,她不是没经历过这种场面,但确实是第一次看见宁毅以娴熟的口吻与人谈起经商的事情。李蕴也是相当厉害的人,一开始只是好奇,后来宁毅搭起的架子越来越大,她却也知道不能轻易答应,双方软刀子碰了半天,最后竟然什么都没答应,就答应了两日去竹记参观。只是正事谈完,李妈妈离开之后,看见宁毅那满足的笑容,师师便隐隐觉得有些不好。 Ning Yi drank several cups of tea continuously, acclaimed Aunt Li with a smile is really fierce. Shishi boils another pot tea, is frowning to inquire that with him Zhu's, does business these things, passes the moment curiously, unexpectedly asks: That Young Lady Yunzhu, heard that recently left Capital City?” 宁毅连续喝了几杯茶,笑着赞叹李妈妈实在是厉害。师师烹起另一壶茶水,皱着眉头与他询问起竹记啊、经商这些事情,过得片刻,倒是好奇地问起来:“那位云竹姑娘,听说最近离开京城了?” Uh, how do you know?” ,你怎么知道?” I get to know each other well with peasant family Elder Sister, she also teaches you to make the zither | Jean, knows that Young Lady Yunzhu.” “我与农家姐姐相熟,她还教过你制琴的,也认识那位云竹姑娘。” Oh.” Ning Yi pondered, nods, that named agricultural ancient pronunciation Auntie.” 。”宁毅想了想,才点头,“那个叫・・・・・・农古音的阿姨。” Is Elder Sister.” Shishi meticulously corrects. “是姐姐。”师师认真地纠正。 Ning Yi unexpectedly shakes the head with a smile: She went to Xuanzhou, returned to one's old home to look, woman Ah…... I have not thought through now......” 宁毅倒是笑着摇了摇头:“她去宣州了,回老家看一看,女人啊……我现在都还没想通……” Sounds, actually doesn't seem like visiting relatives so simple?” “听起来,却不像是探亲这么简单?” Um, they thought that I have necessity person calm, therefore was exposed.” ,她们呢・・・・・・觉得我有必要一个人冷静一下,所以就都跑光了。” They?” “她们?” also has my home two...” Ning Yi shrugged, do not say this matter.” 还有家里的两位・・・…”宁毅摊了摊手,“不过・・・・・・还是不要说这种事情了吧。” Li Shishi is blinking, looks at him, in the vision quite confuses, but selected finally 李师师眨着眼睛,看着他,目光之中颇为迷惑,但终于还是点了点 2nd day, Li Yun goes to the Zhu's visit, after coming back, was sold a big thing, at least in Fan House many places of lighting a fire, must divide the raid to change into the bunker afterward remembers, Li Yun always thought that such as the boy of reed was suspended one by that argument. 第二天,李蕴竹记参观,回来之后,被推销了一大笔东西,至少矾楼之中许多烧火的地方,要分批次换成煤炉了・・・・・・事后想起,李蕴总觉得被那个口舌如簧的小子摆了一道。 Meanwhile, Zhu Biao, Hu Sanniang and the others arrived in Bianliang' 于此同时,祝彪扈三娘等人抵达汴梁・`・・・・ Authors( slightly) prestigious platform: ugaa1130, or search angry banana 作者(微)威信平台:ugaa1130,或者搜索“愤怒的香蕉” Penguin micro blog: Angry banana ( dk1120kj ) 企鹅微博:愤怒的香蕉(dk1120kj) Has the friends in these two platforms, please add a in addition, the recommendation share of mood informal essay, the writing fragment, some books, song, flickering shadow (movie) and game can send above, recently was operating these things, thanked everyone 有这两个平台的朋友,都请加一加,心情随笔、写作碎片、一些书籍、歌曲、电影、游戏的推荐分享都会发在上面,最近都在经营这些东西,谢谢大家了
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