LISIL :: Volume #5 盛宴

#459: Responsibility and shoulder ( 2 )

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Passed the evening of the lantern festival busily, the off and on snow stopped, the theory said that to spring, when passes through the street, the sky was still the lead led azure, in the both sides courtyard walls, only had several plum blossoms of putting out to be bright. 忙忙碌碌地过了元夕,断断续续的雪才停了下来,理论说将到春天了,走过街头时,天空仍旧是铅青铅青的,两侧院墙间,唯有吐出的几支梅花鲜艳。 When toward the courtyard of Yunzhu Jin'er housing comes, his usually not saddle horse car(riage). Today wants to walk, recalled confusing of in the heart, after coming to Capital City, or before is earlier, has handled matter. In an instant, arrived here already three years, recalled beginning at the appointed time mentality, already adapts to here vermilion gate deep institute and translucent tile azure wall now. In day sees, night thinks, piles up at heart, gives to place some place the true feelings, then many matter trivial coming, will fill the crevice that every minute the person can feel. 往云竹锦儿居住的院落过来时,他通常是不坐马车的。今天就更加想走一走,回想心中的迷惑,来到京城之后,或者更早之前做过的事情。转眼间,来到这里已三年了,回想初到时的心态,如今也已经适应了这里的朱门深院、明瓦青墙。日里所见,夜里所思,会在人的心里堆积起来,给人以身处某地的实感,然后更多的事情就会琐琐碎碎的过来,填补人所能感受的每一分空隙。 In three years had many matter, he does not know that this beginning is good or is not good. He is not the sentimental person, not necessarily has too the gloomy mood of moaning without being ill, matter presses, solves it, this is the simple pattern. Even if not meet well the matter of solution, he always can still manage the clue from in the heart. 三年里发生了许多事情,他不知道这个开端算是好还是不好。他本就不是什么多愁善感的人,也不见得有太多无病呻吟的愁绪,事情压过来,将它解决掉,这是很简单的模式。就算遇上不好解决的事情,他总也能从心中理出线索来。 The driven off child runs passed from nearby. 追打的孩子从身边跑过去了。 The Yunzhu letter paper is putting in the sleeves, feeling hot of somewhat faint. Six months ago after that thunderstorms, Yunzhu had the relations with him, when wanted to leave, was sneaky walks, but these time was different. Ning Yi can understand the difference of significance, morning time he has thought the period of time, then this comes, unexpectedly gets to the yard entrance, when raises hand to knock on a door, hesitant moment, finally knocked. 云竹的信笺就在衣袖之中放着,微微的有些发烫。半年前那场雷雨之后,云竹与他有了关系,想要离开时,是偷偷摸摸地走的,但这一次却不一样了。宁毅能够明白其中意义的不同,上午的时候他想过一阵子,然后就这样一路过来,倒是走到小院门口,举手敲门时,犹豫了片刻,终于还是敲了下去。 What opening the door is Jin'er, is shrivelled the face to look at him, in the hand takes the door bolt. Two people confronted the period of time, the Ning Yi nod said: „I knew, do I go advanced, what words have not to reach an agreement again well?” Jin'er then discarded the door bolt, turned around walks in front. 开门的是锦儿,瘪着脸看他,手里拿着门闩。两人对峙了好一阵子,宁毅点头道:“我知道了,我先进去,有什么话等会再说好不好？”锦儿这才扔掉门闩,转身走在了前头。 After garden, one side of courtyard wintersweet also outside, the front corridor has the pile Xiaoxue person. 经过庭院时,院落一侧的腊梅还在开着,前方的廊道外・有堆着的小小雪人。 Ning Yi ascertains Yunzhu to prepare food in the kitchen at this time, one group of pasts, Jin'er was mad one, pursues wants to kick him in behind was evaded passed by Ning Yi. 宁毅问清楚云竹此时正在厨房做饭,一路过去,锦儿气了一阵,追在后面想要踢他・被宁毅避过去了。 Behind in the courtyard kitchen spreads the sound that cooks, Ning Yi in the gate stops, inhales a breath of air, goes from the door. With Jiangning Qinhuai River that small building compares, the kitchen in this courtyard is not small, Yunzhu puts on pure white dress to stand in the stove, hair behind the head pulls wears the bead ornamental hairpins of two simple, in the kitchen has the fragrance and bloody air/Qi of vegetable/dish, on the block has various types of spice in a bowl is abundant the chicken blood. The kitchen already was sent at this time, here all, is a Yunzhu person do. 院落后方的厨房里传出煮菜的声音,宁毅在门边停了停,吸了一口气,从房门进去。与江宁秦淮河边的那栋小楼比起来,这个院落的厨房不算小,云竹穿着素白的衣裙站在灶边,发丝在脑后挽起来・戴着两简单的珠钗,厨房里有菜的香气、血腥气,砧板上有各种的作料・一只碗里盛着鸡血。厨房此时已经被打发出去了,这里的一切,想必都是云竹一个人作的。 Ning Yi looked at one, walks from the rear area, Yunzhu leaning the leaning head, after seeing is him, the corners of the mouth reveal to smile. Arrives at behind Yunzhu, Ning Yi put out a hand to grasp her, two people cheeks pasted in one Yunzhu closed the eye. 宁毅看了一阵,从后方走过去,云竹偏了偏头,看见是他后,嘴角露出微笑来。走到云竹背后,宁毅伸手抱住了她,两人的脸颊贴在了一起・云竹闭上了眼睛。 „I receive the letter/believes that you write......” “我收到你写的信……” „Um.” “嗯。” „You want to go to Xuanzhou.” “你想去宣州。” In the kitchen the vegetable/dish is still boiling, two people intonations somewhat are light, after Ning Yi lets loose her, faint smiled, squats one side, threw a firewood toward the stove in: „I, if not allowed to you walk can you what kind of?” 厨房里菜还在煮,两人的语调都有些轻,宁毅放开她后・微微笑了笑,蹲到一旁,往灶里扔了一根柴:“我如果说・・・・・・不许你走・你会怎么样？” Yunzhu squatted, both hands overlap on the leg, looks at the flame in earth stove, depended toward Ning Yi that side with a smile, supple sound said: „I then do not walk, you are my man, you said how how Yunzhu will then do Yunzhu my dear, is actually not that overbearing person.” 云竹蹲了下来,双手交叠在腿上,看着土灶里的火光,笑着往宁毅那边靠了靠,柔声道:“那我便不走了,你是我的男人,你说怎样・云竹便会怎样做的・・・・・・不过云竹的郎君,却不是那么霸道的人。” „Your unexpectedly first such said my person.” Ning Yi shakes the head when Yunzhu sets out to manipulate the spatula, he silent moment, „you know that if you really think that the meeting parents' native place has a look, I comply certainly, but this difference, not I gave you very tremendous pressure......” “你倒是第一个这么说我的人。”宁毅摇了摇头・云竹起身摆弄锅铲时,他沉默了片刻,“你知道的,如果你真的只是想会父母的老家去看看,我一定答应的,但这次不一样,不是吗・・・・・・我给了你很大的压力吧……” The Yunzhu silent moment, actually also shakes the head. One side Ning Yi rubs the frontal eminence, Yunzhu slightly runs up to moves in the small backless stool to make him sit down to him. After recovering from an illness, she asked for several months weak , before such as general, appears the pliable but hard to break and plain makings. In the kitchen is peaceful, Ning Yi sits there lights a fire, Yunzhu vegetable/dish back and forth cooks, the food was a chicken, the vegetable/dish made several. Between Ning Yi and Yunzhu, in fact have the quite a lot tacit understanding, only has this time, she makes Ning Yi feel somewhat troublesome. 云竹沉默片刻,却也摇了摇头。宁毅揉揉额角,云竹小跑到一边给他搬来小板凳让他坐下。病愈之后,她拜托了几个月来的虚弱,又如以前一般,显出柔韧又素净的气质来。厨房里安静下来,宁毅坐在那儿烧火,云竹来来回回的切菜煮菜,食材是一只鸡,菜则做了好几道。宁毅与云竹之间,实际上已有颇多的默契,唯有这一次,她让宁毅觉得有些麻烦。 Probably in the past the common small family, soon, meal already boiled. Ning Yi and Yunzhu end arrives at the living room, has the lunch with Jin'er together, food unexpectedly is fine, Ning Yi and Jin'er appetite nevertheless is unsatisfactory. After the food, tidies up to wash the dish, Yunzhu has arrived in the building, was Ning Yi made the tea, took the story book that days before had not read to make Ning Yi read. The 2nd floor room is warm, Ning Yi read half, Yunzhu already lies on his leg seems like must go off, Jin'er has not actually come, did not know outside hear of gates. 像是以往一般的小家庭,不多时,饭菜都已经煮好。宁毅、云竹端到客厅当中,与锦儿一道吃午饭,菜肴倒是精美,宁毅、锦儿的食欲却是不佳。饭后收拾完毕洗过碗,云竹去到楼上,为宁毅泡了茶,又拿了前几日未曾念完的故事书让宁毅读。二楼的房间温暖,宁毅读到一半,云竹已经趴在他的腿上看似要睡去,锦儿却没有进来,不知道是不是在外面听门。 „At noon today what we eat is the chicken......” book reads most, when Ning Yi stops thirstily drinks tea, lies on his leg Yunzhu just now smiled, said this in a soft voice. Ning Yi presses down the books, waits for her to speak. “我们今天中午吃的是鸡……”书读到大半,宁毅口渴停下来喝茶时,趴在他腿上的云竹方才笑了起来,轻声说了这句。宁毅按下书本,等她说话。 „Liheng we knew, nearly three years, you still remember meets for the first time , I am then killing that hen” her tone is gentle, „Yunzhu thought that this life best matter, was that time draws in the river Liheng together.” “立恒・・・・・・我们认识,快三年了吧,你还记得第一次见面时,我便是在杀那只母鸡吗・・・・・・”她语气轻柔,“云竹觉得这一生最好的事情,便是那次将立恒一同拉到了河里。” „Yes, saved your you to give back to my a slap on the face.” Ning Yi extends her head hair, captured the bead ornamental hairpin conveniently, Yunzhu closed the eye, such as cat general is lying down. “是啊,救了你你还给了我一耳光。”宁毅伸她头上的发丝,顺手拔掉了珠钗,云竹闭上眼睛,如猫儿一般的躺着。 „Yunzhu always your person, how must retaliate is OK.” She pastes the cheeks on the Ning Yi leg, shook shaking with a smile, „afterward...... had many matter that cake stand, Century Egg and Zhu's, I learned to kill the chicken, learned to prepare food...... you to run every morning from the riverside, you may know that I most am hoping every day, was you runs over to sit last a while from that side, spoke several words to me......” “云竹总是你的人了,要怎样报复都可以了。”她将脸颊贴在宁毅腿上,笑着晃了晃,“后来……发生了好多事情・・・・・・那个饼摊、松花蛋、竹记、我学会了杀鸡,学会了做菜……你每天早晨从河边跑过去,你可知道我每日最盼着的,就是你从那边跑过来坐上一会儿,跟我说几句话……” „Then actually what's the matter?” Ning Yi knits the brows, drags conveniently her, asked directly, „why this time can walk?” “然后到底怎么回事？”宁毅皱了皱眉,顺手将她拖过来,直接问道,“这次为什么要走？” „Then.” Yunzhu shrank silent in his arms the moment, „ then Liheng gave the oneself too tremendous pressure. “然后。”云竹缩在他怀里沉默了片刻,“然后・・・・・・立恒给了自己太大的压力。 „Pressure” Ning Yi frowns, then shakes the head, „I have solved a lot, Yunzhu, actually has nothing, I process come, the pressure will certainly have, but at all is not anything. The men are to the oneself ruthless point......” “压力・・・・・・”宁毅皱起眉头,然后摇了摇头,“我解决过很多事情,云竹,其实根本没什么,我处理得来,压力当然会有,但根本不算什么。男人就是要对自己狠一点的……” „Therefore I am also strange, my man is an odd person.” Yunzhu smiles gently, she inhales a breath of air, said in a soft voice, „Liheng, Liangshan before you are not anything, the family/home country important matter before you are not anything, however only several females, you actually felt embarrassed, you strangest place convenient was here. To the nearby person, you also look are bigger than the family/home country important matter, I actually am very happy, but also because of this, I wants to go out to relax” “所以我也奇怪啊,我的男人是个怪人。”云竹柔和地笑起来,她吸了一口气,轻声道,“立恒,梁山在你面前都不算什么,家国大事在你面前也不算什么,可是区区几个女子,你却为难了,你最奇怪的地方便是这里了。对身边的人,你看得比家国大事还大,我心里其实是很高兴的,但也因为这样,我想出去散散心・・・・・・” „I do not have, because you feel embarrassed!” Ning Yi is somewhat worried, after denying, is considering the sentence, „actually... was not such said that simple I felt to you insufficiently good” “我没有因为你为难！”宁毅有些苦恼,否认之后,斟酌着语句,“其实…・・・也不是这么说,简单来说我觉得对你们不够好・・・・・・” „Is insufficient?” “还不够好吗？” „It is not a matter.” “不是一回事。” „But already was good enough, these months, you accompanied me to see a doctor, accompany me to relax, chatted with me, studied, all day in worried......” “可已经够好了啊,这几个月,你陪着我看病,陪我散心,过来陪着我聊天,读书,整日里操心……” „Therefore you thought that delayed my matter, I gave you pressure.” “所以你觉得耽误了我的事情,我还是给了你压力。” „No.” Yunzhu is holding his hand, lies down looks at him there raises the head, the gentle voice shakes the head, „Liheng, you gave the you yourself pressure, do you listen to me to reach an agreement?” “没有啊。”云竹抱着他的手,躺在那儿仰起头看他,柔声摇了摇头,“立恒,你给了你自己压力,你听我说好吗？” she smiled: „Yunzhu this life, has the good thing to have the bad thing, must reach an agreement, I met a man who is worth entrusting. If said badly, that several years in brothel, with trepidation, I want unable to run away Liheng, I before was government authorities Young Lady, in the brothel, they said that my frame of mind was high, came out after the brothel, they also said that my vision was high. But my frame of mind eventually is not high, especially after you, Yunzhu...... what kind of was OK, well for a lifetime, badly bad for a lifetime, but I also know that your how not lost/carrying I...” 她笑了笑:“云竹这一生,有好的东西有坏的东西,要说好的,我遇上了一个值得托付的男人。若说坏的,青楼里的那几年,提心吊胆的,我想是跑不掉了・・・・・・立恒,我以前是官家小姐,在青楼里,她们说我心气高,从青楼中出来以后,她们也说我眼界高。可我的心气儿终究是不高的,特别是跟了你以后,云竹……怎么样都可以了,好好的一辈子,坏坏的一辈子,可我也知道的,你怎样都不会负我・・・・…” „I want to stay in your nearby, where does not want to go, when your concubine room is also good, raises is also good because of outside woman, I am well satisfied. Liheng... woman is very strange, perhaps is only I, I only worried, some day you really did not want me, I really became your burden, that really did not go on living. Like this thinks it over, falls ill” “我想呆在你的身边,哪里都不想去・・・・・・当你的妾室也好,养在外面的女人也好,我都是心满意足的。立恒…・・・女人很奇怪的,也许只是我吧,我只担心,有一天你真的不要我了,我真的成了你的累赘了,那就真的活不下去了。这样子想来想去,就生了病・・・・・・” „So long as the I also have some use, this body is also good, sang listens also well to you, talked with you, even if you really had anything is not unhappy outside, came back to have a fit of temper like the general home man, hits my, then you were happy, I also happy...... Liheng, I had not mentioned these with you before, feared that you thought I felt strange.” “可只要我还有些用处,这副身子也好,唱歌给你听也好,陪你说话解闷儿,哪怕你在外面真有什么不开心的,回来了像一般家里的男人那样发脾气,打我一顿,然后你心里开心了,我心里也会开心的・……立恒,我以前没跟你说起过这些,怕你觉得我奇怪。” „That little while in brothel, I have also thought future one day like others, got married, perhaps when the person concubine, meets dozens -year-old man, when likes you favors you, was not happy when beats and scolds you. At that time was afraid seriously afterward...... may think of Liheng, sometimes I imagined one day, you are unhappy outside, I want completely the method to make you happy, you are angry, even hit my, perhaps also under heavy hand, hit badly beaten, then your air/Qi disappeared. I remember this, actually felt like that is happy, then on Um...... thinks you......” “在青楼里的那会儿,我也想过将来有一天会像其他人一样,嫁人了,当人小妾,也许遇上几十岁的男人,喜欢你时宠幸你,不高兴时将你打骂一顿。那时候害怕得不得了……可后来想到立恒,我有时候就想象有一天,你在外面不开心了,我想尽法子想让你开心,你生起气来,甚至打了我一顿,也许还下重了手,打得头破血流的,然后你的气就消了。我想起这个,心里竟然觉得是开心的,然后就・・・・・・嗯……想你……” She mentioned this, faint somewhat blushed bashfully, on the face lightly appeared flushed the red color to come, the sound was lighter: „Although I know, Liheng you will never make this matter to come to me, I want for your on the contrary. The women, are such......” 她说起这个,微微的有些羞赧,脸上轻现出酡红的颜色来,声音更轻了:“虽然我知道,立恒你永远不会对我做出这种事情来,我反倒想要为你这样。女人啊,就是这样的……” Ning Yi lowers the head, forehead slightly pressed, sighed in a soft voice: „Sentimental after all is two people, you can like this, I naturally probably to you better, I have the pressure, is normal.” 宁毅低下头,眉宇微蹙,轻声叹息:“感情毕竟是两个人的,你可以这样,我当然得对你更好点,我有压力,也是正常的。” „But I actually do not hope such Ah…...” “可我却不希望这样啊……” Authors( slightly) prestigious platform: ugaa1130, or search „angry banana” 作者(微)威信平台:ugaa1130,或者搜索“愤怒的香蕉” Penguin micro blog: Angry banana ( qzdk1120kj ) 企鹅微博:愤怒的香蕉(qzdk1120kj) Has the friends in these two platforms, please add a in addition, the recommendation share of mood informal essay, the writing fragment, some books, song, flickering shadow (movie) and game can send above, recently was operating these things, thanked everyone 有这两个平台的朋友,都请加一加,心情随笔、写作碎片、一些书籍、歌曲、电影、游戏的推荐分享都会发在上面,最近都在经营这些东西,谢谢大家了
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