LOTGS :: Volume #10 雾州云梦

#815: Floats the fresh dream to return

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Li Qingshan has thought deeply about one, does not have the result at a loss, I why in the center of this desert? 李青山思索了一阵,却茫然没有结果,我为何会在这沙漠的中心呢？ In the heart moves, in regards state of mind Sea of Consciousness, is actually empty, as if has been short of anything, the frame of mind of just mentioning is also lax. 『Atheneum』 心中一动,内视神魂识海,其中却空无一物,仿佛少了什么,刚刚提起的心气又松懈下去。『文學馆』 However cannot stay here, has indescribable big floods the heart frightened, was urging he quickly leads the way, he has chosen a direction casually, staggers the line to go. 然而不能停留在这里,有莫可名状的大恐惧充斥心田,催促着他赶快前行,他随便选了一个方向,踉跄行去。 Without the goal, does not have the companion, even the enemy does not have continually, but Sandstorm has tightened one, has indescribable big floods the heart void, inflates unceasingly, to with the trim desert, entire Heaven and Earth is equal. 没有目标,没有同伴,甚至连敌人也没有,只是沙暴一阵紧过一阵,有莫可名状的大空虚充斥心田,不断膨胀,至与整片沙漠,整个天地等同。 And his face wheted unpolished rice is vacant, only has unceasing leading the way, does not dare to stop one step, so long as if stops, immediately returns by this desert is embezzled, however exhausted deeper and deeper, the earth no longer gives his inexhaustible support, instead a faint trace extracts his physical strength and spirit. 他的脸被磨砺的粗粝且茫然,唯有不断前行,不敢停下一步,仿佛只要停下,就立刻回被这片沙漠吞没,然而疲惫越来越深,大地不再给予他无穷无尽的支持,反而一丝丝抽出他的气力与精魂。 Desert no longer golden yellow, the sky is no longer deep blue, as if had been swept the color by Sandstorm. 沙漠不再金黄,天空不再蔚蓝,仿佛被一次次沙暴吹走了色彩。 Finally after Sandstorm, Sun also disappears, only remaining spatial vast white sky, as well as endless be continuous dark green white sand sea. 终于在一次沙暴过后,太阳也不见了,只剩下空茫白色的天空,以及无尽绵延的苍白沙海。 Sandstorm henceforth subsides, the rumor also vanished, among Heaven and Earth, only had him still in difficultly was climbing mountains and crossing rivers, was listening to the loud respite, stubborn is not willing to turn head, could not see that he goes out every time one step, the trail then immediately disappears, as if has never existed. 沙暴从此平息,风声也消失了,天地之间,唯有他仍在艰难的跋涉着,听着自己粗重的喘息,倔强的不肯回头,看不到他每走出一步,足迹便会立刻消失,仿佛从未存在过。 The time becomes fuzzy, suddenly, final will, such as that stone column, loudly avalanche. 时光变得模糊,蓦然间,最后的意志,也如那石柱般,轰然崩塌。 Finally, he pours in the desert on. Perhaps here could not be called desert, did not have the sand dune of surging up, only has the paleness of stretching to the horizon. 终于,他倒在沙漠的上。或许这里已经不能称为沙漠,没有了波澜起伏的沙丘,唯有一望无垠的苍白。 The black eye pupil such as the ground-glass is generally slurred, to look into the distance the fuzzy horizon, white sand is surging, submerges him inch by inch. 黑色眼眸如毛玻璃一般模糊不清,远望着模糊的地平线,白沙涌动着,一寸一寸将他淹没。 ...... …… Under the jet black backdrop, the continuous mountain range such as lies the giant beast that bends down. Static waiting daybreak. 漆黑的天幕下,连绵的山峦如趴伏的巨兽。静静的等待破晓。 Takes the form of under the small hump of lying cow, is situated a small village. 一座形似卧牛的小山岗下,坐落着一个小小的村庄。 „Small two, is quick!” A sound breaks the quietness of entire World, middle-aged country women bends the bucket waist to shout. “小二,快起来！”一个声音打破整个世界的沉静,一个中年农妇弯着水桶腰呼道。 In pile of hay in cowshed, a personal appearance thin youth, one awakens from the sleep, is thinking at a loss: „Who I am!” 牛棚里的一堆干草中,一个身形消瘦的少年,一下从睡梦中惊醒过来,茫然想着:“我是谁！” Looks all around the dirty cowshed, is feeling the pruritus of mosquito bite, although some are uncomfortable. But so familiar kind, he also gradually from dream sober, but that dream extremely real, makes him have not a clear feeling, as if present all are false. 环顾脏兮兮的牛棚,感受着蚊虫叮咬的瘙痒,虽然有些不舒服。但都是如此的熟悉亲切,他也渐渐从梦中清醒,但那一场梦太过的真实,以至于让他有一种不真切的感觉,仿佛眼前的一切才是虚假的。 However recollection that dreamland. Actually such as a smog rapid dissemination, only indistinctly remembers that is a very terrifying nightmare, almost lived in his fear, feels unable to wake up, therefore also gives up recalling. 然而回想那梦境。却如一阵烟雾般迅速弥散,只隐约记得,那是个十分恐怖的噩梦,几乎将他慑住了,感觉无法醒来,于是也就放弃回想。 „Where can also be at? Naturally in me! Small two, was cool at the day after tomorrow. Do not rest in the cowshed, catching cold, the food has completed, eats quickly!” Middle-aged country women smiled. The sound is thick, is actually passing the thick care, making the youth feel in the heart one warm. “还能在哪？当然是在咱家！小二啊,以后天凉了。不要睡在牛棚里了,可别给着凉了,饭已经做好了,快去吃吧！”中年农妇笑了。声音粗大,却透着浓浓的关心,令少年感到心中一暖。 Right, I called Li the Second. Here is Crouching Bull Village, the parents is the peasant household in Crouching Bull Village. However left the world in the childhood, was lucky that the brothers and sisters-in-law look after to grow up him, such as the father stepmother is common. 对了,我叫李二。这里是卧牛村,父母都是卧牛村中的农户。不过在幼年就离世了,多亏兄嫂将他照顾长大,如父如母一般。 He stands up, the personal appearance compared with Li the Eldest sister-in-law tall Guo one section, the Li the Eldest sister-in-law sighed immediately: „Oh, this day passes may be really quick, a blink already and your Big Brother was equally high, crossed for two years you to find a wife again to give birth, must prepare, when your Elder Brother sold the cow to come back, has opened this cowshed, gave you to have a new home, did not say that was better than others, cannot compare others to be bad, depended on the young two your this talented person, in the village except for Steward Liu and boy of Village Chief Li, everyone we refused to accept, Aiya, the water boiled, have not been hurrying to wash the face, a bit faster ate meal!” 他站起身来,身形登时比李大嫂高过一截,李大嫂叹道:“唉,这日子过的可真快,一眨眼已经跟你大哥一样高了,再过两年你就可以娶妻生子了,现在就得准备了,等你哥卖了牛回来,把这牛棚拆了,给你起一座新房,不说比别人好,也不能比别人差,就凭小二你这个人才,村里除了刘管事和李村长家的小子,咱谁也不服,哎呀,水开了,你别愣着了,赶紧洗把脸了,快点来吃饭！” The Li the Eldest sister-in-law said verbosely, hurries to the kitchen in a hurry. 李大嫂絮絮叨叨的说了一通,匆匆赶去厨房。 He actually only heard clearly one, „and other Elder Brother sold the cow to come back!” 他却只听清了一句,“等你哥卖了牛回来！” Yes, this was already prepared, that old Green Bull that accompanied him to grow up, because quick experienced and reliable , the preparation drew to the town in sold to the butcher, changed into money to build a house to him. At that time he was big does not want, but also had no alternative, the peasant household others raised cattle, did not do this. 是的,这是早已筹划好的,那头陪伴他长大的老青牛,因为快老到下不了地的,就准备拉到镇子里卖给屠户,换成钱给他盖房。当时他心里好大不愿意,但又无可奈何,农户人家养牛,可不都是这样做的。 However recalled that Green Bull that moist eye, in his heart shakes, mutters: „It is not right, is not right, this is not right!” 然而回想起青牛那双湿润的眼睛,他心中一震,喃喃道:“不对,不对,这不对！” Rushes to the cowshed, throws the Li the Eldest sister-in-law's call after behind, along going to the road in town, dashes about wildly to go. 奔出牛棚,将李大嫂的呼声抛在身后,沿着去往镇子的路,狂奔而去。 The morning breeze heads on, is having the neat vegetation aura, almost soon submerges this ravine alley, he walk as if flying, is bringing the innumerable clear dewdrop, however has not eaten meal after all, that nightmare as if consumes he too many physical strengths, then thought quickly tired, the impulsion that however is unable to explain was urging him: „Goes quickly, goes quickly, looks for the cow!” 晨风扑面而来,带着清爽的草木气息,几乎快要淹没这条山间小路,他健步如飞,带着无数晶莹的露珠,然而毕竟是没有吃饭,那一场噩梦又似乎消耗他太多的体力,很快便觉得累了,然而有一股无法言喻的冲动催促着他:“快去,快去,把牛找回来！” Has transferred a corner, a familiar form appears before him, that is a face simple middle age farmer. 转过一个拐角,一个熟悉的身影出现在他面前,那个是一脸朴实的中年农夫。 He is busy at anchoring the footsteps, holds the shoulder of that middle-aged farmer to ask: „Big Brother, good?” 他忙停住脚步,抓住那中年农夫的肩膀问道:“大哥,牛呢？” „Small two, you meet me, the cow has sold, look, money here, entire ten taels of silver, you build the house to take a wife all sufficed.” Big Brother Li racket the pouch worn at the girdle on shoulder, a face simple and honest smiling face. “小二啊,你来接我啊,牛已经卖了,瞧,钱在这里,整整十一两银子,你盖房子娶媳妇的全都够了。”李大哥拍拍肩上的褡裢,一脸憨厚的笑容。 „Cow is unsellable, to be unsellable, I do not build a house to take a wife!” His face is anxious, saying of speaking incoherently. “牛不能卖,不能卖,我不要盖房娶媳妇！”他一脸焦急,语无伦次的说道。 „I know that you have the sentiment with that Old Bull, the Elder Brother is also same, but this is also its life, we cannot bury him in the place!” Big Brother Li facial expression one gloomy, pats his shoulder to say. “我知道你跟那老牛有感情,哥也是一样,不过这也是它的命,咱总不能把他埋在地里！”李大哥神情一黯,拍着他的肩膀道。 „Good!” In his heart is greatly anxious, shouted angrily. “牛呢！”他心中大急,一声怒喝。 „Has killed, you went also late, we went home!” Big Brother Li said. “已经杀了,你去也晚了,咱回家去吧！”李大哥道。 „Killed? Killed! Has killed......” “杀了？杀了！杀了……” Of his mind bang, as if has any thing to be stave, was towed to walk toward the family/home by Big Brother Li, completely spiritless return Crouching Bull Village, the industrious villagers got up, greets, each face is familiar, Big Brother Li also with a smile answered. 他的脑海轰的一声,仿佛有什么东西破碎,被李大哥拖着向家里走去,无知无觉的回到卧牛村,勤劳的村民都已起来,纷纷打着招呼,每一张面孔都是熟悉之极,李大哥也笑着回话。 Passed by a blue brick tile-roofed house, in gate a pitch-dark piece, the spirit table is making an offering a idol, an attire bright old lady was paying respect to the idol, was witch in village, all weddings and funerals and funeral rite sacrificial offerings must depend on her, but also understood to practice divination to expel evil spirits, was very effective, very much had the prestige in the nearby areas. She hears the sound, turns head, shows the gentle smiling face. 路过一个青砖瓦房,门里黑洞洞的一片,神台上供着一尊神像,一个衣着鲜艳的老太婆正对着神像参拜,是村中的神婆,一切婚丧嫁娶、丧礼祭祀都要靠她,还懂得占卜驱鬼,十分灵验,在十里八村都很有威望。她听到动静,回头过来,露出慈祥的笑容。 In the heart that sound resounds once more, he works loose Big Brother Li suddenly, crashes in the witch family/home, after bypassing the spirit table arrives at the room, here is a piece of shallot vegetable plot. 心中那个声音再次响起,他忽然挣脱李大哥,冲进神婆的家中,绕过神台来到屋后,这里是一片青葱的菜地。 He as if carves the position in soul toward one, the reckless excavation, felt that the whole body blood in boiling, both hands turns the moist soil, by the spall wound to the finger also quite the same as unconsciously, the question of calling out in alarm and witch of Big Brother Li, transmits from the extremely far place likely, at this moment, he feels himself incomparably close real. 他向着一个仿佛刻在魂魄中的位置,不顾一切的挖掘起来,感觉浑身血液都在沸腾,双手翻起湿润泥土,被碎石片伤到手指也浑然不觉,李大哥的惊呼与神婆的问话,像是从极远的地方传来,这一刻,他感觉自己无比接近真实。 Suddenly, appears at present wipes white, he opens the eye, the say/way that the sound shivers: „Found!” 猛然间,眼前出现一抹白色,他睁大眼睛,声音颤抖的道:“找到了！”
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