middle of the night on the streets, 午夜的街头, yellow street lights, 路灯黄黄, The people are also fearful, 人也惶惶, It is very cold, the wind, resembles the knife to shear the person. 天很冷,还有风,似刀子割人。 Zhou Ze also feels cold, 周泽也感到冷, He does not know where here is, 他不知道这里又是哪里, But knows a matter, 但知道一件事, Here is...... human world. 这里是……人间。 He had died, but came back. 他已经死了,但又回来了。 He does not know what to do oneself should, 他不知道自己该怎么办, Only can numbly continue walking forward like a machine. 只能机械麻木地继续往前走。 He does not have the time to ponder other too many things now, 他现在没有功夫去思考太多其他的事情, For example place that oneself just got down, 比如自己刚刚下去的地方, For example before that car crash, old man who treats and cures, 比如那个自己车祸前救治的老者, For example, the faceless woman wearing red woman’s clothing in the puddle, 比如水潭里身穿着红色衣裙的无面女, For example...... own nail. 比如……自己的指甲。 He came back, should be a very joyful matter, but the side some people pass through even if occasionally, even if he makes an effort to greet again, no one can see him as before and hears him. 他回来了,本该是很喜悦的一件事,但哪怕身边偶尔有人走过,哪怕他再用力地打招呼,也依旧没人可以看见他和听见他。 He by this world pushing aside, isolated. 他被这个世界给排挤了,隔绝了。 People who haven’t tried imprisoned “confinement”, will not understand that type by the complete isolation pain, but regarding Zhou Ze, the whole world, was his prisoner's cage, on the prisoner's cage also covers a black cloth at present. 没尝试过被关“禁闭”的人,不会了解那种被完全隔离的痛苦,而对于周泽来说,眼下整个世界,就是他的囚笼,囚笼上还盖上了一层黑布。 No one can see him, 没人能看见他, Also no one can exchange with him, 也没人能和他交流, He cannot take up any to have the solid thing, 他拿不起任何一件有实的东西, Even, 甚至, Even the wind is capable of easily blowing through him. 连风都能够从他身上轻而易举地吹过去。 He that emaciated, 他是那么的羸弱, The delicate this word on him, is really not exaggerating. 弱不禁风这个词在他身上,真的是一点都不夸张。 Moreover, those who most make Zhou Ze shock and with amazement is, 而且,最让周泽震惊和骇然的是, He can see itself on to have faint motes of light to scatter unceasingly, 他能看见自己身上不断有淡淡的光点流散出去, In other words , 换言之, His body is in slowly changing to be pale. 他的身体正在慢慢地变淡。 Possibly passes a quarter of an hour again, oneself will disappear thoroughly does not see, was erased finally a trivial insignificant trace. 可能再过个一刻钟,自己就将彻底地消失不见,被抹去最后一丝微不足道的痕迹。 He does not know how all these exactly happen, but he was clear, own time, really not remaining many. 他不知道这一切到底是怎么发生的,但他清楚,自己的时间,真的没剩下多少了。 within the Eight Immortals, Iron-Crutch Li even used his soul to enter into the body of a homeless man who had starved to death, became the later generation to spread that image. 八仙里,铁拐李就是以魂魄的方式进入了一位饿死倒地的人体内,才成了后世流传那种形象。 Zhou Ze had also heard about ghost „reincarnating into another’s body” story, he also wants to go to reincarnating into another’s body, he is very cold, is very flustered, he needs a physical body to give itself to attach. 周泽也听说过关于鬼魂“借尸还魂”的故事,他也想去借尸还魂,他很冷,也很慌张,他需要一具肉体给自己去依附。 Even, he did not mind that who this person is. 甚至,他不介意这个人是谁。 The people at this time, are always selfish, Zhou Ze is no exception . Moreover, he was really about unable to bear. 人在这个时候,总是自私的,周泽也不例外,而且,他是真的快受不了了。 However, when he prepares close to a person, the top of the head and shoulders position of that person will appear furiously, keeps it from approaching directly, even oneself also therefore were harmed, intensified itself „volatility” speed. 但是,每当他准备靠近一个人时,那个人的头顶和双肩位置都会出现光火,直接让其无法靠近,甚至自己还因此受到了伤害,加剧了自己“挥发”的速度。 He was somewhat tired, was somewhat numb, 他有些累了,也有些麻木了, He is waiting for oneself end, 他在等待自己的终结, Waited for own conclusion. 等待自己的结束。 As a person who has died once, you made him face a death again, instead can become more confident. 作为一名已经死过一次的人,你让他再面临一次死亡,反而能够变得更坦然了一些。 Moreover, by the Zhou Ze present situation , to continue to stop over here, the stay results in the time longer , means that he withstands the time of suffering longer. 而且,以周泽现在的情况,继续逗留在这里,逗留得时间越久,也就是意味着他承受折磨的时间越长。 „Creak......” “吱呀……” Shop front that front, is also turning on a light, probably a bookstore, because is away from the door glass to see inside rows of bookshelf. 前面,有一家还亮着灯的店面,好像是一家书店,因为隔着店门玻璃可以看见里面的一排排书架。 Someone from inside pushed open and walked out the door, was a man wearing a hoodie, the man wears the hat, does not see clearly the appearance/portrait, glanced right and left a while, left hurriedly. 有人从里面将门推开走了出来,是一名穿着卫衣的男子,男子戴着帽子,看不清楚真容,左顾右盼了一会儿,急匆匆离开了。 Naturally, the man cannot see Zhou Ze standing less than five meters away from him. 当然,男子是看不见距离他不到五米处所站着的周泽的。 Originally, Zhou Ze had not thought that has what unusuality, but leaves in the man soon, Zhou Ze suddenly from bookstore, sensation to a warm aura. 原本,周泽没觉得有什么异常,但就在男子离开不久之后,周泽忽然自书店里,感知到了一种温暖的气息。 Yes, 是的, Warm aura. 温暖的气息。 This warmth, making Zhou Ze somewhat bewildered, but he looks like the person who will soon freeze to death to obtain a small box of matches to be the same at present suddenly, even if knows that the matches will unable to rescue own life but to cut it to arrive at final warm by oneself before the sensation at the point of death. 这种温暖,让周泽有些莫名其妙,但他眼下就像是一个即将冻死的人忽然得到一盒火柴一样,哪怕知道火柴救不了自己的命但还是会划开它让自己在临死前感知到最后的温热。 Zhou Ze walks to that side, his body went through the glass door of bookstore directly, continued to walk toward, arrived at behind the bookshelf of bookstore. 周泽向那边走过去,他的身体直接穿过了书店的玻璃门,继续往里走,来到了书店的书架后面。 Behind bookshelf, 书架后面, Is lying down a person, 躺着一个人, Is a facial features pretty young man, the age possibly also on the 23 or 24-year-old appearance, because in the shop is turning on the air conditioning, the clothes that therefore on him wears are not many, just a long sleeved shirt as well as a thin coat. 是一个面容俊秀的年轻男子,年纪可能也就二十三四岁的样子,因为店里开着空调,所以他身上穿的衣服不多,也就一件长袖外加一件薄外套。 He lies down on the ground, but on him, the Zhou Ze sensation to a warm feeling, looked like poor ghost, in the evening walked on the road picked a bag of gold coins. 他躺在地上,但在他身上,周泽感知到了一种温暖的感觉,就像是一个穷鬼,晚上走在路上捡了一袋子金币。 This attraction, is unable to reject, moreover present Zhou Ze, does not have the qualifications to reject! 这种吸引力,无法拒绝,而且现在的周泽,也没资格去拒绝！ Zhou Ze walked, squatted before this young man, 周泽走了过去,在这个年轻男子面前蹲了下来, He does not know how should enter the body of opposite party, but he understands how should contact the warmth that oneself need. 他不知道该如何去进入对方的身体,但他明白该如何去接触自己所需要的温暖。 A hand stretches out, places the chest position of opposite party, 一只手伸出,放在对方的胸口位置, Zhou Ze saw own nail to insert within the body of opposite party unexpectedly slowly, 周泽看见自己的指甲居然慢慢地嵌入到了对方的体内, This is a very strange feeling, is different walks before oneself „breeze” when the road has blown own body, this is one type melts, takes own nail as medium one fusion. 这是一种很诡异的感觉,不同于自己之前走在路上时“微风”吹过自己的身体,这是一种相融,以自己的指甲为媒介进行的一种融合。 Slowly, the Zhou Ze whole person starts to enter to within the body of opposite party, the two, started the superposition. 慢慢地,周泽整个人开始进入到对方的体内,二者,开始了重合。 .................. ……………… „Xu Le! You awake to me, awakes!” “徐乐！你给我醒醒,醒醒！” Zhou Ze one was pushed and shoved awakening by noise, no, exactly said, by „alarming”, he opened eyes, discovered oneself are sitting behind the bookstore counter, before were both hands pillow above. 周泽被一番推搡给吵醒,不,确切的说,是被“惊动”,他睁开眼,发现自己正坐在书店柜台后面,之前自己是双手枕在上面。 „Hey, you awake!” “喂,你醒醒！” The voice of woman is very incisive, is very resounding, brings insufferably arrogant. 女人的声音很尖锐,很高亢,带着一种颐气指使。 Raised the head, Zhou Ze looks at front woman, no, in particular, should be the girl, is the age of high-school student, although was the big girl, was a little actually childish. 抬起头,周泽看着面前的女人,不,确切地说,应该是女孩儿,也就是高中生的年纪吧,虽然是大女孩儿了,却还是有点稚气未脱。 „ Hey, Xu Le, you are what meaning, your ability, wants to look to my elder sister complexion to my parents, last night unexpectedly dared one not to go home! “喂,徐乐,你到底是什么意思,你能耐了是吧,想给我爸妈给我姐脸色看了是吧,昨晚居然敢一宿没回家！ Who gives your courage! ” 谁给你的这个胆子！” Xu Le? 徐乐？ Is who? 是谁？ Zhou Ze somewhat spreads out the hand at a loss, discovered own both hands are very smooth, but because the beforehand hand long time practiced the surgical instrument to have some calluses, this both hands did not have. 周泽有些茫然地摊开手,发现自己双手很平滑,自己以前的手可是因为长时间练习手术器械已经有了一些老茧,这双手却没有。 „Hey, I am speaking with you!” “喂,我在和你说话呢！” A girl palm of the hand claps on the counter, threatens. 女孩儿一巴掌拍在柜台上,气势汹汹。 Zhou Ze knits the brows slightly, stands up, before arriving at the door glass mirror, he saw oneself reflection, is a strange face, no, this face have seen, is that face that last night saw. 周泽微微皱眉,站起身,走到了店门边的玻璃镜子前,他看见了自己的倒影,是一张陌生的脸,不,这张脸自己见过,是昨晚自己看见的那张脸。 This body, 这身体, Was my? 是我的了？ „ Hey, your what meaning, my parents may be angry, my mother also had a fit of temper at home, I told you, using of drinking you eat now was my family, what qualifications your did marrying in son-in-law have to keep up appearances in my family? “喂,你什么意思啊,我爸妈可都生气了,我妈还在家里发脾气了呢,我告诉你啊,你现在吃的喝的用的都是我家的,你这个上门女婿有什么资格在我家里摆谱？ You want to set the example to look to whom! 你想做样子给谁看啊！ Do you dare not to go home tonight again, believe me to come to pull out you directly! ” 你今晚再敢不回家,信不信我过来直接抽你！” The girl strikes an attitude to raise oneself palm of the hand, but she suddenly discovered own front man is also oneself „brother-in-law” has not seemed like moved aside and begged for mercy in the past same, instead meaning in that pair of pupil, making her feel some fears. 女孩儿作势扬起自己的巴掌,但她忽然发现自己面前的男子也就是自己的“姐夫”没有像是往常一样躲闪和求饶,反而那一双眸子里的意味,让她感到有些害怕。 At this time, she looked at the time, the discovery already 7 : 30. 这时候,她看了看时间,发现已经七点半了。 „Snort, I first went to school, in the evening did accounts with you again!” “哼,我先上学去了,晚上再和你算账！” The girl walked panting in indignation. 女孩儿气呼呼地走了。 Zhou Ze sat slowly returned to the counter following chair, here had an old style notebook, by the notebook also had a cell phone. 周泽则是缓缓地坐回到了自己柜台后面的椅子上,这里有一台老式笔记本,笔记本旁边还有一部手机。 In the process that even now, he cannot transform from oneself status as before adapts. 即使是现在,他依旧没能从自己身份转换的过程中适应过来。 He is Zhou Ze, is the Tongcheng famous young surgeon . Moreover, he is an orphan, 他是周泽,是通城有名的年轻外科医生,而且,他是一个孤儿, Finally, 结果, Own present turns into this status, 自己眼下变成这个身份, Just that girl said that what is coming? 刚刚那个女孩儿说什么来着？ Am I...... marrying in son-in-law? 我是……上门女婿？ Has a wife? 有一个妻子？ Mother-in-law and father-in-law? 还有丈母娘和丈人？ Moreover looked attitude and tone that own this sister-in-law just this „brother-in-law” front spoke, oneself this „marrying in son-in-law” also really conformed to the ancient fine tradition. 而且看自己这个小姨子刚刚自己这个“姐夫”面前说话的态度和语气,自己这个“上门女婿”还真是符合古代的优良传统。 marrying in son-in-law, the popular name bolts the door, was not only looked down upon by the wife family member, will also be looked down upon by everyone in the ancient times all around, even the status and criminal are similar, Tang's time these were forced in the person who defends the border often also to have marrying in son-in-law. 上门女婿,俗称倒插门的,不光被妻子家里人看不起,在古代也会被周遭所有人看不起,甚至身份和罪犯差不多,汉唐的时候那些被强迫戍边的人里面往往也有赘婿。 Takes up the cell phone, the cell phone has not established the password, does not know that is that goods does not dare to set the password lazily, made Zhou Ze open his WeChat and QQ at least at this time very much with ease. 拿起手机,手机没设置密码,也不知道是那货懒还是不敢设密码,至少在这个时候让周泽很轻松地打开了他的微信和QQ。 In the QQ list the person is few, is some junior middle school schoolmates, the high school schoolmate and university schoolmate, then the list of family member, inside only has a person, the note is „wife”. QQ列表里人很少,也就是些许初中同学,高中同学和大学同学,然后有一个家人的列表,里面只有一个人,备注是“老婆”。 Opened and her QQ chats the record, spatial. 打开了和她的QQ聊天记录,空。 Good, 好吧, Zhou Ze turned on WeChat, tried to look, finding the note is „wife” woman, here had to reply, basically was Xu Le asks something, for example tonight eats anything, tonight must prepare to make anything, the inventory needs to spend how much money, recently the bookstore sold how much money, how is your health holding up, 周泽打开了微信,试着找了一下,找到了备注是“老婆”的女人,这里有回复了,基本都是徐乐问一些事情,比如今晚吃什么,今晚要准备做什么,进货需要花多少钱,最近书店卖了多少钱,你身体怎么样一大堆, Then the reply of opposite party often is perfunctory also the aloof very much, 然后对方的回复往往很敷衍也很高冷, By: 以: „oh” “哦” „Un” “嗯” „Good” “好” Replaces. 来代替。 One side Zhou Ze throws the cell phone, this interpersonal relationship, was a little complex, he looked at his palm suddenly, own nail and average man have no difference. 周泽将手机丢一边,这个人际关系,有点复杂了,他忽然看了一下自己的手掌,自己的指甲和常人没什么区别。 But before oneself have car crash, that old man who treats and cures, oneself get out of trouble from the faceless woman hand, oneself enter this fellow body and other at things, own nail, plays the extremely essential role. 但自己出车祸前救治的那个老者,自己从无面女人手中脱困,自己进入这个家伙身体等这些事情上,自己的指甲,起到了极为关键的作用。 The heart moves at will, 心随意动, At this time, 就在这个时候, Zhou Ze discovered that own nail starts slowly changing to be long, becomes jet black is also insightful, even on the nail, the light black fog winds around. 周泽发现自己的指甲开始慢慢地变长,同时也变得漆黑通透起来,甚至在指甲上,还有淡淡的黑雾缭绕。 „Hū ............” “呼…………” let out a long breath, 长舒一口气, Close your eyes, 闭上眼, When opens eyes again, 再睁开眼时, The nail returned to normal. 指甲又恢复了正常。 From the morning to noon, Zhou Ze has sat there attempts to adapt to own new status, is returning to normal does not adapt to the feeling that the status transforms to bring, the lunch has not eaten, does not know that forgot or do not feel hungry. 一直从早上到中午,周泽都坐在那里尝试去适应自己的这个新身份,也在平复自己身份转换所带来的不适应感,中午饭都没吃,也不知道是忘记了还是自己根本就不觉得饿。 Here is nevertheless still Tongcheng, the Zhou Ze beforehand family/home in Chongchuan District, now in Gangzha District, from is not far. 这里依旧还是通城,周泽以前的家在崇川区,现在则是在港闸区,距离并不远。 By afternoon, Zhou Ze sighed, silently stood up, since came, then settle it. 到了下午时,周泽才叹了口气,默默地站起身,既来之则安之吧。 He starts to try to clean the bookshelf, after all, first looks for a matter to do to oneself. 他开始试着打扫书架,总归,给自己先找点事情做做。 Before that dies, pinched own old man once to say „he was discovered” as well as in underworld faceless woman had said „you will be held sooner or later”, making Zhou Ze have some senses of crisis at heart. 那个死前掐过自己的老者曾说过“他被发现了”以及地狱里无面女说过的“你迟早会被抓住”,让周泽心里产生了些许危机感。 His present condition, was „living on dishonorably”, dying and being reborn, invites a day of good fortune, therefore he treasured very much, at least, before distinguished clearly completely the clear/pain condition and had enough clue, oneself must substitute this status, should better not to cause the too big unusuality, do not bring to these „must catch his person” the attention. 他现在的状态,算是“苟活”了,死而复生,是邀天之幸,所以他很珍惜,至少,在没完全分清楚状况和掌握足够线索前,自己得代入这个身份,最好不要引起太大的异常,不要引起那些“要抓他的人”的注意。 The business of this shop, is not very really good, the traditional books market was in a slump, has not been one day two days of matters, moreover here not on the entrance gold street in school. 这家店的生意,真的很不好,传统图书市场的低迷,早就不是一天两天的事儿了,而且这里又不是在学校的大门口黄金一条街上。 Only can say that „Xu Le” choice opens a bookstore here, can suffer no loss of capital is an issue. 只能说,那个“徐乐”选择在这里开一家书店,能不能保本都是一个问题。 To afternoon 3 o'clock time, enters from now on the day first guest. 一直到下午三点钟的时候,才走进来今天的第一位客人。 The guests are sauntering that side the elementary student reading material, and wandered long time. 客人在小学生读物那边转悠着,且转悠了很长时间。 Zhou Ze waited for a while, walks, asked: „What theme chooses?” 周泽等了一会儿,还是走过去,问道:“选什么题材的？” Although, Zhou Ze does not understand. 虽然,周泽也不懂。 „Has a look casually.” The opposite party replied. “随便看看。”对方回答道。 „Un.” Zhou Ze also no longer paid attention, he has not integrated this now „bookstore boss” in role. “嗯。”周泽也就不再理会了,他现在还没融入这个“书店老板”的角色里。 But at this moment, 但就在这时, The opposite party actually arrived at behind oneself suddenly, opens the mouth to say spookily: 对方却忽然走到了自己身后,幽幽地开口道: „Didn't you really know me?” “你真的不认识我了？” „What?” Zhou Ze asked. “什么？”周泽问道。 „ Last night I used baseball bat to hit your head, stole your money, “昨晚我用棒球棒打了你的头,抢了你的钱, Moreover I also tried specially, 而且我还特意去试了一下, You have not clearly breathed at that time. ” 你那时分明已经没有鼻息了的。”