„Come, tea.” “来,苦丁茶。” Wang Ke placed in front of the tea Zhou Ze. 王轲将茶水放在了周泽面前。 Tea, called the bitter tea, tea such as its. 苦丁茶,又称苦茶,茶如其名。 But when Wang Ke since starts to drink tea, was infatuated with this flavor, usually when oneself or in the office, drink this type of tea. 但王轲自从开始喝茶时,就迷上了这种味道,平日在自家或者在办公室时,都是喝这种茶。 It can be said that he is recalling past suffering, he also truly can be joined to „recalling past suffering”. 可以说他是在忆苦思甜,他也确实配得上“忆苦思甜”。 From the orphan of having a thing in the world, arrives today this step, is succeeds cannot be successful, the difficulty that in this period paid, is rippling inside this cup of bitter tea. 从一无所有的孤儿,走到今天这一步,已经算是成功得不能再成功了,其间所付出的艰辛,都在这杯苦茶里头荡漾着。 Zhou Ze carries the teacup, drank one, slowly is chewing refuse tea, puts down the teacup, lit cigarette. 周泽端起茶杯,喝了一口,慢慢嘴嚼着茶末子,放下茶杯,又点了一根烟。 „Lonely?” “孤单了吧？” Wang Ke said. 王轲说道。 Zhou Ze nods. 周泽点点头。 As a psychiatrist, most excels, actually watches a person's every mood, this is one seems like that is very easy to study in fact wants to learn actually very difficult knowledge. 作为一名心理医生,最擅长的,其实还是察言观色,这是一门看似很容易学实际上想学得好却很难的学问。 „Your daughter?” “你女儿呢？” „oh, was about to be on vacation from school.” “哦,快放学了。” „Sister-in-law?” “嫂子呢？” „ Did the hair ; “做头发去了; Then should pick up the child to be on vacation from school, soon should come back. ” 然后应该去接孩子放学,用不了多久就该回来了吧。” „You are the heart are also big, but also dares to feel relieved that makes her go out.” “你也是心大,还敢放心让她出门去。” „Her mosts of the time, are normal.” “她大部分时候,还是正常的。” Wang Ke was shouting the one breath to front teacup, then carried one. 王轲对着自己面前的茶杯呼了一口气,然后端起来品了一口。 The bitter taste enters the throat, is as good as the white liquor to put on the intestines. 苦味入喉,不亚于白酒穿肠。 „I want to find the person to speak, but does not know to look for anyone, then thought of you.” “我想找人说说话,但不知道找谁,然后就想到了你。” After Zhou Ze said that smiles. 周泽说完后,笑了笑。 Can look, his mood is actually somewhat low. 可以看出来,他情绪其实是有些低落的。 Extinguishes the soul that killed that old lady at one fell swoop, has not made Boss Zhou vent any anger of innermost feelings, instead after probably the roadside had „fast-food”, the seemingly violent sports ended, 一举灭杀了那个老太婆的灵魂,并没有让周老板发泄出内心的什么怒火,反而像是路边吃了“快餐”之后,看似激烈运动结束, But when walks, is difficult to cover heart of hearts full losing and void. 但走出来时,却难掩内心深处满满的失落和空虚。 Zhou Ze does not have to feel own that action murders very much simply very much decisively, 周泽没觉得自己那个举动很干脆很杀伐果断, That real merely acts out of desperation, 那真的只是狗急跳墙, After a person was forced a mood corner, displays crazy, 一个人被逼迫到了一个情绪拐角之后所表现出的疯狂罢了, The action of boorish fellow, 莽夫之举, Has nothing to boast. 没啥好吹嘘的。 Finally, 最终, Can Bridge of Helplessness know this matter, 奈何桥会不会知道这件事, Do oneself meet with near processing, 自己会不会面临处理, He is not clear, does not know. 他不清楚,也不知道。 „I can understand that your feeling, in childhood, we were the same.” Wang Ke pushed pushing to Zhou Ze the ash-tray , to continue saying: „We start the contemporaries are worse than too many are too more, also has the sense of crisis compared with the contemporaries, because we have experienced the terrified of having a thing in the world, therefore we understood truth that treasures.” “我能理解你这种感觉,小时候,我们都是一样的。”王轲将烟灰缸向周泽面前推了推,继续道:“我们起步比同龄人差太多太多,也比同龄人更有危机感,因为我们体验过一无所有的惶恐,所以我们更懂得珍惜的道理。” Zhou Ze looks at Wang Ke, without speech. 周泽看着王轲,没说话。 „When you now, gave me one type to be similar we also the feeling in orphanage.” “你现在,给了我一种仿佛我们还在孤儿院时的感觉。” „Hehe.” “呵呵。” „, That type does not have to depend upon, to future pacing back and forth and confusedness, I on you, saw it, will see clearly.” “是真的,那种无所依靠,对未来的彷徨和迷茫,我在你身上,看见了,看得清清楚楚。” „ I did not have a thing in the world, the ancestors, used all might to 30 years old, car crash, committed to flames ; “我本来就一无所有了,上辈子,摸爬滚打到三十岁,一场车祸,付之一炬; This whole life, actually discovered lets me the truth that is hard to accept, originally existence of my whole person , a merely misunderstanding, a probability, even it can be said that...... a joke. ” 这辈子,却发现了更让我难以接受的真相,原来我整个人的存在,也只是一个误会,一个概率,甚至可以说是……一个玩笑。” „Then, what to do do you decide?” “然后呢,你决定怎么办呢？” Wang Ke put out a hand to stroke gently a chin. 王轲伸手摩挲了一把下巴。 To be honest, regarding Wang Ke, facing various customers, he is secure, the attainments as well as his experience in his scholarship and psychology, can help him solve overwhelming majority problems. 老实说,对于王轲来讲,面对各种顾客,他都有恃无恐,他的才学和心理学方面的造诣以及他的经验,能够帮助他解决绝大部分的问题。 But when facing Zhou Ze, 但面对周泽时, Before Wang Ke, all that self-confident direct were nothing left. 王轲以前所有的那种自信直接荡然无存了。 After all, 毕竟, In the school may not have a class spoke „ghost” specially the psychology research. 学校里可没有一门课专门讲“鬼”的心理学研究。 „Your this issue, was too unspecific.” Zhou Ze said. “你这个问题,太空泛了。”周泽说道。 „ That this, tomorrow's you, what to do prepare to plan, does what? “那这样吧,明天的你,准备打算怎么办,去做些什么？ For example the morning gets up, you plan to make anything, at noon when the plan makes anything, in the evening when the plan makes anything, this specifically was clear. ” 比如早上起来,你打算做什么,中午时打算做什么,晚上时打算做什么,这样就具体清晰起来了。” „In the morning ............” “早上…………” Zhou Ze hesitated a while, replied: 周泽沉吟了一会儿,回答道: „In the morning will sit in the bookstore position by the window, suns, drinks the coffee again.” “早上会坐在书店靠窗的位置,晒晒太阳,再喝喝咖啡。” „............” Wang Ke. “…………”王轲。 Suppresses the impulsion of cough, Wang Ke braces oneself to continue to ask: 抑制住咳嗽的冲动,王轲硬着头皮继续问道: „That noon? After eating meal , to continue to read the newspaper?” “那中午呢？吃了饭之后,继续看报纸？” Zhou Ze smiled, shakes the head, said: „Naturally did not read the newspaper, did not drink the coffee.” 周泽笑了,摇摇头,道:“当然不是看报纸了,也不喝咖啡了。” „Un, that is good.” “嗯,那就好。” Wang Ke let out a long breath, 王轲长舒一口气, Felt own this sends to be small, 觉得自己这个发小, Is saved. 还有得救啊。 „ Newspaper on a little page layout, noon to afternoon, trades this book to have a look, the book in bookstore are many, moreover did not sit the original position, in the morning Sun was comfortable, afternoon Sun was big, choosing a position of corner, the side to lie down, flipped the book. “报纸就那么一点版面,中午到下午,换本书看看吧,书店里的书不少,而且也不坐原来的位置了,上午太阳还算舒服,下午的太阳就大了,选一个角落的位置,侧躺着,翻翻书。 The interest came, had a look at some serious literatures or some ancient work. 兴趣来了,看看一些严肃文学或者一些古代的著作。 Felt tastelessly, looks for some present age novels to change the taste again, sometimes also thought that these novels were very interesting. 觉得乏味了,再找找一些当代小说换换口味,有时候也觉得这些小说挺有意思的。 Also did not drink the coffee, after all the coffee drank is not good to the heart, I was the doctor before, understood this truth. 也不喝咖啡了,毕竟咖啡喝太多对心脏也不好,我以前是当医生的,懂这个道理。 Trades to drink tea, but will not drink your type of bitter tea, my there has the good tea leaves that many high prices buy. ” 换喝茶吧,不过不会喝你这种苦茶,我那里有不少高价买来的好茶叶。” „............” Wang Ke. “…………”王轲。 „In the evening, having a look at the business to visit, has the words that the business visits to do, without the words of business arrives at the point to close the door, takes a bath, sleeps.” “晚上嘛,看看有没有生意上门,有生意上门的话就做,没生意的话就到点关门,洗个澡,睡觉。” Wang Ke looked at front ash-tray, 王轲看了看面前的烟灰缸, Why does not know, 不知道为什么, He suddenly had impulsive, 他心里忽然有了一个冲动, That holds up this ash-tray, this sends to oneself slightly pounds his badly beaten! 那就是举起这个烟灰缸,给自己这个发小砸他个头破血流！ „Such life, interesting?” “这样子的生活,有趣么？” Wang Ke is organizing own expression , to continue saying: 王轲组织着自己的言辞,继续道: „Or, such life, regarding the difficulty that you face now, helpful? Can improve your issue and solves your misery?” “或者,这样子的生活,对于你现在所面临的困扰,有帮助么？能改善你的问题和解决你的忧患么？” Zhou Ze shakes the head. 周泽摇摇头。 Obviously cannot. 显然不能。 In this world, without the world falls the pie the good deed. 这个世界上,没有天下掉馅儿饼的好事。 „Do you also plan to do that?” Wang Ke taught with skill and patience. “那你还打算这么做？”王轲循循善诱。 Said, 讲真, He thought that oneself is quite tired, really quite tired. 他觉得自己好累,真的好累。 „ But my misery with the worry, after is actually I, possibly cannot cross this type of salt fish the same as live again. “但我的忧患和担心,其实就是以后的我,可能就不能再过这种咸鱼一样的生活了。 I why, 我又为什么, In order to protect my life condition, actually do change this condition now on own initiative? ” 为了保护我的这种生活状态,现在却主动地自己改变这种状态？” Wang Ke put out a hand to scratch the forehead, 王轲伸手擦了擦额头, He by Zhou Ze these words circling corona. 他被周泽这番话给绕晕了。 Yes, 是的, Boss Zhou very likes this life, 周老板挺喜欢这种生活, A reading room, a maid, a newspaper, a wisp of sunlight, for one day and one night, passed like this, one month, one year, passes like this. 一家书屋,一个女仆,一份报纸,一缕阳光,一天一夜,就这样过去,一个月,一年,也这样过去。 He does not like destroying this tranquility, does not hate to destroy this atmosphere. 他不喜欢破坏这份平静,也不舍得去摧毁这种氛围。 The truth that after this is he dies, to sense, one type with ancestors entirely different outlook on life. 这是他死后感悟出的道理,一种和上辈子截然不同的人生观。 Two men's talks, entered the bottleneck. 两个男人的谈话,进入了瓶颈。 Is good because , the threshold to buddhism gate was opened. 好在,玄关门被打开了。 little loli and oneself mother came back. 小luoli和自己的母亲回来了。 Just passed through the gate, little loli stared at Zhou Ze one to look fiercely, the anger of eyes deep place, was very clear! 刚进门,小luoli就盯着周泽一阵猛看,眼眸深处的愤怒,无比清晰！ He courted disaster, 他又惹祸了, He stirred up trouble, 他又惹事儿了, little loli is very suffering, 小luoli很委屈, Why since follows him, oneself every day must the day feeling alarmed and anxious! 为什么自从跟着他之后,自己每天都得过担惊受怕的日子！ Follows he later, 跟着他之后, little loli thought suddenly own life becomes especially exciting! 小luoli忽然觉得自己的生活变得格外刺激！ Stimulates does not want! 刺激得不要不要的！ After the Wang Ke’s wife leads the child to come back, went upstairs, 王轲的妻子带着孩子回来后就自顾自地上楼了, Regarding this, 对此, Zhou Ze this guest not slightly that type by the feeling of cold reception, 周泽这个客人没有丝毫那种被冷遇的感觉, Just the opposite, 恰恰相反, If the Wang Ke wife keeps hold of him to remain to have the dinner warmly is the Zhou Ze most unacceptable matter. 如果王轲妻子热情地挽留他留下来吃晚饭才是周泽最不能接受的事情。 „Stamen, writes work.” “小蕊啊,去写作业吧。” Wang Ke hints own daughter first to leave. 王轲示意自己的女儿先离开。 king Rui nods very much obedient, went upstairs to go to the room at the back of the book bag. 王蕊很是听话地点点头,背着书包也上楼回房间了。 Zhou Ze also took advantage of opportunity to set out, says goodbye. 周泽也顺势起身,告辞了。 Wang Ke leaves behind him to chat a while again, he thought that oneself should this send small outlook on life to infuse some vigor to himself, but is very obvious, the meaning of this little whistle jig to a milestone. 王轲留下他想再聊一会儿,他觉得自己应该给自己这个发小的人生观多注入一些活力,但很显然,这有点对牛弹琴的意思。 Goes out of the Wang Ke home, Zhou Ze not anxiously departure, but sat on the bench in subdistrict garden. 走出王轲家,周泽没急着离开,而是在小区花园里的长椅上坐了下来。 Before long, the petite form arrives at Zhou Ze together behind. 不一会儿,一道娇小的身影走到周泽身后。 „Is angry very much?” “很生气？” Zhou Ze does not need then to look that knows was who comes. 周泽不用回头看就知道是谁来了。 „Air/Qi was numb.” “气麻木了。” little loli sat on Zhou Ze bench, 小luoli在周泽身边的长椅上坐了下来, „Your language is the math teacher teaches?” The little loli taunt said. “你的语文是数学老师教的吧？”小luoli嘲讽道。 When she before and Zhou Ze video, Zhou Ze tore into shreds the person soul unexpectedly directly! 她之前和周泽视频时,周泽居然把人灵魂给直接撕碎了！ Added that anything comprehended her meaning! 还说什么领会了她的意思！ „Hehe, remembers that before has been the language class representative.” “呵呵,记得以前当过语文课代表。” „That reading comprehension is really the perfect score.” little loli said panting in indignation, „you killed like this, this means that once after it happened, didn't have room to maneuver thoroughly?” “那阅读理解真是满分。”小luoli气呼呼地说道,“你就这样把人杀了,这意味着一旦事发后,就彻底没有转圜的余地了？” „Keeps her, had the leeway?” “留着她,就有余地了？” Zhou Ze shakes the head, very at will typical: 周泽摇摇头,很随意地道: „Person...... oh no, the ghost has killed, discussed this again, no significance.” “人……哦不,鬼已经杀了,再讨论这个,也没什么意义了。” „What to do under you plans?” “那你下面打算怎么办？” „What to do anything, has continued own day.” “什么怎么办,继续过自己的日子呗。” „Selected the powder keg, then pretends nothing happened?” “点了火药桶,然后装作什么都没发生？” Zhou Ze was silent. 周泽沉默了。 Crossed for ten minutes, 过了十分钟, Zhou Ze opens the mouth saying: „Has the method that what cultivates?” 周泽开口道:“有什么修炼的法门么？” „Do you want to study?” Some little loli accidents/surprises look at Zhou Ze, „do you want to grow stronger?” “你想学？”小luoli有些意外地看着周泽,“你想变强？” „Sometimes will find it silly, therefore wants to look for a matter to do.” “有时候会觉得无聊,所以想找点事情做做。” „ You, when this is retarded cultivates virtue in order to become an immortal the profound imaginary novel? “你当这是弱智的修仙玄幻小说么？ With in your bookstore on the bookshelf are putting these books is the same? 和你书店里书架上放着的那些书一样？ Our ghost messenger, for example I, from returning from the grave to start, all abilities are fixed, our talents, our magical powers, have finalized. 我们鬼差,比如我,自还阳开始,一切能力就都是固定的,我们的天赋,我们的神通,早就定型了。 Only if you go, when the temple god saves the incense and candle to consecrate, or uses other cruel methods, earnest cultivation, in the underworld possibly a little effect, but in the world of the living boundary, useless. ” 除非你去当庙神积攒香火供奉,或者用其他阴损的法子,正儿八经的修炼,在地狱可能有一点效果,但在阳间这个地界,没用。” „That also really makes one have a headache.” “那还真是让人头疼呢。” Some Zhou Ze downcasts, 周泽有些神伤, Put out a hand to rub own temples subconsciously. 下意识地伸手揉了揉自己的太阳穴。 However also stabilized at heart, last guilty was also erased. 不过心里也安定了下来,最后一丝的愧疚也被抹除了。 You look, 你看, It is not I do not want to progress, is not I wants to be a salt fish, 不是我不想上进,不是我想当一只咸鱼, The fact is to cultivate and does not practice, no difference. 事实是修炼和不修炼,没啥区别啊。 „............” little loli transferred the style suddenly. “不过…………”小luoli忽然转了画风。 Then, 然后, Boss Zhou stands up fiercely, 周老板猛地站起身, The half step gets to the subdistrict entrance to put out a hand to prepare to block the car(riage), 快步走到小区门口伸手准备拦车, Covered the ears to stamp the feet to shout loudly on the difference „doesn't listen to the tortoise to chant scripture”. 就差捂着耳朵跺跺脚高呼“不听不听王八念经”了。 One side this lets prepare a transition to fall the Zhou Ze appetite little loli to stare dumbfounded suddenly, 这让一旁准备来个转折掉一下周泽胃口的小luoli一时间瞠目结舌, Timely rain mother! 甘霖娘！ This goods said the method that anything cultivated to harm him on for fear that me unable to be the salt fish! 这货就生怕我说出什么修炼的法门害他不能当咸鱼么！