LNBH :: Volume #1

#1: Do not burn me!


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Skims to hold water in cupped hands to pat on own face, Zhou Ze raised the head slowly, looks in mirror, is slightly thin and pale, as a ER doctor, this thin and pale seems a standard configuration. 掬起一捧水拍在自己脸上,周泽慢慢地抬起头,看着镜子里的自己,略显憔悴,作为一名急诊科医生,这种憔悴仿佛是一种标配。 Dr. Zhou, has the new disease person immediately, probably falls from the building, doesn’t know whether it is or isn’t suicide!” Nurse Wang Ya stands in the male bathroom entrance shouts. 周医生,有新病人马上就到,好像是从楼上摔下来的,不知道是不是自杀!”护士王雅站在男卫生间门口喊道。 Knew, immediately comes.” Zhou Ze responded to one, then extracts the paper goods to scratch the water drop starts to walk out cleanly. “知道了,马上就来。”周泽回应了一声,然后抽出纸巾将水珠擦干净开始往外走。 The ambulance entered the hospital quickly, what on hospital gurney is lying down is an old man wearing a grey tangzhuang, the old man keeps coughing, often had the bloody foam and spleen organ fragment is coughed, whole body was the blood stain. 救护车很快就开入了医院,担架车上躺着的是一位身穿灰色唐装的老者,老者不停地在咳嗽,不时有血沫子以及脾脏器官碎片被咳出来了,全身上下都是血污。 Zhou Ze ran immediately pushes hospital gurney while observes the injured situation, simultaneously shouts to the front person: Preparation surgical instrument, quickly!” 周泽马上跑了过去一边推担架车一边观察伤者情况,同时对前头的人喊道:“准备手术器械,快!” The situation of injured is not very good. 伤者的情况很不好。 I ............ I ............ do not want dead.” “我…………我…………不想死。” The old men are opening eyes, looks own side is away from oneself recent Zhou Ze. 老者睁着眼,看着自己身边距离自己最近的周泽 Relax, you will not have the matter, we will help you, you cannot die.” “放心,你不会有事的,我们会帮助你,你死不了。” Most critically-ill patients, at this time will say that this words, can truly tranquil facing the person of death, after all is a few, but as doctor, when was not and injured analyzed certainly the condition to tell you you to have at this time several tenths assurance can live, the injured at this time needed, was the consolation of psychology. 大部分垂危的患者,在这个时候都会说这种话,能真正平静面对死亡的人,毕竟是少数,而作为医生,在这个时候当然不是和伤者分析病情告诉你你有几成把握能活下来的时候,伤者这个时候所需要的,是心理的慰藉。 Not ............ under ............ under ............ under too fearful ............ “不…………不…………下面…………下面…………下面真的太可怕了…………” The old men grasped firmly the Zhou Ze’s hand wrist suddenly, serious looks at Zhou Ze. 老者忽然攥住了周泽的手腕,一脸严肃地看着周泽 You stabilize the mood, puts with ease, your life will not have the issue.” Although the wrist/skill place is somewhat painful, but Zhou Ze does not have to attempt to work loose. “你稳定一下情绪,放轻松,你的生命不会有问题。”虽然手腕处有些生疼,但周泽还是没有去尝试挣脱掉。 I do not think that...... does not want to get down...... they...... they to discover again I...... I...... they discovered me......” “我不想……不想再下去了……他们……他们发现我了……我……他们发现了我……” Hiss......” Zhou Ze feels the stabbing pain of wrist/skill suddenly. “嘶……”周泽忽然感受到手腕的一阵刺痛。 Dr. Zhou, your hand!” Young nurse shouts immediately. 周医生,你的手!”身边的小护士马上喊道。 The nail of old man is very long, moreover does not know that because of what reason, his nail is black, is that similar amber insightful black, does not seem like has the dirt the appearance that gathers at inside ; 老者的指甲很长,而且不知道因为什么原因,他的指甲是黑色的,是那种类似琥珀般通透的黑色,不像是有污垢在里面聚集的样子; But at this time, the nail of old man has inserted in the flesh of Zhou Ze’s wrist. 而此时,老者的指甲已经嵌入了周泽手腕的肉里。 I do not get down...... not to get down...... not to get down...... haha...... cough cough to cough ............ “我不下去了……不下去了……不下去……哈哈……咳咳咳…………” The old men very draw out the body to cough suddenly fiercely, immediately afterward, the body trembles, the hand originally grabbing Zhou Ze dropped down, the whole person lost the sound. 老者忽然挺起身子剧烈地咳嗽起来,紧接着,身体一颤,原本抓着周泽的手脱落下去,整个人失去了动静。 Prepares to rescue!” Zhou Ze shouts. “准备抢救!”周泽喊道。 The old men were thrust the emergency room, has doctors and nurses to start to conduct the first-aid measures, simultaneously electric shock also prepared to finish. 老者被推入了急诊室,有医生护士开始对其进行抢救措施,同时电击器也准备完毕。 Dr. Zhou, I help you process the wound.” Wang Ya walked at this time. 周医生,我帮您处理一下伤口。”王雅这个时候走过来。 As the doctor, they in fact did not worry that this body wound, what they most are worried the old man has other diseases by some chance, very possibly causes the doctor to encounter dangerous circumstances, in the old man hand just had many blood after all, no one was clear that on him whether or not has what infectious disease. 作为医生,他们实际上并不担心这点皮肉伤,他们最担心的是万一老者有其他的疾病,很可能让医生进入职业暴露的危险境地,毕竟老者手上刚刚有很多血,谁都不清楚他身上是不是有什么传染病。 Some sickness, contaminated, possibly also destroyed for a lifetime. 一些病,一点沾染上了,可能一辈子也就毁了。 After the wound wraps up, in the emergency room walks another doctor, is shaking the head to Zhou Ze. 伤口包扎好之后,急诊室里走出来另一位医生,对着周泽摇摇头。 This means that the person comes incurably. 这意味着,人没救过来。 Everyone's mood somewhat loses, but to them, this matter, has seen, quick will adjust. 大家的情绪都有些失落,但对于他们来说,这种事情,也已经见惯了,很快就会调整过来。 Dr. Zhou, makes an inspection.” Wang Ya suggested. 周医生,做个检查吧。”王雅建议道。 „, I in the evening also a little matter.” Zhou Ze shakes the head, arrived at that side the changing room to change own clothes directly, then arrived at the hospital parking lot to drive to leave. “不了,我晚上还有点事情。”周泽摇摇头,直接走到了更衣室那边换了自己的衣服,然后走到医院停车场开车离开。 The vehicle just arrived under the Jianghai Avenue high structure, Zhou Ze’s cellphone on sound. 车子刚开到江海大道高架下面,周泽的手机就响了。 Hey, I am Zhou Ze.” “喂,我是周泽。” Dr. Zhou, the children are waiting for you.” 周医生,孩子们都在等着你呢。” Excuse me, Principal Wu, had a patient to delay, I pass now immediately, making the children wait for my a while again.” “不好意思,吴校长,有个病人耽搁了,我现在马上过去,让小朋友们再等我一会儿。” Good, good.” That side hung up the telephone quickly. “好,好。”那边很快挂断了电话。 Zhou Ze looked at a time, 8:00pm half, the children in orphanage are very usually early sleep. 周泽又看了眼时间,已经晚上八点半,孤儿院的小朋友们平时都很早就睡觉。 The red light changed the green light, Zhou Ze stepped on the accelerator, drives past. 红灯变了绿灯,周泽踩下了油门,开了过去。 Honk!!!!!!!!” “嘟!!!!!!!!” Also in the meantime, 也就在此时, a heavy truck ran a red light, Zhou Ze only leaned with enough time looks that dazzling headlights on full beam excessively to the glass, 一辆重卡闯红灯开了过来,周泽只来得及侧过头看向车窗外那刺目的远光灯, Immediately, 随即, Bang!” “砰!” Dizzy, 天旋地转, The sedan car just like the white paper that cannot withstand delicately is hit to fly directly in front of heavy truck, after tumbled several pounded to fall on the ground. 小轿车在重卡面前宛若一张娇弱不堪的白纸直接被撞飞出去,在空中翻滚了好几圈之后砸落在了地上。 ............ ………… Eh......” “额……” Zhou Ze regained consciousness, 周泽苏醒过来, He discovered that oneself body cannot move completely, probably was caught was the same. 他发现自己的身体完全不能动,好像是被卡住了一样。 Meanwhile, own eye cannot open, he knows that oneself had/left car crash, very serious car crash, stemming from the professional accomplishment, he thinks very much now on an inspection own injured situation, but he does not have the means to move. 同时,自己的眼睛也睁不开,他知道自己出了车祸,很严重的车祸,出于职业素养,他很想现在就检查一下自己的受伤情况,但他没办法动弹。 All around, often has other vehicles to go, but sound, various lǎ ma sounds. 四周,不时有其他车辆行驶而过的声音,还有各种喇嘛声 I also at the car crash scene, 我还在车祸现场么, I also in vehicle? 我还在车子里? Zhou Ze is thinking at heart. 周泽在心里想着。 Quick, 很快, police siren transmits, as well as the sound of a fire truck, 警车的警笛声传来,还有消防车的声音, Finally, making Zhou Ze feel that the kind ambulance whistle sound transmits. 最后,让周泽感到亲切的救护车笛声传来。 Was being moved the Zhou Ze sensation to own body, nearby temperature somewhat is slightly high, should cut the vehicle to rescue well oneself. 周泽感知到自己的身体正在被挪动,附近的温度稍微有些高,应该是在切割自己车子好把自己营救出来。 This rescue moves Zhou Ze to participate much, to the flow is clear. 这种营救活动周泽参加过不少,对一些流程还是清楚的。 What a pity, the cake behind him in the compartment, as well as orphanage children's June first International Children's Day got together, can only malinger. 可惜了,自己后车厢里的蛋糕,以及孤儿院孩子们的六一儿童节聚会,只能泡汤了。 Dr. Zhou!” 周医生!” a familiar voice called out. 熟悉的呼唤声 Should be Dr. Chen in institute. 应该是院里的陈医生 Zhou Ze heaved a long sigh of relief in the heart, at least, oneself guaranteed a life, this for the time being was also, the unexpected disaster. 周泽在心里长舒一口气,至少,自己保下了一条命,这姑且也算是一场,飞来横祸吧。 The voices of side also several nurses, because the nearby is too noisy, therefore Zhou Ze hears some unclear. 身边还有几名护士的声音,因为附近太嘈杂,所以周泽听得有些不清楚。 But then, Dr. Chen a few words, making the Zhou Ze’s heart fall into the valley fiercely! 但接下来,陈医生的一句话,让周泽的心猛地陷入到了谷底! Dr. Zhou lost life sign.” 周医生失去生命体征了。” No, 不, I have not died! 我没死! I have not died! 我还没死! I have not died!! 我没死啊!! Zhou Ze was crying out at heart desperately! 周泽在心里拼命地呐喊! He has not died, he also has the consciousness, he has not died! 他没死,他还有意识,他没死! Then, is making CPR the Zhou Ze sensation to some people to oneself, that serious extrusion, he felt, did not have the means to open the eye, did not have the means to speak. 接下来,周泽感知到有人在对自己做心肺复苏,那一次次沉重的挤压,他感受到了,却没办法张开眼,也没办法去说话。 He has not died, 他没死, He hopes that they discovered a bit faster he has not died! 他希望他们快点发现他没死! But after is busy, 但一通忙碌之后, Zhou Ze heard the sound of several familiar nurses sob, 周泽听到了几名认识的护士哭泣的声音, Dr. Chen fought with the fists on nearby vehicle door, seemed very sorrowful. 陈医生一拳打在了附近的车门上,显得很是悲痛。 Hey! 喂! Do not give up! 别放弃! Do not give up! 千万别放弃! I have not died! 我没死! I should be now the playing dead condition, 我现在应该是假死状态, Excessive loss of blood? 失血过多? Is injured seriously? 受伤严重? But I have not really died! 但我真的没死! I should have the breath, I should have the heartbeat! 我应该还有呼吸的,我应该还有心跳的! Zhou Ze is roaring in the heart crazily. 周泽在心底疯狂地咆哮着。 But then, was conducted the stretcher his sensation to oneself, should send in the ambulance. 但接下来,他感知到自己被抬到了担架上,应该是被送入了救护车里。 immediately afterward, is the sound of ambulance start. 紧接着,就是救护车开动的声音。 The nurses in compartment are still crying. 车厢里的护士们还在哭。 But this weeping sound in Zhou Ze’s ear is particularly grating, 但这种哭声在周泽耳中分外刺耳, He has not died, 他还没死, Cries anything! 哭什么! Why must cry! 为什么要哭! You have a look at me again, 你们再看看我, Has a look at me again, 再看看我, Inspects again, 再检查一下, I have not died! 我没死啊! The ambulance stopped, 救护车停了下来, immediately afterward, Zhou Ze heard the speaking voice of institute leader: 紧接着,周泽听到了院领导的说话声: Little Zhou just like this died?” 小周人就这么没了?” car crash is very serious, Dr. Zhou is injured excessively, the excessive loss of blood, has confirmed the death.” 车祸很严重,周医生受伤过度,失血过多,已经确认死亡。” Really? just like this died?” Another vice-president has not believed. “真的?人就这么没了?”另一位副院长还不相信。 Little Zhou walked.” This is Head of Administration’s voice, I just inspected.” 小周走了。”这是一位科室主任的声音,“我刚刚又检查了一遍。” I have not died! 我没死! Your this group of quacks! 你们这帮庸医 I have not died! 我没死! Your this group of scoundrels! 你们这帮混蛋 scoundrel! 混蛋 Zhou Ze is keeping railing at heart, at this moment, in the group of people of his side no longer is his colleague, no longer is his friend, is not his leader and elder, 周泽在心里不停地谩骂着,此时此刻,在他身边的这帮人不再是他的同事,也不再是他的朋友,更不是他的领导和长辈, They recognized unexpectedly oneself had died, 他们居然认定自己已经死了, But can the deceased person also hear the sound also to have the sensation? 但死人还能听到声音还有感知么? I have not died! 我没死! Your this group of scoundrels, 你们这帮混蛋, bastard, 畜生, I have not died! 我没死! Saves me! 救我! Saves me! 救我! hospital gurney starts to promote, all around is quiet . Moreover the temperature gradually is also reducing. 担架车开始推动,四周静悄悄的,而且温度也在逐渐降低。 Little Ya, you left were too sad, the chief said in the tomorrow's institute gives Dr. Zhou to hold the memorial service.” 小雅,你别太伤心了,院长说了明天院里给周医生开追悼会。” Big Sister Suqin, my merely some cannot believe, a person, did not have. A Dr. Zhou good person, how did not have like this.” 素琴姐,我只是有些不敢相信,一个人,就这么没了。周医生多好的一个人啊,怎么就这样没了。” Day has the unforeseen circumstances, the person has the imminent fortune and misfortune, seeing through a point is good.” “天有不测风云,人有旦夕祸福,看开一点就好。” After two nurses said these, left. 两个护士说完这些后,就离开了。 All around, 四周, Empty, 空荡荡的, That dense cool feeling, 那种森然的凉意, That clear. 是那么的清晰。 Zhou Ze keeps struggling, keeps wanting to revolt, he wants to wake up, he longs for making oneself sound urgently. 周泽不停地去挣扎,不停地想要去反抗,他想要醒来,他迫切地渴望发出自己的声音。 But his present feeling, looking like the ghost presses to be the same, whatever he tries hard unceasingly, but own body, actually basic can’t control one’s own body. 但他现在的感觉,就像是鬼压床一样,任凭他不断地努力,但自己的身体,却根本不受自己控制了 Finally, 最终, He somewhat gave up desperately, 他有些绝望地放弃了, He was tired, 他累了, Also was exhausted, 也疲惫了, Where he knows own present, 他知道自己现在在哪里, In hospital, 在医院的, Morgue. 太平间。 .................. ……………… When Zhou Ze again waking up, has a light cool feeling the sensation to own face on, the pricking is also very clear. 周泽再度“醒来”时,是感知到自己脸上有一种淡淡的凉意,刺痛感也很清晰。 Makeup?” Some people asked in side. “妆化好了没有?”有人在旁边问。 No rush, when next, his whole person was hit this appearance, where putting on make-up is so quick.” “别急啊,等下,他整个人都被撞成这个样子了,化妆哪里有这么快。” Others hospital was urging, immediately must send to that side funeral service him.” “人家医院都在催了,马上要把他送去哀悼会那边。” Or you come.” “要不你来嘛。” Encoffins the makeup master to seem like some vitality/angry, when puts on make-up made an effort, the customer that naturally, they face was the deceased person, the deceased person naturally cannot say the pain, did not need to be worried to receive the suit, only needing made the living person look that caught on is OK. 殓妆师似乎有些生气,化妆时更用力了,当然,她们面对的客户是死人,死人自然不会说痛的,也不用担心收到投诉,只需要让活人看见成效就可以了。 Zhou Ze does not have the strength to struggle, 周泽已经没力气挣扎了, He is treating like this peacefully, 他就这样安静地待着, Is withstanding the putting on make-up pen on own face the pricking that non-stop holding back, 承受着化妆笔在自己脸上不停按压下来的刺痛感, Finally, 终于, Makeup finished. 妆化结束了。 Ok, asking them to come, our work ended.” “行了,叫他们进来吧,我们活儿结束了。” Zhou Ze felt one traded clothes, immediately, he pushed out, the nurse in hospital lifts in him the space that delivered to narrowed soft. 周泽感觉自己正在被换衣服,随即,他被推了出去,医院的护工将他抬送到了柔软逼仄的空间里。 This, 这, Should ices the coffin. 应该是冰棺。 Then, all around all noisy was isolated instantaneously, 然后,四周的一切嘈杂都在瞬间被隔离, Should be on the cover quilt. 应该是盖子被盖上了。 Vibration, 抖动, Sways, 摇晃, Jolting...... 颠簸…… Has not known how long, Zhou Ze heard the sound finally, iced the coffin cover to be opened. 不知道过了多久,周泽终于又听到了声音,冰棺盖子应该被打开了。 Hears, 入耳的, Is the funeral music. 是哀乐。 The chief takes the microphone to speak, he is praising himself, is regretting itself, 院长拿着话筒在做讲话,他在夸自己,在惋惜自己, Then is vice-president as well as director wait/etc. person. 然后是副院长以及主任等等人。 Surroundings, 周围, Often has the sound that the footsteps pass through, 不时有脚步走过的声音, Some person of merely calmly walk, looks own last eyes, 有人只是静静地走过去,看自己最后一眼, Some people also try to shout oneself several, bring the weeping voice, 有人还试图喊自己几声,带着哭腔, This is paying respects to the remains. 这是在瞻仰遗容。 Looks at reverently, 瞻仰, My deceased remains! 我的遗容! I have not died, 我没死, I have not really died, 我真的没死, I have not died! 我还没死! Has not died! 没死啊! Zhou Ze is wailing in the heart, 周泽在心底哀嚎着, He starts to attempt diligently, 他又开始尝试去努力, But does not have the means as before, 但依旧没办法, He can only be able to hear , can feel, 他只能听得到,也能感受得到, Does not have the means to speak, 却没办法说话, Does not have the means to open eyes, 也没办法睁开眼, Everyone recognized that he died, 大家都认定他死了, But he is clear, 但他自己清楚, He has not died! 他还没死! The children in orphanage also came, in his side sob. 孤儿院的小朋友们也来了,在他身边哭泣。 They cry very sincerely, child who because Zhou Ze also walk from the orphanage, therefore, after the work, his wage majority contributed to the orphanage, this time had/left car crash, was because scurried to drive to return to the orphanage late to accompany the children to celebrate June first International Children's Day. 他们哭得很真诚,因为周泽自己也是从孤儿院里走出来的孩子,也因此,工作之后,他的薪水大部分都捐献给了孤儿院,这次车祸,也是因为晚上赶着开车回孤儿院陪孩子们过六一儿童节。 Little Zhou, you go safely, your this time, has an accident on official business, you do not have the family member, but your indemnity hospital to the orphanage, you will feel relieved.” The vice-president stands side Zhou Ze said. 小周啊,你安心地去吧,你这次,算是因公出事,你没有家人,但你的赔偿金医院会给孤儿院的,你放心吧。”副院长站在周泽身边说道。 Afterward, 随后, Was isolated again the Zhou Ze sensation to oneself, iced the coffin cover to be closed again. 周泽感知到自己再次被隔绝起来,冰棺盖子应该再度被闭合了。 Then is one jolts, 然后又是一阵颠簸, Finally, stopped. 最后,停了下来。 Ices the coffin to cover is opened again, 冰棺盖再度被打开, All around, is somewhat peaceful, occasionally hears the sounds of people, obviously is not noisy. 四周,有些安静,偶尔听到人声,却不显吵闹。 Two people, grab oneself shoulder one to grab oneself both legs to lift, then placed on another ice-cold rack, probably steel plate. 有两个人,一个抓着自己的肩膀一个抓着自己的双腿将自己举起来,然后放在了另一个冰冷的架子上,好像是钢板。 These two people are very skilled, very skilled. 这两个人很熟练,非常非常的熟练。 Surroundings, has weeping sound vaguely indistinctly. 周围,隐约有依稀的哭声。 Which place Zhou Ze was unable to distinguish to go to from the beginning, 周泽一开始还没能分辨出自己又来到了哪个地方, But at this point, 但在此时, He understood suddenly, 他忽然明白了, Bastards! 王八蛋! They delivered to themselves the crematory! 他们把自己送到了火葬场! They must burn itself! 他们要烧了自己! I have not died, bastards! 我没死啊,王八蛋们! fuck your ancestors! 你们祖宗! I have not died! 我没死! Has not died! 还没死啊! Do not cremate me, 不要火化我, Do not cremate me! 不要火化我! I have not really died!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 我真的还没死啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Your this group of bastards, 你们这帮畜生, bastard! 杂种! Son-of-bitches!!!!! 狗娘养的!!!!! this time, is one time that Zhou Ze most goes crazy, is craziest one time, 这次,是周泽最发疯的一次,也是最疯狂的一次, He knows, 他知道, Once oneself were cremated, 一旦自己被火化了, That one leeway did not have! 那就一点余地都没有了! He will directly face the death! 他将直接面对死亡! Ends thoroughly! 彻彻底底地终结! He is unwilling, he is really unwilling, oneself are also less than 30 -year-old, oneself have not gotten married, oneself did not have the child, oneself have the life, oneself have a good long section of road to walk! 他不甘心,他真的不甘心,自己还不到三十岁,自己还没成家,自己还没有孩子,自己还有人生,自己还有好长的一段路可以走! Mom, I just saw this uncle’s hand moved.” A little girl voice resounds in side timidly. “妈妈,我刚看见这个叔叔的手动了一下。”一个小女孩怯生生地声音在旁边响起。 !” A small cheeks fan in the past. !”一个小嘴巴子扇过去。 Do not talk nonsense, when I go back to tidy up you.” Girl's mother reprimanded. “别瞎说,等我回去收拾你。”女孩儿的母亲斥责道。 Zhou Ze despaired, 周泽绝望了, Regardless of how because he struggles, 因为无论他如何挣扎, How to roar in the heart, 如何在心底咆哮, Outside person is unable the sensation. 外面的人都无法感知到。 He was placed the transmission to take, 他被放在了传送带上, The machine starts to start, 机器开始启动, He was being proceeded to push, 他正在被往前推送, He knows that oneself will soon face anything, 他知道自己即将面对什么, Also therefore, he incomparably frightened! 也因此,他无比地恐惧! No, 不, No, 不, No! 不! I have not died, I have not really died! 我没死,我真的没死! Do not burn me! 不要烧了我! Do not burn me! 不要烧了我! No one can hear one’s own shout, 没人听得到自己的呼唤, They are only responsible for sadly, 他们只负责伤心, Is only responsible for sadly, 只负责难过, Is only responsible for walking this flow, 只负责将这个流程走完, Then goes home to have the dinner, tomorrow has continued. 然后回家吃晚餐,明天继续过。 Finally, 终于, As if was pushed one Zhou Ze sensation to oneself fully is the deisel oil taste narrow place, 周泽感知到自己似乎被推送进了一个满是油渣味的狭窄地方, immediately afterward, 紧接着, Had sticky liquid to spray on his body, 黏着的液体喷洒在了他的身上, He knows that this is anything, 他知道这是什么东西, Is the gasoline, 是汽油, immediately afterward, 紧接着, ......” “滋滋……” Hot! 烫! Very hot! 非常烫! Sore, 疼, severe burning pain! 剧烈的灼烧疼痛 Fire, 火, Fire, 火, Fire, 大火, Everywhere is the fire ............ 到处都是火…………
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