Thelma recovers from the initial astonishment and doubts. 塞尔玛从最初的惊愕和疑惑回过神来。 „Can you lead me to walk? Leads me to return to the stars?” “你要带我走？带我回星辰？” Drags in the wind with dining room lights in all directions slightly, words that seems echoing the young girl. 用餐室四处的灯火在风微微摇曳,仿佛在呼应少女的话语。 She raised the head, the sound trembles lightly: „Is this your real soul talk?” 她抬起头,声音轻颤:“这是你的真心话吗？” Faces the bright eyes of young girl, Taiersi is at a loss for words on the contrary. 面对着少女的碧色眼睛,泰尔斯反倒一阵语塞。 The relaxedness of light awkward and extrication, crawls simultaneously his heart. 淡淡的尴尬和解脱的轻松,同时爬他的心头。 I. 我。 I just said...... 我刚刚说了…… Taiersi has a headache to crack, but the words have exported, he can only think deeply about the thought that this is emitting suddenly unceasingly, as well as implements its possibility. 泰尔斯头疼欲裂,但话已出口,他只能不断地思索着这个突然冒出的念头,以及实施它的可能性。 The prince is rubbing hands freely, is observing the expression of female Grand Duke: 王子不住地搓着手,观察着女大公的表情: „I meant, I feel...... you now......” “我是说,我觉得……你现在……” But Taiersi shut the mouth immediately: The look that female Grand Duke at this moment, correct use Taiersi is unable to understand, gives her pince-nez by the prince, calmly is staring at him. 但泰尔斯随即闭了嘴巴:此时此刻的女大公,正用一种泰尔斯无法理解的眼神,透过王子送给她的夹鼻眼镜,静静地盯着他。 At that moment, Taiersi felt own some did not know the present young girl. 那一刻,泰尔斯感觉自己有些不认识眼前的少女了。 „But, why do I want to follow you?” Thelma opens the mouth gently, her sound seems like from dozens meters opens to leak, is dim and indistinct. “但是,为什么我要跟你走呢？”塞尔玛轻轻开口,她的声音像是从数十米开外传过来的,朦胧而缥缈。 „What status should I by, what reason, follow you?” “我又该以什么身份,什么理由,跟你走呢？” Thelma has turned head gently, the sound is steady, the sentence off and on, seems losing the weight without with: „,...... Takes your fiancee like that agreement that past Noon did say?” 塞尔玛轻轻地扭过头,声音平稳,语句断续,仿佛负着无与伦的重量:“难道,像当年努恩陛下所说的那个约定一样……作为你的未婚妻？” At that moment, the eyes of young girl as if have some fearful strength, compelling Taiersi to transfer to another place the vision, as if the expression of opposite party is the world most fearful toxicant. 那一刻,少女的眼睛仿佛有某种可怕的力量,逼着泰尔斯把目光转往他处,仿佛对方的表情是世最可怕的毒药。 The second prince never so embarrassed. 第二王子从来没有如此窘迫过。 Perhaps only then first time situation of seeing right in front of one Kessel king, may endure with this time compares favorably. 或许只有第一次面见凯瑟尔王的场合,可堪与此时媲美。 Then realized in him specially, oneself possibly said after anything easily by the words that the person misunderstands. 特别在他这才意识到,自己可能说了什么容易遭人误会的话之后。 Taiersi breathed fiercely two tones, quickly shakes the head: „Yeah, is not right, Thelma, my just meaning did not want you to elope with me......” 泰尔斯猛喘了两口气,急急忙忙地摇头:“哎,不对,塞尔玛,我刚刚的意思并不是要你跟我私奔……” That instance, some as if people solidified indoor air. 那个瞬间,仿佛有人凝固住了室内的空气。 The female Grand Duke lowers the head. 女大公低下了头。 „Is that for what?” Thelma opens the mouth slowly, the sound transfers coldly. “那是为了什么？”塞尔玛缓缓开口,声音转冷。 Even more awkward Taiersi puts out the one breath painfully, spent for several seconds, reorganizes own mood. 越发尴尬的泰尔斯痛苦地吐出一口气,花了好几秒钟,重新整理好自己的情绪。 „Free union, the wedding, to seal/confer official, the black sand lead(er), Qi Yuancheng,” he squeezes out these words stiffly, the sentence is not quite coherent, „all these, these start.” “自由同盟,婚事,封臣,黑沙领,祈远城,”他生硬地挤出这几个词,语句不太连贯,“所有的这些,这些都只是开始。” „In the future, you will even face a more dreadful matter, such as has to make the brutal choice, such as the enemy fermented several years of conspiracy......” “在日后,你甚至会面临更多更可怕的事情,如不得不做出残酷的选择,如敌人酝酿了好几年的阴谋……” The position of Grand Duke you will perhaps lose finally, following tragic destiny. 如,你也许终将失去的大公之位,还有随之而来的悲惨命运。 „You will see a more dreadful matter, but you actually stand in the weak position, the chip of hand are miserable, including person......” “你将看到更多更可怕的事情,而你却站在最弱势的位置,手的筹码少得可怜,连身边的人……” Thinks the appearance that Nepali Kou Lai covers up, and Lees Class earnest solemn and respectful manner, Taiersi stops talking subconsciously does not say. 想到尼寇莱遮遮掩掩的样子,以及里斯班认真肃穆的举止,泰尔斯下意识地住口不言。 „I am unable to protect you, Thelma, others are not good,” Taiersi gasps for breath, more said that more feels heavy: “我无法一直保护你,塞尔玛,其他人也不行,”泰尔斯喘了一口气,越说越觉得心情沉重: „For your safety, for far away from these dangers......” “为了你的安危,为了远离这些危险……” The female Grand Duke raised the head gently, broke the prince. 女大公轻轻地抬起头,打断了王子。 „So that's how it is.” “原来如此。” Thelma's expression changed. 塞尔玛的表情变了。 „Leads me to leave, for my security,” Thelma looks at elsewhere, the faint smile snort/hum: „I understood, this is the reason.” “带我离开,是为了我的安全,”塞尔玛看着别处,似笑非笑地哼了一声:“我明白了,这是理由。” „I understood.” “我明白了。” „Was impossible to have other reason, yes you have no way saying that word.” “也不可能有别的理由了,是么你是没法说出那个词。” That word? 那个词？ Taiersi looks at her appearance, a taste of difficult word inundates in the hearts. 泰尔斯看着她的这副样子,一种难言的滋味漫心间。 No. 不。 No, Thelma, you...... 不,塞尔玛,你…… „As before,” young girl sighed one lightly, the look brings melancholy slightly: „You are worried about me, cherishes me, feeling sorry for me is only because I am very small and weak, needs to protect, like some puppy.” “像过去一样,”少女轻叹一声,眼神带着微微的忧郁:“你担心我,爱护我,可怜我只是因为我很弱小,需要保护,像某只小狗一样。” „Therefore you must lead me to walk.” “所以你要带我走。” „As before, is this reason only reason.” “像过去一样,是这个理由唯一的理由。” Taiersi deeply inspires: „Thelma......” 泰尔斯深吸一口气:“塞尔玛……” But Thelma as if immerses in oneself world, has not paid attention to him. 但塞尔玛似乎沉浸在自己的世界里,没有理会他。 „Also yes, that is I, that small and weak no use, closes eyes to treat, forever can only wait for me who others put out a hand.” “也是啊,那是我,那个弱小无助,闭目待死,永远只能等待他人伸手的我。” Taiersi stares slightly. 泰尔斯微微一愣。 The look of young girl frames in spatially, the sound shivers slightly: 少女的眼神定格在空,声音微微颤抖: „You still remember, six years ago, when I was seized by the disaster of that monster blood...... in that is a person, or is the part of person: The eyeball, the lip, the ear, the internal organs, the hands and feet, soaked the blood, all in your shivers at present...... dark, creamy, bloody.” “你还记得吗,六年前,当我被那个怪物血之灾祸抓走的时候……那里面全是人,或者全是人的部分:眼球,嘴唇,耳朵,内脏,手脚,浸透了鲜血,全都在你的眼前颤动……黑暗,滑腻,血腥。” Taiersi memory was brought pet within the body that returns to snake Kille Giza, remembers these to break the body stump residual limb, feels an illness. 泰尔斯的记忆被带回到多头蛇基利卡吉萨的宠物体内,想起那些断体残肢,觉得一阵不适。 He lowers the head, without the speech, is also speechless. 他低下头,没有说话,也无话可说。 „I remember that I stop shiver freely, cannot bear sob,” Thelma pinched tightly the tablecloth in hand, looks at the table pale food, „, because I can only cry, I only then cry, I will only cry, I can do, is crying waiting for death.” “我记得我止不住地颤抖,忍不住地哭泣,”塞尔玛捏紧了手里的桌布,脸色苍白地看着桌的食物,“因为我只能哭,我只有哭,我只会哭,我所能做的,是哭着等死。” „At that time, can you imagine my feeling?” “那个时候,你能想象我的感受吗？” In the lights with dining room drag slightly, two people shadows also shiver. 用餐室里的灯火微微摇曳,两人的影子也随之颤抖。 Taiersi only thought that the argument is heavy. 泰尔斯只觉得口舌沉重。 „Sorry, that is......” he opens the mouth difficultly. “对不起,那是……”他艰难地开口。 That is my mistake. 那是我的错。 The prince's small sound said in heart. 王子在心底里小声道。 Is I, harms you...... 是我,害得你…… Thelma raised the head suddenly, closely is staring at Taiersi gently, the look many. 塞尔玛突然抬起头来,紧紧盯着泰尔斯,眼神柔和了不少。 „Until you, Taiersi, you grabs that the strange short-sword, the whole body blood stain, over the face appears in me exhaustedly at present,” female Grand Duke is calm, is difficult to cover fluctuating of voice: „Like you at the same evening, is going against Noon the dignity, carries off me from his side without hesitation is the same.” “直到你,泰尔斯,你抓着那把怪的短剑,浑身血污,满面疲惫地出现在我眼前,”女大公语气平静,却难掩声线的起伏:“像你在同一个晚,顶着努恩陛下的威严,从他的身边毫不犹豫地把我拉走一样。” Taiersi slightly. 泰尔斯微微一顿。 „Most desperate time, was you saves me.” Her light said/tunnel. “最绝望的时候,是你来拯救我了。”她淡淡地道。 „You are in that nightmare the only bright color, Taiersi.” “你是那个噩梦里唯一的亮色,泰尔斯。” „You can imagine, that feeling?” “你又能想象,那种感觉吗？” Taiersi looks at performance unusual Thelma, is quite uncomfortable at heart. 泰尔斯怔怔地看着表现不寻常的塞尔玛,心里颇不是滋味。 „Like the present, once again,” female Grand Duke sighs slightly, side the expression looks to begin complex the knife and fork: „Do you want to save me?” “像现在一样,又一次,”女大公微微叹息,表情复杂地看着手旁的刀叉:“你又要来拯救我了么？” „Saves the girl who that until now receives you to take care and bless, saves that shrink, timid little smart-aleck, shivers?” “拯救那个一直以来受你照顾和庇佑的女孩,拯救那个畏缩的、胆怯的、颤抖的小滑头？” „Because this is I in the only image of your heart, yes?” “因为这是我在你心的唯一形象,是么？” „Therefore, I have no way to be faced up to by you forever, was watched by you equally.” “所以,我永远没法被你正视,被你平等地看在眼里。” Taiersi deeply frowns, only thinks that the young girl even more is at present grave to his strangeness. 泰尔斯深深地皱起眉头,只觉眼前少女给他的陌生感越发深重。 She...... 她…… „Thelma,” Taiersi voice brought one point of anxiety and anxiety unknowingly: „What had, why can you...... ask?” “塞尔玛,”泰尔斯的声音不知不觉带了一分疑虑和不安:“发生什么了,你为什么会……会这么问？” Thelma sneers. 塞尔玛冷笑一声。 „You know, one month, Chagall attempt makes me believe that too nearly depends with you are not the good deed.” “你知道,一个多月来,夏尔都试图让我相信,跟你靠得太近不是好事。” The female Grand Duke makes an effort to shake the head, as if must throw off from the brain any dirty thing: „But I told him: Six years ago that nightmarish evening starts, I know, even if Chagall, even if Nepali Lord Kou Lai, even if Justin, even if the entire dragon Xiao city betrayed me.” 女大公用力摇了摇头,仿佛要把什么脏东西从脑里甩掉似的:“但我跟他说:从六年前那噩梦般的晚开始,我知道,哪怕夏尔,哪怕尼寇莱勋爵,哪怕贾斯汀,哪怕整个龙霄城都背叛了我。” „You, Taiersi bright star will also stand before my body without hesitation protects me like six years front to the disaster.” “你,泰尔斯・璨星也会毫不犹豫地站在我身前保护我像六年前面对灾祸一样。” Taiersi trembles fiercely. 泰尔斯猛地一颤。 „If such you, I cannot believe,” Thelma dangling head, the corners of the mouth pull a bitter and astringent curve: „Whom can I also believe?” “如果这样的你,我都不能相信,”塞尔玛垂下头,嘴角挽出一个苦涩的弧度:“我还能相信谁呢？” The young girls have transferred the line of sight, tries to block clear in eye socket with the reflection of eyeglasses, but Taiersi held that instance. 少女转过视线,试图用眼镜的反光挡住眼眶里的晶莹,但泰尔斯还是抓住了那个瞬间。 „I know that you have many secrets, Taiersi,” Thelma's tone brings to be weary and disappointed, the sound is hoarse: „Must seek for war about the end rigid with the record of big dragon, goes out the request that plays chess every month one time, or was the disaster of past blood also has that blue clothes disaster, as well as why they must seek your reason......” “我知道你有很多秘密,泰尔斯,”塞尔玛的语气带着疲倦和失望,声音沙哑:“无论是执着要寻找关于终结之战和巨龙的记载,还是每月一次出门下棋的请求,抑或是当年的血之灾祸还有那个蓝衣灾祸,以及他们为什么要找你的原因……” At that moment, Taiersi has not spoken. 那一刻,泰尔斯没有说话。 But he looks to the eyes of young girl, actually cannot bear shiver slightly. 但他看向少女的眼睛,却忍不住微微颤动起来。 Originally...... 原来…… „But my they had not told Chagall,” female Grand Duke deeply inspires, said: „I know that you treasure certainly these secrets, I also know them, since is your secret, that will not be absolutely harmful to me.” “但我一个都没有跟夏尔他们说,”女大公深吸一口气,说:“我知道你一定非常珍惜这些秘密,我也知道它们既然是你的秘密,那绝对不会对我有害。” „Yes, Taiersi, I believes you,” Thelma is lowering the head, hoarse said/tunnel: „Believes you with my life.” “是啊,泰尔斯,我相信你,”塞尔玛垂着头,嘶哑地道:“用我的生命相信你。” Silent. 沉默。 The taste of complex difficult word inundates Taiersi heart, making his mouth bitter and astringent. 复杂难言的滋味漫泰尔斯的心头,让他口苦涩。 Yes, Thelma is not a little girl of no characteristics. 是啊,塞尔玛不是一个毫无特点的小女孩。 Just the opposite, she is very sensitive, is very sharp, is only most of the time, she hides oneself after the lens. 恰恰相反,她很敏感,很锐利,只是大多数时候,她都把自己掩藏在镜片之后。 No one knows, no one cares probably. 无人知晓,大概也无人在意。 Including me. 包括我。 „But, Taiersi bright star, am I to you, actually what?” “可是啊,泰尔斯・璨星,我对于你而言,究竟算是什么呢？” Thelma lifted the head difficultly. 塞尔玛艰难地抬起了头。 Again, the young girl clenches teeth to open the mouth: „Is your burdens? Is responsibility that you fling don't takeoff/escape? Is you stresses the chip in hand? Is worth coming to save me like this times? Were you compelled the fiancee who is accepting?” 再一次,少女咬牙开口:“是你的负累？是你甩不脱的责任？是你抓在手里的筹码？才值得你这样来一次次拯救我？还是你被逼着应承的未婚妻？” Taiersi pledged, he has not seen this facial expression in Thelma's face. 泰尔斯发誓,他从来没有在塞尔玛的脸看到这种神情。 That was combined disconsolate and hesitant, pain and resenting, angrily and suffering the complex mood, entirely eye socket of polymerization clear flood after female Grand Duke lens. 那是混杂了惆怅、犹豫、痛苦、愤恨、恼怒和委屈不等的复杂情绪,统统聚合在女大公镜片后晶莹满溢的眼眶。 As if that little smart-aleck who he knew over the past six years, is only a false outer covering, as if present Thelma, is the appearance/portrait that Taiersi has not always excavated. 仿佛他过去六年所认识的那个小滑头,只是一个虚假的外壳,仿佛眼前的这个塞尔玛,才是泰尔斯一直以来未曾发掘出的真容。 „No, is not.” “不,都不是。” She suppresses to be compelled the tears of eyelid quickly, is sobbing the say/way: 她强忍着快被逼出眼睑的泪水,哽咽着道: „Now, I understood.” “现在啊,我懂了。” The second prince what words could not have said that he looks at present, looks that this he did not know, little smart-aleck who or he has not cared about. 第二王子已经什么话都说不出来了,他只是怔怔地看着眼前,看着这个他所不认识,或者说他所未在意的小滑头。 Thelma is swaying from side to side the stiff neck, compels to gaze at Taiersi desperately. 塞尔玛扭动着僵硬的脖子,死命逼着自己注视泰尔斯。 The sobbing sound that she cannot cover, led to satirize unknowingly: 她掩盖不住的哽咽声,不知不觉带了一丝讽刺: „You, Prince Taiersi is different from most noble people, you have the unique and warm heart, has own principle, you are unable to endure person to suffer hardships to suffer a natural disaster, but aloof......” “你,泰尔斯王子跟大部分的高贵之人都不一样,你有颗独特而温暖的心,有自己的原则,你无法忍受身边的人受苦遭灾而自己无动于衷……” „Therefore you always extend the aid to the weak one, yes?” “所以你总是对弱者伸出援手,是么？” „Such as I.” “如我。” Taiersi looks at her sadly, only thought that the chest cavity is sad. 泰尔斯难过地看着她,只觉得胸腔沉闷。 Thelma's clear eyes pupil deep place, glittering is disappointed and pain, releases the indescribable ray after the lens. 塞尔玛晶莹的眼眸深处,闪烁着失望与痛苦,在镜片后释放出难以言喻的光芒。 „You are unable to continue watching me to be compelled the decision wedding, you are unable to continue watching me to fall into the dangerous situation, you are unable to continue watching me to face Grand Duke alone, therefore you saved me to look like you to return to the hero soul palace without hesitation in the past without hesitation, was the same facing the Grand Dukes.” “你看不下去我被逼着决定婚事,你看不下去我身陷险境,你看不下去我独自面对诸位大公,所以你毫不犹豫地来拯救我像你当年毫不犹豫地回到英灵宫,面对大公们一样。” „Naturally, you also feel sorry, felt oneself should to deliver the position of Grand Duke to be responsible for me, right?” “当然,你还觉得愧疚,觉得自己该为把我送大公的位置而负责,对么？” „Therefore, you feel sorry for me, sympathizes with me , helping me, shields me,” Thelma sounds like by oneself sobbing sound sneers strongly, but she is not very obviously successful, „, but I to you, at best am also only you pity, have rescued the innumerable weak ones, its, regardless of I do think, are less.” “所以,你可怜我,同情我,帮助我,袒护我,”塞尔玛竭力让自己的呜咽声听起来像是冷笑,但她显然很不成功,“但我对你而言,充其量也只是你所怜悯过、救助过的无数弱者,其一员而已无论我想不想,都没有更多了。” The next second, the young girl pinched tightly the double fist, the both arms shiver slightly, seems bearing what very big pain to be the same. 下一秒,少女捏紧了双拳,双臂微微颤动,似乎正在忍受着什么很大的痛苦一样。 Replied the discomforting quietness with the dining room. 用餐室里回复了让人不安的静谧。 Only other two breath: A side shivers and is not steady, a side is long and depressed. 只余下两个呼吸:一方颤抖而不稳,一方悠长而沉闷。 Thelma bit the tooth tightly, the eye after pince-nez is soaking the tears, the chin trembled. 塞尔玛紧咬着牙齿,夹鼻眼镜后的眼睛浸透了泪水,下巴微颤。 Finally, a drop clear falls from her left eye corner/horn. 终于,一滴晶莹从她的左眼角滑落。 Taiersi shut the eye, he is sighing lowering the head. 泰尔斯闭了眼睛,他叹息着低下头。 Thelma closed tightly the tooth, she puts out a hand, shivers actually erases the tears of left face firmly, but actually cannot stop the tears to fall from the right eye: „Therefore, you will never place in you me a world, will never treat as me, treats as your, your......” 塞尔玛咬紧了牙齿,她伸出手,颤抖却坚定地抹掉左脸的泪水,但却止不住泪水从右眼滑落:“所以,你永远也不会把我跟你放在一个世界里,永远不会把我当作,当作你的,你的……” She could not be justified. 她说不下去了。 Thelma another side of the deviation, does not make Taiersi see her tears. 塞尔玛把头偏向另一侧,不让泰尔斯看见她的泪水。 „This is ‚leads me to walk’ the complete significance takes away the weak one who urgently awaits to save, you do not rescue any puppy of street to come many, because this is I in the position of your eye.” “这是‘带我走’的全部意义带走一个亟待拯救的弱者,不你救助街边的任何一只小狗来得更多,因为这是我在你眼的位置。” „Thelma......” Taiersi said with a sigh, he exhausted the full power, compelling to open the mouth, simultaneously deliberately avoided the topic that he most does not want to discuss: „Perhaps you should not want to result in so many, partner who we until now fight side-by-side......” “塞尔玛……”泰尔斯叹息道,他用尽全力,逼着自己开口,同时刻意地避开那个他最不想谈及的话题:“也许你不该想得这么多,我们是一直以来并肩作战的伙伴……” „Partner?” “伙伴？” „No.” “不。” „You have said that Anna Barke looks like a radiant diamond, under Sun splendid, making you never forget,” Thelma brings the tears to smile one coldly, the expression renounces mournfully: „Under, dragon Xiao city Thelma, no, the little smart-aleck in dragon Xiao city, probably is only an annoying and incompetent weak one, is waiting for your bestowment and protection.” “你说过,莱安娜・特巴克像一颗璀璨的钻石,在太阳底下熠熠生辉,让你念念不忘,”塞尔玛带着泪水寒笑一声,表情凄然而决绝:“相之下,龙霄城的塞尔玛,不,龙霄城的小滑头,大概只是一个烦人而无能的弱者,等待着你的施舍和保护。” Taiersi pinched tightly the fist. 泰尔斯捏紧了拳头。 „Of course not,” he clenches the teeth, squeezes out several characters from the gap between teeth: „You...... you are to me different.” “当然不是,”他咬紧牙关,从齿缝里挤出几个字:“你……你对我来说是不同的。” „Different?” “不同？” The young girls deeply inspire, she casts off the eyeglasses, makes an effort to scratch to turn one's face the tears that. 少女深吸了一口气,她摘掉眼镜,用力地擦掉脸的泪水。 Thelma shakes the head, leads voice cold -ly snorted and said of sobbing: 塞尔玛摇了摇头,带着哽咽的嗓音冷哼道: „No, Taiersi, six years, I too understood you.” “不,泰尔斯,六年了,我太了解你了。” „Perhaps yourself have not noticed: Will let the woman who you appreciate and acclaim truly, only then these powerful and independent, self-, is sending out the dazzling ray girls, your vision forever only for them, but shines.” “也许你自己都没有注意到:会让你真正欣赏和赞叹的女人,只有那些强大、独立、自我,散发着耀眼光芒的姑娘们,你的目光永远只会为她们而亮起。” Taiersi frowns. 泰尔斯皱起眉头。 „Such as that female duke, she even is a thousand-mile away, can still make you acclaim heartfeltly ; If that Ji Ni court lady, as teacher, six years do not see even if, her also moment not from your heart discoloration ; If the flower of that fort, she in the storm approaches such as the iron wall resists before the soldier.” “如那位女公爵,她即使远在千里之外,也能让你由衷赞叹;如那位姬妮女官,作为老师,哪怕六年不见,她也一刻未从你心褪色;如那位要塞之花,她更是在风暴来临时如铁壁般抵挡在前的战士。” The second prince deeply inspires, only thought that the argument is stiff. 第二王子深吸一口气,只觉得口舌僵硬。 „Even is that female vampire that you said that that betrayed you, compels the hopeless situation you, called Lenah what Lenah's disfigured.” “甚至是你所说的那个女吸血鬼,那个背叛了你,把你逼到绝境,叫萨琳娜还是什么塔琳娜的丑八怪。” „She is at least powerful and fearful, can make you mention each time dreads extremely, vigilant inexplicable, subsequently places in her your eye the most essential position.” “至少她强大、可怕,能让你每次提及都忌惮万分,警惕莫名,继而把她放在你眼里最关键的位置。” Thelma wears her pince-nez, around the eye socket slightly inflamed. 塞尔玛重新戴她的夹鼻眼镜,眼眶周围微微红肿。 „Only has people like them, can attract your attention, making you unforgetable, can stand before you, is looking straight ahead your eye, but the equality talked with you independently,” her tone replied tranquilly, but the mood of sentence was actually full of cold intent: „However that will only shrink in the library, is obedient to to seal/confer official, fears about the politics extremely, facing girl who trembles difficultly, she not good......” “只有她们那样的人,才能吸引你的注目,让你难以忘怀,才能站在你面前,直视着你的眼睛,平等而独立地跟你对话,”她的语气回复了平静,但语句的情绪却饱含冷意:“而那个只会缩在藏书室里,对封臣百依百顺,对政治恐惧万分,面对困难瑟瑟发抖的女孩,她不行……” „She can only hide in the corner of your eye forever, forever was protected, was led, was felt sorry, forever can only be assisted by you, by your kindness, was received you to rescue.” “她只能永远地躲在你眼的角落里,永远被保护,被带领,被可怜,永远只能被你帮扶,受你恩惠,承你救助。” „Forever is unable to stand with you in the same world.” “永远无法跟你站在同一个世界里。” „Even noble such as you, even good intention such as you, even good such as you, actually has not distinguished with my to seal/confer Chenmen: Can make them obey powerful, similarly, the woman of independence and striving to improve can make you look askance such as some time ago, that female soldier who black sand gets.” “即使高尚如你,即使好心如你,即使善良如你,其实也跟我的封臣们没有区别:只有强大才能让他们顺服,同样,只有独立和自强的女人才能让你侧目如不久前,黑沙领的那位女战士。” „If I am only the girl who cannot withstand small and weakly, from sealing feudal official there harvest contempt and despising, to your here, is pitying and sympathy of occupying a commanding position.” “而如果我只是一个弱小不堪的女孩,会从封臣那里收获轻视和鄙夷,到了你这里,则是居高临下的怜悯和同情。” Taiersi is speechless. 泰尔斯无话可说。 He wants to tell her to say is not, telling her said that all these are the unnecessary speculations. 他很想告诉她说不是,告诉她说这一切都是多余的臆测。 However...... 但是…… Taiersi remembers the beforehand gold/metal court lady to tell his words: 泰尔斯想起之前金克丝女官所告诉他的话: 【Every so often, because of some of your highness your until now care, consideration and companion, the woman will think that she is safe, thus puts down to worry and be vigilant.】 【很多时候,正因为有殿下您一直以来的关心、考虑和陪伴,女士才会觉得她自己是安全的,从而放下担忧与警惕。】 【But the issue is, she is not safe.】 【但问题是,她不是安全的。】 【She should not feel.】 【她也不该那么觉得。】 Yes, the little smart-aleck, Thelma, is she regarding oneself, actually what? Because of responsibility that the guilt brings? Because of pitying reserved sustenance? 是啊,小滑头,塞尔玛,她对于自己而言,究竟算是什么呢？因为愧疚而带来的责任？因为怜悯而保留的寄托？ Because of her...... 还是因为她…… Taiersi raised the head, looks at the young girl simple and beautiful face, blushes under the complementing of platinum hair color slightly, only thought that innermost feelings constrains. 泰尔斯抬起头,看着少女清丽的脸庞,在铂金发色的映衬下微微发红,只觉得内心一阵压抑。 That in the little girl who in the library raised the head blurry, as if appears again at present. 那个在藏书室里迷糊抬头的小女孩,仿佛再次出现在眼前。 Six years, I her led from that hall, has probably not thought will have today. 六年了,我把她从那个大厅里带出来的时候,大概没想过会有今天。 However, six years, I think understands her very much. 但是,六年了,我自以为很了解她。 I think is helping her, protects her, wishfully planned for her...... 我自以为在帮助她,保护她,一厢情愿地为她打算…… Taiersi sighs: But actually, I always do not understand her, has not tried to understand her. 泰尔斯叹了一口气:但其实,我从来都不了解她,也没有试图去了解她。 Treats as her...... 只是把她当作…… „You forgot, Taiersi,” Thelma looked in the dinner plate to put the cool bouillon, seemingly snort/hum said with a smile subconsciously: „You had told me before, you do not hope that I was being compelled, turns appearance that others want,” “你忘了吗,泰尔斯,”塞尔玛望着餐盘里已经放凉的肉汤,看似下意识地哼笑道:“你之前跟我说过,你不希望我被逼着,变成别人想要的样子,” „You the person who wants me to go to to become me to become.” “你要我去成为我想成为的人。”