At this moment, soldiers and civilians under the lookout tower are bustling, but I actually understood suddenly Kessel in my opinion insisted senselessly. 此刻,瞭望塔下的军民熙熙攘攘,而我却突然理解了小凯瑟尔在我看来的无谓坚持。 He loves her, loves that crazily lowborn, reputation young safety officer kgunneryk in confusion. 他爱她,疯狂地爱那个出身卑微、名声狼藉的小警戒官。 He loves her whole person, exceeds to love world all. 他爱她的整个人,胜过爱世间的一切。 He naturally can also give up all for her, faces universal condemnation, gives up dignified marriage, gives up the surname of bright star, gives up the position of prince, gives up the property of royal family, gives up the throne the right of inheritance, gives up...... father's tough love. 那他自然也能为她放弃一切,冒天下之大不韪,放弃体面的婚诺,放弃璨星的姓氏,放弃王子的地位,放弃王室的财产,放弃王位的继承权,放弃……父亲的严厉之爱。 In comparison, I, his Elder Brother is a coward. 相比之下,我,他的哥哥就是个懦夫。 Is I, cat. 是我,猫儿。 Is I. 一直都是我。 Was I implicated you. 是我拖累了你。 Is my senseless worries and dignity, has been hindering you, is hindering our future. 是我那些无谓的顾虑和尊严,一直阻碍着你,阻碍着我们的未来。 Cat, you freely are always unshackled, proud graceful brave strong, is duty-bound not to turn back for the goal, does not hesitate all. 猫儿,你从来自由自在不受束缚,骄傲优雅勇敢坚强,为了目标义无反顾,不惜一切。 I child as so-called king, after bright star, is lethargic, the burden is grave, sensitive frail, worry layer upon layer. 我身为所谓的国王之子,璨星之后,却暮气沉沉,负担深重,敏感脆弱,顾虑层层。 Position, status, age, disparity and the responsibility of dignity and prince of criticism/human language and royal family. 地位、身份、年龄、差距、外界的人言、王室的体面、王子的责任。 The excuse, all gave a pretext. 借口,一切都是借口。 Is I am enjoying with you in the together joy, requests your pardon and understanding, oneself are actually not willing to make the excuse of sacrifice only. 是我享受着与你在一起的快乐,要求你的体谅与理解,自己却唯独不愿作出牺牲的借口。 You is right, cat. 你是对的,猫儿。 Perhaps cuts open the chest, digs the opening bone, rips open the skin, shows Hyman under sunlight truly bright star, is only in name only, without the acting, does not dare to face the real self- coward. 也许剖开胸膛,刨开头骨,撕开皮肤,真正展现在阳光下的海曼・璨星,只是一个徒有虚名,没有担当,不敢面对真实自我的胆小鬼。 Now, the wilderness is in danger, the beast people and information of wild bone people exceptionally accumulation, places my desktop. 现在,荒漠告急、兽人和荒骨人们异常聚集的情报,就放在我的桌面。 But I am not actually able not to think of time that these years, we coexist. 可我却无法不想念这些年来,我们共处的时光。 I thought of that your lithe footsteps, thought of your moving singing voice, thought of your meaningful poetry, thinks of your pure smile, exquisite lip and limpid look. 我想念你轻盈的脚步,想念你动人的歌喉,想念你隽永的诗文,想念你纯真的笑容,优美的嘴唇和清澈的眼神。 In your forests treads the reveal, physique that under the moon/month dances. 还有你林间踏露,月下起舞的身姿。 I can the rigorous torrential convincing argument before the most dangerous enemy, the reason before the sliest profiteer shoot the breeze calmly, the self-possessed manner under the most critical circumstance is free. 我可以在最危险的敌人面前引经据典滔滔雄辩,在最狡猾的奸商面前理智冷静高谈阔论,在最危急的情势下泰然自若举止自如。 Is not actually able, unable in the letter/believes that only, in writes for you keeps strong, righteous at this moment, my pen tip is shivering, my handwriting is ugly paints like the beast person. 却唯独无法,无法在为你而写的信里保持强硬,理直气壮此时此刻,就连我的笔尖都在颤抖,我的字迹难看得如同兽人作画。 But I understood, cat. 可我明白了,猫儿。 You gave me the most precious opportunity, discovers most real me. 你给了我最珍贵的机会,去发现最真实的我。 My world, is related with you, is meaningful. 我的世界,只有与你有关,才有意义。 May think of me because perhaps one time senseless is not that senseless quarrel loses you, my heart shears the pain on such as the blade unavoidably. 可一想到我会因为一次无谓也许不是那么无谓的争吵而失去你,我的心就不免如刀割般痛苦。 You like the day falling timely rain, scrub all my contamination, washes only my ignorant camouflage, waters crazily all my. 你就像天降的甘霖,洗刷我的一切污秽,涤净我的浑噩伪装,浇灌我的所有疯狂。 Without you, what appearance will I turn into? 没有了你,我会变成什么样子？ No. 不。 I have imagined do not come out. 我已经想象不出来了。 Therefore I understood, cat. 所以我明白了,猫儿。 I love you. 我爱你。 Without the condition. Does not count the price. Being duty-bound not to turn back. 没有条件。不计代价。义无反顾。 Shed this, does not have it. 舍此,无它。 Does not have it. 无它。 Looks that somewhat is gradually confused, was actually still maintaining the different kind aesthetic sense handwriting, read Taiersi of letter/believes to notice silently, in these lines of characters, the ink marks somewhat melted, probably contamination...... 看着逐渐有些缭乱,却仍旧维持着别样美感的笔迹,默默读着信的泰尔斯不禁注意到,在这几行字之间,墨迹有些化开,像是沾染了…… Tear stains. 泪痕。 Taiersi was lost in thought for several seconds , to continue to read. 泰尔斯出神了几秒,继续读下去。 However. 但是。 Perhaps you did not understand, but braves to enrage your danger again, my cat. 也许你不理解,但是冒着再次激怒你的危险,我的猫儿。 Beside your me, in this filthy world, my also matter must do. 在你我之外,在这个污浊的世间,我还有一件事要做。 Last. 最后一件。 I know, in our each other coexistence, I should not pollute your informer with the ordinary affairs that oneself cannot withstand annoyingly, knows that you were weary of me for the senseless senseless government affairs working hard body and mind, knows that you always cannot get used to seeing side that my heavyhearted all things worry about. 我知道,在我们彼此的共处间,我不该拿自己烦人不堪的俗事来污染你的耳目,也知道你厌倦了我为无趣无谓的政务操劳身心,更知道你一向看不惯我忧心忡忡万事操心的一面。 Sorry. 对不起。 But since you walk, person who I cannot pour out. 但自你走后,我已没有能倾诉的人了。 I am unable to tell your present situation difficult. 我无法告诉你现在的情况有多难。 The blood relation, the family, the kingdom, the politics, the history, in the future, all will interwine, cannot extricate, cannot struggle. 血亲,家族,王国,政治,历史,未来,所有的一切都交织在一起,解脱不开,挣扎不开。 Sorry, cat, I love you. 对不起,猫儿,我爱你。 But I cannot get out of the way, in they most desperate time. 可我不能就此走开,在他们最绝望的时刻。 I want to beg you to forgive me, my cat, my love, the blood of my heart, the crime of my inborn, the source of my crazy. 我想乞求你原谅我,我的猫儿,我的爱,我的心头之血,我的天生之罪,我的疯狂之源。 Forgives me. 原谅我。 Forgives vortex that I must enter personally am too deep to see the bottom, even sets at us to peep the dawn in the future will not attend. 原谅我要亲自走进深不见底的漩涡,甚至置我们本已初现曙光的未来于不顾。 But just like you said that you loved me, did not love my leather bag mortal body, did not love my verse literary talent, not my position. 但正如你所言,你爱我,并非爱我的皮囊肉身,并非爱我的诗句文采,更非我的身份地位。 But loves my innermost soul, that ray. 而是爱我灵魂深处的,那一点光芒。 Now, that ray glittered suddenly. 现在,那点光芒突然闪烁起来了。 It told me, should make anything. 它告诉我,该去做什么。 After completing, my cat, regardless of the brutal reality places our shackles heavily, regardless of each other status will leave behind many for us it is difficult, what kind of reply regardless of the father will make to our loves, regardless of the destiny will give the blessing to curse to our unions. 做完之后,我的猫儿,无论残酷的现实放在我们身上的枷锁有多沉重,无论彼此的身份会为我们留下多少碍难,无论父亲会对我们的爱作出怎样的回答,无论命运会对我们的结合给出祝福还是诅咒。 No longer was important. 都不再重要了。 In any case, in family historical, always only then we offend various God extremely arrogantly, but various God never aids us tolerantly. 反正,在家族的历史上,从来只有我们狂妄地冒犯诸神,而诸神从未宽容地护佑我们。 I love you, cat. 我爱你,猫儿。 Forever. 永远。 Waits for me. 等我。 Waits for me to settle all in this suffocating vortex, pays off to go into debt. 等着我在这令人窒息的漩涡里了结一切,还清欠债。 Waits for me. 等我。 Person who likes your, hope is also you loves 爱你的、希望也是你所爱的人 h N bright star h・n・璨星 On the evening of November 19 , 660, in Renya camp 660年11月19日晚,于刃牙营地 Destiny like poem, rhyme what knowledge? 命运如诗,韵式何知？ Also and I will make Roman transmit this letter/believes, Tylenol that since you are familiar with passed away unfortunately, he is I most reliable messenger, knows very well the route to half tower is the temperament worries the person, once for a while some skins. 又及我会让罗曼传达这封信,自从你熟悉的泰诺不幸亡故,他就是我最可靠的信使,熟知通往半塔的路线就是脾气愁人,时不时有些皮。 Watches the zui new chapter welcome to- cell phone address. 观看zui新章节请到-手机地址.