Taiersi is gazing at present chest fluctuating and mood not steady man, for a very long time did not say. 泰尔斯注视着眼前胸膛起伏、情绪不稳的男人,久久不言。 „You care about them very much.” “你很在意他们。” Taiersi vision is motionless: „Your father and Elder Brother.” 泰尔斯目光不动:“你的父亲和哥哥。” The quick rope gawked flickered. 快绳愣了一瞬。 His look is dim. 他的神色黯淡下来。 „Do you have the family member? Taiersi?” “你有家人吗？泰尔斯？” Taiersi sipped to tighten the lip. 泰尔斯抿紧了嘴唇。 Family members. 家人。 Taste of difficult word floats the heart. 一股难言的滋味浮上心头。 In these scattered memories in broken bits, probably some. 在那些零散细碎的记忆里,大概是有的吧。 But here...... 但在这里…… The quick rope shoulders the eyebrow, remembered anything. 快绳挑起眉毛,想起了什么。 „Sorry, I forgot,” quick rope waves under the dim lights, shows a smile of apology: „Naturally, this makes you sole heir, the status is sensitive, all parties focus attention on.” “抱歉,我忘了,”快绳在昏暗的灯火下挥了挥手,露出一个歉意的笑容:“当然,这使你成为唯一继承人,身份敏感,各方瞩目。” Taiersi nods speechless. 泰尔斯无言地点点头。 „But I have.” “但我有。” The smile of quick rope disappears slowly: „From sensible since first day, I was informed: I have a great wise father, with an elder brother who may be called the model.” 快绳的笑容慢慢消失:“从懂事的第一天起,我就被告知:我有一个伟大英明的的父亲,与一个堪称楷模的兄长。” „Father is very severe, is very desolate, as the monarchy in state of entire dragon, the reason that he has unable to process the government affairs that and is unable to refute forever.” “父亲很严厉,很冷淡,身为整个龙之国度的君主,他永远都有处理不完的政务和无法反驳的理由。” „Elder brother is very outstanding, intensely bright, courageous capable, has fought many battles, the prestige strikes root in the hearts of the people.” “兄长则很优秀,夺目耀眼,果敢干练,身经百战,威望深入人心。” The quick rope moved the shoulder, the face sank in darkness that in the flame could not illuminate, did not distinguish the expression: „However I, Noon king second son, younger brother of Prince Lear......” 快绳挪了挪肩膀,脸庞沉在火光照不到的黑暗中,不辨表情:“而我,努恩王的次子,苏里尔王子的弟弟……” He silent flickered, immediately raised the head. 他沉默了一瞬,随即抬起头。 „Taiersi, in the father and elder brothers so splendid situation, the entire 18 years, that pitiful second sons can only live in their forms. I pursue their footsteps, pursues their world, but regardless of I have diligently, regardless of I display well in the schoolwork, is incessant in the meal, overcomes many prey in the hunting......” “泰尔斯,在父兄都如此出色的情况下,整整十八年,那个可怜的次子都只能活在他们的身影里。我追赶他们的脚步,追逐他们的世界,可无论我有多努力,无论我在课业上表现多好,在餐宴里多滔滔不绝,在狩猎中打下多少猎物……” The quick rope stagnates gently. 快绳轻轻一滞。 Taiersi is listening with rapt attention, actually sees the quick rope to smile with something else in mind. 泰尔斯凝神听着,却见快绳不以为然地笑了笑。 „Told me until gold/metal court lady......” “直到金克丝女官告诉我……” His eye is reflecting the light, the mood of inside reappearing difficult word. 他的眼睛反射着灯光,里面浮现难言的情绪。 „I am his younger brother, must assist and serves his Lear be doomed since birth to become dragon Xiao city Grand Duke, even King Exter, I must admire him, to comply with him, loyal from the bottom of the heart he, becomes his boost and arm.” “我是他的弟弟,生来就要辅佐与服务他苏里尔注定成为龙霄城大公,甚至埃克斯特国王,我要从心底里敬服他、遵从他、忠诚他,成为他的助力和臂膀。” „I can only well-mannered, complete my schoolwork straight, the growth, grown, makes ordinary, light, is not prominent not the disappointing northern aristocrat, this enough.” “我只能规规矩矩,端端正正地完成自己的课业,成长,成年,做个普普通通,平平淡淡,不突出也不差劲的北地贵族,这就够了。” The quick rope deeply inspires, in the tone does not have teasing that is easy to detect. 快绳深吸一口气,语气中有着不易察觉的戏谑。 „After being grown, as the younger brother of future king, I will have an own scrap fiefdom, enfeoffs as Baron even viscount, has my own surname, own family, is bathing the glory of dragon spear/gun branch, or as the board game piece of marrying, under the gaze of king, found a wife, gives birth, spends one's last years, died, waits for the later generation to write my name between two genealogy.” “成年之后,作为未来国王的弟弟,我会有自己的一小块封地,以男爵甚至子爵的身份分封出去,拥有我自己的姓氏,自己的家族,沐浴着龙枪分支的荣耀,或者作为联姻的棋子,在国王的注视下,娶妻,生子,终老,死去,等待后人把我的名字写在两个家谱之间。” „Any behavior of overstepping one's authority is incorrect, any idea of disrespecting is guilty, if I display too prominently, too exceptionally, people must suspect that on the contrary had the official of disloyalty to instigate me in secret.” “任何僭越的行为都是不对的,任何不敬的想法都是有罪的,如果我表现得太突出,太异常,人们反倒要怀疑是不是有异心的臣子在暗中唆使我了。” Taiersi looks at the quick rope, is imagining once Prince Rall strongly. 泰尔斯看着快绳,竭力想象着曾经的摩拉尔王子。 „This is my first half of life,” quick rope returned to the original condition, does not bring the sentimental said/tunnel: „Or, I once think life that can have.” “这就是我的前半生,”快绳恢复了原状,不带感情地道:“或者,我曾经以为会拥有的一生。” Silent. 沉默。 „But this has not continued,” quiet, Taiersi continued in a soft voice: “但是这并没有持续下去,”静谧中,泰尔斯轻声接过话头: „Always comes accidentally/surprisingly.” “意外总是突然而至。” The quick rope turns to him, the corners of the mouth raise. 快绳转向他,嘴角微扬。 „Right, is such that you think,” former prince said lightly: “对,就是你想的那样,”前王子淡淡道: „18 years ago, on the eve of war that night, I in sleep by Nepali Kou Lai and his guards carry over the castle, from being my, me thinks that above must spend one's last years the leaning township fiefdom, returns to dragon Xiao city.” “十八年前,战争前夕的那个夜里,睡梦中的我被尼寇莱和他的卫队们带出城堡,从属于我的,我原以为要终老其上的偏乡封地,回到龙霄城。” The vision stagnation of quick rope in in the air, the tone is empty. 快绳的目光停滞在空中,语气空洞。 „Lear lies down there.” “苏里尔就躺在那儿。” Taiersi sighed, remembered that Noon eldest son in many population. 泰尔斯叹了口气,想起许许多多的人口中的那位努恩长子。 „Right, that Lear, I once admired and awed, making me feel inferior and have the enmity elder brother, such calmly lies down in the heroic hall, motionless, is pale, the gold coin covers his both eyes, the long sword grasps in his palm.” “对,那个苏里尔,我曾经景仰、敬畏,让我自惭形秽又心生怨怼的兄长,就那样静静躺在英雄大厅里,一动不动,脸色苍白,金币覆盖他的双目,长剑握在他的掌中。” „Our age differs in a big way, usually also has no words very much, but I felt that is among us the distance is recent, most does not have the contact of barrier.” “我们年纪相差很大,平时也没什么话,但我觉得,那是我们之间距离最近,最没有隔阂的一次接触。” Quick rope delay said/tunnel: „The day, once the dashing father probably was years old 20, is always indifferent the second son who facing him and lets matters drift, he said that from the power of king, relations to Grand Dukes, attitude to to seal/confer Chenmen, including forthcoming war......, but my has not perceived, the brain is Lear that pale complexion.” 快绳呆滞地道:“那天,曾经雄姿英发的父亲像是老了二十岁,面对他向来漠不关心、放任自流的次子,他说了很多,从国王的权力,到大公们的关系,对封臣们的态度,包括即将到来的战争……但我一句也没听进去,满脑子都是苏里尔那苍白的脸色。” „That night, I became the first successor.” “那一夜,我成了第一继承人。” Taiersi sighed in a soft voice, why did not know, he remembered himself in Fuxing Gong, was recognized as that day of stars kingdom's second prince. 泰尔斯轻声叹息,不知为何,他想起了自己在复兴宫里,被承认为星辰王国第二王子的那天。 „In first more than ten years of your life, everyone reproved you to be a docile obedient youngster, can not have to pass the moment slightly, but after one night, everyone has turned the head, compelling you to become a wise prince of outstanding ability and grand vision.” “在你生命的前十几年里,所有人都训斥你去做一个服服帖帖的听话少年,不得稍有逾矩,而在一夜之后,所有人又转过头,逼着你成为一个雄才伟略的英明王子。” The words of quick rope are spiritless, did not have the vitality, has the light satire: „Damn destiny, in I experienced the doubts, to envy, envy, hate and pain, to be unwilling after final giving up and got over an emotion, once again the play arrives at my body.” 快绳的话死气沉沉,了无生机,带着淡淡的讽刺:“该死的命运,在我经历了疑惑、羡慕、嫉妒、怨恨、痛苦、不甘和最终的放弃与释怀之后,又一次戏剧般地降临我的身上。” He sneers. 他冷笑一声。 „But you know, I on that seat, what did see in that hell?” “但你知道,我在那个座位上,在那个地狱中看到了什么吗？” Taiersi raised the head, is looking straight ahead both eyes of quick rope. 泰尔斯抬起头,直视着快绳的双目。 „Distortion.” Once Prince Rall is cold the face, put out these two characters. “扭曲。”曾经的摩拉尔王子冷着脸,吐出这两个字。 „Kang Keli Fetter, was once mindless, illuminates the city boy with Feng who I grow up together, does not know when from starts becomes overly suspicious and fearful, worried, the speech covers up, but the false smalltalk,” quick rope said silently: “康克利・佩菲特,曾经没心没肺,跟我一起长大的烽照城小子,不知道从什么时候开始变得疑神疑鬼,心事重重,说话遮遮掩掩而虚伪客套,”快绳默默道: „I try to be close to him as friend, but......, since Kang Keli grandfather and father passed away, since he becomes young Feng to illuminate the city Grand Duke, since I become the successor in dragon Xiao city, he looks in my look, were many some things of being unable to put things clearly.” “我试着以朋友的身份接近他,但是……自从康克利的祖父和父亲过世,自从他成为年轻的烽照城大公,自从我成为了龙霄城的继承人,他看我的眼神里,就多了一些说不清道不明的东西。” Taiersi frowns, Grand Duke Fetter at duel final hysteric confesses with the pain, appears in him at present. 泰尔斯皱起眉头,佩菲特大公在决斗最后的歇斯底里与痛苦自白,出现在他眼前。 „When the father strikes him, I advised against him, I join to convince Feng to illuminate the city voluntarily,” quick rope shivers slightly: “在父亲敲打他的时候,我劝止了他,我主动请缨去说服烽照城,”快绳微微颤抖: „But how regardless of me diligently, how to express my sincerity and apology, how him to promise that I met...... Kang Keli smile not to have the temperature.” “但无论我如何努力,如何表达我的真诚和歉意,如何向他保证我一定会……康克利的笑容却已经没有了温度。” „Hatred, envy, crazy, these are I the thing that can explain from his body, we had no way like the past again, the heart did not have the obstruction to drink.” “仇恨,嫉妒,疯狂,这些就是我能从他的身上解读出来的东西,我们再也没法像过去那样,心无芥蒂地喝酒了。” His final several words full cloths are desolate. 他的最后几句话满布苍凉。 „As for Chaman Rumba, when I in post-war saw him for the first time, I understand.” “至于查曼・伦巴,当我在战后第一次见到他的时候,我就明白。” Quick rope chuckle: „That was calm and temperate in the past, the well-mannered Chaman cousin, does not exist. In his eye is only left over the deathly stillness and pain, the cavity and indifference, in his body is only left over black sand Grand Duke who quiet, is reticent, as if his family member's ghost covers in his top of the head as before, for a very long time is not loose.” 快绳轻笑着:“那个过去沉稳而温和,举止得体的查曼表哥,已经不存在了。他的眼里只剩下死寂和痛苦,空洞和冷漠,他的躯壳里只剩下沉默寡言、惜字如金的黑沙大公,仿佛他亲人的鬼魂依旧笼罩在他的头顶,久久不散。” „I every spoke to him one time, was afraid, either I am speaking to the deceased person, either, in his eyes I was a deceased person.” “我每一次跟他说话,都不寒而栗,要么我是在跟死人说话,要么,在他的眼里我才是死人。” Taiersi remembers in black sand Grand Duke who in the flame flickers, pinched tightly the fist. 泰尔斯想起在火光里忽明忽暗的黑沙大公,捏紧了拳头。 „Distortion, Taiersi, distortion.” The sound of quick rope is reverberating. “扭曲,泰尔斯,扭曲。”快绳的声音回荡着。 „They were twisted, was captured, including my father and elder brother, Taiersi, was captured by the power, enslaved, lost.” “他们都被扭曲,被俘虏了,包括我的父亲和兄长,泰尔斯,被权力俘虏了,奴役了,迷失了。” Once Prince Exter coldly the said/tunnel: „In that chains, they turns into other appearance: The indifferent tool, the cold blood waste, the oversuspicious tyrant, actually only no longer is they.” 曾经的埃克斯特王子冷冷地道:“在那副锁链里,他们变成别的模样:冷漠的工具,冷血的人渣,多疑的暴君,却唯独不再是他们自己。” Taiersi was shocked. 泰尔斯愣住了。 Before for a long time is very very long some dialogue, reverberates again in his mind. 很久很久以前的某段对话,重新在他的脑海里回荡起来。 „If you must enter this circle, Taiersi, and even crawls the peak,” the tone of quick rope is rapid: “因为如果你要进入这个圈子,泰尔斯,乃至爬到顶端,”快绳的语气急促起来: The „first matter that must do gives up, opens your body and mind, lets their world and concept, rules your entirety, turns into the appearance that you yourself cannot recognize, only by doing so, you can start to play this game, can play enjoys the sight and sound of the wind whipping up the water.” “要做的第一件事就是俯首称臣,开放你的身心,让他们的世界和观念,统治你的全部,把你变成你自己也认不出来的模样,只有这样,你才能开始玩这个游戏,才能玩得风生水起。” „I heard that you were looked from the folk, Taiersi,” quick rope summoned in a soft voice, and was lost in thought to summon from the ponder Taiersi: “我听说你是从民间被找回来的,泰尔斯,”快绳轻声呼唤,把泰尔斯从沉思和出神中呼唤回来: „Then thinks carefully, after you become the prince, what appearance turned into?” “那么仔细想一想,你成为王子之后,变成了什么模样？” „Can you also choose your journey? Follows own intention?” “你是否还能选择自己的路途？跟随自己的心意？” „After to become the prince,” the words of quick rope looks like a dagger, enters Taiersi chest: „You are yourself, is Taiersi?” “在成为王子之后,”快绳的话像一把尖刀,直入泰尔斯的心口:“你还是你自己,还是泰尔斯吗？” „...... Had turned into other thing?” “还是已经……变成了别的东西？” „What you obtained, what also lost?” “你得到了什么,又失去了什么？” Taiersi calmly is listening respectfully. 泰尔斯静静聆听着。 Thinks of here, he fastened tightly the j dagger after waist subconsciously. 想到这里,他下意识地扣紧了腰后的j匕首。 That the dagger that brings from the abandoned house. 那柄从废屋带出来的匕首。 His once. 他的曾经。 His past. 他的过去。 After several seconds, Taiersi expression is quiet, shakes the head. 几秒后,泰尔斯表情沉寂,摇了摇头。 „I do not know.” His difficult said/tunnel. “我不知道。”他艰涩地道。 „Did you say?” “你说呢？” The quick rope smiled. 快绳笑了。 „Just like you,” former prince knocked the wall, the stance depended stiffly: „I don't know either.” “跟你一样,”前王子敲了敲墙壁,姿态僵硬地靠上去:“我也不知道。” „But how I know...... this to be able the result.” “但我知道……这会怎么结局。” The vision of quick rope gathers, fiery. 快绳的目光汇聚起来,炯炯有神。 „I did not know how Lear dies, no one told me the hunting of fishy what's the matter, but since became the damn successor, I thought that I understood: Lear is doomed to welcome his end.” “我不晓得苏里尔是怎么死的,也没人告诉我那场蹊跷的狩猎是怎么回事,但自从成为该死的继承人之后,我觉得我明白了:苏里尔是注定要迎来他的终结的。” „Not because of some individual, some conspiracy, some accident/surprise, because he sits on this seat, because Lear is born with this field of endeavor, is involved, his resolute callous and ambitious is the indication, when he was used to lead the way in the darkness, in clever trick vertically and horizontally/able to move unhindered, politically back and forth, wielded a sword in the battlefield, will climb the snowy peak...... that he dead in the wind and frost of state of dragon of finally on the 1st, or late, or early, was not this time, on will be next time, his life style will have one day to rewind finally, but, Swallows his life.” “不是因为某个个人,某个阴谋,某件意外,而是因为他坐在这个位子上,更因为苏里尔生就此道,身在其中,他的果决冷酷和野心勃勃都是征兆,当他习惯了在黑暗中前行,在诡计里纵横,在政治上来回,在战场上挥剑,在龙之国度的风霜里攀登雪峰……那他终有一日会死于兹,或迟,或早,不是这次,就是下次,他的生活方式终有一日会倒卷而来,吞噬他的人生。” Taiersi deeply inspires. 泰尔斯深吸一口气。 Rewinds to come, to swallow the life. 倒卷而来,吞噬人生。 Perishes a crow to appraise Lear's words also to come clearly into view, but the words of quick rope made him have many understanding. 亡号鸦评价苏里尔的话还历历在目,可快绳的话却让他有了更多的理解。 „There is nothing to do with your strength, Taiersi, on the contrary, your strength is bigger, the power is bigger, this chains locks tightly, bind rounds deeply, more is unable to work loose.” “这与你的力量无关,泰尔斯,相反,你力量越大,权力越大,这副锁链就锁得越紧,箍得越深,越是无法挣脱。” The quick rope coldly is looking at him: „Like our fathers.” 快绳冷冷望着他:“就像我们的父亲。” „Like the present Chaman Rumba.” “就像现在的查曼・伦巴。” The room is peaceful. 房间重新安静下来。 Corpses and two status special people, this, is relatively speechless under the moonlight and lights. 一具尸体和两个身份特殊的人,就这样,在月光和灯火下相对无言。 „Is this?” “就是这样？” After the moment, Taiersi difficult opens the mouth. 片刻后,泰尔斯艰涩开口。 „Is this reason that you change?” “这就是你改变的原因？” „Is the complete reason that you leave?” “是你出走的全部理由吗？” Taiersi loosens the dagger after waist, sighed: „When Noon king or Fetter, they told me your story, always has a miss to be involved.” 泰尔斯松开腰后的匕首,叹息道:“无论是努恩王还是佩菲特,他们告诉我你的故事时,总是有个姑娘参与其中。” The quick rope moves slightly. 快绳微微一动。 He leaves from the wall, unknowingly sits positively. 他从墙壁上离开,不知不觉地坐正。 „If the hear from them,” on the face of quick rope presented several not to have the smile of haze rarely: „Probably no word of praise.” “如果是从他们那儿听来的,”快绳的脸上难得地出现了几丝不带阴霾的笑容:“大概没什么好话。” Taiersi shoulders the eyebrow: „Therefore?” 泰尔斯挑起眉毛:“所以？” The quick rope first was, later looked at the stars prince with a strange look, the tone was profound and gentle. 快绳先是顿了一下,随后用一种奇怪的眼神望了望星辰王子,语气深邃而柔和。 „Taiersi, you are young, but...... you had fallen in love with somebody, had been loved by somebody?” “泰尔斯,你年纪不大,但是……你曾经爱上过某人,或者,被某人爱过吗？” Only listens to the quick rope to say lightly: „Sometimes, the shy sentiment remembers with eternal gratitude.” 只听快绳淡淡道:“有时候,青涩的感情才更刻骨铭心。” Taiersi just wants to shake the head. 泰尔斯刚想摇头。 But in that instantly, he remembered a sound. 但就在那个刹那,他想起了一个声音。 That is one only appears in the fragment, gentle female voice of pleasant to hear. 那是一个只出现在碎片里的,柔和好听的女声。 His body lived stiffly, stops action that he shook the head. 他的身体僵硬住了,制止了他摇头的举动。 That appears each time, makes him not tremble with the painful sound voluntarily. 那个每次出现,都让他不自觉地颤栗和痛苦的声音。 That he is unable to remember the master name the sound. 那个他始终无法想起主人名字的声音。 She? 她？ Taiersi trembles slightly. 泰尔斯微微一颤。 „Perhaps,” the Taiersi subconscious said/tunnel, nods: „Perhaps has.” “也许,”泰尔斯下意识地道,在恍惚中点了点头:“也许有的。” She. 她。 The moonlight sprinkles in the room, seems stroking two silent people gently. 月光洒落在屋里,仿佛轻轻抚摸着两个沉默的人。 The quick rope looked at the prince to be very long, finally revealed one smile. 快绳看了王子很久,最终露出一丝浅浅的微笑。 „Really good.” “真好。” The quick rope holds the both arms, receives from Taiersi body the vision, looks to the moonlight of broken out of the window. 快绳抱起双臂,把目光从泰尔斯的身上收回来,看向破窗外的月光。 „Regardless of some people worry, or was worried......” “无论有人牵挂,或是被人牵挂……” Only listens to his spooky said/tunnel: 只听他幽幽地道: „Is a happiness.” “都是一种幸福啊。” His body lived stiffly, stops action that he shook the head. 他的身体僵硬住了,制止了他摇头的举动。 That appears each time, makes him not tremble with the painful sound voluntarily. 那个每次出现,都让他不自觉地颤栗和痛苦的声音。 That he is unable to remember the master name the sound. 那个他始终无法想起主人名字的声音。 She? 她？ Taiersi trembles slightly. 泰尔斯微微一颤。 „Perhaps,” the Taiersi subconscious said/tunnel, nods: „Perhaps has.” “也许,”泰尔斯下意识地道,在恍惚中点了点头:“也许有的。” She. 她。 The moonlight sprinkles in the room, seems stroking two silent people gently. 月光洒落在屋里,仿佛轻轻抚摸着两个沉默的人。 The quick rope looked at the prince to be very long, finally revealed one smile. 快绳看了王子很久,最终露出一丝浅浅的微笑。 „Really good.” “真好。” The quick rope holds the both arms, receives from Taiersi body the vision, looks to the moonlight of broken out of the window. 快绳抱起双臂,把目光从泰尔斯的身上收回来,看向破窗外的月光。 „Regardless of some people worry, or was worried......” “无论有人牵挂,或是被人牵挂……” Only listens to his spooky said/tunnel: 只听他幽幽地道: „Is a happiness.” “都是一种幸福啊。”