Chapter 260
第260章
It is not ableto avoid
无法回避
The bedroomentrance, puts onAdrian of laughablewomennight clothesto standthere, grinninglooks atCate, in the handholdsthistray, aboveis puttingtwocupalso some desserts. The presentpicturesuddenly and somedrawings of mindoverlap, Cateimmediately some feeling of dizziness, having madeherfeel helplesscompletely.
卧室门口,穿着件可笑的女式睡衣的阿德里安站在那里,笑嘻嘻的看着凯特,手里捧这个托盘,上面放着两个杯子还有一些点心。眼前的景象忽然和脑海的一些图画重叠起来,凯特顿时有了种眩晕的感觉,让她完全不知所措。„Ithink that youwere possibly hungry, thereforecalledto call something,”Adrianputsaying that the trayon the headstock explained that „delivered the fellow who wentprobablybecause to somehomosexualityfamily|home, withhas not runincluding the tip. Ido not blamehim, whomakesmewearyournight clothes?”
“我想你可能饿了,所以打电话叫了些东西,”阿德里安将托盘放到了床头柜上解释的说道,“送外卖的家伙大概是因为到了某个同性恋的家,连小费也没拿就跑了。我不怪他,谁让我穿着你的睡衣呢?”
Here himto sigh, a quitehelplessappearance, Catealmostsmiledto make noise. Butsherespondedpromptly, unemotionallylooks atAdrian: „Weren't youwalked?”
说到这里他叹了口气,一副颇为无奈的模样,凯特差点笑出声来。但她及时的反应了过来,面无表情的看着阿德里安:“你不是已经走了吗?”„Walks? Why?”Adriansatin the bedside, askedwith the surprisedexpression.
“走?为什么?”阿德里安在床边坐了下来,用惊讶的语气问道。Catejammed, from the beginningarrivessheis onlywishful thinkingthinks that Adrianwalked. Clenched teeth, shestands firm the mind, askedwith the indifferentexpression: „Haven't youwalked? Do youwantto dohave not done?”凯特不由卡了壳,从头到位她都只是一厢情愿的以为阿德里安走了。咬了咬牙,她稳住心神,用冷漠的语气问道:“那你还不走?你想做不都已经做了吗?”Adriansmileshas not spoken, puts out a handto strokeonhercheek, Catewantedto openhishand, buthesitanttwoseconds, butturnedto looktoelsewhere, but the Adrianpeaceful deathdid not diementionedyesterday eveningmatter: „Yesterday eveningyoumaybe really crazy, Cate, reallymakespeoplebe hardto imagine.”阿德里安笑笑没有说话,伸手在她的脸蛋上抚摸着,凯特本来想要打开他的手,可犹豫了两秒钟,只是扭过去看向了别处,可阿德里安好死不死的却提起了昨天晚上的事情:“昨天晚上你可真疯狂,凯特,真是让人难以想象。”„Is hardto imagine?”Catewas stimulatedlikely, shoutedsat the straightbodyto sneervisitshim, „youknowmythisnearlyoneyearpassed, Ide? Finger! The water of nozzle! The edge of bathtub!......”
“难以想象?”凯特像是被刺激到了,呼的坐直身体冷笑的看着他,“你知道我这近一年的时间是怎么度过的吗,艾德?手指!喷头的水!浴缸的边缘!还有……”Sheaims around furnitureunexpectedly, enhanced the soundangrily: „Damnentirecabinetself-consolation!”
她蓦地指向旁边的家具,愤怒的提高了声音:“他妈的整整一柜子自慰器!”„Um...... Ilikethispraise.”Adrianfeelschingrinningsaying.
“嗯……我喜欢这个夸赞。”阿德里安摸着下巴笑嘻嘻的说道。Cateimmediatelybecomessomewhatbreathless, clenching jawsis staringhim, actuallydoes not know how shouldcounter-attack.凯特顿时变得有些气急败坏,咬牙切齿的瞪着他,却不知道该如何反击。„It looks like yourspiritis very good,” the corners of the mouth of Adrianhave curled upwardssuddenly, understanding at a glance of faint smilealsohadanybadidea, hehas untiedwomennight clothessuddenly, insideanythinghas not put on, „thatwecanmakeanythingatthishappynoonagain.”
“看起来你的精神很不错,”阿德里安的嘴角忽然翘了起来,似笑非笑的一看就知道又有了什么坏主意,他忽然解开了身上的女式睡衣,里面什么也没穿,“那么我们可以在这个美好的中午再做点什么。”„What do youwantto make? Wait / Etc., Ide!” The pulling upquilt that Cateis panic-strickenkeeps offin the front, „, do not come!”
“你想做什么?等等,艾德!”凯特惊慌失措的拉起被子挡在胸前,“不,别过来!”Shewas sayingpedals the both legsto wantfromanother sideto get out of bed, what a pityalso very softbodymakeshermovementexceptionallyslow, thereforewas huggedto puton the bedbyAdrianfrom the backquickly.
她说着蹬着双腿想要从另一边下床,可惜还很软的身体让她的动作变得异常迟缓,所以很快被阿德里安从背后抱了起来放到了床上。„Wait / Etc., no,”saying of Cateentreaty, „last night...... Last nighthad donemanysuffices......”
“等等,不,”凯特哀求的说道,“昨晚……昨晚已经做得够多了……”
The afternoonsunlightsprinkledacross the gardenin the middle of the living room, appearedtranquilandharmonious, although the Los Angelestemperature of Januarysomewhatwas low, breezefromopening wide the landingglass doorblewalso to feelsomechill in the air, butalsohas the differentstimulationwith the sunlightmixture, thereforesponged on or depend on otherssatCateonsofasubconscioustouchesownbuttocks.
午后的阳光穿过庭院洒在了客厅当中,显得宁静而和谐,虽然1月份的洛杉矶气温还有些低,微风从敞开的落地玻璃门吹进来还能感到些许寒意,但和阳光夹杂一起却又有着不同的刺激,所以原本抱腿坐在沙发上的凯特下意识的摸了摸自己的屁股。PerceivedCate that ownactingat heartslightlyonestartled, thenrubs the toothto smile bitterly. The day before yesterdaysinceby the Adrianhalfforce after having usedbehind, shealsoreallylay downon the bed, has lain for day, until now the buttocksthisfaintlysomewhatache, althoughbecause ofpsychological process. Butwhatis embarrassed, after enduring the initialillness, shesaw one climax after anotherunexpectedly, the pleasant sensation of obtainingis not inferior to the crazy of formerandAdrian.
觉察到自己动作的凯特心里微微一惊,然后磨着牙齿苦笑起来。前天自从被阿德里安半强迫的用了后面之后,她还真的在床上躺,哦,是趴了一天,直到现在屁股都该隐隐有些作痛,虽然是因为心理作用。但难堪的是,挨过最初的不适之后,她居然高潮迭起,获得的快感丝毫不亚于之前和阿德里安的疯狂。Damn, am I a anomaly? Catedepressedis thinking. LikeIde said that neededonecrazily, stopped at nothing, can the sexual affection that herdepressingangerdivulgedcompletely?
见鬼,我是个变态吗?凯特郁闷的想着。还是像艾德说的那样,需要一场疯狂的、无所顾忌的、能把她压抑的愤怒全部宣泄出来的性爱?Sheliftedto come to see to standin the landingglassentrancetakescell phonespeechAdrian, the opposite partywas perceiving after hervision, immediatelysmiled, the soundalsobecamebigger, a thingcharacter that saiddid not fallhas floated the ear of Cate.
她不由抬起有来看向了站在落地玻璃门口拿着手机说话的阿德里安,对方觉察到她的目光后随即笑了笑,声音也变得更大了些,说的东西一字不落的都飘进了凯特的耳朵。„Was good, I apologize? Mythesethreedaysturned offcell phoneto you telephoneindeedare notmymistakes, thankyouto helpmeprocessthesemiscellaneous matters, I ensure quickcame back.”
“好了,查莉,我道歉好吗?我这三天关了手机不给你电话的确是我的错,感谢你帮我处理了那些杂事,我保证很快就回来。”„As forthatthreemovieremainingpropaganda work, toldFern, Icompletelyapprovedhisplan.”
“至于那三部电影剩下的宣传工作,告诉拉弗恩,我完全同意他的方案。”„Good, Iwill find timeseparatelytothem the telephone, the advicethank you, Iam very satisfied, is really satisfied.”
“好的,我会抽空分别给她们电话,谢谢你的忠告,我很满意,真的,非常满意。”Catesiptightenedlipline, butalsosighed. Over the two daysAdrianhas accompaniedsideher, did not teaseherlikebeforeagainorforcesher, howregardless ofshetauntedwith smile on the face was always withstanding, was similar totheymoststartsto associateandappointmentsuch. Howeveralso is very at the same time overbearing, butentrainshertotherein the bosom, sleepsstrollson the surroundingstreet.凯特不由抿紧了唇线,但跟着又叹了口气。这两天阿德里安一直陪在她身边,再没有像之前那样挑逗她或者强迫她,无论她怎么冷嘲热讽都始终面带微笑的承受着,就如同两人最开始交往和约会那样。不过同时却又很霸道,但到那里都把她拽在怀里,无论是睡觉还是在周围的街道上闲逛。Naturally, is thisIdenot? When do not forgetto meetfor the first timehowhetreatsyour. Catehas laughed in spite of trying not tosuddenly, shook the headbecomessomewhatabsent-minded.
哦,当然,这才是艾德不是吗?别忘了首次见面时他是怎么对待你的。凯特忽然失笑了起来,摇了摇头变得有些恍惚。Remembers that on that daycomes outafterhisvilla, wellhas been thinkingseveraldaysfinallybecamesane, were calculatingat heart, ifhelooked for himself, firstscoldedmaliciously, thenaccording tohisadmitting mistakessituationspeech.
记得那天从他的别墅里出来之后,在好好想了几天终于变得理智了些,然后在心里盘算着,如果他来找自己的话,先狠狠数落一番,再根据他的认错情况说话。Whoknewto wait for severalweeksnot to see the person's shadow, shewasdisappointedthenlosesfirst, consecutivelyseveralweekswas distracted, studiedanything was also out of the question, evenwas also warnedby the teachertwice, wasbidding good-byetoherandAdrianfeelswithgood friendEmily of bedroominconceivable.
谁知等了好几周都不见人影,她先是失望然后是失落,连续数周的精神恍惚,学习什么的也无从谈起,甚至还被导师警告了两次,同寝室的好友艾米丽更是对她和阿德里安的分手感到不可思议。„Youknowyouluckily, Cate? Youknow that hereinHollywood, is opportunityimportantregarding a new personactornew persondirector?! Youknow that Ihaveenvyyou!”Emilysuchsaidthat„God, cannotbelieve, youbid good-byewiththatrare talentdirectorunexpectedly! Hehas the talentto be capable ofhavingowncompany, Idare saying that ifthere is an opportunity, this schoolgirlsat least90%peopleare willingto go to bedwithhim!”
“你知道你有多幸运吗,凯特?你知道在这里在好莱坞,机会对于一个新人演员一个新人导演来说有多么重要吗?!你知道我有多么羡慕你吗!”艾米丽这么说道,“上帝啊,真不敢相信,你居然和那个奇才导演分手了!他有才华有能力有属于自己的公司,我敢说,如果有机会,这所学校里的女孩们至少有90%的人愿意和他上床!”„Whatwords is this?! Youthink that Ishouldsucheasilyforgivehim? Regardshisthesebehaviorslooks but not see? Good, ifheis onlyand they have the one-night stand, Icando this, butheis maintainingwiththatMonicaBerucci the relations! Continuously! What to do did yousayme should?!”Cateangryinterrogation.
“这算什么话?!难道你认为我应该这么轻易的原谅他吗?或视对他的那些行为视而不见?好吧,如果说他只是和她们有过一夜情,我可以这样做,但是他和那个莫妮卡・贝鲁奇一直保持着关系!一直!你说我应该怎么办?!”凯特愤怒的质问。„Naturallygoesto win overhim, youhave the superiority, heacknowledged that youarehisgirlfriend, youhad also said that he is a goodman, you can definitely think the meanslittlehishitchinyourside.”Emilydo best to convincewas persuading.
“当然去把他争取回来,你有优势,他承认你是他女朋友,你也说过他是个好男人,你完全可以想办法一点点将他栓在自己身边。”艾米丽苦口婆心的劝说着。„Has sufficed, Emily, has sufficed, Icannotbelieve that reallyyouwill saythiswords! Inotfor the goods that heplays with! Ido not needto strive for a unfaithful the man!”Like thishad finally been saidtobeing muddleheadedCateby the anger, thereforetheirrelationsalsofrom thisdrop to the freezing pointnot to recoveragain.
“够了,艾米丽,够了,我真不敢相信你会说出这种话来!我不是供他玩弄的物品!我也没有必要去争取一个花心的男人!”被怒火冲昏头的凯特最后这样说过,于是两人的关系也由此降至冰点再也没有恢复过。From now onCatethoroughabandonsAdrian, shebelieves herself, even iflefthim, so long asbysamecanobtaindiligentlysuccessfully. But the realityquicktook a classtoher, although the managerstrove forseveralgoodrolesscreen testsforher, passabledid not have, althoughshehas madethreemoviesinHollywood, the performancein«HowardManor»alsocalculatedto have the highlight, butsheafter allwas the Britishactor, wasin the BritishnotmanyfameBritishactors.
自此凯特彻底的将阿德里安抛开,她相信自己即使离开了他,只要凭借努力一样可以获得成功。但现实很快给她上了一课,经纪人虽然为她争取到了好几个不错的角色的试镜,可通过的却一个都没有,虽然她在好莱坞已经拍过三部电影,在《霍华德庄园》中的表现还算有亮点,可她毕竟是个英国演员,还是在英国本土没多少名气的英国演员。Has a producerto think that actuallyshe, the screen testlaterinvitedherto attend the party of friend. Was notveryclearCatecompliedimmediately. Opposite partyatparty, althoughhas not raised a rumpus, finallybutduring the wordsalsomanysuggestionsandteasing, shecannot choose the exact way because of flurryran away, returning to the dormitoryto cry.
倒是有个制作人觉得她还可以,试镜之后邀请她出席朋友的派对。不是很明白的凯特随即答应了下来。对方在派对上虽然没有动手动脚,但言辞之间也不乏暗示和挑逗,结果她慌不择路的逃了出来,回到宿舍大哭了场。Fortunately, managerRogeralsocalculatesto do one's best, has recommended a scriptforheronce more. But after Catehas looked, actuallydoes not wantto go to the screen test, becausethisscriptwasAdrianinitiallywrotetoher«Twister».
还好,经纪人罗杰还算尽心尽力,再次为她推荐了个剧本。可凯特看过之后却不想去试镜,因为这个剧本就是阿德里安当初写给她的《龙卷风》。But the managerpersuadedherfinally: „Youare clear, Cate, youshouldseize the opportunity that every timepossiblyseizes, otherwiseforeverdo not wantto succeed, here the opportunityforeverismost important.”
但经纪人最后劝服了她:“你要明白,凯特,你应该抓住每一次可能抓住的机会,否则就永远别想成功,在这里机会永远是最重要的。”Iftradesto doisbeforehandCate possibly will not listen, butpresenthermanyunderstood a point of realisticbrutality, inquiredin additionAdriannotsupervised manufacturemovie, finallycomplied.
如果换做是之前的凯特可能根本不会听,但现在的她多少已经明白了一点现实的残酷,加上打听到阿德里安不会监制这部电影,最终答应了下来。
The followingmatterwas simple, the screen testandthroughthenstartsto photograph, Cateran an almostfiveweeks of timeinoutdoorsOklahomaas well as the Texasstatealong with the dramatic team. Shealmostspelledcompletelyherfully, the scene of manydangerpersonallywent forth to battle, although the dramatic teamhas prepared the fullsecurity measurefor examplefor the prominentweathergloomydegree, has used the highillumination devicespecially, butsuchglareilluminationto the eyes of personinjured is very big, because the dramatic teamphotographseach timewill filter the mirrorin the light beamfrontlaying asideresin. As foropensvehicle doorin the vehiclestravelon the wayandjumpsto boardthesescene, iscarefulandcareful.
接下来的事情就简单了,试镜、通过然后开始拍摄,凯特随着剧组在户外俄克拉何马州以及德克萨斯州跑了差不多五周时间。她几乎拼尽了自己的全力,很多危险的镜头都亲自上阵,虽然剧组准备了充分的安全措施比如为了突出天气的阴暗程度,特意使用了高照明装置,而这样的强光照射对人的眼睛很伤害很大,因为剧组每次拍摄都会在光束前方放置树脂滤镜。至于在车辆行驶途中打开车门并纵身上车这些镜头,更是小心又小心。Even ifthis, alwayshasnot to consider the place that in additionCatevery muchgoes all out, thereforein an accident, herribwas hittwo, has toenter the hospitalto lie down for almostonemonthreluctantlyunder.
即使这样,总有考虑不到的地方,再加上凯特很拼命,所以在一次意外中,她的肋骨被撞断了两根,不得不进医院躺了差不多一个月才勉强下地。Howeveras the matter stands, shewon the respect of entiredramatic team, directorJan de Bont is full of praisetoher, said that sheis the tenaciousfemalerepresentative. AlthoughCateishappytotheirpraises, butdoes not haveindependentmissingsomebodyto come, particularly a personlies down , on the hospitallonelyhospital bedlooks at the ceiling, the thing that thesewere usually constraineduncheckederupted, harasses the complete messherheart.
不过这样一来,她赢得了全剧组的尊重,导演简・德・邦特更是对她赞不绝口,称她是坚忍不拔的女性的代表。凯特虽然对他们的夸奖感到高兴,但同时却不有自主的思念起某个人来,尤其是一个人躺在医院冷清的病床上看着天花板的时候,那些平时被压抑住的东西不可遏制的就喷发了出来,将她的心扉扰乱得一团糟。AlthoughCateunceasingdenial, deniedonewere also attached to Adrian, is actually not ableto avoid itselftohisarmsrecall of security sense, the intenseenvy when is actually not ableto avoid itselfto hearheandJulia'sscandalhas, thisenvywhenhearinghimandJulia, the Monicadualscandalshas reached the peak.
虽然凯特不断的否认,否认自己对阿德里安还有所眷恋,却无法回避自己对他怀里的安全感的留恋,却无法回避自己听到他和茱莉亚的绯闻时所产生的强烈的嫉妒,这嫉妒在听到他和茱莉亚、莫妮卡双重绯闻时达到了顶峰。
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