KOH :: Volume #1

#22: Divulging


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Chapter 22 第22章 Divulging 宣泄 „, I said goodbye, Aunt Martha.” Adrian has stood raising slightly of getting up politeness. “那么,我就告辞了,玛莎婶婶。”阿德里安站了起来礼貌的欠了欠身。 Really is, you came for day,” aunt, although sighed has not said anything, had free time to come to have a look at us frequently, Ide, Victor almost did not go home for these years.” “真是的,你来才了一天,”婶婶虽然叹了口气却并没有多说什么,“有空经常过来看看我们吧,艾德,维克托这几年几乎不怎么回家。” Victor is Anderson and Martha's only son, was bigger than 4 years old Adrian, graduates after Yale University alone starts an undertaking, now had the company of family|home moderate scale, although to the New York not far Boston, actually the unusual time goes home. As for the reason, rather took mother to live from him in the past will not come back to know, by Anderson's old-fashioned and tenacity, related with own younger brother not much, let alone, did not have the enmity inadequate fathers and sons. 维克托是安德森和玛莎的独子,比阿德里安大了4岁,从耶鲁大学毕业后就独自创业,现在已经有了家中等规模的公司,虽然就在离纽约不远的波士顿,却少有时间回家。至于原因,从他宁愿接母亲过去住也不会回来就可以知道了,以安德森的古板和固执,和自己的弟弟关系都不怎么样,更何况,无仇不成父子。 My meeting, Aunt, I will have a look at Victor.” Saying of Adrian so suggestion, although is the whole family, but something are not he can change, let alone the key is...... “我会的,婶婶,有空我也会去看看维克托。”阿德里安如此暗示的说道,虽然算是一家人,可有些事情并不是他能够改变的,更何况关键在于…… I hopes to see your time next time again, you are not this appearance.” Anderson walked from the inside room, is still that does not ask for the happy appearance, after was stared by the wife has postponed the tone: Does well, Ide, has recognized his goal.” “我希望下次再见到你的时候,你不是这个样子。”安德森从里屋走了出来,依然是那付不讨喜的模样,直到被妻子瞪了眼后才放缓了口气:“好好干,艾德,认定了自己的目标。” Thanks, Uncle Anderson, I understands.” Adrian nodded to leave the uncle aunts' luxury apartment. “谢谢,安德森叔叔,我明白。”阿德里安点了点头离开了叔叔婶婶们的豪华公寓。 Aunt Martha is right, but Uncle Anderson has been used to have the absolute authority at home, even if says of pleasant to hear, is still very grating. Strolls on the street in Manhattan, Adrian so is thinking. He has drawn his windproof coat, similarly is in September, the temperature of New York be lower than Los Angeles on many. 玛莎婶婶是对,只不过安德森叔叔已经习惯了在家里拥有绝对的权威,所以即便是讲好听的话,依然很刺耳。漫步在曼哈顿的街道上,阿德里安如此想着。他拉了拉自己的风衣,同样是9月份,纽约的温度要比洛杉矶低上不少。 Temporarily this, regularly comes to chat the sentiment, as for Victor...... Little met in any case, meets has proposed one, finally depended on them to solve. Deciding Adrian started to stroll in Manhattan. The previous generation does not have say nothing to arrive in New York including the entrance, this life before that , although has come, but all turned into the memory, now like this and memory verification while strolls Times Square and Fifth Avenue is very interesting. 暂时就这样吧,定期过来叙叙感情,至于维克托……反正彼此之间很少见面,遇上了就提一句,最终还是靠他们自己才能解决。打定主意的阿德里安开始在曼哈顿逛了起来。前世连国门都没出过更不用说到纽约,今生那之前虽然来过但已经全变成了记忆,现在这样一边和记忆印证一边逛着时代广场、第五大道也挺有意思的。 Unknowingly, Adrian arrived at the Hudson River river mouth, looks that the Statue of Liberty of distant place makes him have to plant such as the dream imaginary feeling unexpectedly. Wakes up after February, he in bustling about, although lives has much the orderliness may so thoroughly relax almost does not have, probably is because had just completed own first. 不知不觉中,阿德里安来到了哈德逊河河口,看着远处的自由女神像竟让他有种如梦似幻的感觉。从2月份醒来之后,他就一直在忙碌着,虽然生活很有条理可如此彻底放松的时候却几乎没有过,大概是因为刚刚完成了自己的第一步吧。 Adrian shook the head slightly, remembers that behind not far away has the bench, the withdrawing several steps must sit. Who knows the buttocks not to moisten the chair, scolded to make a sound: Hey! Who makes you sit down.” 阿德里安微微摇了摇头,记得身后不远处有把长椅,退后数步就要坐下去。谁知屁股还没沾到椅子,一声叱责就响了起来:“嘿!谁让你坐下的。” This penetrates the sound that it comes to have a scare Adrian, turns head to look that discovered on the bench sat individual. That is looks like 15 and six -year-old young girls, outside pink showing solicitude for is wrapping a light grey coat, supple bright golden hair, the five senses proportion is quite fine, full beautiful woman silkworm embryo. 这突入其来的声音把阿德里安吓了一跳,扭头看去才发现长椅上已经坐了个人。那是个看起来15、六岁的年轻女孩,粉色的体恤外面套着件浅灰色的外套,一头柔亮的金发,五官比例相当精致,十足的美人胚子。 Sorry, can I sit here?” After having swept some pockets as well as strange things on the bench, Adrian said. At present the girl wants to reject, saying that he supplements: I think that you are insufficient to take the entire chair?” “抱歉,我可以坐在这里吗?”扫了眼长椅上的包包以及一些稀奇古怪的东西后,阿德里安说道。眼前女孩想要拒绝,他又补充的说道:“我想你不至于要占用整条椅子吧?” The girl after mixing vigilant and vision of loathing looked at his several eyes, not uttering a word throws into these things the package, how that movement saw that probably is venting, finally also specially moved moving in the bosom toward side Bao Bao. 女孩用混合着警惕和厌恶的目光看了他几眼后,一声不吭的将那些东西丢进包里,那动作怎么看都好像是在发泄,最后将包抱在怀里了还特意往旁边挪了挪。 Shaking the head of Adrian laughs in spite of trying not , after sitting down, has not spoken again, but sits looks at the scenery in Hudson River here, although is just right, because actually matter many were somewhat bored. So after having rested for several minutes , the Adrian decision left, before setting out, subconscious turning the head saw eye another side girl, was shocked with him. 阿德里安失笑的摇了摇头,坐下后也没有再说话,不过坐在这里看哈德逊河上的风景虽然正好,却因为刚才的事情多少有些无聊。如此休息了几分钟后阿德里安决定离开,起身前下意识的转头看了眼另一边的女孩,跟着他愣住了。 Pretty girl wear a look of depressed looks at the distant place, a hand grabs own package, but another hand places on the knee to rub gently, the appearance of being crushed with grief as if lost any important thing. 漂亮的女孩面带沮丧的看着远处,一只手抓着自己的包而另一只手放在膝盖上轻轻揉着,郁郁寡欢的模样仿佛失去了什么重要的东西。 What concern has?” Adrian unexpected happening asked one. “有什么心事吗?”阿德里安鬼使神差的问了一句。 The girl was startled slightly, turns around has sized up under Adrian with the strange look, ridiculed with the expression of loathing: What relations has with you?” 女孩微微吃了一惊,转过来用古怪的神色打量了下阿德里安,跟着又用厌恶的语气讥讽道:“和你有什么关系?” Um...... Good, sorry.” Adrian let go, oneself somewhat were indeed rash, may be just about to set out to leave actually hears the girl disdain to say the sentence: Your this person knows anything!” “嗯……好吧,抱歉。”阿德里安摊了摊手,自己的确有些莽撞了,可正要起身离开却又听见女孩不屑的说了句:“你这种人知道什么!” This girl...... The Adrian knitting the brows head, turns the head once more: You thought that what I don't know? Your painful your setback? God, everyone has own pain and setback, but will everyone remind a they person to vent own disaffection to the side good intention? You have are persecuted paranoea, thinks that to you harbors evil intentions to the people who you spoke?” 这女孩……阿德里安皱了皱眉头,再次转过头来:“你觉得我不知道什么?你的痛苦你的挫折?上帝啊,每个人都有属于自己的痛苦和挫折,可每个人都会向身边好心提醒他们一句的人发泄自己的不满吗?或者你有被迫害妄想症,认为跟你说话的人都对你不怀好意?” You!” Girl's face rises immediately red, because perhaps has constrained suddenly for a long time her has roared: You know how long in this damned place I have tried hard?! You know that saw with great difficulty the dawn actually does crash into the abyss because of the accident the taste?! I start to practice ballet since childhood, has practiced for many years, I go to Europe to go to Italy, entered that damn ballet troupe because to New York with great difficulty actually the knee is injured cannot be on the stage! You know anything!” “你!”女孩的脸顿时涨得通红,或许因为已经压抑了许久她忽然的就吼了出来:“你知道我在这鬼地方努力了多久?!你知道好容易看到曙光却因为意外而坠入深渊的滋味?!我从小就开始练芭蕾,练了好多年,我去过欧洲去过意大利,到了纽约好容易进了那该死的芭蕾舞团却因为膝盖受伤再也不能登上舞台!你知道什么!” The excited mood made girl's eye socket red, she perceived immediately this, extremely angry turned the head one side. 激动的情绪让女孩的眼圈都红了起来,她随即觉察到了这点,愤愤的将脑袋扭到一边。 Said? Like this you will be comfortable.” Adrian smiled, after several seconds, said: What appearance knows two years ago I am?” “讲出来了?这样你心里会舒服一点。”阿德里安笑了笑,等了几秒钟后才又道:“知道两年前的我是什么样子吗?” Who manages you two years ago is any appearance.” The girl has lost somewhat spiteful words. “谁管你两年前是什么样子。”女孩丢过一句有些赌气的话。 Adrian cannot help laughing, did not speak sits is waiting there. After long time, the girl has turned finally the head that do not pass, looks at Adrian with the complex look: That, you two years ago, is what appearance?” 阿德里安哑然失笑,也不说话就坐在那里等着。半晌后,女孩终于把别过去的脑袋又扭了回来,用复杂的眼神看着阿德里安:“那么,你两年前,是什么样子?” Um......” Adrian thinks, with all day idle fools around to describe should almost.” “嗯……”阿德里安想了想,“用整天无所事事的鬼混来形容应该差不多。” The girl knit the brows not to speak, but the Adrian vision went to the Statue of Liberty of distant place: At that time I fooled around outside all day, any matter does not handle any matter no matter, has one's wish, wants to make anything to make anything. In fact starts my this from the high school, graduated my diehards to start to take over his father's company until the university, my still this type. The parents have said my many times, but I have not listened, two years ago...... I cannot hear their talking incessantly again.” 女孩皱了皱眉头没有说话,而阿德里安的目光则投向了远处的自由女神像:“那时候我整天就在外面鬼混,什么事也不做什么事情也不管,随心所欲,想做什么就做什么。事实上从高中开始我就这样,直到大学毕业我的死党已经开始接手他父亲的公司了,我依然还是这个样。父母说过我很多次,但我从来没有听过,直到两年前……我再也听不到他们的唠叨。” A long stop. 一个长长的停顿。 I still continue to fool around, although my parents changed will but many to keep part to me, but the before degree of fooling around went far beyond, did not drink a dead drunk not to go home absolutely, the godfather or the diehards urged me, I turned a deaf ear, I thought that I was a waste, I this so, perhaps which day I will mix since birth am mixing will be dying...... However...... I do not know that what's the matter, in today's February, I suddenly...... Awoke, yes, sudden awoke, a lot understood in that flash. I know that I can the working sentiment, I know that I absolutely am not a waste, I look for my diehards, my start plan gradually, I had my goal, merely 7 months of I had own company, although is very small although is very weak, but I know that I can succeed absolutely! I know that I will stand in the peak of this world absolutely, with overlooking the vision looks that these had ridiculed person who my, thinks that I am the person of waste!” “我依然继续鬼混着,我的父母虽然改了遗嘱但多少还是给我留了一部分,只是鬼混的程度远远超过以前,不喝个烂醉绝对不回家,无论是教父还是死党劝我,我都听不进去,我觉得自己是个废物,我生来就该如此,也许哪天我混着混着就会死掉……但是……我不知道是怎么回事,就在今天2月份,我突然的……就醒了,是的,突然的就醒了,很多很多事情都在那一刹那明白了过来。我知道我能做点事情,我知道我绝对不是个废物,我找我的死党,我一步一步的开始计划,我有了自己的目标,仅仅7个月的时间我已经有属于自己的公司,虽然还很小虽然还很弱,但我知道我绝对能成功!我知道,我绝对会站在这个世界的顶端,用俯视的目光看着那些曾经嘲笑过我的人,认为我不过是个废物的人!” Long air vent, one type vents from now on refreshed feeling to spread from the chest, Adrian did not expand the chest on own initiative. Then looked to the girl, she is visiting her at this time, after long time, asked: „Are you are also venting?” 长长的出了口气,一种发泄过后的爽快感从胸口蔓延开来,阿德里安不自觉的扩了扩胸。然后看向了女孩,她此时正楞楞的看着她,半晌后才问道:“你也是在发泄吗?” Is.” Adrian shrugs, I asked you, the girl, you besides jumping the ballet also met other?” “算是吧。”阿德里安耸了耸肩,“我问你,女孩,你除了跳芭蕾还会别的吗?” Um......” girl thinks, I also...... Is several days later the model, perhaps I can also perform in the play......” “嗯……”女孩想了想,“我还……做过几天模特,也许我还可以去演戏剧……” „, Damn, why can gather round these to spin? Don't you have other choice?” Adrian was saying waving, me do not tell anything not and so on words, before me 20 years of life spends on making merry, a management experience does not have, but I now still became a boss of small company, even if also needs to help. Will not go to school, are you very stupid? Thinks aren't one more intelligent than others? Resulted, you can through practice the ballet to attain your role diligently, why can't that in other domain also this? You can definitely look for a specialized university, is the assistant, is the reporter, is the analyst wait / etc., then rushes out own sky step by step! Important lies in you dares, but can't!” “哦,见鬼,为什么一定要围着那些打转呢?难道你没有别的选择吗?”阿德里安说着挥了挥手,“不要跟我说什么不会之类的话,我之前的20年人生都花在吃喝玩乐上面,一点管理经验都没有,可我现在依然成为了一家小公司的老板,哪怕还需要帮助。不会就学,难道你很笨吗?难道认为自己不比别人聪明吗?得了吧,你可以通过努力练习芭蕾而拿到自己的角色,那为什么不能在别的领域也这样?你完全可以找个专业大学,然后做助理,做记者,做分析师等等,然后一步步闯出自己的天空!重要的在于你敢不敢,而不是会不会!” Although he makes an effort to wave, the forceful words stop suddenly, heard the lost girl also fierce shakes recovers. They do not have speak again, Adrian is staring at the Hudson River long breath, the girl is staring at him. 虽然他用力一挥手,铿锵有力的话语戛然而止,已经听得出神的女孩也猛的一震回过神来。两人没再说话,阿德里安凝视着哈德逊河长长的呼吸,女孩则凝视着他。 After long time, the girl opened the mouth finally: Said honestly that your speech is good.” 半晌后,女孩终于开口了:“坦白的说,你的演讲还不错。” Thanks, you thought that I and Martin Luther King that renowned «I Do have Dream» compare what kind of?” “谢谢,你觉得我和马丁路德金那篇著名的《我有一个梦》相比怎么样?” «Has Dream compared with Me» is much better.” “比《我有一个梦》要好得多。” Really?” “真的?” Really, because you have a dream.” “真的,因为你有一个梦。” Their looking at each other moment, the girl has laughed first, laughs with Adrian, caused that all around passer-by looks askance again and again. 两人相视片刻,女孩最先噗嗤笑了出来,跟着阿德里安也哈哈大笑起来,引得四周的路人连连侧目。 Thank you, Sir, you is a good person.” The girl stands long to vent anger, cheek micro red said to Adrian that her vision appears very sincere, you will achieve your goal.” “谢谢你,先生,你是个好人。”女孩站起来长长出了口气,脸蛋微红的对阿德里安说道,她的目光显得很真诚,“你会实现自己的目标的。” You are also same.” Adrian nodded with a smile. “你也一样。”阿德里安笑着点了点头。 Bye.” After the girl waved, works on own hugging back to carry on the back, jumps is rushing toward the distant place. “再见。”女孩挥了挥手后抓起自己的抱背在背上,蹦跳着往远处奔去。 It looks like completely adorable. Adrian looks at girl's back that goes far away, then he has selected the eyebrow. She said a moment ago what was coming? Am I a good person? Do these words sound somewhat strangely? 看起来还是满可爱的。阿德里安看着远去的女孩的背影,然后他挑了挑眉。刚才她说什么来着?我是个好人?这句话怎么听起来有些奇怪? He shook the head to be then startled, fierce patted the thigh: Damn! Forgot to ask that her name as well as wanted the telephone number!” 他摇摇头然后又怔住了,跟着猛的一拍大腿:“见鬼!忘了问她名字以及要电话号码了!”
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