ILSKE :: Volume #1

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Boorish fellow who Tang Jinyan not that type emotional quotient lowly, is not previously able to understand that the performance of Seo-hyun is only because he does not dare to imagine, actually does not represent his really not suspicion. Novel net- 唐谨言并不是那种低情商的莽夫,此前无法理解徐贤的表现只是因为他不敢想像,却不代表他真的没有一点怀疑。-79小说网- Present performance simply already extremely obvious, he really understood. 眼下的表现简直已经太过明显,他真的看懂了。 Seo-hyun heartbeat fast, having a parched mouth a few words unable to say mouth. 徐贤的心跳得飞快,口干舌燥的一句话都说不出口。 She also knows that he looked. 她也知道他看出来了。 Too was really obvious, was individual quite looks at Ah......... Seo-hyun you to be stupid, where the performing skill studied goes...... 实在太明显了啊,是个人都看得出来啊……呜……徐贤你好笨,演技都学哪去了嘛…… This is a curriculum of tragedy, two have a mind obviously well the scholar of learn/study, a character in this class has not actually listened. Said half class intimate conversation , after ending intimate conversation, two people still respectively beyond patrolling day, until the bell sound, two people maintains the posture of sitting well to be motionless. 这是一堂悲剧的课程,两个明明都有心好好学习的学子,在这堂课上却一个字都没听下去。说了半堂课的悄悄话也就罢了,结束了悄悄话后,两人依然各自神游天外,直到下课铃响,两人还是保持着端坐的姿势一动不动。 You......” Tang Jinyan opens the mouth finally: „Do the words that without traveling schedule must catch up with, go out for a walk?” “你……”唐谨言终于开口:“没行程要赶的话,出去走走?” Seo-hyun does not dare to look at him, but nods. 徐贤不敢看他,只是点了点头。 In the university actually has many place that suits the lover's rendezvous, the students regarding seeking for this place have the inborn sense of smell, even if a babel of voices everywhere is being on vacation from school time of person, they can always find in the campus are the pure lands of two people alone. 大学里其实有很多适合幽会的地方,学生们对于寻找这种地方有天生的嗅觉,哪怕人声鼎沸到处都是人的放学时间,他们都总能在校园里找到独属于两个人的一片净土。 What a pity Tang Jinyan and Seo-hyun do not have learned skill, looks everywhere is the person exercise field, two people cannot help but stop the footsteps, a little instigated at heart. Turns the head avenue that had a look at to pass through initially, one to one to young male female walked frankly and uprightly in inside embraces, even hugged directly is gnawing, caused a ton violent to strike the injury to ambush single dogs outside intentionally. 可惜唐谨言徐贤都没有学会这项技能,看着到处是人的‘操’场,两人都不由自主地停下脚步,心里有点怂。转头看看当初走过的林荫道,一对一对的小男‘女’光明正大地走在里面搂搂抱抱,甚至还有直接抱着啃的,存心对埋伏在外的单身狗们造成成吨的暴击伤害。 Tang Jinyan flexure scratched the head. 唐谨言挠了挠头。 Seo-hyun also flexure scratched the head. 徐贤也挠了挠头。 Two people look at each other one, is shakes the head to laugh in spite of trying not, a moment ago during awkward feeling of blushing heartbeat in smiled vanishes into thin air, could not see again. 两人对视一眼,都是摇头失笑,刚才脸红心跳的尴尬感觉在一笑之中烟消云散,再也看不见。 Does not know that is who first starts, two people had the tacit understanding also to turn around very much, moved toward the garage. 不知是谁先启动,两人很有默契地同时转身,走向了车库。 I possibly liked you.” Seo-hyun very natural opens the mouth. “我可能喜欢上你了。”徐贤很自然地开口。 Tang Jinyan is not accidental/surprised, but said: I am very surprised. Because I did not think that oneself has the thing that makes you like, you should dislike me are the truth.” 唐谨言并不意外,只是道:“我很惊讶。因为我不觉得自己有让你喜欢的东西,你本该讨厌我才是道理。” Seo-hyun shakes the head: Before I also thought to make a mistake, but...... I will want to see you, go to Professor Lee there to attend a lecture several times specially. You are not, I lost very much...... saw you in the musical center on that day accidentally/surprisingly, I was very happy, you said that must continue to draw a line with me. I am very sad. This could not have deceived oneself.” 徐贤摇了摇头:“之前我也以为搞错了,可是……我会想要见你,好几次特意去李教授那里听课。你不在,我就很失落……那天在音乐中心意外见到你,我很高兴,你说要继续和我划清界限。我很伤心。这已经骗不了自己。” Tang Jinyan shuts up, he does not know that oneself should say anything. Because this is his whole life, female person was vindicated by one for the first time. 唐谨言闭上了嘴,他不知道自己该说什么。因为这是他这辈子,第一次被一个‘女’人表白。 No longer is the false mother, but is true female person ; Also before no longer is, certain goods of harboring ulterior motives often meet color, but is true vindicating. 不再是伪娘,而是真正的‘女’人;也不再是以前时常遇上的某些别有用心的货‘色’,而是真正的表白。 His heartbeat very fiercely. The argument is dry, brains is completely empty. 他心跳得很厉害。口舌干燥,脑子空空如也。 Seo-hyun is walking slowly, the leaning head looks at his profile, the vision is very limpid: Actually on that day in the musical center, I wants to ask you to vindicate. However...... I know person who you have liking, I do not want to be what third party inserting full matter, is not willing to deliver gate to be the sweetheart to organized crime syndicate, therefore I feel or am a friend...... now you, since knew, is also good, making you know my thoughts. Also makes me know that your idea, but do not delimit the gully in the mutual misunderstanding, I do not like such artificial dog blood.” 徐贤慢慢走着,偏头看着他的侧脸,目光很清澈:“其实那一天在音乐中心,我就想找你表白。但是……我知道你有喜欢的人,我既不想做什么第三者‘插’足的事,更不愿意送上‘门’给黑社会做情人,所以我觉得还是做个朋友吧……现在你既然知道了,那么也好,让你知道我的心思。也让我知道你的想法,而不要在相互误解中划出沟壑,我不喜欢那样人为的狗血。” This saying makes Tang Jinyan really hold in high esteem, he discovered that oneself had not truly understood this missy, in him, that is always only an honest old-fashioned label. Until sees at present at this moment suddenly, she has the manner philosophy of oneself, is one independent, has the soul of fresh/live mark. 这话让唐谨言真的刮目相看,他发现自己确实一直没有了解过这丫头,在他心里,那从来只是一个正直古板的标签。直到眼前这一刻才恍然看见,她有自己的为人哲学,是一个独立的、有着鲜活印记的灵魂。 The Tang Jinyan thoughts come from the blank finally detachably, implored the tone gently: If asked that my idea...... you thought how I should think?” 唐谨言的心思终于从空白中活络过来,轻轻吁了口气:“若问我的想法……你觉得我该怎么想?” Seo-hyun self-ridiculed that smiles: Mostly yes- delivers gate, does not play does not play white/in vain.” 徐贤自嘲地笑笑:“多半是-送上‘门’的,不玩白不玩吧。” Actually you really do not understand me.” Tang Jinyan shakes the head saying: I have a principle. Who is good to me, I am good to whom. If said before , I also want lane on bed to try the SNSD maknae / youngest member taste you, then I do not want to harm you now.” “其实你真的不了解我。”唐谨言摇头道:“我有个原则。谁对我好,我就对谁好。如果说以前我还想要把你‘弄’上‘床’试试少时忙内的滋味,那么现在我绝不想害你。” Seo-hyun has turned the head to visit him, the look is sparkling. 徐贤转过头看着他,眼神亮晶晶的。 Tang Jinyan does not have the expression. 唐谨言没有表情。 Seo-hyun thought one. Sleepy being puzzled talked to oneself: Why with your matter, will always spin toward that dirty matter at bewilderedly? To chat the pure point thing unable to chat.” 徐贤想了一阵。困‘惑’地自语:“为什么和你的事,总是会莫名其妙地往那种龌龊事上打转呢?想聊点纯粹点的东西都聊不下去。” Because that is male female between the most essential subject, clear cognitive oneself desire * looks is not ignominious, I will never believe world to have pure male female relations. My status and conduct way enlarged this subject, enabling your me to be clear at a glance.” “因为那是男‘女’之间最本质的主题,清楚的认知自己的‘欲’*望并不可耻,我从来不信世间会有纯洁的男‘女’关系。我的身份与行事方式放大了这种主题,使你我都能一目了然。” That In-jung eonni?” “那仁静欧尼呢?” I and So-yeon from the acquaintance are the friend junction, my loyalty to the oneself has the self-confidence very much. Therefore can defend the bottom line. Because sometimes she had an evil thought attractively, can still suppress with ease.” “我与素妍从相识起就是朋友相‘交’,我对自己的义气很有自信。故而守得住底线。即使有时候因为她漂亮而产生了一点邪心,也能轻松压制下去。” Said that...... you can't defend to me?” “这么说……你对我守不住?” Could, not be perhaps good, I regarding this not self-confident.” Tang Jinyan also turns the head to visit her finally, said in a low voice: Your I have had own of flesh, different...... I will want to complete the previous unfinished enterprise.” “也许可以,也许不行,我对此没有自信。”唐谨言终于也转头看着她,低声道:“你我有过肌肤之亲,不一样……我会想要做完上次未竟的事业的。” Seo-hyun is silent, she understood his meaning. 徐贤默然,她明白了他的意思。 Does not want to harm her, best really not to contact again, otherwise he will want to complete the previous unfinished enterprise one day, tastes the SNSD maknae / youngest member taste. 不想害她,最好是真的别再接触下去了,否则总有一天他会想要完成上次未竟的事业,尝尝少时忙内的滋味。 Must break off in the final analysis. Seo-hyun sighed the one breath secretly, but this was not sad, instead was a little sweet aiming at heart, warm. 说到底还是要决裂呢。徐贤暗叹一口气,不过这回却并不伤心,反而是有点甜意在心里,暖暖的。 Because this time is he discloses innermost feelings to split the lung to consider for her, but not taking advantage of vindicated opportunity sweet talk coaxes on her bed. In the Seo-hyun heart has the rod, she knows that If he does, oneself does not have the resistivity. But he does not have to do, he is well-meaning. 因为这次是他剖心剖肺地为她着想,而没有借着被表白的机会甜言蜜语的哄她上‘床’。徐贤心中自有标尺,她知道如果他那么做,自己毫无抵抗力。可他没有那么做,他是善意的。 She said suddenly: You were getting more and more tenderhearted, is change that Because Of Love brings?” 她忽然道:“你越来越心软了,是因为爱情带来的改变?” Tang Jinyan thinks, said slowly: My tenderness divides the object, but can my tenderhearted...... more and more.” 唐谨言想了一阵,缓缓道:“我的心软是分对象的,只是能让我心软的人……越来越多了。” Said, has my share?” “这么说,有我的份?” Yes, has your share.” Tang Jinyan supple sound said: Unique, likes my female person, my whole life could not forget.” “是,有你的份。”唐谨言柔声道:“独一无二的,喜欢我的‘女’人,我这辈子是忘不掉了。” Seo-hyun shows a faint smile. 徐贤微微一笑。 Two people arrive in the garage unknowingly, when Tang Jinyan at this moment discovery does not know that stemming from what psychology, stops the car(riage) near the Seo-hyun car(riage). 两人不知不觉走到车库里,唐谨言此刻才发现来时不知出于什么心理,是把车停在徐贤的车边上的。 Tang Jinyan pulled out the car(riage) key to heft hefting, has not actually opened door, raised the head is pondering anything: To be honest, I have a strange mood, does not know how to say......” 唐谨言掏出车钥匙掂了掂,却没有开‘门’,抬头似在思考什么:“老实说,我有一种奇怪的情绪,不知道怎么说……” Seo-hyun stands between two car(riage)s, left has a look right to have a look, to smile very brightly: Mentioned listens, perhaps I can explain.” 徐贤站在两车之间,左看看右看看,笑得很是灿烂:“说来听听,说不定我能解答。” Tang Jinyan considered one, said in a low voice: No matter the reality or the play, many men refused to like his female child, right?” 唐谨言斟酌了一阵,低声道:“不管是现实还是戏剧,都有很多男人拒绝了喜欢他的‘女’孩,是吗?” Seo-hyun faint smile: Yes, in front of me is standing.” 徐贤似笑非笑:“是,我面前就站着一个。” Tang Jinyan is saying lost: I am thinking, after for several years, they saw that this female child married other man, how to think at heart? What felt?” 唐谨言出神地说着:“我在想,数年后,他们见到这位‘女’孩嫁给了别的男人,心里是怎么想的?什么感觉?” Seo-hyun stayed, this issue is a little probably abstruse, her oneself also has a smattering of knowledge to the sentiment, does not have similar friend to provide the reference, she is unable to explain. 徐贤呆了呆,这个问题好像有点深奥,她自己对感情也是一知半解,更没有类似的朋友提供参照,她无法解答。 Tang Jinyan raised the head to think for quite a while, does not know that this was what mood, muttered: I always thought that on the day of I am not willing to see, but actually really does not want to harm you. This mood is very irritable, does not know how to produce...... words saying before , played plays flung flung, so will never be irritable......” 唐谨言抬头想了半天,不知道这算是什么情绪,喃喃自语:“我总觉得我不会愿意见到那一天,但却又真的不想害了你。这种情绪很别扭,不知道是怎么产生的……话说以前玩就玩了甩就甩了,从来不会这么别扭……” He muttered, got in the car(riage) silently, Land Rover exuded one to thunder, leaves the garage. Does not know is the misconception, Seo-hyun felt the appearance that this chapter of Land Rover leaves somewhat is irritable hesitant, no longer said initially dies is five cauldrons boil time that makes widely known domineering swaggering away. 他喃喃说着,默默地钻进车里,路虎发出一声轰鸣,离开车库。不知是不是错觉,徐贤觉得这回路虎离开的样子都有些别扭犹豫的,不再是当初说出“死即五鼎烹”的时候那张扬跋扈的扬长而去。 Several months ago, female the Tang Jinyan of person's on thing as bed, has realized to like on a person for the first time is the type of what taste, divided in the boundless quiet boundary like the light together ruthlessly, seemed like that must be embezzled darkly, actually stubbornly and is ambushing stubbornly, spreading. Does not know to get up, can actually hardly be removed, wants to avoid, is closely associated. 几个月前,一直把‘女’人作为‘床’上用品的唐谨言,第一次体会到喜欢上一个人是种什么滋味,就像一道光狠狠地劈进了无边幽垠里,看似要被幽暗吞没,却总倔强而顽固地潜伏着,蔓延着。不知所起,却挥之不去,想要避开,却如影随形。 Now in the enterprise sentiment most spring in wind self-satisfied time interval, Tang Jinyan realizes that finally for the first time was liked should be any taste, first time another unexplained sympathetical reluctant to part with that in the process that realizes in the choices is born. 如今在事业感情最‘春’风得意的时段中,唐谨言终于第一次体会到了被人喜欢又该是一种什么滋味,第一次体会到在取舍的过程中诞生的另一种说不清道不明的惋惜不舍 He could not have induced this to call what mood at this moment, is unable to imagine If, whatever such mood develops to be turns into what virtue nature, oneself seems like the sentimental life that just stabilized what kind of result can moves toward...... 只是他此刻还归纳不出来这叫什么情绪,更无法想象如果任由这样的情绪发展下去会是变成什么德‘性’,自己看似刚刚稳定下来的感情生活又会是走向……怎样的结局。 ( Vol. 3 finally) (第三卷终) PS: Please induce Tang Jiu this mood with six characters, you understand(). 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