Tang Jinyan receives to have an intention the strange mood, the look actually becomes desolate: „You think too well me, will be disappointed.” 唐谨言收起心中的怪异情绪,神色却变得冷淡:“你们把我想得太好,会失望的。” Lee Qri shows a faint smile, has not said anything again. 李居丽微微一笑,却没再说什么。 She can see irritability in his heart, probably...... regarding was treated as light source matter to have a strange sense of fear, for this reason even wants to display oneself intentionally is an evil person, but cannot turn the face for a while. 她看得出他心中的别扭,好像是……对于被人当作光源这种事有种奇异的恐惧感,为此甚至想要故意表现出自己是个恶人,可是一时翻不下脸。 His mentality very interesting...... looks like the lonely child to shrink in the corner, the frightened vision looks at the outside world, in the hand grips tightly a knife, the fear is losing suddenly. 他的这种心态挺有趣的……就像是孤独的孩子缩在角落里,惶然的目光看着外界,手里紧紧握着一把小刀,害怕忽然失去。 What is he afraid? 他在害怕什么？ Although cannot substitute his such mentality, but Lee Qri realized intelligently at this time cannot stimulate him, otherwise...... quiet at dead of night, he wants to display oneself is the words of evil person, she estimated that does not have the wish of resistance. 虽然不怎么能够代入他这样的心态,但李居丽聪明地意识到这时候不能刺激他,否则……夜深人静,他想要表现自己是个恶人的话,她估计连反抗的意愿都没有。 Two people fall into for a while silent, only remains the noise of the rain of out of the window as before lightly. Falls on the roof, falls on the window, falls on people heart of being able to fall asleep, splashes ripples one after another. 两人一时陷入沉默,只剩窗外的雨声依旧淅淅沥沥。落在屋顶,落在窗台,落在睡不着的人们心底,溅起一圈一圈的涟漪。 Long time, Tang Jinyan opens the mouth suddenly, the sound is a little hoarse: „I suggested that you go back.” 良久,唐谨言忽然开口,声音却有点沙哑:“我建议你回去。” Lee Qri is puzzled: „Why?” 李居丽不解:“为什么？” Tang Jinyan has turned the head, in the eye brings cruel that Lee Qri was once seeing during the daytime: „You know.” 唐谨言转过头,眼里带着李居丽白天曾见的暴戾:“你知道。” Lee Qri shakes the head, asked calmly: „Actually are you afraid what? Must compel oneself to have the evil thought unexpectedly, proves the oneself darkness.” 李居丽摇摇头,平静地问:“你究竟在害怕什么？竟要逼着自己起恶念,证明自己的黑暗。” Tang Jinyan coldly said: „No matter you said several points, but you must first know, I have been constraining very cruel mood today. Once cannot suppress, I am irresponsible.” 唐谨言冷冷道:“不管你说中了几分,可你首先要知道,我今天本身就一直压抑着很暴戾的情绪。一旦压不住,我不负责。” Lee Qri hangs the view: „If that reason, I...... no matter what you vented.” 李居丽微垂眼帘:“若是那个原因,我……任你发泄。” Tang Jinyan did not speak, suddenly trod the first half step. Two people near body is opposite, Lee Qri closed the eye. 唐谨言不语,忽然踏前半步。两人近身相对着,李居丽闭上了眼睛。 „hmm...” on behind hospital bed transmits laborious chanting in a low voice. “唔……”身后的病床上传来辛苦的低吟。 Tang Jinyan whole body one stiff, movement static there. Lee Qri opens the eye, arrives at the bedside as if nothing has happened, the gentle voice asked: „Awoke?” 唐谨言浑身一僵,动作静止在那里。李居丽睁开眼睛,像没事人一样走到床边,柔声问:“醒了？” Park So-yeon partly is opening eyes, the neck cannot rotate, straightly face upwards lying down. Looked at Lee Qri one at a loss, slowly restores the pure brightness: „Qri...... is your Ah...” 朴素妍半睁着眼,脖子不能转动,直挺挺地仰躺着。茫然看了李居丽一阵,才慢慢恢复清明:“居丽……是你啊……” „Un.” Lee Qri is shaking her hand: „How feels?” “嗯。”李居丽握着她的手:“感觉怎样？” „Wound is a little sore, but that has no......” Park So-yeon to mutter: „Qri, I have a dream...... dream of Jinyan / cautious (sincere) words OPPA and Eun-ji marriage. I blessed them with a smile, then hid in the corner cries, the heart was quite sore, hurt compared with the wound......” “伤口有点疼,可那没什么……”朴素妍喃喃道:“居丽,我做了个梦……梦见谨言OPPA和恩地结婚了。我笑着祝福他们,然后躲在角落里哭,心好疼,比伤口疼多了……” In the Lee Qri eye flashes through the strange appearance, was silent. 李居丽眼里闪过奇异的神采,闭口不言。 Tang Jinyan stands near the window. Silent, the cruel mood in eye actually dispersed clean quietly. 唐谨言站在窗边。默然无语,眼中的暴戾情绪却悄无声息地散了个一干二净。 Lee Qri supple sound said: „Likes him? Didn't work as the friend him?” 李居丽柔声道:“喜欢他？不是把他当朋友了？” Park So-yeon muttered: „He...... can capture any woman for all that I make, how Qri...... I can the exception...... I also be able to repress......, but he seems like the divine intervention the same as appear in the wind and rain, hugs me, I thought that...... I ended thoroughly.” 朴素妍喃喃道:“他为我做的一切……能俘虏任何女人吧,居丽……我怎么能够例外……本来我还能按捺的……可是当他像是天意一样出现在风雨中,把我抱起来,我就觉得……我彻底完了。” Lee Qri turned the head to look at Tang Jinyan one, his face flickered in the window. She said suddenly: „He and Jung Eun-ji has not married, likes struggling, what also there is not right?” 李居丽转头看了唐谨言一眼,他的面孔在窗边忽明忽暗。她忽然道:“他和郑恩地还没结婚呢,喜欢就去争,又有什么不对？” Park So-yeon said at a loss: „Incorrect Qri...... he likes Eun-ji, moreover I...... I now one is the scandal.” 朴素妍茫然道:“不行的居丽……他那么喜欢恩地,而且我……我现在一身是丑闻。” Lee Qri closed the eye, long time said: „I shouted the doctor.” 李居丽闭上了眼睛,良久才道:“我去喊医生。” „Wait......” Park So-yeon urgently said: „Accompanies my a while again. I alone will fear......” “等等……”朴素妍急道:“再陪我一会儿。我一个人会怕……” Lee Qri is silent. 李居丽默然。 Tang Jinyan knows tacitly her meaning, cannot rotate taking advantage of the Park So-yeon head, he pastes in the corner, goes out softly, Lee Qri maintains composure to move the body very much tacitly, prevents the Park So-yeon corner of the eye split vision. 唐谨言默契地知道了她的意思,借朴素妍脑袋不能转动,他贴在墙角,轻手轻脚地出了门,李居丽很默契地不动声色移动着身子,阻挡朴素妍的眼角余光。 Out goes out smoothly, Tang Jinyan long sighed. 顺利地走出门外,唐谨言长长叹了口气。 Previously had no interest in consider these things radically, wholeheartedly only wants to help Park So-yeon get out of the mire, has not thought will have such result. But listened to the Park So-yeon words, he does not have accidentally/surprisingly. In the heart is very tranquil, originally in the subconscious also has the premonition early. 此前根本无心考虑这些东西,一心只想帮朴素妍走出泥潭,并没有想过会有这样的结果。可是听了朴素妍的话语,他却一点意外都没有。心中很是平静,原来潜意识里也早有预感吧。 Or anybody this premonition, including Lee Eun-shuo will think that „others do will think you are soaking her Ah...” 或者说,任何人都有了这种预感,连李恩硕都会觉得“人家会不会觉得你在泡她啊……” Naturally also includes Jung Eun-ji. 当然也包括郑恩地。 „So-yeon eonni is the most suitable your person.” Her words are very at this moment clear in the heart. Past events passing over gently and swiftly mind. Tang Jinyan knows finally Jung Eun-ji besides these issues of their solid knowledge, which point is unable to get over an emotion. Perhaps she feels the person who in his heart cares about truly is Park So-yeon, or thought that Park So-yeon is more suitable he, but her Jung Eun-ji is only „one of his women”. “素妍欧尼才是最适合你的人。”她的话语此刻在心头无比清晰。往事一幕幕掠过脑海。唐谨言终于知道郑恩地除了他们固知的那些问题之外,还有哪一点无法释怀。也许她觉得他心中真正在乎的人是朴素妍,或者觉得朴素妍更适合他,而她郑恩地就只是“他的女人之一而已”。 In other words, the vinegar jar hid in her very for a long time is very long...... 换句话说,醋坛子藏在她心里已经很久很久了…… Tang Jinyan shakes the head the forced smile, cannot look at the Eun-ji such big talk drivel woman. Also will have such puzzled wishful thinking, truly is the negligence of oneself. 唐谨言摇头苦笑,看不出来恩地那样大咧咧的女人。也会有这样纠结的小心思,确实是自己的疏忽。 Shouted the doctor goes to the hospital ward, he does not have to go in again, comes out quietly is for this reason, Park So-yeon needs at this moment tranquilly, he appears absolutely is a counter-effect. Therefore he haunches the umbrella silently, arrives at the grocery store outside hospital, bought one packet of smoke. 喊了医生去病房,他没有再进去,悄悄出来就是为此,朴素妍此刻需要平静,他出现绝对是个反效果。于是他默默撑起伞,走到医院外的杂货店,买了一包烟。 He very long had not smoked, may let the premise that he stops smoking at this moment already not. 他已经很久没抽烟了,可此刻让他戒烟的前提已经不在。 The prominent smoke rings, look that the smog in dissipates at present gradually, as if a lot also diverge with them together, slowly vanishes does not see. 突出一口烟圈,看着烟雾在眼前渐渐消散,仿佛很多事情也随着它们一起散去,慢慢消失不见。 Mentioned strangely, has felt unable to swear off, the thought of but this unexpectedly really forcefully her not having left behind, can so treat this bidding farewell unexpectedly calmly. 说来奇怪,原先一直觉得戒不掉戒不掉,可是这回居然真的没有强行把她留下的念头,居然可以如此平静地对待这场诀别。 A conclusion of love, as if also just the attractive smoke rings, saw likely initially shocking peerless, may face the dissipation also so to be simply tranquil. 一场恋爱的结束,似乎也就只不过像漂亮的烟圈,初见的时候惊艳绝伦,可面临消散却又如此平静简单。 But Jung Eun-ji, do you know, if you don't exist, what a terrible person Tang Jinyan would be. 可是郑恩地,你又知不知道,如果没有你的存在,唐谨言会是多么可怕的人。 He steps on the cigarette butt ruthlessly extinguishes in the sole, vanishes in the night rain in big strides. 他狠狠将烟头踩灭在脚底,大踏步消失在夜雨里。 In the hospital ward, the doctor inspected to change the medicine to toss about for one hour, Lee Qri always sat in the nearby peacefully looks, probably an only beautiful sculpture. 病房里,医生检查换药折腾了一个多小时,李居丽始终安静地坐在边上看着,像是一尊唯美的雕塑。 Until the doctor departs, Park So-yeon suppresses to blush, said slow: „Qri, I want to urinate......” 直到医生离去,朴素妍憋红着脸,呐呐道:“居丽,我想尿尿……” Lee Qri shows a faint smile, holds her by setting out: „Forgot to have this grade of matter, if we had known kept a moment ago him.” 李居丽微微一笑,扶着她靠起身来:“忘了会有这档事,早知道刚才就把他留下来。” Park So-yeon gawked staring: „He?” 朴素妍愣了愣:“他？” Lee Qri takes out the chamber pot from the bed calmly: „Although I am your wife, but I thought that you like him doing this matter probably.” 李居丽若无其事地从床下取出尿盆:“虽然我是你老婆,不过我觉得你大概更喜欢他来做这事。” Park So-yeon sighed: „Do not play his joke. Is thinking sadly......” 朴素妍叹了口气:“别开他的玩笑了。想着就难过……” Lee Qri holds her lightly the urination, suddenly said one: „Eun-ji and he bid good-bye.” 李居丽扶着她淅淅沥沥地小便,忽然说了一句:“恩地和他分手了。” The urine sound stops directly there, crossed for several seconds to continue to put. Lee Qri throws smiles. 尿声直接停在那里,过了几秒才继续放了出来。李居丽扑哧一笑。 Park So-yeon is ill-humored: „You want to irritate me, plays such joke.” 朴素妍没好气:“你是想气死我吧,开这样的玩笑。” Lee Qri receives the smile, said lightly: „Really.” 李居丽收起笑容,淡淡道:“真的。” Park So-yeon opened the eye: „Really......? Do not deceive me.” 朴素妍睁大了眼睛:“真……的？你不要骗我。” Lee Qri looks at her eye earnestly: „Has not deceived you, Eun-ji and he bid good-bye.” 李居丽认真地看着她的眼睛:“没有骗你,恩地和他分手了。” The Park So-yeon complexion big change, the lip is shivering slightly, long time muttered: „How can this...... this be why?” 朴素妍脸色大变,嘴唇微微颤抖着,良久才喃喃道:“这怎么可以……这是为什么？” Lee Qri dangling view: „Shouldn't you be happy?” 李居丽垂下眼帘:“难道你不应该高兴吗？” „Possibly to be how happy Qri!” Park So-yeon grabs her arm, urgently said: „If real, he will be very very sadly sad!” “怎么可能高兴啊居丽！”朴素妍抓着她的手臂,急道:“如果是真的,他会很难过很难过的啊！” Lee Qri purses the lips not to speak, holds her to lie down silently. 李居丽抿嘴不语,默然扶她重新躺好。 Falling in love with a person is such? Did not consider that oneself does have the opportunity, but is the earliest possible time worries about his mood? 爱上一个人是这样的吗？不是考虑自己有没有机会,而是第一时间担忧他的心情？ So-yeon this little while has not known the words that the reason that he and Eun-ji bids good-bye, If knows, can the remorse life? Let alone instigated So-yeon and he in together, she thought that even does not dare to make So-yeon know the truth...... 素妍这会儿还不知道他和恩地分手的原因呢,如果知道的话,会不会自责一生？别说怂恿素妍和他在一起了,她觉得甚至不敢让素妍知道真相了…… Love indeed...... damn thing. 爱情真是……该死的东西。 She can only say one ambiguously: „Don't think too much, the rest, he will certainly come to see well tomorrow your, when the time comes you knew.” 她只能含糊地说了一句:“别想太多,好好休息,明天他一定会来看你的,到时候你就知道了。” Park So-yeon lay down, somewhat asked hesitant: „What today in the network...... our does T-ara have not good matter?” 朴素妍躺了回去,有些犹豫地问:“今天网络上……我们T-ara还有什么不好的事么？” Did not have...... Lee Qri to open mouth, in the mind flashed through the Tang Jinyan pain the facial expression, simple a few words actually unable to say. We turned over/stood up, but pays the grievous cost for this reason is actually he. 没有了……李居丽张了张嘴,脑海里闪过唐谨言痛苦的神情,简单的一句话却说不出来。我们翻身了,可是为此付出惨痛代价的却是他。 The intense guilt makes people facing obviously a great happiness matter actually point happy, moreover can this saying and So-yeon said? Lee Qri is nipping the lower lip, closed the eye painfully. 强烈的愧疚让人面对明明大喜的事情却一点都高兴不起来,而且这话要怎么和素妍说？李居丽咬着下唇,痛苦地闭上了眼睛。 Said that really...... might as well makes him vent one time, good and bad makes in the person heart feel better...... 说真的……还不如让他发泄一次呢,好歹让人心中好过一点…… PS: The monthly ticket also full Bai, thank everyone's support eight point in addition to be continued. PS:月票又满百啦,感谢大家的支持八点加更未完待续。