笔趣阁www.xbiquge.so，最快更新心魔！ „He thought that makes that line of lives is not good. Observes the secret. Either believes in Buddhism to do the good to accumulate good deeds done in secret-, but he does not believe these. Therefore felt, since life not good, important criminal day ghost Lone Star, looks for my doing apprentice. Later free wretched life, doesn't have any matter friendship heart.” “他觉得做那一行命不好。窥测天机嘛。要么信佛做善事积阴德-可他才不信那些个。所以就觉得既然命不好、要犯天煞孤星,找我这种做徒弟也可以的。以后无牵无挂孤苦一生嘛,没什么事情分心。” „Taught me.” “就教我了。” Liu approves sighs lowly, is two people pours out the third glass of liquor. 刘公赞低叹口气,为二人斟上第三杯酒。 „Then crosses very much bitterly. The old men like drinking.” Li Yunxin takes up the third cup, drinks, „beginning of the month had money, eats and drinks extravagantly. At the end of the month did not have money, could not borrow everywhere, what to do.” “然后还是过得很苦。老头子喜欢喝酒。”李云心拿起第三杯,饮下去,“月初有钱了,大吃大喝。月底没钱了,到处借不到,怎么办呢。” At this point, his lip floats off a smile- this smile, seems like sincere and pure- lifts the finger/refers of hand on toward the furnace: „Picks several pebbles, drinks.” 说到这里,他的唇边浮起一丝微笑-这微笑,似乎是真诚而单纯的了-抬手往炉上一指:“捡几个卵石,下酒。” „Roasts slowly. Hot can the entrance, scatters a salt. Places the mouth to suck, one glass of liquor.” “慢慢烤一烤。热了可以入口了,撒点盐。放在嘴里咂一咂,一杯酒。” He said that while twists already the pebbles that was roasted slightly blushes. Looked, puts in the mouth. Therefore the sound, inundates the water vapor from the mouth and nose. Sucked sucking, chews sugar bean ka-beng ka-beng chewed, swallows. 他一边说,一边捻起已被烤得微微发红的卵石。看了看,放入口中。于是有一阵嗤嗤声,从口鼻里漫出水汽来。咂了咂,嚼糖豆儿似的嘎嘣嘎嘣嚼了,咽下去。 Liu approves to be in a daze. But pours out the fourth cup for two people busily, Li Yunxin tosses down. 刘公赞发愣。但忙又为两人斟上第四杯,李云心一饮而尽。 „Sometimes he drank unconscious said to me, four sons, grandfather you, when biological grandson- grandfather must take care of parents by you. After awaking, naturally anything does not remember. Beating and scolding is not in the same old way lenient. I remember that the bone fracture several times...... several times are recorded are actually unclear.” “有时候他喝得神智不清了就对我说,四儿啊,爷爷把你当亲孙子-爷爷还得靠你养老送终呢。醒了之后当然什么都不记得。打骂的时候照样不手软。我记得骨折了几次……是几次倒是记不清了。” „Afterward came the person to pay a return visit. Bumps into him to hit me. Said inadequately, should go to school. I think , I can also go to school. Comes the person to ask that I must walk. I think, the old man teaches my interest, but also completes. Waits. Cannot say.” “后来来人回访。撞见他打我。就说不成,该去上学了。我想,哦,我还可以上学。来人问我要不要走。我就想,老头子教我的也有趣,还学完。等等吧。就说不走。” „Then subsidized were also many, forced to deliver me to study.” Li Yunxin shakes the head to smile, „studied discovered, studying was more interesting. Originally the person is not an idiot. Also some smart people, wrote some intelligent thing. From the beginning what goes is the special education school. Afterward the result, reported. The people said that, this is actually a talent. Therefore transfers schools, read.” “然后补助又多了点,强制送我去读书。”李云心摇头笑了笑,“去读书了才发现,读书更有趣。原来人不都是蠢货。还有些聪明人,写了些很聪明的东西。一开始去的是特殊教育学校。后来成绩还可以,上了报。人就说,哦,这其实是个天才嘛。所以转了学,一路读。” „Attended the elementary school time probably was 11 years old...... obtained the master's degree the time probably is 18 years old.” “读小学的时候大概是十一岁……拿到硕士学位的时候大概是十八岁。” „Master?” “硕士？” „A similar practicing boundary.” Li Yunxin said, „was just like in the mundane world, the Illusion Realm big artist on extraordinary- did I cultivate/repair the Conception Realm peak at that time probably?” “类似一种修行境界吧。”李云心说,“好比在世俗世界,虚境的大画师就了不得了-我那时候大概修到了意境的巅峰？” Old Daoist then nods. He walks for dozens years in world, can understand. 老道便点了点头。他到底在世间行走几十年,能够理解的。 „That several years see him to be few, his gradually is not also healthy, therefore was also friendly. Originally is the one-eyed, remaining eye not big lines. Started to see the person to take that newspaper to say in the past, this was my grandson- must take care of parents to me.” “那几年见他少,他身体也渐渐不大好,所以也算是和气了吧。原来是独眼,剩下的一只眼也不大行了。开始见了人就拿当年那张报纸说,这是我孙子-得给我养老送终的。” „Actually that time was Alzheimer...... the Alzheimer's, you knew.” “其实那时候是得了阿尔茨海默……老年痴呆症吧,你知道吧。” Liu approves to shake the head, the sympathy sighed: „I know. Dotards.” 刘公赞摇摇头,同情地叹口气:“我知道。老糊涂了。” Li Yunxin smiles impartially. Twists the second pebble to admit the mouth since the small furnace. The vision has no focus, to chew slowly. After swallowing, had not opened the mouth, ate one. Hē the fifth glass of liquor: „Afterward...... one day.” 李云心不置可否地笑笑。从小炉上捻起第二块石子放进嘴里。目光没什么焦点、慢慢地嚼。咽下去之后仍未开口,又吃了一块。才喝第五杯酒:“再后来……有一天。” „On the day of I graduate. I study in other provinces. In other state capital.” “我毕业那一天。我在外省读书。就是在别的州府。” „Old man suffers a relapse, did not say that must look my foremost person in the field parades.” “老头子犯病,非说要去看我状元游街。” „But also does not have money, like the past, inquired. Where inquired starts doing business, ran, must leave blank the auspicious to ask for the tips. That day was there office starts doing business...... the boss is not the good person.” “但是又没钱,就像从前,打听。打听哪里开业,就跑过去,要给人开光吉庆讨喜钱。那天是那里一个会所开业……老板也不是什么好人。” Liu approves slightly smiles awkwardly- is also the matter that he formerly often did. Perhaps Xin boy just met his time, enters Wei City, initially was intimate with and even stayed in Dragon King Temple with him safely, because of the previous generation and antecedent. 刘公赞略尴尬地笑笑-也是他从前常做的事。或许心哥儿刚刚遇到他的时候、初入渭城之后便同他亲近、甚至安心在龙王庙住下了,就是因为前世、前事吧。 Also is a very good fate. 也算是一段很好的缘分。 But knits the brows, place to sigh slightly- knew that behind inevitably is not the warm story. 但又微微皱眉、地叹口气-晓得后面必然不是什么温馨的故事。 „Old man was silly at that time. Before running up to the gate, spoke the words of some not Jili. How is to have the disaster and any time blood light to suffer unexpected financial losses probably, master to how. This matter he formerly did not do greatly, said loses face. On that day was obsessed, says very coarse.” “老头子那时候傻了。跑到门前就说些不吉利的话。大概就是要有血光之灾、什么什么时候破财、主人要怎么怎么样。这种事他从前都不大做,说丢份儿。那天鬼迷心窍,说得很难听。” „Common, coaxes, selecting money Dafa walked. This boss, formerly was also the family background of travelling about as acrobat. Under the name the industry many...... a small office starts doing business to have no need for him coming. However is happy, takes a look. The result bumps into this.” “寻常的,就哄走,给点钱打发走了。这一位老板呢,从前也是跑江湖的出身。名下产业很多……一个小会所开业用不着他来的。但是心情好,过来瞧瞧。结果撞见这个。” „Reaches an agreement, comes an old deity, please come. Then please drink- said that is one group of people encircles in the hall looks at him to drink. The old thing...... very long has not drunk. Opened wide drank...... drinks unconscious.” “就说好啊,来个老神仙,请进来。然后请喝酒-说是一群人围在大厅里看他喝。老东西……很久没喝酒。就敞开了喝……又喝得神志不清了。” „Boss also said, the old deity enjoyed oneself to the full. Wraps the share red packet, sends off well. Packed off safely.” Li Yunxin smiles, „drives to deliver to intersection, puts down and leaves.” “老板就又说,老神仙尽兴了。包份红包,好好送走。就平平安安送走了。”李云心笑了笑,“开车送到十字路口,放下、走人。” Liu approves silently. 刘公赞默然。 At this point, perhaps in this world others cannot understand. But he can understand. Li Yunxin had described the certain appearances of former that world to him, thus knows there car(riage) not with the horse. Iron casing, the momentum is very astonishing. 说到这里,这世上旁人或许听不懂。但他可以听得懂了。李云心曾经对他描述过从前那个世界的某些模样,因而晓得那里的车可不是用马。铁壳子,声势很惊人。 The old man died...... this/should dies under the road, car(riage). 那老头子死掉……该是死在路上、车下的。 „Then I go back to know this matter. First asks, knew the matter already. That person fame is big, the path is wild, no one can feel embarrassed his.” “然后我回去知道这件事。先问了问,知道事情已经了了。那个人名气大,路子野,没什么人能为难他的。” „I was anything felt at that time.” “那我当时是什么感觉呢。” „Actually no special feeling- person died died. That day. But...... I seemed nothing to do.” Li Yunxin knits the brows slightly, said in a low voice, „I was formerly young, anything does not know. Lives is also living. Afterward ran into the old man, came under attack to be scolded, but thought that the life was interesting.” “其实没什么特别的感觉-人死了就死了。都有死的那一天嘛。可是……我好像没什么事情可以做了。”李云心微微皱了眉,低声道,“我从前小,什么都不知道。活着也就活着。后来遇到老头子,挨打挨骂,可是觉得生活有趣了点。” „Actually the life has been interesting, not necessarily because of him. Runs into other anyone, perhaps will be more interesting. What however now doesn't he make after...... me?” “其实生活一直都是有趣的,未必是因为他。遇到别的什么人,也许会更有趣。但是如今他不在了……我以后做什么呢？” „I think, feels for the first time somewhat. Probably a ship- past had a harbor. Now the harbor was destroyed, floats in the sea. Who I am, what I must make, where do I want to go to? I do not know. Therefore I need one...... the anchor point.” “我想了想,第一次觉得心里有些慌。就好像一条船-从前有个港口。如今港口被毁了,漂在海上。那我是谁,我要做什么,我要去哪里呢？我都不知道。所以我需要一个……锚点。” Li Yunxin looked at that wine pot one. 李云心看了那酒壶一眼。 Liu approves then to carry to the wine pot pour out wine silently for him. However pot one light- has emptied. 刘公赞便默然将酒壶端起来要为他斟酒。然而壶一轻-已空了。 Li Yunxin then crumb the cup of palm. Selects several big gravel, slowly puts on the stove. 李云心便捏碎了掌心的杯子。挑几块大些的石渣,慢慢放到火炉上。 „Then I revenge.” He said, „this can make an anchor point. That person of influence is big, I am only anything no young people. I bit by bit come, to live to revenge. Like this life goal, is very good.” “那么我就报仇吧。”他说,“这可以做一个锚点。那人势力大,我只是什么都没有的年轻人。我一点一点地来,活着就为了报仇。这样生活有一个目标,是很好的。” „Actually looks like these ghosts, must have one to hold to read. Without held to read, they also became the this solitary one boat, must vanish into thin air.” “其实就像是那些鬼魂,必有一个执念。没了执念,他们也就成了孤舟,要烟消云散的。” „Used for ten years. Seizes him...... then to start to revenge.” “用了十年的时间。捉到他……然后开始报仇。” Li Yunxin these stopped time was very long. Then also twisted to eat the fourth pebbles: „But at that time, thought of an issue suddenly.” 李云心这一次停顿了很久。然后把第四枚卵石也捻起来吃掉了:“但那时候,忽然想到一个问题。” „I have revenged, should make anything.” “我报了仇,又该做什么呢。” „Has revenged , there is nothing...... to live has any meaning of doing.” “报了仇,没什么好做的……活着有什么意思呢。” „Without the meaning, why does not die. In the world many sentiments I can look slowly, slowly imitates. Only has death- perhaps dies the sentiment, I have no need to imitate. Perhaps...... I really can realize.” “既然没意思,为什么不去死呢。世上许多的感情我都可以慢慢地看,慢慢地模仿。只有死-也许死的时候产生的感情,我用不着模仿呢。也许……我真能体会得到呢。” „Therefore decided that dies look. It‘s nothing at the worst after...... has revenged, must die. Might as well ask this person to help.” “所以决定死一死看。没什么大不了的……报了仇之后,也是要死的么。不如叫这个人帮我一个忙。” „Found an opportunity to ask his person to find. Then was killed by him. The towel hoodwinks the face...... the watering to suffocate dead.” Li Yunxin thinks, „was a pity. Had not felt.” “就找个机会叫他的人找到了。然后被他杀死了。毛巾蒙着脸……浇水窒息死。”李云心想了想,“可惜。还是没感觉。” Liu approves to move the lip, is light the one breath: „Then......” 刘公赞动了动嘴唇,轻出一口气:“那么……” „Then after coming, a long time the situation is similar. Realized something...... may not know can let my approaching body. Feared the feeling of the past drifting with the current. Therefore ran into you.” “那么来了之后,在很长的一段时间里情况还是类似的。体会了一些东西……可都不知道能不能让我傍身。怕了从前随波逐流的感觉。于是遇到你了。” Li Yunxin raised the head, looks at Liu to approve: „You look like the old man.” 李云心抬起头,看着刘公赞:“你像老头子。” „I formerly tried to look for an anchor point to myself- the method of finding, completes the revenge. Thus, I also had the pleasure in this world. Recently but I started to fluster because of...... less than one year.” “我从前试过给自己找一个锚点-找到回去的法子,把复仇完成。这样,我在这个世界上就又有了乐趣。可是最近我又开始慌因为……不到一年而已啊。” Li Yunxin sighed: „I from Illusion Realm, to profound boundary.” 李云心叹气:“我就从虚境,到了玄境。” „I cannot think for a year later can be what appearance-, if one year later I found the method of going back, what to do I should. Therefore in Yunshan, I only asked itself to become the profound boundary. I feared very much I had a more powerful strength, matter is done satisfactorily.” “我不敢想一年之后会是什么样子-如果一年之后我就找到了回去的法子,我该怎么办呢。所以在云山上,我只叫自己成了玄境。我很怕我有了更强大的力量,事情就做得更顺心。” Liu approves speechless. 刘公赞无言。 „Feared oneself strive too rapidly”- this extremely arrogant words, only then Li Yunxin can say. Also only then he says now, Liu approves not to feel any being out of sorts feeling, can understand his worry on the contrary. “怕自己精进太迅速”-这种狂妄的话,只有李云心能够说得出口。也只有他如今说了,刘公赞才不会感受到任何的违和感,反倒能够理解他的苦恼。 At this time, the crushed stone on stove also burnt slightly is red. 这时候,炉子上的碎石也烧得微红了。 Li Yunxin then shoots a ball finger, extinguishes the no root fire under furnace. Receives the blinding in the palm, one pats in the import. 李云心便弹一弹手指,将炉下的无根火熄灭。把碎石子都收在掌心,一把拍进口中。 „But...... I think me should not now like this.” “但如今……我想我不该这样子的。” He chews the pebble ka collapses makes noise while spoke, the sound was still very clear: „I formerly was the head had the issue. I do not have now.” 他一边将石子嚼得咔崩作响一边说话,声音依然很清晰:“我从前是脑袋有问题。我如今没有。” „You said me to be childish, a point right. I seem like a child...... all love sorrow to experience now from the beginning, the previous generation several are equal to not having. But I have the memory of previous generation, therefore feared very much tries the new feeling.” “你说我孩子气,一点都没错。我如今像是个孩子吧……一切情爱悲苦都要从头体验,前世几等于无。可是我偏有前世的记忆,于是很怕尝试新的感觉。” „-, if a person is not anything does not understand since birth, who is glad experience so-called sorrow and injuries, then growth in this process ‚’ gets up.” “-如果一个人不是生来就什么都不懂,谁乐意去一次次体验所谓的悲痛、伤害,然后再在这个过程里‘成长’起来呢。” „However...... I know now incorrect. I cannot bind myself for a lifetime in the shell. This shell called me bravely, called me to be spiritless. Therefore I think that perhaps...... I need a new anchor point.” He shakes the head, „I also require some time. Before spending these time, I need a new anchor point......, otherwise I will also fluster.” “然而如今……我知道不行的。我总不能一辈子都把自己裹在壳里。这层壳叫我有多勇敢,也就叫我多懦弱。所以我想……我也许需要一个新的锚点吧。”他摇摇头,“我还需要一些时间。在度过这些时间之前,我还是需要一个新的锚点……不然我还会慌。” Liu approves a while, said silent looking pensive: „Your new anchor point, is anything.” 刘公赞若有所思地沉默一阵子,才道:“你的新锚点,是什么呢。” Li Yunxin stood up the body. 李云心站起了身。 Said under the moonlight: „Is you.” 在月色下说:“是你。” „I and you, each other also kiss also the master also friend, the life and death depend on. I teach your many, you also teach my many.” “我与你,彼此亦亲亦师亦友,生死相托。我教会你许多,你也教会我许多。” „Is indebted your looking, I cross satisfactorily. Also dares to look slowly this world, realizes something.” “承蒙你的关照,我过得顺心。也敢慢慢去看这个世界、体会一些东西。” „The previous generation, I experience some precious emotions actually not to know. This life, experienced the feeling of previous generation on your body. I knew that what kind of I former I was, what kind of life lived.” “前世,我体验过一些珍贵的情感却不自知。今世,在你的身上重新体验到了前世的感觉。我才晓得从前的我是怎样的我,过了怎样的生活。” „But these...... I formerly do not know greatly. Today saw Li Chunfeng, I realized.” Li Yunxin smiles, „, therefore...... do not die.” “可是这些……我从前也不大知道。今天见了李淳风,我才意识到了。”李云心笑了笑,“所以你……不要死掉。” „Otherwise I became the this solitary one boat.” “不然我就成了孤舟。” Liu approved then gawked some little time. Then he deeply inspires, stands up slowly. 刘公赞便愣了好一会儿。然后他深吸一口气,也慢慢站起身。 „Xin boy, I......” he said in a low voice, „I...... I formerly do not know. I......” “心哥儿,我……”他低声道,“我……唉。我从前不知道。我……” Li Yunxin smiles: „You go. I was not a child.” 李云心微笑起来:“你去吧。我又不是个孩子了。” Liu approves to knit the brows to stare at him. Looked for a long time, the brow stretches fiercely, vertical sound said: „Good!” 刘公赞皱眉盯着他。看了好久,眉头猛地舒展,纵声道:“好！” „I this time...... go on the riding the wind rising typhoon! Repays a debt and revenge...... to live again, accompanies you to look well- life exists forever in world, for anything, this/should for anything!” “我此番……就乘风扶摇而去！还了债、报了仇……再活着回来,陪你好好找一找-人生长存于世,到底是为了什么、又该是为了什么！” Said these words, do not linger hesitant. Law clothes stirs fiercely, the whole person then rides the wind, the direct horizon electricity shoots to go. Only his indistinct sounds- „quick wind!” 说了这些话,再不犹豫流连。身上的法衣猛一鼓荡,整个人便乘风而起,直接天边电射而去。只余他隐隐约约的声音-“快哉风！” This wind, surges fiercely the Li Yunxin cape and big robe makes noise. 这风,亦将李云心的斗篷、大袍都激荡得烈烈作响。 He then low and deep and sighed gently, smiled. 他便低沉而柔和地叹了口气,笑起来。 „Delivers Monarch to get up with the wind......” “送君同风起……” „Don't a dynasty knowledge.” “相别一朝知。”