笔趣阁www.xbiquge.so，最快更新心魔！ By this time, Old Taoist Liu really did not know that said what was good. 到这时候,刘老道才真的不晓得说什么好了。 Before half double-hour, he thinks what Li Yunxin worry is the children personal relationships. But to the present, he realized that children personal relationships thing regarding present Li Yunxin is an out-and-out tribulation. 半个时辰之前,他以为李云心烦恼的是儿女私情。但到了眼下,他意识到儿女私情这东西对于如今的李云心而言是一个不折不扣的劫。 This means...... 这意味着…… „I formerly, probably a paper.” Li Yunxin knits the brows, looked toward out of the window, „on paper anything does not have, to arrive in this world. Is good because of me since birth sensibly, the parents immortal cultivation. Therefore when slightly is very very small knows that practices this matter, to know the unfeeling abandons wants and know crosses the tribulation.” “我从前,像是一张纸。”李云心皱了眉,往窗外看,“纸上什么都没有,来到这世上。好在我生来就懂事,爹娘又修仙。于是在很小很小的时候知道修行这件事、知道绝情弃欲、知道渡劫。” „In this world nothing fun. Practicing is a fun matter. Therefore I plan to practice. Originally in the mind has these barriers, calling my sentiment to the world to be ignorant. In addition I purposely control all of a sudden, therefore lived for 15 years, on this paper has not written anything.” “这世上没什么好玩的。修行是一件好玩的事。于是我打算修行。本来头脑中就有那些隔阂,叫我对人世之情懵懵懂懂。再加上我有意识地控制一下子,所以活了十五年,这纸上都没写过什么东西。” „But this I after all am an average man, some emotions must be contaminated slowly. For example I only to you many- also because of some memories of past. These things and emotions...... but actually harmless. Because I although formerly has not experienced, obviously were many others to experience, I knew something.” “但这一世我毕竟是个常人,有些情感慢慢地总要浸染过来。譬如我独独对你好些-也是因为从前的一些记忆。这些东西、情感……倒无伤大雅。因为我从前虽然没有体验,可见多了别人体验,我略知一二。” „May only have another emotion...... I formerly is to study is also too difficult to learn.” Li Yunxin, language roll-of-yaw slower, „among men and women that intense love. It and...... other emotions, are completely different. I am good to you, because you an old man who seems me formerly to run into- did not have him, I do not have the method to study and know the opinion of smart person probably. I can also make several friends, because I can also realize the good friend like the blood relation brothers' general feeling.” “可唯有另一种情感……我从前是学也学不来的。”李云心顿了顿,语速变得更慢了,“男女之间那种强烈的爱慕之情。它和……其他的情感,完全不同。我对你好,因为你好像我从前遇到的一个老头子-没了他,我大概没法子读书、知道聪明人的见解。我也可以交几个朋友,因为我也能够体会到好朋友如同血亲兄弟一般的感觉。” „However only love thing.” “然而唯独爱情这个东西。” „Two people...... completely strange person. It is not the parental brotherly love, no sibship. Actually can from the strangeness to familiar, again from familiar to admire- is loath to part from each other, is unable from already. Liked extremely the deep place even to make a person harms itself, to sacrifice itself. But all these because only an admire and liking. But why...... is this? Why will admire and like like this?” “两个人……全然陌生的人。不是父母兄弟之情,没什么亲缘关系。却可以从陌生到熟悉、再从熟悉到爱慕-难舍难分、无法自已。爱到极深处甚至可以为令一个人伤害自己、牺牲自己。而这一切都只因为一个爱慕、喜欢。可……这又是为什么？为什么会这样子地爱慕、喜欢?” Li Yunxin walked slowly and aimlessly several steps in the furnace, turns the head to look at Old Taoist Liu: „You know. In me formerly that world, had a view.” 李云心在炉边踱了几步,转头看刘老道:“你知道么。在我从前那个世界,有种说法。” „Said these love, can actually find the source of solid basis- various hormone combined actions in not excellent head. Even you adjust and control hormone in person head, this person can fall in love with the person who he formerly hated to clench jaws immediately. I came to here, because just knows this method, therefore thought that daoist priest and swordsman did what unfeeling to abandon to be simply stupid thoroughly. If in my original that world, slightly is colored the method really to be able ‚Supreme Indifference’.” “说这些情爱,其实能找到实实在在的根本之源-不过人脑袋里的各种激素共同作用罢了。甚至你去调节、控制一个人脑袋里的激素,这人就可以立即爱上一个他从前恨得咬牙切齿的人。我来了这里,正因为知道这法子,所以觉得道士和剑士搞什么绝情弃欲简直蠢透了。倘若在我原来的那个世界,略微花些手段就真地可以‘太上忘情’。” „But...... I saw the ladybug afterward. Said goodbye the sandalwood quantum and lucky quantum of that benefit society. ( 1 ) their three, were not the person. According to me formerly the view of that world- in head has the basic structure of what hormone not to have continually, actually still knew the love. This because of what?” “但是……后来我见了红娘子。再见了那共济会的檀量子和福量子。(注1)他们三个,都不是人了。依照我从前那个世界的说法-脑袋里连产生什么激素的基本结构都没有,却仍然知道情爱。这又是因为什么了？” „Because understood a person and had the interest in her, therefore is getting more and more curious. Finally although has not seen that person, but has the appearance of that person at heart- her every action and every movement frown and smile in mind......, therefore to some moment thought that must put down, or forgets her, inexplicably sad disconsolate, why is this?” “因为了解了一个人、对她起了兴趣,于是越来越好奇。最终虽没有见到那人,但心里都已经有那个人的模样了-她的一举一动一颦一笑都在头脑里……于是到了某一刻觉得要放下、或者忘记她,就莫名地难过惆怅,这又是为什么？” Old Daoist hear of Li Yunxin said that these, silent a while, said in a low voice: „Xin boy...... hasn't this known? This was likes and admiring.” 老道听李云心说完了这些、沉默一会儿,就低声道:“心哥儿……这不是已经知道了么？这便是喜欢、爱慕了。” Li Yunxin then looks at out of the window with clenched jaws: „Yes. I have known. Therefore I was having troublesome. I had such intense passion to understand this taste...... I also wanted the unfeeling abandoned desire, could not do well and also needs what heart!” 李云心便咬牙切齿地看着窗外:“是。我已经知道了。正因此我才有了麻烦。我有了这样强烈的情欲懂得了这滋味……我就也要绝情弃欲,搞不好、也需要什么道心了！” „But Xin boy previously said that you have controlled your emotions subconsciously, how to arrive today this step?” The Old Taoist Liu doubts look at him, „listens to the words that you spoke, you like or admire the time of that female not short- in these time, has not perceived? Hasn't tried to stop?” “但心哥儿此前说你已下意识地控制你的那些情感了,怎么会走到今日这一步？”刘老道疑惑地看他,“听你说的话,你喜欢或者爱慕上那女子的时间可不短-在这些时间里,都没有觉察的么？没有试过停下来么？” The Li Yunxin look becomes strange, seems like in hesitant must say something. Finally he has a look at Old Taoist Liu, remembers „our sons who Old Daoist previously said that now is also acts as companion and is bound by a common destiny mutually” these words, then sighed the one breath in a low voice: „Is a long story.” 李云心的神色变得古怪起来,似乎是在犹豫到底要不要说出来一些事。最终他看看刘老道,想起了老道此前说的“咱们俩儿,如今也算是相互作伴、相依为命啦”这句话,便低声叹一口气:“说来话长啊。” „That person...... I think is the man.” Li Yunxin dispirited sat to return to near the copper furnace, to rub the frontal eminence, „these days met the trace that many that people once left, felt in this world few person who interesting also had the story- you knew in this world the idiot many, as the idiot who the idiot did not know are also many, was very bored disheartened. However that person...... The matters, I understand her slowly. Because of these matters, tries to guess and go to think her thought- he.” “那人……我本以为是男人的。”李云心颓丧地重新坐回到铜炉边、揉了揉额角,“这些日子遇到许许多多那人曾经留下来的痕迹,觉得是这世界上极少数的有趣又有故事的人-你知道这世上蠢货多、身为蠢货而不自知的蠢货也多,无聊丧气得很。但是那个人……唉。一件一件事,我慢慢了解她。因为那些事,试着去猜、去想她的念头-他吗的。” „Said right, likes admiring a person, from starts seriously curiously. I...... guessed the style of that person of idea and conduct with my complete thoughts...... I am will lock unknowingly. But how didn't I do this at that time can also do? I have the sorrow of life! I wanted to maintain a livelihood and want to find the means of livelihood, has to pay attention to her to go-” “说得一点没错儿,喜欢爱慕一个人,当真就是从好奇开始的。我……用自己的全部心思去揣测那人的想法、行事的风格……我是不知不觉、生生地将自己套牢进去了。可我那时候不这样做还能怎么做呢？我有性命之忧的！我想要活命、想要找到活路,就不得不关注她去-” At this point, Old Taoist Liu cannot bear break him finally: Is the outcome that „Xin boy said who? How do I listen to...... this person of me am also being somewhat familiar?” 说到这里,刘老道终是忍不住打断他:“心哥儿说的究竟是谁？我怎么听着……这人我也是有些熟悉的？” Li Yunxin, was looking straight ahead him: „You were naturally familiar. This person, is the picture Saint.” 李云心顿了顿,直视着他:“你自然熟悉了。这人,就是画圣。” The look on Old Taoist Liu face instantaneously becomes splendid- arrives at Li Yunxin also to be even beyond description splendidly. He looks like damn stares the round eye generally, probably present Li Yunxin turned into a stranger instantaneously. 刘老道脸上的神色瞬间变得精彩-精彩到连李云心也难以形容。他像见了鬼一般地瞪圆眼睛,好像眼前的李云心瞬间变成了个陌生人。 Because...... 因为…… He did not know how should say own present thoughts. 他都不晓得该如何说自己眼下的心思了。 But Li Yunxin swings shakes the head, sighed the one breath again: „You, when I have not known and not tried to guard against this matter. Before two double-hour, I in the space of Rongcheng-Rongcheng. I run into the fellow to name be Yang Jianzi, he me told that the matter of picture Saint- he said that he knows the inside story.” 但李云心摇一摇头,再叹一口气:“你当我不晓得、没有试过防范这事么。就在两个时辰之前,我在蓉城-蓉城的天上。我遇到个家伙叫阳剑子,他跟我说画圣的事-他说他晓得内幕。” „- That time my turned at heart. I know that this mood is not right. I was too curious and am too sensitive to the picture Saint. This mood has surpassed ‚to live is paying attention to’ this category. Therefore how do you guess me?” Li Yunxin kicked the ground with the tip of the toe agitated, „still remembers that I formerly had said with you a method is called the aversion therapy? For example wraps rubber band in the wrist/skill, you want to make anything to use that rubber band to shoot oneself one- the matter that after that this painful experience and you think relates, to call you withdrawal something......” “-那时候我的心里就翻起来了。我知道这情绪不对劲儿。我对画圣太好奇、太敏感了。这种情绪已经超出‘为了活着而关注’这个范畴了。所以你猜我怎样？”李云心烦躁地用脚尖踢了踢地面,“还记得我从前同你说过有一种法子叫做厌恶疗法么？譬如在手腕上套一个皮筋儿,你想做什么就用那皮筋儿弹自己一下-此后这种痛苦体验和你想的这件事就联系起来、可以叫你戒断一些东西……” „How therefore you do guess me? I clearly know that his Hongling crisis on top of crisis, I said to him, is good I to go.” Li Yunxin sighed, „I thought that I was a smart person, can try to give itself to suggest. Because I to picture Saint unusual attention, but went, to eat one toward Hongling to owe again greatly- this was to my own aversion therapy. I can test this method to adjust itself. I know that this emotion must stop.” “所以你猜我怎样？我明知道他那红岭危机重重,我还是对他说,好我去。”李云心叹气,“我觉得自己是个聪明人,又可以试着给自己暗示。我因为对画圣反常的关注而往红岭去了、再吃一个大亏回来-这就是对我自己的厌恶疗法。我可以试着用这个法子调整自己。我知道这情感必须得停下来了。” „But he told me suddenly, drawing the Saint was a woman.” Li Yunxin stopped, stares is staring at the furnace fire, has the quarter of an hour not to speak. “可是他忽然告诉我,画圣是一个女人。”李云心停住了,直勾勾地盯着炉火,足足有一刻钟没有说话。 Finally charcoal fire in furnace slight flip-flop in sound, said in a low voice: „Then I know, is not wonderful....... Some people had previously prepared fully the preparation and ground, asked me to tread step by step. By this time, made me know that taking advantage of the mouth of anyone casually this fact, boom, handled.” 最终在炉中炭火的轻微噼啪声里,低声道:“然后我知道,不妙了。此前……有人已经做足了准备和铺垫,又叫我一步一步地踏进去。到这时候,随便借什么人之口让我知道这个事实,boom,搞定。” „I...... was been cloudy.” “我……被人阴了。” „I met am greatly troublesome.” “我遇到大麻烦了。” Old Taoist Liu because of the head that shocking to make a mess, after Li Yunxin stops told is very long realizing making person heart startled information that gradually he in the middle of that words hid a moment ago- 刘老道因为震惊而乱做一团的脑袋,在李云心停止诉说很久之后才渐渐意识到他刚才那番话当中所隐藏的令人更加心惊的信息- „Preparation and upholstery? Treads? Was been cloudy?” Old Taoist Liu stares dumbfounded, „Xin boy what is this? You said- you admire this picture Saint, was others' idea? How to have this idea? When?” “准备和铺垫？踏进去？被人阴了？”刘老道瞠目结舌,“心哥儿这是什么意思？你是说-你爱慕上这画圣,乃是中了别人的计么？怎么会有这种计？什么时候？” Li Yunxin is staring at the furnace fire, slowly outward crowded words and expressions from gap between teeth: „Today's matter...... that detail I must forget.” 李云心盯着炉火,从牙缝里慢慢往外挤字句:“要不是今天的事情……那细节我都要忘记了。” „, Flies high in Wei City and beautiful jade-like stone building at first. I at that beautiful jade-like stone meeting, had called to fly high unload the protection. But because only also mentioned Illuminated Jade Slip accidentally- she immediately on vigilance! That is not a normal person should have the vigilance that absolutely. I know at that time, some people established a defense mechanism in her. I in her by me was suggested in the influence situation mentioned that word touched that defense mechanism, she sobered immediately.” ( 2 ) “最初是在渭城、琼华楼、凌空子。我在那琼华会上的时候,本已经叫凌空子卸下防备了。但只因为无意中又提到了通明玉简-她立即就警觉起来！那绝对不是一个正常人应该有的警觉。我当时就知道,有人在她心里建立了一个防御机制。我在她被我暗示影响的情况下提到那个词儿触动了那个防御机制,她立时就清醒起来了。”(注2) „...... That person is a expert. I know at that time.” “……那人是个高手。我当时就知道。” He, said: „Then in Tungting lake. Tungting lake Monarch and my cheap Elder Brother, could not hear any with ‚seize shed’ related words and expressions...... I to think at that time was the magic arts. Until now look, the ghost knows that is the magic arts, or the heart study and both interaction?” 他顿了顿,又道:“然后在洞庭。洞庭君、我的那个便宜哥哥,都听不到任何同‘夺舍’有关的字句……我那时候觉得是法术。到如今看,鬼知道到底是法术、还是心学、还是两者相互作用的？” „Person, having such a person- who I now also indefinite am- stared at me long time ago. The time even possibly arrives at my parents early also when...... then since I step into since Wei City that moment, guides me to enter in this snare step by step. Before today and two double-hour the snare draw in a net...... broke my Supreme Indifference!” “有一个人,有那么一个人-我现在还不确定是谁-早早就盯上了我。时间甚至可能早到我父母还在的时候……然后从我踏进渭城的那一刻起,就引导我一步一步走进这个圈套里。到今天、两个时辰之前圈套收网……破了我的太上忘情！” Old Daoist is dumbfounded, perhaps the long time has not said the words. 老道再一次目瞪口呆,也许久没有说出话来。 Many many matters, he believes in firmly to the judgment of Li Yunxin. Moreover the fact also showed that the judgment of Li Yunxin is absolutely correct. 许多许多事,他都对李云心的判断深信不疑。而且事实也证明李云心的判断是完全正确的。 Only this matter, he thought that...... his Xin boy perhaps in this he himself has never contacted the domain and making mistakes. 惟此一件事,他觉得……他的心哥儿或许是在这他自己从未接触过的领域、犯了错。 He knew person who Li Yunxin is one has the ability. In fact he does not doubt Li Yunxin some day to move the world, to open sect Lipai. However that after all is „some day”. At the present words...... his Xin boy is the big evil spirit of real boundary, is the quite fierce role. 他晓得李云心是一个有本领的人。实际上他也毫不怀疑李云心有朝一日可以名动天下、开宗立派。然而那毕竟是“有朝一日”呀。而今的话……他的心哥儿是个真境的大妖魔,算是相当厉害的角色。 But this „fierce”, with whose ratio? 可是这“厉害”,同谁比呢？ Is just like in celebrating the country, there is a person to be the governor of prefecture, to make the state herd, naturally was very fierce role- compared with their these few civilians. 好比在庆国之内,有个人做了知府、做了州牧,自然是很厉害的角色-同他们这些升斗小民相比。 Can with these bureaucrats ratios? Has to be inferior his, naturally also has by far in his. However again with emperor ratio words...... 可同那些官僚们比呢？有不如他的,自然也有远胜于他的。然而再同皇帝比的话…… Emperor where will really care about a governor of prefecture or the state herd. 皇帝哪里会真地在意一个知府或者州牧呢。 That is...... the picture Saint. Compared to this day, isn't the Yu Qingguo of emperor? 那是……画圣呀。相对于这天下而言,可不就是皇帝之于庆国么？ Old Daoist from knows at heart his Xin boy one day will soar finally, is very difficult to think that at present this time, he „design”, was called him to admire on the picture Saint...... 老道从心里知道他的心哥儿终有一日将一飞冲天,却很难认为在如今这个时候,他是被人“设计”了、叫他去爱慕上画圣…… This matter...... looks like in Old Daoist, seem like Li Yunxin, because this type has never experienced the sentiment is scared and is thrown into confusion. Therefore looks for one to oneself eagerly the passable reason. But Li Yunxin is a top the intelligent person, he remembers many traces, there is an ability that many traces connect. In ordinary, this ability was called him to completely understand the thoughts and strategy of enemy. However...... this ability asked him to create the powerful enemy who did not have at this time for oneself. 这件事……在老道看来,倒像是李云心因为这种从未体验过的感情慌了神、乱了阵脚。因此急于给自己找一个可以说得过去的理由。而李云心是个顶顶聪明的人,他记得许许多多的蛛丝马迹,也有将许许多多的蛛丝马迹串联起来的能力。在平常,这种能力叫他看透敌人的心思、谋略。然而在这时候……这种能力却叫他为自己制造了一个并不存在的强大敌人。 ...... Since he enters Wei City to plan him, and asked him to know nothing, counted until today- how possibly did some people have such writing skill and method?! ……从他进入渭城起就在算计他、且叫他一无所知、直到今天计成了-怎么可能有人有这样的手笔和手段？！ This said that probably the space rains and dripped wet the clothes, some people are making this rain to come out and good to play a dirty trick intentionally! 这就好像说天上下了雨、淋湿了衣裳,是有人在故意造了这场雨出来、好使坏了吧！ But these words Old Daoist hide at heart, does not say- in fact thinks that he feels sad. 但这些话老道藏在心里,并不说出来-实际上想一想他都觉得难过。 Li Yunxin is such a proud and powerful person. May meet „fell in love with a person” this matter, became like this unexpectedly flurriedly- finds an excuse to get free for oneself to oneself eagerly well, the relief pressure...... 李云心是那样骄傲而强大的一个人。可遇上了“爱上一个人”这种事,竟然慌乱成了这样子-急于给自己找一个理由好为自己开脱、借此释放压力…… This is he had formerly taught oneself, a kind of common phenomenon in heart study. 这是他从前教过自己的、心学中的一类常见的现象。 Until now...... Li Yunxin became such person actually. 到如今……李云心倒是成了那样子的人了。 He then sighed the one breath when the heart, is thinking Li Yunxin formerly and now, did not know what the love was this/should experienced how sadly the day that was difficult to suffer, while said slowly: „But...... cultivator can cross the tribulation, to cross the sentiment tribulation. Xin boy does not calculate that now is unable to think- can also cross the sentiment tribulation.” 他便在心底叹一口气,一边想着李云心从前、如今,不晓得情爱为何物时该是经历了多么难过难捱的日子,一边慢慢说道:“但……修士都可以渡劫、渡情劫。心哥儿如今也不算无法可想-也可以渡情劫呀。” Li Yunxin snort/hum was smiling one: „Crosses the tribulation? Feared is also that person of snare.” 李云心哼着笑了一声:“渡劫？怕是也中了那人的圈套了吧。” „That person designs me is so long, I actually do not have to think. Also should calculate that I so, must cross the tribulation seriously. Crosses the tribulation...... to cross the tribulation with picture Saint that...... even has the method, where I do go to cross?” He deeply inspires, „I cannot defer to his repertoire to walk again. The words that must collapse...... I must ward off the fishy in addition......” “那人设计我这么久,我竟然一无所觉。也该算到我当真如此了,必然要渡劫。渡劫……同画圣那渡劫……即便有法子,我又去哪里渡？”他深吸一口气,“我绝不能再按照他的套路走。要破局的话……我得另辟蹊跷……” Old Daoist is then also sighing at heart- he does not want to say that „where you such as some Emperor in to the picture Saint and people minor official will then plan you and your idea extremely to be rather absurd with this matter” and so on. But cannot look that Li Yunxin is so likely fearful, at present sets up an imaginary enemy for oneself. 老道便又在心里叹了口气-他又不想说“你对画圣而言便如一个小官吏之于皇帝、哪里会有人用这种事来算计你、你的想法未免太过荒谬”之类的话。可也不能看李云心像眼下这般惶惶、为自己树立一个假想敌。 Must know...... their present situations not be considered well. 要知道……他们如今的情况并不算好。 Although slightly shrank and is did not have the sorrow of life from the beforehand life and death edge toward the retraction reluctantly, but this short safe and secure pleasantly also in this day next within Daoism and evil spirit will have under a circumstance of war. Such Ping An, may disappear anytime does not see. 虽说从之前的生死边缘略往回缩了缩、勉强算是没有性命之忧了,可这短暂的平安喜乐也是处于这天下间玄门与妖魔将有一场大战的情势下。这样子的“平安”,是随时都有可能消失不见的。 He then wrinkled the brow wrinkled, recalled a matter- can call Li Yunxin to shift the attention probably temporarily calmly, all of a sudden. 他便将眉头皱了又皱,好歹记起了一件事-大概是可以叫李云心暂时地转移一下注意力、冷静一下子的了。 【Note 1】: Sees „Chapter 249 I and I”. 【注一】:见“第249章我与我”。 【Note 2】: Sees „Chapter 89 defense line” 【注二】:见“第89章防线” = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = ================= Today, the author must push two books. 今天呢,作者要推两本书。 The first itself/Ben, everyone knew certainly- remembers that casts the recommendation ticket. 第一本呢,大家一定都晓得了-记得投推荐票哦。 The second itself/Ben, synopsis- 第二本呢,简介- „Actually I do not think.” Sits is resigned-looking in opposite man, he is this issue of my interviewee, the team leader of some base combat unit. “其实我也不想的。”坐在对面的男人一脸无奈,他是这一期我的采访对象,基地某作战部队的一名队长。 „Doubting promotion well, carries out the scientific research, goes sightseeing to other space regularly, explores this universe the truth is not good?” “好好的打怪升级,搞搞科研,定期到别的空间去观光,探索这宇宙的真理不是挺好的么？” „Overnight, I became the suspect.” “一夜之间,我就成了嫌疑犯。” „Then became the leader of rebellion organization.” “然后成了叛乱组织的首领。” „Misunderstanding untied, works as the cannon fodder with me.” “误会解开了,又拿我当炮灰。” „Did not say the people in new world very civilized?” “不是说新世界的人都挺文明的吗？” The master station article, book title «Endless Battlefield», has signed.( To be continued.) 主站文,书名《无尽战场》,已签约。(未完待续。)