笔趣阁www.xbiquge.so，最快更新心魔！ Old Taoist Liu then cannot bear finally, looks at Li Yunxin: „What matter did Xin boy experience?” 刘老道便终是忍不住,看着李云心:“心哥儿到底遇到了什么事？” Li Yunxin only also sighs: „She now how?” 李云心只又叹了一口气:“她现在怎么样了？” Old Daoist then knows that he is not willing to say- perhaps is because „is not willing to say”- in shift topic. But Li Yunxin asked was Old Daoist often is also anxious. When she in Li Yunxin mouth, refers to sunflower seeds. 老道便知道他仍不愿意说-或许是因为“不愿意说”-又在转移话题。但李云心问的也是老道自己常忧虑的。李云心口中的她,是指时葵子。 Old Taoist Liu knows that sometimes his Xin boy causes the big kid of small probably. Closely examined tightened, not being able to do well to leave in a huff. Therefore only first said his own matter. 刘老道知道他的心哥儿有时候像是使小性儿的大孩子。追问得紧了,搞不好要拂袖而去。于是只先说他自己的事。 He accompanies Li Yunxin to sigh the one breath: „Before you walk, used talisman to seal up her. I look for several days, thought the situation is not good, probably...... the person does not have.” 他就陪着李云心叹一口气:“你走前用符箓将她封住了。我这些天看着,觉得情况不好,像是……人已经没了。” Without referred. If several months ago, Old Daoist ran into „person not to have” this matter not to say this „cloud poor business conditions to be light”. The boundary of life and death regarding the secular person means will separate forever, is the manpower is unable to overstep. However in this short several months time, he has actually seen the life and death. Therefore knew that Daoism method here, died does not mean the end. Perhaps he himself has no means......, but Li Yunxin would means- he believes him. 没了就是指死了。倘若在几个月之前,老道遇到“人没了”这种事可不会说得这样“云淡风轻”。对于世俗人而言生死的界限意味着永隔,是人力无法逾越的。然而在这短短数月的时间里,他却已经见多了生死。因而晓得在玄门手段这里,死亡不意味着终结。也许他自己没什么办法……但李云心总会有办法-他相信他。 Li Yunxin with a worried look un. Also thinks: „Is expected. My symbol did not guarantee the vitality/angry. to seal/confer soul, town/subdues corpse. She was the person dies at present, but the soul was sealed by me in the corpse. The words that you...... have a mind, often go to speak with her. The soul also has the consciousness, daily is stranded in the corpse, suffers hardship.” 李云心愁眉不展地嗯了一声。又想了想:“预料之中。我那道符本来就不是保生气。只是封魂、镇尸。她眼下算是人死了,但魂魄被我封在尸首里。你……有心的话,就常去跟她说说话。魂魄还有知觉,天天困在死尸里,受罪。” Old Daoist gawked a while: „This appearance? When I only she did faint...... am this appearance?” 老道愣了一会儿:“这个样子？我只当她昏了……是这个样子？” „You know, the person died to the soul, Yan Monarch must come to lead the person. Matter that therefore does not have the method.” Li Yunxin looks up Old Taoist Liu, slightly hesitant a while, „three flowered original that bodies, I made that is not good. Now knows that another method wanted many compared with my former means. But I have not understood. For her good words...... wait again.” “你知道,人死离了魂,阎君就要来带人。所以是没法子的事。”李云心抬起头看刘老道,略犹豫了一会儿,“三花原来那身子,我弄得并不好。现在知道另一个法子比我从前的办法要好些。但我还没参透。为了她好的话……就再等一等。” Old Taoist Liu only sighed, calculated the compliance. 刘老道只叹了口气,算应允。 So two people silent the times of several breaths, Li Yunxin coughed lightly, lifts the hand to touch the nose: „How to like?” 如此两人沉默了几息的功夫,李云心轻咳了一声,抬起手摸了摸鼻子:“怎么喜欢上的呢？” His these words saying are light and quick, Old Daoist knit the brows „un”, when only misunderstood. 他这句话说得轻且快,老道皱眉“嗯”了一声,只当自己听错了。 Li Yunxin then put out a hand to warm by a fire close to the copper furnace slowly, the body will lean slightly in the future, is staring in the stove wholly absorbed the glowing red carbon block, unknowingly and repeated: „I mean you two, when initially did you...... like her?” 李云心便慢慢伸出手靠近了铜炉烤火,身子又微微往后倾,专心致志地盯着炉子里红彤彤的炭块,不经意地又重复一遍:“我是说你们两个,当初你什么时候……喜欢上她了呢？” Said that and whispered „to enter autumn”. The finger transferred one revolution empty to draw the incantation ball to enter in the furnace fire, that flame then rumbled to ascend, the flame covered his face. 说完又嘀咕了一句“到底是入了秋”。手指转一转虚虚画了个咒儿弹进炉火里,那火焰便轰地升腾起来,火光将他的脸都遮住了。 Old Taoist Liu these hears time distinctly- his face sparklingly was been also red by that fire. The fire intensity is grand, the heat wave. This also where is warms by a fire to warm up, must roast the person simply. His Xin boy is the body of god demon, every fire ignition also not necessarily has anything to obstruct for a short time greatly, he is different. Therefore will draw back busily in the future- sat well, pondered over some little time...... 刘老道这一次听得分明-他的脸也被那火光映红了。火势盛大,热浪袭人。这还哪里是烤火取暖,简直是要烤人了。他的心哥儿乃是神魔之身,凡火灼烧个一时半刻也不见得有什么大碍,他却不同的。于是忙往后退了退-坐定了,琢磨了好一会儿…… Finally realized that perhaps what kind of problem Li Yunxin encountered. 终于意识到李云心或许又遇到怎么样的麻烦了。 Previous he thinks that time Li Yunxin died, therefore resides temporarily in Nanshan Shanshen Temple of sunflower seeds. But Li Yunxin midnight rushes to sit not silently, asked that his ladybug „is what idea”. That time appearance look...... but actually and present looks like very much. 上一次他以为李云心死了,于是寄身在时葵子的南山山神庙里。但李云心半夜闯进来一言不发地坐着,问他那红娘子“是什么计”。那时候的模样神色……倒和如今很像。 ...... He goes out several days, annoys like this loose debt? 只是……他才出了门不过数日,就又惹上这样子的风流债么？ Old Daoist did not know how suddenly should say- he is not the loose seed, among the circumstances to men and women knows should not be more than common person. But such Old Taoist Liu looks at such Li Yunxin, the heart the somewhat different kind feelings exudes. He and Li Yunxin also lord also the servant also master also friend...... these four „also” character, their two people who in former who did not say. Sometimes he seems like the Li Yunxin apprentice, sometimes seems like looking after his elder. 老道一时间不晓得该如何说-他又不是什么风流种子,对男女之间的情事知道得并不比寻常人要多很多。但这样的刘老道看着这样的李云心,心底又有些别样的情愫泛起来。他和李云心亦主亦仆亦师亦友……这四个“亦”字,他们两个人谁在前谁在后都不好说。他有时候像是李云心的大龄学徒,有时候又像是照料着他的长辈。 The itself/Ben was two horizon faded and fallen people gathers one to involve a reason fruit, until now to Old Taoist Liu to Li Yunxin, two people generally was in this world can take to say words at heart only carefully. 本就是两个天涯飘零的人凑到了一起牵连出一段缘果,到如今对刘老道而言对李云心而言,两人彼此之间大抵是这世上唯一能够将心里的话拿出来细细说的了。 Therefore formerly can exude to live every so often in that mood at heart- grieved also somewhat is somewhat gratified. The probably old grandfather saw that the earthshaking grandson children's generation was awakened by the nightmare in the night kicked the quilt, therefore walked to speak softly slowly coaxes is resting...... 因而从前很多时候会泛起在心里的那种情绪又生出来-有些酸楚又有些欣慰。像是年老的爷爷见到叱咤风云的孙儿辈在夜里被噩梦惊醒了踢了被子,于是慢慢走过去轻声细语地哄着睡了…… He then knows that his Xin boy meets to make him dread the startled trouble now...... to hide. 他便知道他的心哥儿如今又遇到了令他畏惧惊慌的麻烦……躲回来了。 Therefore even if his such age with the experience, regarding said straightforwardly anything „liking” this matter feels awkward especially awkward, at this moment actually must a fibrous cartilage of eyelid board- only heard any common idle talk to be the same probably, clears throat: „This matter. Is unclear. Several years of matter- must say when liked, when having which thoughts...... this thing not to say at heart.” 于是即便是他这样的年纪和经历、对于直白地说什么“喜欢不喜欢”这种事尤其觉得尴尬为难,此刻却也要将脸板一板-只像是听到了什么寻常的闲话一样,清了清嗓子:“这个事儿呀。都记不清啦。十几年的事情-要说什么时候喜欢上、什么时候心里有了哪些念头……这东西是不好说的。” „If two people formerly did not know mutually , can no impression, where meet and...... un...... like? If is together for a long time, slowly, that liked...... this thing being similar to the snow and ice to melt, how to say starts to melt from which time. However Xin boy were you miss who...... met to like?” “倘若两个人从前相互都不晓得,也没什么印象,哪能见了面、就……嗯……喜欢上了呢？倘若是相处得久了、慢慢、那个,喜欢上了……这东西就如同冰雪消融,怎么好说是从哪个时刻起开始消融的呢。不过心哥儿你这是……遇上喜欢的姑娘了？” The Old Daoist custom has not said „liking” very much this word. But the good and evil board own tongue, is saying these words smoothly. Then also asked the sentence at will, only considers was discussing that the contents of some gossips, or „tomorrow should takes a look there evil spirit toward the north side” and so on words. 老道还不是很习惯说“喜欢”这个词儿。但好歹板着自己的舌头,将这些话流畅地说出来了。然后又随意地问了句,只当是在谈些家长里短的内容,或者说“明日应该往北边去瞧瞧那里的妖魔”之类的话。 He said these, Li Yunxin then silent a while- his face hides after the flame, Old Daoist cannot see. 他说了这些,李云心便沉默了一会儿-他的面孔掩藏在火光之后,老道看不见。 Also after a while, hearing him to cough lightly: „...... I do not know.” 又过一会儿,听见他轻咳一声:“……我不知道。” Old Daoist has thought may have such reply, but has not thought that will really have such reply. Is depending on him the understanding Li Yunxin...... he, once said that „does not know”, that was almost equal yes. His a while, cannot bear ask surprisedly: „The miss of which family/home has such...... ability? Is that...... Bai Yunxin?” 老道想过或许会有这样子的回答,但没想到真会有这样子的回答。依着他对李云心的了解……他一旦说“不知道”,那几乎就等同于“是”了。他惊讶地愣一会儿,忍不住问:“谁家的姑娘有这样的……本领？是那……白云心么？” „How can.” Li Yunxin answered immediately. “怎么会。”李云心立时答。 The curious heart of Old Daoist was cancelled by him: „Which is that the past has seen?” 老道的好奇之心被他勾起来了:“那又是从前见过的哪一位？” Li Yunxin separated one to say after the flame: „Has not seen.” 李云心隔了一会才在火光之后道:“没见过的。” Old Daoist stares: „Without seeing, how to have liked?” 老道又愣:“没见过,怎么就喜欢上了呢？” Li Yunxin stood fiercely, the fresh breeze that brings sways that flame one to run back and forth in confusion, therefore the shadows of two people also rebelling demon dance on wall: „When said that liked!” 李云心猛地站了起来,带起的劲风吹拂得那火焰一阵乱晃,于是两个人的影子也在壁上作乱魔舞:“什么时候说喜欢上了！” Old Daoist is busy at lifting the hand: „, Did not say well. But since Xin boy must ask me, must say long and short of the story. Old Daoist my these matters......, Xin boy did not know. Your matter, what also there is well embarrassed? Our sons, are act as companion and are bound by a common destiny now mutually!” 老道忙抬起手:“好好、不这么说。但心哥儿既然要问我,总得说个来龙去脉呀。老道我的那些事……唔,心哥儿都晓得。你的事,又有什么好难为情的呢？咱们俩儿,如今也算是相互作伴、相依为命啦！” Li Yunxin listened to these words, the look heavy and soft. He stared stares at Old Taoist Liu to look at a while, lifted the hand to wield, pressed that exuberant furnace fire momentum. Then sighed the one breath, to sit: „Yes. Yes. However my matter......” 李云心听了这些话,神色重又软下来。他直勾勾地盯着刘老道看了一会儿,抬起手一挥,将那旺盛的炉火势头压下去了。然后叹一口气、坐下来:“是了。何尝不是呢。但是我的事情……” He knits the brows, knocked knocking with the folding fan of that tears bamboo bone in own palm: „My matter...... must say that is very long.” 他皱了皱眉,用那泪竹骨的折扇在自己手心里敲了敲:“我的事情……要说很久的。” Slightly, stared at that furnace fire to have a while god, finally opens the mouth: „A person, cannot realize what emotion. I...... the past was that person.” 略顿了顿、盯着那炉火出一会儿神,终于开了口:“有一种人,是体会不到什么情感的。我……从前就是那种人。” Old Daoist knows that Li Yunxin is willing to say finally some hid for a long time matter at heart. Therefore such as past such, accompanied him saying that very asked him to feel discouraged. Therefore also sighed in a low voice: „Oh. The person non- vegetation, who can be brutal. Former sorrow matter...... also on the past.” 老道知道李云心终于愿意说些心里藏了许久的事了。因而如以往那样、陪着他说,好不叫他觉得气馁。于是也低声叹道:“唉。人非草木,孰能无情。从前的悲苦事情……也就过去了罢。” But Li Yunxin shakes the head: The meaning that the experience that „I said what emotion, you said actually not. I meant that...... really cannot realize. Good, I taught your heart study in the past, this, is a example in heart study. I had previously told you what is ‚psychological reason’, what is ‚physiological reason’- that now I say, is the physiological reason.” 但李云心摇了摇头:“我说的体会不到什么情感,倒不是你说的这个意思。我是说……真地体会不到。好吧,以往我教你心学,这个,也算是心学里的一个例子。我先前跟你说过什么叫‘心理原因’、什么叫‘生理原因’-如今我说的这个,就是生理原因。” Old Daoist hears here to appear to understand but not really understand, but had known at heart, this was Li Yunxin is testing other method to conceal own emotion- said life experience that is not willing to recall, but only says that now taught itself „heart study”- made an example with oneself, perhaps discussed not so to be then embarrassed. 老道听到此处似懂非懂,但心里已经晓得,这是李云心在试着用别的法子去掩饰自己的情感了-本是说不愿回想的身世,但如今只说是又教自己“心学”-拿自己做个例子,也许谈起来便不那么难为情。 He also has an exquisite heart, knows by this time the Li Yunxin thoughts, then only nod: „Good, Xin boy you said that looks. Old Daoist I, am good to be diligent one study.” 他也有颗玲珑心,到这时候知道了李云心的心思,便只点头:“好,心哥儿你说说看。老道我,再好好学一学。” Li Yunxin smiles: „Then did not say what five hydroxy tryptamines and so on thing- explained that must say is very long. Said some people, because since birth in the head different, or said incomplete with the average man, therefore cannot realize many emotions of average man. This experience...... the simple example, for example that person was years old long more than ten, did not obtain the clear face and angry face with a smile greatly. Many inherent emotion to common person, he must remember slowly, distinguishes carefully, can understand.” 李云心笑了笑:“那么就不说什么五羟色胺之类的东西-解释起来要说很久的。只是说有些人,因为生来脑袋里就和常人不同、或是说有残缺,于是体会不到常人的许多情感。这个体会不到……浅显些的例子,譬如说那人长到了十几岁,都不大分得清笑着的脸和愤怒的脸。许许多多对寻常人来说与生俱来的情感,他得慢慢记下来、细细地分辨,才能了解的。” Old Daoist is knitting the brows slightly. 老道微微皱着眉。 Li Yunxin then thinks: „For example you arrive at the lane entrance in the night, seeing two scoundrels to hold the blade to rob a woman. You stood there looked at a while, a scoundrel saw you. Therefore the whole face is angry, turns around to take the blade to refer to finger/refers of you by far- you said, what meaning he is?” 李云心便想了想:“譬如你在夜里走到巷口,看见两个歹徒在持刀抢劫一个女人。你站在那里看了一会儿,其中一个歹徒看见你了。于是满脸愤怒,转身拿刀远远地指一指你-你说,他是什么意思呢？” The Old Daoist eyebrow then wrinkled tightly. Thought some little time, to probe carefully was saying: „Can it be that...... to ask me to get out of the way, meaning that do not mind others' business?” 老道眉便皱得更紧了。仔仔细细地想了好一会儿,才试探着说:“莫不是……叫我走开,不要多管闲事的意思？” He thought that this answer is too simple, Li Yunxin wants to ask will not be this. But side suddenly really cannot find out. 他觉得这答案太简单,李云心想问的绝不会是这个。但一时间之间又实在想不出旁的。 But Li Yunxin actually smiles lightly: „This meaning- average man thinks like this. However...... probably he must first regarding that person., Thinks that scoundrel that expression is anything-, is the meaning of vitality/angry. Then thinks, he be angry is pointing at me with the blade, what is to make? But how does he know? A person is pointing at another person, possibly something must discuss, possibly refers to one finger/refers casually, possibly refers to his behind person- how he knows, what the scoundrel does refer to himself making?” 但李云心却淡淡笑了笑:“正是这个意思-常人都会这样想。但是对于那种人来说……或许他心里先要愣一愣。愣一愣,想一想那个歹徒那种表情是什么-哦,是生气的意思。然后再想一想,他生气地用刀指着我,是要做什么？可是他怎么知道呢？一个人指着另一个人,可能是有事要谈,可能只是随便指一指,可能是指他身后的人-他怎么知道,那歹徒指自己做什么呢？” Old Taoist Liu indeed was attracted at this time actually by this example. He knit the brows to think a while, the doubts asked: „But...... that thief is committing murder- did such matter naturally to fear that was seen. Now he sees unexpectedly, knew naturally that thief is threatening him.” 刘老道此时倒是的确被这例子吸引住了。他皱眉想了一会儿,疑惑地问:“但……那贼人在行凶-做了此等事自然怕被人看见。如今他竟然看到了,理所应当晓得那贼人是在恐吓他呀。” „Issue here.” Li Yunxin, said in a soft voice, „average man thought the scoundrel holds the blade to rob is bad. But if that person did not think that bad- he could not know that robs others, shear others with the knife, is a misdemeanor? He is unable to realize that robbed person and by person the feeling of the knife does shear?” “问题就在这里。”李云心顿了顿,轻声道,“常人觉得歹徒持刀抢劫是坏的。但如果那人并不觉得坏呢-他认识不到抢劫别人、用刀子割别人,是一件坏事呢？他无法体会那个被抢劫的人、被刀子割的人的感觉呢？” Old Taoist Liu gawked a while, realized slightly meaning that some Li Yunxin said that immediately startled: „...... Has such person seriously?” 刘老道愣了一会儿,略微体会到了些李云心所说的意思,随即愕然:“……当真有这样的人？” Li Yunxin looked down charcoal fire in a furnace, picked up nearby furnace hook to dial. Then said in a soft voice: „I am such person.” 李云心低头看了一眼炉中的炭火,拾起一旁的炉钩拨了拨。然后轻声道:“我就是那样的人。” Old Daoist does not know suddenly said any good, only listened to Li Yunxin to say in a soft voice, slowly: „That example is slightly exaggerating. In fact in childhood, I was such- often did not feel sore, everything was numb. Others' emotion behavior I am very difficult to understand, others stem from the matter that the instinct does, I must think and be clear carefully.” 老道一时间不知道说些什么好,只听李云心轻声地、慢慢地说下去:“那例子是略夸张。实际上小时候,我是那样子的-也不常觉得疼,事事都麻木。别人的情感行为我挺难理解,别人出于本能做的事,我得细细想一想、才明白。” „Therefore was regarded mental handicap. That place that I lived in childhood, is not the good place. One group of every large or small children encircle in the same place, where some people manage. Mental handicap must be bullied...... beats and scolds, does not give to eat meal, is the matter of potluck. The average men or thought that is difficult to suffer and live to might as well die. But looked at...... no feeling in me at that time.” “于是被当成智障。我小时候住的那种地方,又不是什么好场所。一群大大小小的孩子圈在在一起,哪里有人管呢。智障总要被欺负……打骂啊、不给吃饭啊,都是家常便饭的事情。常人或者觉得难捱、生不如死。可是在我那时候看……没什么感觉的。” „I cannot feel the pain greatly. Others scolded me, to ridicule me, I did not know that actually they were what meanings. Did not know that is what meaning, naturally will not be afraid sadly. Some people are good to me, eats to me secretly, I have no feeling- I did not know that person to my good anything is the meaning. I...... only have a body. In the body of average man is abundant the seven emotions and six sensory pleasures, but I do not have.” Li Yunxin stops, thinks, „, therefore arriving here, you know, I practice quickly.” “我不大能感觉到痛。别人骂我、嘲笑我,我不晓得他们究竟是什么意思。不晓得是什么意思,当然也不会害怕难过。有人对我好,偷偷给我吃的,我也没什么感觉-我也不晓得那人对我好什么是意思。我……就只有一个躯壳。常人的躯壳里盛着七情六欲,但是我没有。”李云心停下来,想了想,“所以来到这边,你知道,我修行很快。” „These daoist priest must cross what tribulation, these that wants the unfeeling to abandon wants...... them to do, I have realized early. daoist priest wants Supreme Indifference and swordsman also to want Supreme Indifference. They cultivated/repaired several hundred years of wanting result...... formerly I since birth are such.” “那些道士要渡什么劫、要绝情弃欲……他们搞的这些,我早体会过了。道士要太上忘情、剑士也要太上忘情。他们修几百年要的结果……从前我生来就是那样子。” Old Taoist Liu is dumbfounded, really did not know should say what good. Stared at Li Yunxin to look good long while, squeezed out a few words difficultly: „Then you...... present......” 刘老道目瞪口呆,着实不晓得该说什么好。盯着李云心看了好半天,才艰难地挤出一句话来:“那么你……如今……” Li Yunxin smiles: „Now? Now naturally is now. But how at that time...... should I do?” 李云心笑了笑:“如今？如今自然是如今。但那时候啊……我该怎么做呢？” „Person said that I am mental handicap, actually I am not. In fact, I compared with these people intelligent- is only I have many many things to observe, studies, pondered. For example afterward realized slowly, some people wield the fist to me, is to plan to hit my. The average men saw were afraid, will hide. I, first noticed that he wields the fist to me, then wants to be clear that several possibilities- he must make anything probably. According to then environment and situation, found ‚most has possibility’ that from these possibilities again, then thinks how again they will meet this possibility to respond? Will smile, will call, will cry?” “人说我是智障,其实我并不是。实际上,我比那些人都要聪明-只是我有许多许多的事情要去观察、去学习、去思考。譬如后来慢慢意识到,有人向我挥拳头,是要打算打我的。常人见了就害怕,就会躲。我呢,先看到他向我挥拳头,然后想清楚几种可能-他大概要做什么。再根据当时的环境、情况,从这几种可能里找到‘最有可能’的那一项,接着再想他们遇到这种可能性会怎么反应？会笑呢,还是会叫呢,还是会哭呢？” „Thinks so many things, then react- pretended to fear, out of the way. I grow up slowly, these things slowly on skilled......, therefore they also said that I grew up, head the hole. Actually is only...... I needs to study them are more than much things. A matter that they do, here wants in the middle of the mind to transfer dozens thoughts.” Li Yunxin lowers the head to think, „so I realized after several years gradually...... my side is one group of idiots. In my eyes incomparable stupid- like kitten or puppy.” “想了这么多的东西,然后做出反应-装作怕了,躲开。我慢慢长大,这些事情慢慢地就熟练了……所以他们又说我长大了、脑袋了窍。其实只是……我需要学习比他们多得多的东西罢了。他们无意之间做的一件事,在我这里要头脑当中要转几十念头。”李云心低头想了想,“如此过了几年我渐渐意识到……我身边的都是一群蠢货。在我眼里无比之蠢-像小猫或者小狗。” „Several years later, I easily know that they in thinking anything, may make anything-, because their emotions and actions...... have actually simulated and analyzed in my head so many years. So many possibilities- I want 11 to come.” “又过几年,我就更轻易知道他们在想什么、可能会做什么了-因为他们无意之间的情感、行动……其实都已经在我的脑袋里模拟、分析了那么多年。那么多的可能性-我都要一一想过来的。” Li Yunxin turns away to look at Old Taoist Liu: „Afterward I was adopted by a person. The condition was good some...... to have the clean clothes, to eat to the full and can sleep calmly and steadily. Then, read some books, did something. In discovery original world not everyone such as cat dog general- some and I equally intelligent person. These people wrote something, work and theory- some I looked found it ridiculous. Some I feel very reasonable.” 李云心转脸看刘老道:“后来我被一个人领养。条件是好了些……有干净的衣服、能够吃饱、能够安稳地睡觉。然后,读一些书,做一些事。发现原来世界上并不是人人都如猫狗一般-还是有些和我一样聪明的人的。那些人写了一些东西、著作、理论-一些我看了觉得可笑。一些我觉得很有道理。” „This appearance...... was a psychiatrist finally.” He stops, thinks, as if finds it very ridiculous, „...... I gives others to speak the sentiment, to make unblocking. You look, this is the strength of knowledge.” “这个样子……最后做了一个心理医生。”他停下来,想了想,似乎觉得很好笑,“哈……我去给别人讲感情、做疏导。你看,这就是知识的力量。” He silent a while, begins slightly supinely, probably is thinking the former matter. 他又沉默一会儿、略略仰起头,像是在想从前的事。 „Then...... came to here.” “然后……来了这边。” „You asked I now am what appearance- I now, is an average man. But you know, a person is Zhang San rather than Li Si, king five, Zhao six, because of what?” “你问我如今是什么样子的-我如今,是个常人啊。但你知道,一个人之所以是张三而不是李四、王五、赵六,是因为什么呢？” „The quanta of that benefit society are upon the jump seize the shed, the sex and body must trade, with what proved are oneself oneself? Is remembers.” “那共济会的量子们跑来跑去地夺舍,性别和身体都要换,又用什么证明自己是自己呢？是记忆吧。” „I arrive at this world, has the former memory. Former...... feeling. The numb empty feeling, did not know that the sentiment is what feeling...... forced in a head of average man.” Li Yunxin knits the brows slightly, „I can realize the emotion of average man. But cannot realize completely the emotion of average man- former experience, remembers that separates in the middle.” “我来到这个世界,就带着从前的记忆。从前的……感觉。麻木空洞的感觉,不晓得感情为何物的感觉……都被塞进一个常人的脑袋里。”李云心微微皱起眉,“我能体会常人的情感了。可是又不能完全体会常人的情感-从前的经历啊,记忆啊,隔在中间。” „Therefore in Wei City, that moon/month of sunlight regards ya zi me, ran in other institute saying that with me what unfeeling abandoned wanted and say anything repaired and says what heart. Cracked a joke...... their people to need the important highway heart, to cross the tribulation...... to not to turn into my former appearance.” Li Yunxin shakes the head with a smile, „was I plays the remaining things. I do not need what sentiment to abandon what desire certainly. That type felt that I understand. Before I do not need what heart...... at least, thinks.” “所以在渭城的时候,那月昀子将我当成睚眦,跑来别院里和我说什么绝情弃欲、说什么重修、说什么道心。开玩笑……他们那些人需要道心、渡劫……不就是为了变成我从前的样子么。”李云心笑着摇了摇头,“都是我玩剩下的东西了。我不需要绝什么情弃什么欲。那种感觉我懂。我也不需要什么道心……至少以前这么想。” Old Taoist Liu has heard foolishly. Mentioned to this moment Li Yunxin heart, he awakens fiercely: „Before? Was the Xin boy present trouble, then this heart?” 刘老道已经听得痴傻了。到此刻李云心提到了道心,他才猛地醒悟过来:“以前？心哥儿如今的麻烦,便是这道心了么？” Li Yunxin a while, sighed the one breath silent: „Yes. Condition that...... I have not expected. One type to me, extremely strange feeling. If I am an average man, some are the machine metropolitan examination is wrong. But I am the monster of real boundary cultivate/repair now- wrong one step, not being able to do well is beyond redemption.” 李云心沉默一阵子,叹一口气:“是。一个……我没有预料到的状况。一种对我而言,极陌生的感觉。如果我是常人,有的是机会试错。但我如今是真境的妖修-错一步,搞不好要万劫不复。” = = = = = = = = = = = = = ============= The chapters of 5000 characters. 5000字的章节。 You know that what I do want to say? 你们知道我要说什么吧？ Un...... «End Convenience store».( To be continued.) 嗯……《末日便利店》。(未完待续。)