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#2180: Not fearful person and fearful person


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Advanced Nurturing High School, first-grade student's dormitory. 高度育成高中,一年级学生宿舍。 In the door plate is in the 『1106』 room, in dimmly-lighted space, Sakura Airi lay on the bed, is in a daze. 在门牌号为「1106」的房间里,一个光线昏暗的空间中,佐仓爱里躺在了床上,正在发呆。 Now is the night. 现在已经是夜晚了。 The holiday had ended, tomorrow is on Monday, to time of going to school. 假日已经结束,明天就是周一,又是到了上学的时间。 If trades to do usually, in this time, Sakura Airi has fallen asleep either, either will be selfie in the room, will satisfy own liking personally. 若是换做平时,在这个时间段里,佐仓爱里要么已经睡着,要么就是会在房间里面自拍,满足自己的个人爱好。 But today, Sakura Airi not only is unable to fall asleep, even selfie was not in no mood. 可今天,佐仓爱里不但迟迟无法睡着,甚至连自拍都没有心情了。 In picture that in Sakura Airi's mind has presented that making it unable to go to sleep. 佐仓爱里的脑海中一直出现的画面,令其根本无法入睡。 Sakura Airi non-stop is recalling that picture. 佐仓爱里就不停的在回想那个画面。 Should say that is two pictures is right. 应该说是两个画面才对。 In Keyaki Mall, Fang Li is pulling the Sakura Airi's picture. 一个是在榉树购物中心中,方里牵着佐仓爱里的画面。 Before Keyaki Mall, Fang Li is holding the Sakura Airi's picture. 一个是在榉树购物中心前,方里抱着佐仓爱里的画面。 Remembers these two pictures, Sakura Airi's face then became boiling hot. 一想起这两个画面,佐仓爱里的脸便变得滚烫了起来。 Why will turn into such!” “为什么会变成那样啦!” Sakura Airi covers own face, got buried into the head the bedding. 佐仓爱里捂住自己的脸,将脑袋埋进了被窝里。 Nanaya-san...” 七夜同学…” Sakura Airi cannot help but had a thought that name. 佐仓爱里不由得念起了那个名字。 Although merely is less than day of being together, but has saying that in Sakura Airi's heart, Fang Li made very profound impression. 虽然仅仅是不到一天的相处,但不得不说,在佐仓爱里的心中,方里留下了非常深刻的印象。 A two times close contact only reason. 前后两次的亲密接触只是其中一个缘由。 What is more important, bit by bit that today and Fang Li acts together, makes Sakura Airi have to care about this male student. 更重要的是,今天与方里一起行动的点点滴滴,都让佐仓爱里不得不去在意这个男生。 Because, the opposite party has not ridiculed Sakura Airi's hobby. 因为,对方没有嘲笑佐仓爱里的爱好 Because, the opposite party has not regarded Sakura Airi with the unusual look. 因为,对方没有用异样的眼神来看待佐仓爱里 It looks like in Sakura Airi, the male student is actually very fearful existence. 佐仓爱里看来,男生其实都是很可怕的存在。 Some of them are gentle, some sympathize, some are strong, some are overbearing, some are also extremely uncouthly, but in the final analysis is very terrifying. 他们有的温柔,有的体贴,有的强势,有的霸道,有的亦是极为粗鲁,可归根究底都是很恐怖的。 The reason is... 理由则是… I have not spoken to them obviously, they have actually been visiting me...” “明明我都没有跟他们说过话,他们却一直都在看着我…” This is the worry that Sakura Airi has held in the past. 这是佐仓爱里过去一直抱有的烦恼。 As a result of female characteristics obvious relations, since started before, Sakura Airi once for a while will capture the attention of many people. 由于女性特征过于明显的关系,从以前开始,佐仓爱里就时不时的会吸引许多人的目光。 specially in middle school that time, same sex did not have the obvious growth, the only Sakura Airi's growth was obvious, created her big difficulty. 特别是在国中的那一段时间,身边的同性都还没有明显的成长,唯独佐仓爱里的发育异常明显,造成了她不小的困扰。 Sakura Airi becomes like the present shy, a reason in this. 佐仓爱里之所以会变得像现在这样怕生,其中一个原因就在此。 Continuously looks with the unusual vision by the opposite sex and even same sex, making Sakura Airi more and more does not dare to contact person, became had the enormous repel feeling to this attention. 一直被异性乃至同性用异样的目光看着,让佐仓爱里变得越来越不敢去接触身边的人,更变得对这种瞩目产生了极大的排斥感。 Therefore, Sakura Airi rarely communicates with others, for does not bring to others' attention to dress up quite low-key and simple, decreases own existence feeling as far as possible, obediently only makes a background. 因此,佐仓爱里即很少跟别人交流,又为了不引起别人的瞩目打扮得相当低调和朴素,尽量减低自己的存在感,乖乖的只做一个背景。 How such does Sakura Airi have the means to have the exchange with others smoothly? 这样的佐仓爱里又怎么有办法跟别人顺利的产生交流呢? Even thought that this alone this solitary one and is very very lonely, but Sakura Airi really does not have the means. 即使觉得这样很独孤、很寂寞,可佐仓爱里真的没办法。 But... 可是… Nanaya-san probably is not that fearful...” 七夜同学好像并不是那么可怕…” Even if the people on class think that Fang Li is an eccentric person, but Sakura Airi actually had the different ideas. 即使班上的人都认为方里是一个孤僻的人,但佐仓爱里却产生了不同的想法。 Although Fang Li is like Sakura Airi, almost does not have the friend, but he is not uncompanionable. 方里虽然和佐仓爱里一样,几乎没有朋友,可他并不难以相处。 At least, Sakura Airi thinks. 至少,佐仓爱里是这么认为的。 Recalled that daytime time Fang Li that close face as well as remains the temperature in own, Sakura Airi's face was also then red. 回想起白天的时候方里那张近在咫尺的脸庞以及残留在自己手上的温度,佐仓爱里的脸便又是红了。 „... It is not good...” “唔…不行了…” Sakura Airi that really cannot fall asleep can only stood up from the bed. 实在睡不着的佐仓爱里只能从床上起来 Also has not turned on the light, before Sakura Airi arrives at laptop computer of dormitory establishment, turned on the power source. 也没有开灯,佐仓爱里来到宿舍设置的笔记本电脑前,打开了电源。 Turns on the computer, a homepage then appears on the screen. 一打开电脑,一个网页便出现在屏幕上。 That is a blog. 那是一个部落格 A even style works hard, is individual manufacture, rather is the entrepreneur has handled unusual official blog. 一个连样式都下了功夫,与其说是个人制作,不如说是业者经手过的非常正式的部落格 This blog is gravure idol's blog. 这个部落格乃是一个平面写真偶像的部落格 The gravure idol name is ———— 『Shizuku』. 平面写真偶像的名字叫做————「雫」 In this blog has Shizuku many portrait pictures. 这个部落格里就有着许许多多的写真照片。 Presents Shizuku in picture, is one is cute, is lively, mostly and long hair of waist will tie up a twintails hairstyle young girl. 出现在照片上的,乃是一个即可爱,又活泼,多半都将及腰的长发绑成双马尾的发型的一个少女。 If Fang Li if in here, that can certainly discover. 若是方里在这里的话,那就一定能够发现。 That young girl who the young girls in these pictures, completely and in the digital camera present is exactly the same. 这些照片中的少女,全部都和数码相机里出现的那名少女一模一样。 This blog starts to write roughly two years ago. 这个部落格是在约莫两年前开始写的。 Above writes the Master future idea and aspiration of blog, no is worth the special attention the place. 上头写着部落格主人今后的想法以及抱负,没有什么值得特别注意的地方。 But this blog two years ago starts, almost 365 days will renew daily continually, not only writing on the same day matter or own feeling, regarding the message of fan, Shizuku also almost thorough reply, did not have what news until the recent several months. 但这个部落格从两年前开始,几乎365天天天都会持续更新,不仅撰写当天发生的事情或者自己的感受,对于粉丝的留言,也都几乎会彻底的回覆,直到最近几个月才没有了什么消息。 But Shizuku's fans as if also very many, on the message center fills is hoping probably she returns to the opinion in magazine plane quickly, or is the direct examination its has television the arrangement and other messages. 雫的粉丝似乎还非常的多,留言板上充满着像是希望她赶快回到杂志平面上的意见,亦或者是直接询问其有没有上电视的安排等留言。 Sakura Airi is then glancing over this blog, looks that above fan leaves behind , then leaves a message, reveals the warm smile of usually very few seeing. 佐仓爱里便浏览着这个部落格,看着上面的粉丝留下的一则则留言,露出了平时很少见到的温馨笑容。 Only pitifully, such condition, changed in the next second. 只可惜,这样的状况,在下一秒钟变了。 A message entered Sakura Airi's view. 一则留言进入了佐仓爱里的视野 „Do you believe destiny these words?” “你相信命运这句话吗?” When this message enters Sakura Airi's in the eyes, Sakura Airi's smile freezes. 当这则留言进入佐仓爱里的眼中时,佐仓爱里的笑容为之冻结。 Moreover, message so forth almost arranged one row under, appearance one after another. 不仅如此,诸如此类的留言在下面几乎排成了一排,相继的出现。 we are together again!” 我们又在一起了呢!” Today you become cute!” “今天你变得更可爱了啊!” „Did you have to discover us to look? I have the discovery!” “你有发现我们对上眼神了吗?我有发现喔!” Message that on the message center presents, was this oneself saw entirely the words will feel the frightened writing absolutely. 留言板上出现的留言,便通通都是这种本人看到了的话绝对会感到恐惧的文字。 These writing, looked like want to say simply... 这些文字,简直就像是想说… I in your side, Shizuku.” “我就在你的身边,。” The appalling message, appears here. 令人毛骨悚然的留言,就在这里出现。 You disregarded me right? Too excessive!” “你无视我了对吧?太过分了吧!” Said, you haven't discovered me?” “还是说,你没有发现我呢?” What are you making now? I good to see you to see you well to see you well!” “你现在在做什么?我好想见你好想见你好想见你啊!” The substantive fear, such as a palm of devil is the same, was close toward Sakura Airi. 实质般的恐惧,如一只魔鬼的手掌一样,朝着佐仓爱里接近了过来。 Then, making a few words that Sakura Airi's mind collapses appear. 然后,令佐仓爱里的心灵崩溃的一句话出现了。 Is waiting for me, I will look your.” “等着我,我会去找你的。” Sakura Airi collapsed here. 佐仓爱里就在这里崩溃了。 Ah... ah... 啊…啊… Does not dare to close the computer, Sakura Airi squatted in on the ground, is holding the head, sent out calling out in grief. 连电脑都不敢关,佐仓爱里蹲在了地面上,抱着头,发出了悲鸣。 That calls out in grief, namely was full of the fear, filled desperately. 那悲鸣,即充满了恐惧,又充满了绝望。 Who comes... to save me...” “谁来…救救我…” Sakura Airi then made such sound like the sob. 佐仓爱里便如哭泣般的发出了这样的声音。 Then, Sakura Airi thought. 然后,佐仓爱里就想了起来了。 Remembers daytime time, in the Keyaki Mall appliance shop, that helped itself block sales clerk the man of aggression. 想起白天的时候,在榉树购物中心的电器行里,那个帮自己挡住了店员的侵略的男人。 Nanaya-san...” 七夜同学…” Sakura Airi pours down wants to sob the extrusion sound. 佐仓爱里泫然欲泣般的挤出声音。 Saves me...” “救救我…” This sound, no one can hear. 这个声音,没有人能够听见。 Naturally, Fang Li even again all-resourceful, cannot hear this weak praying for rescue sound. 理所当然,方里即使再神通广大,都是听不见这微弱的求救声的。 That night, Sakura Airi has not gone to sleep. 这一天晚上,佐仓爱里还是没有入眠。 only, is different from is unable to go to sleep, the reason that present Sakura Airi that former that shy emotion caused is unable to go to sleep, only had the fear. 只是,不同于之前那种青涩的情感导致的无法入眠,现在的佐仓爱里无法入眠的原因,只剩下恐惧。
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