„———— " first, faced own past " ————” “————「首先,面对自己的过去」————” This is the content that trial gives. 这是试炼给出的内容。 Yes. 是的。 This so-called trial, its first pass/test then must face own past. 这所谓的试炼,其第一关便是得面对自己的过去。 Regarding most people, was not the fine thing in the past. 对于大部分的人来说,过去都是不算美好的东西。 Because, the person is one type will make the lifeform of foolish matter. 因为,人是一种会做下蠢事的生物。 Even how the outstanding person, that had had immature again time, has had the stage of named rebel period, made made later feel ashamed and matter of lamentation. 即使是再怎么优秀的人,那都曾经有过不成熟的时候,更是有过名为叛逆期的阶段,做出了让以后的自己都觉得羞耻和悔恨的事情。 Therefore, people will usually be maintaining the pessimistic attitude to the past, hateful past self, the denial past matter, is not willing to look straight ahead the past events that these find it unbearable to recall, only is acknowledging present self optimistically. 所以,人们通常都会对过去抱持着悲观的态度,讨厌过去的自己,否定过去的事情,不愿直视那些不堪回首的往事,只是乐观的承认着现在的自己。 But that is also the matter that has no alternative. 但那也是无可奈何的事情。 Compared with the past, now without doubt important, similarly also meaningful. 比起过去,现在无疑更加的重要,同样也更加的有意义。 Yesterday's are absolutely more ignorant than today's. 昨天的自己绝对比今天的自己要无知。 Today's will be absolutely immaturer than tomorrow's. 今天的自己绝对比明天的自己更稚嫩。 In the past has been losing to the present. 过去一直在输给现在。 Now has been losing to the future. 现在一直在输给未来。 This is the truth of this world. 这就是这个世界的真理。 Perhaps, some people also meetings want to return, thinks happily. 或许,有些人也会想回到过去,认为过去更加的美好。 For example the person who the family fortune declines will fondly remember once the magnificence of family, person who harbors the cancer will fondly remember once healthy, the person who makes the misdemeanor will fondly remember once walked, when under sunlight, person who will not have the confidence to the future will also fondly remember once anything not to need to consider, childhood that will only need to make merry, therefore famous will be the 『Regret』 thing will appear. 例如家道中落的人会怀念曾经家族的辉煌,怀有癌症的人会怀念曾经健康的自己,做出坏事的人会怀念曾经走在阳光下的时候,对未来没有信心的人也会怀念曾经什么都不需要考虑,只需要吃喝玩乐的童年,因此才会有名为「后悔」的事物出现。 However, this pessimistic idea, in the appearance, is doomed to be thrown by future by the contemptuous line of sight, thinks that this time were immature such. 然而,这种悲观的想法,在出现的时候,就注定会被未来的自己投以轻蔑的视线,认为这个时候的自己就是这么的不成熟。 If really can return, and facing the past time, what will people make to respond? 而假如真的能够回到过去,并且面对过去的时候,人们又会做出什么反应呢？ At a loss? 迷惘？ Puzzled? 困惑？ Sigh? 感叹？ Pain? 痛苦？ These, may appear. 这些,都是有可能出现的。 However, the different people will definitely give the different answers. 但是,不同的人肯定会给出不同的答案。 No matter process how, no matter can also be what appearance, so long as can span, obtains an answer, that is observing all these, and will satisfy own curiosity Strega (Witch) then to give the affirmation. 不管过程如何,亦不管会是什么样子,只要能够跨越过去,得出一个答案,那观察着这一切,并满足着自己的好奇心的魔女便会给予肯定。 Therefore, is unable to accept to own past, immerses in the sadness and pain, person who then flinches, that is unable to span trial. 因此,对自己的过去无法接受,沉浸在悲伤和痛苦中,进而退缩的人,那是无法跨越试炼的。 On the contrary, can accept, even firmly decides the person who severs completely, that can span trial. 相反,能够接受过去,甚至痛下决心一刀两断的人,那就可以跨越试炼。 This is the trial content. 这就是试炼的内容。 But in Emilia was forced facing own past tense, Fang Li is also facing own past. 而在爱蜜莉雅被迫面对自己的过去时,方里同样在面对自己的过去。 „... wū wū wū...” “呜…呜呜呜…” Weeping sound sound in this space. 哭声响动在了这个空间里。 Some of them are very depressing, some are unscrupulous, is actually no matter what who can feel sad and sadness. 它们有的无比压抑,有的肆无忌惮,却是任谁都能感受到其中的难过与伤心。 Under that weeping sound, the sad atmosphere is filling the air. 在那哭声之下,哀伤的氛围在弥漫着。 Under that weeping sound, the sad mood is infecting. 在那哭声之下,悲伤的心情在感染着。 Affected including the innocent children, finally one by one cried. 连不懂事的小孩子们都被影响,最后一个个的均都大哭了起来。 Returned to Fang Li of childhood, then places oneself in such a environment, a hand was being held by own mother, the vision is gazing at the front. 回归了童年的方里,便是置身于这样的一个环境中,一只手被自己的妈妈牵着,目光则是注视着前方。 In there, is putting a black and white picture. 在那里,正放着一张黑白的照片。 Grandfather who precisely has elapsed. 正是已经逝去的爷爷。 Fang Li naturally impossible forgot this past. 方里自然不可能忘记这段过去。 Because, on this day, Fang Li started the ignorant understanding own unusual. 因为,就是在这一天,方里开始懵懵懂懂的理解到了自己的与众不同。 Starting from this day, Fang Li's life encountered the change. 从这一天开始,方里的人生遭到了改变。 People often said, viewpoint different words of person, that world will also change a type completely. 人们常说,一个人的视点不同的话,那世界也会完全变一个样。 These words, used in Fang Li's body are then appropriate. 这句话,用在方里的身上便再合适不过了。 To aloof of death, caused the Fang Li gradual growth person, for was incompatible with periphery. 对死亡的无动于衷,使方里逐渐的成长为了一个与周围格格不入的人。 Because is unable to the death of person to have the sad mood, Fang Li's personality becomes calm and decisive. 由于无法对身边的人的死亡产生悲伤的心情,方里的个性变得冷静、果断。 Because is unable and produces the resonance to others 's death sadly, Fang Li gradually is regarded as callous and brutal. 由于无法对他人的死亡和悲伤产生共鸣,方里渐渐的被视为冷酷、无情。 The parents think such Fang Li extremely in the precocity, not only is puzzled, sometimes will also be afraid. 父母都认为这样的方里太过于早熟,不仅是在困惑着而已,甚至有时候还会害怕。 The friends think that such Fang Li extremely in brutal, one after another alienated him. 朋友都认为这样的方里太过于无情,纷纷都疏远了他。 Fang Li will become hikikomori, is not uninterested with this. 方里之所以会成为家里蹲,与这并不是毫无关系。 But the beginning of this life, is here. 而这段人生的起点,便是在这里。 „Facing the beginning of own life, you feel sad?” “面对自己的这段人生的起点,你觉得悲伤吗？” Strega (Witch) whispering of sound near his ear. 魔女的声音在其耳边呢喃。 „Facing own unusual start, you feel sad?” “面对自己的异常的开始,你觉得难过吗？” murmur gradually becomes must joyfully, seems enjoying Fang Li's response. 呢喃声渐渐的变得愉悦而起,仿佛正在享受着方里的反应。 But Fang Li actually turns a deaf ear , the old person who only is staring at present that black and white illuminates who made one fondly remember, and looked to mother. 而方里却是充耳不闻,只是凝视着眼前那张令人怀念的黑白照里的老人,并看向了身边的母亲。 The mother is still sobbing, is pulling a Fang Li's hand even also icy coldness. 母亲还在哭泣,牵着方里的手甚至还有点冰凉。 This made Fang Li cannot help but start to think. 这让方里不由得开始想了。 „Why hadn't discovered before?” “为什么以前没有发现呢？” If discovers, that can warm up for mother. 如果发现的话,那就可以替母亲取暖了。 In that case, how many should be able to play a role of comfort, alleviates person sad? 那样一来,应该就能多少起到一点安慰的作用,缓解身边的人的悲伤了吧？ „Why discovers until now?” “为什么直到现在才发现啊？” This is so-called facing sentiment that past tense absolutely will had. 这就是所谓的面对过去时一定会产生的感情了。 The foolish matter regrets to past self has made. 对过去的自己做过的蠢事感到后悔。 The good deed feels unwilling to past self has not done. 对过去的自己没有做过的好事感到不甘心。 Such mood, making Fang Li understand a matter. 这样的心情,让方里明白了一件事。 „That time I, only am gazing at the present death, neglected life.” “那个时候的我,只是在注视着眼前的死亡,忽视了身边的生命。” Grandfather's death was Fang Li's life opened the different theater curtains, made Fang Li neglect birth mother's condition. 爷爷的死为方里的人生揭开了不一样的幕布,却让方里忽视了身边的生母的状况。 In the past, Fang Li has felt person who oneself are one has the flaw. 过去,方里一直觉得自己是一个有缺陷的人。 Now, Fang Li knows. 现在,方里才知道。 „It is not my heart has the flaw, but was my field of vision is too narrow.” “不是我的心有缺陷,而是我的视野太狭隘了而已。” Gazed at 『Death』 to neglect 『Life』. 注视着「死」的自己忽略了「生」。 Existed moved toward 『Death』 in 『Life』. 存在于「生」的自己走向了「死」。 This was Fang Li's in the past. 这就是方里的过去。 „Now, I will not do again.” “现在,我不会再那么做了。” Even in the soul records the death. 即使灵魂之中记录着死亡。 Even is unable to understand others' sadness. 即使无法理解别人的悲伤。 Then... 那么… „I share joyfully with the side person, to span death together, but going on living diligently.” “我就与身边的人共享快乐,一起为了跨越死亡而努力的活下去。” Fang Li's in the eyes, looking straight at death Mystic Eyes appeared finally again. 方里的眼中,直视死亡的魔眼终于再一次的显现了。 Appeared in body of childhood. 显现在了童年的自己身上。 Moreover, that is not ice cold blue color, but is bright rainbow color. 而且,那不是冰冷的蓝色,而是鲜艳的虹色。 „biri...!” “哔哩…！” In the brain, the severe pain starts to flee. 大脑中,剧痛开始窜过。 „pā jī...!” “啪叽…！” In the soul, the sea starts to turn wells up. 灵魂中,海洋开始翻涌。 But Fang Li has given to disregard all these. 但方里已经将这一切都给无视。 Will have the negative sentiment like present self to past self. 就像现在的自己会对过去的自己抱有否定的感情一样。 „For future, regardless of the present self condition has how bad, I will not have any hesitation.” “为了未来的自己,无论现在的自己的状况有多么的糟糕,我都不会有任何的踌躇。” Such remarks, the world falls to the enemy. 此话一出,天地沦陷。 Mother and relative here entire mourning hall, is starting to break. 无论是身边的母亲、亲戚还是这里的整座灵堂,都在开始破碎着。 But Strega (Witch) laughter, was the reverberation of immeasurable joy in Fang Li's ears. 而魔女的笑声,则是无比喜悦的回荡在了方里的耳中。 „You are really best...” “你果然是最棒的啊…” Is full in the affections sound, the Fang Li surrounding world crashed. 充满着爱意的声音中,方里周围的天地崩塌了。 Fang Li was involved in space of nihility. 方里就这么被卷入了一片虚无的空间中。 Body, restoration bit by bit grown condition. 身体,一点一点的恢复到了成年的状态。 Then, Fang Li then submerged darkness. 然后,方里便是没入了黑暗。 There, illuminates directly. 将那里,给直接照亮。