Lin Xiaoshu raised the head, Lin Xiaoxian has to realize again, the younger sister no longer is that worry-free young tender small girl. 林小书抬起头的时候,林小贤不得不再一次意识到,妹妹不再是那个无忧无虑的幼嫩小丫头。 Her facial features had removed many naivete, even more sends out the big girl moving with charm, the slender body also no longer is the conspicuous sharp Xiaochun seedling, when the Elder Brother has not paid attention is quietly healthy... 她的面容已经褪去了很多的稚气,愈发地散发出大女孩的动人和魅力,纤细的身体也不再是冒尖尖的小春苗,在哥哥没有注意的时候悄然地茁壮着… Lin Xiaoshu is growing up. 林小书正在长大。 Or has grown up. 或者说已经长大了。 Only invariable, only then the eye pupil of that pair of contamination moist tears mark is still pure. 唯一不变的,只有那双沾染湿润泪迹的眼眸依然纯净。 „Xiaoshu, you know that the eyes of person, why more did grow up more are inferior to be limpid in childhood?” “小书,你知道人的眼睛,为什么越长大越不如小时候清澈吗？” A knowledge that before Lin Xiaoxian remembers was very long, sees, must say to the Lin Xiaoshu hear. 林小贤想起了很久以前看到的一个科普知识,要讲给林小书听。 Because he cannot look at younger sister's sad appearance, the shift topic was good. 因为他看不得妹妹伤心的样子,得转移话题才行了。 May grow up Lin Xiaoshu, coaxes is also inferior continually before , was good to coax: 可长大了的林小书,连哄起来也不如以前好哄了: „Because these people do not have the Elder Brother.” “因为那些人没有哥哥。” „?” “？” Lin Xiaoxian compels ignorant: 林小贤懵逼: „What relations without the Elder Brother and eye is bright?” “没有哥哥和眼睛亮不亮有什么关系？” „Has, the eye of Xiaoshu , because likes thinking of elder brother's appearance, so will be clean.” “有,小书的眼睛,就是因为喜欢装着哥哥的样子,才会这么干净的。” Does this also calculate the explanation? 这也算解释？ Lin Xiaoxian licks corner of the mouth, felt the younger sister obstinate and a light resentment, opened the finger to comb her hair gently: 林小贤舔舔嘴角,感受到了妹妹的执拗和一丝淡淡的怨气,张开手指轻轻梳了梳她的头发: „After your exaggerating..., your in eye, if cannot think of the Elder Brother frequently, is unclean?” “你这夸张了…以后你眼睛里要是不能经常装着哥哥了,难道就不干净了吗？” „Right!” Lin Xiaoshu „ominous” nod, „, will be blind!” “对！”林小书“凶巴巴”地点头,“而且会瞎！” A Lin Xiaoxian sinking face, pinches her earlobe: 林小贤一沉脸,捏她的耳垂: „Crow mouth! Do not talk nonsense, quickly bah three.” “乌鸦嘴！别胡说,快呸三声。” „......” “……” Sees east Lin Xiaoxian to pull, the west pulls, but has not done this matter of doing, Lin Xiaoshu closely bit near lip one wisp to send the silk, then could not bear sob again: 见林小贤东扯一下,西扯一下,可就是没有做该做的事,林小书紧紧咬住了唇边的一缕发丝,然后忍不住再次哽咽起来: „Lin Xiaoxian... you did not care about me...” “林小贤…你不在乎我了…” Lin Xiaoxian has a big shock, how the younger sister can say such words suddenly: 林小贤大惊失色,妹妹怎么能突然说出这样的话啊: „What Xiaoshu do you think? How is this possible?” “小书你想什么呢？这怎么可能啊？” „... I spoke so many truth to you, has reminded you, you also promised me to care me, not because other women lower younger sister's position... in the end, you did not care about me!” “…我给你讲了那么多道理,也提醒过你,你也答应了我会把我放在心上,不会因为其他女人就放低妹妹的位置…可是到头来,你还是不在乎我了！” Not when side Lin Xiaoshu, Lin Xiaoxian has made her shed tears, now side her, make her sad safely. 不在林小书身边的时候,林小贤就已经让她掉过眼泪儿了,现在自己就安安全全地在她身边,却还是让她难过了。 Although not too clear reason, but Lin Xiaoxian at heart guilty, it is estimated that the younger sister possibly was some temper tantrums: 尽管不太清楚原因,但林小贤心里还是内疚的很,估计妹妹可能是有些情绪失控了: „Xiaoshu you were tired, do not think that... you looked I have no safety, not?” “小书你累了,不要多想…你看我也没什么生命安全,不是吗？” „Then? The beforehand words, what should you make at this time?” “然后呢？以前的话,你这个时候应该做什么？” Lin Xiaoshu had not felt for a long time how to put in great inconvenience, hand cleaned the tears, then vented wiping to the Lin Xiaoxian's face on: 林小书好久没感觉怎么委屈了,手儿擦拭了泪水,然后发泄似的抹到林小贤的脸上: „Lin Xiaoxian, your younger sister cried like this, how you should do really to want me to state clearly..., because not one's own, you must change these only to treat blood younger sister's custom...” “林小贤,你的妹妹哭成这样了,你该怎么做真的要我明说出来吗…因为不是亲生的,你就要改掉过去那些只对待亲妹妹的习惯吗…” „Without! I understood! I the head was just dizzy, now thought!” “没有没有！我明白了！我刚刚脑袋晕,现在想起来了！” Lin Xiaoshu was sad, if he were not clear, oneself possibly really wanted to be much sad passes to consider as finished. 林小书伤心极了,他要是再不明白,自己可能真要伤心得死过去算了。 However luckily, a stupid elder brother face recorded finally suddenly, finally knows that slowly hugged her, finally is willing to kiss the tear stains on her face, kissed her around the gloomy mood forehead, kissed her warm moist corner of the eye. 但是幸好,愚蠢的兄长终于一脸恍然地记起来了,终于知道慢慢地把她搂过去,终于肯亲吻她脸上的泪痕,吻她绕着愁绪的额头,吻她温热的湿润眼角。 Under Lin Xiaoshu also returns to normal finally little mood, snuggles up to his chest front, gradually peaceful. 林小书也就终于一点点平复下心情,偎在他胸前,逐渐安安静静的了。 Does not cry noisily, this is the appearance that the younger sister is familiar with, Lin Xiaoxian smiles bitterly: 不哭不闹,这才是妹妹熟悉的样子,林小贤不禁苦笑: „You take a look, isn't hugs?... Makes you give noisily, what also thinks... as for?” “你瞧瞧,不就是抱抱亲亲嘛？…让你给闹的,还以为什么呢…至于吗？” „As, if serene that if you said that you why also continuously aloof?” “至于,如果如你说的风轻云淡,那你为什么还一直无动于衷？” „Nonsense, your how long has not cried Eh......” “废话,你都多久没哭过了啊…呃…” The Lin Xiaoxian words saying half, shutting up of was stared the vision that looks by Lin Xiaoshu, suddenly remembers the younger sister to cry to Seventh High that late. 林小贤话说一半,就被林小书直勾勾的目光看的闭上了嘴,忽然想起妹妹到七中那晚才哭过的。 „... I meant, you had not cried like for a long time hard...” “…我是说,你都好久没有像这样厉害地哭了…” Lin Xiaoxian changed a statement, Lin Xiaoshu was silent. 林小贤改口,林小书沉默。 No? 没有吗？ No, but he does not know. 不,只是他不知道罢了。 He does not know, does not know, since he with Mu Zhangqing that day, oneself have cried many night. 他不知道,也不会知道,自从他跟沐长卿的那一天过后,自己到底哭过多少个夜晚。 Even if each time self- happy, after that false satisfaction and succumbs, returns spills into the heart intense void will also only let the Lin Xiaoshu feeling and elder brother's distance is increasingly estranged. Finally a dream awakes, only has the paper goods that the moist pillow covering and becomes damp to remind itself, last night approached his some in the imagination... 哪怕是每次的自我欢愉,那种虚假的满足和沉湎过后,回涌进心头的强烈空虚也只会让林小书感觉和哥哥的距离渐行渐远。最终一场梦醒,唯有湿润的枕巾和发潮的纸巾在提醒自己,昨晚又在想象中靠近了他一些… „Lin Xiaoxian...” “林小贤…” „, Asked the elder brother to be good? “啧,还是叫哥好不好？ Lin Xiaoshu has not spoken, face strokes gently on his chest, the exquisite delicate nose is smelling lightly, in the flavor contamination of hospital decontaminating solution his body, but she can distinguish to be his flavor uniquely. 林小书没说话,脸儿在他胸膛上摩挲,小巧秀气的鼻子轻嗅着,医院消毒水的味道沾染上了他的身体,可她还是能从中分辨出来独一无二的属于他的味道。 Then , she raises the face very much suddenly: 然后,很突然地,她扬起面庞: „Elder Brother.” “哥。” „Un, this was right... wú!?” “嗯,这就对了嘛…唔！？” ...... …… ...... …… The breeze of out of the window blows an corner/horn pure white gauze curtain, perhaps is the heaven also opens one to shut an eye, the scene in hospital ward still indistinctly, does not look clearly, when the wind stops, only then two person slightly disorderly breath reverberations, in the needle falls in room that may hear...... 窗外的微风吹开一角洁白的纱帘,或许是上天也睁一只闭一只眼,病房内的景象依然影影绰绰,看不真切,等风停时,只有两个人略微凌乱的呼吸回荡在针落可闻的房间里……