When youngster and 18-year-old loli in the hospital ward this that the Seventh High entrance are watertight. 当少年和18岁的萝莉在病房里这这那那的时候,七中门口已经水泄不通。 Still shaken student. 惊魂未定的学生。 Anxious angry guardian. 焦急愤怒的家长。 The rescue and medical personnel streaming with sweat. 汗如雨下的救援和医务人员。 And these still passed away or the severely wounded victim's family member in the accident, is deeply grieved, the wailing sound makes Mu Zhangqing that just rushed to even more be afraid, heart like having a small drum is thrashing rapidly. 以及那些依然在事故中去世或者重伤的受害者家属,更是悲痛欲绝,哀嚎声让刚赶到的沐长卿越发害怕,心儿像有一把小鼓在急促地捶打一样。 „Hello!...” “你好！请问…” The crowded crowd like the sardine canned food, maintains the police officers of order to take the loudspeaker to roar unceasingly, Mu Zhangqing was very difficult to find a being able to speak person. 拥挤的人群像沙丁鱼罐头一样,维持秩序的警务人员拿着喇叭不断地吼,沐长卿很难找到一个说得上话的人。 „You good... hello/you good! Inside student how?” “你好…你好！请问里面的学生怎么样了？” Finally, she caught one to sit in the nurse who on the road tartar rested. 终于,她抓到了一个坐在路牙石上歇息的护士。 „Everyone has been separated from the scene of accident, but......” “所有人已经脱离事故现场,但是……” Mu Zhangqing wait/etc. can not her „, but”: 沐长卿等不得她的“但是”了: „Lin Xiaoxian!” “林小贤呢！” The nurse is startled: 护士一怔: „Who?” “谁？” „Not...... embarrassed, I... my lover in inside, his telephone I cannot make a connection, I do not know...” “不……不好意思,我…我爱人在里面,他的电话我打不通,我不知道…” Mu Zhangqing said two have not sobbed, if that person really has an accident... 沐长卿说了没两句就哽咽,要是那个人真的出了什么事… The nurse wiped sweat to scratch scratching on the clothes, the woman eye of such pretty swelled this, even she looked is loving dearly. 护士抹了一把汗水在衣服上擦了擦,这么漂亮的女人眼睛肿成这样,连她瞧着都心疼。 But, the death and severely wounded population of facing the front transmitting, she is not good to urge person „to be good” absolutely groundless. 可是,面对前方传来的死亡和重伤人数,她地不好毫无根据地劝人“一切都好”。 After all after the hope desperate is most painful. 毕竟希望后的绝望才是最痛苦的。 „Do not worry, that... at present the person in accident kernel range, injury not fierce places in that side tent, you or have a look with me...” “你别着急,那个…目前事故核心区的人,伤势不厉害的都安置在那边帐篷,你要不跟我去看看吧…” „Thanks! Invited to lead me to go!” “谢谢！请带我去！” Mu Zhangqing held both hands of nurse, the fingertip ice-cold makes the nurse anxious, added immediately: 沐长卿抓住了护士的双手,指尖的冰冷让护士揪心,又马上补充道: „If you had not found have not related, the injured person has delivered to our hospital, the life-saving is important, the hospital service desk is making up records the register of names...” “如果你没有找到也没关系,受伤的人已经送到我们医院了,救人要紧,医院服务台正在补录名册…” These words Mu Zhangqing do not want to listen, does not dare to listen, was perfunctory „un” two, in brief first went to the tent of Anzhi District under nurse's leadership. 这些话沐长卿就不太想听,也不敢听了,敷衍地“嗯”了两声,总之先在护士的带领下前往安置区的帐篷。 Outside also Anzhi District also encircled certainly many anxious guardians, after the nurse brought Mu Zhangqing , can only outside indistinct see student who some only received the body wound in wipe liquid medicines. 安置区外当然也围了不少焦急的家长,护士带沐长卿到了之后也只能在隐约外面看到一些只受皮肉伤的学生在擦拭药水等。 The nurse actually does not know here blocked, but is also reasonable. 护士其实也不知道这里封锁了,但也在情理之中。 „Sorry, according to the stipulation possibly couldn't go in... the Hey? person?” “对不起啊,按照规定可能是进不去了…诶？人呢？” She slightly has the apology to turn around, actually discovered that Mu Zhangqing has disappeared. 她略有歉意地转身,却发现沐长卿已经不见了。 Fights for the woman who raises two children starting from 16 years old alone, after almost cried to do the tears, worked always has vigorous and resolute that the ordinary people did not have. 一个从十六岁开始独自打拼养大两个小孩的女人,在差不多哭干了眼泪后,做事总有着平常人不具备的雷厉风行。 Mu Zhangqing is bypassing the crowd, takes off falling in wrist/skill in the mouth, took a mean advantage on a small table takes a white coat to exchange from the warning line, then pulled fast the long hair after the brain, the chignon, then lifted the warning line toward being printed with „health carelessly emergency” two temporary tents walked. 沐长卿在绕过人群,脱下手腕上的掉在嘴里,乘人不备从警戒线外一张小桌上拿了一件白大褂换上,然后快速地在脑后将长发挽起来,草草地扎起发髻,然后掀开警戒线朝着印有“卫生应急”的两顶临时帐篷走去。 Also had the medical personnel to discover her high-heeled shoes on the way actually, but also was mumbles two to be busy with the own work. 途中倒是也有医务人员发现了她的高跟鞋,但也就是嘟囔两声就忙于自己的工作。 The tent of long linearity, can accommodate 20-30 people, weeping and wailing the sound is few, Mu Zhangqing pastes in mostly is weeping in a low voice outside the tent hearing. 长条形的帐篷,一个可以容纳20-30人,哭喊声很少,沐长卿贴在帐篷外听到的大都是低声的啜泣。 „Xiaoxian... Xiaoxian!” “小贤…小贤！” Suddenly, shouted that the sore sound makes the Mu Zhangqing heart stagnate, she hurries to rush in a tent, four looks like the discovery is actually a strange male student. 忽然,有一个喊疼的声音让沐长卿心脏一滞,她慌忙闯进一个帐篷,四下看来发现的却是一个陌生的男生。 The look is low-spirited, Mu Zhangqing looked on a that male student knee the flood red a little stain. 眼神重新黯然下来,沐长卿看了一眼那个男生膝盖上泛红的一点儿污迹。 Also yes, his nephew not like this person useless. 也是,他的外甥才不会像这人一样没用。 Temporary losing has not stopped her step, had not found any familiar face in this tent, Mu Zhangqing arrives at another. 暂时的失落没有停止她的步伐,在这个帐篷没有找到任何熟悉的面孔,沐长卿来到另一顶。 This time, had the harvest. 这次,有了收获。 On a long and narrow bench sits three pale forms abreast in row. 一张条凳上并排坐着三个脸色苍白的身影。 „Xiaoyan Su Yuan... you... have Zhou Jia!” “小颜苏元…你们…还有周佳！” The Mu Zhangqing half step goes forward, the throat moves, makes an effort to sip a dry lip: 沐长卿快步上前,喉咙动了动,用力抿了一下干燥的嘴唇: „Xiaoxian, are you all right? Where is Xiaoxian at? Xiaoxian others?” “小贤呢,你们没事吧？小贤在哪？小贤他人呢？” Mu Zhangqing asked while looks around, has not seen nephew's form, this lagged behind discovered, three little face dirty girls all were the pear flower belt/bring rain, the tip of the nose and eye socket red did not make sense. 沐长卿一边问一边张望,没有看到外甥的身影,这才后知后觉地发现,三个小脸脏兮兮的女孩儿无不是梨花带雨,鼻头和眼眶红的不像话。 Only many Gu Xiaoyan sits in the backless stools, supports the tears that the time must tumble, both hands respective closely are drawing the hand of Su Yuan and Zhou Jia. 唯一好些的顾小颜坐在板凳中间,也是强撑着时刻都要滚落的泪水,双手各自紧紧地拉着苏元和周佳的手。 Su Yuan's small face buries on the Gu Xiaoyan's shoulder, sobbing off and on has the hoarse flavor, but her right Study Committee Member already both eyes absent-minded, in those days the tender and delicate thin lips lost the complete blood-color, the left palm, no matter what best friend is grasping, the right hand hangs weak in that the water drop in eye flows off following the front dry tear stains non- broken line, sobs to moisten the front of one's garments, the collar nearly soaked = to wrinkle general lax. 苏元的小脸儿埋在顾小颜的肩上,断续的呜咽已经有了沙哑的味道,而她右边的学习委员已然双目失神,往日娇嫩的薄唇失去了全部的血色,左手掌任闺蜜握着,右手则无力地垂在那,眼中的水珠顺着前面干涸的泪痕不断线地流下,泣下沾襟,衣领近乎湿透了=一般松垮地皱下去。 Mu Zhangqing after seeing three girl tears person appearances, an intense dizziness attacks. 沐长卿在看见三个女孩儿泪人儿似的模样后,一股强烈的眩晕冲击上来。 „Elder Sister Mu...” “沐姐姐…” Also can say Gu Xiaoyan of two words are about first recognizes Mu Zhangqing, trembles body to stand, grasps her, the tears cannot stop flow copiously again. 还能开口说两句话的顾小颜大约是第一个认出沐长卿的,颤着身儿站起来,一抱住她,眼泪就止不住地再次夺眶而出。 ...... …… Mu Zhangqing does not know how oneself are persists in listening to account, does not know that is how is to faint. 沐长卿不知道自己是怎么坚持听完事情的经过,也不知道是自己是怎么昏了过去的。 When she revives in two hospitals, the side nurse so-called „ruins have not cleaned up” „Lin Xiaoxian currently also to have survival probability” this class words, listens in her is completely the unproductive comfort. 当她在二医院里苏醒过来的时候,身边护士所谓“废墟尚未清理完毕”“林小贤目前还有存活几率”这类的话语,在她听来已经完全是徒劳的安慰罢了。 „......” “……” She partly collected the eyelid, the pupil light defocusing is sweeping one to accompany a sick person to provide nursing care the peripheral person. 她半敛着眼睑,眸光失焦地扫了一圈陪护周边的人。 „Little Mu awoke! In a big hurry, water!” “小沐醒了！快快,水！” Gu Xiaoyan, Sun Fenfen, Han Xuanxuan, Su Yuan... 顾小颜,孙芬芬,韩萱萱,苏元… Besides disappearing without a trace Zhou Jia, many acquaintances do not know when encircled in her bedside, without him, without her most cared only, in life most important that person. 除了不知去向的周佳以外,很多熟人不知何时围在了她的床边,唯独没有他,没有她最在乎的,生命中最重要的那个人。 The endless pain wells up, such as ten thousand through, Mu Zhangqing closes one's eyes, felt that the whole person sinks to the dark seabed, the invisible deathly stillness and ice-cold submerged the heart, finally cried loudly. 无尽的痛楚涌上,如万针穿心,沐长卿闭上眼,感觉整个人都沉入黑暗的海底,无形的死寂和冰冷淹没了心,终于放声大哭了起来。 Except that Gu Xiaoyan and Su Yuan still in silent sob, both parents in silent, or deeply frowned, is covering mouth wipes the corner of the eye lightly. 除了顾小颜和苏元依然在无声地抽泣,两家的父母都在沉默,或是眉头紧锁,或是捂着嘴轻拭眼角。 But in the entrance of this hospital ward, a person is looking at all silently. 而在这间病房的门口,还有一个人在默默地看着一切。 The under foot precious high-heeled shoes broke with, had changed into the flat base nurse shoes that and she wore does not match, this slender actually sloppy form several wanted, may give up, after calmly stood a while, pinched tightly the fist to depart quietly. 脚下原本名贵的高跟鞋断了跟,已经换成了和她穿着毫不相配的平底护士鞋,这个窈窕却邋遢的身影几欲进去,可都放弃了,在静静地站了一会儿后,捏紧了拳头悄然离去。 ...... …… After dozen minutes, opens in view of the media interview finally again, several exhausted rescue personnel pant in front of the lens: 十几分钟后,针对现场的媒体采访终于再次开放,几名筋疲力尽的救援人员在镜头前气喘吁吁: „We... have completed now to the complete search of scene ruins, does not have many discoveries, will then conduct the careful statistics of personnel casualty situation one after another.” “我们现在…已经完成了对现场废墟的全部搜索,没有更多的发现,接下来会陆续进行人员伤亡情况的细致统计。” „Just heard the broadcast of entrance saying that student was, is this?” “刚刚听到门口的广播说,现场还有一名学生失踪了,请问是这样吗？” „Yes, but we use the most advanced equipment, indeed had not found any Biology/lifeform sign again, but after waiting a bit to rest, we can...” “是的,但是我们动用最先进的设备,的确没有再找到任何生物迹象,但是稍待休息后,我们会…” „That... breaks embarrassed.” “诶那个…不好意思打断一下。” The reporter of interview elongates the neck suddenly, points at the distant place to become stretch of chairman's podium ruins in confusion: 采访的记者忽然伸长脖子,指着远处已成为一片狼藉的主席台废墟: „You just said that the searches ended, that side that..., is not two people, is search and rescue group that other departments dispatch?” “您刚刚说搜索结束了,请问那边那个…哦不,是两个人,是其他部门派遣的搜救组吗？” „?” “啊？” Interviewed rescue personnel look following the hand of reporter , in one ruins seemingly two people are also rocking indistinctly. 被采访的救援人员顺着记者的手望去,果然,一摊废墟中影影绰绰貌似还有两个人在晃动着。 „Possibly......” He has no way to determine, waves to resist the Awesome follow-up interview, „was sorry, I first look for under the team leader confirmation.” “可能…是吧…”他也没法确定,挥挥手拒绝了后续采访,“抱歉,我先去找队长确认下。” But in fact, the person's shadow in ruins accurate is not rocking, but is turning looks. 而实际上,废墟中的人影准确来说并不是在晃动,而是在翻找。 Turns looks for broken gravels. 翻找一片又一片的碎砾。 Moves the cement one after another. 挪动一块又一块的水泥。 Sawdust of lamphouse broke the finger, that lies the simple and beautiful form in ruins actually cannot attend to sipping one , to continue to dig with both hands with the memory little. 灯箱的木屑扎破了手指,那趴在废墟中的清丽身影却顾不上抿一口,继续凭着记忆一点点地用双手挖着。