Inthatobvioussomesobbingtwitteringdropsin the earthatchecks, the Lin Xiaoxian'sheartleakedjumpedtworackets.
在那明显有些哽咽的呢喃落进自己耳朵里的那一刹,林小贤的心漏跳了两拍。Hewas clear, sinceLin Xiaoshucanask that thisissue, showedshehas known the answer.
他清楚,林小书既然能问出这个问题,就说明她已经知道答案了。
......
……Lin Xiaoshu, Lin Xiaoxian, ispair of brother and sister who do not have the blood relationship.林小书,林小贤,是一对没有血缘关系的兄妹。Lin Xiaoxianisveryslightly very smalltime, was adoptedinuntil nowLin Family.林小贤是很小很小的时候,被收养到如今的林家里的。
A Mu Zhangqingraisingyoungboy, is notherbiologicalnephew, strangechild but who was pickedbyherelder sisterwith good intention.沐长卿一手养大的小男孩儿,也不是她的亲外甥,而是被她好心的姐姐捡回来的陌生孩子。
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……Thesethings, Lin Xiaoxianthathaving a vivid memoryeveningknewearly.
这些东西,林小贤早那个记忆犹新的晚上就知道了。ButYounger sister? Lin Xiaoshu?
可妹妹呢?林小书呢?When does sheknow?
她是什么时候知道的?Somethingsdo not selectunclearly, a pointpasses, in the Lin Xiaoxianmindflashes throughsomefragmentsfast, before relatesarrives atSeventh High, younger sister'sshortseveraldays of unusualperformance, immediatelyguessed correctly a general idea.
有些事情不点不明,一点则通,林小贤脑海里飞快地闪过一些片段,联想到来七中前,妹妹短暂的几天反常表现,顿时猜到了个大概。Then, socalculates,oneselfandMu Zhangqingmatter, sheshouldalso...
那么,如此算来,自己和沐长卿的事情,她应该也…
.
啧。Whatmatter did thiscall?
这叫什么事儿?Healsoattempts„protection”during the daytimeyounger sisterimmaturepure whitesmallmind, as everyone knowsthisis the elder brotherto the smallmindcoversfirst„dust”.
他白天还试图“守护”妹妹稚嫩纯白的小心灵呢,殊不知给小心灵蒙上第一道“灰尘”的正是自己这个做兄长的。„......”
“……”Lin Xiaoxiancloses the eye, was depressedgrowsshouted the one breath.林小贤闭上眼睛,闷闷地长呼了一口气。Heis unable to give the presentmooddefinition.
他无法给自己现在的心情定义。Vacant.
茫然。Relaxed.
轻松。Worried.
担忧。Remorse.
自责。Carefree.
畅快。
......
……Mustmake the analogy the words, seemed like the notice of critical condition that oneselfhidto be discoveredby the family membereventually was the same, bothbroadmindedandbitter and astringent.
要作比喻的话,就好像是自己藏起来的病危通知书终究还是被家人发现了一样,既豁然又苦涩。„Odd.”
“离谱。”
The Lin Xiaoxianinnermost feelingsself-ridiculed,unexpectedlyfinds out this inauspiciousanalogy.林小贤内心自嘲,居然想出这样不吉利的比喻。
The turbulence and change that butin fact, the paternity testbringsto the whole family, wheretrulydo not compare a notice of critical conditionsmall to go.
可实际上,亲子鉴定给一家人带来的动荡和改变,确实也不比一张病危通知书小到哪里去。Lin Xiaoxianopens eyesslowly, looks that the younger sisteris stubbornteardrops that is not willingto flow, hidesspinsin the bright and intelligenteye socket, sawsuddenlyprobablyinitiallyapproachedownconfessionStudy Committee Member.林小贤缓缓睁眼,看着妹妹倔强着不肯流出来的泪珠子,躲在水汪汪的眼眶里打转,恍然间像是看到了当初向自己告白的学习委员。Similarlyis the warmbedding, similarlyis the iceicy coldtears.
同样是暖融融的被窝,同样是冰冰凉的眼泪。In the Lin Xiaoxianeye, Study Committee Membermyriadsufferingrevealing, were very similar to stating a complaint with tears of this timeXiaoshuignorantfeelingson that day, nothing butwantsto divulgeto constrain the confusednessinheart, nothing butwantsto seek an answer.
在林小贤眼中,学习委员那天万千委屈的吐露,和此时小书懵懂情愫的泣诉很相似,无非想要宣泄压抑在心中的迷茫,无非想要寻求一个答案。
The differencesare, Lin Xiaoshuis seeking the answerto one topicnotreallyclearissue.
只是不同之处在于,林小书是在向一个连题目都不甚清楚的问题寻求答案。
What issue is this?
这是一个什么样的问题呢?Sheknows that theyare not the biologicalbrother and sister, then?
她知道他们不是亲兄妹,然后呢?„Elder Brother...”
“哥…”„......”
“……”
The silentquietairwas broken, clearsoundweakseveralpoints, shiveredseveralpoints.
沉默静谧的空气被打破,清脆的声音弱了几分,也更颤抖了几分。
The big hand and small hand in beddingalsocloselytwistin the same place, Lin Xiaoshuare not willingto let loose, cannot let loose, shesaid the words that oneselfwantto speak, may feel afraid, fearedoneselflet go, when the Elder Brotherwill pass awaylikethat the boldropewill kisslate the back.
被窝里的大手和小手还紧紧地绞在一起,林小书不愿意放开,也放不开,她说出了自己想说的话,可却感到好害怕,怕自己一松手,哥哥就会像那晚自己大胆索吻时一样背过身去。Only thensheknows,suchflash, Elder Brotherbroadshouldering of againhowbig, leaves the younger sister is also only a coldlyshadow.
只有她自己知道,那样的一瞬间,哥哥宽阔的肩背再怎么高大,留给妹妹的也只是一片冷冷的阴影。Lin Xiaoshudo not stayin the shadow, particularlyinelder brother'sshadow.林小书不要呆在阴影里,尤其是哥哥的阴影里。Lin Xiaoshua littleregrettedat heart.林小书的心里有一点后悔了。
Did ownlay cards on the tableis rash?自己的摊牌是否莽撞了?Elder Brother who the Elder Brother who the Elder Brother who sheattaches great importance, mostlikes, mostcannotlose, ifbecause ofherface-off, buthas turned aroundagain, will avoidheragain... thatfrom now on, will healso continueto speakwithhimselflike the present , to continue to sleep with itself , to continue to treat asthatto needhimhimselffor a lifetimeingirl?
她最重视的哥哥,最喜欢的哥哥,最不能失去的哥哥,如果因为她的摊牌而再一次地转过身,再一次地避开她…那今后,他还会像现在一样继续跟自己说话,继续陪自己睡觉,继续把自己当做那个需要他一辈子在身边的女孩子吗?Heregards the ownvision, but can also pure the gentlenesslikebefore, pureloving care?
他看待自己的眼光,还能像以前那样纯粹的温柔,纯粹的爱护吗?
......
……„Xiaoshu...”
“小书…”How longalsohas not known.
也不知过了多久。Possiblyisseveralseconds, possiblyisseveralminutes.
可能是几秒,可能是几分钟。Lin Xiaoxianopens the mouth, Lin Xiaoshuthatpair of strengthsmallhandwas worked looseeventually.林小贤开口的时候,林小书那双力气小小的手终究还是被挣脱了。„Elder Brother... elder brother!”
“哥…哥!”When the somewhatroughpalmfromher the delicatebulblittleglide of feeling cold, thatinstantabsent-mindedimitates, ifscreened outLin Xiaoshusoulto be the same.
当有些粗糙的掌心从她的发冷的柔弱指肚一点点滑走,那刹那的失神就仿若抽走了林小书的魂儿一样。Endedended, reallyshould notask that should notask...
完了完了,真的不该问的,不该问的…
The lamentationandgurglesfrightenedwell ups, Lin Xiaoshuevenforgotoneselfstill okaydetainswith the tears, nothandlesis looking atthatface that cannot see clearly the expression.
悔恨和惶然汨汨涌上心头,林小书甚至都忘记了自己还可以用眼泪来挽留,无措地望着那张看不清表情的面庞。„Elder Brother...... do not transfer, youlook that I... Xiaoshuis innocent, should notspeak at a venture, did youallforgetto be good?”
“哥…别…你别转过去,你看着我…小书不懂事,不该乱说话,你全都忘了吧好不好?”
The small handsanxiouslyandare pulling the Lin Xiaoxian'slower hem cornercarelesslylightly, words of oneskewer of machine-gunhas the flavor that severalis entreatingunexpectedly. WhenElder Brother the acidhurtsat heartsourly, thenlifts a quiltslightly, closelysupportedinto the bosom the lithecrispwarmbody:
小手急切而胡乱地轻扯着林小贤的衣角,一串连珠炮似的话儿竟已带着几丝哀求的味道。当哥哥的心里不禁酸酸地一疼,然后稍微掀开一点被子,把轻盈酥暖的身子紧紧拥入了怀里:„Xiaoshu, sorry.”
“小书,对不起。”"Hey..."“诶…”
The warmelder brother'sauralingersto flood the whole body, the arm that originallyheleapstograsp itselfwell, Lin Xiaoshugrows the one breathat the same timetip of the noseacid, almostcries.
暖暖的哥哥的气息萦绕充斥周身,原来他腾出去的胳臂是为了更好地抱住自己吗,林小书长出一口气的同时鼻头一酸,差点哭出来。BadElder Brother!
坏哥哥!Mustscare to deathher!
都要吓死她了!How long the citrus fruitsaura of gelcould not preserve, familiarmilksweetflavorstillthatnice-smelling, Lin Xiaoxianis smellingamongLin Xiaoshuround of silk the coolfragrantaura, manyinnermost thoughtschanged into an apologyfinally:
沐浴露的柑橘气息留存不了多久,只有熟悉的奶甜味道依然那么好闻,林小贤嗅着林小书发丝间凉凉的芬芳气息,好多的心里话最终化为了一句道歉:„... Sorry, Xiaoshu, Ido not wantto hide the truth fromyou, but... oh...”
“…对不起,小书,我不想瞒着你的,但是…唉…”„Elder Brother, do not heave a sigh, wasXiaoshuwas crude, suddenlysuddenlythis......”
“哥,不要唉声叹气了,是小书鲁莽了,冷不丁地突然这样……”
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A yourmouthmy, matteropenly expressedlightly, withoutthat in estimateis in chaotic situation, Lin Xiaoxianhas not turned around, the contradictiondisplaystoyounger sister'sanybarrier.
你一嘴我一句,事情清清淡淡地说开了,没有预想中的那种鸡飞狗跳,林小贤也没有转过身去,抵触地表现出对妹妹的任何隔阂。Lin Xiaoshuwas very satisfied with suchresult, orwas too satisfied, fermented the half-dayeyetearsisplacedrips downfollowing the cheeks, drippedwetelder brother'swarmchest.林小书对这样的结果很满意了,或者说太满意了,以至于酝酿了半天的眼泪水还是一丝一线地顺着脸颊滴了下来,淌湿了兄长温热的胸膛。„... Xiaoxian...”
“…小贤…”„Did silly thing, whatcallme?”
“傻丫头,叫我什么呢?”Lin Xiaoxianis angryshe, kisses/intimateherforehead:林小贤嗔她,亲她额头:„No matter the bloodlineshow, youaremyuniqueyounger sister, I am also youruniqueElder Brother, has protectedyourelder brotherin the future.”
“不管血脉如何,你都是我独一无二的妹妹,我也是你独一无二的哥哥,是往后都会一直守护你的兄长。”„... Real...”
“…真的嘛…”„Really!”
“真的!”„... Forever...”
“…永远嘛…”„Forever!”
“永远!”„Hehe.”
“呵呵。”„?”
“?”It seems like the todayhusband's younger sisterandherElder Sister Jiajiaare togetherwell, the unique skillstudied.
看来今天小姑子和她的佳佳姐相处得不错啊,绝活都学过来了。Lin Xiaoxianis as far as possible gentle, actuallyfelt that the younger sister is not happyabout the ownstatement, the danglingeyelooks, the Lin Xiaoshupowdercheekagitatesgently, lipis not nippinghappilylightly, lightdim light of nightdayrecovering above, seems like the delicacystrawberryfruit jellyequallyinsightfulshiny smooth.林小贤尽量温温柔柔,却感觉妹妹对自己的表态并不怎么开心,垂下眼来一瞧,林小书粉腮轻轻鼓动,唇瓣儿不开心地轻咬着,淡淡的夜色天光覆在上面,看起来像美味的草莓果冻一样通透莹润。Lin Xiaoxianpinchedpinching:林小贤捏了捏:„Howfurious? Was ugly, might as wellcrya moment agogood-looking.”
“怎么气哼哼的?丑死了,都不如刚才哭鼻子好看。”„Elder Brother, youare false.”
“哥,你虚伪。”Lin Xiaoxianthinks, not the falsemanisn't an honest and good-natured person? rejectsworks as the honest and good-natured person, butmoves toward the lifepeakfirststep.林小贤想了想,不虚伪的男人不就是老实人吗?拒绝当老实人,可是走向人生巅峰的第一步啊。„How was Ifalse?”
“我怎么虚伪了?”„Wedo not have the blood relationship, but after you, will treat as the younger sisterme, are youthismeaning?”
“我们没有血缘关系,可你以后还是会把我当做好妹妹,你是这个意思吗?”„Yes.”
“是啊。”Lin Xiaoxianthought that thisis the reply that curesvery much, butLin Xiaoshudid not think soobviously,footliftsgently, treadshisknee:林小贤觉得这是个很治愈的回答,但林小书显然不这么觉得,脚儿轻轻一抬,蹬他膝盖:„Thatif so, is Mu Zhangqingalsoforeveryoursister-in-law/little aunt?”
“那如果是这样,沐长卿也永远是你的小姨咯?”„..................”
“………………”Lin Xiaoxian the facewas at that time green.林小贤当时脸就绿了。
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