He reviewed one's own this. 他回顾了自己这一路。 Enters the Entertainment Circle four years, or are many? 进入娱乐圈四年,或者还要多？ In the four years, he has harvested many fame, won many prizes, from an obscure Media College broadcast Host specialized graduate, ascend the summit Domestic Entertainment Circle, the wanderer Asia world of entertainment, almost arrived at the Asia peak gradually gradually, only misses one step to smile arrogant Asia, this is his until now enterprise high point, in this period, he has also harvested the sentiment, has harvested the family, harvests little darling who one several months must also be born, he must become the father immediately, this is he most progresses day by day, high-spirited and sightest time. 这四年,他收获了很多名气,拿了很多奖,从一个默默无闻的传媒大学播音主持专业毕业生,一步一步登顶国内娱乐圈,一步一步闯荡亚洲娱乐界,几乎已经到了亚洲的最高点,只差一步就可以笑傲亚洲,这是他迄今为止的事业最高峰,期间,他还收获了感情,收获了家庭,收获了一个还有几个月就要出生的小宝宝,他马上要当爸爸了,这是他最蒸蒸日上、最意气风发、最风光的时候。 Now makes him discard all things? 现在让他丢掉一切东西？ Work? 工作？ Wife? 妻子？ Child? 孩子？ Too was really difficult. 真的太难了。 Zhang Ye these years never problem-free, this he is kills, this he also has made the difficult decision, is this time is different, this decision was too difficult, was too anxious, making Zhang Ye link a preparation time not to have. 张烨这些年从来没有一帆风顺过,这一路他都是打打杀杀过来的,这一路他也做过很多艰难的决定,可是这一次不一样,这一次的决定真的太难了,也太急了,让张烨连一点准备的时间也没有。 However at heart, him actually had the answer. 不过在心里,他其实已经有答案了。 However this decided that he thought cannot a one's own person do, in that case, is unfair to many people. 但是这个决定他觉得不能自己一个人做,那样的话,对很多人都不公平。 ...... …… In the afternoon. 下午。 Old Wu central courtyard. 老吴家四合院。 Zhang Ye drives, enters courtyard, heard one's own father and mother's Voice, in room with a southern exposure a piece with a laugh, his parents does not know when also came. 张烨开车过来,一进院子,就听到了自己爸妈的声音,北屋里笑呵呵的一片,他父母不知什么时候也来了。 Pushes the door to enter the room. 推门进屋。 Mother looks that „came?” 老妈看过来,“来了？” Zhang Ye smile, „you when?” 张烨微笑,“您俩什么时候到的？” Father said with a smile: „We also just arrived, has a look at Zeqing.” 老爸笑道:“我们也刚到,过来看看则卿。” „Does Little Ye, hurry to sit, what tea drinks?” Li Qinqin greeting said. “小烨,赶紧坐,喝什么茶？”李琴琴招呼道。 Mother snort|hum said: „Leave alone he, lets his one's own but actually, this boy too the family|home, two days both does not come back now, like any appearance.” 老妈却哼道:“别管他,让他自己倒,这小子现在太不着家了,两天都不回来,像什么样子。” Li Qinqin gently said: „The Little Ye work is busy, we must understand.” 李琴琴温和道:“小烨工作忙,咱们得理解。” Mother said: „I have not visited him to be busy, I looked but actually others carefree supermarket is busy unbearably.” 老妈说:“我没看他忙,我倒看人家乐天超市忙得够呛。” Wu Changhe smacks the lips saying: „Little Ye, did you such carry recently? Falls in the well to fall twice, you walk to look, was right, that side your fans group has had an accident, did you know? Are the regimental commanders of your fans group world-famous Hacker? Won't implicate you?” 吴长河咂嘴道:“小烨啊,你最近怎么这么背啊？掉井里都能掉两次,你走路看着点啊,对了,你粉丝团那边又出事了,你知道了吧？你粉丝团的团长怎么是世界著名黑客啊？不会牵连到你吧？” Zhang Ye said with a smile: „Cannot.” 张烨笑道:“不会。” Li Qinqin said: „That is good.” 李琴琴说:“那就好。” Everybody chatted in the same place. 大家就聊在一起。 Zhang Ye also sits, is accompanying one after another. 张烨也坐下来,一句一句陪着。 However Wu Zeqing has not spoken, from the moment of Zhang Ye passing through the gate, she looked at one, is very from beginning to end silent, but on the face is hanging the smile. 然而吴则卿却没说话,从张烨进门的一刻,她看了一眼,自始至终都很沉默,只是脸上挂着微笑。 When are not many. 不多时。 Li Qinqin sets out, „should prepare food, stays behind eats.” 李琴琴起身,“该做饭了,都留下吃啊。” Mother said: „I help.” 老妈道:“我来帮忙。” At this time, Wu Zeqing with a smile spoke, „that I returned to the room to speak the little while words with Little Ye.” 这时,吴则卿才笑着说话,“那我跟小烨回屋说会儿话。” Wu Changhe said: „You are busy your.” 吴长河说:“你们忙你们的。” Zhang Ye hurries to hold her, „slow.” 张烨赶紧扶她,“慢点啊。” Wu Zeqing smiles, „looks, all right.” 吴则卿笑笑,“看着呢,没事。” Stepped over the threshold, they returned to west room. 迈过门槛,俩人回了西屋。 Goes, Wu Zeqing received the smiling face, looked to Zhang Ye, „had an accident?” 一进去,吴则卿就收起了笑容,看向张烨,“出什么事了？” Zhang Ye is startled, he thought that one's own with usually misses today are not quite many, one's own parents and Old Wu parents has not looked at anything. But Old Wu was too intelligent, IQ discusses a request, 100 Zhang Ye add in is also inferior to her together, Zhang Ye does not need to speak, she knows that had an accident. 张烨一怔,他觉得自己今天跟平时差不太多的,自己父母和老吴的父母都没看出来什么。但老吴太聪明了,无论是智商还是情商,100个张烨加在一块也不如她,张烨根本不用说话,她就知道出事了。 The Zhang Ye forced smile, „had an accident.” 张烨苦笑,“是出事了。” Wu Zeqing asked: „Is very serious?” 吴则卿问:“很严重？” Zhang Ye um, „was very serious.” 张烨嗯了一声,“很严重。” He from beginning to end and Old Wu said the matter, after one's own Spring Festival hit the Li Anxu cause to start, entered Net Prison one to him, to today's exposure. Actually Zhang Ye is clear, his also choice, shuts up does not speak, now five times of difficulty time had finished, although the evidence has aimed at a past Net Prison office district, the goal that but all people suspect is Fan Yingyun, South Korea, China is also so same, nobody thinks toward Zhang Ye on, if Zhang Ye a few words did not say that finally this matter definitely is Fan Yingyun shoulders. 他就把事情原原本本和老吴说了一遍,从自己春晚后打了李安旭的起因开始,到他进入网监一处,到今天的东窗事发。其实张烨清楚,他还有一个选择,就是闭嘴不语,现在五倍难度的时间已经结束了,证据虽然指向了当年的网监一处办公区,可是所有人怀疑的目标都是范映芸,韩方如此,中方也一样,没有人往张烨身上想,如果张烨一句话都不说,最后这件事肯定是范映芸来扛。 This choice is most is good to him. 这个选择是对他最好的。 But this choice, from the beginning not in the Zhang Ye option. 但这个选择,一开始就没有在张烨的选项中。 But Zhang Ye told Old Wu, he thinks that Old Wu will hesitate, but Wu Zeqing did not have. 可张烨还是告诉老吴了,他以为老吴会犹豫,但是吴则卿没有。 After she listens to the first few words are: „The our own matter, does not have truth to make others go against shoulders.” Then she silent moment, said: „I knew.” 她听完后的第一句话就是:“咱们自己的事,没道理让别人顶扛。”然后她沉默了片刻,说道:“我知道了。” Zhang Ye starts to speak but hesitates, „, but” 张烨欲言又止,“但是” Wu Zeqing said: „You had to decide, does not need to ask me.” 吴则卿道:“你已经有决定了,不用问我。” Zhang Ye said: „That is how good, this is the important matter.” 张烨道:“那怎么行啊,这是大事。” Wu Zeqing said: „Person in?” 吴则卿说道:“人在不在？” Zhang Ye is startled, „person, could not want the life.” 张烨一怔,“人在,要不了命。” Old Wu smiles: „Wants the person, anything is not the important matter, is you to think to matter, I support.” 老吴笑笑:“只要人在,什么都不算大事,做你觉得对的事,我都支持。” „But Zhang Ye does not know how for these years” should say. “可这几年”张烨不知道该怎么说。 Old Wu builds the hand in his hand, „other you do not need to manage, in the family|home has me.” 老吴把手搭在他的手上,“其他的你不用管,家里有我呢。” Zhang Ye hesitates, „Old Wu, to not” 张烨沉吟,“老吴,对不” Has not said that was said by the Wu Zeqing interruption: „Do not apologize, my husband is indomitable spirit, will not make the matter that weighs on the conscience, will not apologize with the person.” 没说完,就被吴则卿打断道:“别道歉,我丈夫顶天立地,不会做亏心事,也不会跟人道歉。” But she jumped over said that Zhang Ye more thought the compunction, if Zhang Ye were a one's own person, his whoever, why he wants to do, the big matter he dares to meet, is now he is different, he early was not a person, had the wife, had the child, he had a deficit to the family member too. Is also good as the husband, is also good as children, as parents, he thought that one's own is not competent. 可她越这么说,张烨越觉得内疚,如果张烨是自己一个人,他爱谁谁,他想干什么就干什么,多大的事他都敢接,可是现在他不一样,他早不是一个人了,有妻子,有孩子,他对家人真的亏欠太多。作为丈夫也好,作为子女也好,作为父母也罢,他都觉得自己太不称职了。 Wu Zeqing asked: „When walks?” 吴则卿问:“什么时候走？” Zhang Ye said: „I want to hold the concert, this matter promised too many people, must end.” 张烨道:“我想把演唱会开完,这件事答应了太多人,总要有个落幕。” Wu Zeqing nods, „good.” 吴则卿点头,“好。” „Which I did not go for serveral days, accompanies you at home.” Zhang Ye said. “我这些天哪儿也不去了,就在家陪你。”张烨说。 Wu Zeqing said with a smile: „Here does not use, your concert also one pile of matters, before other leave the preparation are also many, is busy at you.” 吴则卿却笑道:“我这里不用,你演唱会还有一堆事,其他离开前的准备也要很多,忙好你的。” Zhang Ye said: „That side our father and mother, do I want to say one?” 张烨说:“咱爸妈那边,我要不要说一声？” Wu Zeqing had considered, said: „Do not tell them, when the time comes I told them.” 吴则卿考虑了一下,道:“别告诉他们了,到时候我跟他们说。” Zhang Ye one, expression actually also in hesitate. 张烨一嗯,表情却还在迟疑。 „Doesn't give up?” Old Wu asked. “舍不得？”老吴问。 The Zhang Ye forced smile, squats on the ground, grasped the belly of Old Wu gently, „my anything has given up, does not give up my parents, does not give up you.” 张烨苦笑,蹲在地上,轻轻抱住了老吴的肚子,“我什么都舍得了,就舍不得我爸妈,舍不得你们俩。” Wu Zeqing said with a smile: „Both of us cannot be inescapable.” 吴则卿笑道:“我们俩又跑不了。” Zhang Ye said: „Such good wife, I did not fear that ran.” 张烨道:“这么好的媳妇儿,我不是怕跑了嘛。” Wu Zeqing comforts saying: „You also decided later temporary separation Entertainment Circle several years two months, now nothing but trades a form, is the same, you, these years were also exhausted, happen to rests taking the opportunity for several years, several years later comes back, but starts over from the beginning.” 吴则卿宽慰道:“原本你也是定在两个月后暂别娱乐圈几年,现在无非是换一种形式而已,都一样,你啊,这些年也累坏了,正好借着机会休息几年,几年后回来,不过是从头再来。” Zhang Ye said: „Good.” 张烨说:“好。” The decision had. 决定已经有了。 Although this decision is very difficult to the couple. 虽然这个决定对夫妻两人都很难。 Suddenly, Wu Zeqing said: „Little Ye, sang.” 忽然,吴则卿说:“小烨,唱首歌吧。” Zhang Ye said: „Sang?” 张烨道:“唱歌？” Wu Zeqing said with a smile: „Suddenly wants to listen.” 吴则卿笑道:“突然想听了。” Zhang Ye has also smiled, „good.” 张烨也笑了,“好。” A guitar is suspending on the bed. 一把吉他就在床上摆着。 Zhang Ye takes, has adjusted a last word, several times move the string not to have the ball to get down, he closes the eye, has mixed feelings, in the mind has also flashed through the innumerable pictures. 张烨拿起来,调了一下音,几次拨动琴弦却都没有弹下去,他闭上眼睛,心情非常复杂,脑海里也闪过了无数的画面。 Enterprise. 事业。 Awarding cup. 奖杯。 Wife. 妻子。 Child. 孩子。 In a man life the most important all things, he abandons today. 一个男人一生中最重要的所有东西,他今天都舍了。 What feeling is this? 这是一种什么样的感觉？ Perhaps Zhang Ye one's own did not describe. 张烨自己恐怕都形容不了。 That side, a hand of woman gripped tightly in his hand. 那边,一只女人的手紧紧握在了他的手上。 Zhang Ye looks to the one side, smiled, in smiling face were suddenly many natural. 张烨看向一旁,笑了笑,笑容中突然多了一点潇洒。 The string moves. 琴弦拨动。 Kitchen. 厨房。 Mother and Li Qinqin raise up the ear. 老妈和李琴琴竖起耳朵。 „Who plays the guitar?” “谁弹吉他呢？” „Little Ye.” “小烨吧。” „How can also sing?” “怎么还要唱上了？” „He He, it is estimated that rehearses for the concert.” “呵呵,估计是为演唱会排练呢。” West room. 西屋。 The singing sound resounds slowly. 歌声缓缓响起。 „Yesterday all honors.” “昨天所有的荣誉。” „Will turn into the remote recollection.” “将变成遥远的回忆。” „Passed half a lifetime laboriously.” “辛辛苦苦已度过半生。” „Tonight heavy enters the wind and rain.” “今夜重又走进风雨。” „I cannot along with the Polish vicissitude.” “我不能随波浮沉。” „Family member who for I love.” “为了我挚爱的亲人。” „Painstakingly again difficultly is also again strong.” “再苦再难也要坚强。” „Only is these anticipation looks.” “只为那些期待眼神。” „Heart, if in dream in!” “心若在梦就在！” „In world also has real loving!” “天地之间还有真爱！” „Looked that success or failure life is heroic!” “看成败人生豪迈！” „Just starts over from the beginning!” “只不过是从头再来！”