readx ; readx; On October 2 , 2172, clear 2172年10月2日,晴 To be honest, this star not suitable humanity to live, from russians, in Paris does starting from that moment of foolish matter. 老实说,这个星球已经不适合人类居住了,从毛子在巴黎干下蠢事的那一刻开始。 However this trivial complaint and is not meaningful regarding my status. However can complain that after all is the good deed, the next door 21 people continually cannot do now the complaint. I remember that Daniel that young fellow, always likes aiming at others' egg and egg fire, and empty blows own marksmanship, finally after the fight of Berlin, exploded D NAC even could not find. 然而这种琐屑的抱怨对于我的身份来说并没有什么意义。不过能抱怨终归是好事,隔壁21连的人现在连抱怨都做不了了。我记得丹尼尔那个小伙子,总是喜欢瞄准别人的蛋、蛋射击,并虚吹自己的枪法,结果在柏林的战斗后,被炸的连dna都找不到了。 This damn fellow...... also owes me liquor, damn! 这该死的家伙......还欠我一顿酒,该死！ With the enemy, hiding, opens fire, the call raids , to continue to advance...... also has to priest prayed. 遇敌,隐蔽,开枪,呼叫空袭,继续推进......还有向牧师祈祷。 Every day looks like the hell, although we have the air superiority, but the CCCP firepower was really fierce. Moreover they tore to pieces the false countenance finally thoroughly, started with the nuclear weapon. My goodness, now everyone's life depreciates, 10 USD? Perhaps are less. 每一天都像地狱,虽然我们有空中优势,但cccp的火力实在是太猛了。而且他们终于彻底撕破了虚伪的嘴脸,开始用上了核武器了。好家伙,现在大家的命都贬值了,十美元？或许更少。 Does not write, tomorrow must advance to Frankfurt, heard that there is erecting Missile Silo, hopes us with enough time. 不写了,明天还得向法兰克福推进,听说那里正在架设导弹井,希望我们来得及。 On Emperor- blesses, the victory belongs to NATO. 上-帝保佑,胜利属于nato。 On October 3 , 2172, Yin 2172年10月3日,阴 Originally planned my team along with Tank together, then started the storm to 141 forts situated in Frankfurt city, destroyed the air defense missile, then called raids to bomb Missile Silo. 原计划我的队伍是随坦克一起出发,然后向位于法兰克福市的141炮台发动强攻,摧毁防空导弹,然后呼叫空袭轰炸导弹井。 However does the situation as if a little change? My squad receives special mission temporarily, God blessed, hoping in my heart the ominous premonition to be wrong. 不过情况似乎有点变化？我的小队临时收到了特殊任务,上帝保佑,但愿我心中不祥的预感是错误的。 On October 6 , 2172, unclear? 2172年10月6日,不明？ Is inconceivable, I on x12 space station, a half hour we will enter the airdrop cabin now, is the destination PAC Wanghai City? 难以想象,我现在在x12号空间站上,还有半小时我们就将进入空投舱,目的地是pac的望海市？ Damn, writes tmd to be really troublesome in the outer space. 见鬼,在太空上写字真tmd麻烦。 On October 6 , 2172, Yin,( made up) 2172年10月6日,阴,(补) I remember that pre-war has watched the Wanghai City picture, seems like a very beautiful place? However seemed like with Paris is not now different, at least the coastline and City Center were so. Our Marine Team will start from the coast hastens to ground landing. But we infiltrate into the enemy center through the orbital airdrop, marks the strategic target, guides space-based weapon „God's Cane” fire. 我记得战前看过望海市的照片,似乎是个很美的地方？不过现在看上去和巴黎没什么两样了,至少海岸线和市中心是如此。我们的海军陆战队将从海岸发动抢滩登陆。而我们则通过轨道空投渗透入敌军腹地,标记战略目标,引导天基武器“上帝之杖”射击。 Granule barrier generator, air defense missile. The Electromagnetic Artillery stage, Nuclear Power Station...... marks to have thing that in brief destroys the value. 粒子护盾生成器,防空导弹。电磁炮台,核电站......总之标记出一切有摧毁价值的玩意。 Sounds very simple? 听起来很简单？ Perhaps, although in the airdrop cabin across that flash of radiation cloud, I shivers rarely. 或许吧,虽然在空投舱穿过辐射云的那一刹那,我罕见地打了个冷颤。 On October 7 , 2172, Yin 2172年10月7日,阴 Damn. Here really is a hell. 见鬼。这里简直是一场地狱。 Everywhere is PAC soldier, everywhere is the armored vehicle, Tank, even is the person on one's own side of leaving behind? Messed up thoroughly. 到处都是pac的士兵,到处都是装甲车,坦克,甚至是落单的自己人？彻底乱套了。 Was insane, so long as now relieves the electromagnetic screen, a while of Power Armor in that on card. Everywhere is the radiation with Sniper, we can only depend on the sign language now, everyone same handles affairs to the mute. Actually did here detonate how many nuclear bomb? Hasn't the EMP installment rested? 都疯了,现在只要一解除电磁屏蔽,动力装甲就得卡上那么一会儿。到处都是辐射和狙击手,我们现在只能靠手语,大家都向哑巴一样行事。这里究竟引爆了多少枚核弹？还是emp装置就没歇过？ I only am worried about a point now, the communication of headquarters cannot receive completely. 我现在只担心一点,指挥部的通讯完全收不到。 This point is very important! If falls behind...... 这一点很重要！如果掉了队...... On October 8 , 2172, rain 2172年10月8日,雨 Bad weather. At this time rained is not a good deed. 糟糕的天气。这时候下雨不是一件好事。 Today we almost fight with the person on one's own side. Right, is away from a street, no one can see clearly anyone, the communications device is at the malfunction condition. 今天我们差点和自己人打了起来。没错,隔着一条街,谁也看不清谁,通讯装置又处于失灵状态。 Is good relieves because of the crisis, PAC Tank helped us distinguish their status, then we solved that trouble together. 好在危机解除,pac的坦克帮我们识别了他们的身份,然后我们一同解决了那个麻烦。 They are Marine Team, shortly after result landing lost the contact. On the instruction according to off-line map, they should converge with 11 groups of other brothers here, but as if they became 11 groups to arrive at this fellow only. 他们是海军陆战队的,结果登陆后没多久就丢失了联络。按照离线地图上的指示,他们本来应该在这里与11团的其它弟兄汇合,但似乎他们成了11团唯一到达这块儿的伙计。 Lucky fellow. 幸运的家伙。 I made them join in our mission temporarily, they did not have the Anti-tank weapon. Continues to stay in this is also estimating dies, might as well walk with us. 我让他们暂时加入到了我们的任务中,他们连把反坦克武器都没有。在这继续呆着也估计是死,不如和我们一起走。 Has the support of light infantry, our fields of vision will also be more open. After all now the radio life detection installment has had more than enough, after opening the electromagnetic screen, what signal cannot receive. 有轻步兵的支援,我们的视野也会开阔些。毕竟现在射电生命探测装置已经用不了了,打开了电磁屏蔽后什么信号都收不到。 October 9 , 2172. Yin 2172年10月9日。阴 As if here except for the rainy day the cloudy day? Really damn. 似乎这里除了雨天就是阴天？真是见鬼。 The fight has continued for 3 days, fortunately City Center these architecture qualities are good, even if were washed several times, can find architecture that as before can act as the bunker. We and PAC people exchange fire unceasingly, City Center has been able to see our people gradually. This is a good phenomenon, perhaps insisted that again a day we did win? 战斗已经持续了三天,所幸市中心的这些建筑质量都不错,即便是被洗地过几次,依旧能找到可以充当掩体的建筑。我们与pac的人不断交火,市中心已经渐渐可以看到我们的人了。这是个好现象,没准再坚持上一天我们就赢了？ When sees tungsten rod that drops from the clouds a granule barrier generator bang smashing. We almost must cheer the victory. 当看到从天而降的钨杆弹将粒子护盾生成器轰个粉碎时。我们差点都要欢呼胜利了。 However...... shortly after we restored the communication shortly. 然而......不久后我们短暂的恢复了通讯。 Our were God's Cane seized by PAC aerospace Special Forces? 我们的上帝之杖被pac的航天特种部队占领了？ Fifth is Fleet seriously battered? 第五舰队遭受重创？ Retreats? Lost? 撤退？输了？ Damn, how my person does tmd remove in City Center? 见鬼,我的人tmd在市中心怎么撤？ On October 10 , 2172, probably yes cloudy day( made up) 2172年10月10日,大概是阴天(补) Only remained my one. 只剩我一个了。 James seems like not good, Krey was insane.( Rules out) 詹姆斯看来还是不行了,亚克雷疯了。(划去) PAC is soldier benevolent to me? Should also calculate that I think clutches after Power Armor is first punched, was broken the four limbs then to execute. pac的士兵对我还算仁慈？应该还算吧,我原本以为被从动力装甲中揪出来后会先被揍一顿,然后再被打断四肢接着毙掉。 However as if? 不过似乎没有？ The PAC soldier binding force is very strong, hardly knows some people to pass the moment under the order of Prefect. Does that yellow-skinned- monkey that although clutches me as if want to rip my head? However he has not begun finally. pac的士兵约束力很强,在长官的命令下几乎不会有人逾矩。虽然把我揪出来的那黄皮-猴子似乎想割掉我的脑袋？不过他最终没有动手。 The vision that clenches jaws I am very familiar, looking like wishes one could to give to tear into shreds me to be the same. 那咬牙切齿的目光我很熟悉,就像是恨不得把我给撕碎一样。 I can understand, perhaps was we have to ignite at the matter that in some school did? But this cannot blame me, although I am a reverent follower, but my warriors needs to ease the pressure. Perhaps should I prevent the proposition of that Georgia fellow? Ok, who cares, everyone died. 我能理解,或许是我们在某个学校里做的事有点过火了？可这也不能怪我,虽然我是个虔诚的信徒,但我的战士们需要缓解压力。或许我应该阻止那个佐治亚州伙计的提议？算了,谁在乎呢,大家都死了。 ...... ...... I was pressed a truck that loads Prisoners of War, above has much with I similarly dirty person. 我被压上了一辆装载战俘的卡车,上面有不少与我同样灰头土脸的人。 Fortunately they have not confiscated my diary, or I will be insane...... 所幸的是他们没有没收我的日记,要不我可能会疯掉...... Keeps a diary very importantly, right, is very important. 写日记很重要,没错,很重要。 I do not anger that to detain our dwarf as far as possible, he has executed two unlucky fellow. 我尽量不去惹怒那个押着我们的矮子,他已经毙了两个倒霉的伙计了。 On October 15 , 2172, clear 2172年10月15日,晴 We seemed to be detained to the frontline very far place, here mountain are many, the tunnel are also many, constructs in the underground factory. 我们似乎被押到了离前线很远的地方,这里山很多,隧道也很多,还有一些建在地下的工厂。 Saw that these I basically also stabilized. Because I was nothing opportunity go back. Exchanges Prisoners of War? Saw these will also put me to walk? 看到这些我大致也安定下来了。因为想必我是没什么机会回去了。交换战俘？呵,看到了这些还会放我走么？ The person on vehicle was branched out two batch, one batch to north, one batch to south. 车上的人被分出了两批,一批向北,一批向南。 I have a premonition. And a group of people could die. Naturally, we must die after all, but I prayed I do not die is too ugly. 我有种预感。其中一批人可能会死。当然,我们终归都要死,只不过我祈祷我不要死的太难看。 After arriving at the underground base, on our faces was ironed the bar code quickly, and obtained own bed. 来到地下基地后,我们的脸上很快被烙上了条码,并获得了属于自己的床位。 Un...... this place is a bit like concentration camp. 嗯......这地方有点像集中营。 Lucky. My diary had not been confiscated. 万幸。我的日记本没被没收。 On November 17 , 2172, unclear 2172年11月17日,不明 Does not know that the surface is what weather, we were very long have not seen the sunlight. Is outside going to war as before? Said the war has stopped? Naturally, we „had died”, even if the war ended to fear us unable to go home. 不知道地表是什么天气,我们都很久没见过阳光了。外面是否依旧在打仗？还是说战争已经停止？当然了,我们已经“死了”,即便战争结束恐怕我们也回不了家。 The work is not laborious, is somewhat arid, but must come under attack. 工作不算辛苦,就是有些枯燥,还得挨打。 Some people try to escape, but was executed obviously. We as if close to the person condemned to death in the same place, those who rest my upper berth is a politics, governs the suspect. He is thin, without many hair. He uses English and I chats, asked that I do believe God. 有人试图逃跑,不过被显然被毙掉了。我们似乎和死囚关在一起,睡我上铺的是个政、治犯。他长的很瘦,没多少头发。他用英语和我聊天,问我相不相信上帝。 I said that I do not believe that or I by the previous letter. 我说我不信,或者我以前信过。 He has not cared , to continue to chat other issues with me. To be honest, regarding consciousness the- shape or political view and so on issue, I am repugnant. 他没有在意,继续和我聊些别的问题。老实说,对于意识-形态或者政见之类的问题,我是反感的。 However did he as if more say takes great pains? 不过他似乎越讲越不厌其烦？ Thank God, he was executed in a while. 感谢上帝,他没过多久就被毙了。 On November 21 , 2172, unclear 2172年11月21日,不明 Every day has the deceased person to be towed, every day has the live person to be detained. 每天都有死人被拖出去,每天都有活人被押进来。 Perhaps is the war really about to end does not say certainly? After all the familiar face was short, many of detaining are some yellow faces. 或许战争真的快结束了也说不准？毕竟熟悉的面孔少了,押进来的多是些黄面孔。 But what bothers me is that. In newest a number of Prisoners of War, I saw Slavs. 但令我不安的是。在最新的一批战俘中,我看到了斯拉夫人。 PAC and did CCCP also do? Thank God, this regarding NATO without doubt is a good news. pac和cccp也干上了？谢天谢地,这对于nato来说无疑是场喜讯。 How long however...... can the war of this rank also continue? 不过......这种级别的战争还能持续多久？ On December 25 , 2172, unclear( perhaps is snowing?) 2172年12月25日,不明(或许在下雪？) Today is Christmas. Without the Christmas tree and candle, has not been irrigating the maize gruel of cream. 今天是圣诞节。没有圣诞树和蜡烛,也没有浇着奶油的玉米粥。 I do not believe in God, but I prayed devotionally, to my diary pray. My inmate said that I was insane, I denied, some people want to snatch my diary. I punched him. His nose was broken by me. 我不信上帝,不过我还是虔诚地祈祷,对我的日记祈祷。我的狱友说我疯了,我否认,有人想抢我的日记。我揍了他。他的鼻子被我打断了。 We were closed the confinement. 我们都被关了禁闭。 The diary was placed under the pillow by me, no one dares to move. 日记被我放在了枕头下面,没有人敢动。 Perhaps was frightened by me? I believe that they do not fear death, I am not afraid, but I believe that no one is willing dead of beating. 或许是被我吓到了？我相信他们都不怕死,我也不怎么害怕,但我相信没人愿意死于殴打。 Here no one can win me, I am a special troop, but they, all are some political suspects. 这里没人能打得赢我,我是特种兵,而他们,全都是些政犯。 Soft eggs. 软蛋们。 On May 6 , 2173, unclear 2173年5月6日,不明 The earthquake bombs me to be not quite clear, possibly is bombs. 地震还是炮击我不太清楚,可能是炮击吧。 Everyone shrinks in the corner trembles, but I do not have, I looked at the diary from beginning to end. 所有人都缩在角落瑟瑟发抖,而我没有,我将日记从头到尾看了一遍。 It is not every day has the time to write, most time I possibly only kept a date. To get so far as the pen is not an easy matter, if no special matter I will choose the content am emptying. 不是每天都有时间写,多数时间我可能都只留了个日期。想要弄到笔不是一件容易的事,如果没什么特别的事我会选择将内容空着。 Bombing continued to be very long, but stopped after all. Some people mentioned matter of shift, I smile. 炮击持续了很久,但终归还是停了。有人提到了转移的事,我笑了笑。 Shift? Goes? 转移？去哪？ On June 14 , 2173, Yin 2173年6月14日,阴 That day of shift arrived, I cannot be welcome by the sunlight unfortunately. 转移的那天到了,很不幸我没能受到阳光的欢迎。 Outside is snowing, the space is fluttering the radioactive dust. Is this Nuclear Winter in legend? Can see the snow in the summer, was quite unique. 外面下着雪,天上飘着放射尘。这就是传说中的核冬天？能在夏天看到雪,也算是比较别致了。 Sends under custody our soldier to put on protective suit, but we only wrapped a cotton-padded jacket. To come them not to plan us to use is too long, only sent iodine plates to deal with under to us. 押送我们的士兵穿着防护服,不过我们只套了件棉衣。想来他们也没打算将我们用上太久,只给我们发了个碘片应付下。 Is rides the truck to leave as before. 依旧是坐着卡车离开。 When departure I discovered with amazement how many mountains there are not to have? Or turned into the mulde. 在离开时我惊讶的发现,有几座山已经没了？或者说,变成了凹地。 I remember that is that batch of fellow work place that walks to north. 我记得那是向北走的那批伙计工作的地方。 On June 20 , 2173, clear 2173年6月20日,晴 Made the person surprise, today is the cloudless day. 令人诧异,今天是晴天。 Made the person surprise, did I return to Wanghai City? 令人诧异,我回到了望海市？ Here seemed to have restored Order, the suburb already some residents in the appearance of life. Naturally, their life are not very good, it is estimated that is some cannot hide in the Sanctuary poor man. But in any event, this is a good phenomenon, explained that the war had ended? 这里似乎已经恢复了秩序,郊区已经有些市民在生活的样子。当然了,他们的生活很不好,估计是些没能躲进避难所的可怜人。但无论如何,这是个好现象,说明战争已经结束了？ At least ceasefire. 至少停火了。 Although has nothing to do with us. 虽然和我们无关。 I was detained some underground Sanctuary, no, or is research institute? After all Sanctuary this thing, less than the age limit will not open generally, which country this in should be the same. 我被押进了某个地下避难所,不,或者是研究所？毕竟避难所这玩意,一般不到年限是不会开启的,这点在哪国应该都是一样。 Greets my is a middle-aged person of wear white coat, looks that he smiles to me, I only felt that the hands and feet is icy cold. 迎接我的是一个穿着白大褂的中年人,看着他对我笑,我只感觉手脚冰凉。 Does that look, seem like as if looking at little white mouse? 那眼神,似乎就像是在看一只小白鼠？ Insane...... really was insane. 疯了......简直是疯了。 This first time was I was afraid, damn. 这还是我第一次感到了恐惧,见鬼。 The time records is unclear, unclear. 时间记不清了,不明。 The diary was confiscated. 日记本被没收了。 Was ripped the fragment. 被撕成了碎片。 How however, I knew by heart. 不过那有怎样,我都背熟了。 They were insane, they think that this can make xxxx?( apply black) 他们疯了,难道他们以为这样就能造出xxxx吗？(涂黑) Wait, why am I normal? 等等,为什么我是正常的？ Un, now can determine that they were truly insane. 嗯,现在可以确定他们确实疯了。 If some people saw this diary, will harvest. I once tried to leave behind anything, but after all is the futile effort. 如果有人看到了这篇日记,想必会有所收获。我曾试着留下些什么,但终归是徒劳。 All clues will be hidden. 一切线索都会被藏匿。 But I believe as before has the smart person to see the clue. 但我依旧相信有聪明人能看出端倪。 Am I still why sober? Why certain hadn't been cancelled? 为什么我依旧清醒？为什么某些未被抹去？ I should die. 我应该要死了。 Un, before dying again, I hope that yellow, the person girl can forgive my crime...... is not probably impossible. 嗯,再死之前,我希望那个黄、种人女孩能宽恕我的罪......大概不可能吧。 ( — — Captain Jon one's last written words, salutes to the NATO flag) (——乔恩上尉绝笔,向nato的旗帜致敬) ... ... Sees finally, Jiang Chen's hands and feet ice-cold. 看到最后,江晨的手脚一阵冰冷。 Where definitely has is not right, what is? This not normal... is not right, actually what is normal? 肯定有哪里不对劲,但到底是什么？这不正常...不对,究竟什么是正常的？ In the drawer, was putting by the diary position, is lying down impressively Pistol . 抽屉中,原先放着日记本的位置旁,赫然躺着一把手枪。 Pistol ?! 手枪？！ Shivered putting out a hand, after Jiang Chen swallowed a spit, was taking up that Pistol . Is feeling that ice-cold metal sense of reality, was trying to find out slipped off the cartridge clip, that orange yellow metal bullet(s) print his view. 颤抖着伸出手,江晨咽了口吐沫后拿起了那把手枪。感受着那冰冷的金属质感,摸索着褪下了弹夹,那一颗颗橙黄色的金属子弹印入他的眼帘。 Is the real spear/gun?! 是真枪？！ In school Library the drawer of activity room?! What damned place is this? 在学校的图书馆的活动室的抽屉中？！这到底是个什么鬼地方？ This is similar to crazy talks general «Captain Diary». 还有这如同疯言疯语一般的《上尉的日记》。 My bi does the dog, Year 2171, the diary write about in 2173 now? 我哔了狗,现在才2171年,日记怎么都写到2173年去了？ Waits for...... cross over? 等等......穿越？ Jiang Chen suddenly felt a little to have a headache, covers the forehead to sit on the chair. His brain is very chaotic, always felt all as if filled inexplicably regards the feeling. However could not say the root of this feeling is anything. 江晨突然感到有点头疼,捂着额头坐回了椅子上。他的脑子很乱,总觉得一切都仿佛充满了莫名的既视感。然而却说不出来这种感觉的根源是什么。 What did I forget? 我是不是遗忘了什么？ Jiang Chen tightens the brow, is searching for each corner in memory, to expect that can look for the clue. But anything is the so-called clue he is not clear. 江晨紧锁眉头,搜寻着记忆中的每一个角落,以期望能够从中找寻出线索。可就连什么是所谓的线索他都不清楚。 From babbling of baby years, to the formative education of elementary school time, arrives at the junior middle school...... again to the present again, all memory so clear. 从婴儿时代的牙牙学语,到小学时代的启蒙教育,再到初中......再到现在,所有的记忆都是如此的清晰。 Where has the issue? 哪里有问题吗？ It is not right, why so clear? I actually remember that in childhood changed the diaper the detail? 不对,为何会如此的清晰？我竟然记得小时候换尿布的细节？ Thinks of this. Jiang Chen was then shocked suddenly, he felt that oneself held anything, certainly omitted what detail, only almost. 想到这。江晨突然便愣住了,他感到自己抓住了什么,一定遗漏了什么细节,只差一点点。 However also at this moment, the entrance heard the knock very much suddenly. 然而也就在这时,门口很突然地传来了敲门声。 „You in inside?” “你在里面吗？” That towering and exquisite voice, knocked like the heavy hammer to the Jiang Chen's heart......( to be continued.) 那突兀而优美的嗓音,如同重锤敲向了江晨的心脏......(未完待续。) ... ...