The place that ordinary medical case form needs to fill are not many, but Chen Ge’s medical case form is an exception, has several pages, every pages on content as if also different. 普通病例单需要填写的地方并不多,但陈歌的病例单是个例外,足足有好几页,每一页上的内容似乎还都不一样。 Dr. Gao is taking the note every day, he detected probably vision of Chen Ge doubts, with no trace puts down medical case form: „Chen Ge, I remember that couple days ago you said to me, you loathe the fear, so long as in the middle of the fear, will feel very disturbed?” 高医生每天都在做记录,他好像察觉到了陈歌疑惑的目光,不着痕迹的将病例单放下:“陈歌,我记得前几天你给我说,你非常厌恶恐惧,只要处在恐惧当中,就会感到非常的不安？” „Is this.” “是这样的。” „According to my observation, your second personality should to help you shares the fear to appear. You live in horror story that for a long time, in oneself presumptuously think to have, there besides yourself, others fictionalizes. Yourself actually also understand, to alleviate is anxious and pain, therefore in your mind was born another, is Xu Yin.” Dr. Gao sits in the Chen Ge bedside, is unable to analyze what his true idea from the facial expression: „When your deep sleep in the nightmare, lives when presumptuously thinks, Xu Yin is protecting you, preventing you from the injury ; May wait for you to return to the reality, the condition starts to get better, your second personality Xu Yin actually becomes the biggest barrier that you were restored to health.” “根据我的观察,你的第二人格应该就是为了帮你分担恐惧才出现的。你长时间活在自己妄想出的恐怖故事里,在那里除了你自己外,其他所有人都是虚构的。你自己心里其实也明白,为了缓解不安和痛苦,所以你的脑海中诞生了另外一个自己,也就是许音。”高医生坐在陈歌床边,从面部表情无法分析出什么他内心的真实想法:“当你沉睡在噩梦里,活在妄想中的时候,许音保护着你,让你免遭伤害;可等你回到现实里,病情开始好转的时候,你的第二人格许音却成了你康复的最大障碍。” „Is he barrier that I am restored to health?” “他是我康复的障碍？” „Under our treatments, you can divide the clear realistic and illusory boundary simply, but Xu Yin does not have this concept, he exists because of your delusion, your delusion is his complete world.” Dr. Gao each words are guiding Chen Ge: „When he wants to flee the delusion the world, he will go all out to hold you, keeping you from working loose. Perhaps in his opinion this is a protection, but this is only in fact harming you.” “在我们的治疗下,你可以简单分清楚现实和虚幻的边界,但是许音却没有这个概念,他因你的妄想而存在,你的妄想就是他全部的世界。”高医生的每句话都在引导陈歌:“当他想要逃离妄想的世界时,他会拼命抓住你,让你无法挣脱。或许在他看来这是一种保护,但实际上这只是在伤害你。” „How should I do?” “那我应该怎么做？” „Works loose him to grab your hand, leaves him the world that the fantasy has, you hug the sunlight in reality.” The Dr. Gao eyes are staring at Chen Ge, in his vision has exhausted, but in his eye pupil deep place, Chen Ge saw a very complex mood. “挣脱他抓住你的手,把幻想出的世界留给他,你来拥抱现实中的阳光。”高医生双眼盯着陈歌,他的目光中有一丝疲惫,但在他的眼眸深处,陈歌看到了一种很复杂的情绪。 That mood makes Chen Ge feel strange, as if he remembers that during Dr. Gao will not reveal such mood absolutely. 那种情绪让陈歌感到陌生,似乎他记忆当中的高医生绝对不会流露出这样的情绪。 „He always when my stupor appears, I am unable to exchange with him.” “他总是在我昏迷的时候出现,我无法和他交流。” „Doesn't matter, we can make special scenario, making you while maintaining sober, stimulates from your mind it, does that very dangerously, therefore we need you full power to coordinate.” Hospital recent several days had a lot probably, this made Dr. Gao have an urgency, he wanted to stand firm the Chen Ge’s condition as soon as possible, at least must the Chen Ge’s second personality processing. “没关系,我们可以制造出一个特殊的场景,让你在保持清醒的同时,将其从你脑海中激发出来,这么做非常危险,所以我们需要你全力配合。”医院最近几天好像发生了很多事情,这让高医生产生了一种急迫感,他想要尽快将陈歌的病情稳住,至少也要把陈歌的第二人格给处理掉。 „I can coordinate you, said honestly, I also want to see my second personality.” Chen Ge just said, Dr. Gao shakes the head immediately. “我可以配合你们,坦白说,我也很想见一见自己的第二人格。”陈歌刚说完,高医生就立刻摇了摇头。 „Do not have any curiosity to him, do not believe words that he spoke, you went out of the delusion with great difficulty, cannot absolutely again perishing in.” The Dr. Gao tone is serious: „About a year of treatment, soon has the result, the present is the most essential time, if you vacillated, that all wasted all previous efforts.” “不要对他有任何好奇,也不要相信他说的话,你好不容易走出了妄想,绝对不能再次沉沦其中。”高医生语气非常严肃:“将近一年的治疗,就快要出结果,现在是最关键的时候,如果你动摇了,那一切就都前功尽弃了。” „I understood, but how do I want to coordinate you?” “我明白了,可我要怎么配合你们？” „You only needed to do a matter to be OK when the time comes, that was from the heart rejected him. Remember, you must sincerely told him, you no longer needed his help, does not want to be towed to entrain in that desperate black sea again.” Dr. Gao received medical case form, stood up: „If his existence to protect you, he should understand that own mission has been completed, you have no longer needed him.” “你到时候只需要做一件事就可以了,那就是发自内心的去拒绝他。记住,你一定要真心的告诉他,你不再需要他的帮助,不想再被拖拽进那片绝望的黑色海洋里。”高医生收起了病例单,站起身:“如果他的存在只是为了保护你,那他应该明白自己的使命已经完成,你已经不再需要他了。” Chen Ge nod of silently. 陈歌默默的点了点头。 „Treatment will be conducted in tonight's early morning from now on, I will come to the hospital ward to meet you.” Dr. Gao puts out the medicine bottle, fed to the Chen Ge three pills: „The rest, should be the most important evening well tonight to you.” “治疗在今晚凌晨过后进行,我会来病房接你。”高医生拿出药瓶,喂给了陈歌三枚药片:“好好休息吧,今晚对你来说应该是最重要的一个晚上。” Pushes the door to leave, Chen Ge lies on the bed, in the mind is reverberating the Dr. Gao words. 推门离开,陈歌躺在床上,脑海里回荡着高医生的话。 „They adopt such radical method of treatment suddenly, definitely had what accident/surprise.” “他们突然采取这么激进的治疗方法,肯定是出现了什么意外。” „Hospital wants to make me coordinate them to ruin the second personality on own initiative, this explained that is only their ability, as if in a short time is unable to eliminate the second personality, what kind of one is Xu Yin exists?” “医院想让我主动配合他们毁掉第二人格,这说明单凭他们的能力,似乎短时间内无法消除掉第二人格,许音到底是怎样的一个存在？” „ Previous stupor time, “上次昏迷的时候, I once noticed that has alone to turn away from me to stand, he bore most curses and pain, how does such person possibly harm me? ” Chen Ge has known how oneself should do: „Tonight to me truly is the most essential evening.” 我曾看到有一个人背对我站立,他承受了大部分的诅咒和痛苦,这样的人怎么可能害我？”陈歌已经知道自己该怎么做了:“今晚对我来说确实是最关键的一个晚上。” Sits up from the bedside, Chen Ge looked at outside an eye piece, after Dr. Fang has greeted, leans on the armpit to turn, leisure arriving cafeteria. 从床边坐起,陈歌看了一眼窗外,和方医生打过招呼之后,拄着腋拐,慢慢悠悠的来到食堂。 After had food comfortably, Chen Ge went to outside in the hospital ward garden. 舒舒服服的吃了一顿饭后,陈歌来到了医院病区外面的花园里。 After determining no one monitors, Chen Ge starts in the garden to take a stroll, when he arrives at the bench that oneself sit frequently, discovered that Zuo Han sits there, as if has been waiting for him. 确定没有人监视之后,陈歌开始在花园中溜达,当他来到自己经常坐的长椅时,发现左寒就坐在那里,似乎一直在等他。 „Did paper look?” “纸条看了吗？” „Un.” “恩。” „What to do then do you prepare?” “接下来你准备怎么办？” „Seeks for outside specialized hospital Zhang Wenyu, they possibly preserve the memory without been deleting.” “寻找病院外面的张文宇,他们可能保留着未删改的记忆。” „Needs me to help?” “需要我帮忙吗？” „After tonight early morning, Dr. Gao must treat me, if I had/left the accident/surprise, you first escape to the hospital outside.” On the Chen Ge face has the smile, what bad risk the light unable to listen to him from his tone to face tonight. “今晚凌晨以后高医生要对我进行治疗,如果我出了意外,你就先逃到医院外面去吧。”陈歌脸上带着笑容,光从他的语气根本听不出来他今晚要面临着什么样的凶险。 „My does alone escape?” “我一个人逃？” „Un, you first protect yourself good, later some are the opportunities.” “恩,你先保护好自己,以后有的是机会。” „Your new roommate how? Can you become the friend with him?” The Zuo Han cautious inquiry said. “你的新室友怎么样？你能和他成为朋友吗？”左寒小心翼翼的询问道。 Chen Ge shakes the head: „He fantasized that own within the body has the thing, for example the syringe and snail, I looked at his throat, finally discovered a face in his mouth, his own face.” 陈歌摇了摇头:“他幻想自己体内有东西,比如针筒和蜗牛,我看了他的喉咙,结果在他的嘴里发现了一张人脸,他自己的脸。” „Does mouth have a face?” Zuo Han inhaled a cold air. “嘴里有一张脸？”左寒吸了口凉气。 Chen Ge and Zuo Han spoke the words fast to be quick, less than one minute of they have talked, Zuo Han excessively has not stayed, left directly. 陈歌和左寒说话语速都非常快,不到一分钟的时间他们就已经交谈完毕,左寒没有过多停留,直接离开了。 Sat for about an hour on the bench, Chen Ge discovered that in the flowering shrubs had the change. 在长椅上坐了将近一个小时,陈歌发现花丛中有异动。 He leaned on the armpit to turn the past, saw in the flowering shrubs that lovable white cat head: „Did you eat probably fat? How I felt that you did increase a point?” 他拄着腋拐走了过去,看到了花丛中那个可爱的白猫脑袋:“你好像吃胖了？我怎么感觉你变大了一点？” Two days have not seen Chen Ge, the white cat meow and meow to call, in the unusual look double pupil worried completely. 两天没有看见陈歌,白猫喵呜、喵呜的叫着,异色双瞳之中满是担忧。 It is rubbing the Chen Ge’s leg, leading Chen Ge to arrive around the garden railing. 它蹭着陈歌的腿,带领陈歌来到了花园围栏附近。 Is away from several meters away, Chen Ge looks to arrive in railing outside Zhang Ya, dresses up Red-clothed Zhang Ya to take to Chen Ge inexplicable warm feelings. 隔着几米远,陈歌就看到了站在围栏外面的张雅,装扮成红衣的张雅带给陈歌一种莫名的亲切感。 „You did not say that every morning will come?” In the Zhang Ya tone has not blamed, what are more is the worry, but she does not know why oneself must be worried about a stranger. “你不是说每天早上都会来吗？”张雅语气中没有责怪,更多的是担心,可连她自己都不知道自己为什么要去担心一个陌生人。 „I also think that you will not come.” Chen Ge arrives by the railing, both hands grab the rusty metal rail: „Zhang Ya, I need you to help.” “我还以为你不会来的。”陈歌走到围栏旁边,双手抓着生锈的铁栏杆:“张雅,我需要你帮我一个忙。” „What busy?” “什么忙？” „Helps me sit in the city to seek in this to be called the Zhang Wenyu person.” The Chen Ge sound is very low: „They were being captured, the hospital regarded the mental disorder person of escaping them, actually they have not fallen ill.” “帮我在这坐城市里寻找叫做张文宇的人。”陈歌声音很低:“他们正在被追捕,医院将他们当成了外逃的精神病人,其实他们并没有生病。” Looks to wear patient clothes Chen Ge, Zhang Ya somewhat hesitates, any normal person is very difficult to accept such request. 看着身穿病号服的陈歌,张雅有些犹豫,任何一个正常人都很难去接受这样的请求。 After all in normal person opinion, must certainly believe the hospital, rather than believes a mental disorder person. 毕竟在正常人看来,肯定要相信医院,而不是去相信一个精神病人。 „You just said that they were being pursued the shop? Isn't Zhang Wenyu alone? But is the synonyms of many?” “你刚说他们正在被追铺？张文宇不是一个人？而是很多人的代称？” „Un, the occupation that these patient outward appearances and age, are engaged is various, but their common grounds, that is called Zhang Wenyu completely.” Chen Ge very earnest looks at Zhang Ya: „You must pay attention to visitors of Haunted House visit especially, if they are also preserving the beforehand memory, that should some people know that relation between I and Haunted House, they have in a big way possibly looks for you on own initiative.” “恩,那些病人外观、年龄、从事的职业各不相同,但是他们有一个共同点,那就是全部都叫做张文宇。”陈歌很认真的看着张雅:“你尤其要注意来鬼屋参观的游客,如果他们还保留着以前的记忆,那应该有人知道我和鬼屋之间的联系,他们有很大的可能主动去寻找你。” „I am not quite clear your meaning.” “我不太明白你的意思。” „You do not need to understand, you only need to inquire whether they remember the real past, inquired clear with my related information, then thinks the means to transmit these information to me.” In order to the insurance, Chen Ge entrusted one: „If I had/left the accident/surprise, has not appeared consecutively for many days here, you can look for a person named Zuo Han, he is very intelligent, should understand how the maximization uses the Zhang Wenyu memory.” “你不用明白,你只需要询问出他们是否记得真实的过去,打听清楚和我有关的信息,然后想办法将那些信息传递给我。”保险起见,陈歌又嘱托了一句:“如果我出了意外,连续好多天都没有在这里出现,那你可以去寻找一个叫做左寒的人,他很聪明,应该懂得如何最大化利用张文宇的记忆。” „How I felt that you do seem like at the confession things to do after death?” Zhang Ya thought that present mental disorder person is very strange, his mouth is speaking various strange words, but oneself have not actually had any impatient mood, as if the opposite party said is the truth. “我怎么感觉你像是在交代后事？”张雅觉得眼前的这个精神病人真的很奇怪,他嘴里说着各种奇怪的话语,但是自己却没有产生任何不耐烦的情绪,仿佛对方说的都是实话。 „Tonight I must handle a very dangerous matter, I do not know can oneself meet with you again.” Chen Ge said, is about to leave: „Remembers my words, Zhang Ya.” “今晚我要去做一件很危险的事情,我也不知道自己能不能再跟你见面。”陈歌说完之后就准备离开:“记住我的话,张雅。” „wait a moment.” Zhang Ya opens the mouth suddenly, she arrived by the railing, first distance Chen Ge is so near: „For these days I run to wait for you, is actually wants to ask your something.” “等一下。”张雅突然开口,她走到了围栏旁边,第一次距离陈歌这么近:“这几天我一直跑来等你,其实是想要问你一些东西。” „To ask me?” “想要问我？” „After we had met on that day, that night I had a dream, dreams of me stays together the parents are actually not my parents, my true parents had/left the traffic accident, that day was my birthday, on their vehicles also thought to give the cake that my birthday present and just bought.” “我们那天见过面之后,当天晚上我做了一个梦,梦见和我住在一起的父母其实并不是我的父母,我真正的父母出了车祸,那天是我的生日,他们的车上还装着送给我的生日礼物和刚买的蛋糕。” „Birthday present......” in mind corner a very common memory fragment was changed, Chen Ge blurted out several characters: „Is a ballet skirt?” “张雅的礼物……”脑海角落里一块很不起眼的记忆碎片被翻动,陈歌脱口而出了几个字:“是一件芭蕾舞裙？” After saying, Chen Ge and Zhang Ya were shocked, they look mutually each other. 说完之后,陈歌和张雅都愣住了,他俩互相看着彼此。 „How do you know? This dream I have not told anybody!” Zhang Ya’s also held the railing: „That dream was too real, I wake up on the face is also the tear stains, that obviously is not my life, bursting into tears that but I actually cannot control.” “你怎么知道？这个梦我没有告诉过任何人！”张雅的手也抓住了围栏:“那个梦太真实了,我醒来的时候脸上还都是泪痕,那明明不是我的人生,但我却控制不住的流泪。” „I have also had similar dream, but in the dream my parents are Haunted House Boss, they suddenly are missing in one day, only left behind me.” Chen Ge gripped Zhang Ya to grab the hand of railing: „Life that you experience now, was my once dream, reality that I want to escape from now, was actually your past.” “我也做过类似的梦,只不过梦里我的父母是鬼屋老板,他们在某一天突然失踪,只留下了我自己。”陈歌握住了张雅抓着围栏的手:“你现在经历的一生,是我曾经的梦,我现在想要逃离的现实,其实是你的过去。” „Is impossible, I and my parents was living together for more than 20 years......” “不可能,我和我父母在一起生活了二十多年……” „Do not worry, you first defer to do, these that I said are called among the Zhang Wenyu person, should some people know the truth.” Chen Ge loosened own hand, here too for a long time is dull easy to cause others to pay attention, he leaned on the armpit to turn to turn around to leave. “不要着急,你先按照我说的去做,那些叫做张文宇的人当中,应该有人知道真相。”陈歌松开了自己的手,在这里呆太久容易引起别人注意,他拄着腋拐转身离开了。 ...... …… Sun sets, the curtain of night covered sick hall, a out of the window darkness. 太阳落山,夜幕笼罩了病栋,窗外一片漆黑。 Chen Ge does not know the treatment that Dr. Gao said is anything, he can only adjust oneself breath silently, as far as possible by oneself be at a good condition. 陈歌不知道高医生说的治疗是什么,他只能默默调整自己的呼吸,尽量让自己处于一个不错的状态。 „First several evening's Dr. Gao has the matter, what is he busy at every night?” “前几个晚上高医生都有事,他每天晚上都在忙什么？” „I heard that for the first time treatment must place is later before dawn, daytime Dr. Gao and evening's aren't Dr. Gao same?” “我还是第一次听说治疗要放在凌晨以后进行的,难道说白天的高医生和晚上的高医生也不相同？” Looks at out of the window, Chen Ge was pondering, a lightning has delimited the nighttime sky. 看着窗外,陈歌正在思考,一道闪电划过了夜空。 That flash, the electric light cut to pieces the sky, later rumble the thunderclap resounds, the moist wind injects the sick ward, blew on the window curtains the Chen Ge’s face. 那一瞬间,电光切碎了天空,随后轰隆隆的雷声响起,潮湿的风吹入病室,将窗帘刮到了陈歌的脸上。 „Clouded over?” “变天了？” Chen Ge since awakens, outside sky has been sunny, every morning gets the sunlight that one will warm, this is he happiest matter. 陈歌自苏醒以来,外面的天空一直都是晴朗的,每天早上晒一会温暖的阳光,这是他最幸福的事情。 „Tonight may have the rainstorm.” “今晚可能会有暴雨。” The thick dark cloud piles up in the nighttime sky, a depressing feeling of unease appears in each patient heart. 浓浓的乌云堆积在夜空之中,一股压抑不安的感觉在每个病人心头出现。 Dr. Fang is backing on the wall, is nipping own finger, his corners of the mouth full are the bloodstain, but he actually does not seem to discover to be the same, has been whispering anything. 方医生背靠着墙壁,咬着自己的手指,他嘴角满是血迹,但他却好像没有发现一样,一直在嘀咕着什么。 Midnight 00:00, the sick ward gate was shoved open, Dr. Gao alone walked. 午夜零点,病室门被推开,高医生独自一人走了进来。 Usually Dr. Gao looks for Chen Ge mostly to be able with the nurse together, he to come tonight alone, Chen Ge was the feeling is instead more anxious. 平时高医生来找陈歌大多会和护工一起,今夜他独自前来,陈歌反而是感觉更加的不安了。 „Therapy room in fifth floor.” In the Dr. Gao words was short of a temperateness, in his voice has not contained any emotion, seemed all mood to pull out to resulted. “治疗室在五楼。”高医生话语中少了一丝温和,他声音里没有包含任何情感,就好像所有情绪都被抽离了似得。 „fifth floor?” Chen Ge went to fifth floor, there only has a hospital ward that is imprisoning the critically ill patient, no therapy room. “五楼？”陈歌去过五楼,那里只有一间间囚禁着重症病人的病房,根本没有什么治疗室。 Dr. Gao ties up with the bunch parachute harness Chen Ge’s both hands, has not made Chen Ge use the armpit to turn, he supports by the arm Chen Ge to walk toward the hospital ward outside personally. 高医生将陈歌的双手用束缚带捆住,没有让陈歌使用腋拐,他亲自搀扶着陈歌朝病房外面走去。 Goes out of the hospital ward quickly time, Dr. Gao also then said one toward Dr. Fang: „You also follow to come together, your sickness also towed enough for a long time.” 快走出病房的时候,高医生又回头朝方医生说了一句:“你也跟着一起来吧,你的病也拖得够久了。” Tonight hospital with usually compares is not quite probably same, the lamps of all hospital wards switched off in the duty officers observation room and nurse station empty, Chen Ge walked, a person's shadow had not seen. 今夜的医院跟平时比好像不太一样,所有病房的灯都关掉了值班室和护士站里空荡荡的,陈歌走了一路,连个人影都没有看到。 „Arrived.” Dr. Gao put out a big skewer key from the pocket, every time the key writes a serial number on, these keys should correspond the door plate of hospital ward. “到了。”高医生从口袋里拿出了一大串钥匙,每把钥匙上都写有一个编号,这些钥匙应该对应着病房的门牌号。 Opens the hospital ward door, Dr. Gao as if intentionally general, hung that big skewer key on door nearby hook conveniently. 打开病房门,高医生仿佛故意一般,随手将那一大串钥匙挂在了房门旁边的挂钩上。 „You look for a position to sit down casually.” “你俩随便找个位置坐下吧。” In the room has not turned on the light, Chen Ge knit the brows to sweep one, in not the big sick ward is placing seven chairs, on three chairs sat the person. 屋内没有开灯,陈歌皱眉扫了一眼,不大的病室里摆放着七把椅子,其中三把椅子上都坐有人。 On them puts on patient clothes completely, should also be the patient in hospital. 他们身上全部穿着病号服,应该也是医院的病人。 Dr. Fang shoulder gently is shivering, he tried to find out in the darkness, sat on No. 1 chair. 方医生肩膀轻轻的颤抖着,他在黑暗中摸索,坐到了一号椅子上。 Chen Ge looked, finally chose sat down from the door recent No. 7 chair, in the middle of seven chairs also had 3rd and No. 6 chair no one. 陈歌看了一圈,最终选择了距离房门最近的七号椅子坐下,七把椅子当中还有三号和六号椅子没有人。 „The patient who two must go to therapy was missing, therefore the position of their vacancy substitutes with another night shift doctor by me.” Dr. Gao sat on No. 3 chair: „Waits for doctors come, we start to treat immediately.” “有两位要接受治疗的病人失踪了,所以他们空缺的位置由我和另外一位夜班医生来替代。”高医生坐到了三号椅子上:“等那位医生过来,我们立刻就开始治疗。” After dozen minutes, on the corridor resounded the sound of footsteps, later the hospital ward gate was sounded. 十几分钟后,走廊上响起了脚步声,随后病房门被敲响。 „Thump thump thump thump thump thump!” “咚咚咚咚咚咚！” The door was rapped six continuously. 房门被人连续敲击了六下。 „Gate has not locked, you come in directly.” “门没锁,你直接进来吧。” The gate of hospital ward was shoved open, a doctor of wear white coat enters in the room, after he sees by the Chen Ge spatial seat, sat directly. 病房的门被推开,一个穿着白大褂的医生进入屋内,他看见陈歌旁边的空座位后,直接坐了下来。 „This new night shift doctor is surnamed Sun, you asked his Dr. Sun to be OK.” After Dr. Gao simple introduction, took out one bottle of medicines from the pocket: „In treatment process, regardless of what happened do not leave this room, if some patient suffers a relapse suddenly, I hope that everyone can control him with joint forces, then feeds him to take a drug.” “这位新来的夜班医生姓孙,你们叫他孙医生就可以了。”高医生简单的介绍完后,从口袋里取出了一瓶药:“治疗过程中无论发生什么事情都不要离开这个房间,如果某位病人突然犯病的话,我希望大家能合力控制住他,然后喂他吃药。”