„Thisis the love......”Chen Gestartsto be very heavy, Du Mingcannot crawlfor a short time, heis covering the wound on face, as iffinallycalm, startsto ponder the Chen Ge’swords.
“这是爱吗……”陈歌下手很重,杜明一时半会爬不起来,他捂着脸上的伤口,似乎终于冷静了下来,开始思考陈歌的话。„Yourmothermanagesyouto be very strict, butshedoes not seemto tellyouanythingis the love, correctly how shehas not taughtyoulovesalone.”
“你妈妈管你很严,但她好像并没有告诉你什么是爱,或者说她没有教过你怎么正确的去爱一个人。”„Loveis an ability, is a responsibility, itwithis not equalhappily, not onlyto the expectation of person of admiring, but alsoincludingtofamily member, tofriendandattitudetothisworld.”
“爱是一种能力,是一种责任,它并不和幸福等同,也不仅仅只是对心仪之人的憧憬,还包括对家人、对朋友、对这个世界的态度。”„Understood the person who loves, the eyegroundis hidinggently, in the heartis passingluminously, even ifwalksin the thick fog and night, will not become lost.”
“懂得爱的人,眼底藏着温柔,心中透着光亮,就算走在大雾和黑夜当中,也不会迷路。”Du Mingfamily educationis very strict, his motherhad been in the harshsituationtohim, according tolike thisdevelops, Du Mingwill become an outstandingperson, buthewill be doomedto lack something.
杜明家教很严格,他妈妈对他已经到了苛刻的地步,照这样发展下去,杜明会成为一个优秀的人,但他心里注定会缺少一些东西。
The wind of rooftopwhistlinghas hung, Chen Gegives the time that Du Mingpondered, thenhetakes the cell phone, squatsbeforeDu Mingbody.
天台的风呼呼挂过,陈歌给了杜明思考的时间,然后他拿着手机,蹲在杜明身前。„Inschool are theserumorsyoupass on?”
“学校里那些谣言是不是你传出去的?”Chen Geselected the cell phonephoto album, insidepicturehad been emptied, only thenin the bookmarktwopictures, onewasto also photograph surreptitiouslyZhang Ya, anotherwasZhang YaandChen Geis opening an umbrella the back that walkedtoward the schooloutside.陈歌点开了手机相册,里面的照片已经被清空,只有收藏夹里还有两张照片,一张是偷拍的张雅,另一张是张雅和陈歌打着伞朝学校外面走的背影。„It is not Ipasses on.”Du Mingquite a whilesuppressesa few words, helifts the swollenface: „My motherpeepedmycell phone, shediscovered the pictureaskedwhothatwomanis, Isaid that isournewteachers.”
“不是我传的。”杜明半天才憋出一句话,他抬起浮肿的脸:“我妈偷看了我的手机,她发现了照片就问那个女人是谁,我说是我们新来的老师。”„Whatrelations does thishavewith the rumor?”
“这跟谣言有什么关系?”„Shesawyou and teacherhold an umbrellato go home, thought that suchpractice teacheris very unqualified, saidthismatteringuardiangroup.”InDu Mingyanrebukes oneselfwithcompletelyguilty, hehates the helplessappearance.
“她看到了你和老师打着一把伞回家,觉得这样的实习老师很不合格,就在家长群里说了这件事。”杜明眼中满是自责和愧疚,他痛恨自己无能为力的样子。„Guardiangroup? Whenmatter? Does my fatherknow?”
“家长群?什么时候的事?我爸知道吗?”„Onthat day that you and teacherwalktogether, your fathershouldalsoknow that thismatter, in the groupsomepeoplerecognizedyouthrough the backat that time, manypeoplewantyour fatherto come outto give an explanation. Your fatherhas been helpingyouspeak, afterwardhewas kicked the groupprobably, thismatterIthink that hewill tellyou.”
“就在你和老师一起走的那天,你爸应该也知道这件事,当时群里有人通过背影认出了你,很多人要你爸出来给个解释。你爸一直在帮你说话,后来他好像被踢出了群,这件事我以为他会告诉你的。”„Has my fatherhad long known?”Chen Geconsiders as finishednexttime, on that dayhappen tolivedin the Zhang Yahome, has not gone back.
“我爸早就知道?”陈歌算了一下时间,那天自己正好住在张雅家,没有回去。His fatherhas not accusedhim, provedwith the actionhetrustsChen Ge’s.
他爸没有指责他,用行动证明了他对陈歌的信任。„Guardiansthought that suchteacheris unable the instruct pupils, to thinkherqualityhas the issue, the decisionlooks for the schoolto discuss. Someguardiansalsotoldoneselfthismatter the child, warned that theydo not makesuchfoolish matter.”Du Mingis clear aboutall, buthehad not said that alsohedoes not dareto speakwithChen Geno wonderafterward, butplacesonallwork the table, seems likewantsto expressownapologywithsuchway.
“家长们都觉得这样的老师根本无法教导学生,觉得她素质有问题,就决定找学校商量。有些家长还把这件事告诉了自己孩子,警告他们千万不要做这样的傻事。”杜明心里清楚一切,但是他却一直没有说出来,也难怪他后来不敢和陈歌说话,只是把所有作业都放在桌上,似乎是想要用这样的方式表达自己的歉意。„The Zhang Ya’sinterviewandwritten examinationrank firstinallpractice teachers, school authoritiesnaturallynotbecauseseveralpictureswill resignZhang Ya, both sidesrefused to budge for severaldays.”Du Mingat this pointbecomesguiltier: „I, becausethismatteris very discontentedwithmyfamily member, Ihad not revolted againstthembefore, but I do not wantto flinchatthismatter, butmyresistancehas not gained the understanding of family member, sheinsteadfelt the child who oneselfteachcarefullyhad a bad effect onbythatnewteacher.”
“张雅的面试和笔试在所有实习老师中排第一,校方当然不会因为几张照片就辞退张雅,双方僵持了几天。”杜明说到这里变得更加愧疚:“我因为这件事对我家人很不满,我以前从来没有反抗过她们,但在这件事上我不想退缩,可我的反抗并没有得到家人的理解,她反而觉得自己精心教出来的孩子被那个新来的老师带坏了。”„In other words, yourmother the reason that oneselfeducate the failure, blamedonZhang Ya?”Chen Gediscovered before oneself, neglectedalone, thatisDu Ming'smother, thatwomanis the entire worldto the Du Mingbestperson, harmshedeepestperson.
“也就是说,你妈把自己教育失败的原因,怪罪到了张雅身上?”陈歌发现自己之前忽视了一个人,那就是杜明的母亲,那个女人是全世界对杜明最好的人,同时也是伤害他最深的人。
Before Chen Ge, did not understandacademic recordthatoutstandingDu Ming, sowill be why unpopular, selfish and indifference of every so oftendisplaying, neverresponded toothers, nowheunderstands the reasonfinally.陈歌之前一直不理解学习成绩那么优秀的杜明,为什么会那么不受欢迎,很多时候表现的自私又冷漠,从来不去回应别人,现在他终于明白原因了。„ContradictoryrealeruptionisbecauseItested the resultto be very badcouple days ago, my motherthought that myresultwill regresscompletelybecause ofZhang Ya, makesthisnewteacherbe responsible foreducatingmeagain, might giveto ruinme.”Du Ming'sexpressionis bitter and astringentandpain, hewas locked the birdinjarlikeone, jaroutsidepersonis appreciatingdelightfullyhis„sounding”, thought that allaretamebird the merit, shesimplyhas not considered the feeling of thatbirdinnermost feelings.
“矛盾真正爆发是因为我前几天的测试成绩很糟糕,我妈觉得我的成绩会退步完全是因为张雅,再让这个新来的老师负责教育我,很可能会把我给毁掉。”杜明的表情苦涩、痛苦,他就像一个被锁在罐子里的鸟,罐子外面的人欣赏着他悦耳的“鸣叫”,觉得一切都是驯鸟师的功劳,她根本没有考虑到那只鸟内心的感受。„My mothersaidinclassgroupmymatterthat night, manyguardiansstandto supporther, related tooneselfchild'seducation, not being able to allow the least bitto be careless, theydecided that rushes to the schoolto go to and school authoritiesdiscussed.”Du Mingdoes not have the strengthto sayagain: „The followingmatteryouknew, said that is‚discusses’, actuallyquarrelled, my motherwas a verydomineeringperson.”
“我妈当天晚上就把我的事情在班级群里说了,很多家长都站出来支持她,涉及自己孩子的教育,容不得半点马虎,他们决定跑到学校去和校方商量。”杜明已经没有力气再说下去:“后面的事情你都知道了,说是‘商量’,其实是争吵,我妈是一个很强势的人。”„adultwill not understand the child, my motherthought that wasso manyme to understandformeherpains, shethought herselfin the officeloudquarrelfor the child, butIam hearinghersharpsoundonlyto thinkcanfind a placeto hide, Iknow that shelovedme, butIfearnow was said that she wasmy mother.”
“大人不会理解孩子,我妈觉得为我做了那么多我应该明白她的苦心,她认为自己在办公室大声争吵是为了孩子,可我在听到她尖锐的声音只想着能找一个地方躲起来,我知道她爱我,但我现在很怕被人说她是我的妈妈。”motherDu Ming'seducationtrulyhas problems, Chen Gefeltoneselfshouldseeopposite partyonetime: „Ifeltyoushouldwellcommunicateswithyourmother, will never acknowledge the mistake, withwill only request and moralbundlestrictlyfetters the child, thisis not the education.”
杜明妈妈的教育确实出了问题,陈歌觉得自己应该去见对方一次:“我觉得你应该好好的和你妈妈沟通一下,永远不去承认错误,只会用严格要求和道德捆绑来束缚孩子,这不是教育。”Du Minghas been ableto communicatenormally, since Chen Geentrainsfrom the groundhim, two peopleeyegroundsfullareblood threads: „Listening, onecan alsoleave behind the opportunity of TeacherZhang Yanow, butIdo not know that youdo dareto do.”
杜明已经可以正常沟通,陈歌将他从地上拽起,两人的眼底都满是血丝:“听着,现在还有一个能够留下张雅老师的机会,但我不知道你敢不敢去做。”„I?”
“我?”„Right, youtake the cell phoneto go to the officenow, toldeveryone the truth of picture, Zhang Yaandbetweenme the shamefulmatter, both of ushad not held an umbrellaon that dayare beingbecauseIforgot that belt/bringumbrella, theseyouwere all clear, youcantestify, youcanpuncturetheserumors.”Chen Gereturns to the cell phonestopperDu Minghand: „Does keylie in you do dare?”
“对,你现在就拿着手机去办公室,告诉所有人照片的真相,张雅和我之间并没有见不得人的事情,那天我俩撑着一把伞是因为我忘记带伞了,这些你全部清楚,你可以作证,你可以去戳穿那些谣言。”陈歌将手机塞回杜明手中:“关键就在于你敢不敢?”Takes the screenthrown down and brokencell phone, Du Ming Station in same place, withoutspeech.
拿着屏幕被摔碎的手机,杜明站在原地,没有说话。„To be clear that toldmeagain.”Chen Gehas not goneto forceDu Ming, heis gazing atDu Mingpeacefully, in the mindappears is actually the Yu Jianform.
“想清楚再告诉我。”陈歌没有去逼迫杜明,他安静注视着杜明,脑海中浮现的却是于见的身影。„I......”Du Mingfive fingersgraspin the same place, hiseyewas red, crossesfor a long timeopened the mouthvery muchslowly: „Icannotgo.”
“我……”杜明五指握在一起,他眼睛通红,过了很久才缓缓开口:“我不能去。”„How did youinterrogatea moment agomy? Why doesn't yourpainlittledareto facecompared withmeobviously? Youwantto perishlike thisis right?”Chen Gewantsto helpZhang Ya, is also helpingDu Ming, ifZhang Yaleaves, Du Mingestimated that guiltyfor a lifetime, thisis his heartnot being able to untieknot.
“你刚才是如何质问我的?你的痛苦明明不比我少为什么不敢面对?你就想这样一直沉沦下去对不对?”陈歌想要帮张雅,同时也是在帮杜明,如果张雅就此离开,杜明估计会愧疚一辈子,这就是他心底一个解不开的结。„IfIclarifyall these, my motherwill certainly be angry, after allsheisthesethings that becauseIhandle, thisisshetomylove.”Du Mingreceives the cell phone, hiseyegroundappearsslowly the grey, the whole piecefacedid not have the vitalityprobably, makingthisdecisionis not to him easy: „Teacherstretch/openalsohasyou, butmy motheronly thenmyalone, my father, whenIwas very youngwalked, shetomystrict demandwasbecausesheplacedmybody the completeexpectation.”
“如果我去澄清这一切,我妈妈一定会非常生气,毕竟她是因为我才去做的这些事情,这是她对我的爱。”杜明收起手机,他眼底慢慢浮现出灰色,整张脸好像都没有了生机,做出这个决定对他来说并不容易:“张老师还有你,但我妈只有我一个人,我爸在我很小的时候就走了,她对我严格要求是因为她把全部的期望都放在了我的身上。”„Forhello/you good, thereforeturns into a selfishmonsteryou? Eliminatesyourjoy, eliminatesyouto love the abilities of others, yourmotheralwayslikesemphasizing did oneselfhavelaborious, manydid not pay the lotsforyoueasilyand?”Chen Gecanunderstand, buthedoes not approve: „Yourmotherhas not trainedyourselfyou, buttrainsyou who youshewanted. Idid not deny that shelovesyou, butsheshould notestablishtoyourloveinshutting offyourpersonalityfoundation, lovesmutual, may existcertainis not equal, butis on the whole fair.”
“为了你好,所以就把你变成一个自私自利的怪物?剥夺你的快乐,剥夺你爱其他人的能力,你妈是不是总爱强调自己有多不容易、多么的辛苦、为你付出了很多东西?”陈歌能够理解,但他并不认同:“你妈妈并没有把你培养成你自己,而是把你培养成了她想要的你。我不否认她爱你,但她对你的爱不应该建立在扼杀你人格的基础上,爱是相互的,可能会存在某些不平等,但大体上是公平的。”Du Minglistened to the Chen Ge’swords, closed tightly the tooth.
杜明听了陈歌的话,咬紧了牙。Chen Gehas not goneto disturbDu Ming, helooks at the presentyoungfatty.陈歌没有去打扰杜明,他看着眼前的小胖子。In the physiologyDu Minghas no flaw, buthealsolacks a thing, livingandis the thing that shouldhave, thatis„love”.
生理上杜明没有任何缺陷,但是他也缺少一种东西,一种生而为人理应具备的东西,那就是“爱”。„Iwill accompanyyouto passtogether, explainedallsituations.”Chen GeheldDu Ming'sshoulder: „Icanleave school, cangive upall, becausethisis the mistake that Iviolate, the person who shouldsuffer the penaltyisI, should notbeZhang Ya.”
“我会陪你一起过去,说明所有情况。”陈歌抓住了杜明的肩膀:“我可以退学,可以放弃一切,因为这都是我犯下的错,该遭受惩罚的人是我,不应该是张雅。”InChen Ge’s, Du Mingnodsunceasinglydiligentlyfinally.
在陈歌的不断努力下,杜明终于点了点头。SawDu Mingto change the idea, Chen Gealsorelaxed, heaccompaniedDu Mingto leave the rooftogether.
见杜明改变了想法,陈歌也松了口气,他陪同杜明一起离开了楼顶。Knocked the gate of office, Chen Geandblack and blueDu Mingarrived atDirectorhistoryby the table.
敲开办公室的门,陈歌和鼻青脸肿的杜明走到了史主任桌子旁边。„Do youhave the matter? Foughtagainstwhom?”DirectorhistoryseesDu Mingto have a scarelike this, after allChen Getrulygot down the heavyhand, heisfirstcannot standto startreasonableDu Mingfight.
“你俩有事吗?跟谁打架了?”史主任看见杜明这样子被吓了一跳,毕竟陈歌确实下了重手,他是先把杜明打到站不起来才开始讲道理的。„Directorhistory, Teacherstretch/openlike the hearsay, shehas not actually doneanyviolates the professional ethics the matter.”Du Mingput outoneselfcell phone: „The picture that inguardiangroupmoststartsto pass onisthis, real situationof that dayisChen Gehas not brought the umbrella, Teacherstretch/opento be worried that hedripped wet, thereforeopens an umbrellatogetherwithhim, Iat that timeinside.”
“史主任,其实张老师并没有像传闻中那样,她没有做任何违反职业操守的事情。”杜明拿出了自己的手机:“家长群里最开始传的照片就是这张,那天的真实情况是陈歌没有带伞,张老师担心他被淋湿,所以才跟他一起打伞走的,我当时就在旁边。”„Yesterdaybutyourmothercameto sayis notthis, haven't youtoldherthese?”
“可你妈妈昨天过来说的可不是这样,你没把这些告诉她吗?”„I said that butshedoes not believeme.”Du MingplacedDirectorhistory the cell phoneon the table.
“我说了,可她不相信我。”杜明将自己手机放在了史主任桌子上。„Originallymisunderstandsah, thismattermade,yougiveyourmotherto hitphone call/numberimmediately, makinghercome, weopenly expressed the words.”Directorhistorywantsto solve the problem, Zhang Yaishehas interviewed the most outstandingteacher, because a misunderstandingdismissesothers, hownot to be justified.
“原来是误会啊,这事弄得,你马上给你妈妈打个电话,让她过来一趟,咱们把话都说开了。”史主任想要解决问题,张雅是他面试过的最优秀的一位老师,因为一个误会就把人家开除,怎么都说不过去。Du Ming mother hitphone call/numbertooneself, his mothercamequickly. DirectorhistoryalsoandZhang Yahitphone call/number, buthas not actually made a connection.
杜明给自己母亲打了电话,他母亲很快过来。史主任也和张雅打了电话,但是却没有打通。„Won't Teacherstretch/openhave an accident?”Chen Gewantsin the Zhang Yafamily/hometo look,Directorhistoryactuallydoes not puthimto walk, said that he is also one of the litigants, mustpresentisZhang Yatestifies.
“张老师不会出事了吧?”陈歌想要去张雅家里看一看,史主任却不放他走,说他也是当事人之一,必须要在场为张雅作证。Waited for probablya halfhour, out of the doorresounds the sound of footsteps, without the knock, the gate of officewas shoved opendirectly, a middle-agedwomanwalked.
等了大概半个小时,门外响起脚步声,没有敲门声,办公室的门直接被推开,一个中年女人走了进来。Onherfacebrought is not impatient , when shesees the Du Mingpitifulappearance, the expressioninstantaneouslychanges, slightlyrunsis arriving atsideDu Ming.
她脸上原本带着不耐烦,可当她看到杜明凄惨的样子时,表情瞬间发生变化,小跑着来到杜明身边。„What's the matter? Was hitbywhom? He?” The womenare staringChen Ge: „Ihave toldyouwiththispersondo not communicate, hedoes not learn, do youalsowantto followhe? Happen totodayIcome, Directorhistoryyouconsidered how does givemy sonto change a seat?”
“怎么回事?被谁打的?是不是他?”女人瞪着陈歌:“我早就告诉你不要跟这种人来往,他不学好,你也要跟着他吗?正好今天我过来了,史主任你考虑一下给我儿子换个座位怎么样?”„Todaycallsyou, wantedto say a nextthatmatterbeforeyou, youwere unfair toTeacherstretch/open.”Directorhistoryputs outDu Ming'scell phone: „Teacherstretch/openhas not handled anything out of the ordinarywith the student, theyopen an umbrellatogetherarebecauseChen Gehas not brought the umbrella.”
“今天把你叫过来,还是想要跟你说一下之前那个事情,你们冤枉张老师了。”史主任拿出杜明的手机:“张老师并没有和学生做任何出格的事情,他们一起打伞是因为陈歌没有带伞。”„Whosaidtoyou?” The face of thatmiddle-agedwomanbrushedon the tarnish.
“谁给你说的?”那个中年女人的脸刷一下就变暗了。„IsDu Mingtellsme, youdo not believe that the words of Teacherstretch/open, youhave not believedownson?”Directorhistorythinks that canconvinceDu Ming'smotherwith ease, butnever expected that the opposite partyiron corewantsZhang Yato leave.
“是杜明告诉我的,你不相信张老师的话,难道你还不相信自己儿子吗?”史主任本以为能够轻松说服杜明的妈妈,但没想到对方是铁了心想要张雅离开。„Is impossible! Definitelysomepeoplecompelhislied!” The middle-agedwomanlookstoChen Ge: „Where does my son'swoundcome? Youare compellinghim, makinghimgive you cheatingcard?”
“不可能!肯定是有人逼他撒谎的!”中年女人看向陈歌:“我儿子身上的伤哪来的?是不是你逼着他,让他给你做假证?”Du Ming'smotherlooks like a enragedlion, the tonalitycontinuouslyrises.
杜明的妈妈像一头被激怒的狮子,音调不断升高。
The quarrelbrings in the officesurrounding of allteachers, Du Minglowers the head, butDu Ming'smotheractuallydoes not careto be the same probablycompletely, hervoiceis getting more and more loud.
争吵引来办公室里所有老师的围观,杜明低下了头,而杜明的妈妈却好像完全不在意一样,她声音越来越大。„motherDu Mingyoufirstcalm, Teacherstretch/openisIinterviews, she is really a verygoodmiss, will not handlethesethings that yousaidabsolutely.”
“杜明妈妈你先冷静一下,张老师是我面试的,她真是个很好的姑娘,绝对不会去做你说的那些事情。”„How can youguarantee?” The middle-agedwomanfallsoneselfpackageon the table: „Shegrowsdoes not seem like a goodteacher, Ideliver toyourhereto attend class the sontrustyou, is thisyoutomyattitude?”
“你怎么能保证?”中年女人将自己的包摔在桌子上:“她长得就不像是一个好老师,我把儿子送到你们这里上课是信任你们,这就是你们对我的态度?”„Your some did not speak the truth.”Directorhistorysomewhatis also awkward, hisword of praisesaid that completelycannot change the idea of middle-agedwoman, can only looktoDu Ming: „Du Ming, youspeaks the truthwith the teacher, thesewereChen Gecompelledyouto saya moment ago?”
“您这就有些不讲道理了。”史主任也有些为难,他好话都说尽了也改变不了中年女人的想法,只能看向杜明:“杜明,你跟老师说实话,刚才那些是陈歌逼你说的吗?”Is lowering the headlowly, Du Mingboth handsgraboneselfclothes, is pale.
低垂着头,杜明双手抓着自己的衣服,脸色苍白。„Du Ming, howyoutoldusChen Geto compelyouto say!”Middle-agedwomanalmostwithtone of order.
“杜明,你告诉我们陈歌是怎么逼你说的!”中年女人几乎是在用命令的语气。Inofficepeaceful, Du Minghad not spoken, his mother'sexpressionis getting more and more irritable, whenshesoonerupts, Du Mingopened the mouth.
办公室里安静了下来,杜明一直没有吭声,他妈妈的表情越来越急躁,就在她快要爆发的时候,杜明开口了。„No onecompelsme.”
“没有人逼我。”DirectorhistoryandChen Gerelax, howeverDu Ming'smotheris unacceptable, sheholdsDu Ming'sshoulder: „Do not be afraid, to be honest, were youthreatenedbyhim?”
史主任和陈歌都松了口气,但是杜明的妈妈却不能接受,她抓住杜明的肩膀:“你不要害怕,说实话,你是不是被他威胁了?”„Isaidis the truth, Teacherstretch/openhas not done any shamefulmatterwithChen Ge, youseeinmycell phoneto have the picture of Teacherstretch/open, is afraidTeacherstretch/opento affectmyacademic record, thereforedoes everything possible to Teacherstretch/openmake!”Du Mingsuppressedwas very long, thisone breathsaid the words that wantingto speakcompletely.
“我说的就是实话,张老师并没有和陈歌做什么见不得人的事,你只是看到我手机里有张老师的照片,害怕张老师影响我学习成绩,所以才想尽办法要把张老师弄走!”杜明憋了很久,这次一口气把想要说的话全部说了出来。„Du Ming?”Middle-agedwomanthatfaceovercast sky, the toothbitessqueak squeak the sound, in the noseis breathing heavily, shehas not as if thoughtDu Mingwill say, the feeling of thatangerandbetrayalwelled up the top of the headinstantaneously: „Don't Ido thatforhow are you? Whyyoudo not understand!”
“杜明?”中年女人那张脸阴云密布,牙齿咬的吱吱响,鼻子里喘着粗气,她似乎从没想过杜明会这么说,那种愤怒和背叛的感觉瞬间涌上了头顶:“我这么做不都是为了你好吗?你为什么就不懂呢!”Du Mingdoes not dareto answer,at this time the bellresounded, manystudentsran the classroom, arrived on the corridor.
杜明没敢回话,这时候下课铃响起,很多学生跑出了教室,来到了走廊上。„Myalonewhen the fatherbecomes mother, pullsyougreatlyis so easy? Youknow how manycrimesIhave suffered?” The middle-agedwomanclosed tightly the tooth: „Iplacedonallexpectationsyou, did yourespondlike thismy?”
“我一个人又当爹又当妈,把你拉扯这么大容易吗?你知道我遭受过多少罪吗?”中年女人咬紧了牙:“我把所有的期望都放在了你身上,你就是这样回应我的吗?”motherDu Ming'svoiceis very loud, the student on corridor can also hearclear, theyencircledgradually, liespeepsby the window.
杜明妈妈的声音很大,走廊上的学生也能听得一清二楚,他们渐渐围了过来,趴在窗户旁边偷看。„Iam speakingtoyou! What are youactually thinkingdaily? ForthatTeacherstretch/open, don't youmywordslisten? Whatmagic potion does shegiveunderyou?” The middle-agedwomanis clutching the clothes on Du Mingshoulder: „After your fatherabandonsus, Iaminthisworldtoyoubestperson, all that Imakeallforyou, so long as, I am also very hello happy, howyouare not clear?”
“我在跟你说话!你天天到底在想些什么?为了那个张老师,你连我的话都不听了?她给你下什么迷魂药?”中年女人揪着杜明肩膀上的衣服:“你爸抛弃咱们之后,我是这世界上对你最好的人,我所做的一切全都是为了你,只要你好,我也很幸福,你怎么就是不明白?”„Inthisworld, only thenIam really good to you! Du Ming! Youdisappointedme!”
“这世界上只有我是真的对你好!杜明!你太让我失望了!”WordstearDu Ming'sheart, the woundare splitting, completelyin the name oflovingblood.
一句句话撕扯着杜明的心,伤口裂开来,满是以爱为名的血。Hisfiercegasping for breath, both handstwist the clothesstubbornly, the phalanxare sending the sound.
他剧烈的喘着气,双手死死拧着衣服,指骨发响。
The sound of quarrelis too loud, outside the corridoralsohearsclearly, the faces of studentspastedon the window, strangevisionfellin the roomonrecklessly everyone.
争吵的声音太大,走廊外面也听得清清楚楚,一张张学生的脸贴在了窗户上,一道道陌生的目光肆意落在了屋内每个人身上。Du Mingfeltownpresent seemed like removed completelyplacedin the stageto be the same, hewent all outis coveringownprivate parts, wantsplace that sought forone to hide.
杜明感觉自己现在就像是被脱光了放在舞台上一样,他拼命的捂着自己的私处,想要寻找一个能够躲藏的地方。„Did Du Minghis mothercome?”
“杜明他妈妈又来了?”„Iattend classheard the sound.”
“我上课的时候就听见声音了。”„Du Minghis mothertemperamentis really fierce.”
“杜明他妈妈脾气真厉害。”„Comes to seequickly! Alsoquarrelled.”
“快来看!又吵起来了。”„Is Du Ming the single-parent family? Did his fatherabandonthem?”
“杜明是单亲家庭吗?他爸抛弃了他们?”„Hefeels inferiorno wondereccentrically, attended class the speecha littlestutter......”
“怪不得他孤僻自卑,上课发言都有点结巴……”Wordsspread to Du Minger, is sufferinghiseachnerve, the lastself-respect that hedefendsstronglywas stepped oncrushes.
一句句话传入杜明耳中,折磨着他的每一根神经,他竭力维护的最后一点自尊被踩得粉碎。
The chestfluctuatesfiercely, hewantsto cover the ear, wantsto flee fromthisplace.
胸口剧烈起伏,他想要捂住耳朵,想要逃离这个地方。
The pupilanxiousrotation, reproving and interrogation of mothertransmitunceasingly, on the corridor the unusualvision and discussionalsoswamp into the mind.
瞳孔不安的转动,母亲的训斥和质问不断传来,走廊上异样的目光和议论也涌入脑海。„Let alone, youlet alone, askingyoudo not sayagain......”opening of hismouthunconsciousness, bodyshivers, retreatbackwardslowly, has fallen back onby the window.
“别说了,你们别说了,求求你们不要再说了……”他嘴巴无意识的张开,身体颤抖,缓缓的向后退去,一直退到了窗台旁边。Lost the consciousnessfingeraccording to the windowedge, Du Mingas ifdrowning of fiercerespitefinallyfoundexit|to speak that left the water storage pit, heopened the windowfiercely.
失去知觉的手指按在了窗台边缘,剧烈喘息的杜明仿佛溺水者终于找到了离开水窖的出口,他猛地打开了窗户。
The legbridged over the window, body seems becominglight, the windfront surfaceblows, whenhisworldis goingto invert, a pair of handheldhim.
腿跨过了窗台,身体似乎在变轻,风迎面吹来,在他的世界将要颠倒时,一双手抓住了他。„Were youinsane?!”
“你疯了?!”The one whomapsinDu Mingyanis the Chen Geslightlysome not realface: „Could not solveanyproblemdeadly!”
映入杜明眼中的是陈歌略有些不真实的脸:“死解决不了任何问题!”Exhausts the full power, Chen Gecomes backDu Mingzhuai.
用尽全力,陈歌才将杜明拽回来。Hediscovereda moment agoDu Mingmoodhas problems, thereforehas stoodinhisside.
刚才他就发现杜明情绪出了问题,所以一直站在他的身边。In the roomeveryonewas scared, theyhave not thought that Du Mingwill handlesuchmatter, includinghis mother.
屋内所有人都被吓傻了,他们都没想到杜明会做这样的事情,包括他的母亲在内。
The teacher in officealllookedtoDu Ming, the surroundedstudentdoes not dareto speakagain, thisworldsuddenlystatic seemed to be same.
办公室里的老师全都看向了杜明,围观的学生也不敢再说话,这世界仿佛突然间静止了一样。„Whydoes that?”Du Ming'smothercrossedopened the mouthfor a long time, but before hersound, compared withalreadyobviouslydifferent, seemed likehermouthto say the another personwords.
“为什么这么做?”杜明的妈妈过了好久才开口,但她的声音和之前比已经明显不同,就好像是她那张嘴里说出了另外一个人的话。„Whyratherdiesdoes not listen tomywords? ObviouslyIaminthisworldtoyoubestperson, Iaminthisworldunderstand that trulyyou, loveyourperson.”
“为什么宁愿死都不听我的话?明明我才是这个世界上对你最好的人,我才是这个世界上真正明白你、爱你的人。”
The face of middle-agedwomanappears the blackmottling, this and real worldalmostdoes not haveworld behind the door of toowide differenceto startto change, in the corneremerges the closeblacksilk thread, irritating the noseodorwells upfromall around.
中年女人的脸浮现出黑色的斑块,这个和现实世界几乎没有太大差别的门后世界开始发生变化,角落里涌现出细密的黑色丝线,一股刺鼻的恶臭从四周涌来。Overcast skydayair pressure on top of the head, rainstormpouring, washed out the small townthat matterfalsecamouflage.
阴云密布的天空压到了头顶,暴雨倾盆,冲刷掉了小镇那层虚假的伪装。
The blacksky, the redrain and greyconstruction, haveinterwineinnumerablycurse.
黑色的天空、红色的雨、灰色的建筑、还有无数交织在一起的诅咒。„Youobviouslywithmeare the sameperson, inthisworldonly thenIcanunderstandyou, only thenIin the help of sincerityyou, but why youratherdie, isn't willingto becomewithmysameperson?” The middle-agedwomanlifted the head, the blackcursedissipatedtoall around, revealed a face of baby.
“你明明和我是一样的人,这世界上只有我能理解你,只有我在真心的帮助你,可你为什么宁愿去死,都不愿意成为和我一样的人?”中年女人抬起了头,黑色的诅咒向四周逸散,露出了一张婴儿的脸。Ghost Fetus!冥胎!Whenthisfaceappears, Du Ming'sbodyis also changingslowly, the plumpphysical bodylooks likeonewith the prisoner's cage that the curseweaves, insideis closing a thinboy.
在这张脸出现的时候,杜明的身体也在慢慢发生变化,肥硕的肉体像一个用诅咒编织成的囚笼,里面关着一个骨瘦如柴的男孩。Du Ming'scell phonealsofellon the ground, the woman in screenbackgroundno longerisZhang Ya, butwasanotherstrangewoman who wears the eyeglasses.
杜明的手机也掉落在了地上,屏幕背景中的女人已经不再是张雅,而是另外一个戴着眼镜的陌生女人。
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