„Are youall right?”Chen GehelpsDu Mingopen the thermocover: „Candrink a water?”
“你没事吧?”陈歌帮杜明把水瓶盖子打开:“要不要喝点水?”Du Minglieson the table, buries the facein the textbook, both handsare covering the belly.
杜明趴在桌上,把脸埋在课本中,双手捂着肚子。„Iam notintentionally, Ihave not thought that will turn intothis.”
“我不是故意的,我没想到会变成这样。”„Whatmatter did youhandle?”Chen Gehas not been angry, helookedwhatare moretoDu Ming'slookis the sympathy.
“你到底做了什么事情?”陈歌没有生气,他看向杜明的眼神中更多的是同情。Du Minghas not spokenagain, butshakes the headslightly, hisstate of mindis bad, as ifsamesoonreached the limitwithChen Ge.
杜明没有再说话,只是微微摇头,他精神状态非常差,似乎和陈歌一样都快要到达极限了。
......
……Finished attendingfourthclass, Chen Gearrives atclassroom buildingrooftopinno one, Zhang Yawas standingby the parapet.
上完第四节课,陈歌在没人的时候来到了教学楼天台,张雅正站在栏杆旁边。Hearrived atsideZhang Yasilently, two peoplelook atentireLiwan Towntogether.
他默默走到了张雅身边,两人一起看着整个荔湾镇。
The classroom buildingin the small townis the quitehighconstruction, at this momentmadeChen Gecannot help butrememberLiwan Town after Little Bugate.
教学楼在小镇里算是比较高的建筑,这一刻让陈歌不由得想起了小布门后的荔湾镇。At that timeZhang Yacomplied withhisrequest, henceforth was always together.
那个时候张雅答应了他的请求,从此形影不离。
The cold windmixes with the raindropto fallon the face, after Zhang Ya the hair of winddishevelwill pull upto the ear, shesuddenlysays: „Teacher could walkafter a period of time.”
冷风夹杂着雨点落在脸上,张雅将被风吹乱的头发撩到耳后,她忽然开口说道:“老师过段时间可能要走了。”„Because ofme?”Chen Gehas guessed correctlyending, heonehas trainedinnumerablethisscenarioin the mindin the morning, whenZhang Yasaidtruly, hethinks that goodwordsalsosaid.
“是因为我吗?”陈歌已经猜到了结局,他一上午在脑海中演练过无数次这个场景,可是当张雅真正说出来的时候,他想好的话一句也说不出口。„Has not relatedwithyou.”Zhang Yashakes the head: „Reasonleavesonmybody, Ialwaysthinkoneselfhad gone out, canstart the newlifewith a smile, butthisis just deceiving oneself and others. Busilyanddiligently, is the excuses that is used to evade, actuallyso manyyears, Ifelt that Iwas strandedinthatdimdanceroomas before.”
“和你没关系。”张雅摇了摇头:“原因出在我的身上,我总以为自己已经走出了过去,可以笑着开始新的生活,但这只不过是在自欺欺人罢了。忙碌、努力,所有的一切都是用来逃避的借口,其实这么多年了,我感觉自己依旧被困在那个昏暗的舞蹈室里。”StandssideZhang Ya, Chen Gegrasped the railing, hecanunderstandZhang Ya, becausehewasinthisworldknows the Zhang Yapastpersononly.
站在张雅身边,陈歌抓紧了围栏,他能够理解张雅,因为他是这个世界上唯一知道张雅过去的人。Regardless of the reality, isworld behind the door, Zhang Yaonlytoldhim the secret.
无论现实,还是门后世界,张雅只把秘密告诉了他。„Whatmaking mistakesisthesefabricates a rumor the person, givesmesometime, Iwill investigate thoroughlyall, makingeveryoneknow the truth.”Chen Gehas wantedto dothismatter, even ifinworld behind the door, even ifallareoneselfmemory, hewantsto helpZhang Yaas before, toinitialnightmarenewending.
“犯错的是那些造谣的人,给我一些时间,我会查清楚一切,让所有人知道真相。”陈歌一直想要去做这件事,哪怕是在门后世界,哪怕一切都是自己的记忆,他依旧想要去帮助张雅,给当初的噩梦一个新的结局。„Truthisanythingis unimportant, more importantlyyou, Ifeared that oncematter happened on mehas hadonyourbodyagain.”Zhang Yacares aboutChen Gevery much, the entiresmall townwhenwas rumored that variousrumors, Chen Gewithherstandsas before, trustsherunconditionally, thisfeelinghas never had.
“真相是什么不重要,重要的是你,我怕曾经在我身上发生过的事情再次发生在你的身上。”张雅很在意陈歌,整个小镇都在谣传各种流言的时候,陈歌依旧跟她站在一起,无条件的信任她,这种感觉从未有过。Even ifagediffersveryin a big way, butis a little undeniable, shetrulyfelt a differentthingonthisman.
就算年龄相差很大,但有一点是不可否认的,她确实在这个男人身上感觉到了一丝不一样的东西。„Icanleave, canevade, butyouare not good.”Zhang Yastandsbefore the Chen Gebody, herfaceis away fromChen Geto be very near: „Your fatheris also hospitalized, youralsoyounger sistermustlook, latertheseresponsibilitywill pressonyourbody, youcannotabsolutely, becausemymatterwas affected.”
“我可以离开,可以逃避,而你不行。”张雅站在陈歌身前,她那张脸距离陈歌很近:“你的父亲还在住院,你还有一个妹妹要照顾,以后这些责任都会压在你的身上,你绝对不能因为我的事情受到影响。”„Ihave known the person who probablypasses on the balladwhowas, wecan......”
“我大概已经知道传谣的人是谁了,我们可以……”„Chen Ge.”Zhang Yalifts the arm, the slenderfingerreaches the overcast sky the sky: „Leavesis not equal tonevermeetingagain.”
“陈歌。”张雅抬起手臂,纤细的手指伸向阴云密布的天空:“离开并不等于永远都不会再见面。”Zhang Ya seems to have set firm resolve, detains, will still be said this and thatin the back.张雅似乎已经下定了决心,强留下来,仍旧会被人在背后说三道四。ActuallyChen Gealsoknows that Zhang Yacanmakethisdecision is not very easy, shepondered certainlyis very long.
其实陈歌也知道张雅能做出这个决定很不容易,她一定是思考了很久。Grasps the blanch that the parapethandis twisting, the Chen Geeyegroundappearsblood threads, hisdeepinspiration of: „Sometimes, Ifelt that thisworldis very bad, itwouldgrabbingthesegentlepeopleto bullywith all one's might.”
握着栏杆的手拧的发白,陈歌眼底浮现出血丝,他深深的吸了一口气:“有时候,我感觉这个世界很坏,它总会抓着那些温柔的人可劲欺负。”„The world, however the gentlepersonwere good or bad many, thisworldbecomesgentle.”Zhang Yaput out a handto helpChen Gereorganizeby the winddishevelhair, hericy coldfingertipstayedin the Chen Geface: „Lateryou must be a gentleperson, goes back, you must prepare foodto the family member, do not lose the toomuchtime here.”
“世界不分好坏,但是温柔的人多了,这个世界就会变得温柔。”张雅伸手帮陈歌整理了一下被风吹乱的头发,她冰凉的指尖停留在陈歌脸庞:“以后你也要做一个温柔的人,回去吧,你还要给家人做饭,别在我这里耽误太多时间。”Took back the arm, Zhang Yais looking atjust the familiarcampussilently, does not know that is thinkinganything.
收回手臂,张雅默默地望着才刚刚熟悉的校园,不知道在想什么。StandssideZhang Ya, Chen Gelooks at the Zhang Ya’sback, both handslifts,
站在张雅身边,陈歌看着张雅的背影,双手抬起,Thenputs down. Heleftrooftopto go to the hospital, after the fatherhas delivered the food, in the roadsidesells a set mealto prepareto take toLuo Ruoyu.
然后又放下。他离开天台去了医院,给父亲送过饭后,又在路边卖了一份饭准备带给罗若雨。neighborhood that returns to itselfto occupy, Chen Gestopsinmain house gate, so long asusuallyhearsownsound of footsteps, Luo Ruoyuwill run overto open the door, butLuo Ruoyuhas not appearedtoday.
回到自己居住的小区,陈歌停在家门口,平常只要听见自己的脚步声,罗若雨就会跑过来开门,但今天罗若雨并没有出现。„Whatmatterwon't have?”
“不会出什么事情了吧?”Chen Gegreat shout the Luo Ruoyuname, hewas hearing the weeping sound that hearsfrom the roomvaguely.陈歌大声呼喊着罗若雨的名字,他依稀听到了从屋子里传来的哭声。„Ifrain?”
“若雨?”Opened the front door, Chen Gesmelledirritating the nosegastaste, hecould not attend toobeying the rule, crashed in the roomdirectly.
打开屋门,陈歌闻到了一股刺鼻的煤气味,他顾不上遵守规则,直接冲进了屋内。In the ground in kitchen is water stain, but can also seeeverywhere the fragment of thermos bottlepotguts.
厨房的地面上全是水渍,还能看到满地暖瓶壶胆的碎片。Hehurriedto run in the kitchen, seeingLuo Ruoyuto roll upin the kitchencorner, both handscovers the ears, the frontwas a thrown down and brokenthermos bottle.
他赶紧跑进了厨房,看见罗若雨蜷缩在厨房角落,双手捂着耳朵,面前是一个被摔碎的暖瓶。Herclothesgot wet, the nape of the neck, arm and fingerwere all scalded, on the faceis hanging the teardrops.
她衣服被弄湿,脖颈、手臂和指头全被烫伤,脸上挂着泪珠。„Whomakesyouget angry!”Chen Gewill kick out of the wayby the thermos bottle of being injured by falling down, hehas never been angrylike the present.
“谁让你动火的!”陈歌将被摔坏的暖瓶踢开,他从未像现在这样生气过。Hears the Chen Ge’sangerto shout, Luo Ruoyucrieswas fiercer, sheburns the redarmto buildbefore the face, the tearscannot stopflowsdownward.
听到陈歌的怒喊,罗若雨哭的更厉害了,她烫红的手臂搭在脸前,眼泪止不住的往下流。Closes the gas, Chen Gehas not thought,holdsLuo Ruoyuto runtowardoutside.
关上煤气,陈歌没有多想,抱起罗若雨就朝外面跑去。Goes out of the door, newstarting fromday, butChen Gedoes not care aboutthese, heheldLuo Ruoyuto ride the taxito go to the hospital.
走出房门,新的一天开始,但陈歌根本不在意这些,他抱着罗若雨坐上出租车来到了医院。
The burnareais not big, maincentralizedonarm, the doctorsmudged the medicinal ointmenttoLuo Ruoyu, butlittle girlwas still still shaken, seemed like scared.
烧伤面积不算大,主要集中在手臂上,医生给罗若雨涂抹了药膏,但小姑娘仍旧惊魂未定,似乎是被吓坏了。„Has not obstructedgreatly, butyourfamily membersmustpay attention, the mental handicapchildshould better notto remainaloneat home, was too dangerous.” The doctorleaves, inhospital wardon the remainingChen Ge and Chen Ge liangs people.
“没有大碍,但你们家属一定要注意,智障儿童最好不要单独留在家里,太危险了。”医生离开,病房里就剩下陈歌个人。
The medicinal ointmentwipesin the wound, juststartedto be very sore, will gradually have an icy coldfeeling.
药膏抹在伤口上,刚开始很疼,逐渐会产生一种冰冰凉凉的感觉。
The Luo Ruoyuboth armsplacebybody, shedoes not dareto look atChen Ge, lowers the head, low voice of verycrying.罗若雨双臂放在身体两边,她不敢去看陈歌,低着头,哭的很小声。Stood a smallmeetingin the hospital ward, Chen Geput down the backpack, satin the bedside, graspedLuo Ruoyugently: „Sorry, Ishould notquarrelyou.”
在病房里站了一小会,陈歌放下背包,坐在床边,轻轻的抱住了罗若雨:“对不起,我不应该吵你。”Girlbody in bosomis shivering, shereceived very biggrievanceprobably, liescrieson the Chen Geshoulderis very loud.
怀中的女孩身体在颤抖,她好像受了很大的委屈,趴在陈歌肩上哭的很大声。„Iknow that youwantto help, knows that youdo not wantto implicateothers, knows that yourunusualeffort, Iunderstand.”Chen GeenclaspedLuo Ruoyuslowly: „Weareeach other most importantfamily members.”
“我知道你想要帮忙,知道你不想拖累别人,也知道你非常的努力,我都明白的。”陈歌慢慢抱紧了罗若雨:“我们是彼此最重要的家人。”Inworld behind the door, Luo Ruoyurepresents the family member, representedtheseonceto have no place to go the Haunted Housestaff, representedtheseonceto hidein the desperatemostdeep placebyobsession that Chen Ge„picking”went home.
在门后的世界里,罗若雨代表家人,也代表着那些曾经无处可去的鬼屋员工,代表着那些曾经躲藏在绝望最深处被陈歌“捡”回家的执念。Regardless ofwhat happened, Chen Gewill standin the forefront, overcomes the training of bodyflaw, nightcompanion, neverparsimoniousencouragement.
无论发生什么事情,陈歌都会站在最前面,克服身体缺陷的训练,深夜的陪伴,从不吝啬的鼓励。Chen Gehas not requestedanythingto return, hedoes thatmerelyisbecausehetreated as the family memberthem.陈歌没有要求什么回报,他这么做仅仅是因为他把他们当做了家人。
After Luo Ruoyucriesto be tired, fell asleep, mayfall asleepeven, herhandgrabs the Chen Gelower hem corneras before.罗若雨哭累以后睡着了,可就算睡着,她的手依旧抓着陈歌衣角。Covered with the quilt on hospital bedtoLuo Ruoyu, Chen Geleft the hospital wardquietly, blood threads of hiseyegroundwere getting more and more, the manhuabook in backpackalsohadsomechange.
给罗若雨盖好病床上的被子,陈歌悄悄离开了病房,他眼底的血丝越来越多,背包里的漫画册也发生了某种变化。„Disasterhardshippresses on step by step, withmeremembers that the dream of knitting, makesmeendnow.”
“灾厄步步紧逼,用我记忆编织的梦,现在就让我自己来结束吧。”Becausemiddlereturned to a reason of family/home, thisisnewday.
因为中间回了一次家的原因,这已经是新的一天。
When Chen Gegoes to the school, onfirstclasshalf.陈歌来到学校时,第一节课上了一半。Hereturns to oneselfseat, discovered that lateDu Minghas not never cometo attend classtodayunexpectedly.
他回到自己座位上,发现从不迟到的杜明今天竟然没有来上课。
Section 1soonfinishes class, the teacheralsoruns overto askChen Gespecially, knows why Du Minghas not come.
第一节快要下课的时候,老师还专门跑过来问了问陈歌,知不知道杜明为什么没来。AsDu Ming of top student, will ditch schoolunexpectedly, thisisChen Gehas not thought.
作为优等生的杜明,竟然会旷课,这是陈歌没有想到的。In the morningsecondclassstarts, onlycrossed for dozen minutes, in the corridortransmits a womansuddenlyslightlygratingsound: „Doesn't wantto go to schoolyoualso to do? What can youalsodo? Immediatelygoes backtome!”
上午第二节课开始,只过了十几分钟,楼道里突然传来一个女人的略显刺耳的声音:“不想上学你还想干什么?你还能干什么?马上给我回去!”
The women seem reprovinganyone, butactuallycannot hearbyheris reproventhatperson of sound, thisis only the unilateralblame.
女人似乎在训斥谁,可是却听不到被她训斥那人的声音,这只是单方面的责怪。Thatsoundnears the classroomslowly, the classroomfront doorwas opened, a womanappearsin the entrance, sheis in the fit of temper, the expressionis somewhat fearful: „Hasn't come?”
那声音慢慢接近教室,紧接着教室前门被打开,一个女人出现在门口,她正在气头上,表情有些可怕:“还不过来?”Herruthlesslytowardentrainedbehind, Du Minghauled in the classroombyher.
她狠狠的朝身后拽了一下,杜明被她拉进了教室。Thisyoungfattyverythin and pale, helowers the head, does not dareto look atanyalone.
这个小胖子非常的憔悴,他低着头,不敢去看任何一个人。„Hurries!” After the womenspokethese words, raises slightlytoward the attending classteacher, the soundwas gentle: „Thischildhas rested, is afraidis punished, comesembarrassed.”
“赶紧进去!”女人说完这句话后,朝正在上课的老师欠了欠身,声音柔和了很多:“这孩子睡过了,害怕被罚,不好意思过来。”„Is all right, Du Ming, returns to yourposition.” The attending classteacheras if is a little afraidthatwoman.
“没事没事,杜明,回你位置上吧。”正在上课的老师似乎都有点害怕那个女人。„Thattroubled the teacher.” The face of womansuddenly turns about, revealswipes very falsesmile, thenhurrieddeparture.
“那麻烦老师了。”女人的脸说变就变,露出一抹很假的笑容,然后急急忙忙的离开了。Aftershewalks, the students on classstartto discuss.
在她走后,班级上的学生开始议论起来。„Is thatDu Ming'smother? Quitesevere, no wonderDu Mingstudiesthatwell.”
“那是杜明的妈妈?好严厉,怪不得杜明学习那么好。”„Ialsothink that his mothermeetsandhimis equally fat.”
“我还以为他妈会和他一样胖。”„Looksa littlelooks familiar, right! Isn't sheprevioustimeruns up to the guardian who the teacherofficemakes a big row?”
“看着有点眼熟,对了!她不就是上次跑到老师办公室大闹的家长吗?”„Ialso thought that was really fierce, frightensDirectorhistorynot to dareto speak.”
“我也想起来了,真厉害,吓得史主任都不敢说话。”„Was taughtbysuchmother, thinks is also terrifying, Du Mingdoes not likespeaking, the characteris so badis possibly relatedwithhisfamily member.”
“被这样的妈妈管教,想想也蛮恐怖的,杜明不爱说话,性格那么糟糕可能就跟他家人有关。”
The sound of discussionspreads to Du Minger, heburyingis lower, does not dareto look atanybody, he seems afraid himselfto raise the headto seeeveryoneto stare at itself.
议论的声音传入杜明耳中,他把头埋的更低,不敢去看任何人,他似乎害怕自己一抬头看见所有人都盯着自己。„Do not care, thisgroup of fellowsinbackdiscussion, youifreallystandsbeforethem, theydo not dareto put one fart.”Discussedunlikeotherstudentslow voice, the Chen Gesoundwas very loud, heardincluding the teacher.
“别放在心上,这群家伙就会在背后议论,你真要是站在他们面前,他们连屁都不敢放一个。”跟其他学生小声议论不同,陈歌声音很大,包括老师在内都听见了。Possiblywasthese wordshad the effect, waseveryonehas not possibly thought that Chen Gewill speaksuchwords, in briefinclassroomslowlypeaceful.
可能是这句话起了效果,也可能是大家没想到陈歌会说这样的话,总之教室里慢慢安静了下来。Alsostartsto attend classnormally, Chen Gehad not inquired why Du Mingis latetoday, after hehelpsDu Minghas spoken, no longerpays attention toDu Ming. InsteadisDu Mingwill lookunintentionallytoChen Ge, as to sayanythingtoChen Ge, the courage of butnot having opened the mouth.
又开始正常上课,陈歌没有去询问杜明今天为什么迟到,他帮杜明说过话后,就不再去关注杜明了。反而是杜明会有意无意的看向陈歌,似乎想要向陈歌说什么,但是没有开口的勇气。
The finishing classtingresounds, thirdis the English course, Du Minglikeput outEnglishtextbookin the past, Chen Geactuallydepended on the wallto be in a daze.
下课铃声响起,第三节是英语课,杜明像往常那样拿出了英语课本,陈歌却只是靠着墙发呆。OnusuallyEnglish coursemost positiveChen Gedeparts from the normtoday, Du Minghad not a goodpremonition.
平时上英语课最积极的陈歌今天一反常态,杜明心里产生了一种不好的预感。
The attending classtingresounds, butcrossed for fiveminutesnot to have the teacherto come.
上课铃声响起,可是足足过了五分钟都没有老师过来。Chen Ge had long knownall theseprobably, turns headto look atout of the window.陈歌就好像早已知道了这一切,扭头看着窗外。„Chen Ge......”afterseveral days, Du MingspokewithChen Gefinallyagain: „Does Teacherstretch/openhave the mattertoday? Usuallysheis always ahead of time.”
“陈歌……”时隔数日,杜明终于再次跟陈歌说话了:“张老师今天有事吗?平时她总是提前过来的。”„Zhang Yawas dismissedby the school.”Chen Getook back the vision that looks attoout of the window, thensweptDu Mingoneeyes: „Shewill not cometo attend classtousagain.”
“张雅被学校辞退了。”陈歌收回了看向窗外的目光,回头扫了杜明一眼:“她不会再来给我们上课了。”„Resigns?”Du Mingonestood, in the classroomeveryonewas studying by oneself, is peaceful, everyoneheardDu Ming'svoice.
“辞退?”杜明一下站了起来,教室里大家本来正在自习,非常安静,所有人都听到了杜明的声音。„Obviouslyismymistake, the apology that shehas actually been keeping, had not been forgivenfinally.”Chen Geis staring atDu Ming'seyes: „Ioncecomplainedto her saidwhythisworldalwaysbulliesthesegentlepeople, shetomesaid that the worlddoes not have the division of quality, so long as the gentlepersonwere many, the worldwill becomegentle, will kindly treat the gentleperson.”
“明明都是我的错,她却在一直不停的道歉,最后还是没有被原谅。”陈歌盯着杜明的眼睛:“我曾向她抱怨,说这世界为什么总是去欺负那些温柔的人,她给我说世界没有好坏之分,只要温柔的人多了,世界就会变得温柔,就会去善待更多温柔的人。”„Why didn't youtellmeearlier? Had youhad long knownthisresult?”Du Mingeyesswelling, hisfacesuppressesred.
“你为什么不早点告诉我?你是不是早就知道了这个结果?”杜明双眼肿胀,他的脸憋得通红。„Iwasyesterdayknow.”Chen Gestopped: „Telling you are useful?”
“我是昨天知道的。”陈歌停顿了一下:“告诉你有用吗?”„Sheonlywalked, but do youalsosithere? Don't youlikeher? What shouldn't youstandto makeforher?”Du Mingis agitated, heheld the Chen Ge’scollar: „Why don't youblockher? You......”
“她就这样走了,而你还坐在这里?你不是喜欢她吗?你不应该站出来为她做些什么吗?”杜明情绪激动,他抓住了陈歌的衣领:“你为什么不拦住她?你……”„Bang!”
“嘭!”Du Minghuahas not said,hisleft facewas then hitby the Chen Ge’sfistlayer on layer/heavily, has not waited forhimto respond,on the bellysuffered a Chen Gefoot, the whole personfell down.
杜明话没说完,他的左脸便被陈歌的拳头重重击中,没等他反应过来,肚子上又挨了陈歌一脚,整个人摔倒在地。„Whois a class leader? Comes outto organizeoneveryoneto study by oneself.” A Chen Gesuitcase, entrainedDu Ming'scollarto pull off the classroomhimsingle-handedly.
“谁是班长?出来组织大家上自习。”陈歌一手提包,一手拽着杜明的衣领将他拖出了教室。„Youknow that whothatteacheris? Youknow that whatthatpersonis representingto me? Youknow that what kind ofmattershehad experienced?” A Chen GefistfistpoundsonDu Ming: „Youranythingdoes not know.”
“你知道那个老师是谁吗?你知道那个人对我来说代表着什么吗?你知道她曾经经历过怎样的事情吗?”陈歌一拳一拳砸在杜明身上:“你什么都不知道。”Shoves open the iron gate of roof, Chen Gewaves the arms aboutto take downDu Mingin the place.
推开楼顶的铁门,陈歌甩手将杜明放倒在地。„Sheis strandedoneselfin that blood reddesperateworld, sheverylonghas not seen the light, shetruehad possibly forgottencontinually.”
“她把自己困在那个血红色的绝望世界里,她已经很久没有看到过光,她可能连真正的自己都已经忘记。”„Because of this, thereforeIwantto giveherto leave a goodmemory, even ifclear(ly)knewis the dream, Istillverywishknittingdiligentlywas more beautiful.”
“正因为如此,所以我想要给她留下一段美好的记忆,就算明知道是梦,我仍旧很努力的想要编织的更美丽一些。”Chen GeholdsDu Ming'sshoulder, hitshimon the wall: „Butyouweave a dream the opportunitynot to giveme.”陈歌抓住杜明的肩膀,将他撞在墙壁上:“可是你们连编织一个梦的机会都不给我。”„Icould not understandyouto sayanything, butIknow that youkept on proclaimingcared abouther, has not actually doneanythingforher! Youdo not loveher! Youare deceivingher, makingherbearallpain!”Du Mingappearanceis fierce, hewieldsboth handsto hitonChen Ge.
“我听不懂你在说什么,但我知道你口口声声说着在乎她,却没有为她做过任何事情!你根本就不爱她!你只是在骗她,让她承受了所有的痛苦!”杜明面目狰狞,他挥动双手打在陈歌身上。„In your mind is this love?”Chen Gehas not hit back: „Do youknow,likesneeding the qualifications. A 17-year-oldstudent, even iflooked forward toagain,wantsto be closeagain, you must probablyunderstand a matter, youradmire might becomeherpuzzle.”
“在你心目中这就是爱吗?”陈歌没有还手:“你知道不知道,爱是需要资格的。一个17岁的学生,就算再憧憬,再想要接近,你也要必须明白一件事情,你的爱慕很可能会成为她的困扰。”„Lovingcansplendid , can crash into the abyss.”
“爱能够让人熠熠生辉,也能让人坠入深渊。”„IfIreallyamyou, Iwill maintain the appropriatedistance, canshoulder the responsibilityuntilsome dayme, can, forsheis responsible forlook forherforoneselfagain.”
“如果我真的是你,我会保持合适的距离,直到有一天我能够承担起责任,能够为自己、为她负责的时候再去找她。”Du Mingis getting more and more excited, hehas lost controlcompletely, as if the heartdeepestsecretwas discovered: „Youare notI, youdo not understand.”
杜明的情绪越来越激动,他已经完全失控,似乎心底最深的秘密被人发现:“你不是我,你根本不懂。”Hegoes all outto struggle, Chen Gethistimegot down the heavyhand, trampleshimfallsto the ground.
他拼命挣扎,陈歌这次下了重手,将他踹倒在地。"Pa!"“啪!”Du Mingthrows down, hiscell phonefell, the screendisruption, being away fromfullyis the screen of fissurecansee the desktopbackground of cell phoneisZhang Ya.
杜明摔倒的时候,他的手机掉落了出来,屏幕碎裂,隔着满是裂痕的屏幕能够看到手机的桌面背景是张雅。Thispicturephotographs surreptitiouslyprobably, on the Zhang Yaface on picturehas the lightsmile, is talkingwithsomebody.
这照片好像是偷拍的,照片上的张雅脸上带着淡淡的笑容,正在和某人在交谈。„Do youalsolikeher?”Chen Gelooks at the phone screen of disruption, took outSkull-cracker Hammerfrom the backpack.
“你也喜欢她吗?”陈歌看着碎裂的手机屏幕,从背包里取出了碎颅锤。„Do not use‚also’thischaracter, youdo not match, whenshewas accusedbyeveryone, youwhere? Whenshewas sufferedby the rumor, what did youdoforher?”Du Mingwipeson the face the bloodstain, crawls since the ground: „Youranythinghas not done, becauseyoueven is a student, sheis a teacher, thereforeretrocedestimidly, includingdoes not havefor the courage that shespoke!”
“不要用‘也’这个字,你根本不配,在她被所有人指责的时候,你在哪里?在她被谣言折磨的时候,你又为她做了什么?”杜明擦去脸上血迹,从地上爬起:“你什么都没做,你甚至因为自己是学生,她是老师,所以胆怯后退,连为她说话的勇气都没有!”Du Mingis roaringhysteric, heas ifdenounced severelywas notChen Ge, butonce.
杜明歇斯底里的咆哮着,他似乎痛斥的不是陈歌,而是曾经的自己。„Perhapsin your opinion, the distance between teachers and studentsenoughremotetolettingyoudespairs, but have youconsidered? Inthisworldalso a distance, is called the life and death.”Chen Gesaw when Du Ming'scell phoneallissuesallwantto understand: „Youlikeyourteacher, canput togethercompletely to godiligently, withthreeyearsandfiveyears, whenyoucantakethatsteptimecomes backto look forheragain. Butdistance between the life and death, probablyneedsto wait for a lifetime.”
“或许在你看来,师生之间的距离已经足够遥远到让你绝望,但你考虑过吗?这世界上还有一种距离,叫做生与死。”陈歌看到杜明的手机时所有问题全都想明白了:“你喜欢自己的老师,可以拼尽一切去努力,用三年、五年,等到你可以迈出那一步的时候再回来找她。但生与死之间的距离,可能需要一辈子去等待。”Picks up the ground the cell phone, Chen Gelooks atZhang Ya in background: „Love, frommeetingat that momentstarting from, the deathwill not terminate, when a sidechoiceleaveswasfinished.”
捡起地上的手机,陈歌看着背景里的张雅:“爱,从遇见那一刻开始,死亡也不会终止,只有当一方选择离开时才算结束。”
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