„Icannotletyoualonewithhimin the same place, thischildpsychologywas frail, youranyextremewords may affecthim.”Nurseinrejectsdecisively, cansee, even ifYu Jianturned into the presentthis, shedeeplyis lovingYu Jianas before, wanting the openingwingas far as possibleto protectYu Jian.
“我不能让你单独跟他在一起,这孩子心理本就脆弱,你任何一句过激的话都可能会影响到他。”于护士果断拒绝,可以看出就算于见变成了现在这样,她依旧深爱着于见,想要尽可能的张开羽翼去保护于见。
After the Chen Georiginal plan was equal to the nurseleaving, directlyinYu JianbehindcallsRed-clothed, firstconducted an inspectiontoYu Jian.陈歌原计划是等于护士离开后,直接在于见身后唤出红衣,先对于见进行一个检查。What a pityNurseinis not willingto leave, Chen Gedoes not wantto expose the Zhang Yiabilitycasually, thereforeis forced to give up.
可惜于护士不愿意离开,陈歌也不想随便暴露张忆的能力,所以只好作罢。Hepicks up the groundconveniently a manuscript paper, the sentence that abovewriteshowreadis not smooth, wantsto understand the abovecontent, can only byguessing.
他随手捡起地上的一张稿纸,上面写的句子怎么读都不通顺,想要理解上面的内容,只能靠猜。„Hegivesher the giftbecause of the love, the roseis the red, the blood was also the red, the rosestabshernape of the neck, the nape of the neckbled.”
“他送给她礼物是因为爱,玫瑰是红色的,血也是红色,玫瑰刺伤了她的脖颈,脖颈流出了血。”„Shehugs the childbecause of the love, closelygraspsdoes not wantto makehimleave, Iwas also once restrained the nape of the neck, is unable to breathe, intenfingers of digging inmuddy waters.”
“她拥抱孩子是因为爱,紧紧抱住是不想让他离开,我也曾被勒住脖颈,无法呼吸,十指挖进泥水中。”„Ihave perhaps also had, no, Ihave certainly had.”
“我或许也拥有过,不,我一定拥有过。”
The content that oneachmanuscript paperwritesis different, Chen Gereadseveralpages, discoveredthisseems likestories comprised of the innumerablefragments, recorded a process of child grow.
每张稿纸上写的内容都不一样,陈歌读了好几页,发现这好像是一个由无数片段组成的故事,记录了一个孩子成长的过程。Naturallythisis onlyChen Gemustexplain, ifon the originalsentencewithmanuscript paper expressed that thatshouldbe a grainfalls the seedintomb, took rootentered the corpse, started out the flower.
当然这只是陈歌得解读,如果用稿纸上的原句来表达,那应该是一粒落在坟墓上的种子,扎根进入了尸体,开出了花。
The mendescribed themselveswithsuchsentence, hedid not anthropoid, immersesinoneselfmind, was incompatiblewith the world, monster that livedlikelyin the world.
男人用这样语句来形容自己,他不似人形,沉浸在自己的脑海里,与世界格格不入,像个活在人间的怪物。Regardless ofChen Gesaidanything, meaning that hehas not replied, butselfishwriteson the manuscript paper, eachfalls, heprobablywill becomethinly.
无论陈歌说什么,他都没有回答的意思,只是自顾自的在稿纸上书写,每一笔落下,他就好像会变得更瘦一点。In the roomis very peaceful, Chen Gehas given uptalking, hepicked upmanuscript paperto lookfrom the ground, in the eyewas completely curious, looks like the faithful reader of thatmanto be the same.
屋内很安静,陈歌已经放弃对话,他从地上捡起一张张稿纸看了起来,眼中满是好奇,就像是那个男人的忠实读者一样。aloneis writing, alonewas looking,Nurseininsteadbecomes the person who mosthad nothing to do.一个人在写,一个人在看,于护士反而成了最无事可做的人。„Ihave roughly ravelled.”Chen Gewill look the manuscript paper that reorganizes, puts togetherneatly: „Verygoodstory, onlypitifully the lead of storyis the livingperson.”
“我大致已经弄明白了。”陈歌将自己看完的稿纸整理好,整整齐齐放在一起:“很不错的故事,只可惜故事的主角是活生生的人。”Thickonepile of manuscript paperwill placeon the table, Chen Gehas changed the manhuabook in backpack, thenleaves the bedroomwithNursein, heplaced the entranceoneselfbackpackinclosingconveniently, beginsto go to the living roomwithNurseinspatially.
将厚厚一摞稿纸放在桌上,陈歌翻动过背包里的漫画册,然后和于护士一起离开卧室,他在关门的时候随手将自己的背包放在了门口,空着手和于护士来到客厅。„My son'ssituationisthis, heverylonghad not gone out, is impossibleto participate in the homicide. Ifyoustillinsisted,I can only report to the police.”
“我儿子的情况就是这样,他已经很久没有出门了,不可能参与凶杀案。如果你仍旧坚持,我只能报警了。”„Before onhigh school, Yu Jianis a from head to tailbastard, toothershappilyandhas the hostilityjoyfully, does not understand the returngood intentions;Hebiggesttransformationfromhightwostarts, after discontinuing studies, hewill shut in the room, no longergoes out, no longerharmsothers. Youas the Yu Jianmother, has thoughtwhythisis?”Chen Gesitslies in front of a nurse, hiseyeis staring on the table the muddytea.
“上高中之前,于见是个彻头彻尾的混蛋,对别人的幸福和快乐抱有敌意,不懂得回报善意;他最大的转变是从高二开始的,辍学以后他将自己关进了屋子里,不再外出,不再去伤害别人。你作为于见母亲,有没有想过这是为什么?”陈歌坐在于护士面前,他眼睛盯着桌上浑浊的茶水。„He was changedbyhimselfdiligently, wantsto be a goodchild, butactuallyno onegiveshimthisopportunity, everyoneis bullyinghim, thereforehecollapsedthoroughly.” The view of Nurseinis very one-sided, is maintainingownson.
“他在努力让自己改变,想要做个好孩子,但是却没有人给他这个机会,所有人都在欺负他,所以他彻底崩溃了。”于护士的说法很片面,都是在维护自己的儿子。„Person who a heartlives in the devil, notbecausebulliescollapses, had certainly some specialmatteronhim, makinghimstartto regardthisworld.”Chen Gedepends on the sandcarbuncle on the back: „The Yu Jianteacher in chargeisonlyonehas helpedhisperson, afterYu Jianhas an accident, do youhaveto look forher?”
“一个心底住着恶魔的人,是不会因为欺负就崩溃的,在他身上一定发生了某件很特别的事情,让他开始重新看待这个世界。”陈歌靠着沙发背:“于见的班主任是唯一一个帮过他的人,在于见出事后,你有没有去找过她?”„After thatteacherresigns, leftHanjiang, Ido not know that shewent.”
“那位老师辞职后离开了含江,我也不知道她去了哪。”„Youhave the time of finding the psychiatrist, might as wellgoto chatwiththatteacherwell.”
“你有找心理医生的时间,不如去跟那位老师好好聊一聊。”Chen Gesaidownsuggestion, butNurseinresponded that is very strange, shedoes not seem to raisethatteacher.陈歌说出了自己的建议,但是于护士反应却很奇怪,她似乎不愿意提起那位老师。„Truthon the swayed there, you are unable to avoid, hidesdeeply, waits for the one day of expositiontime, the seenwoundis scarier.”Chen Gestands up: „Thisismyphone call/number, tonightI can also come, hopes that youcanconsiderwhen the time comesclearly, the Yu Jiansicknessdragsagain, hedestroyedfor a lifetime.”
“真相就摆在那里,你无法回避,藏得越深,等有一天暴露的时候,看到的伤口就越吓人。”陈歌站起身:“这是我的电话,今天晚上我还会过来,希望你到时候能考虑清楚,于见的病再拖下去,他一辈子就毁了。”Gets to Room Yu Jianentrance, Chen Geraisesownbackpack, stoodin the Yu Jianentrancesome little time, finallya few wordshad not said,turned aroundto leave.
走到于见门口,陈歌提起自己的背包,又在于见门口站了好一会,最终一句话也没说,转身离开了。Goes out ofneighborhood, Chen Gestandsin the place that the sunlightcannot shine, callsMen Nan: „What did youhaveto discovera moment ago?”
走出小区,陈歌站在阳光照射不到的地方,唤出门楠:“你们刚才有没有什么发现?”„On the fellowremainsmuchcurses! Hewill turn intothatappearanceisbecausehas withstoodtoo the reason of curse.”Men Nanopened the mouthto take to a Chen Gepleasant surprise.
“那家伙身上残留着大量诅咒!他之所以会变成那个样子就是因为承受过太多诅咒的原因。”门楠一开口就带给了陈歌一个惊喜。„In other words has Ghost Fetustruly existedonhim?”
“也就是说冥胎确实在他身上存在过?”„Yes.”
“是的。”„YouaskedZhang Yi, does Ghost FetusstillhideinYu Jianprobabilitynowin a big way?”Chen Geexcited, Yu Jian and Ghost Fetuscharacterlooks likevery much, it can be said thatoptimization of Ghost Fetus.
“你问一下张忆,冥胎现在仍旧藏在于见身上的概率有多大?”陈歌激动了起来,于见和冥胎的性格很像,可以说是冥胎的最佳选择。„Cannot judge, butGhost FetusandYu Jianbecauseas if something had the difference, thereforeYu Jianoneselfclosing.”Men Nanis rephrasing in own words the Zhang Yiwords: „HeinresistingGhost Fetuskeepscurse in hisbody.”
“判断不出来,不过冥胎和于见似乎因为某件事产生了分歧,所以于见才会把自己给关起来。”门楠在转述张忆的话:“他在抗拒冥胎留在他身体里的诅咒。”
„ Yu Jianstartsto transformbecause ofhisteacher in charge, thatmatterhisteacher in chargeis definitely clear, what a pityIdo not have the timeto go tooutside areato look forhernow. LeavesfromYu Jian, Chen Gewent to a citysub-bureau, heandZhentruewith the help of Li Zhengmeets.
“于见开始转变就是因为他的班主任,那件事他的班主任肯定清楚,可惜我现在没时间去外地找她。从于见家离开,陈歌又去了一趟市分局,在李政的帮助下他和甄真见了一面。Concept that good that the youngboyrestores, inhisheadhad not died, butfeltownmotheris sleeping, will always ask when the policemother of guardingwill awake.
小男孩恢复的很不错,他脑袋里还没有死亡的概念,只是觉得自己妈妈正在睡觉,经常会问看守的警察自己妈妈什么时候才会醒。Thischildis lovable, in the police authoritieseveryonelikeshimvery much, inquiredevidence collectiontime will also put out the candy and between-meal snack.
这孩子非常可爱,警局里所有人都很喜欢他,询问取证的时候也会拿出糖果和零食。Onlylooks atZhentruesemblance, definitelyis unable himandGhost Fetuslinks, Jiang Long, Bei YeandZhenGuodiednowone after another, the spirithas mother severe woundstupor of issue, in the worldknows that ZhentruepastpersonbesidesGhost Fetus, was only left overChen Ge.
光看甄真的外表,完全无法把他和冥胎联系在一起,现在姜龙、北野、甄崞相继死亡,精神有问题的母亲重伤昏迷,世界上知道甄真过去的人除了冥胎外,就只剩下陈歌了。HoweverChen Gedoes not prepareto tellothersthissecret, hehopes that thischildcan the healthgrow up.
不过陈歌并不准备将这个秘密告诉别人,他希望这孩子能够健康长大。Askedsome after Zhentruethings, Chen Gealsoasked the policehelpto investigatethatheartto have the child of issue, but alsosaidin front of the policeabout„malicious remarks that”did not smile, making the policepay attention tothatcrowdto maintain the smilemonsterhighlyforever.
问了甄真一些事情后,陈歌又拜托警方帮忙调查那个心脏有问题的孩子,还在警方面前说了很多关于不笑的“坏话”,让警方高度注意那群永远保持笑容的怪物。
The policehelpedsavelots oftimetoChen Ge, enablinghimto investigateYu Jianwith single-hearted devotion.
警方帮忙给陈歌节省下了大量时间,让他可以专心调查于见。Visited the schoolsandsomeschoolmates, Chen Gediscovered that the Yu Jianissuebe more serious, policethere that his mothersaidalsohasfiling of Yu Jian, on the high schoolbeforethatfellowwas the intelligence quotientextremelyhighanomaly, haswas discontentedandmalicious.
走访了学校和一些同学,陈歌发现于见的问题要比他母亲说的严重很多,警方那里也有于见的备案,上高中之前那家伙就是个智商极高的变态,怀揣着不满和恶意。
After makingfully the preparation, Chen Gewent to the Yu Jianhomethat nightonce again.
做足了准备之后,陈歌当天晚上又一次去了于见家里。
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